I’m feeling like a whole mountain has been lifted off of me after my breakup a few days ago. It’s incredible to observe the alchemy process that I can sense in my cells. I can literally feel how my grief and pain is being transformed and composted inside of my body. When I become still enough to observe, when I allow the pain to be present, with full trust in my capacity to hold this, it doesn’t take long until this energy shifts into warmth, love, vitality. Embodiment is the biggest gift I received in my life. It helps me to heal from those addictive patterns which held me captive in unhealthy relationships of all sorts. It’s only been two days since we ended the relationship, and I feel centered, joyful, content and truly loved. I feel how much intimacy I can sense besides from this partnership, I can sense how little time I made to focus on my friendships, my career, on dreaming, playing, being.
Embodiment allowed me to stay centered and deeply rooted in my truth. The wisdom I have gained through cycle tracking gave me the courage to let something that is dear to me die. It allowed me to recognize the dysfunction of the relationship, and take responsible steps to restore my own well being. I am beyond grateful to my beloved teachers and allies. This feels like a new way of living and loving. I am mind blown that this is how I can feel after a breakup.
Finally finished building my house in Skyrim today! I have an alchemy tower now 😭 if that isn’t cottagecore than idk what
Alchemy of Twin Flames
The Alchemical process of a twin flame pair coming into full union across all space and time dimensional realities is rather complex. The underlying nature of the alchemical process was revealed through a channeling of the Elohim(24/12/2018) ,briefly describing the polarisation process and the roles the masculine and feminine play in the joint dynamic.
“The quantum entanglement theory explores the relationship of the proton, the neutron and the electron which is the atom of a particle. It proved the activity experienced between a proton and electron at a distance. The proton is the masculine and the electron is the feminine charge. When the atom is split the proton and electron behave in a way that they “mirror” one another. The pigmentation of a soul, is a fracture of light essence. The process of separation of the atom is the catalyst of attraction. The polarisation of a split atom, is whereby the characteristics can no longer be maintained by themselves. A particle (masculine) is a part of matter. The proton needs to be the cause in order to find its effect. The masculine and feminine go through a separation due to a result of the feminine (electron) embodying proton characteristics which is why both positively charged repel one another. In the phase of separation the feminine needs to embody characteristics of the proton, this means non reactive persona. When the feminine “stands still” immediately the polarisation begins. Instantaneously the proton which is the cause (masculine) is innately attracted to the electron (feminine charge that is now still) because the proton needs to validate itself through the act of effect. The descension of matter is the expression of masculine and ascension is the rise of the expression of the feminine”.
I personally love that last sentence… “The descension of matter is the expression of masculine and ascension is the rise of the expression of feminine”, to me it supports the notion that the act of the feminine (electron component) becoming (positively charged) light is referring to the fracturing of the essence of light or “soul pigmentation”. Hence , the feminine embodying this positive charge, is the cause of the atoms split, therefore also the cause of the decent of the “particle of matter” or masculine. However this act in itself ( creation) is the combined catalyst, eventually leading to the polarisation (ascension of the feminine) of the pair … through the atoms ( original atom before split) innate ability to cause the mirroring effect that twin flames experience with one another. The feminine electron particle embodying the characteristics of the masculine proton particle is the direct cause of the magnetism that is needed for the original masculine proton to find its effect, or more simply his feminine twin, his Twin Flame. “The inability to prove the Divine exists, is the irony of the Divine’s existence”.
Written by ~pearl inci
(Charter section 81, Charter of peace , Henros)
I indulge in alchemy
To seek immortality,
And its scientific glory
For it holds no morality.
And I abandon it willingly.
Yeah that is a good quote. There are 14 Classes though! X3
Also that is almost a callback to when John mentioned that the Captchalogue Codes accounted for a very large number of items, but considering they should stand for every item and combination thereof, it ended up being quite the pitiful number.