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Needy Girl

Emily Prentiss x reader x Alex Blake Warnings: language, alcohol, smut, threesome, strap on, mommy kink, daddy kink, a hint of degradation, teasing, tiny hint of cum play, breeding kink, face fucking.

Emily often extended the invitation out to you when she went out for drinks with the team after work, it just wasn’t often enough that your schedules actually lined up so you could go. Or it was late enough you were already home, showered and in cozy clothes with your make up off and leaving the couch was the last thing you wanted to do. But today, she’d managed to catch you right as you were itching for something to do. That, and you hadn’t been out with the team in ages, it was probably overdue.

Even with a little heads up you still arrived after them, you were intrigued, knowing there was a new agent you had yet to meet. Emily kept her personal life relatively private, even from coworkers, so you figured she hadn’t mentioned a partner to the new one. You dug through your mind to try and remember the name Em had mentioned to you and all you could come up with was Blake, completely unsure if it was a first name, last name, woman or man.

Penelope saw you first, letting out an excited squeal as she leaped toward you for a huge hug, kissing both your cheeks.

“Oh my goodness sugar plum! It has been way too long!”

“I know!” You apologized, “work’s just been crazy, lots of overnights.”

“Eck, gross.” She replied and you laughed, letting her drag you over to the table.

Despite your own girlfriend being at said table, Penelope took the lead on distracting everyone and introducing you to Alex Blake. You smiled softly at the woman, shaking her hand when she extended hers and did your best not to blush at the warmth that shot through you the moment her fingers touched your skin. There was a grin on her lips, a spark in her eyes that made you feel things while Penelope rattled off various facts about the two of you to each other, humble brags and boosting both of you up. Behind the barrier of the table Emily pinched at your ass, garnering your attention,

“I need a refill; you want a beer?”

“Uh..” you scrunched your nose in that way she adored, “I think gin tonight, please?”

“Course.” She shot you a grin before she disappeared into the crowd, one that you knew meant it was completely okay to get to know Alex, that you would have your own private reunion once you were home with her.

Your drink was slipped in front of you only a moment later, you tossed Emily a smile before taking a sip, turning back to Alex’s conversation. You couldn’t lie, you were incredibly intrigued with everything she had to say, especially the way her eyes sparkled while she talked. You caught yourself laughing over jokes, getting closer to her as you did while the rest of the team seemed to melt away. A few of them convinced into a game of pool, two more roped into some darts while the others were out on the prowl, Emily slipping away into the sea of people within the bar.

Alex shifted closer to you, her arm brushing against yours, lingering for a moment to test the waters, smiling softly when you didn’t move away. The conversation continued, slipping into a deeper flirtation, remarks that had your cheeks heating, little giggles escaping your lips that Alex couldn’t get enough of, wondering what other kinds of noises she could get out of you. Figuring she’d teased enough for the moment; she turned back to general chit chat.

“So… how do you know Garcia?” Alex asked and you chuckled, ducking your gaze and she boldly brushed a loose strand of hair behind your ear.

“I’m a nurse. I’ve had a handful of patients who were either from the BAU or victims from their cases.”

“Hmm.”

“You ever wanna tease him, Morgan’s a real bitch when it comes to stitches. And his aftercare of injuries is terrible, a bad boy.” You grinned and she laughed. The sound reached your ears like silk and you grinned up at her.

“I’ll remember that.” She smirked at you, “and what about you, are you a good girl?”

You gulped, feeling your heart rate pick up as you went to suck at your drink. Unfortunately you found it empty, glancing up at Alex, “I try to be.” You squeaked out and the look on her face made you about dissolve on the spot, “Imma grab another drink.”

You lifted the empty glass as a sign and scurried away to the bar, feeling your eyes on her as you did so. You locked eyes with Emily who raised a brow and you let out a breath, relaxing yourself and risked a glance over your shoulder, catching Alex staring at your ass. You grinned, feeling your confidence boosting and winked at her, watching as her cheeks tinged a light shade of pink before she took a sip of her beer.

Emily was on the far side of the oval shaped bar, discreetly watching the entire thing go down, facing the table the team had originally been at. You rounded the bar, leaning up against it beside her while you waited for the bartender to refill your drink.

“Looks like someone’s having fun.” Emily mused, sipping at her beer.

“Seems someone failed to mention how pretty the new girl was.” You teased back and she chuckled.

“Why do you think I’ve been trying to get you out for drinks since she started?”

“Are you sure she’s even interested?” You asked.

“You kidding me?” Emily pushed off the bar, moving so she had one arm around you, hand on the bar caging you between it and her. “Are you telling me you haven’t spent the last hour flirting with her? Or are you saying I’m blind?” She kissed at your shoulder, eyes glancing up across the room to Alex, “she’s certainly staring.” She murmured, placing another kiss further up your neck, “the way she’s been watching you? The tiny flash of disappointment when she realized you belong to daddy?” In the distance, Alex titled her head, amused smirk on her lips as she turned back to the table. Emily nipped at your earlobe, husking against it, “now why don’t you go let her know that I don’t mind sharing.”

“Really?” You breathed, trying to remain on earth as Emily’s hands began to wander, squeezing at your ass.

“Of course princess. You always look so much prettier stuffed with two cocks.” She spanked you gently, nudging you back in the direction of the table and you scooped up your drink, slinking back through the room to Alex.

“It appears I owe you an apology.” Alex chuckled as you returned to the table.

“Hmm?”

“I didn’t realize you and Prentiss were a thing. I wouldn’t have been so bold otherwise.”

“It’s alright.” You looked up to her with a grin, stepping close enough that you could smooth out the collar of her shirt, “daddy likes to share as long as I’m a good girl. Says I look so pretty on my knees that everyone should see it.”

“I’ll bet you look absolutely gorgeous.” Alex’s hand trailed up your side, fingers tracing your collarbone, up your neck until they curled under your chin, “think it’s safe to say you’d look stunning with mommy’s juices smeared all over those pretty lips.” Your breath caught in your throat, heat surging through your body as your pussy fluttered, so lost in Alex’s eyes and words you didn’t hear Emily come up behind you until her hand was on your hips and her lips met your shoulder.

“Okay…” she laughed, “how about we get out of here before you make a scene angel? I’d hate to have to punish you in front of our guest.”

Emily’s apartment wasn’t far from the bar, she was offering both of you drinks as you settled in, shoes, coats and bags being dropped by the door. You’d accepted the glass of whiskey, wandering through the open kitchen and living room, flicking on some music to fill the air, you were well aware of the other two women in the kitchen whispering, their eyes on you as if they were stalking their prey. There was no doubt the two of them were going to be in charge tonight, you were just wondering how far Emily was going to push things in front of a someone she worked with. You’d played around your fair share when it came to kinks and testing your limits, not that it came out every time she fucked you, but considering you were adding in a third player just to start off with, you knew there’d be some fun times ahead.

“She’s all yours.” Emily whispered over the rim of her glass.

“Any words I should be aware of?” Alex asked, glancing between Emily and you as she took a sip.

“Kiwi.” Emily chuckled, “and I’ll tell you right now, any kind of blindfolds are a no. Though she does love to be roughed up a bit, likes bites that leaves a mark the next day and god is she ever a cum slut.”

“Well with a partner like you that doesn’t surprise me.” Alex shot back and Emily’s loud laugh gained your attention, glancing over your shoulder at the two of them, brow raised in suspicion.

“Nothing you need to worry about angel.” Emily smirked before her voice lowered again, “go ahead, I’m content watching you torture the poor girl for a bit.”

“I’m starting to think you’re a bit cruel Agent Prentiss.” She muttered back with a grin, pulling a dark chuckle from Emily.

You could already feel your heart rate picking up the moment Alex moved from beside the kitchen island, sauntering over to you. She plucked the now nearly empty glass from your hand, placing it down on a side table as she looked you over, soft smile on her face.

“Such a pretty girl.” She cooed, fingers tickling at your jaw, curling under your chin to tilt your gaze up to her, “are you going to behave for mommy?”

Your eyes widened, breath completely caught in your throat as it took you a minute to truly absorb what she’d said, Emily’s laugh from the kitchen falling on deaf ears, Alex was surrounding you in all senses. You nodded, “y—yes. I’ll be good.”

“Good.” The hand on your chin slid up your cheek, thumb rubbing at your cheek as her fingers wrapped around your head, tangling into your hair and she stepped toward you, lips finally meeting yours.

It was almost softer than you’d expected, her lips gently moving against yours until she found the right rhythm. Your hands slid up her body, resting on her shoulders while her free arm wrapped around your waist, pulling you tight to her. You let out a soft sigh into the kiss and she took advantage of your parted lips, tongue slipping into your mouth to begin to explore. She began to slowly back up until her knees hit the back of the couch, dropping against it and gently pulling you into her lap, her lips not leaving yours once.

You settled in her lap, a tiny moan escaping your lips when her hands ran up your thighs, tickling at the skin between your waistband and the bottom of your shirt. One hand trailed up your back, tangling into your hair and she wrapped your locks around her fingers, pulling tightly and this moan was louder than the last as you broke the kiss. Alex chuckled, her lips forming a smirk at the way your head fell back, your hips rocking down against her as you moaned again. Leaning forward she licked across your collarbone, her tongue making a pathway to your pulse point where she bit down, hard, and you cried out in pleasure. Her lips made home against your neck, kissing, sucking and biting at your supple skin and you began to whine.

“Looks like someone’s needy.” Emily jeered, moving from the kitchen and rounding the couch so she was behind you, her fingers tickling at your body, “why don’t you let mommy see how fucking pretty you are?”

You let out another moan as Alex’s teeth scraped the skin of your neck, her hands softly cupping at your chest through your shirt before Emily’s hands grasped the hem of it, pulling it off your head. It was only a moment later that Alex’s lips returned to your own, tongue plunging into your mouth while Emily made quick work of your bra, eager to show you off to your guest.

“Isn’t she pretty?” She purred, stepping back from the couch to scoop her drink up off the coffee table and settle into one of the arm chairs.

Reluctantly Alex pulled away from the kiss, breathless as she sank into the couch, her eyes raking over your topless form before glancing to the other woman.

“Christ you are incredibly lucky.” She glanced to Emily before stroking your cheek, “you’re gorgeous, sweet girl….”

“I’m particularly fond of the piercings.” Emily mused, “she has a pair with blue jewels that just look so pretty on her skin.”

“I can imagine…”

“They’re fun to play with. She quite likes it.”

“Have a feeling she just likes being played with no matter what.” Alex chuckled.

“She does like being used, don’t you princess?”

You glanced over to Emily to reply but in the same moment Alex’s lips wrapped around one of your nipples and you gasped, your hand coming to cup the back of her head. Her tongue played with the jewelry, lapping around it before flicking at your nipple, her teeth gently sinking into the skin of your breast.

“Oh god mommy…” you moaned, your hips grinding down against her and she chuckled.

“Should we maybe get you somewhere more comfortable?” She asked, eyes dark as she looked up at you, “somewhere daddy can watch you get all relaxed? I know she’d like to see just how good I can make you feel.”

“Mmhmm.” You whined out, nodding at her as your eyes widened, begging wordlessly.

“Well?” She glanced up to Emily who smirked.

“I said, she’s all yours. Warm the slut up for my cock, use her how you want to.”

Alex grinned, kissing you gently before her hands grasped your hips, pushing you from her lap and wrapping an arm around your waist while she stood, “show me to the bedroom darling.”

Emily trailed behind the two of you, still happily sipping at her drink just watching, by the time she got into the bedroom Alex had gotten you out of your pants, hands groping at your ass as she kissed you again. You were a whining mess already, thighs rubbing together as your panties dampened, your fingers toying with the hem of her shirt, eager to tug it over her head. Behind you Emily settled in the chair across from the foot of the bed, a small chuckle leaving her lips.

“She thinks you’re wearing too many clothes.” She pointed out and it was Alex’s turn to laugh as she pulled away from your lips, a smirk on hers as she noticed the neediness in your eyes.

“Suppose we could make that happen.”

Her tiny nod was all you needed before tugging at her shirt, tossing it to the floor, watching with hungry eyes as she undid her bra, letting it fall to the ever growing pile. She noticed the way you tugged your lower lip into your mouth, the way your eyes were raking over her newly exposed skin, her finger curling under your chin to gain your gaze once again.

“You’re so beautiful….” You murmured.

“Go ahead… you can touch.”

Your hands reached out, starting at her waist, wrapping gently around her skin before sliding upwards, thumbs brushing over her nipples. You groped at her chest, a breathy sigh leaving her lips and you closed the distance between the two of you, lips meeting her neck. You started out with just little kisses as you continued playing with her tits, sucking on the tender skin before your teeth ever so gently bit into her neck. Alex began to copy your motions on your own chest, toying with the piercings, rolling your nipples between her finger and thumb. You pinched at hers right as you bit into her pleasure point and she moaned loudly,

“Just knew you’d make mommy feel good.” Wrapping her hand into your hair she pulled you off her neck, nudging you backwards, “let’s get you on the bed, I want to see that pretty pussy.”

You dropped onto the bed with a bounce, catching Emily’s gaze on your tits as they swayed, the jewelry catching the low light in the room. She was still sat across from the bed, her legs spread in the chair, drink in one hand while the other slowly started to undo her button up, exposing the red lace bra underneath. Your attention was quickly redirected to Alex when she palmed you through the lace between your legs,

“Such a needy girl, you’ve ruined your panties already darling.” You weren’t expecting her to wrap her mouth around you, sucking through the fabric, letting out a groan into your body, “and tastes so sweet too.” Your head dropped back into the pillows when she sucked at you again and you let out a quiet moan.

“What do you say?” Emily’s stern voice broke through your pleasure and your eyes flicked open, glancing down to Alex perched between your legs, mouth still on your covered cunt.

“Th- thank you.”

“Good girl.” Alex praised, nipping your inner thigh while her fingers slipped into the waist band of your thong, tugging it down your legs to toss behind her.

She settled back between your legs, kitten licking at your pussy as you breathed out a moan above her, your hand tangling into her hair. Her tongue swept through your folds, flicking at your clit and a grin broke out on her lips when your hips rocked up to the touch. She moved back down to your entrance, tongue slipping in, pulling out as much of your wetness as she could, truly tasting you and you shuddered in pleasure, aching for more. Her mouth moved with grace and expertise around you, knowing exactly what she was doing to pull you higher and higher, your breath picking up with each suck of her lips. Her tongue flicked at you again before her lips wrapped around your clit, sucking the nub into her mouth a few times before she popped off it, sitting up between your legs.

“Such a pretty girl.” She praised, hands softly rubbing up and down your thighs, spreading you legs wider for her.

“Please…” You whined, hands roaming up your body, pinching at your tits, “more…” Emily snorted from her spot at the foot of the bed, standing from the chair, dropping her shirt in her spot.

“Don’t be dumb princess, you know you don’t get to come until she has.”

Your eyes followed her as she moved through the room, her bra dropping to the floor before she slipped out of her pants. You gasped suddenly when Alex’s hands returned to your dripping cunt, one finger easily sliding into your heat.

“Fuck…” you moaned, your eyes fluttering shut once again.

Alex’s finger pumped, twirling around within you before she added a second one, twisting and curling slowly until she found the sensitive spot inside you, a loud moan leaving your lips when she did.

“God such pretty noises.” She murmured.

“Just wait til you hear her scream.” Emily laughed and you heard the tell tale sound of the bedside table opening.

Alex chuckled at the other woman’s words right as she slid a third finger into your pussy and you cried out, hips bucking up to the touch. Your body was prickling with heat, pleasure swirling through you as it began to build deep within you. Alex’s fingers moved inside you, just enough to work you up but knowingly not enough to get you to your peak. Her fingers suddenly slipped out of you and you let out a whimper, your eyes shooting open as your lips formed a pout. Your breath caught in your throat as you were met with the sight of Emily strapped up at the foot of the bed while Alex shifted off it so she could finally rid herself of her pants.

“C’mere.” Emily crooked her finger and you scrambled to the end of the bed, kneeling in front of her. Her hand cupped your cheek, pulling you to her for a kiss, one that her tongue sunk into your mouth almost immediately, asserting dominance before her teeth sunk into your lip, pulling a whine from you as she let it pop back, “you’re gonna be a nice little slut for us, right?”

“Yes daddy.”

“Good girl.” She cooed, “now, what do you want?”

“Want your cock daddy.” You practically whined, feeling your pussy clench around nothing and Emily tsk’d, her hand darting out to pinch your nipple.

“We have a guest princess; you know the rules. She gets to come before you do.”

You glanced up towards Alex, your tongue darting out to wet your lips while your eyes dragged over her now naked form, “can I taste you?”

“Of course sweetheart.” Her hand caressed at your cheek and you nuzzled into it, accepting the gentle kiss she laid on your lips as she crawled back onto the bed, nestling into the pillows.

Her legs eagerly spread for you to settle between, hands rubbing up her legs before you leant down, lips pressing soft kisses to her inner thighs. Your tongue lapped out, swiping through her folds and she let out a soft moan, her entire body relaxing into the bed.

“That’s it sweet girl.” She praised, her hand gently tangling into your hair to have something to hold on to. Your tongue slipped into her, swirling around, pulling out her juices, your nose bumping against her clit and she moaned again feeling herself getting wetter with each stroke of your tongue.

“Little whore just loves eating pussy.” Emily commented.

“Mmhmm.” You nodded into Alex’s cunt, the vibrations from your voice rocking though her and she gasped out, hand digging into your hair, forcing your face deeper into her.

Emily grabbed your hips, pulling them up off the bed bracing you on your knees while her hands smoothed up your thighs and over the globes of your ass. She massaged at the supple skin for a moment, savouring the view of your face buried in Alex’s pussy before pinching your ass, pulling a whine from you. You pulled your face up for a gasp as Emily spanked you and you caught Alex’s eye right as your lips wrapped around her clit, sucking it into your mouth.

“Fuck!” Her head dropped back down into the pillows and your lips formed a smirk around her pulsing nub. “So good darling…”

Emily’s fingers slid through your folds, chuckling darkly at how wet you were, your juices smeared over your thighs before she slid the tip of her cock through you and you moaned into Alex’s cunt. She pushed in easily, slowly thrusting until she was completely surrounded by you and you let out a happy groan, your fingers digging into Alex’s thighs.

“Remember slut, you don’t get to come yet.” Emily warned and you nodded again, your mouth still on the other woman who let out a breathy whine at the sensation.

Emily set a steady pace, her hips snapping against yours with each thrust, her cock dragging through your walls, hitting every inch of you. You shifted your lips back up to Alex’s clit, tongue flicking at it as your hand snuck up to her pussy, easily slipping two fingers into her. You did your best to match Emily’s pace while your lips sucked at her swollen nub and you could feel her thighs beginning to tremble around you. You curled your fingers, searching for her g-spot and Alex cried out when your fingers did drag passed it.

“Oh god sweetheart.” Her hands clutched tighter into your hair, “right there…”

Alex could feel fire coursing through her body, the coil tighter and tighter within her as your fingers crooked again, hitting the spongey spot over and over while your tongue lapped at her clit. The sounds echoing through the room were lewd and wet, moans escaping your lips right into her cunt as Emily fucked into you harder. Alex’s body shook, her hips rocking up to your mouth as she moaned loudly,

“Oh fuck!” She swore, her thighs quivering around you, juices dribbling out of her as she hit her peak. Your hand slipped from her pussy, pinning one of her thighs down to the bed while your mouth left a soft kiss on her clit before sinking lower once more. You gently licked around her, sucking up as much of the wetness as you could, cleaning her up as she caught her breath. “Oh sweet girl…. you’re so fucking good at that, so good for mommy….”

“Oh god!” You moaned loudly, mouth finally free, your breath hot against Alex’s skin. Your cunt was fluttering heavily around Emily’s cock, pleasure surging through you. Emily’s fingers suddenly tangled into your hair and she yanked hard, pulling you up flush to her and you let out a whimper, your hips pushing back against her and she chuckled darkly.

“You like that don’t you, you little cock slut?”

“Yes daddy!” You moaned, “feels so good.”

“Thought so.” She grunted, her hand tugging at your hair again, tilting your head back and you gasped. She took the opportunity, tongue darting out to lick up the juices smeared on your chin before kissing you deeply, her tongue surging into your mouth while she sucked on yours, humming at the taste of Alex. Her hand shifted from your hair to your face as she broke the kiss, her thumb on your jaw keeping your mouth open so she could let the mixture of cum and saliva dribble back from her mouth into yours.

“Christ.” Alex swore quietly, having now caught her breath she was quick to sit up on her knees, caging you between her and Emily. “Look so pretty darling.” She cooed, a hand curling around your neck and pulling you to her for a kiss that you whined heavily into, the curve of Emily’s cock hitting just where you needed on every thrust.

Alex nipped at your lip before her mouth dropped to your chest, sucking a nipple into her mouth and you groaned, your head rolling back onto Emily’s shoulder. She wasn’t about to waste a perfect opportunity, her mouth making a home in the crook of your neck while she continued to fuck you, wanting you as marked and bruised as possible in the morning. You were trembling between them, so incredibly close to reaching your high and you knew if it wasn’t for Emily’s arm around your waist and Alex’s hands on your body you wouldn’t be able to stay upright. Alex’s hand trailed down your body searching out your clit and she pinched at it when she found it, pulling a gasp from you, your hips rocking between her touch and Emily’s cock. She began to rub at it in time with Emily’s thrusts, pulling whine after whine from your lips, shaky cries as you surged higher and higher.

“That’s it princess…” Emily husked, biting into your neck, “squirt around daddy’s cock, I know you want to.”

“You’re doing so good, sweet girl.” Alex’s lips brushed across your skin as she spoke, “I can tell you’re close, come for us… let go…”

“You want daddy’s cum don’t you? I know you’re a needy cum slut, you want me to breed you like the whore you are?”

“Oh god! Yes!” You cried out, between Emily’s words and cock and Alex sucking on your tits playing with your swollen clit you were shaking between them, pussy clenching down on Emily’s cock as your juices gushed around it.

“So fucking gorgeous.” Alex murmured, her tongue licking its way up your chest and the column of your neck. Emily gave her a small nod and she shifted on the bed, dropping down into the pillows once more so the other woman could shove you forward.

You let out a small gasp, hitting the bed softly, feeling Alex’s fingers beginning to play with your hair as Emily pounded into you a few more times, her hips snapping sharply against yours before she stilled with a moan, squeezing the base of the toy to shoot her cum deep into you. You let out a satisfied groan, eyes fluttering shut with pleasure at the sensation of being so full. A whimper left you when Emily pulled out and she swatted your ass in retaliation,

“None of that.”

“Oh don’t scold her.” Alex’s voice was soft, her hand stroking at your cheek and your face turned on the bed so you could look up at her through your lashes, “poor girl’s just needy.”

“You’re more than welcome to take a turn.” Emily replied with a grin, nodding toward the box of toys watching the way your eyes moved from Alex to the box and back and Alex chuckled.

“Would you like that darling? Want mommy to fuck you too?” She cooed with a small grin on her cheeks, continuing to stroke at your cheek.

“Yes please…” You nodded, shivering as your cunt fluttered at the sheer idea. Alex shifted from the bed to select the proper toy and you glanced to Emily your brow furrowing as you took in the expression on her face. Alex glanced up from you to the other woman and cocked a brow,

“What?”

“I’m just trying to decide if I’m going to sit on her face and get off or if I’d rather fuck her throat.” She was looking at you while she spoke and she didn’t miss the way your eyes absolutely darkened at the second option and she let out a dark chuckle, “ohoho… you really are feeling whorish tonight aren’t you?”

“Please…”

“Roll over.” She demanded, walking around the bed so she was lined up with your head when you did as she asked. She grabbed your hands, yanking you so your head was resting right on the edge of the bed, able to easily drop off the side. “You know, you may be a little slut but at least you listen.”

“She is such a good girl.” Alex purred, crawling back onto the bed between your legs, her hands softly rubbing their way up your thighs as she spread them wider, fingers tracing through your dripping pussy. “Rather messy though.” She scooped up the mixture of wetness, sucking it off the tips of her fingers while letting out a pleased hum. You gasped when her hand returned to your cunt, gathering it again to smear around her cock.

“That’s what happens when you’re a needy little thing, isn’t it?” Emily redirected her gaze to you, pinching at your chin and all you could do was nod as Alex thrusted her hips, her cock sliding easily into you.

“Fuck…” You could feel each ridge of the toy as she thrusted into you, your cunt clenching around it already, still sensitive from your last orgasm. Alex grabbed one of your legs, tossing it over her shoulder so she could fuck deeper into you and you let out a louder moan, eyes fluttering shut, “oh god… don’t stop.”

“So gorgeous.” Alex murmured, her free hand sliding up your body until it cupped your chest, pinching at your nipple, earning a whimper from you as she picked up the pace. Her cock was hitting the sensitive spot inside you with each thrust, pumping deeper into you with each roll of her hips. Heat already surging through you, a shimmer of sweat coating your body as you trembled on the bed.

“Oh god!” You cried out and Emily took advantage of your open mouth, her hand wrapping around your face to keep your lips parted before sliding her cock into your mouth. You moaned around the toy, feeling it hit the back of your throat as Emily’s hand softly wrapped around your neck so she could feel it through your skin.

Alex leant forward, unable to resist getting her mouth on your skin again, the angle of her cock shifting again and your pussy clenched down around her, a muffled cry leaving your lips. Her mouth wrapped around the nipple she wasn’t playing with, tongue flicking against it before her teeth sunk into your skin. You could taste yourself on Emily, along with a hint of the flavoured lube, your tongue tracing patterns around the toy as it plunged in and out of your mouth. One of your hands reached up, wrapping around Emily’s thigh while the other one wrapped around Alex, holding her tight to you as she continued to fuck you with vigor. Hands and mouths moved with skill and ease, toying with you in the exact way to bring you to your peak.

You were a whining mess, gagging around Emily’s cock as she plunged deeper and harder into you, shaking underneath Alex’s body as her mouth swapped to the other side of your chest, hips snapping against yours faster as you soared higher. Alex could feel the way your thighs were shaking around her, the way your chest was heaving as she continued to lavish it with her mouth, her hand snuck between your bodies, rubbing furiously at your clit. Tears of pleasure pricked in the corners of your eyes as you whimpered around Emily’s cock.

“Take it so well princess.” She praised, her hand squeezing ever so lightly around your throat.

“So gorgeous while doing so too.” Alex panted, her teeth sinking into the curve of your chest once again, sucking at the supple skin in an attempt to leave a mark.

You let out a muffled cry around Emily, your body tensing, hands clenching into the two women as your pussy pulsed around Alex’s cock and your orgasm shot through you like fucking fire. Alex’s hand slipped off your clit, her lips leaving a gentle kiss on your skin as she released your leg, sitting up and slowing her thrusts. Emily plunged her cock into your lips once more, stilling as she squeezed the toy, shooting her cum into your mouth and you sucked at it until you were sure it was clean, gasping for a proper breath when her cock slipped from your lips.

“Good girl.” She cooed, her thumb wiping the stray tear from your cheek as you shuddered, yelping when Alex hit a sensitive spot inside you and she chuckled.

“Sorry sweetheart.” She softly squeezed at your thigh before pulling out, watching the mess drip onto the bedspread.

“Satisfied?” Emily asked with a grin, slipping the strap off.

“Very.” You replied with a happy sigh, finally able to properly catch your breath.

“Good.” She leant over the bed to press a gentle kiss to your lips as Alex shifted to rid herself of the strap.

“Need to get you cleaned up sweet girl.” Her hands rubbed at your legs, “how about a bath?”

“Sounds nice.” You murmured, accepting her hand as she pulled you up to sitting.

“You are rater messy.” Emily teased and you pouted in her general direction, “go, let mommy take care of you, I’ll get these sheets changed.”

Alex’s aftercare was beyond incredibly soft, her hands rarely leaving your body, slipping into the bath behind you so she could massage out your stiff joints and muscles before gently washing you. Her lips would brush against your skin every so often and you were simply putty in her hands, completely and utterly relaxed by the time the water was cooling. Emily appeared in the doorway with your favourite pyjamas, warm from the dryer and helped you get dressed, pressing a series of gentle kisses to your face while she made sure you were okay. Both of the women couldn’t help but grin at the blooming marks and bruises scattered around your body, you would certainly be remembering tonight for at least a week. Back in the bedroom Emily urged you under the covers, flicking on the television as she did so, turning to Alex,

“It’s late, you may as well stay.”

“You sure?”

“One of the reasons we have a California king.” She shrugged, reaching to the bedside table to hand you a pint of ice cream, “hungry?”

“Starving.” You murmured back, pressing a kiss to her cheek before you dug in while Alex slipped under the covers on your other side.

Between the three of you, the ice cream was gone within an hour, container placed back on the table. You were nestled into Emily’s side, Alex’s arm wrapped around your waist, fingers tangled with yours while Emily softly played with your hair, leaving gentle kisses on the top of your head. You were nearly asleep when Emily’s phone began to buzz on the bedside table and you let out an annoyed groan.

“I swear to god if that’s a case…” You weren’t even fully finished your thought when Alex’s started to go off on the other side of the bed and you grumbled.

“Sorry darling.” She chuckled, pressing a kiss to your shoulder before her hand vanished from yours and she rolled away to answer it.

“Good thing you got thoroughly fucked tonight.” Emily teased, leaning down to kiss you, “might actually make it until we’re back.”

“We?” You raised an eyebrow.

“Well, if we’re gone for longer than a couple of days there’s no limit to how needy you’ll get princess.” She slipped from under the covers, “I’ll leave my credit card, why don’t you pick out a couple of new sets, send us some pictures?”

“I do think you’d look stunning in green.” Alex murmured from the other side of the bed, leaning in to kiss you goodbye.

“Now remember, touch all you want, but you don’t get to come unless one of us says so, alright? Try to behave.”

“Yes daddy.”

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iamnotoriginalphil · 30 days

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WIP Game

Thanks for the tag @storiesofsvu

Rules: reveal the titles of the documents in your WIP folder and tag as many people as there are documents. Let others ask questions about the ones that interest them and post snippets or explain the contents as you see fit!

Apologies in advance. I don't title my stuff until after it's written so none of these are titled properly at all

Possessive Larissa fic

Lesso fic when a student has a crush

Lesso fic where you save her life

Makeover Lesso fic

Soft!Lesso fic

BDSM Blake fic

Chief!Emily request

Missing Blake fic

Types of touch with Melissa

Meeting Melissa at a wedding

Soulmate!Melissa fic

Moving into Melissa's spare room

Meeting Rebecca at a ski lodge

Rebecca request

Lydia Tár fic

None of them have proper titles and none of them make a whole lot of sense. Some are so old so who knows if I remember where they were going.

Feel free to ask about any of them. I love talking about my writing. I'm probably writing right now so it's the perfect time to ask.

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snixkers · 1 month

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Wrinkles like Rivers

Pairing: Alex Blake × Fem!Reader

Minor Angst/Fluff

For: @olderwomenaremyfavs

Content Warning: References to canon violence (drugs/crime), age gap (reader is in her 30s, Alex is in her 50s), very brief suggestive comment, insecurity over appearance

Summary: At a work function, Alex feels like the other agents have her beat, in more ways than one.

Author's Note: Omg! This is my first fic posted on this site, so I'm super excited! Hope this is what you were hoping for!

Feedback is always welcome!

Requests are OPEN

It was another Bureau function, and the atmosphere was relaxed and casual. Agents usually consumed with the worst of humanity were able to escape, just for a bit, and find comfort in a night out. You mingled with some people, recognizing names but not faces from your girlfriend's stories.

For some reason, these events seemed to have the opposite effect on Alex, who usually ended up silent and brooding in the corner. You could tell she was thinking about something, but she always brushed it off so confidently that you were certain you were imagining it. After all, she was the profiler, not you.

Tonight was a different story. You could see it in her tense shoulders, her narrowed eyes, and her half-smile. Her glass was still full, although that wasn't unusual for her. Even though it wasn't your profession, you were certainly a profiler when it came to her.

You excused yourself from an agent telling you stories about her escapades busting a drug ring, making your way back to the woman watching you with rapt attention. She blinked out of her stupor when she noticed you, quickly throwing on a smile and wrapping her arm around you. It was a nice attempt, but you couldn't be fooled.

"Alex," you began, "is something bothering you?"

She shook her head, although you anticipated that reaction. Alex always kept her emotions sealed away in a vault that you rarely were given the key to. You sighed, wrapping your hands around her wrist gently and leading her off to an empty hallway.

You decided to try again, within the comfort of your sole presence.

"Alex, I know something's bothering you. And I'd appreciate it if you'd let me help."

She let out a sigh, her smile fading slightly as she fiddled with the ends of her hair.

"It's not important."

You had to resist the urge to roll your eyes. Alex *was* important. She could tell you that the sky was green and you would agree.

"Alex, please. I want to know so I can fix the problem."

She sighed, avoiding your gaze and taking a small sip of the wine provided by a rather wealthy colleague of hers.

"Watching you talk to all of those other agents, it's just hard for me. They're young, they're good in the field. Their stories are more exciting."

Your heart melted in your chest, trying to soothe any insecurities she might have.

"I don't care. You've been in longer than they have. You're more smart logical and strategic. Plus, I like a woman with a little experience."

She held back a snort at your words, but her eyes still held traces of doubt.

"It's not just about the brains. Just look at me. I mean, you could date anyone you want. There must be someone out there who's younger and prettier."

You frowned, the warmth in your chest quickly evaporating. "Alex, no. I love you. I love everything about you. I love the way your eyes crease when you laugh. I love the wrinkles on your forehead. I love the gray hairs you're hiding. Do you know why? Because to me, that stuff makes you even more beautiful."

Her gaze softened, and you could practically see her trying to come up with another excuse for why she wasn't good enough. You shook your head, leaning in and pressing a gentle kiss to her lips.

"I'm always going to pick you, Alex."

She nods, taking a deep breath and kissing you back a little deeper, trying to convey the gratitude she felt. Luckily, another part of being such an expert on how she felt was that you already knew.

You smiled back, glancing over at the party.

"Should we head home?"

She nods in agreement, wrapping an arm around your waist and leading you back out to the party, the both of you clinging to each other the way you always would.

"Absolutely. Garcia told me about this game called 'Wordle', and I want to try it out."

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supercriminalbean · 6 months

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Adopted

Alex Blake x GN!Reader.

Summary: What happens when the women who gave you up at birth is suddenly back, but as your new team member. You're threw and unsure how to react, so you hide the truth from her. But what happens when you two becomes close and you become in danger when your past catches up to you.

Warning: Adoption, crying, lying, kidnapping, criminal mind unsub stuff. Sexual abuse mentioned lightly. Seperation anxiety if ya squint.

words: 14.6k

A/n: I don't know where this idea came from but um yeah enjoy

You had just gotten back from England, with Morgan and Garcia. After helping Prentiss settle into her new apartment and also do a little bit of FBI work as well when you were over there. When you three finally get back to the FBI, all three of you are excited to go and meet the new member of your team.

Who has already worked her first case while you guys were away. When you three walk in you offer to go take up all the files you have, laughing softly as you walk away from them arguing about who gets what merch they bought from overseas. Making your way upstairs, noticing Hotch isn’t in his office so you happily just walk and leave the pile of paperwork on his desk for him to deal with later.

~~~

As you walk back out you stop on the landing look down at the team, the soft smile on your face slowly slips off. Your heart suddenly starts to pound away, anxiety flooding your veins as you watch your coworkers. JJ and Reid have now joined Garcia and Morgan, all three of them watching Penelope as she rambles on about something that you can’t quite make out. But what has made you stop in your tracks, is the woman standing behind Penelope. The woman who you never thought you would ever get this close to, the woman who Derek is now introducing himself to so you can only guess is your new team member.

~~~

Your stomach starts twisting itself into knots, feeling nausea as you keep staring at Alex Blake. The sickening feeling made it impossible to stay there watching her, but you’re frozen to the floor. You are only finally able to move when JJ looks up, meeting your eyes. You quickly hurry off to the empty conference room, needing somewhere private to go, needing to be able to think straight, needing to think about how you are going to play this. Oh how you are going to deal with the fact that the woman who gave you up at birth is now your new team member.

~~~

You're leaning against the wall by the coffee maker in the room when you feel someone walk in behind, you know exactly who it is by her footsteps.

“Coffee?” Your voice comes out quiet, almost weakly.

“No, Im okay thanks” JJ response, watching you concerned. When she met your eyes before she knew something was off. You two hadn’t seen each other in almost three weeks, normally you would be rushing for a hug from your best friend. But when she looked into your eyes all she saw was shock, and hurt. The way you went into the closest emptiest room you could find, is anything but normal for you. You make yourself a cup in silence, slowly turning around to look at her as you take a sip still refusing to talk.

“So how was the case?” Coughing a little to clear your throat, refusing to look her in the eyes.

“(Y/n) are you really not going to tell me what's going on right now?” JJ sighs softly crossing her arms as she looks at you. She's known you for over seven years, before you had even joined the Bau team. JJ has always been able to read you like a book, but sometimes there can be small parts of you that you just don’t want to show her.

“JJ, I don’t want to talk about it, so drop it” Huffing a little, glaring at her, trying to do your best to get her to back up. JJ opens her mouth going to argue with you, but luckily you two are interrupted by the whole team, including Alex and even Chief Strauss walking in.

“We got a case” Hotch speaks, breaking up the tension between you two. His eyes linger on you, narrowing slightly as he picks up on the tenison. You clear your throat, walking over to the table, away from JJ who's watching you like a hawk.

“What is it?” You ask, feeling a few pairs of eyes on you.

“Well that would be” Garica starts up the presentation of the murder in the ambulance.

~~~

As the briefing at the case goes on you can’t seem to concentrate, too distracted by the new women standing not even 5 feet away from you. You keep glancing over at her, your body filling with a different feeling each time you see her. First it starts with more anxiety, then comes betrayal, then confusionment then hatred then suddenly everything is hitting you at once. Before you even know it Hotch is letting everyone know that the wheels will be up in 30. As you try to walk out with everyone, the woman you kept glancing at is stopping in front of you, blocking your path.

“Hello, I don’t think we have been formally introduced yet, I’m Alex Blake” The older woman smiles at you softly, her wrinkles disappear as she smiles Her eyes are full of familiarity, her eyes are full of hope and something else that you just can’t put your finger on.

“Yes I’m well aware of who you are” Smiling fakely as you shake her hand, a sense of hurt and hatred for this woman starts to resurface. A feeling that you have harvested for years, one that you thought you had worked through. “I’m (Y/n) (L/n), it’s a pleasure to have you on the team”

“Thank you, I’m really happy to be here” Alex smiles softly at you. Which you nod in response, before you make a hastily exit, happy that Strauss had called Alex to stay back to talk.

~~~

“Alex, can I have a word” Chief Strauss calls out, as Alex and (Y/n) are the last to walk out of the conference room. Alex stops, holding in her facial expression as she turns around to look at the woman she used to call a friend. “I'm sorry, I didn’t get a chance to see you before the Seattle case, congratulations” Strauss smiles kindly.

“It took a lot of hard work to get a shot here, it wasn’t easy” Alex sighed, giving Erin a pointed look.

“It's been a long time” Strauss gulps, seeing that look of unforgiveness on Alex's face, knowing there still a lot left to go to be able to be forgiven by the women she hurt.

“I've got a plane to catch Erin” Alex glances behind her, trying to find her team.

“Goodluck” Erin nods at her, just as Alex turns to the door the older woman opens her mouth once more. “They looks like you, you know, has your eyes and your stubbornness”

That makes Alex stop dead in her tracks, turning around once more with a death look in her eyes.

“Excuse me?” Scoffing a little. “How, how did you know?” Scoffing at her as she was being so unbelievable right now.

“You told me about their birth mark, on their left shoulder by their collar born, (Y/n) has it, also they are just like you were when you started” Strauss offers a comforting smile to her old friend hoping it would help at least, for her to know that she's there to talk to.

“Drop it Erin, no one else knows and no one will, so leave it alone” Alex snaps, turning around walking out in a huff.

~~~

When the team is in the air, you sit on the couch with JJ, sitting as far from Alex as you possibly can. As the team talks and bounce ideas off each other you stay quiet, feeling out of your depth. How is everything around you so normal, yet the way you feel is just anything but. The more you try to focus on the conversation happening, the more you disappear inside your own mind. The thoughts you have had your whole life coming back to the centre of your mind. Your hands clench the seat underneath you so tightly your knuckles turn pale. JJ hand slides over yours, untangling it with the seat, sliding her fingers in between yours. The best thing about you and JJ friendship is that, sometimes no words need to be exchanged for you two to know what each other needed. When the debriefing is finally complete, there is still about an hour left before you land, and with that you get up heading straight to the back of the jet for some alone time.

~~~

Leaning into the seat, laying your head against the wall staring out the window. A cup is placed in front of you, as the blondie sits opposite you, staying quiet for now.

“Thanks JJ” Smiling weakly as you lean forward for the cup.

“No problem, so how much did you actually hear earlier?” JJ jokes lightly, having watched how zoned out you were during the briefing. The whole team had, Hotch and JJ had even had a silent conversation with their eyes, both worried about you.

“None of it” Sighing, sipping on your coffee, before looking at your best friend. “And right now JJ, I don’t want to talk about it, not while we are on a case, maybe when we get back?” Smiling a little more as she smiles back nodding at you.

“You got it, wine and movie night back at mine then, huh?”

“Sounds perfect” Laughing softly, as you close your eyes. Hoping to get a couple of minutes of peace before you land.

~~~

The case goes by slowly, in reality it's only a couple days, but the information takes way too long to get. But eventually everyone is back on the jet, happy to be going home. During the case, you somehow managed to avoid working too much with Alex Blake. Hotch kept partnering you up with JJ and Morgan, knowing they are your safety people when you go quiet like this. The team didn’t ask you too many questions as to your strange behaviour, putting it down to jet lag and missing Emily. JJ knew it was more than that, but allowing you to come to her when it's time. Alex had tried to ask you a few questions during the case which you had stuttered through trying to answer. You hated making a fool in front of her, hated how much her presents affected you.

~~~

When the team is finally heading home, you head straight to JJ side, ready to explode and tell her what's been eating at you, the last few days.

“Up for some company, blondie?” Smiling at her, as you see her roll her eyes playfully at you.

“You know I hate that nickname, also Will already knows to expect you tonight” Smirking softly, as you both make your way to her car, planning to just leave your car here and collect it tomorrow after work. Getting in you grow quiet as she drives, both walking into her place quietly knowing Henry would be asleep. JJ goes straight to Henry's room to kiss him goodnight while you make your way to the kitchen to grab a bottle of wine. Not at all surprised to see Will there, pouring two glasses already.

“Well hey ya Will” Smiling softly, as he looks up at you giving you his signature smile.

“Hey shorty, how ya doing” Chuckling softly as he walks over to give you a hug, which you happily accept. Will, you have always seen as an older brother, not long after you met him did you two instantly click and a strong friendship that's like sibling love started to form.

“Im okay” Sighing softly, as you pull away.”How are you doing? You look tired” You give him a pointed look, knowing how much he runs himself down some days.

“I'm just about to go to bed, so just hush you” He laughs. “You don’t look any better either by the way” Nudging you, as you both start laughing.

~~~

You wait on the couch, as JJ and Will are talking in the kitchen for a few minutes saying goodnight before she comes out and joins you. You're already nursing your glass of wine, when JJ joins you, plopping down right beside you with her own glass.

“Okay so what is up with you, because I have not seen you this distracted in years” JJ looks at you, getting herself comfortable on the couch. You sigh deeply as you lean your head into the back of the couch, closing your eyes.

“You know how I’m adopted right?” Opening your eyes, glancing over at the confused look on JJ's face.

“Um yeah, why, has something happened?” Her tone is gentle, knowing how your family is a tough subject for you.

“Er kind of” Laughing weakly, sipping on your drink as you glaze slips to the ground. “I kind of meet my birth mother” The loneliness overpowers the bitterness in your tone, allowing yourself to feel any emotions that are coming out tonight.

“Oh my god.. Are you sure?” JJ eyes widen, placing a hand on your knee in comfort.

“Yeah I’m sure.. After.. After my parents death, I did some research on her trying to find her and I did… I readed up all about her and I even tried to attend one of her classes a couple years back, but as soon as I saw her I ran out” Shaking your head in disappointment. Tears start to swell in your eyes, unsure if it's due to frustration, anger or if it's just because you're sad and feeling broken inside.

“Oh (Y/n), so what happened this time?” JJ's expression softens as she sees you take a deep shaking breath.

“Nothing, she didn’t know who I was, she introduced herself and then we” Taking an extra breath as you look into JJ eyes. Seeing the sisterly love she has always had for you, swimming in her eyes. “And then we got on the Jet for the case”

JJ eyes narrow in confusement, staring at you as she tries to piece the pieces together. You can’t help but smirk a little as you see the little clogs in her mind turn and finally click into place. Her mouth drops open, her eyes looking like they might pop out of the socket in any second.

“Holy crap.. Alex.. Seriously!?” JJ screechs, leaning forward. Her wine glass almost slipped through her hand.

“Yeah, yeah, our new team member is somehow my biological mother” Groaning with apprehensive, fearing for how this situation is going to turn out.

~~~

As months pass by, you hold up a wall between you and Alex, never letting her get too close. The team had expressed their concern to you, about making her feel welcome, about letting Emily go and letting someone new in. Hotch had even sat you down in his office one day after a rough case. During that case he had tried to make you and Alex work together, and while it was working well, near the end you had snapped at her. Alex tried her best to get you to like her, letting you take control. She was racking her brain trying to figure out if you could possibly know who she is, but there could be no way, it was a closed adoption. Everyone just kept telling her it was because of your trust issues with newbies.

~~~

It took three months for you to warm up to Alex. It was over a rough case, you had seen her struggling to keep her emotions in check. Over the last few months you had come to care for the woman, learning small facts about her. Learning that she has a husband, that she has now been married to for almost 15 years. At the end of the case everyone headed straight from the jet to their cars, except Hotch, Alex and you. All three of you are making your way to the office, quietly. You and Alex sit down at desks, both desks are the farthest from each other. Hotch walks past you both, heading straight up to his own office. Silence fills the office for a while as you all work on your own paperwork, everyone's mind racing from the case. Your mind racing with more than just that, as you stare at the woman sitting across the room, studying her face. The bags under her eyes, the despair and guilt swimming in her eyes from the actions she had to perform in the last few days. As she fills out her paperwork, her other hand taps away on her desk, which you now know is a sign of her anxiety or when she is so far out of her head she doesn’t even know she's dreaming. As you fill out your own paperwork, you keep a close eye on her, worrying about what is swimming inside that mind of hers.

~~~

Looking back up when you hear footsteps approaching, locking your eyes with Hotch, who sighs when he sees you.

“You should be heading home (Y/L)” Hotch sighs, giving you his tired boss look.

“I’ll head off soon Bossman” Smiling a little at him. Glancing over at Blake, who is now just staring absent-mindedly at the wall in front of her. Hotch follows your eyes, before they flick back to you, with a raising an eyebrow at you.

“Do you want me to drop her home?”

“Nah Hotch, you go home go see Jack I’ll take care of Alex tonight” Smiling weakly, your eyes still focused on her.

“Alright, see you Monday then, (Y/n) Goodnight” Hotch smiles softly, glad that you're finally warming up to the older agent.

“Goodnight Aaron” Muttering quietly as he walks past you, staring at the woman thinking.

~~~

“Alex, let's go” You're now standing beside her, holding both of your bags. She jumps slightly, so far deep inside her mind she never notices you approach her.

“Oh no, it's fine you don’t need to wait for me, I need to get all of this done tonight” She sends you a small weak smile. Her eyes looking empty and tired, her body exhausted from the case, but her mind just doesn’t seem to know when to stop running.

“Okay Alex you seem to be misunderstanding me right now” You sigh at her, a smirk playing on your lips that makes her eyes narrow at you. “I am already holding your bag, so you are going to get your ass off your chair get in my car and we are going to get milkshakes then go to my place and I am going to show you how I deal with bad cases okay, so get up” The stare you give her, makes her know that there is no room for arguments. That little smile she gives you in return, when she places her pencil down shows that you have easily won this one, anyway.

“You are bossy, did you know that?” Laughing at you while she shakes her head, grabbing her things off her desk, placing them all in her other bag.

“Oh I have been told that, now get up” Laughing along with her, not long after you two are heading down and getting in your car.

~~~

You're not sure when it happened in the last three months, but your hatred for Alex had slowly disappeared. You had decided to give her a chance, watching her from a distance, making sure she wasn’t going to hurt your family before you got involved with her personally. You know you're not ready to tell her who you are yet, but maybe in due time. A friendship with her is what you truly desire right now, just a connection with her and then maybe see what the future could hold for the both of you. But right now, you are off to get milkshakes with her, trying to distract her mind from the case. As you two drive to your favourite milkshake place that's open 24/7, the ride is full of comfortable silence, the only noise is your radio.

~~~

As soon as you lead Alex through the door, your favourite worker greets you immediately.

“(Y/n) it's been forever where have you been” Gail exclaims, smiling widely as she walks over to you. The older woman is in her late 60s, she has one of the biggest hearts you have ever met. She has the ability to always light up your day or night no matter how bad your day has been.

“Hey Gail” Smiling softly as you hug the lady, enjoying the motherly hug she always gives you.

“Oh I have missed you my darling” She smiles, pulling away slowly, her eyes floating over to Alex. “And who is this?”

“Oh right, Gail this is my teammate Alex, Alex this is the best milkshake maker in the world” Earning a laugh from the older woman.

“Oh you flatter me (Y/n)” Gail laughs before smiling at Alex. “So you are the newbie on the team, well I hope (Y/n) isn’t being their usual rude closed up self” Gail turns to you giving you her very pointed stern look, making you gasp dramatically at her, while Alex laughs lightly.

“Oh they aren’t too bad” Alex smirks at you, as you roll your eyes at both of them.

“Okay well why don’t you two go and sit down and I will bring you both something special then” Gail smiles, shooing you off to your normal table, by the window in the corner.

~~~

“So you come here a lot, huh?” Alex asks after you both take a seat.

“Oh yeah, I use to live around the corner, during the academy I use to come here almost every night it is the quietest place to study, Gail got concerned for me when she use to see me every night at 1am, and now she loves me” Smiling softly as you settle down, glancing around the place thinking back to when you first found the place. “I now only come here maybe every couple weeks, mainly after a bad case”

“Ah so you have history with this place” She smiles a little while watching you.

“I guess I do”

“Can I ask you something (Y/N)?” Alex eyes softly as she rethinks her question.

“Sure, Alex what's up?”

“Why did you bring me here, I thought you don’t like me?” She smiles as she watches you, her question holds not ill feelings, just pure curiosity.

“I don’t dislike you Alex, I may not be that warm to you compared to the rest of the team but I have known them all for almost 5 years now, and some even more than that” Sighing softly as you glance up at Gail who places the milkshakes and fries down gently.

“There we go guys, enjoy” Gail smiles, accepting your guys thanks, before walking off.

“Okay, but I was told you didn’t take this long to warm up to others, plus you snap at me and argue with me all the time” Alex gulps as she presses you with the question, her hand wrapping around her milkshake, uncertain if she really wants the answer to her question. You fall silent, thinking her question through, trying to fall on a decision on how much you want to disclose with her tonight. You sip on your milkshake smiling a little as the flavours dance across your tongue. Your eyes flicking up to hers finally figuring out an answer.

“I have issues opening up and trusting new people, and you replacing Emily is a lot more tougher than I thought it would be, and I thought If I made it impossible for you to get along with me than you would leave but somehow I don’t think that is going to work” You smile weakly, holding back the truth. You're not ready to know the truth of why she left you, and you're definitely not ready for her to leave you again.

“Trust issues I get that, but listen I’m not going to leave, you can give me as much shit, and challenge me on everything you want, but I am not going anywhere” Alex stares you dead in the eyes as she promises you. Her mind is running with what could have happened to you that made you not trust people.

“Thank you, Alex I'm still going to challenge you, but I do care for you and I will try harder to not be so rude all the time” You send her a small caring playful time smile.

“Then I guess, this is a new beginning for us, to our friendship” Alex smirks, lifting up her glass, making you laugh softly, picking your own up, knocking it softly against her.

“To us”

~~~

A few more months go past. Overtime you and Alex grow closer. Grabbing milkshakes together after bad cases, going over to each other's place when you have time off work, for many different things. First it was because you both found out you both like to bake and cook, so you spent the whole day baking and cooking together, learning about why you both got into the job you do. You even talk about her family, and her husband who she met almost 20 years ago, that's the furthest she ever went back into her own life. You told her about your adopted family and what it was like growing up, and how much you loved your family, growing quite as you told her about their death. You told her how your neighbours would check on you almost daily and soon became your best friend and that is how you met Jennifer Jaurae and soon her boyfriend Will. You told her how you joined the unit when you were 22 and how hard you fought for your position, in return she told you how hard she tried to restore her reputation inside the bureau and why it had ended so badly for her. You two had grown so closely in the last few months that the team knew you two came in a package during cases, working better together than separate.

~~~

It's now been Nine months since Alex has joined the Bau, and she still hasn’t told you who she is to you. Instead she feels like an imposter in your life, learning everything she can about you, while she can barely tell you the truth about her own. One morning she walks into the bullpen, smiling as she holds her coffee, glancing over at your desk. Frowning instantly as she noticed you're not there, you're always there before her, almost before anyone, except Hotch of course. Alex sits down at her desk, glancing at Reid who's focusing on the word cross in front of him.

“Hey uh Reid, where's (Y/l)?” Alex places her bag down, sipping on her coffee, feeling bad for interrupting the younger boy's concentration.

“Not sure, they and JJ haven’t turned up yet” Reid shrugs, barely paying attention. Alex relaxes a little, you're probably just with JJ somewhere, and the fact you have been a little off the last few days is probably nothing to worry about, she tells herself. Soon Alex and Reid are joined by Morgan and Penelope, starting the day laughing and chatting away waiting for JJ and you to show up.

“Are those two ever late like this?” Alex asks, growing worried about you, tapping her pen against the desk.

“No, not like this at least” Morgan sighs. Glancing at the clock, you and JJ are officially an hour late, and you two are never late.

‘I've rang them both but no answer” Garcia bites her lip with worry picking her phone up again. “I’ll try again” She sighs, bringing the phone to her ear, her face falling as your phone goes straight to voicemail. “That was voicemail, I don't like this, I have a bad feeling” Her eyes flicker over to Derek, anxiety rolling around in her chest.

“I'm going to Hotch” Morgan decides, getting up heading over to the stairs when he sees Hotch and Rossi walk out of the office their faces harden, both their eyes full of concern as they walk down the stairs heading straight towards their team.

“Okay, I don’t like this” Reid gulps, staring up at his bosses. Everyone's heart filling with fear, Morgan wraps his arm around Garcia automatically, readying themself for the news.

~~~

“JJ and (Y/n) badges and phones have just been founded in a park, there is no sign of them, Morgan and Reid, I want you two to go to the park, Blake, You and Rossi go to (Y/n) and JJ place see if you can find anything, Will is already on his way here with Henry, Garcia I want you to look at the security cameras find their last location” Hotch doesn’t stop to catch his breath, watching his team take in the news. Everyone moves in a split second, four of them rushing towards the elevator, Garcia rushes quickly to her office with Hotch hot on her heels.

~~~

The team searches everywhere, looking for answers trying to find who took you and JJ. Garcia finds the security cameras at the park, filling her with dread as all she sees is someone discarding your and JJ gear from a car window before driving off again. They put a bolo out on the car, along with yours and JJ, realising that they aren’t at home. No one can find any clues as they search yours and JJ house. It takes hours before they come close to anything, all they now have is yours and JJ's last known location. A cafe nearby, it seems you two had gone for a run before stopping for breakfast, but that was still three hours before the badges were found. You two had gotten into your separate cars and had driven in different directions. Garcia has lost you both in the security cameras, doing her best to try and find something but it all ends up being dead ends.

~~~

“Guys, guys I have something” Garcia yells out, making everyone in the conference room fall silent turning to her with hope.

“What is it, Garica?” Hotch walks over, looking over her shoulder at her laptop screen. His eyes land on the face recognition match. His heart drops as he reads the name, a name he wishes had nothing to do with his missing agents.

“Oliver Martin” Hotch huffs out between grunted teeth, his eyes full of fiery hatred.

“Oh crap” Rossi is the first to respond, quickly walking over to look at the results. The other four agents in the room look between each other in confusement.

“Um sorry, who the hell is that?” Alex asks, her patience and emotions sitting on edge all day.

“That would be one of most wanted drug lords in about 5 different countries” Rossi answers her, his eyes never leaving the screen. His brain is trying to figure out why he would take two FBI agents. Hotch walks out, bringing his phone to his ear, demanding to talk to Matt Cruz.

“Wait, I’ve heard of this guy before” Reid starts, his eyes widening. “Hes not just known for dealing and moving drugs but also for torture, if you want to torture someone for long periods of times, like for weeks on ends and still keep them alive, you go to him, he apparently knows how to avoid attention and everything” Reid gulps, scanning the room as he speaks. Garcia has tears sliding as she listens to Reid in horror, Mogan walks over to her slowly, wrapping his arm around her, staying quiet. Alex walks out of the room, feeling her tears threatening to spill, she promised herself she would not break, not until you were home safe.

~~~

As the day turns into night, the team struggles trying to find more information. They had been given some information from Matt Cruz as to how you two fell into Oliver's radar. During JJ time working at the state, you had also been reassigned to the undercover unit for a few months. No one knew you two actually worked together in the meantime, you had intruded into Oliver group, and had made your way up to his higher ranks. You never meet the man personally, but you and JJ were responsible for arresting over 60 of his people and losing him about 80 million dollars. To say he was beyond angry is an understatement. It may have taken him years to track down who was responsible for it all, but he eventually did, and now you both are in extreme danger.

~~~

“I found something but it's not good,” Garcia gulps, making everyone's eyes snap to the big screen as she plays a video. It's a video of you and JJ, being walked off a private airplane, being pushed into a car. The footage of you two isn't clear, but they could see marks on your face. Alex's eyes are focused on the way you limp, doing your best to not show any pain or fear. Both you and JJ are putting your defensive faces on, refusing to give them the satisfaction of defeat.

“Where are they Garcia?” Hotch takes a deep breath, trying to keep his calm.

“They seem to still be in the states, it's El paso texas” Garcia taps away on her laptop her heart racing. Alex can’t help but let the tears slide down, imagining what the hell is happening to you right now. She can’t lose you again, not before telling you the truth.

“Wheel up, let's go” Hotch walks out the door, everyone following him he stops off at a spare office where Will is to update him. Everyone else grabs their gear ready to leave, Alex stops at your desk, her hand brushing over your chair. Staring at the only photo on your desk, the one of you and your family, you look barely 17 in the photo with your parents and your two siblings. Her arms shake lightly as she stares at all, she never regrets giving you to the lovely couple, she just regrets never meeting you earlier, not having enough time with you. A hand on her shoulders breaks her out of her thoughts, turning to look at Rossi, who's looking at her with concern.

“We’ll get them back Blake, both of them” He speaks softly, his arm wrapping around his shoulder as he leads the other profiler towards the elevators without another word.

~~~

The flight takes 5 hours, but no one bothers to rest. Garcia researches the best she can with the resources she has on the Jet. Everyone is on the edge as they do their best to figure out where they could be holding them.

“The most important question is how the hell are we going to get them out of there?” Morgan asks, looking up to Hotch.

“At the moment we don’t even have permission to confront Oliver Martin, I'm still trying to get permission from the director for this mission but currently it looks like we are on our own so we have to be careful” Hotch huffs, looking back at his phone.

“Oh who the hell cares!” Alex snaps, making everyone look up at the agent who has been awfully quiet all day. “I do not give a damn what the director says, we have to do everything in our power to save them, we can’t lose them!” Alex huffs, her tears spilling over with frustration.

“And we will get them both back Alex, but we have to be careful, we are dealing with a group who are wanted in five different countries, and we have no back up” Hotch explains, staring at the woman who is in clear distress.

“I don’t care, I will kill that man myself. If it means keeping them safe, we have to get them back. I don't care how” The deadly look on Alex's face makes the group know there's something deeper at play.

“Blake, what the hell is going on between you and (Y/n), because, no offence you haven't known each other longer enough to have this type of hate for a guy who kidnapped them, unless you're in love with them” Morgan scoffs out, staring at the woman with judgement.

“Love, like dating” Alex scoffs at him, her anger growing. “I'm not dating them okay, It's none of your business Derek!”

“Oh but it is, so tell me what the hell is going on” Morgan snaps back.

“Okay why don’t we all just calm down” Rossi starts, but is interrupted by Alex getting up in fit of rage.

“Because they're my child!” Alex breaks open. A sob racking over her body as she walks away, down to the coffee maker away from the watching eye.

~~~

She doesn't get much time alone before she's interrupted.

“Alex, are you okay?” Hotch asks softly, pulling the curtain close, giving them some privacy.

“I'm sorry Hotch.. I shouldn’t have snapped like that, I just” She turns around to face him, tears rolling down her face.

“It's okay, but you should have told me” Hotch looks at her sympathetically.

“I know but.. I haven’t even told (Y/n) yet, what if I never get to” Alex voice breaks, her body being rocked with silent sobs.

“You will, you will get time to tell them, we will save them and JJ, we will get them both home” Hotch smiles, rubbing Alex arm softly.

“Thanks Hotch” She gives him a weak smile, slowly calming herself down.

“Of course, now come on we got a plan to organise” He smiles, walking them back out.

~~~

Garcia manages to find them a few potential addresses by the time they land. Hotch had managed to get them permission to rescue their agent and backup to escort them. The team having profiled that they would be far awhile from others, decided to take a chance and go to the property nearest to the desert. An abandoned warehouse not too far from the border, but further enough away that no one around would suspect them. As the team headed out there Garcia drove to the FBI building in town to help an assistant through her internet. Once Swat arrives and meets the team there, everyone is ready to enter the warehouse. Everyones body and mind are on high alert, knowing one wrong move and they could lose someone. As the group enters the building in all the entries possible, moving slowly and stealthily.

~~~

Alex is partnered with Rossi as they join one group of swat, moving throughout the building. Her heart pounding in her chest, knowing they must be in the right place. It doesn’t take long for them to hear someone scream. A scream that is so high pitched, a scream one only lets out when one is in extreme pain. A hand on Alex's shoulder is the only thing stopping her from running towards the sound. Glancing over her eyes to meet with Rossi who just gives her a small nod, letting her know that she's doing the right thing right now. They move further into the building, only coming across a couple issues in the meantime. Eventually they get to a door, where they can hear on the other side, people are being tortured.

“No, no stop it, stop it” JJ cries out. Her cries are weak, but they can hear she's putting up a fight to whoever she's talking to.

“We are approaching on the south side,” Hotch whispers through the comms.

“We are on the north, ready when you are,” Rossi whisper back, everyone getting into position.

“Just hang back for now Dave”

Alex's arm shakes lightly, as she tightens her grip on the gun, just hoping she can hear your voice, just so her mind can rest knowing you’re alive.

~~~

It happens so fast, Hotch's group enters first, gunning down two out of three of the unsubs in the room. One who was standing behind JJ and the other who seemed to be standing in the middle of the room. That just leaves Oliver Martin, who has position himself behind you, the knife he was previously using to torture you, now pressed against your throat firmly. You and JJ are chained to the ceiling facing each other. Blood seems to be dripping down your arms and face, not even flinching with the cold metal pressed against your throat. You barely seem to be even conscious, your clothes are ripped, hardly having anything to cover you up with anymore.

“Come any closer and I will slice their throat open” Oliver snarls at them, fear thundering through his system.

“Why don’t you just drop the knife, we got you, you lose” Hotch smirks at him, doing his best to keep his eyes off his agents. Knowing he would lose all self control if he let his eyes wander.

“Never, they cost me too much” Oliver presses it more into you, piercing the skin lightly. Hotch aims his gun, but, unfortunately, he and his group don't have a shot, but he knows who will. He gives a look to Reid who's standing behind him, who gives Rossi the go ahead. The door doesn’t even have the chance to fully open by the time a bullet has entered Oliver's skull and his grip on the knife is lost as he drops to the group. Rossi lowers his gun slowly as he stares at the man he just shot, before shoving the gun back in the hostler.

~~~

The team makes their way quickly towards their following agents. Hotch and Reid reach JJ first, helping get her down from the ceiling.

“No, no help (Y/n) first I’m fine, I’m fine” JJ argues weakly, falling against Reid as they set her down.

“JJ, It's okay, we got you both, you’re safe” Hotch whispers softly. Helping Reid lower her to the ground, before glancing over at you.

Morgan helps Rossi unchain you, being careful as they know you can’t support your full weight yet. Alex is quick to wrap her arm around you, helping the boys lower you to the ground. Your eyes seem to flicker open as you feel new hands on you, trying to pull away as they get closer to you. Unable to make out any of the people around you.

“No, no get off, get off” You mutter, using all your strength to pull away from them.

“Hey, hey (Y/n) it's okay, it's okay, it's me Alex, you're safe now” Alex speaks gently. Her hands move quickly to cup your face, holding you still. Fresh tears sliding down hers as she tries to get you to look at her. Your eyes are too swollen to open them too much, but she's just hoping you can tell your safety. You slowly stop fighting against her, relaxing into her hands, finding them filled with warmth and safety.

“A alex..safe.. JJ o okay?” Your voice is weak, your body shaking badly. The cuts on your body are bleeding badly, even with the pressure Rossi is applying on them.

“Yeah, Yeah, JJs okay” Alex whispered. Glancing over at JJ. Seeing her leaning against Reid and talking weakly, JJ’s eyes focusing on you.

“Good.. wouldn’t let them hurt her” Your voice gets weaker and weaker, leaning against the wall behind you. Your breathing starts becoming shorter and shallower, your eyes closing again.

“(Y/n)?” That's Rossi's voice calling out to you, you can feel his hand pressing against your arm.

“Hey, hey (Y/n) stay awake for me okay, look, medics are walking in right now” Alex voice shakes when she calls to you. It's a nightmare for her having to watch you barely cling to life.

“M’kay, needa tell you something” Your words are mumbled together as you feel yourself fall against the wall.

“You can tell me later” Alex gulps. Letting go of your face as the medics come over needing more room to work.

“No, no don’t leave me” Your eyes flick open searching for her, unable to see anything that's not blurry. Something squeezes your hand, forcing a weak smile from you.

“There you are”

The medics work around you, finding your pulse as another works to try and patch up your cuts. The movements and podding is enough to keep you conscious enough of your surroundings. Soon you're being transferred into an ambulance, hearing a voice talking sound but unable to make out any of the words. The only thing you care about is that the hand hasn’t left your, that's the only thing you care for.

“Alex..” Everything starts to feel clear, but your head starts to spin, feeling light headed as they push you into the ambulance.

“Yes darling” Her voice, always so sweet, and loving, how could you ever hate her.

“Needa tell you the truth.. Need you to know” Your words start stumbling into each other.

“Blood pressure is dropping, hey we are starting to lose them” One of the paramedics shouts out, grabbing a needle.

“Tell me later, okay just stay calm” Alex feels as if she can’t breathe, she can’t do this again. If she loses you once more, she doesn’t think she can survive that. Before you can speak again, your heartbeat fades away on the monitor and Alex is pushed out of the way as they perform CPR.

~~~

Hours pass along slowly, the team awaiting for any news about how your surgery is doing. JJ has already been bandaged up and looked after by the doctors as she waits in her room, the team visiting her, giving her company as they wait for Will to arrive. Alex sits by herself in the waiting room, driving herself insane by wondering what you wanted to tell her, wondering if you already knew who she truly is. It's been five hours, when Rossi approaches Alex sitting down quietly beside her.

“How are you doing Al?” He asks softly, turning to look at her, being concerned by her palness, her tear stained cheeks.

“I have no idea what I'm doing Rossi, I can’t lose them again” Her voice breaking, hands gripping her knees.

“You won’t lose them, the doctors are doing their best and (Y/n) is strong they will be okay” Rossi does his best to reassure her, but he can tell that's not the only thing on her mind. “But that's not what's bothering you, is it?”

“What if once they know the truth, they don’t want to ever see me again” Her words are barely above a whisper but Rossi hears her, staying quiet for a minute letting her words sink in for a moment.

“I think that could be a possibility but, knowing (Y/n) I don’t think they will, you two are already close. I can't see them leaving you behind anytime soon” He smiles softly, patting Alex's shoulder softly.

“I hope you're right, because I can’t lose another child Dave, I just want them to understand it all” She smiles weakly, glancing over at the older man who gives her a reassuring smile before getting up.

“I know, also JJ wants to see you, go talk to her please, I’m going to go pick up Will from the airport” Rossi smiles once more before walking off.

~~~

Alex makes her way to JJ room, glancing inside she sees JJ in the hospital bed hooked up to an I.V machine. JJ looks exhausted, and has a few bruises on her face, her arms have a couple bandages on them but otherwise JJ looks fine. Penelope and Reid are the only other ones in her room currently, Reid is the first to spot Alex hovering by the door, he smiles softly at her. Getting off his chair, he walks towards Garcia who is sitting beside JJ talking away about something Sergio.

“Hey Pen, why don't we go and check in with the team, see if we can find an update on (Y/n)” Reid smiles, his eyes flicking over to Alex who slides in quietly. Garica looks at him confused at first until her eyes land on Alex, and then she gets up quickly.

“Oh yeah, good idea genius” She smiles lighty at Alex before following Reid out, giving the two ladies some space.

~~~

“I was wondering when I was going to see you” JJ looks up at Alex, looking at her expectedly. “Are you going to come sit or just stand there awkwardly?” JJ jokes lighty, tilting her head at Alex. Smiling playfully, which earns a soft laugh from the other woman.

“I figured you would have had enough people visiting you, though you need some rest” Alex sighs a little, coming over to sit beside her bed.

“I like the company at the moment, I don’t really fancy being alone at the moment” JJ smirks, her eyes focusing on Alex, worrying about what's going on inside her mind. “So do you want to talk about it?”

“You're the one in the hospital bed JJ” Alex shakes her head. Sighing when she catches the look JJ is giving her, tilting her head backwards against the wall.

“Yeah but you're the one with the child in surgery” JJ states, crossing her arms as much as she possibly can.

“So you know, who told you” Alex groans softly, placing her face in her hands.

“You know Alex, I've known (Y/n) for a long time right, way before they joined the team” JJ ignores her question. Staring at Alex pondering what information they can share on this event that doesn’t betray any trust from (Y/n).

“I know, (Y/n) told me you two were neighbours, you became their main support when their family died” Alex looks up at her, nerves running throughout her body.

“That's right, they have opened up to me about a lot, and that includes their feeling on their birth parents, you should know (Y/n) doesn’t hate you, they have a lot of unresolved feeling towards you but they don’t hate you” JJ smiles, doing her best to try to comfort and reassure the older woman. Alex smiles weakly in response, taking a deep breath as she feels her chest starting to cave in on itself. Sobs and screams trying hard to escape Alex's body, pressing against the walls of her lungs but they don’t manage to tear through. Instead a few tears slide down her face when she nods at JJ.

“Thank you.. Thank you for always being there for them, I have my reasons for not being able to be present in their life, but some days it doesn’t feel like enough” Alex takes a shaky breath, her hands fidgeting. JJ reaches over to take one of Alex's hands slowly.

“It's okay, we all have our own reason for doing the things we do” JJ sighs tiredly, pulling away slowly as she hears a few people enter the room. Looking up to spot her husband rushing through the door towards her.

“Will” JJ cries out softly, wrapping her arms tightly around him.

~~~

Hours pass by and the doctors finally give the team the good news that you made it through the surgery and that you should wake up in the morning. Hotch practically orders the team to go back to the hotel for the night. Telling them that everyone needs their rest and promising that everyone can come see you and JJ in the morning. Almost everyone leaves at Hotch's order, everyone but Alex who refuses to leave until she gets to see you, no one tries to argue with her. Hotch is the only other one to stay, not wanting to leave Alex alone, also wanting to be there in case something goes wrong with your health. Alex and Hotch are led to your room, after arguing softly with the doctor to both be allowed in there.

~~~

When you eventually manage to open your eyes, your body feels groggy, like you're floating underwater. Groaning softly as you open your eyes, the brightness hurting your eyes. You try pulling yourself up into a sitting position but your body feels too heavy to move. Your eyes slide around the room, finding a chair that has an abandoned blanket on it, in the far corner. You're guessing someone must have been here, but now must be taking a small break, your eyes continue scanning around your hospital room, before they fall on the woman sitting right beside you. Her eyes fluttering open slowly, due to the noise you're making, soon they spring open, her smile turning into one fall of love and relief.

“You're awake” Alex smiles gratefully at you.

“You found us” Your voice is a bit rough, tears springing to your eyes. “W wa wait wait, JJ is, JJ okay?” Your voice breaks, fearing for the worse.

“She's fine love” Alex smiles, taking your hand gently in hers. “She fine thanks to you”

“Alex…” Tears start sliding down your face as you stare at her, your body running with fear and exhaustion.

“(Y/n) it's okay, you're safe now they can’t hurt you anymore” Alex sighs, squeezing your hand lightly, earning a small nod from you.

“I need to talk to the team, apologise to them for hiding all of this” You try to sit up, but Alex stands up quickly, putting her hand on your shoulders, stopping you.

“No, no you need to rest everything else can wait”

“No… no it can’t” A sob escapes your lips before you can stop, the memories of what they did to you start flashing through your mind.

“Hey.. hey it's okay” Alex's eyes widened, her heart breaking hearing you fall apart like this. Without thinking she moves you gently across the bed, sitting down beside you, so that she can easily wrap her arms around you. Bringing you into her arms easily, holding you closely as the last few days catch up to you.

~~~

As the day goes on, the team comes by one at a time, some twice at once, to come see you. Everyone has promised Alex that they will keep her secret, until you are at least well enough rested and she can find the right time to tell you. As you lay in your bed, talking and laughing away with Reid and Rossi. Having finally managed to send Alex away to the hotel to have a shower and rest. Your boys keep you company, not asking you any question about what you went through and quickly shutting you down when you tried to apologise.

“So is that the reason she is ex-wife number 3 or is there another reason Rossi?” You tease him, earning a laugh from Reid while Rossi shakes his head at you. The laughter and jokes are interrupted by a soft knock on the door, making everyone look up.

“Well, you look better” JJ smiles softly, walking in followed by a Will close behind her.

“JJ” You grin up at her. She walks over to you quickly, wrapping her arms around you the best she can.

“Oh my gosh, I am so happy to see you again” She whispers softly, pulling away slowly. You look her over, taking your time, trying to see how bad her injuries are. You're happy to not find too many bad ones, even happier to find her in her own clothes and not a hospital gown.

“You're running away from this place already, Blondie?” You joke lightly. Feeling her hand slide off your shoulder, you quickly reach up and grab it, not ready to lose physical contact with her yet. Her eyes soften as she links her fingers through yours. Knowing how bad you can get after a bad case, but you both have never been through something this bad before, she's terrified to think how the aftermath for you is going to be.

“Yeah, they have given me the all clear, I'm off to the hotel to rest” She smiles weakly, meeting your fearful eyes. She glances up at Will, nodding her head towards the door, he nods understanding.

“Hey Reid, Rossi, why don’t I buy you guys a cup of coffee?” He smiles, patting JJs shoulder before walking out after getting the boy's response. Once you two are finally alone, JJ sits on the edge of your bed. Pulling her hand free from yours, running it through your hair softly.

“Thank you… You didn’t have to lie to them, you didn’t have to protect me like that, my sweets” JJ speaks softly, remembering how you took the beatings for her.

“I would never let them hurt you Jay…” You look down while leaning into her touch. Your mind is spinning with so many things.

“Want to tell me what's going on inside your mind?” JJ watches you worried. You went through worse than her, and she doesn’t know how you're still functioning. The torture they put you through, not just physically but psychologically. JJ was only in the room for half of your torture. Hearing certain things being said, certain things from your past being brought up that she didn’t even know about.

“JJ… if you heard anything about me or my past, can you not share that please, I don’t need anyone to know about it” Your voice breaks lightly, gasping slightly for air feeling your lungs collapse together, feeling as if the room is suffocating you.

“Hey.. hey it's okay, I won’t tell anyone, none of that matters because you're safe now, we got you” JJ wraps her arms around you pulling you into her chest, whispering soft comforts in your ear until you calm down.

~~~

After you finally pull away from her, your body feeling exhausted, pain starting to become apparent again.

“I should let you go, let you go rest” You smile weakly up at her.

“I can stay with you if you need me to?” JJ stares down at you, her eyes frown at you.

“Don’t please, you need to rest and I know Will, will want you to go back to the hotel and rest” You sigh, pulling away from her touch with regret, hoping it will encourage her to leave.

“Okay fine, but I’ll check on you tomorrow okay?” JJ sighs, watching as you crawl back inside your own mind. You nod at her, avoiding her eye contact. Slowly she makes her way towards the door, halting as she hears your voice again.

“Do you think I should tell her, I want to tell her” Your voice is quiet, she's unsure if the words you even spoke are yours. She doesn’t need to ask who the ‘her’ you are referring to is though, she knows you’ve been wanting to bring her up all day.

“If you think it's time, go for it” JJ smiles encouragingly at you, before finally walking out the door. Leaving you alone, nothing but you and your own thoughts.

~~~

The day comes to an end and suddenly you're alone with nothing but your own thoughts and the ghost of those men. You can still feel their hands all over your body, the words they spewed at you burning holes in your mind. You're so far deep inside the memories you don’t even notice Alex walk in, she leans against the doorway, watching the zoned out look in your eyes, just wondering how she can make this better for you.

“Hey, (Y/n)?” Alex calls out to you softly walking over to you. Her voice pulls you from the dark memories playing in your mind, jolting you back to the present. Your attention shoots straight over to her, smiling weakly as you force yourself to breathe.

“Hey, what are you doing here, shouldn’t you be resting?” Forcing a happy tune into your voice, trying so hard to act like you're fine so that just maybe you can trick your own mind.

“I didn’t want you to be alone” Alex smiles gently, but it doesn't quite meet her eyes as she takes a seat. Her concern for you keeps growing, she can’t imagine what must be going on inside that mind of yours.

“I’m fine Blake, I don’t need to be babysat” The harshness in your tone isn’t directed at her, she knows that, but the sudden fire in your eyes makes her think you don’t.

“Okay, then how about I tell you the truth then” Alex takes a deep breath, seeing you frown in confusement.

“The truth, about what?”

“About how I feel” She turns to face you, her eyes soften as she starts to open up. “I’m here because I hate the idea of you being alone, I can’t deal with the idea of you here, I won’t be able to rest If I don’t keep you in my sights tonight” Alex confesses, thinking that she doesn’t really have a reason to feel so protective over you. But the way your face lights up a little, the smile light smile, one that's full of love plays on your lips.

“Is that your way of saying you were worried about me and you have come to care for me, huh Blake?” Smirking softly at her, reaching out for her hand. Earning a soft chuckle from her along with an eye roll as she takes your hand in hers gently.

“Maybe I have (Y/L), maybe I have” Alex’s heart flutters as she holds your hand, knowing this is how you reach out, how you show someone you're not okay. You like to have physical touch only when you're going through a rough time, it helps ground you everyone in the team knows this. They know to give you space until you physically reach for them, and normally it's always JJ, Morgan or Garcia. Alex enjoys the way you feel comfortable with her, the way you're willing to allow her into your life, at the moment.

~~~

The next day you were finally granted permission to leave the hospital and even cleared for flying. So by that afternoon everyone is all aboard the jet and are on their way home, after the last few days of pure anxiety ridden nightmare. During the flight you stick mostly to yourself, everyone left the couch for you, thinking it would be more comfortable. But instead you took the seat near the back of the jet, not wanting to be close to anyone, just needing to be alone. The team got the message and left you to it for most of the flight, the rest of the team play some card games, except Hotch and Rossi who do paperwork instead. Halfway through the flight, where you have done nothing but stare out the window, daydreaming. A hand softly touches your shoulder calling out to you as she does.

“(Y/n), come on get up” JJ sighs, having enough of seeing you like this.

“JJ, I’m fine” Turning to her, annoyed because you know she's not going to leave you alone.

“Bullshit, now get up” She smiles softly, holding out her hand for you, giving you her signation ‘Don’t argue here’ look. One you normally only see her give Henry.

“Fine” Groaning quietly, a smile pulling at your lips, taking her hand as you stand up. Letting her pull you to the couch, where Will is sitting on the end giving you two spaces. JJ sits by the arm rest, pulling you into her arms as the rest of the team pretends not to be looking and continues to play their game. Will offers you a small smile as you cuddle into JJ, he’s so use to sharing her with you, especially after a rough case. The rest of the flight goes smoothly, you and JJ join in with a few games, playing as partners in them refusing to move from her arms. The rest of the team is so used to this they don’t question it, they're just happy you're talking and socialising, scared about how closed off you were becoming earlier.

~~~

Soon everyone is back at the office, collecting their things and paperwork. You and JJ were grabbing the most, having been instructed to take extra time off by the doctor. Both your arguments fall on deaf ears, until you both start arguing with each other about how the other needs to rest. Alex watches in confusement at the argument, but the team and Will just carry on to their desk, being so used to their arguments. You bid the team goodbye after finally agreeing to listen to the doctor and take time off, hugging them all, promising to reach out if you need anything.

“JJ I’m fine I don’t need a ride home, I can drive my car home” You sigh, having already had this conversation with Morgan and Rossi.

“Are you sure, I can make Will drive your car home then pick him up?” JJ sighs, hating the idea of you even being alone tonight yet alone driving home.

“Jays, Im fine” Smiling softly giving her a pointed look. “Look I will be fine, plus I still need to talk to Hotch first so just go home and I’ll text you when I get home safely okay?” Smiling as you reassure her, knowing her worryingly is coming from a good place even if it's annoying you right now.

“Okay fine, but if you don't text me, Im sending Will” JJ promises you before pulling you into a tight hug.

“Okay deal” Laughing softly as you hug her back.

~~~

Exiting Hotch's office leaving him to do the paperwork. You make your way downstairs to find that almost the whole team has already left. Hotch and Rossi are still left in their office, catching up on their paperwork. Walking towards your desk you grab your bags, sighing softly as you look around the office, the feeling of this place having changed since you first entered it.

“Leaving already?” Her soft cherry voice calls out to you as you wait for the elevator to open. Smiling weakly as you turn around to face Alex, half of you’re not surprised to still see her around, having not gotten to talk to her yet.

“Yeah, home time” Smiling at her, happy to see she's also got her own bags.

“It's weird isn’t it, leaving just as the sun's starting to set, leaving on time for once” She laughs softly, as she steps into the elevator.

“That it is, but oh I can not wait to go home and just sleep in bed” Sighing softly, leaning against the wall, the exhausted catching up to your body.

“I get that, movies and food tonight sounds perfect” Alex smiles, glancing at you, doing her best not to worry as she notices just how pale you're going.

“You're correct there Blake” Sighing as you push yourself off the wall and walk out of the elevator, heading towards your car.

“Hey I know you're probably sick of hearing this but um” Alex looks over at you.

“I swear if you're going to offer me a ride home Alex I’m going to scream” Groaning softly as you get to your car, hearing her laugh makes a smile break across your face.

“No, I know better than that” Laughing softly as she watches you put all your gear into your car. “No I was going to say, if you need anything I'm just a phone call away, you call me and it doesn’t matter why or what the time is, I'll always be there” Alex smiles, placing a hand on your shoulder softly.

“Thank you” Smiling weakly as you look up at her, the feeling of confessing everything to her is eating at you.

“Of course” One last smile from her and she's walking away.

~~~

Later that night you're getting ready for a relaxing night on the couch with your favourite food. But after having a shower and just trying to relax on the couch you can’t help but jump at every single sound you hear. Panic rising inside you everytime a car outside honks, or just voices from passing people can be heard. Never has your place ever felt so lonely and terrifying ever before. Wrapping yourself up on the couch with your favourite blanket, your comfort movie playing, while you wait for your food to arrive. Your mind can’t seem to stay in the present, jumping from your pass, to some cases to family deaths, to undercover and then torture. The voices in your head seem to get loud, and you know there is only one person who can quiet them right now. Before you can talk yourself out of it again, you decide to ring them, holding the phone to your ear as it rings.

“(Y/n), are you okay?” The pure worrying her voice is enough to break you, a few tears already sliding down.

“No, can you come over?” Your voice shakes lightly, scared of her rejection.

“Of course darling, I'm on my way” You can hear quick movements on the other end of the line.

“Thank you” Taking a deep breath before hanging up.

~~~

Not even ten minutes later is there a knock on your door, smiling softly as you launch yourself on the couch, opening the door quickly.

“Hey you” Alex smiles softly, holding a bag in her hands.

“Hey” Smiling weakly, fighting back the tears as you take her in. Stepping back to allow her in, making your way to the couch.

“I saw your delivery guy downstairs so I brought it up for you” Alex smiles before gently placing it on the coffee table, sitting down beside you.

“Thank you, I definitely order enough for multiple people so help yourself” Laugh softly at the way you always over order.

Silence falls over you two, but the movie still plays in the background. Slowly you lean your head on her shoulder, smiling as she wraps her arm around you bringing you in closer.

“Thank you for coming” Your words are barely above whisper as you feel yourself relaxing.

“Thank you for calling,” Alex whispers back softly, kissing your head softly before pulling the blanket over you both.

~~~

You two just lay there for a while, enjoying the company as the movie plays. She doesn’t ask you to talk, she knows you're not ready, but she knows you need her and as long as you allow it she's never leaving your side.

“Hey Alex?” Taking a deep breath as you look up at her. This moment feels perfect, she's always here for you, the way she always makes you feel comfortable never ceases to amaze you.

“Yeah love?” She smiles down at you, love swirling in her eyes, motherly love.

“I.. I can tell you anything, right?” Taking a sharp breath as you pull yourself into a sitting position.

“Of course, (Y/n)” She tilts her face a little, concerned about the seriousness you're suddenly producing.

“Okay, do you think it’s wrong that I want to know about my birth mother” Biting your lip as you take a different approach than you first thought you would.

“Your birthmother?” Alex's eyes widen, you have never mentioned your birth parents to her before. She can feel her body tensing at this, why would you be bringing this up.

“Yeah, see I want to know her, I want to know why she gave me up, like I’m not mad at her I’m glad she did, I had this amazing family because of her, but I want to know about her, I want to know if we have anything in common, I want to know if she would be proud of who I am” Looking down as your voice trails of at the end, opening up about your birth family, especially with Alex is a big step for you.

Alex goes quiet for a while, studying the closed off look you're trying to push away.

“She's proud of you” Is the first thing Alex says, she needs you to know that, because she's unsure of how this conversation is going to go, if you're going to want her around after. “Your birth mother has her reasons for not being in your life, some of them might not be enough but at the time, she did what she thought was right to keep you safe, and I bet she would do anything to be in your life, because you are amazing, brillant, smart, one of the most kindest people I have ever met and she would be so proud of you” Alex’s voice trembles as speaks, tears springing to her eyes. “A part of her regrets giving you up, but she's knows you wouldn’t of gotten as far in life if she didn’t, but she always kept an eye on you growing up, she was ready if something bad happen, she was prepared to do anything to keep you safe, no matter what it would take, she would do it” Tears start to slide down both your face as you look up at her, a smile slowly forming on your face as you looked into her eyes. Reading the fear, the love and the hurt swirling in her eyes as she stares at you.

“I didn’t think you knew it was me” Gulping thickly as you hold back the fresh tears.

“I always knew” Alex smiles weakly, reaching out for your hand just hoping you’ll take it. Happily you do, pulling yourself closer again, resting your head on her shoulder once more.

“I knew who you were, the moment I saw you in the bullpen that day” SIghing softly as you lean into her embrace. “I was so scared to let you into my life, that's why I was like that at first, but I’m happy I let you in” Your words are soft, allowing the physical touch to calm you down again.

“I thought you might have, but then I gave up on that idea because I thought you would have yelled at me if you knew” Alex runs her free hand through your hair smiling, happy you finally know.

“I wanted to many times, but JJ talked me down everytime”

“Wait, JJ knew?” Alex glances down at you surprised.

“Well uh yeah she is my best friend” Glancing up at Alex worriedly.

“Huh” Alex can’t help but laugh softly. “Well the whole team also knows, I may have let it slip when we were trying to find you”

“No way” Laughing softly at the realisation that everyone on your team seems to be good at keeping that secret.

“Well they are agents, who else can keep a secret like them?” Alex smirks, shaking her head as you two fall into a casual conversation.

~~~

The rest of the night is filled with Alex answering any question you have for her, occasionally tension raises.

“So may I ask why you gave me up?” You turn to look at her, the first question of the night. The question that you have wondered for the last 27 years.

“I was 20 .. I wasn’t ready to handle that type of responsibility, emotionally or financially. I thought I could and I did my hardest to get ready for you in the first four months but.. It wasn’t working out and I knew If I wanted you to have a good life that I couldn’t be apart of it, not at first at least, so I decided to adopted you out give you a better chance at life, I did so much research into the family I was giving you to” Alex takes a deep breath finding it hard to open up about all of this, the only person shes ever told about this is James. “They were a friend's family so I knew you would be safe, I was hoping one day down the road I would be able to stay in your life but I gave up on that the day you were born” Alex has tears sliding down her face as the emotions of that day come rushing back. “One look at you and I knew you would do great things in your life, but that I sadly wouldn’t be there to see it” Alex smiles weakly at you, her lips twitching as she does her best to keep the smile up. “I’m so sorry, I hope you never thought I didn’t want you because I did, I always did” Alex cries out softly, the pain, the guilt eating at her.

“It's okay” Swallowing the thick lump in your throat, your vision becoming blurry due to the tears. “I understand, sometimes it was hard growing up, because I would imagine what it would be like, who you were, what my life would look like but” Taking a deep breath as you lean over, taking her hand in yours. “But I wouldn’t of had the family I had, maybe I wouldn’t of gotten into the FBI academy, maybe I wouldn’t of ended up in the BAU and I definitely wouldn’t be this close to JJ, life would be different I like my life” Smiling a little at her, knowing that everything has to happen for a reason.

“Thank you” Alex squeezes your hand softly. “I was so scared to tell you who I was, at this point I was okay with just seeing glimpse of your life”

“Well we already know each other pretty well so far, I think we are going to be fine” Laughing softly as you realise the anxiety you always thought you would have when it comes to your birth parents, it just doesn’t seem to be around right now.

~~~

“Can I ask about my birth dad?” Biting your lip as you feel her pull away from you, her face turning sour. “Or not we can revisit that later” Gulping at the fear of pushing her too far too fast.

“No, no it's okay I knew you would want to know about him, it's just that he’s a touchy subject” Alex's tone has changed to a harsh, unwelcoming tone.

“Did he..” The fear running through your veins is the same you had when someone first brought it to your attention.

“Oh god no, no he was an asshole but he wasn’t like that” Alex shakes her head. Her denial allowing you to breath again.

“Oh good”

“Me and him, we dated for a year, I didn’t know he was cheating on me when it was happening, but um yeah” Sighing softly before she continues. “He treated me horribly so I broke up with him before I found out I was pregnant, when I told him I was pregnant his attitude towards me changed, until one day he had just vanished from town, he ran away with his family” Alex can’t help but scoff remembering back at the memory of when she found out. “I’m really sorry, he did pass away about 15 years ago” Alex eyes flicks to you, feeling guilty for talking bad about your father then dumping about his death.

“Oh” That's all you're able to get out, even though your mind is running it doesn’t seem like a single thought is staying long enough in your mind to be able to think straight.

“I’m sorry (Y/n)”

“Don’t be, It's okay” You feel numb as you take in all the information you and Alex have inquired over the night.

~~~

The night moves on, the food finally being eaten as you snuggle back into Alex enjoy the movies that play. Throughout the movie mathroon you manage to fall asleep, feeling safe in her arms. Alex smiles holding you close as she watches the movies, her mind running with her past. A scream. A blood curdling scream is what wakes Alex, her eyes shooting up in panic as the scream continues. The shaking body in her arms pulls Alex's eyes down, the whimpering continuing between the screams. The sweat and tears running down your face with pure fear is enough to shake Alex to her core.

“(Y/n) wake up” Alex calls out softly, shaking your arms softly, shaking your harder calling out more firmly when you refuse to wake. “(Y/N)!” Alex all but screams, with a sharp shake when a large cry escapes you. Your eyes shoot open, pain and fear flooding your body as the nightmare finally lets go of its hold on you.

“Alex” Crying softly you lean more into her, tears running down your.

“Hey it's okay darling I got you” Alex rubs your back as she holds you closely, allowing you to cry into her shoulder.

“So scared, so scared” You whimper quietly, taking a big breath, enjoying her scent.

“I know but I got you, you don’t have to be afraid anymore” Alex whispers sweet nothings in your ear, helping calm you down.

A few moments go by in which Alex whispers sweet nothing to calm you down, running her hand through your hair.

“I'm sorry” letting out a shaky breath as you look up at her.

“Don’t be, you're going to get these nightmares, and I’ll be here to fight them away” She whispers softly. her heart aches as she knows just how much pain you're going to be in, before you heal.

“Promise?” Your eyes shine with tears as you look up at her with hope.

“Promise darling” Smiling softly she leans down kissing your forehead softly. “Get some sleep, I’ll be right here”

~~~

A couple week passes and your wounds are still healing, the nightmares are present every night. Alex has had to go back to work but she makes sure to call you everyday to check in, make sure you're doing okay. If you said you weren’t she would be on the first plan home, no question asked.

The week was coming to an end and JJ was getting ready to return to work, so the team was gathering at Rossi place to celebrate. You were also excited to inform the team about you and Alex. Only JJ knew that you two finally knew about each other so far. The team, but mainly Morgan and Garcia keeps encouraging Alex to tell you but she keeps insisting it's not the right time. Only backing off when JJ rings them to give them a small lecture.

~~~

“Hey you two made it” Garcia yelps excitedly running over to you and JJ when you both walk in.

“That we did” You smile, letting Penelope pull you both into a hug.

“I missed you” She grins giving you both a squeeze.

“We missed you too pen” JJ laughs softly, enjoying the moment before pulling away.

“Even if we did ring everyday” You tease the girl, who glares playfully at you.

“That is not the same thing as seeing you at work” She complains, before leading you further into the house.

“Well you will have to wait a little longer before I return, my doctor hasn’t signed off for me to return yet” You grumble as you walk into the room where your team is all spread around.

“Oh seriously” Penelope groans, throwing her head back, accepting the glass of wine Derek is handing her.

“Way to start the night off with bad news” Reid pouts walking over to you both.

“Hey well I’m coming back” JJ smirks at them.

“And the bad news just keeps coming” Morgan groans teasingly as he walks over to JJ, earning a loud scoff and a whack on the arm from her.

“Oh I’m only joking blondie” Morgan smiles, wrapping his arm around her, whispering quietly. “Glad your back”

“Thanks Derek”

“Are you sure you’re ready to come back?” Aaron walks over looking concerned. “You can take more time if you need it”

“I know Hotch but I'm ready, plus Will made sure I got two doctors approval, I’m ready” She smiles back at him.

“Then Welcome back” Rossi smiles happily, walking over giving her a hug before passing her a glass of wine.

“Thanks Rossi”

You can’t help but smile and scan the room, your smile faltering when you can’t see Alex.

“Hey, is Alex not here yet?” Gulping thickly, at the idea of her missing the dinner.

“Oh she said she had something to do, she said she’ll be here a bit later on” Rossi gives you a small smile before passing you a glass of wine.

~~~

The night goes on, the team sitting outside around the firepit sipping on their drinks and sharing stories and jokes. Nights like this is what makes the team a family.

“Sorry I’m late” A voice calls from the doorway, making your head shoot up a smile spreading over your lips.

“You made it, and you brought a friend,” Rossi smirks, landing on the guy behind her.

“I did” She smiles, her eyes landing on you for a split second. “This is James, my husband”

“Sorry for intruding” He smiles as he follows her outside, his eyes are gentle and full of light and love.

“Never intruding, the more the merrier” Rossi smiles welcoming at him, standing up to shake his hand. “Dave Rossi”

Soon James is introduced to everyone, then it's your turn. You’re already up on your feet, feeling nervous at meeting him finally.

“You must be (Y/n)” James smiles at you, his eyes lingering on yours.

“I am” Smiling you give him a quick hug, that just feels natural. He leans down to whisper in your ear quietly.

“It's great to finally meet you”

“You to” Smiling you pull away, glancing at Alex who has a proud loving smile pressed across her lips.

“It's great to finally meet my mum's husband” You announce loudly, a smile spreading across James and JJ's face.

“It's great to finally meet you too,” James smiles, wrapping his arm around your waist.

“Wait she finally told you” Garcia yelps grinning wildly, her eyes bouncing between you and (Y/n). The team all shares looks and smiles filled with joy.

“Uh no not exactly” Alex laughs softly, walking over to join the hug.

“Oh nah, I asked her the night we got back from texas” Your smile falters for a second, before shrugging. “We decided to keep it between ourself for a while”

“Wait so we kept giving you a hard time for no reason” Morgan groans, grimacing in guilt.

“Why do you think I told you to give them space?” JJ smirks at the bestie, a knowing look in her eyes.

“You knew!?” Penelope gasps, staring at her.

“Of course I knew, I was told the moment Alex joined the team, plus it wasn’t hard to tell Alex also knew the whole time” JJ shrugs sipping her wine.

“Wait you knew she knew” Your mouth fell open staring wide-eyed at her.

“Well yeah, but it was a journey you two had to work out for yourself” JJ smirks at you, watching as your hard glare soften and a light laugh leaves you.

“Thats why your my best friend”

“Clearly” JJ grins at you.

“Well we are happy for you guys” Aaron smiles up at you three, pushing the paperwork he has to do due to this situation outta his mind.

“Thanks Hotch” You smile, looking around at your family. Who knew when you joined the FBI you would end up surrounded by those that truly love you and accept all your flaws. Never in a million years would you think you would find your biological mother this way, but hey life is full of surprises, always.

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Doctor Blake

Alex Blake x Reader

Summary: When Alex hears you've come down with the flu, she takes it upon herself to nurse you back to health. Covers the Cold & Flu Season square for @storiesofsvu's Holiday Bingo 2023!

Warnings: Mild descriptions of illness, mostly flu symptoms. Fluff.

A/N: Hi babes! I know I said I had four different holiday fics for yinz, but life has been much busier than expected. I'm hoping to finish up another soon for ya. Anyway, here's some Alex Blake fluff. Thanks for reading! <3

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You felt like shit. Laid on your couch, under a mountain of blankets, yet you still felt like ice. Your muscles ached like no other, and your chest hurt from the near-constant coughing. Your throat was on fire, your head was pounding, and your mind was foggy. You really weren’t sure what time it was, or even what day it was, just that everything hurt. You knew you were dozing off now and again, but soon, you were unable to distinguish between what was real and what was a dream. (Undoubtedly caused by the fever)

Alex was immediately concerned when she heard you had come down with the flu. Doctor's offices and hospitals were inundated with patients, though she knew you wouldn’t be one of them. You were too damn stubborn to ask for help on a good day, and you definitely wouldn’t be asking for help while you were sick. She made the executive decision to take care of you, whether you liked it or not. You had given her an extra key to your place, after all. (In case of emergencies, of course.)

The older woman had spent her entire morning perfecting your favorite recipe. One she jumped through hoops to get, but she would do anything for you.

When she stepped foot into your apartment, the first thing she noticed was your soft snores from the couch. Lightly padding through the living room, Alex was met with the sight of you burrioted in at least three blankets, only your pale face showing. Cough drops, medicines, and an empty tissue box were littered across the coffee table, clear signs you were not well. Your current state only reaffirmed her decision to take care of you. She moved into the kitchen and started to unpack the dinner ingredients.

You woke up coughing and confused but feeling slightly better than you had been. As you were trying to make sense of your current situation, you heard your refrigerator door close. You knew you should have felt some sort of panic, but you didn’t. You listened closely for another moment before hearing the kitchen sink turn on. Confused, you shuffled through your living room into the kitchen.

“Alex?” You asked, rubbing your eyes, “What are you doing here?”

“It’s been a few days since anyone has heard from you and I know you don’t always take the best care of yourself, so I figured I would stop by and check in on you.”

“You shouldn’t be here,” you croaked out, “I don’t want to get you sick. I’ll be okay, don’t worry about me. I’ll be back in the office by tomorrow, no doubt.”

“Sweetheart,” she started, calmly, “What day of the week is it?”

“Thursday,” you said confidently, though you really didn’t know.

“It’s Saturday.”

“No way.” She laughed at your skepticism.

“Yes, way.” You stood in place, eyes squinting, confused by the passage of time. “See, this is why you need me. Now, take this and go lay down on the couch. I’m going to get dinner started.” She handed you a glass of water and some Tylenol.

“Dinner?”

“Yes, dinner, now please go lay down.” She pressed a kiss into your burning forehead before gently pushing you towards the living room. Doing as you were told, you laid back down on the couch.

Alex, however, got to work in your kitchen. She had spent the morning in her kitchen, following your grandmother’s pierogi recipe. She figured making the dumplings would be a messy process and she didn’t want to make a mess of yours. Alex filled a pot with water, putting it on high heat. Once at a boil, she cut the temperature back until the water gently simmered. She cooked the pierogi for a few minutes, just until they floated to the top of the pot. Melting butter in a pan, she sauteed some onion and fried the pierogi until they were golden brown. She remembered to serve them with a helping of sour cream and chopped chives.

You were stunned when she set the plate on the coffee table in front of you. You were even more stunned when she began cutting the pierogi into smaller, bite-size pieces and began to feed you. When the first bite hit your tastebuds, you could tell the dumplings were homemade, and that you’ve had them before. It was your comfort food after all.

“‘Lex?” you croaked.

“Yes, sweetheart?” She replied.

“Are these my babcia’s pierogi?”

“Indeed,” she answered softly, scooping another bite into your mouth.

“How did you-” you pause, losing your train of thought.

“Get the recipe?” You nodded, “I may or may not have gone into your file looking for your emergency contact information so that I could call your parents to get it from them.” You stared at her for a few moments, a confused look on your face, so she continued. “You once said that there wasn’t anything a plate of your grandmother’s pierogi couldn’t fix. I just figured you could use a good comfort meal.” She smiled, pushing the fork towards you again. You were unsure how she could go through all of the trouble and be so blase about it.

“This is too much, Alex,” you squeaked, “You really didn’t have to do all of this for me.”

“I take care of my friends.” Again, blase, and a bit dismissive. She didn’t want it to be a big deal, because, to Alex, it wasn’t. She’d give you the moon and the stars if she could.

“Do you do this for all of your friends?” You asked. She hesitated to answer.

“No,” she sighed.

“Can I ask why you did this for me?” Your brain told you it was probably her motherly instincts, but you wanted to know her reasoning. Alex stared at the dinner plate; You could tell she was fighting an internal battle, unsure of what she should say next. Alex met your gaze, her eyes shone with unshed tears. Concerned, you sat forward and rested a hand on hers. Her eyes darted left to right, looking into yours. Then, briefly, her gaze drops to your lips, and right back to your eyes. It clicked.

You had assumed your chances of landing a date with Alex Blake were low, even though you two were the closest on the team. The two of you worked like a well-oiled machine, often working better together than apart. You spent so much time together in the office and in the field, that being alone was, well, lonely. More so than before you had met. Days in the office turned into evenings at one of your homes, simply enjoying each other's company.

You noticed the signs quickly though. Whenever you laugh, you look her way, hoping to see her smile too. You sought her out in every room, and when you found her, you couldn’t keep your eyes off of her. You learned to hide it quickly though, she was a profiler, after all. And though you were too, Alex hid her feelings better. She was also in denial. She didn’t ever think someone ten years her junior would show any romantic interest in her, let alone a woman. The doubt bubbled within her, and the fortress she built around her feelings for you started to crumble. Tears she had been fighting rolled down her cheeks. “‘Lex,” you whispered, “It’s okay. I’m falling in love with you too.” You were shocked you admitted your feelings so easily, and for a moment you panicked. But Alex simply relaxed and a soft smile formed on her face, which calmed your nerves instantly.

“I was hoping you’d say that.”

Alex fed you the rest of your pierogi and finished hers as well. You knew with Alex taking care of you that you would be feeling better in no time. She stuck around until Monday morning when she insisted you take the day off to recuperate, even though you felt significantly better.

“Fine,” you sighed, defeated, “I’ll take another day, but only if you let me cook for you later this week. If we don’t have a case, that is.” You found yourself lost in her eyes for a moment, just as she stared into yours. Soft hands cupped your cheeks as she swept some hair out of your face.

“I think I would enjoy that.” Alex smiled before kissing your forehead. “Now, get some rest, will you? And drink more water.”

“Yes, Doctor Blake,” you replied. As Alex left for work, and the door shut with a click, you whispered, “I love you.”

As Alex shut the door behind her, making sure the lock clicked into place, she whispered, “I love you.”

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neuroprincess · 4 months

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Criminal Minds Women, and how they act when they’re jealous? Thank you!

Criminal Minds - They're Jealous (Preferences)

Classification: Fluff

Pairing: Alex Blake, Elle Greenaway, Emily Prentiss, Jennifer Jareau, Penelope Garcia and Tara Lewis

Warnings: None

Word count: +600

Alex Blake

4/10

- Being a more reserved and quiet person, she may not feel or show jealousy easily. However, when this happens she can react in one of two ways: stop next to you and wait for whoever is trying to gain your attention to realize that you're together, or simply be direct about it, being as calm and rational as possible. Then, in privacy and comfort, Alex will kiss you passionately, hands on waist caressing tenderly and never admitting that this reassures her more than any words could.

Elle Greenaway

7/10

- Let's say she doesn't get jealous often and it's not easy to cause it, that's what the brunette says. Elle isn't so subtle, you know immediately what's going on, because in a millisecond she changes her body expression, also gets serious and keeps silent, giving short answers. If you're at work, she'll stare blatantly, anger showing in every facial muscle. If you're in a bar or other public place, she'll just lean in and kiss you, resting her arm on your shoulder. She's certainly the most probable to pick a fight.

Emily Prentiss

5/10

- This woman would try not to let her jealousy show and would deny it to the death to anyone who asked, but she can't be as discreet as imagines. When she's jealous, the agent laughs more than she normally would and sometimes, without even realizing it, she slips out a few sarcastic phrases, clearly uncomfortable with the situation. If Emily becomes self-conscious about how is acting and reacting, she will apologize to you, a little embarrassed, and try to talk about it. Words of affirmation and physical touch are very effective ways of reassuring her, like holding hands under the table or using affectionate nicknames.

Jennifer Jareau

9/10

- Of all of them, the blonde is by far the most jealous. In addition to being easily susceptible, it's evident in every look, gesture and word, a growing anger at any provocation or inappropriate attention another person gives you. She finds it difficult to express this verbally or talk about the topic, but JJ is usually protective and very affectionate in these moments, which means arms wrapped around your body, hands held with fingers intertwined, an occasional kiss between collarbone and neck… possibly a mark in the same place will be made later, a hickey that she will constantly admire and be proud of, because you are hers and only hers.

Penelope Garcia

4/10

- Surprisingly, the hacker is jealous and doesn't make a point of hiding the fact. There are rare moments and it takes a bit of effort to happen, like when Derek calls you "Baby Girl" and she's openly bothered. At first, you both think the reason is because it's his exclusive nickname for her, only to quickly discover, in a friendly conversation, that she actually doesn't like anyone calling you affectionate names except herself, especially the sweet ones. And the man almost gets slapped on the head for teasing her on purpose. After all that, Penelope laughs and gives you a tender kiss, calling you all the sweet names she can think of, delighted to see you blush with some of them.

Tara Lewis

2/10

- Jealousy isn't on her agenda, even if you've been in a relationship for years it's possible to count on one hand how many times she's been jealous. If it does happen she's super chill during the whole thing, you hardly notice except for that familiar smile that doesn't really reach the eyes and fingers stroking down your forearm tortuously slow, believe, Tara doesn't even realize what she's doing until someone tells her. The topic is brought up in a pleasant conversation, with a few laughs and glasses of wine, which surely ends in a cuddling session.

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storiesofsvu2-0 · 1 year

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Alex Blake x reader Warnings: language, smut, teasing, masturbation, guided masturbation, sex toys, minor degradation, very brief choking. a/n: Covers a bingo square! and a req from @rustyzebra I’m gonna be posting from this blog either permanently or until the other one gets un-shadow banned. I don’t know why or how or how long that will take, my guess is that it’s got something to do with the community labels? That being said, this is under said label, so that this blog doesn’t get shadow banned. So make sure you have your settings set appropriate to see what you want and so you don’t miss any future stories. (Eta: apparently theres no winning. I post with a label, it wont show in the tags. I post without & risk getting shadowbanned. Hellsite.) Also if you see this and you’re writing for bingo, pls tag this account as the other one basically has no access anymore (hopefully temporarily).

Nobody was having a good time on this case and that was evident, everyone hyper focussed to make sure you could get the hell out of there and back home as fast as possible. The team had been back in DC less five hours when Hotch called to reroute everyone back to the jet, you’d only had time to toss laundry in and get ready for date night before it was time to grab you go bag. You changed on the jet, cursing yourself when you realized you’d forgotten to toss in what you called your work bra, at least your shirts were thick.

The grumpy moods continued as you deplaned in a small town in Texas, quickly jumping into the field to trace down a team of unsubs. You were in the field with Emily when you managed to apprehend the unsubs and when one of them jumped into lake with the hopes of getting away on the boat moored ten feet up you were the one that was a second faster. Your swimmer instincts taking over as you dove into the lake and caught up to them before they even realized you were in the water. Emily muttered something about owing you coffee for the next month and you made your way back to the local precinct, one unsub in tow. You’d left your vest on in an attempt to not get the chills on the way back, thankful that Emily had tuned on the heat in the SUV. Passing off the unsub to be processed the two of you crossed the building back to the meeting room you’d been using, joining JJ and Morgan.

“Woah, someone take a break for a swim?” Derek greeted with a tease and you shot him a glare, Emily answering for you.

“We’re lucky she did, unsubs in custody.”

“Our guy’s in the wind.” JJ replied with a sigh and the entire room felt the frustration sink in.

“You’ve got to be kidding.” You grumbled, half of your brain regretting diving into the lake, wondering if it had really been that worth it.

With a huff you ripped at the Velcro on your vest, pulling it off over your head to toss onto a spare chair. You could feel your clothes clinging to you, soaked with lake water, at the very least you were thankful you hadn’t been wearing jeans and that your make up was waterproof.

“So what’re we looking at?” You asked, crossing you arms over your chest and the conversation rerouted back to the case at hand. Everyone was more than eager to at least get back to the hotel for some rest and a solid lead would help that.

It was almost a full half hour later that Alex returned to the room from talking to a witness, Reid half a foot behind her. You had your back to the door as you updated the white board when Alex’s voice caught your attention and you capped the marker, turning around to them and Reid’s eyes widened, a blush creeping up his neck.

“Oh my god, y/n!” He was whipping off his FBI jacket instantly, moving to get it wrapped around you and at first you thought it was just because you were still drenched, but the smirk on Emily’s lips told you otherwise.

“What? I—” Glancing down you realized your misstep. Laundry day plus date night meant you were still in date night lingerie. Lingerie that was deep red, lacy, a hint of mesh that left very little to the imagination and thanks to your little dip earlier, completely visible to everyone in the room through your shirt. “Could’ve said something.” You scowled to the three who’d been there when you took off the vest, hands clutching at the jacket seams in an attempt to keep it closed.

“Didn’t wanna get in trouble for looking.” Derek muttered, his gaze on the file in front of him.

“Pretty sure I was with you when you bought that one.” Emily smirked in return and you rolled your eyes, glancing back to Alex.

Her head tilted, eyes flicking down you body, watching the way your shirt clung to your skin before she cocked a brow at you, her jaw hardening and you couldn’t help but gulp. While she always was a wonder with words, you were at the point in your relationship that you could communicate without them and she was making her point very clear right now. Alex could feel the arousal building deep within her already, annoyed that the case had taken away the opportunity to see you in whatever set matched the now very visible bra. Though, she wasn’t complaining about how erotic this was, on display for everyone to see. She felt the possessiveness surge through her, her eyes narrowing in your direction until you properly fixed the jacket so you were covered, you knew better, something like that was only for her to see.

You felt the heat creeping up the back of your neck, knowing exactly what Alex was thinking, that you were hers and only hers, even if the team didn’t know it. Daring to look her in the eye you felt your pulse quicken, knowing that she was thinking of all the dirty things she’d seen you do, all the dirty things she’d made you do and just how she was going to remind you who you belonged to later. You were aware that the conversation had picked back up in the conference room but there was no way you were hearing any of it, lost to the sinful imagination of one Alex Blake. Suddenly, Emily swatted at you with a folder and you were pulled out of your dirty thoughts, glancing toward her.

“What?”

“I said go back to the hotel. You jumped in a lake, you caught an unsub, I think you deserve a shower and a change of clothes, we won’t be much longer.”

“Yeah… thanks.” You nodded at her before crossing through the room and Alex’s eyes didn’t leave your body once, her lips pursed tight.

By the time you were warmed up, out of the shower and wrapped in a surprisingly fluffy robe, Alex was already back in the hotel room waiting for you. She stood from the bed when the bathroom door opened, a smirk on her lips as she sauntered through the room toward you. Her finger curled under your chin, tilting your eyes up to her.

“You pulled quite the little stunt today sweetheart. Wearing that kind of lingerie to work?”

“I didn’t have time to change.” You countered.

“You changed on the jet.”

“I forgot to pack another bra.”

“Sounds like someone’s making excuses.” She tutted, pinching at your chin, “were you feeling like a naughty slut today? Did you want the entire team to see what you were wearing under your shirt, because I’m starting to think that you did. Be a little show off, let them know how much of a bad girl you are?”

“No ma’am.” You murmured, “it was an accident.”

“Hmm.” She surveyed you for a moment, “I’m not sure I believe you. I do know how much you like to make it all about you, how much you love putting on a good show when you bounce on my cock. So how about you take off that robe, get on the bed and be a good girl and spread your legs.”

Your hands swiftly undid the belt of the robe, letting it fall open and Alex’s eyes dragged down your naked body, darkening as they went, her tongue darting out to wet her lips. When you dropped the robe to the floor her finger and thumb pinched at your chin, rewarding you with a kiss, her lips moving gracefully against your own before she nudged you toward the bed.

You dropped onto it, shuffling upwards until you were comfortable among the pillows, looking down to Alex who simply arched a brow in return as she slipped out of her blazer. Trying not to gulp, you spread your legs for her, opening yourself up to her burning gaze.

“How long were you in that room with your vest off? Hmm?”

“Not sure…” you could feel your breath picking up already with just her eyes on you, wondering exactly what she had planned. She frowned in your direction, hands moving down the center of her shirt as she undid the buttons, “maybe… half hour?”

“Well, then you’ve got half an hour to kill.” She shrugged, adding the folded shirt to the pile on the other bed, “better get yourself warmed up since you were in the mood to show off.”

It was only after a small nod from her, confirming that she was okay with you touching that your hand slid down your body slowly. You kept your eyes trained on Alex as she pulled a chair to the foot of the bed, pausing to strip out of her pants before she took a seat in it, her gaze landing between your legs.

“Timer doesn’t start until you do sweetheart.” She smirked and you let out a breath, your head falling back into the pillows.

Half an hour was going to be torture and you knew it, then again, that was the point wasn’t it? Your hand snuck between your legs, making sure they were nice and wide for Alex to see what you were doing. Your fingers brushed against your clit, slowly beginning to rub at it in small circles.

“That’s my good girl.” Alex cooed from the end of the bed, soft grin on her cheeks as her eyes darkened.

You took a deep breath, knowing that your time had just started, your fingers slipped down to your cunt, gathering some of your wetness and bringing it back up to your clit, continuing to rub at it slowly. Your breath hitched, your hips gently rocking toward the touch and you heard Alex chuckle. You continued on like that, wanting to drag it out as long as possible to kill the time until you uncontrollably moaned, your hips rocking up off the bed.

“I can see you glistening from here.” Alex mused, “why don’t you see how wet you really are? My dirty girl…”

“Please?” You whined, your eyes cracking open to look down at her with a pout on your lips and she laughed.

“Oh sweet girl, it’s only been four minutes.”

“But—”

“Ah!” She scolded, “did you want me to restart the timer?”

“No ma’am.” You pouted, your hands returning to your body.

One groped at your chest, pinching your nipple between your finger and thumb, repeating the action on both sides until both were hard peaks. Your other hand slunk between your legs again, heel of your hand brushing on your clit and you whined before slipping two fingers into your wet cunt.

“Oh god…” you moaned, eyes fluttering shut.

“That’s my girl.” She praised with a happy hum.

Your fingers began thrusting into your cunt, pulling out more wetness with each pump of your hand, slow and steady, ready to wait out the clock Alex had set. Your breathing picked up, little whines and whimpers leaving your lips as you felt the heat begin to build deep within your body. You shivered when the tips of your fingers briefly brushed across the sensitive spot of your walls, a moan leaving you and Alex hummed again.

“Why don’t you try that move again? I know how good it must feel.”

Knowing better than to defy Alex’s requests at this point your fingers sunk back in, curling right where you knew it would feel incredible and you let out a moan.

“Fuck…”

“There you go. That feels good, doesn’t it?”

“Yes.” You moaned, unable to control yourself as your fingers curled again, brushing against the spot and you pressed harder, your breath catching in your throat. Your hips rocked up off the bed and you could feel yourself getting wetter, juices starting to dribble out of you as you picked up the pace.

“You may come darling.” Alex purred, “but if you do that doesn’t mean you’re done, you still have seventeen minutes.”

“S..so good..” You moaned, fingers thrusting deeper into you with each flick of your wrist, you were so incredibly close, your pussy fluttering around your fingers. It was never going to be enough, you knew that, but at least for the time being you could sit on the edge of the peak, hoping that there was a chance you’d be able to fall over it. Your noises were getting louder, including the wet sounds coming from your pussy, juices coating your fingers and slipping down to your wrist. Your free hand moved back to your chest, pinching at your nipples again in hopes that it would help you see stars. At this point you were scarcely aware of the sound of movement from the foot of the bed until Alex let out a breathy moan and your eyes shot open.

She had her legs spread in the chair, her hand in her underwear as it moved lazily underneath the fabric, when your breath caught in your throat her eyes cracked open, a grin on her cheeks as she noticed you watching, your own hand stilled.

“What can I say? I like what I see.” She smirked, “and look at what you’re doing to me already?” She sighed, her eyes closing briefly and you could hear her wetness as she slipped a finger into her pussy.

“Fuck…”

“Keep going sweetheart.” She nodded at you, “how about you spread that pussy nice and open for me, let me see how gorgeous you are?”

“Yes ma’am.” Your fingers slid out, your palm rubbing at your cunt briefly as you ground down on it, letting out a small moan before it slid up, fingers framing your pussy lips and pulling them apart. Alex let out a hum of approval, her mouth watering at the way it was absolutely shimmering in the low light of the hotel room.

“So fucking gorgeous.” She groaned, “I’ll admit though, it does look prettier stuffed with my cock, don’t you think?”

“Yes!” You cried back in response and she chuckled.

“Shame. Your fingers will have to do. Twelve minutes left.”

You let out a whine but slipped your fingers back into your pulsing cunt, eyes scrunching shut as you began to fuck yourself again.

Alex sighed softly, the tips of her fingers grazing her g-spot right as you let out a moan and she pulled her fingers out, returning to lazily rubbing her clit while she watched the way your body trembled every so often. You were absolutely soaking, practically every thrust of your hand pulled a whimper from your mouth and if she wasn’t so heart set on punishing you she would’ve wanted to devour you in that moment. You always looked so fucking hot for her, but especially when you were fucking yourself, imagining that it was her fingers thrusting in and out of your drenched pussy. Her teeth sunk into her lip when her fingers pressed harder onto her clit and with a soft moan her fingers slipped back into her pussy.

“Are you close sweetheart?” She asked, her voice low and husky, words split by breathy sighs.

“Need more.” You whined in response and she chuckled darkly, the laugh morphing into a moan as her fingers curled inside her cunt.

“Just keep going.” She urged, feeling the heat building within her, she resisted the urge to let her eyes close, staying focussed on the movement between your legs instead, groaning at the sounds coming from you as you fucked yourself faster. The heel of her hand began to grind against her clit with each thrust of her fingers and she arched forward, her thighs tensing as she cried out, her orgasm hitting her.

The sound was almost enough to get you where you wanted… almost. Instead you were left letting out a frustrated whine, pulling your fingers from you with an annoyed huff.

“Please!”

“Please, what?” Alex asked, cocking a brow in your direction.

“Need more.” You grumbled and she glanced to the clock.

“Nine minutes left darling, then I’ll touch you.”

“What about a toy?” You pouted.

“I didn’t happen to bring one of those.” She shrugged, watching you carefully and she caught the way your eyes looked toward your go bag, lingering on it for a moment as you tugged your lip into your mouth. Her head tilted in curiosity and it was when she stood that your eyes darted back to her.

The blush crept up your cheeks as you watched her silently move through the room to the bag. She swiftly unzipped it, her hands sifting through its contents until she found what she was looking for, revealing the double sided dildo and she looked toward you with a brow raised.

“Really? You have the time to pack this, but not an appropriate bra?” Her voice hardened slightly, in a tone that you knew was practically a tease and you resisted covering your face with your hands. “I almost think I shouldn’t let you use it.”

“No! Please!” You cried out, tears of frustration pooling into your eyes, “I need it. Or you.” You pouted, and Alex’s face softened.

“Oh you sweet thing.” Grinning she approached the foot of the bed, “you’ve become so spoiled you can’t make yourself come anymore, is that it?” You nodded, your cheeks feeling hotter than any part of your body as you admitted it. You started to shift to close your legs, suddenly feeling very exposed but Alex’s free hand closed around your ankle.

“Ah.” She tutted, “absolutely none of that. You don’t get to act like an exhibitionist all day just to play shy now.” She dropped the toy on the bed beside your hand, “eight minutes left. You best make the most of it.”

“Thank you.” You murmured, your hand darting out for the toy, picking it up. You watched for a moment as Alex’s eyes darted from it to your lips and you smiled coyly at her.

Instead of instantly bringing it to your fluttering pussy, you brought the larger end of the toy to your lips, easily wrapping around it, moaning as you sunk it into your mouth. You sucked hard, tongue swirling around it’s girth until drool was practically leaking out of your lips and Alex’s breath was catching in her throat at the sight. Pulling it from your mouth with a pop you let out a gasp of breath, quickly moving the toy to your cunt.

“Seven…” Alex stated, her hands closed around your calves, spreading them as wide as she could on the bed, kneeling between them as she watched the way you slid the dildo into you with a satisfied moan.

You were finally stretched out, finally feeling Alex’s fingers on your skin and you almost felt like you could burst.

“Fuck…” You groaned, feeling your cunt pulse around the toy as you fucked it deeper into you, aching to hit your peak. Your head dropped back into the pillows as your eyes scrunched shut, your thighs slowly starting to shake with each push of the toy.

“So pretty when you fuck yourself darling. I should make you do this more often.” Alex cooed, her hands suddenly left your body but you were too far gone to care, not realizing she was ridding herself of her bra, beginning to cup at her chest. “be louder for me, how does that feel?”

“So good… fuck!” You panted, fire burning just under your skin, “but need more…”

“Dirty girl…” she chuckled, “what ever shall we do with you?” You felt her weight shift from the bed and your eyes cracked open, a frustrated whine escaping your lips once more as your hand nearly stilled between your legs, stalling your orgasm once more.

“Just wanna come…”

“I know sweet girl.” She squeezed at your leg before her hands slipped into the waist band of her panties and she pulled them down your leg, “but that toy has double uses… you’re going to come while riding my cock, understand?”

“Yes!” You practically shrieked, earning a laugh from Alex as she crawled over you.

You let out a very satisfied moan as she leant over you, capturing your lips in a heated kiss, her tongue surging into your mouth to silence your noises. Her skin was hot on yours, rubbing against your aching nipples, her hands ghosting up your sides, leaving goosebumps in their paths. Her teeth sunk into your lip and you whimpered, your hips rocking up toward her, the toy brushed her pussy and she broke the kiss with a breathy gasp.

“Oh that does feel good.” She husked, smirking down at you before her lips attacked your neck, kissing at the supple skin before her teeth bit down hard and you gasped. “Need to leave a mark sweetheart. A nice big one if I have my way.” Her tongue swiped over your skin, “make sure the entire team knows that you really are a little dirty girl, that it’s not all for show. Because you’re not a tease, now are you?”

“N..no.” You moaned, your pussy clenching around the toy when her teeth sunk into your skin, her mouth sucking the crook of your neck and you could feel yourself building back toward your peak.

As if Alex could sense it, she bit your neck again, tongue darting out to soothe the burn when you hissed in pain, kissing the spot softly before her and snuck between your bodies to line the toy up with her cunt. She let out a low moan as she sunk down onto it, and you mewled when the base between the two sides bumped at your clit once she was fully seated. She firmly wrapped her arms around your waist, holding you tight to her and rolled over, pulling you on top of her. Alex kissed you, tongue swiping into your mouth once more before she pulled back, pushing at your shoulders with a wild gleam in her eye.

“Well, go ahead. Make yourself come all over my cock like the good dirty girl you are.”

“Yes ma’am.”

You braced your hands on her waist, raising your hips up to begin to bounce on her cock, breathless moans leaving your lips with each time your hips met hers, the toy pressing against your clit with each thrust. Alex’s hands slid up your thighs, her touch sending sparks flying through your body, she groped at your ass, squeezing you, urging you to ride her harder, faster, making the toy move within her more, the base rubbing her clit just as she wanted.

“Feels good,” she panted, “doesn’t it sweetheart?”

“S- soo good.” You whined back, “m’ so close…” With each pump of your hips her cock grazed right over the sensitive spot in your pussy, your walls pulsing around it, juices slicking it with wet. The coil in the pit of your stomach returned fire prickling under your skin and heat soared through you. “Oh god… oh god…”

“That’s it… come for me sweet girl.” Alex cooed, one of her hands slid up your body, fingers delicately wrapping around your neck, thumb nail pressing into the mark she’d left earlier and you gasped.

Your hips began to move more erratically as you chased your release, feeling yourself right on the brink. You were about to open your lips to beg, but Alex could always read you like a book, her free hand moving between your legs where she began to rub circles on your throbbing clit. Electricity shot through you and you cried out, your eyes scrunching shut as white took over your vision, your body trembled, thighs shaking uncontrollably as you finally hit your high. Your hands dug into Alex’s sides, nails scratching at her skin while you shuddered, your hips stilling when she finally let up on your clit.

“Good girl.” She purred, letting go of your throat, her hands rubbing up and down your sides, guiding you to gently drop over her, nuzzling into the crook of her neck. “Always so gorgeous.” She pressed a soft kiss to the top of your head, fingers tracing patterns on your back while you slowly came back to earth to catch your breath. “You feel better now sweetheart?”

“Yes.” You murmured, lips brushing against her skin and she gently hoisted you off her, tossing the toy to the bedside table to be dealt with later.

“You think you’ve learnt your lesson? No more showing off what’s mine to everyone else, right?”

“Mmhm.” You nodded and Alex smiled.

“Good.”

She couldn’t help but smirk at the already purpling mark in the crook of your neck, it was high enough she knew you wouldn’t be able to cover it tomorrow. Even if you got slightly embarrassed, there would be no mistaking by anyone on the team, you were very much spoken for.

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Dirty Little Damsel

Emily Prentiss x reader x Alex Blake warnings: language, smut, name calling, derogatory talk, teasing, mommy kink, daddy kink, punishment, over stimulation, not really humiliation but maybe? the tiniest mention of spit, minor throat/face fucking. Pt 3 of can be read alone, but here is pt 1, and pt 2. Pt 4 will be incoming hopefully soon, and will be the complete fluff/aftercare directly following this, hence why it kinda cuts off outta nowhere.

The moment the jet touched down back at Quantico Emily had shot off a text to you to keep you updated on how long it would be until she was home. You spent the next little bit making sure the apartment was tidied up, lighting a couple of candles in the bedroom before cracking a window, letting the warm evening air drift through the space. Checking your phone you knew you had just enough time left to slip into something a little more intimate, something lacy, slightly see through, light blue with little fabric flowers scattered around it. After making sure your hair and make up were presentable you wrapped a silky robe around your body, padding out to the main part of the apartment to pour out a couple glasses of wine. Your phone pinged not much longer after that, Emily letting you know she was around the corner, what caught you by surprise was the request to pour out a third glass of wine.

While Emily knew exactly what kind of game you were playing at, you had no idea what was in store for you as the night wore on.

Her keys clinked in the lock and your ears perked up, looking toward the doorway as you dropped your phone to the kitchen island. You weren’t totally surprised when you saw that Alex was your guest for the evening, a smile breaking out on your face at the sight of both women making their way into the apartment. Giving them a moment to situate themselves, bags and coats finding hooks, shoes being toed off, unnecessary layers being removed before Emily moved further into the kitchen and you slid off your stool, sliding a glass of wine in her direction.

“How was the flight?” You asked.

“Fine.” She shrugged, picking up the glass to take a sip, then ducking to kiss your cheek, “I’m much more interested in what you’ve got on under here.” Her fingers came to toy with the knot holding your robe shut and you giggled.

“Just something I thought you might like.”

“Yeah?” Emily scooped up the other glass, turning back to the other woman, handing off the drink “something Alex might like too?”

“I hope so.” You practically pouted, looking up at the women from under your lashes as your fingers played with the tie.

“Well, why don’t you be a good girl and show us?” Alex asked, smirk on her lips as she took a sip of her drink.

Letting out a small giggle you swiftly undid the knot, slowly letting the robe fall over your shoulders, teasing them with glimpses of blue fabric until you finally let the robe drop to the floor around your feet. You couldn’t help but grin as two sets of eyes dragged up your body, pupils blown, hungry for what you were showing them.

“I like the flowers.” Emily commented rather nonchalantly, her fingers coming up to pinch at one of them softly as if she was examining it.

“It does make you look like a good little girl.” Alex murmured, taking another sip of her drink before placing the glass down on the island and moving toward you, “is that what kind of show you wanted to put on for us, hmmm? That you’re the sweet little innocent thing?” Two of her fingers traced across your collarbone and up your neck, curling under your chin to tilt your face up to hers, “our darling, gorgeous girl.”

Alex’s breath was hot on your cheek when she spoke and you felt yourself begin to tingle already, holding back a whine in order to not get teased. You were pleasantly rewarded when her hand cupped your cheek and her lips met yours in a tender kiss. You let out a happy sigh into the kiss, your hands sliding up her shoulders to loop behind her neck when she tugged you closer to her by your hips. Her hands looped around your waist, toying with the hemline of your panties while her lips continued to move with grace against yours. Gliding across your body her hands moved to your ass, squeezing tightly and you couldn’t help but rock your hips into hers. You were completely lost in the moment, blissed out at the feeling of her body on yours once again, letting out a moan as her tongue traced the seam of your lips. Her lips curved up into a grin at the way yours so effortlessly parted for her tongue to slip into your mouth.

It was at that moment you felt Emily come up behind you, her hand gliding up your back, fingers threading into your hair and you felt that familiar air of her wanting her turn. It wasn’t a surprise when she pulled your hair at the root, the surprise was with just how rough it was, yanking your head away from Alex with a soft cry.

“That’s enough.” She scolded, a heat in her eyes you recognized as one that meant she was about to do whatever she wanted to you.

“Sorry daddy.” You pouted and she gripped your hair tighter, causing you to gasp as she tsk’d at you.

“You really thought you were going to get away with it?” She jeered, “think you could put on a pretty little set and feign innocence? Like you aren’t the dirty whore you really are?”

Alex chuckled, stepping toward you once again, her forefinger and thumb pinching at your chin to turn your gaze back to her, “you were a bad girl sweetheart, and you know it.”

“And what happens to bad girls?” Emily husked into your ear from behind, still tightly holding your hair, giving it a hard yank. “Answer me princess.”

“They get punished.” You whimpered, “but—”

“Ah!” Emily swatted at your ass, “don’t fucking lie to daddy. You came without asking, when you knew you weren’t allowed to.”

“It’s a shame.” Alex’s fingers caressed your cheek, “had you been a good girl like we wanted you’d be getting rewarded for the rest of the night.”

“But someone had to go and be a stupid little slut, didn’t they?” She finally released your hair, nudging you down the hallway, “bedroom. Knees. Now.”

It was a mere second later that you were scurrying down the hallway, not wanting to warrant any further punishment from Emily, especially in front of a guest, you were in enough trouble as is. You could hear Alex and Emily making their way down the hall behind you as you quickly jumped up onto the bed, settling pretty on your knees, hands laid patiently on your thighs. Emily entered the room first, sauntering toward the bed as her hands made their way down the buttons of her shirt, sly smirk on her lips before she chuckled.

“How cute.” She grinned, glancing over her shoulder to Alex, “pet thinks she’s deserving enough to be on the bed.”

“You really weren’t kidding when you said torture.” Alex chuckled, her arms wrapping around Emily from behind to take over the task of undoing her shirt while her lips pressed a gentle kiss to the other woman’s skin. “Where do you want her?”

“On the floor.” She replied curtly, “where she belongs.” Emily allowed Alex to slip the shirt off her, her eyes glaring in to yours before flicking down to the floor and back up to you with a cocked brow, “and I do think she’s too dressed still.”

“Hmm.” Alex’s head tilted while she took you in before nodding to the patch of hardwood in front of Emily’s feet, “you aren’t going to continue to misbehave, are you sweet girl?” You quickly shook your head, standing from the bed but Emily’s hand caught your chin before you could kneel.

“Ah. Let’s see those tits.” Her hand reached around you to pop the clasp of your bra open and you let the fabric fall to the floor, your nipples hardening in the cool air. “That’s better.” Emily cooed before her hands reached up, pinching at your nipples and you let out a quiet gasp, watching the way her eyes dragged down your body. Your fingers had just began to dip under the waistband of your panties when Alex’s hand darted out, closing around your wrist.

“Those can stay.”

“What?” Emily laughed, glancing over her shoulder, “you don’t want to see that gorgeous pussy?”

“I thought we were punishing not pleasing.” Her hand squeezed at your wrist as she stepped away from the other woman, “I’ve seen your toy collection and I’ve got an idea.”

“Is that so?” Em raised a brow with a grin as she watched Alex move through the room, sifting through the bedside table until she came back with a small remote controlled vibrator. “I like the way you think Blake.” A gleam shone through her eyes as she took the vibe from her, turning to you as her expression changed, “dirty girl. You wanted to come so badly you broke the rule, so now… you’re going to come, again and again. Understood?”

“Yes daddy.” You replied quietly, nodding, your eyes wide knowing that you were absolutely in for it.

“Good girl.” Emily grinned, sliding the vibe into the crotch of your panties, pressing directly up against your clit, “what’s your word?”

“Kiwi.”

“So compliant now.” Alex commented with a smirk.

“She knows better, now that we’re home. Knows we can follow through.”

“We?” You asked meekly, gulping at the way Alex and Emily looked at each other with matching smirks.

“Oh sweet girl.” Alex chuckled at you before her lips began trailing up Emily’s neck.

“Neither of us are going to lay a hand on you.” Emily explained, shoving your shoulder so you would get down on your knees, “I thought you would be able to figure that out at the very least, or are you dense?”

“She’s not cretinous,” the other woman laughed softly, “just eager, lonely, a little needy, incredibly horny.”

“You’ve got that right.” Emily laughed, pinching at your chin again as Alex’s hands started to toy with her belt buckle, “now you’re going to stay right there and not move a muscle while we get naked.”

“Yes daddy.” You murmured with a quick nod.

“Shame you were so distracted the other night.” Alex purred, “daddy looked so gorgeous coming undone for me. I know you would have liked it, how you would have loved to taste her on my lips, hear just how loud she was moaning for me.”

“And now you’re going to hear how loud I can make her moan.” Emily grinned brightly before turning to face the other woman, her hands instantly slipped under Alex’s shirt, tugging it off over her head, quickly undoing her bra and letting it fall to the floor. She walked around Alex, her arms winding around her, cupping at her chest from behind while the brunette let out a satisfied groan, “mommy made me feel so good princess. I figure I should return the favour, what do you think?” Her fingers softly pinched at her nipples, rolling them between her finger and thumb.

“Fuck do that again.” Alex’s head dropped back onto her shoulder and your mouth fell open, wanting to comment but Emily caught you before the words could even come to mind.

“Ah!” She glared at you, “dirty sluts know better than to speak! You’re going to sit there, and you’re going to watch like a good girl.” Her breath was hot on Alex’s skin as she spoke, lips nearly brushing the column of the other woman’s neck, “this turns you on doesn’t it?” She grinned, “watching me toy with her?” Her hands continued to grope at Alex’s chest, squeezing harder while her lips kissed her neck, nuzzling deeper into her before her teeth nipped at the sensitive skin, tongue sweeping over the mark when Alex let out a soft hiss, “is it because you wish I was touching you? Or because you wish you were the one getting to fuck her, hmm? Or are you just such a needy whore that it doesn’t matter?” One of her hands brushed across Alex’s bare torso, tickling around the waistband of her pants before it sunk around to the back, groping at her ass, “so desperate that just seeing her feel good, listening to her moans, hearing her wet little pussy around my cock is enough for you to come?”

“Emily….” Alex warned with a near whine leaving her lips, her hand closing around the wrist of Em’s hand that was still pawing at her chest, moving it downward, “I’m going to need you to really touch me now.”

“I will.” She chuckled, hand sinking south while she held eye contact with you, “because good girls get what they want.”

You shifted uncomfortably on your knees, feeling yourself practically dripping into your panties at the sight in front of you as Emily’s hands swiftly undid the other woman’s pants before disappearing into them. It only took her a moment to find her clit, pads of her fingers pressing into it gently before rubbing a few circles against it, her free hand wrapping around Alex’s waist to keep her upright. Her hand sunk further between her legs, dragging through her wet cunt to bring the juices up to her clit and she continued rubbing.

“Fuck.” Alex’s hips bucked toward the touch and Emily hummed, her lips splitting into a grin when you let out a needy whine.

“Feel good?”

“Yes…” She breathed out, her eyes struggling to stay open as Emily increased the pressure.

“See?” Em glanced up toward you, “this is what happens to good girls.” Alex let out a gasp when her hand sunk lower and two fingers slipped into her pussy, “they get rewarded.” She kissed at her neck softly, her fingers starting a steady pace as they fucked deep into her, “they get what they want, get their pretty pussies touched, allowed to come whenever they want.”

“Do that again.” She groaned as the heel of Emily’s hand brushed against her clit and Emily repeated the motion, “oh god Emily…”

“See how good I’m making her feel?” She taunted, continuing to thrust her fingers, “could have been you if you decided to behave. I could have my fingers stuffed in that needy cunt of yours, making you come over and over again, oh princess you’d be squirting so hard you would be dripping down my arm by now.” Alex let out a little whine, squeezing around Emily when her fingers curled perfectly, “god you would love that, wouldn’t you?”

“Mmhmm.” You replied with a nod, trying to discreetly rub your thighs together.

“Bet you’d love to feel mommy’s pussy flutter around you too.” She grinned, nipping at the other woman’s neck as her fingers curled again, “you would make her so proud; I just know it. When you want to be good, you’re so good. But instead I’m the one who gets to make her moan.” Her fingers brushed against the sensitive spot inside Alex and she let out a small groan, her eyes scrunching shut.

“Please don’t stop.”

“Oh Alex, I wouldn’t dare.” She chuckled softly, her free hand reaching up to squeeze at her chest, “I’m going to make you come on my fingers,” a kiss pressed to the column of her neck, “make you drench my hand, ruin those panties. Then I’m going to make you come on my cock, watch the way you ride me, make this little whore watch the entire thing, wishing it was her. Fucking brat.”

Alex clenched down around her, her hips jolting upwards again and her nails dug into the skin of Emily’s arm, with each pass of the woman’s hand she could feel the heat building within her, higher and higher. She was sure her juices had soaked through her underwear, her skin burning with desire as Emily’s fingers curled once again and she let out a cry.

“Fuck!”

“That’s it baby.” Emily cooed, her hand picking up the pace, “I can feel you fluttering around me, let go….” her fingers flicked and curled with precision, “come for me… let the naughty bitch see how gorgeous you are when you come undone.”

Alex let out a series of whimpers and quiet swears, her pussy pulsing around Emily’s fingers, wetness coating them more with each thrust of her hand. She felt her entire body shake, tensing as she let out a cry and her orgasm washed over her, shaking lightly as Em’s hold on her tightened to make sure her legs didn’t give out.

The view of Alex coming could only have been better if she was fully naked, if you could see her juices smearing across her thighs, dripping down Emily’s hand, but it was still enough to have you whining quietly, your own cunt throbbing between your legs. You could feel your clit practically pulsing, already rubbing up against the vibe so neatly tucked into your panties and you were aching for it to be turned on. Alex’s eyes were shut, her chest heaving as she panted, Emily distracted as she gently fucked her through her orgasm and you couldn’t help yourself, your hands slowly beginning to wander, tracing patterns on your body, cupping your chest, pinching at your nipples. A hand found its way between your legs, pressing the toy harder against your clit and a moan escaped your lips, one loud enough to catch the attention of both the other woman.

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” Emily’s tone was harsh enough that your eyes shot open, your cheeks instantly heating in embarrassment of being caught, your hand stilling between your legs as Alex’s eyes slowly opened.

“Oh, sweet girl…” It wasn’t praise; the tone was sympathetic, apologetic even as she finally caught her breath, eyes boring into yours as you gazed up at two women, wishing you could lunge forward and tug Alex’s pants down, bury you face between her legs until she was moaning again.

“You little fucking whore.” Emily pulled her hand out of Alex’s pants, purposely sucking her slicked fingers into her mouth as you watched her clean the brunette’s juices from them, “such a fucking needy slut you can’t go a day without coming? Without touching yourself? Seeing this driving you too wild to actually behave? You should be reminded that good girls don’t fucking move until they’re told.” So distracted with berating you Emily didn’t notice the other woman moving through the room, “how are we supposed to make sure you behave tonight?”

“I think I have an idea.” Alex dangled a silk tie between her fingers, a sly grin on her lips as she approached you.

“And I am liking the way your brain works.” She smirked, nodding toward you before Alex walked around you.

“Hands behind your back pretty girl.” She instructed, free hand trailing across your shoulder, up your neck as she pushed your hair out of the way so she could lean down, nipping at your tender skin.

You followed her instructions, letting out a little whimper at the feeling of her hands on your body, knowing this was the only touching you were going to be receiving tonight. Alex intricately wound the fabric around you wrists, making sure it was secure but not too tight, waiting for you to give her a tiny nod before she stood up fully, looking back to Emily who had another instruction.

“Now… how about you get naked on the bed.” Em tossed the remote to the vibrator tucked in the front of your panties to her, “and had some fun with this.”

Alex slipped her fingers into the waistband of her pants and underwear, letting them fall to the floor before sitting on the edge of the bed, her hand scooping up the remote as Emily wandered through the room. She clicked it once, smirking at the way you gasped when it sprung to life, your hands already struggling against their bonds at your desire to touch yourself or either of the other women. The light buzzing echoed through the room, the toy on its lowest setting, just enough to rile you up but not enough to even come close to getting you off yet. You let out a little whimper, hips rocking upwards in search of more friction and Emily let out a dark laugh.

“God you’re pathetic.”

When you glanced up to her you realized she was tightening her strap around her waist, cock hanging heavy from it and your eyes widened, your pussy fluttering around nothing even though you knew there was no way in hell you were getting that tonight. A quiet yelp escaped your lips when Alex flicked the vibrator up a couple of notches and you trembled,

“Oh god…” You groaned, the pattern of the vibrations surging from one at a time, to two, then three, pausing for an undetermined time before restarting.

“Don’t worry…” It was Emily’s turn to pinch at your chin, jerking your head to look up at her, “this time you’re allowed to come.”

“Hmm?” You let out the curious hum, eyes wide as you stared up at her, trying to keep your focus as the toy continued to buzz against your clit.

“That’s what you wanted, wasn’t it? To get to come?” Her thumb trailed across your lower lip, guiding you to open your mouth and you did so, “well now you’re gonna to get to come as many times as we deem fit. You were a brat, so now you’re nothing but a toy to be used, understood?” You nodded the best you could without moving out of her grip and she smirked, “good. Now prove you’re going to behave.” She pulled your mouth open wider before spitting into it, letting go of your chin and you stayed exactly where you were, waiting with your tongue out. “That’s daddy’s good girl.” She purred, stroking at your cheek and tapping the bottom of your chin, “you may swallow.”

“So much prettier when you’re following the rules darling.”

“You know…” Emily chuckled, “now I’m remembering something that you are really good at, compliant or not…” Her hand wrapped around her cock, lazily pumping it a few times, “go on and get daddy’s cock nice and wet.”

Quickly sitting up on your knees you lurched forward, lips wrapping around the toy and Emily let out a satisfied hum, her hand tangling into your hair. At first she simply held onto you as you began to slowly bob up and down her shaft, tongue tracing patterns around her cock. You groaned when it hit the back of your throat, your nose brushing against her skin and her hand tightened in your hair, pushing you even further down right as Alex turned the vibrator up and you let out a muffled yelp.

“You really are desperate,” She chuckled from the bed, “aren’t you pet? Are you going to come while choking on daddy’s cock? Hmm?”

“Wouldn’t be the first time.” Emily jeered, breaking the eye contact with you to glance over to the bed, smirking when she caught the other woman lazily playing with herself while she watched. You moaned around the toy, your pussy fluttering around nothing as the vibe continued to press into your pulsing clit, when Emily noticed your eyes fluttering shut, your cheeks hollowing around her cock she yanked you off. “Look at that.”

She turned your head toward the bed, laughing at the way your mouth fell open at the sight of Alex touching herself. You felt the pleasure surge through you, your thighs squeezing together while your arms tightened in their bonds.

“Daddy…” You whined, attempting to look back up at Emily and she laughed again.

“You want to come; you better make sure my cock’s in that mouth of yours when you do.”

Immediately you wrapped your lips around the toy, quickly bobbing up and down it, moaning the best you could as your eyes scrunched shut. The speed of the vibrator picked up again and you whimpered around Emily, your body tensing and this time the hand tangled in your hair began to shove you down onto her cock, her hips thrusting forward as she began to fuck your throat. Drool was pooling in the corners of your mouth, a muffled cry attempting to escape as your first orgasm shot through you and you shivered, nearly letting Em’s cock drop from your mouth. She caught on before you could though, roughly shoving you all the way down, the tip of her cock buried deep into your throat and she let out a groan, watching the way your body shook again with a very quick second orgasm. Smirking, she finally yanked you off her and you let out a gasp, panting as you gazed up at her, saying a silent prayer as Alex turned down the vibe.

“Little whore.” She laughed, rocking you backwards by the hair before she finally dropped contact with you, “such a fucking mess already.”

She was right after all, your panties were completely ruined, juices leaking through the fabric, a smear of drool on the side of your mouth, your eyes watering enough to smudge your mascara and there was nothing you could do to fix any of it. Her hand cupped your face, thumb wiping away the drool from your chin with a wicked grin before she stepped toward the bed, lazily pumping her cock she raised a brow at Alex.

“Ready for me?”

“Like you wouldn’t believe.”

“Yeah?” Em’s finger curled under Alex’s chin, guiding her to stand so she could swap places with her, perching on the edge of the bed. Her hands glided up the brunette’s hips, gently wrapping around her waist, guiding her to turn around so she could face you while getting fucked from behind, before pulling her backwards, a hand softly running up her spine, “ready to come on my cock?”

Alex turned the vibe onto a different setting, pulling a gasp from you, your thighs tensing, “oh fuck!”

“Eyes open pretty girl.” She purred from the bed, bracing a hand on one of Emily’s thighs and you whined as you struggled to do what was asked. The pleasure had barely stopped burning under your skin from the first set of orgasms and you weren’t sure you were quite ready for another one yet.

One of Emily’s hands remained on Alex’s waist while the other one wrapped around her cock, sliding the tip through her folds before lining it up and watching as Alex sunk down onto it, letting out a low moan.

“God that feels good.”

“Yeah?” Emily grinned, kissing her shoulder before glancing over at you, “you like my cock stretching you out?”

“Mmmhmm.” Nodding, her eyes gently shut as she began to lazily ride Emily, the toy dragging through her fluttering pussy, squeezing down around it already. The vibe suddenly sprung to life again and you let out a cry, the tears springing back into your eyes as it buzzed directly on your throbbing clit, your cunt clenching down around nothing, aching to be filled.

“Daddy!”

“You’re wrong if you think I’m going to take pity on you.” Emily snapped back, squeezing softly at Alex’s waist, urging her to bounce faster in her lap, “right now is about you watching how pretty Alex looks taking my cock.”

You let out a pathetic whine in response, your thighs quaking, “oh god… fuck… fuck!” The pattern this time got more intense, running at the highest level until dropping down to nothing, then shooting right back up. It was only a matter of seconds until you were crying out, moaning loud as you rocked up high onto your knees, your body needing to move in some way that the other women would hopefully approve of. When you came this time, you felt yourself pulsing harder than before, squirting as you moaned, your panties caught what they could, droplets hitting the floor between your knees. You were barely recovering when you heard Emily laugh darkly,

“God,” she groaned, “such a fucking messy slut.”

“Oh but she does look so pretty when she’s crying.” Alex replied with a moan, Emily’s cock hitting a spot deep within her.

“Well…” she taunted, lips pressing into the side of her neck, “make her do it again then.” She nipped Alex’s earlobe, “really make her cry. Then I’ll make you come.”

Alex’s hand scrambled for the remote, shooting you an almost apologetic look as she flicked it back to the setting that had driven you incredibly wild. You let out a shaky cry as it began to buzz once more, your pussy pulsing around nothing,

“Daddy please!”

“Uh-uh princess.” She replied with a huff, “daddy’s a little busy.” Her hands began to wander Alex’s body, cupping at her chest, rolling her nipples between her fingers, pinching softly while her lips made home in the crook of her neck, her hips continuing to thrust up, driving deeper into Alex. “And I know you want my cock, want that naughty pussy filled.”

“Please!” You sobbed, your entire body shaking as you pulled against the scarf keeping your hands behind your back, “need more…”

“More?” Alex asked with a groan, her eyes cracking open with a sly grin on her lips. She knew the more she could give you right now certainly wasn’t actually the more that you wanted, but who was she to deny you? Her finger pressed a button on the remote and your entire body jolted forward. Pleasure mixed with pain burst through your body, your skin slick with sweat as you yelped, a tear streaking down your cheek. “Come for us,” she purred, “come again sweet girl.”

The toy jolted again and you burst, squirting harder this time, a small puddle forming on the floor by your aching knees. This time Alex kept the vibrations going at the same speed and you continued to cry out, your body shuddering, you were almost thinking about tapping out, looking up at the two women with a pout on your lips when she switched it back to a lower setting and you let out a sob of relief.

Emily chuckled, bracing her feet on the floor so she could drive up into Alex’s pussy harder, her hand drifting down from her chest to find her clit.

“You take me so well.” She murmured into her ear, “and I know you like it. I can hear how wet you are, feel you dripping onto my thighs.”

“M’close.”

“Open those eyes dirty girl.” She directed at you, “watch mommy come.”

You opened your eyes with a whimper, aftershocks still shooting through your body as you watched Emily’s fingers start to rub at Alex’s clit, pulling louder moans and swears from the other woman. The pace which she was bouncing in Emily’s lap began to stutter, her thighs starting to shake as pleasure surged through her body. She could feel herself clenching down around Emily’s cock, feel her juices coating it with each thrust of her hips. She let out a whine at the same moment you did, you’d shifted on your knees, the toy sliding in your panties just enough that it was hitting your swollen nub at a different angle, one that was about to push you over the edge yet again.

“Oh fuck Emily!” Alex moaned, her body shaking as her peak swam over her, Emily’s arm wound around her waist, holding her tight to her as she fucked her through her orgasm, gentle thrusts of her cock until Alex stilled in her lap, cock buried deep within her. She opened her eyes just in time to see your body convulsing as you let out a hoarse yelp, your body threatening to collapse forward onto the floor,

“Please!”

“Please what?” Emily taunted, “you want to come again?” She raised a brow but before you could even shake your head her hand reached out to the remote, flicking the vibe off and you let out a gasp of relief.

“Thank you.” You whimpered, tears rolling down your face, your body heaving as you finally let yourself start to relax, knowing you could come down from your high.

Alex rolled off Emily’s lap, letting herself collapse onto her stomach on the bed, Emily rubbed a hand across her back a few times to check in before she stood, crossing the room to you. Her fingers pinched at your chin again, tilting your head up to her, smirking at the state of you, utterly dishevelled, hair a mess, mascara running down your cheeks, smudged to high hell around your eyes, panties drenched, juices leaking down your thighs into the growing puddle on the floor.

“Learnt your lesson?” She asked and you nodded meekly.

“Yes daddy.” You murmured, pressing a kiss to the back of her hand when she shifted it up, “it won’t happen again. I’ll be good. Promise.”

“Good.” She swatted at your cheek, “now apologize to Alex.”

“M’sorry mommy.”

“Oh sweet girl…” She pushed herself up to sitting, crawling to the edge of the bed, “there’s no need to apologize to me. Besides,” she glanced to the other woman, “I think it’s rather safe to assume daddy enjoys punishing you.” She slipped from the bed, kneeling beside you as she undid the bind around your wrists, raising one arm and then the other to leave gentle kisses where the fabric had been digging into your skin. When she let them go you hunched forward, bracing your hands on the floor in front of you, letting out a few heavy breaths as the sensation began to come back into your arms. Emily’s hand cupped at your cheek again,

“Can you stand?” She asked, her voice much softer than it had been all night and you nodded after a moment, wincing as you started to get to your feet. You felt Alex’s hands on your hips, guiding you up before Emily’s arm wrapped around your waist, her lips brushing the side of your head, “you’re a mess princess….”

“You alright?” Alex asked, her hands cupping your cheeks, thumbs wiping away a few straggling tears, smudging the mascara off your skin and you gave her a tired nod.

“Mmhmm.”

“Good.” She pressed a tender kiss to your lips, “let Emily get you cleaned up, I’ll get the bed nice and ready for you.”

“How do you feel about a bath?” Emily asked softly, squeezing at your side as she guided you toward the bathroom.

“Sounds great.” You murmured, leaning into her embrace as she slowly lead you to the bathroom on shaky legs.

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