#alchoholic

[thoughtportal]

some sobriety ideas

#tiktok #sobriety #alchoholic

[kurocrow]

I died with him that day.

#OC #my ocs #Alchoholic #yes his name is alchoholic don’t worry about it #original character #original art #oc art #my art #i like the Bg on this usually I don’t post oc stuff but. I think this is cool so tumblr gets it

[petite-tendresse]

Life lately rly sucks

#mine #me #personal #uploads #my face #montreal #ketamine #alchoholic

[not-quite-girl-nor-quite-boy]

A/N So suptober day 8, sober. I have no ideas so im just gonna start and see where we get.

Perhaps... weechesters?

Sam-13 dean-17

"Dean!" Sam shouted.

"What sammy? Whaddya want? Im busy." He slurred drunkenly looking up from his beer to sam with blurred vision.

"Are- are you drunk?" Sam asked shocked.

"Yeah sam. Why?" Dean asked too pissed to carr that he should act responsible in front of sammy. He had had another nightmare of that night again. You arent supposed to remeber things from when you are four its not fair. He had to dull the pain somehow and john left a pack of beer and a full bottle of scotch so he did what he raised to believe helped with emotional pain. He drank.

There was no denying that the alcohol had become a part of his life, a part of him. Frankly too big a part, worryingly so.

"What! Sam. What do you want?" He said tesrs building and welling at the banks of his eyelids, the alchohol hadnt helped him conceal his emotions or dull his pain, it just seemed to return the feel of the heat, the roar of the flame, the small weight of baby sammy in his arms, the emptyness inside him when john told him his mom wasnt coming back. It all washed his vision in floods, tsunamis of emotion and duress.

"Are you ok?" Sam asked softly in a little voice, too quiet to lie to.

"No." He whispered honestly letting his tears finally break the surface tension and roll down his face rapidly reaching his chin and hitting his shirt. Sam ran towards him prying the can of beer from his hand before wrapping his brother in a warm embrace. Dean just cried into his brother's shoulder holding tight as if afraid if he let go he would disappear.

"Im sorry sammy. Are you ok? What did you need?" Dean asked, an attmept to compose hismelf dramatically failing.

"Just... my brother back." Sam said smiling his own tears building up just shy of falling, before sam began clinging once more onto dean.

"I know sam. But im just not good enough. I cant be the brother you need. I wish i could." He sighed into Sam's hair, his chin resting on his little brothers shoulder.

"You already are dean. You- you just need to stop, stop the drinking and the hiding your feelings. Im here for you the same way you are for me. Just let me be here, please."

Dean waited silently for a while before agreeing, wanting the best for him. "Ok sammy. I'll be better for you."

"If thats the motivation you need then good." Sam smiled "but you have to stop drinking. Especially since you still arent old enough technically." Dean chuckled at the words of his law abiding brother.

"Ok sammy." He whispered. His grip on sammy was unrelenting, he must have held sammy for hours, just breathing him in and keeping him safe until sam went heavy in his arms and his breathing deepened and levelled.

"Come on then sammy." He whispered picking his baby brother up, just like all those years ago before gingerly laying him down on the bed and covering him neatly with the blanket.

He smiled at the sight of the young boy. 'Yeah.' He thought to himself 'I'lll do it for him'.

5 years later~~

"So, ummm... this is still weird. Sorry feelings arent really my deal but anyway here we are, my name is ted nu- sorry, my name is dean winchester. Ive been sober 5 years. For my little brother mostly but also for myself. Anyway yeah. Im proud, its five years yesterday. Which is fun i have been doing this for half a decade and i still dont know what to do for this personal speech thingy." He chuckled, as did the rest of the sobriety group. When came thre groups inevitable end, he walked out and saw sam sitting on the bench next to the door to the hall, book in his lap and eyebrows furrowed in concentration.

"Hey dean, how'd it go?" Sam asked suddenly looking up into dean's eyes. Dean saw the same little boy he had been seeing in sams place for years.

"Fine thanks. Come on sammy." He smiled.

A/N so, umm. Yeah here is... that, enjoy. Sobriety if you are addicted please get help, there is help out there for you if you need it. 🙏

Hope you had fun <3

#spn #supernatural #team free will #dean #sam winchester #suptober #suptober22 #suptober2022 #suptober day 8 #sober #sobriety #alchoholism #alchoholic #alchol mention #tw alchoholism #worried sam #flashbacks #ptsd #tw ptsd #tw flashbacks #2022 #sammy winchester #22 #day 8 sober #brothers #brotherly love #d.w s.w #winchesters #5 years sobre

[totally-a-space-marine]

Y'all I'm streaming on twitch. Come watch me got sloshed and fly planes!

https://m.twitch.tv/noahmurray12

#warhammer 40k #warhammer shitpost #imperial guard #unhinged #schizo memes #shitpost #d&d #d&d 5e #alchoholic #elder scrolls

[pinkbimbopotato]

I'm single and ready to mingle. I'll drink like all the alcohol you can buy me! <3

#single #single potato #alchoholic #pink bimbo potato

[oolong-bunny]

#thranduil #the hobbit #lotr #lord of the rings #thrandaddy #wine aunt #alchoholic

[jayisgay15]

#funnyshit #funny tumblr #alchoholic #death #too funny

[nickysfacts]

Tsuchinoko is basically a acrobatic snake that skipped tail day!😂

🇯🇵🐍

#history #tsuchinoko #dunsparce #pokemon #cryptid #japanese history #creatures #bachi hebi #jhoto #kyushu #shikoku #cryptid history #alchoholic #honshu #japan #folklore #cryptidzoology #game freak #pokemon heartgold #pokemon soulsilver #japanese folklore #snake #double jump #nickys facts

[bahspositively]

#drink #cocktails #gin and tonic #red fruit #fruit #alchoholic #sunset #evening #phtography #photo

[ruleof3bobby]

TENDER MERCIES (1983) Grade: C 

The story and plot wasn't that special at all, the characters are not interesting enough for such a thin plot. The good acting keeps it watchable. 

#Tender Mercies #1983 #C #Drama Films #Music #Bruce Beresford #Middle Age #Robert Duvall #Family Drama #Tess Harper #Wilford Brimley #Betty Buckley #Allan Hubbard #Ellen Barkin #Paul Gleason #Lenny von Dohlen #Norman Bennett #Singer #Widow #Alchoholic

[helloiamaustin]

Aardvark is the same as Vodka. They smell the same, have the same lifespan, taste the same, and both originate in Germany, the only REAL planet.

#aardvark #human #austin. #human behaviour #gayman #murder #germany #vodka #alchoholic #alcoholic aardvark #help they have my family #here they come #there they are #uh oh guys #I might die #they’re drunk and fast #run

[maulsveenus]

I get sad and remember I look like this. 👍

#body image #tattoos #tattoed hottie #tattooideas #green hair #altgirls #alternative #body art #self image #recovery #alchoholic #alcoholfree

[maggie-may-ela]

Thank Santa Muerta for giving me back my life One day at a time.

#santa muerte #santisimamuerte #alchoholic #devotees #thank u #blessings #one day at a time #praying

[totally-a-space-marine]

Y'all talking some mad shit for people who only exist when I don't take my pills.

#unhinged #shitpost #schizo memes #alchoholic

[ladyk8tie]

Domino Effect

I’ve noticed life is like dominos

one action leads to another leads to another

Birth - One domino

Elementary school - Two dominos

Middle school - Three dominos

High school -  Four dominos

College - one semester - Five dominos

Depression hits - Six

Start dating - Seven

It becomes abusive - Eight

1 year 6 months, Freedom - Nine

Rebound - Ten

Another rebound - Eleven

It hits off - Twelve

Mental health catches up - Thirteen

The spiraling starts - Fourteen

Attempts to FIX IT - Fifteen

Therapy - Sixteen

Not fast enough -17

Break up - 18

Deeper depression -19

Car accident - 20

A dark place - 21

A drink - 22

Another - 23

Another -24, 25, 26, 27

Coke tastes better with Rum - 28

Sneaking bottles in - 29

Hiding them - 30

Sneaking them out - 31

“You bought it a week ago” “I know” - 32

“IM FINE” - Thirty-three dominos

Life is like dominos

It’s fun to set them up 

But once they’re knocked over

You’re left with a mess

And it won’t pick itself up

#poetry #mental health #depession #tw alchohol mention #alchoholic #get help #poetic