#alicia🌸 my love

[interwebois]

Started this Tumblr💖 7/6/2023

1/18/2024

Hello 👋 | We Love New Friends😊

Simply Plural is Ashla-Interweb-bois | Pexels has free to use photos. Some uses these 😊

We are a OSDD-1b now leaning towards more DID System because of discovery but still not sure🧡 Discovered on 11/29/2022

The Ashla System🧡 aka Interweb bois🌙 -🖤🌙

Not diagnosed Professionally📝

Majority of Us are Christians and God and Jesus Makes Us Happy☺️ and is 1 of Our Main Coping Mechanism other @mental-health-and-jesus ✝️ 1/17/2024

And a new blog @co-conscious-culture ⭐️3/14/2024

Hope You Have Fun wiTh Me @steven-granty-boi 💚01/19/2024 :)

Our Hyperfixations are :)

Star Wars💫 especially Rebels⚡️

Moon Knight🌙 of Course (How We Discovered Being Plural✨)

Ultimate Spider-Man🕷️ (2012-2016)

Sherlock Holmes 🔎🎻 (reading The Complete Sherlock Holmes)

Wonka 🍫 & the Soundtrack🎶

The Chosen✝️

Disney🏰 and Pixar🖼️ especially Monsters, INC. franchise🧢

Night at The Museum🌕

Brooklyn Nine-Nine🕵️

What We Love to Do🫶 Our Interest🎶

Playing the Guitar🎸 and Singing🎼

Everything about the Filming Process🎥 Voice Acting🎙️ Psychology🧠 Writing✍🏻

American Revolutionary Era🇺🇸

Bible Era

Egyptian Mythology

Songs🎧

Disney | Old Songs | Musiclas | Orchestra | Religious |

YouTubers❤️ We Watch

•McJuggerNuggets •stampylonghead •PopularMMOs •JStuStudios •Watcher •Taskmaster •Kendall Rae •BOZE vs. the WORLD •Patty Mayo •Matt Rose •Scott Cramer •Pente Patrol Star Wars •Dry Bar Comedy •The Chosen •Heart Dive with Kaneo Gibson •Saturday Night Live •Karen Puzzles •So Uncivilized •And DID/OSDD Content Creators🎥

System Members Who Are Comfortable Saying Who They Are✨

Our YouTube❤️ Channels🎬

Description Semi-Fictional Interject are Parts at the Beginning didn’t Identify with any look and or a Fragment that turned into an Alter by adopting a body :)

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Body’s Info

Age: 20 in 2023

Birthday: 11/22

Race: Half Japanese🇯🇵 & American🇺🇸

Language: English🇺🇸 & Japanese🇯🇵

Most of Us identify with being Japanese and American🇯🇵🇺🇸🇬🇧

Religion: Christianity

Gender: Non Binary Presenting

Pronouns: Mostly They because Co-Con a Lot

Sexuality: Gynesexual for Outside Folks

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Alice🩷 Identifying with Body

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Ashla🧡 Collective Name

Host/Adult

Doesn’t feel Emotionally Attached aka The Face

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Isaac🖤

Fictional Interject/Adult

Fictive: My Virtual Escape/ The Devil Inside S1

Age: 20 in 2023

Birthday 10/29

• Edgy Humor •Punk Rock •Kinda with Steven💚 & Llewyn🩵 & Levy🩶

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Steven💚

Co-Host/Subsystem/Semi-Fictional Interject/Adult

Fictive: Moon Knight

Age: Late 20s

Subsystem with Llewyn🩵 and Levy🩶 and Co-Host also with Levy🩶 •Watches over Marc 💙

•Makes Us Laugh •Old Cozy Songs •Kinda with Isaac🖤 (The Relationship in the Marvel TV Series Universe of Steven, Marc and Jake are really different in Our System💫 It’s more separate and it’s more after Season 1)

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Levy🩶

Co-Host/Subsystem/Semi-Fictional Interject/Adult

Fictive: Scenes from a Marriage (Haven’t actually watched all of it sooo)

Age: Late 30s

•Sophisticated •Taylor Swift •Has a Daughter in System •With Alicia🍯 taking care of Littles🌸 / Co-Parent

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Llewyn🩵

Subsystem/Fictional Interject/Adult

Fictive: Inside Llewyn Davis (Doesn’t identify with from his source but the covers the Littles love 🍊)

Age: 20s? 30s?

•Lyrical •Kinda with Isaac🖤

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Marc💙 (Woffie❄️ might have fused with Marc? Still figuring things out)

Semi-Fictional Interject/Adult

Fictive: Moon Knight

Age: Late 20s Early 30s

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Alice💖

Identifies with the Body but younger than the body.

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Woffie❄️ (might have fused with Marc? Still figuring things out)

Non-Human

Wolf

Age: Age Slider not sure exactly but it’s a pretty wide

• Loves Snow •Mountain’s with Snow (pretty much Snow haha)

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Lucy🌺

Age: 17

•Daughter of Levy🩶 •Can’t really interact with Levy🩶 •Book lover

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Jake💜

Semi-Fictional Interject/Non-Human/Adult

Fictive: Moon Knight

Age: Late 30s

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Alicia🍯

Age: 30s

•With Levy🩶 taking care of Littles🌸 / Co-Parent

"Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, for to this you were called as members of one body. And be thankful." COLOSSIANS 3:15✝️

“That there should be no schism in the body; by that the members should have the same care one for another. And whether one member suffer, all the members suffer with it; or one member be honored, all the members rejoice with it. Now ye are the body of Christ, and members in particular.” 1 Corinthians 12:25-27✝️

⬇️ It’s kinda weird that We created this Spotify Playlist before Knowing that We’re a System💫🌙 now of course adding way more to it

#osdd 1b #did #dissociative identity disorder #osdd #fictive #osdd system #otherwise specified dissociative disorder #did alter #did osdd #osddid #osdd alter #osdd 1 #system fictive #fictional introject #multiplicity #non human alter #simply plural #subsystem #Spotify #osdd community #did community #dissociation #dissociative system #autistic system #system #being a system is wild

[batpubby]

Music Favs!!

Tinie Time 🍼🍓

Banana Pancakes - Jack Johnson

Golden Hour - JVKE (specifically the 8D audio!!)

Sunflower (Spider-Man: Into The Spider-Verse) - Post Malone, Swae Lee

From Eden - Hozier

Shrike - Hozier

White Winter Hymnal - Fleet Foxes

Dandelions - Ruth B (8D Audio is good for this one too!!)

Quiet Sad Tinie Time 🎶🌸

River - Leon Bridges (slight Christian themes)

Freakin’ Out On The Interstate - Briston Maroney

Treehouse - Alex G

Bruno Is Orange - Hop Along, Queen Ansleis, Frances Quinlan

Marceline - WILLOW

Infinite Cloud (Interlude) - Cian Sheehan

Dancie Time!! 💫🎵

Messages From The Stars - The Rah Band

Movement - Hozier

Tek It - Cafuné

Almost (Sweet Music) - Hozier

Deceptacon - La Tigre

DARE - Gorillaz

Cure For Me - AURORA

Hey Lover - The Daughters Of Eve

Singing!!! 🍡🍄 (every song is singable!!)

Wait A Minute - WILLOW

Tek It - Cafuné *(again I knowwww hehe)

If I Ain't Got You - Alicia Keys

Love - Keyshia Cole

Jackie and Wilson - Hozier

Stolen Dance - Milky Chance

Rock Out!! 🤘🎶🎸 (jus songs w/ heavy guitar in them hehe)

No Plan - Hozier

Cold Cold Cold - Cage The Elephant

Ancient Names (Part 1) - Lord Huron *(this one has a kind of violent beat drop in the beginning so jus be careful kay?)

N for my petregressor friends - if you wanna feel like you’re in the woods!!

Longing & Loneliness <- das what its called

#i’ll add more later #sfw agere #sfw age regression #sfw blog #agere #agere sfw #bearbabbles #bearbarks #age regression #sfw regression #pupsongsuggestions #sfw petre #sfw pet regression #sfw pet regressor #bwah

[junkratsblackwifey]

(🌸🪸 Tྉhྉeྉ SྉiྉrྉeྉnྉPྉiྉrྉaྉtྉeྉsྉ🪸🎀)

MY OC ONE PIECE CREW!!

♡︎♡︎✰︎

-Chile. When I tell you these bitches can PARTY

- Every single woman on Tori’s ship lady dahlia is literally the definition of life of the party

-when the strawhats pulled up to a random island where they first met the girls that bitch was BOOMING. They know how to jam out

-ofc sanji was literally flying away with his blood everywhere

-luffy really didn’t wanna leave cause this crew right here is where the fun is at

- now since they all are supposed to have roles on the crew I’d say all of them know how to do every job but some take a role and some don’t. They don’t care about all that

- as an all girl pirate crew it Fr be wild asf during the day but they all really do always get along at the end of the day so arguments aren’t even too much to them

-NOW TO INTRODUCE THE BADDIES

- 📢 🎀ROLECALL🎀📢✨

- the twins Rochelle and Alicia. They the dynamic duo and really are the main ones who bully all men :,) (the way sanji gasped for air when they said he was a filthy rock beneath their feet :,c )

-Aikou! The sweetest thing in the world . Bakes all types of sweets and paints ! Loves a good topical drink 🍹

-BUNNIE 🐰 she is the most hyper of this group of women. Really is the gymnast of this little squad if you will other than the leading lady 🤭

-Nemphine 😍 they call her pheeb (ph as f yuh) for short ! She likes to navigate with Dee and loves tea (bars)

-DEE 😌 she’s the fun but surprisingly wise one ☝🏾 she is the captains right hand woman and loves picking fights with people from different crews (Fr would pull up on boa and would kidnap brulee at any given chance to pick fights with big moms children ) the troublemaker if you will. Her manicured hands are rated E for everyone

Kumi - very calm and collected but the crew let’s her party girl out! She’s like their personal seamstress and she loves to dance! She makes new outfits while laughing at conversations on the deck cause they like to huddle up and talk while sailing the dangerous seas :)

-Leica (like Alicia but just with no a) - she likes to be the shipwright of this squad. She Fr be pulling a pimp my ride on the ship and she’s hard working and fast! She also is the main one arguing with people when her food is missing and stuff

Junie 🥴✨- she’s the singer and the musician of this group and she’s also kinda like the second mother of the group. The first mom like person is kumi. They both instigate during the drama though lol

LAST BUT NOT LEAST. THE LEADING LADYYY .. TORI✨!! Tori is literally the most enthusiastic of the bunch. She love love LOVES having fun! She likes being a daredevil and gets along with luffy well cause of how she is :)

And this is my crew I created for one piece folks🤭

[maraudersbitchesassemble]

🎵🦋 and 🌸 for Remus Lupin

Helluuu

You are a really fun person and I wanna recreate the video for this song with you <3

Mukta Barve's character in Mumbai Pune Mumbai! (It's a marathi movie from 2010, it's on Prime with english subs if you want to watch. I recommend 10/10)

Headcanons for Remus Lupin if the Marauders were alive and Voldy moldy didn't exist-

- So now Jily is alive and Sirius hasn't been arrested and put into Azkaban.

- Remus proposes to Sirius and they get married. Both of them change their surnames to Lupin-Black. They buy the house beside Jily's.

- They adopt a child who is about 2 years older than Harry. They name her Alicia.

- Harry grows up with a big family, His parents, His godfather Sirius, His godmother Marlene, Uncle Remus, Aunty Dorcas, Alicia and Uncle Peter who visits them occasionally.

- Harry grows up feeling really loved and wanted. He gets his hands on the Marauders map at the age of 9, he found it in James cupboard (Read: Sirius gave it to him)

- Emily and Harry are the most badass prankster duo.

-Emily befriends the Weasley twins and so Harry is friends with Ron since 2 years before he starts Hogwarts.

- Ron and Harry meet Hermione on the train and instantly become friends.

Harry has a normal school year (as norma as it gets in the wizard school lmao)

- When Remus starts teaching at Hogwarts, Emily and Harry keep playing pranks on him (Remus let's them do it)

- The Weasley twins almost started worshipping Sirius, Remus and James when they got to know they were th OG pranksters.

(I switched names in between lmao. Alicia and Emily are the same person but my sleep deprived ass changed it in between)

[theludicwitch]

Hi! Will I ever confront my mom and talk properly and calm instead she hurt me and always claim this and that about she's right and complain this and that? :( Will I ever get an apology from her? or just she won't ever change and still do "people pleasing" and let people steal the money and doesn't even take care of herself?.... facepalm

Oh, sorry, I didn't know I've been writing a lot of questions... If you can only answer some of them then that's ok. I just feel anguished when she started complaining and arguing with me like a inmature kid.... thank you in advance :)

Alicia🌸♐

Hi hun, So this is a big one...

I don't see an apology from your mom anytime soon, this was something that was told to me before the reading and looking at the tarot cards there's more...you need to have more self-respect and self-confidence. This can be difficult if you live under her roof so do it in little spurts of make up or clothes or dancing in the mirror. Love your self and worry for yourself. Your community will come. If you don't live with her...move your furniture around. Make a party for yourself. Do it.

The way to ruin this found confidence is with negative thoughts...keep your mind as positive as possible. The day is bright, the animals are sweet, and the food tastes good. You are a beautiful soul with lots of love to give...share it ❤

Hope this helps dear 💞

#witchcraft #witch community #witchblr #witchcore #witch business #free tarot #free tarot reading #tarot reading #tarot cards #tarot

[softboiidiaz]

“You made these cupcakes for me?” + for buddie 💕

sunflower muffins

The annual bake sale at Christopher’s school was coming up soon and if Eddie had any ounce of pride, it would be because of his baking skills.

Yes, Eddie wasn’t the best cook out there, but he was a damn good baker and Buck was witness to that. Anytime Eddie had to bake anything, he made sure to bake a separate batch just for Buck because that man loved his baking—and his carbs.

So when Christopher came home and handed him a flyer for the bake sale, Eddie’s first instinct was to tell Buck.

They had a silent arrangement. No one brought it up, but they noticed. Anytime Eddie baked, Buck stayed over longer so he could ‘help’ Eddie—though eating half the batter wasn't really considered helping. Buck claimed he was making sure it wasn't ‘poisoned’ and well, Eddie didn’t mind. It was the reason why he would bake Buck his own batch of pastries and breads.

It always took Buck by surprise when he was sent home with a tupperware full of baked goods, always questioning Eddie if he was sure he wanted him to have all of them. It was almost as if he couldn’t quite wrap his head around the idea of someone taking care of him.

It’s silly, but it was a small act of kindness that Eddie didn’t mind showing. It was a way to show Buck he cared about him while he worked on building up the courage to tell him with actual words.

—

“Hey, are you making those chocolate chip cookies from last year?” Buck asked, sitting on the counter next to the bowl of batter Eddie was mixing.

Eddie glanced at him, a small smile playing on his lips. “I don’t think so, Chris’ teacher put me down for brownies, muffins, and I believe cake. But I think I can get away with making cupcakes.” he replied, swatting Buck’s hand away when he tried sticking his finger in the batter. “It has peanut butter, you’re allergic aren't you?” Eddie said, hiding certainty with a question.

“I- uh, yeah.” It took Buck by surprise. He had mentioned it a while ago, he didn’t think Eddie would remember. It took an Epi-Pen scare for Buck to remember his own allergy once. “You remembered.” Buck stated, looking down and swinging his feet.

“Yes, why wouldn’t I? It’s a severe allergy. I need to keep these things in mind, I don't want you to end up in the hospital—especially not because of me. Do you know what Maddie would do to me?” Eddie chuckled, setting the mixing spoon down and looking at him. “I’m making red velvet cupcakes later, you can have some of that batter.”

Buck smiled, looking at him, “Sure, I like the sound of that.”

And that was the end of that conversation. Eddie let Buck lick the red velvet batter spoon and neither one of them mentioned the peanut butter allergy after that, but Eddie didn’t forget. He blamed it on his dad brain, having to keep all of Chris’ allergies in mind when making or buying something for him. Which is why Eddie stayed up late that night researching sunflower seed butter recipes, wanting for Buck to be able to at least get an idea of what peanut butter tasted like—without ending up in the emergency room.

—

The last day of bake week was tomorrow and although Eddie enjoyed baking, he was exhausted. Him and Buck were moving around his kitchen, cleaning up the last of the baking supplies and storing the last of the baked goods into tupperware containers for tomorrow. It was quiet, the low shuffling of their feet being the only sound present.

“Do these go with this pile?” Buck questioned, breaking the silence.

Eddie looked up from wiping down the counters, inspecting the box and shaking his head. “No, those are yours. Specially made just for you, bud.” He smiled, focusing on cleaning the counters again.

“You made these cupcakes for me? Are you sure, you really didn’t have to.”

“Actually, they’re muffins but yes, I’m sure, Buck. I did not spend hours trying to get the recipe right for you not to eat them.” Eddie chuckled, tossing the disinfectant wipe in the bin. “Those are for you only, go ahead...try them.” Eddie insisted.

Buck gave him a questioning look, but gave in and took a muffin from the tupperware. He let out an involuntary moan, taking his time in savoring the pastry. “Those are really good, they’re really moist. What’s in them?” he questioned, taking another bite.

“What do you think?”

“Cinnamon, apple, and it almost tastes like...peanut butter. Do these have peanut butter!” He asked, looking at him with wide eyes, already reaching for his EpiPen. There was a quick flash of emotion in Buck’s eyes, one Eddie couldn’t quite figure out, but it was gone as quick as it came.

“I know about your allergy, Buck, I wouldn’t do that. It’s sunflower seed butter. You looked pretty bummed out when you couldn't try the peanut butter batter so I made you substitute muffins.” Eddie smiled, crossing his arms over his chest in a prideful manner. “Do you like them?”

Buck looked at him, smiling slightly, practically lunging forward and wrapping Eddie up in a hug. Eddie almost instinctively wrapped his arms around Buck too. “Thank you.” His voice was soft, breathy almost as he spoke. “Thank you for taking the time to do this for me, Eds. It means alot to me….really.”

“...Is that a yes?” Eddie asked slowly, pulling away and letting his hands linger on Buck’s waist. He didn’t want to ruin the moment between them but he knew that if he let it stay any longer, the next thing Buck would have down his throat would most likely be Eddie’s tongue.

“Yes, Eddie, these are freaking delicious.” Buck laughed. He pulled him in for another hug and took another bite from his muffin, the crumbs falling onto Eddie’s hair. “Oh, sorry.” He mumbled, brushing off the crumbs as he pulled away. “I hope you know, these will be expected every time you bake something.” Buck smirked, popping the last bit of the muffin into his mouth.

“If it isn’t the consequences of your own actions.” Eddie mumbled to himself, getting the dishwasher loaded and glancing over at Buck who was taking another muffin from the container.

He knew all too well that he would definitely be making the muffins for Buck anytime he asked him too, especially if he decided to use those puppy eyes.

He was in so deep.

#finally finished it after a year of procrastination 😌 #prompt fill #alicia🌸 my love #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie fic #911 fox #911fic #911 fics #sunny writes 🦋 #my writing:sunny

[jacks-obsessions]

Hellooooo! 🐢

Today I'm asking you about some Jojo (also Okuyasu, Anasui and Polnareff pwease 😰) headcanons about... A singer S/O! 😼✨ I've been thinking about it for a long time and would really LOVE to see these babys reacting to someone singing to them... I would like it to be a bit in my context, I sing a little R&B and this style, and I would like to see how they would react if I sing them a song like "Aint Got You by Alicia Keys" or "All the man that i need by Whitney Houston" something like that 🐈🌸 (Choose the one you want, Im sorry if Its too much but Im very excited)

Polnareff

This flirt will learn the songs too, so he can sing a duet

He will always ask you to sing for him

He might even suggest forming a band

Okuyasu

He absolutely adores your singing

Sing him to sleep, please

He tries to sing with you but he doesn't have the voice for it

Anasui

He lives for you so you can bet he's your number one fan

Man will make custom fan merch for you

He's a bit of a crazy fan

#polnareff x reader #okuyasu x reader #anasui x reader #jjba headcanons #jjba part 3 #jjba part 4 #jjba part 6

[jiwachi]

2, 3, 4, 6, for the aikatsu asks!! ♡(´▽｀)

hihi, thanks for asking!💖

2. Which brand would you use?

most likely angely sugar!💖🎀 my favorite brand and i have always wanted to try angelic pretty clothing irl💖☺️ though i would also want to try a few coords from fuwafuwa dream, my little heart, and pure palette and here and there!💕

3. Favourite idols (i was asked this same question in two separate asks so i’ll answer here first!)

i have a lot of faves, so i’ll list a few from each series!💗 from the original aikatsu! series (ichigo ans akari eras), i really love ichigo, mizuki, mikuru, madoka, and rin💕 from aikatsu stars!! i really love kirara, aria, rola, yume, yuzu and hime!🤍 from aikatsu friends! plus aikatsu on parade!, i really love raki, mio, aine, mirai, maika, and alicia!🌸 from aikatsu planet!, i really love hana, ann, q pit, and ruli!💖 if i had to chose just a few, would probably be madoka, kirara, and raki!💖

4. How many songs do you know (memorized)?

i have a few i know by heart! “please, mary” (i love this song for how relaxing it sounds ;w;), “growing for a dream”, “message of rainbow”, “miracle force magic”, “hello new world”, “august marina”, “your entrance” (huge personal fav for its meaning💖), “aikatsu friends!”, and “everyone, everyone”! (i may have forgotten some ;w;) atm i’m trying to learn some others including “happy punch (so fun to sing!💕)”, fantastic imagination”, and “stardom”.💖 i’ve listened to every song from stars and most of the original series atleast a few times.💕☺️

6. Top 5 coords (i was asked this same question too in two separate asks so i’ll answer here first!)

it has been hard to choose only 5, though for the sake of not making this post too long i will stay with 5💖 (i know if you were to ask this to ava tho she would run wild and list 100! be warned! ;w;)

thanks to @avatheaspiringidol for helping me remember the names💗

mermaid pisces coord (angely sugar)

dreaming princess coord (my little heart)

rainbow étoile coord (rainbow berry parfait)

melty whip coord (my little heart)

sweet dreams coord (fuwafuwa dream) i think this one was in your top 5 too!💗

i’m partial to cute coords/brands hehe ;w; apologies for all pink!!! ;w;

this is was fun! feel free to ask more if you want💕 now i’ll be queueing this as a timed post as to not get drowned out by tons of other reblogs!

#ask #milan talks #aikatsu #kiramaipink #asks

[spideysmjs]

4, 6, 38! 🌸

4. Your go-to bar order, if you drink?

Wow, I miss going out to bars!!! I love a good Long Island Iced Tea, followed by a beer. It’ll keep me buzzing the whole night.

6. Top three cuisines?

Japanese food - I love ramen and any kind of sushi, but more specifically salmon sashimi with a little bit of ginger and a lot of wasabi. I also love Vietnamese cuisine, I love pho and bún bò hue. And finally, of course, Filipino food because there’s nothing more heartwarming than cooking sinigang with my mama on a Sunday night.

38. Favorite mid-2000s song

I love My Boo by Usher and Alicia Keys and I love Mr. Bright Side by the Killers.

Thank you Machi! :) 

Ask me some quarantine questions.

[softboiidiaz]

ooh can i get a snippet of sweet november?

anything for you my love 💛

They didn’t understand him the way Maddie did because even then she still looked at him like he was worth looking at, unlike his parents. The only way they’d look at Buck was when they were yelling at him for something he did wrong, never bothering to dig deep into why he was always getting himself into trouble.

The answer was right in front of them…

reference

#alicia🌸 my love #sunny answers 🌸

[softboiidiaz]

AHHHH HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUNNY 🌻🌻🌻 I LOVE YOU AND HOPE YOU HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY 💗💗💗

Thank you so much 💛

#alicia🌸 my love #sunny answers: bday edition 🥳

[softboiidiaz]

last seven lines

tagged my my beautiful love, @buttercupbuck ty alicia💜

from my art museum au:

Buck was one of the few students that were actually interested in the paintings adorning the large, white walls of the place. He was so mesmerized by the sculptures sitting in the middle of the rooms. Buck didn’t know the name of it then, but he had since come to know the sculpture as The Abduction of Proserpina. The details on it seemed so soft and fragile and delicate, as though they were made out of skin and not stone. The time it must have taken to make the details look so realistic, to make the indents from where the fingers gripped her skin look so much like actual skin and bones.

Buck was in awe.

He remembers coming home that day and being excited to tell his parents about it, only for it to fall upon their deaf ears.

tagging @madamewriterofwrongs @paranoidbean @carlosreyess

#art museum au #alicia🌸 my love #sunny answers 🌸 #tag games

[softboiidiaz]

25 for the kisses writing prompts!

25. Wet kisses after finding refuge from the rain.

A/N: After months of rewriting and figuring how I wanted to end this, I finally did it! 1.4K words of angst + comfort. I hope you like it, my love 🌸

Sheltered Sunlight {ao3 link}

Eddie’s staring at the window, the heavy rain pounding on the roof of his truck. It’s cold, he feels the goosebumps rising as the cool air touches the exposed skin, but he doesn’t mind. It reminds him that he’s alive and he’s still breathing. 

That he’s okay. 

He made it out of that hole in one piece—at least physically. Mentally, some days he felt like he was still buried fifty feet underground fighting to get out—much like today. 

It had been a few months since the accident—months full of nightmares and restless sleep, of waking up in cold sweat and pinching himself just to make sure that he was actually in his bed and not drowning. 

Eddie was alone, Christopher had gone with Abuela for the day and Buck still had a few hours in his shift, so there was no one to distract his thoughts. He needed to clear his head so he got into his truck with no real sense of direction and he found himself at the quarry. 

The land looked abandoned, the grass around the house was overgrown and as he walked past the garden, he noticed that it hadn’t been fixed. The ground was still a mess from having been pulled up and the fence was broken, parts of it littered across the ground.

Eddie couldn’t help but wonder if the woman had moved, figured she couldn’t tolerate staying in a place where her son almost died. He wouldn’t have been able to stay either or even come near it, yet he found himself standing at the edge of the quarry. 

He stared out at the water, watching the droplets of the rain bounce into it. He feels the warmth being sucked from him, the rain soaking every part of him as images of that night replayed in his mind—but he doesn’t budge. 

Eddie knows he should get back in his truck and go home. He knows he should get out of the rain and those wet clothes, find refuge under the covers of his bed and surround himself in the warmth, but his feet won’t move. He feels stuck.

Just as stuck as he felt that night when the earth above him decided to cave in on him.

He’s freezing now, the buzzing of his phone in his pocket becoming persistent by the second and Eddie knows he should answer it. He knows it’s Buck, probably wondering where he is, but it’s still not enough for Eddie to pick up the phone. He allows it to keep buzzing because frankly, it sounds better than the image playing in his head where he hears himself stumble over his words as he tries to explain why he’s standing in the rain in a place where he almost died. 

Eddie doesn’t know how long he’s been standing in the rain anymore. He can’t feel his face and his teeth are chattering by the time he’s being pulled from his thoughts, the warmth of someone’s hands cradling his face and it makes Eddie shut his eyes as he wallows in it. It was Buck, the smell of cologne and the calluses on his fingers giving him away. 

“You never picked up the phone and when I got home, you weren’t there so I panicked a little..” Buck murmured, caressing his cheek gently. “I checked your location and I knew something was wrong when I saw you were here.” 

“I just needed to get some air and somehow, I ended up here. I don’t know how long it’s been.” he whispered, opening his eyes to look at Buck's blue ones. “...I’m really cold, Buck…” 

“I know.” Buck murmured, pressing a kiss to his forehead. “Let’s go home.” he whispered, guiding him towards the truck. He helped Eddie get in, fastening his seatbelt before grabbing the keys from Eddie’s pocket and climbing into the driver’s seat. The ride back home was quiet, nothing but the sound of the heater on high and the rain hitting the windshield could be heard. It wasn’t until Eddie realized he was home that he spoke up again, “Is Christopher still with Abuela?” 

“Yes, I called her on my way to you, asked her if she could keep Christopher for the night and she agreed.” Buck spoke softly, helping him out of the truck and up the steps. “We can call him before bed time, see how he’s doing. Yeah?” he continued, opening the door and guiding him all the way to the bathroom and turning on a warm shower. Slowly, he helped Eddie out of the wet clothes, tossing them into the washer as he went. “Do you need my help showering or can you do it on your own?” 

It was so much like Buck to always be one step ahead of everything, always so quick to adapt for when Eddie’s bad days showed up. He was so willing to help him with everything and so patient with Eddie, it never slipped past him. Eddie appreciated him for that and for so much more. 

Eddie shook his head, already feeling like a burden for even making Buck go looking for him, “No, I can manage on my own.” he murmured, offering him a small smile. Despite knowing that he needed help, he refused to make Buck work more than he should. But Buck saw right through his act and proceeded to rid himself of his clothing, everything but his boxer briefs.

Buck took his time with Eddie. He was gentle with him, washing his body from head to toe thoroughly, occasionally pressing reassuring kisses to his skin as he went when he noticed Eddie start to get lost in his head again. When he finally started washing his hair, the soft massaging of Buck’s fingers almost put him to sleep. He let himself linger in the softness of his touch, only opening his eyes when he felt the water hit the back of his head. Buck was smiling softly, looking at him as he rinsed the shampoo from his hair. 

He shut the water off a few moments later, which confused Eddie since he hadn’t washed himself yet. “What about you?” he asked. Buck only smiled, shaking his head and smoothing out Eddie’s hair to get rid of the excess water. He let his hands rest at the back of his head, pressing a tender kiss to Eddie’s lips. 

“I’ll shower when you go to sleep, Eds. Don’t worry about me.” he murmured, looking down at him. “Let me worry about you, yeah. Let me do this for you.” pressing a chaste kiss to his forehead before stepping out of the shower and wrapping a towel around Eddie. It was as if Buck sensed Eddie’s protest because he looked up from wrapping a towel around himself and gave him a pointed look. “Let me take care of you for once, Eddie.” and Eddie only nodded.

A few reassuring kisses and words later, they were both dressed and curled up on the couch. It was quiet, the soft sound of rain hitting the concrete outside could be heard. The smell of spices from the soup Buck left cooking on the stove filled the air, mixing with the smell of wet earth seeping in from outside. Eddie was lying in Buck's arms, head resting on his shoulder as he fiddled with the hem of his shirt, Buck’s head resting on his own. He felt a sense of peace. 

Buck was Eddie’s personal sunlight, sheltered away in the comfort of his home. Blinding light that only seemed to wrap up Eddie tighter on his worst days, warming him up in a comforting way—and Buck somehow knew that. 

Just like he knew that Eddie had walls up, walls he was working on taking down and Buck knew not to push him if he wasn’t ready to talk. He also knew that if he didn’t initiate that conversation, open up the door and let Eddie know that he was willing to listen, then Eddie wouldn’t bring it up. 

“Do you want to talk about it?” Buck murmured, breaking the comfortable silence that had fallen between them. 

“Not yet, B..” Eddie whispered, “..But I will.” 

It didn’t always get him to talk right away, but Buck knew that as long as Eddie knew that he was there for him and willing to listen, Eddie would work his way up to feel comfortable enough to talk. Most times, before the sun rose the next day. 

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tell me an unpopular opinion!

unpopular opinion: I don’t get why everyone hate on tuck, I think they would be cute together 🤭 but should definitely move to Texas 😌

sleep over saturday

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do you like living in LA?

Okay, so here’s the thing. Some days I wanna pack up and catch a flight to go to like Europe and live on a farm, but other days when I drive around LA, especially at night. I think it’s the best place in the world and I could never picture myself staying away for to long. It just feels like home, and if you’ve ever driven down the 105 towards DTLA at night, you might know that feeling.

So I guess a solid answer would be yes, but I wouldn’t mind leaving.

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21, 26, and 46!

21. What are you bad habits?

Nail biting !!! It’s not as bad as it used to but every now and then, I find myself biting them 💀

26. What do you do when you wake up?

I check the time and reply to the good morning txt from my friend 💜and then I get up to do whatever I have to lol

46. What are you paranoid about?

People thinking I’m annoying 💀 I blame that on my anxiety though so love that for me lmao 😜

honesty hour: send a number

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