on the same hand im scared to leave my mum alone w him
28 more days‼️ until i can legally drink‼️ hello kitty rosé w true‼️ whiskey + coke‼️ strawberry daiquiris‼️ ik i gotta not Go Overboard cos i’m on meds that interact w alcohol bt yeah
I’m fucking high right now
U know ur alcoholism might be getting out of hand when white lightning doenst even burn anymore
Ahdjjdjdj i havent drank it in so long i been drinking that 70-75% shit
When you want somebody to love
But get somebody to hurt
Not cause you have the will
Or even the idea
It is the true evil sitting in the brush
Waiting for love to finally show.
When it glows the brightest
It will be snuffed with deceit.
Pain and anguish
Anger, putridness, and sorrow
For the one I just wanted to love.
tw // alcohol
posting this here to keep me accountable but I’m gonna back off drinking for a week or two. I’ve got to get my shit together a bit better and take care of my health and part of that is combating my heavy drinking and going back to being a lightweight. resetting my tolerance!
tw // alcohol
god I have to stop drinking as often. my stomach feels so acidic even though alive taken tums and I’m trying to eat a single tortilla just to soak up the alcohol a bit but it’s hard to eat and i’m struggling
update: it’s been about thirty minutes and I’m about halfway through my tortilla and I think it’s helped a lot
“Depression means when things get bad, you make them worse, to see what rock bottom looks like.”
yesterday i dound banana liquer and i think it might be my favorite thing ever. god. i love it.
mixing it wjth dr pepper cream soda (one can to two shots) is just. absolutely sublime. incrediblw.
i’ve. procrastinated checking the answear to mail email for four days. because i was so terrified. and now that i drank a glass of vodka and been playing gay shit in the background to relax enough to check it.
i didn’t even get a reply
fuck im a disaster
I think my dogs are alcoholics ￼￼