#album's not been out for a day yet

[camcorderrevival]

Cassandra, Evelyn De Morgan // Cassandra, Florence + The Machine

#album's not been out for a day yet #but I have a burning determination to make awful things so here we are #Cassandra is tied with Daffodil as my fave song on the album #Florence + The Machine #Dance Fever #music #art

[bewilderedbuck]

on losing a mother

#s.txt #s.poem #mom tag #poetry #okay to reblog #it's officially been over a year since the last time i saw my mom. #her skin was translucent paper thin and she looked so fragile in tht hospital bed but she was supposed to be getting better #and she did. for about a month. #she went back into the hospital 3 days after my birthday. #she stayed there for like 2 weeks and then died about a week after she checked herself out. #the last time she ever texted me was on my birthday. i waited two days to text back. and i never heard back from her. #the next time i saw her she was a pile of grey ashes in a plastic urn. she sits on my shelf now. i haven't gotten her a new urn yet. #i try not to feel guilty. there wasn't much i could do from a thousand miles away #but i still feel the guilt every day itching under my skin and screaming at me in my mind that i should have done better #that i should have been there for her #her phone number has since been given to someone else. i deactivated her facebook account. i cleaned out her apartment & threw away almost #all of her belongings. #i took photo albums. i took some jewelry - including the ring she wore as she was cremated. it survived the fire. the funeral home put it #in the urn with her ashes. i wear it sometimes just to feel like there's still a part of her with me. #but she's gone and i don't believe in an afterlife and neither did she #there's some comfort in knowing she is no longer in pain that she is no longer suffering #but i still sit here and i think of all the things i never got to tell her and the new things i want to tell her every single day #i never got to come out to her. not really. i never got to tell her that i understood what she went thru with my dad because i lived it too #anyways. sorry for going off in the tags. i'm okay i promise. just feeling a lot of feelings right now.

[phant0m-l0rd]

my version of the Automata (Petit Brabancon) album cover~

(ballpoint pen sketch, digital art)

#listen i know the EP hasn't even come out yet but I've been obsessed with the single Miserable for the past few days #and I really like the new album cover and the whole cyborg aspect so I wanted to draw an album cover inspired by that concept #but going back to the dog theme of the band which I was sad to see absent this time around #anyway it's past 1am here and this happened #petit brabancon #automata #petit brabancon automata #kyo #京 #dir en grey #fan art #fanart #digital art #alternative metal #music #artists on tumblr #lisa's art #my first time drawing a dog 😭 what i do for the bands i love

[heffrondriving]

soooo. that new big time rush album huh

#how we feeling today rushers (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧ #also yes i've come back from the dead just to post abt this like. i owe this blog *this much* at least ykyk #anyway its like 3 in the morning here and ive just woken up after a vv long and exhausting day yesterday so this was a pleasant surprise :> #i haven't really listened to it in full yet bc idk adhd things but when the mood hits right y'all know i'll be VIBING #i never talked abt it but waves and can't get enough were great earworms so i'm excited to see how the rest of the songs will turn out #also hope everyone's doing well here on the btr side of tumblr hehe y'all been absolutely fed this year <3 #is this gonna be allen's 2k23 tumblr comeback??? nah prob not i'm too in love with the fooo conspiracy atm but hey maybe also who knows 👀 #(*heckler from the back of the audience* NO ONE CARES ABOUT U AND UR TRASH CONTENT IDIOT STFU FOREVER ACTUALLY!!!!!) #but yep. life has been fuck work has been a headache and so many unwanted tragic plot twists this year. but at least we got new btr lezzgo! #also happy pride month y'all!!! just saying this for absolutely no rhyme or reason related to this post at all wdym lmao ¯\_( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯ #okay thats all promise i'll shush now and it's time for old grampa to disappear into the darkest recesses of the internet yet again hejd��åå #btr #big time rush #another life #album #stop it forever #lmao i hardly remember my dumbass blog tags;;; it's for the best hdbfkgk

[imwritesometimes]

why is every album an artist releases these days 'their best one yet!' like I'm sorry this cannot be possible please reevaluate their discography and see me after class

#I PROMISE YOU this is not just about certain super mega popular pop stars who have released albums recently #however... these albums seem to have been released and are seeing... from what I can gather online... mixed results even from Fans #and my very own fave current day band just released an album of THEIR own earlier this month and the general reviews were 'best one ever!' #I listened to it... it's good. it's fine. it's a little bit of a departure from their usual style and that's fine. but it was by no means #their best album. even their LAST album was better and IT wasn't my fave either.... #but I definitely felt like it was better than this new album. I was so 🤷‍♀️with their new album I haven't even put it on the thumb drive #for my car yet which.... says a lot. usually their stuff IMMEDIATELY goes on the car thumb drive. IMMEDIATELY. this one... ehh #I'm not losing out not hearing it in the car rn... #I just feel like there is no real critiquing of music anymore I guess IDK.... #but I cannot stress enough this is NOT just about two popular popstars lol I don't even listen to their stuff I just see #things online and I'm like hmmmm.... every artist cannot possibly be releasing their BEST ALBUM YET every time #erin explains it all

[softlycom]

yeah I'm okay, why do you ask?

#mine #music #fall out boy #so much for stardust #smfs #i have been playing the album at least once a day #forward and backwards #on the bus at work at school #and i have not gotten tired of it #not yet #just scratches an itch i didn't know needed to be scratched #has ruined all other music for me #like yeah this song is good but is it Heaven Iowa? is it Flu Game? So Good Right Now? Love from the Other Side? i don't think so

[fauna-and-floraa]

Hmmm. 🐺

#i hope i get a Chan photocard with my album... or seungmin 😇 or changbin #i have 3 hyunjins a Lee Know a Felix a I.N and 2 Hans #so itd be nice to get one of the boys i dont have #but also i really like all the pics for this album so whoever i get i'll be excited to see :-) #gettin ask on my other blog if ive bought the new entry in the video game series ive been playin forever #and bein like oh no not yet <3 but the truth is kpop boy album took precedence bc they came out a day apart lmao #sorry it was only 50 bucks and i get a lil book and pictures and stuff meanwhile the base release of that game is 117 dollars her #117!!!! #thats insane #i'll hope for a christmas mega sale lmao #maybe if they gave me a photocard of my fave video game guy i would consider it but

[hyunebear]

[SEMI-HIATUS]

hi, it’s adri. i’m sorry if i haven’t been on here a lot lately. everything just piles up on me and i want to be able to enjoy this comeback without feeling like i should be doing something all the time while i can still take care of myself mentally and physically well on the daily. if i haven’t interacted w your posts or responded to your messages, it’s bc sometimes it takes a lot for me to do so. my social battery and energy run low too often so i lowkey take breaks every now and then to recharge bc i think that’s very important. i hope u friends are taking care of yourselves too and making the most out of this comeback <3

#adri.txt #i do this a lot i know but hey i'll still pop up on here sometimes #not sure about giffing since my computer is being a bitch to me these days and i would have ideas to gif but not enough time u know #and that's okay <3 #AND MASSIVE CONGRATULATIONS TO MY STRAY KIDZ FOR CASE 143 FIRST WIN YESTERDAY #me at my porch rn overlooking the morning view: when are my albums coming i've been waiting for ages #my skin is starting to sag i can feel my hair turning grey my vision is blurring my bones are growing weaker and yet #STATUS: preparing to ship out #[garbled noises]

[candyunicornsateme]

Anyone ever just think of random fucking dialogue and jokes and random shit between characters?? The amount of goofy ass otp banters and shit I have drafted is embarrassing. What am I going to do with that?? Make them comics or fics??? Bitch. 

#rimble ramble #so many k2 draft friends i am not kidding #tons of tons of stuff I never post and no one #gets to learn how I really characterize them beyond the facade #of art I do get to complete :'D #you've been here for fucking yEARS amber you're running out of time #for anyone to see anything!!!! #otp #I finally write the chaptered fic and then it's all over and everyones gone already lmao #also bc no one would care about this and i just want to get it out #i think i can finally admit i have a favorite band and they came out with a new album #and I fucking love it!!!!!! so much!! its been stuck in my head so fucking much #i just love songs that have big emotional climaxes #and then imagine mysterion faceing his lovecraftian demons literally #but you dont know about all that yet ;) one day soon totally :') #pls listen to Wax Wings by periphery to understand me deeply. at least the last half

[boyfrillish]

OMFG my head is super fried from lack of sleep but I just wrote over 900 words in a bit over an hour ADGAADFGADh the power of the silliest of silly fluffs, silly fluff of The OTP as personal bday treat from me for me ✨🥰💜❤

#crystext #i mean it when I say I have reawakened... back to churning out drabbles of silly HughNate fluff like it's 2013-14 #I have not stopped thinking about playground scenarios ever since I walked yesterday midday and walked by a neighbourhood playground #while an owl city song played that makes me think of them too ... #IT WOULD NOT LEAVE MY MIND #then I walked back home from the train earlier and mind cinema intensified!! I HAD TO!! WRITE!! IT!! #so there I went – right after doing my bday scouts in pokemas (sygna suit N did not come home nor did my other favest favs adgag) #they are just 🥹 so soft 🥹 all the warm feels 🥹 they are all things bright and beautiful #which is both a description and a reference to one of my fav albums that also makes me think of them adfgafdhgsfdhj #I need to confirm if I remembered their shipname right ... not that I am ready to post stuff yet adgafdh #also i have zero idea if the fandom also uses color coded emojis for ships i am just doing it from habit but with their xtransceiver colors #afgadaafdg one of these days ... I'll be ready to dip my toes into pkmn tags again ... it's been that long ... #and back in the day there was like zero food for my OTPs I literally had to provide for myself #either way it feels so good to be back i feel so many things at once afgagsfhsdfh #okay that's enough tag rambling it's 9pm now WHAT THE WHAT

[lunar-years]

If this gets much longer no one is going to read it… ☠️💀

#jancy soulmate au #I am SO close to the part where they finally kiss. I am SO. CLOSE. #and yet still so far :( #this is looking like a 15k I fear #just as Taylor Swift is incapable of putting out a short album so too am I incapable of writing a short ficlet #I have never been brief a day in my life

[sluttyten]

Two things: Ten is personally attacking me rn I cannot with him. Also I used a Twitter guide to helped me find my SVT bias at target (and also dropped everything in the process it was amazing) but asks wont let you send links so good face the sun carat Reddit

Oooh thank you! Here's a link in case there's anyone else who wants to know

But honestly though about Ten like seriously I think he's actively trying to recruit 10velys right now because he's just killing it right now (and I'm aware that I'm definitely biased in that opinion)

#asks #not nct #i'm already planning to go shopping tomorrow with my mom so i might..... suggest casually that we drop #by target and take a look at the music section to see if i can figure out which members they've got #and if they've got one of my biases then... i may have to purchase it #which like having 4 biases in the group i feel like there's a pretty decent chance of them having one of them #plus two bias wreckers so.... #but on the bright side! from the versions i bought the other day i FINALLY got a mingyu photocard #that was the first time i've ever pulled mingyu inclusion and he was the only member i had nothing of #but in the three versions i got the other day i got something of every member except hoshi #like he wasn't a postcard or a photocard and also all of my highlighters were the orange one #but i've been seeing on twitter that supposedly all the face the sun albums at target come with orange #and i have yet to see anyone with proof against that claim

[woofety]

I was tagged by @astrangegirlsmind (thank you Jules!! 💕 I hope you’re well, dear!)

hot shower or cold shower // texting or calling // earbuds or headphones // paperback or hardcover // matte or gel // 12 hour clock or 24 hour clock // blue or green // sunsets or sunrises // tulips or orchids // candle light or moonlight // sci-fi or horror // pen or pencil // pandas or koalas // gold or silver // sneakers or boots // denim jacket or leather jacket // pink or purple // chocolate or sour candy // deodorant or perfume // drive-in movie theater or the cinema // pastel colors or neutral earth tones // lemonade or fruit juice // past or future // constellations or aurora borealis

Tagging @thelifeinmyshadesofgrey @whitestnoise @mednay @tirairgid @valentinaonthemoon @ellcrys @somethingephemeral @lives-ruined-and-bloodshed (only if you feel like it and haven't done this before) and whoever sees this actually! 😊

#about me #concentrating on this to interrupt my endless stream of curses against my reproductive system that has been going for more than a week now #at least the period cramps have been a bit more bearable today - unlike 2 days ago when for almost an hour #I couldn't do anything more than breathing and sweating and yet managing not to pass out from the pain 😞 #aaaaaaaaaaanyway to the people I tagged feel free to ignore this - it was just an excuse to say hi #and let you know I've been thinking of you ❤ #it's actually a bit hard to write anything atm because the majority of my brain is actually occupied by the new poets of the fall album #I'm listening to rn (Naaaaaaaaaad I've barely started and I'm already teary eyed at the 3rd song what am I supposed to do 🥺) #fuck it I'm taking this moment of peace for myself it's been a couple of really meh days not to mention painful #btw some of these choices were pretty obvious for me - texting for example (like ppfft please CALLING?! no freaking way) #orchids (might be one of my very favourite flowers ever) - purple - chocolate - silver - denim jacket #orchids (might be one of my very favourite flowers ever) - purple - silver - chocolate - sci-fi (mostly because I don't really like horror) #denim jackets (tbh I've rarely used one lately but in general leather as a texture is not a personal favourite #(I rarely use denim jackets tbh but I don't even have a leather jacket - in general leather as texture is not a personal favourite #though I admit boots in colder seasons are comfortable but I'm more of a sneaker girl even if it's been a while I've worn some #though I admit leather boots in colder seasons are comfortable but I'm definitely more of a sneakers girl as long as they're not too flat #because my back wouldn't be very grateful otherwise) #I've struggled between pandas and koalas because they're both so adorable - also between constellations and aurora #as I've never seen an aurora in person but oh how I wish - I like perfume as well but though I use both when I go out #deodorant is a must to wear no matter what - between earbuds and earphones my first reaction was doesn't matter because MUSIC #I was a bit skeptical about earbuds but I'm definitely sold now even if I sometimes risk to lose them but they're a genius invention #no more tangled wires and consequently broken earphones because I pull them too much 😅 - in any case it's unlikely I go out #without any of them now - oh and I chose cinema mostly because I've never been to a drive-in (someone wanna take me?! 😘) #still unsure about paperback vs. hardcover - mostly I chose paperback because more handy in general but I admit hardcover #can be so beautiful at times - as sunsets or sunrises and blue or green (my living room has green tones and my bathroom blue #while my bedroom purple 😁) aaaah those were difficult choices 😝

[thanatoseyes]

Don't mind me just sitting here angrily staring at Taylor Swift's new album that's being shoved through my throat like a hot knife.

#ugh i dont want to talk about her #if you like her thats fine whatever #i just dont and this new album feels like a cash grab so hard #and this one particular song just hit me the wrong way #i dont know her i dont know her life i dont know what shes thinking #the 1830s song was bad enough #it tastes like those poorly written college students fiction where theyve done no research and think what theyve written can change the genr #and yet its completely tone def and needs to be gone through a goddamn ethics committee #makes you want to punch a wall gos #im mentally ill bro so mentally ill and it feels like a pit in my chest #and shes writing things like youre afraid of little old me haha you put me in an asylum aha im crazy #i can feel my teeth breaking #head in my hands i am trying not to be absolutely phased by this #because its kind of been a shit day and i keep fucking up and this one thing kind of hit me out of nowhere so im trying #because my fiance is coming home and were going out and i want to have a good time #and not be consumed by a depression fueled rage #ugh why why does she have a platform???

[a9saga]

tbt - lil wayne - shooter // we're just gonna ignore the featured artist on this song okay

#haven't listened to wayne as much i have been lately since i first gt into him 4 years ago now #is the carter vi really coming early this year? last night i found an article #that it was/is supposed to come out either in december or early this year #that was from early november but i didnt find a release date yet #but i guess ive been getting back into him at the right time #i dont have as much fun posting weekly song recs as i used to lately #but ive only posted one or two songs this month and i wanted to get a black artist in before february ended #all right i need to get this off my chest... #when i first got into wayne i felt pretty quickly tha carter ii was my favorite album of his #but though ive not listened to either of these in full in a while #....i think the first album might be better. idk i played a lot of songs from it the other day and i may have to reevaluate my opinion #have a good thursday everybody #tbt #song rec #lil wayne #tha carter ii #rap #hip hop #bling rap #2000s #shut up kaily #Youtube

[a-very-fond-farewell]

fuck my tendinitis it’s writing time peeps and imma type like this despite the pain

#sneaky niki #lamb loose liveblogging #silky niki #no one can stop me from writing about my messy bitches #also I found out why I never figured BIBI sang that iconic song in Beyond Evil #1) ​it’s in ost part 2 and I only checked part 1 back in the days and 2) I think only kazino was out then & I hadn’t been a fan of hers yet #so u better know that song is on repeat tonight #also my favorite ‘90s J-Lo coded gay icon Chunga will be back soon with a new album and I cannot wait #ARTMS has finally announced songs too #my skin is clear my crops watered #it’s time to find out why SDY had to do what he had just done at the end of ch 13 (not telling you what eheh 😈🔥) #ch 14 here we goo