#also by romantic i dont mean that in like a love way

[oliver1irl]

WELCOME BACK ‼️‼️ How was your break ⁉️ hope it went well :] (/gen!!)

Can I request an Edward with a Hopeless Romantic reader?

🍰🍓🎸Edward (FPE) x Hopeless-Romantic!Reader🍰🍓🎸

(Warnings: Fluff, a small amount of Swearing, also (my hc!) German!Zip being drunk off her ass)

(ROMANTIC. . .Duh)

DAILOG DETAILS:

Zip: Pink

Oliver: Red

Edward: Blue

You: Purple

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-The Blonde by Tv Girl-

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✦You were in music class, Mister Demi was trying to get Zip to hand the beer over and go sit down…Zip was stubborn and not listening…Then suddenly all hell broke loose, some kids were fighting, others were playing swords with the violin (Omori reference) bows…Oliver was pushing and taunting Abbie..The poor boy was crying, but then again he always cries…Edward was throwing and making paper planes. One of the planes landed on the case of your instrument. No matter what this boy did you still loved him.

Even though everything he did show he didn't love you (denial is a river in Egypt) , you never gave up on trying to earn his love. You won every championship to impress him, you tried your hardest to give him gifts that you knew he would like, you tried everything…You still weren't ready to give up on earning his love, you knew that it would take awhile but you would wait as many years and months to feel his warm embrace…As long as there's still life in you, you will try to impress him into loving you.

After a while the chaos stopped, Mister Demi had a panic attack and went home early…You were eating lunch when a paper plane hit your head and on it, it said “OPEN ME” in blue marker it came from Edward…When you open it, the message says “MEET ME AT THE ABANDONED CLASSROOM, B7”...Anyone else would have seen this as a red flag but you didn't…

You just thought it was another chance to make Edward like you more. You could hear Edward, Zip, and Oliver talking

“Zip, give the fucking beer! You way too drunk!” “Nuh-’hic uh, I am n-not-‘hic’ d-drunk” “Ugh, I told you not to! You dumbass” “I- ‘hic’ dont give a-‘hic’ damn”....

Zip was drunk off her ass and it's hilarious but Zip couldn't keep quiet so she got sent to the principal's office and got sent home.

🍰🍓🎸[TIMESKIP]🍰🍓🎸

It was after school and you were making your way through the halls and into B7…..There Edward was leaning on the wall with his arms crossed…He had a grin, that very same grin you fell in love with. In his hands was a bouquet of 1Heliotropes and an origami swan…

Edward was staring at you with a 2enamored look. You finally found the courage to speak up. “Uhm, so Edward why’d you want to meet me here?” You were avoiding eye contact

“I just wanted to tell you something”

he stopped leaning at walked closer to you…He handed you the bouquet and the origami swan, and you were dumbfounded…you never would have thought that Edward would gift you something or even look your way other than to tease you…

“I just wanted to say, I love you [Name]”

(I like this a bunch)

1: Heliotropes are a sign of eternal love

2: Enamored means feeling filled with love

#fundamental paper education #Edward fpe #fpe x reader #Fanfic #i love this #HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT!!

[crimeronan]

STRONGLY considering injecting amity into the princess luz AU bc i know Exactly where she'd fit but the problem is that if i do that then i KNOW i'll fall down a fucked-up hyperfixation rabbit hole that only interests like six people at best. bc the amity-luz-hunter dynamic remains my kryptonite. i'm diseased about it. oooooh god oooh my god. oh my god. i have. Thoughts.

#lumiter is kryptonite the same way rodamnessy is. triad of genderweird fucked up gay people being every flavor of platonic romantic and #secret third thing. dynamics that GET ME. #may elaborate on thoughts in a little while but i need to clean now. #'gay people' meaning 'two genderweird bisexuals on opposing gender spectrum sides who love an abrasive gay asshole with a heart of gold #despite all the problems the three of them constantly cause each other'. two nickels. etc #toh #horrible mindscape trauma pals #and who is that other witch #lumity #i still need a lumiter specific tag. bc i dont wanna clutter the tag with non-romo shipping but it's also like. #not just a best buddies group 2 me either. #hmm you know what. if my luz hunter tag is themed after ronanessy... and lumiter are rodamnessy... #shitty idiot repression gang #YEAH GOAL THERE WE GO #(my rodamnessy tag is 'shitty idiot deflection gang.')

[aroanthy]

hi!! i know u talk a lot about aromanticism a lot on here, but i don’t think i’ve ever seen u talk about aromantic anthy. would u mind discussing/elaborating on it or linking to a post where u do because i’m very curious!!

i got a similar ask half a year ago or something ridiculous like that on my main blog, but i’d like to really do justice to my url right now and explain it in more concrete terms.

i will say, it’s important to bear in mind that this reading of anthy’s character is very much informed by my own experiences, and a lot of those experiences are ones im not keen to talk in depth about. but you know. let’s make some nebulous gestures towards ideas of being traumatised, being autistic, struggling to meaningfully connect with others and honestly not really wanting to do such because of how they treat you.

like ive previously said, an aromantic perspective on the world would, i think, really benefit anthy. when youve lived your whole life experiencing violence at the hands of these patriarchal structures, of which romance is absolutely one, it’s kinda like. damn. im uncomfortable buying into those ideas.

anthy also has this lovely line in ep 19 where she says to utena ‘romance either happens or it doesn’t’ and it’s just sooooooo. so very interesting to me, actually, that anthy would say something so black and white about ‘romance’, a topic that anthy knows better than a lot of rgu characters is hopelessly confused and arbitrary and often enabling violence. and utena (fellow aromantic gaybo) says 'yeah, i know, but...'. these simplifications, these elisions. what is and isn't articulated. but what? maybe things are much more complicated than we'd like to think.

anyway enough of that tangent. one thing i as a trans and aromantic person always return to when discussing trans and aromantic readings of characters/texts more broadly is that there's no singular piece of evidence that can really cement these readings as Undeniable. it's like. okay. there's a critique of romance as a patriarchal structure in revolutionary girl utena. there's an ambiguity about anthy's feelings towards characters like utena, where there is clearly a queer connection but it takes shape in unconventional and complex ways. me, i'm aromantic, i see all of these pieces and i go oh well that's because she's an aromantic lesbian. you know, there's plenty of little moments i can evidence but those moments can be used to argue for an alloromantic lesbian anthy too. romance is a very arbitrary thing and i think everyone should take their own approach to it unapologetically. of course, mine is that it's hellish and i want nothing to do with it, but im just one guy. and im okay with that. i feel strongly about this reading and it is personal, and id be dishonest to say otherwise, but i do also find that it's well-evidenced in the text. as one of my lecturers once said, don't worry about authorial intent, it isn't real <3

#and authorial intent is NOT real i really cant emphasise that one enough #like it's fun to engage with the stuff a writer/director/whoever thinks about their art #and it can be very useful #but it's not definitive. that's not the last word on the topic #like did be papas consciously write any rgu character as aromantic? idk probably not #but i find such powerful aromantic narratives and themes coming through in this show #in how it chooses to examine relationships and power dynamics and the pervasive nature of romance as a concept #how it is so easily unequal how it is DESIGNED to be unequal how it offers chivalry and safety to mitigate harm #which it directly enables. makes easier #and that doesnt mean that aromanticism is the only solution bc you know. some ppl do feel romantic attraction #but it's like ok let's rethink 'romance'. let's combat amatonormativity let's challenge the relationship hierarchy that privileges #families and romantic partners in such a dangerous dangerous way #and i see all of that in this show and it resonates so deeply with my experiences many of which pertain to aromanticism #and you know. this show made me accept that im aromantic. so i think that speaks to how strongly these themes come through #but i digress. i find it hard to talk about this stuff bc its deeply personal and quite arbitrary #and also every time i do someone sends me anon hate about how i hate gay people. which is so cool btw please keep doing that #i didnt realise that loving being gay and loving gay people and loving when gay people love each other made me homophobic /s #just to clarify for the second time that is all sarcasm im gay and aromantic and i dont have time for arophobia here #anywayyyyy #im aware of all the asks ppl have sent me. im working on it i prommy <3 #dais.txt #dais talks aspec

[givehimthemedicine]

I think narratively El has to say I love you to Max. she's been hanging everything on hearing those words and I think she has to realize saying it is important too, that she's not the only one who needs to hear it.

there's been so much in 4 (actually kinda in 3 too) about El finding the importance of other kinds of love than romantic, and we didn't spend as much time processing this part, but the end of 4 also gave us a lot to chew on about the importance of giving her own love, and not just waiting around hoping to receive it. she spent all this time waiting to find power in love from Mike but actually found it in her own love for Max. maybe the "I love you" she's waiting to hear is in her own voice.

#i dont mean this in a romantic way but #elmax #it would be meaningful for el to tell literally every one of her friends that she loves them #and hopper and joyce #but I say max specifically because of the huge focus in s4 #I also need max to know that her friends love her #actually i really need to see someone tell max to her face that they love her just to see how weird she would be about it #she'd panic and throw a smoke bomb and disappear like a magician but then think about it like 🥺 for literally the rest of her life #mine #character analysis

[eldragon-x]

Maybe I should actually read that specific part of the g5 comics before I make judgements but knowing that Discords is sad and depressed long after Fluttershy dies grates me sooo much. Girl let him be friends with Twilight.

#sorry I just dont like ''the immortal characters have to watch all their loved ones die'' angst for mlp specifically #and also the idea that discord ties himself so much to fluttershy alone #especially with them having romantic implications in canon really rubs me the wrong way #I mean to an extend it makes sense bc she was his first friend but the s4 finale set him up to be friends with twilight too #+ you need to understand I'm aromantic and haaate romance being put on a pedestal okay sorry #mlp #fluttershy tag #discord tag

[philyaoi]

ok listen im rereading all my fics (theyre very short quick reads) and. all of them are quite platonic???? the girl in prague one i guess ends with an implication of romance, and phil tries to give dan a bj in the poppers one but it doesnt happen and even then blowies isnt romantic? dude im so aro by accident dhjdhjsh

#i dont rlly call myself aro but like. oops! #i guess i love. sentimentality and close bonds and connecting but i dont necessarily see all of that as. inherently romantic #i dont think dnp are necessarily aro but i keep accidentally writing them thru this like. extremely close queer friendship way? #which also describes dnp. extremely close queer friendship. #and like what does romance even mean and something something labels are too specific im dan howell but im not joking #ANYWAY.

[fruit-kick]

in love with how vermillion is used for Yuka's design and how it symbolizes them as a character, their love both protects and hurts them the same way vermillion is beautiful and poisonous. i'm not sure what the significance is for their scarf and jacket, but in the scene where Yatora calls them they wear all red on their dress, nails, and lipstick, there's also black lacing on the dress which is also one of their emblems (i.e being used to represent their love when they talk to yatora about their break up) idk i just think it's super neat

#🍊​fruit.posts🏀 #blue period #ryuji ayukawa #also i use the word 'love' in a non-romantic context in case that needs to be known #i just couldn't find a better word because yuka's conflict extends from 'desire/like/interest/passion' #because all of those implies something theyre doing or want to do #when it's more of an aspect of who they are as a person #anyways i wonder if this parallels with the 'blue' theme for yatora? i only watched the anime and im making my way to the manga #(its also art guide to me) and there are a LOT of details left out from the anime- plus i dont really know what blue means for yatora yet #so i'll just take my time to figure the characters out from the manga #!!! edited this post to replace ryuji with yuka because i didn't realize the significance of their name until i reread the manga

[toastsnaffler]

everyone say thank u to my roommate for going to visit her parents this weekend so I can jack it loud and nasty 🙏

#i love her but there are some benefits to having the flat to myself.... love getting to wander around in just my boxers + a tshirt too #things i could do while she was still here if i wasnt a pussy 🙄 #jk itd just make her uncomfortable and im too respectful for that #having a lowkey crush on her is an endless comedy to me bc we would be so woefully incompatible romantically #and also sexually.. historically ive only ever stone topped bc ive never been comfortable enough w anyone to let them fuck me #despite very much Not being stone or exclusively a top. and i think shes some form of sex repulsed anyway so like. sits there dead silence #and also shes so in love with her other friends and i showed up late to that party.... ive been feeling kinda guilty lately bc ik- #she misses them a lot and wishes we'd be able to stay roommates w them too. and im a pretty poor replacement for them tbh #and i love spending time with her but whenever i do i feel kinda painfully aware im not them like i could never fill that space #and asking to hang out more with her always feels like im taking away from time she could be talking to them. or even being alone ik she- #likes her own company and i get that a lot too so its chill but ahh.. man #i dont mean this in a bitter or jealous way at all like theyre all such sweet ppl i couldnt ever hold it against them #theyre kind of a 3 headed cerberus type situation and im like. the stray puppy they found on the side of the road #theres nothing they can do differently i was just born to be alienated from other ppl forever until i die. and someday i hope ill- #finally get used to it and accept i wont ever feel like im enough for anyone else or feel like anything else is enough for me #old wounds healed over 5082 times that still hurt to touch but i cant help pressing my fingers into them anyway bc its a familiar pain etc #anyway lost where i was going with this its just been on my mind again recently. i hate to be pitied i hate to feel like im only included- #bc they didnt want me to feel left out i hate feeling like a shoddy secondhand stand-in and its been a lot of that lately #also been a little annoyed bc sometimes it feels like shes trying to micromanage my social life and girl. we're not close enough for that #im sure its well intentioned but im not part of what they have going on i cant compete in that ring so dont try to push me into it.. #ahhh. its all ok tho one of the guys is coming to visit next month which will be rly fun but ill try to give them some space too #its good at least im doing this processing now bc group situations can be spike traps of triggers for me sometimes #regardless of how good friends i am w ppl and ive already had a wobble a few weeks ago w how i cope and i dont want it to become a #fully fledged regular issue again bc its so hard to crawl back out of that pit. anyway losing coherence here im gonna stop rambling #and go make myself an early dinner and then back to drawing........ #sorry for long tags if ur reading this blows u a kiss but go find a better use of ur time girl!! #.diaries

[berrymeter]

. i completely forgot the popular enstars ships. mutuals is it ok if i come out as a disliker of kanata/chiaki

#perth.txt #i think it's in good part bc happyele write their dynamic really weird & uncomfortable but yeah i don't like it. #i love both of them individually so much & theyre definitely very close but i think their yaoi would be deeply toxic & not in a fun way #ive kinda had enough of everyone being mean to chiaki my guy's really just trying his best over here idk... #on that note i also dont like ku/ro & kei/to nor do i like hiy/ori & ju/n & they're not the only ones ... i'm sorry i'm the disliker... #WAIT I COMPLETELY FUCKING FORGOT I HATE SH/UMIKA W A PASSION HAHAHAHAHAHA #to me sh/umika is SO uncomfortable like. sh/u treats mi/ka like a younger sibling or like he's his guardian 💀 deeply not romantic. #imagine how i feel reading any song comment sections. and i am so brave about it too.

[sleepymrshmllow]

idk why we can't just accept that people will interpret media/characters differently and that it isn't inherently an attack on you personally (obviously if people are directly fighting you/harassing you/trying to invalidate you or are generally being bigoted that is different and you should be able to defend your thoughts/block people!)

#in terms of theories and headcanons and such #tp #saying it again for the millionth time: if you see mike as gay or bi that's completely valid #i dont think seeing him one way or the other invalidates his journey or story.. bc mike being bi would still entail being attracted to boys. #being bi isnt Queer Lite #that being said if people see mike as gay and don't believe the feelings he has/had for el were romantic that is also okay and their... #personal interpretation. either way we should stop acting like our own interpretations are the ONLY ways ppl are allowed to think #also just simply disagreeing one way or another isnt biphobic or queerphobic BUT some people definitely come off as such intentional or not #bc i always worry i come off more aggressive than i mean to: i respect both interpretations of mike's identity! and i love seeing #arguments for both and how ppl interpret scenes and actions differently i think that's really cool and interesting! #also this isnt directed at any one person I've just been seeing this come back up again

[ibrithir-was-here]

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#i know part the reason im feeling unmoored is that my ADHD brain hates having to deal with my crummy management painting the apartment #and not responding to texts about how mu h longer it will take #and my room and schedules are all askew because of it #and also im on my period #but man i just feel really unsettled latley #like not spooked unsettled but like...unmoored yeah #im 30 and i really dont know what to do with my life #and its harder now to have hope for the future #im not despondent just...empty feeling #my religion i loved so much turned out to be untrue #the person i loved so much turned out to not care about me #as a romantic interest or even a friend #and both have really made me feel like i just cant trust anything or anybody in any real way #like in a deep You Are My Safe Place kind of way #im rambling sorry #will probably delete later #it really is probably just my period and my apartment being a mess thats screwing with me #and i really just want a real hug #and i dont have anyone nearby i can get one from and have it mean something #so im rambling at tumblr to make myself feel better

[p1nkp0nkk]

i wish wublins had costumes. i wanna see my little man zynth in stoowarbs suit. or if they had likes...i want to imagine pixolotl jumping around near a Gargle-Oyle...i want brump and zynth to be eachothers likes so badf

#these are actually my personal headcannons btw #i imagine them all as related so please don't. take this in a romantic way it'd make me feel weird💀 #i wanted to mention more wublins instead of mentioning zynth twice but. yeah. it just worked out that way. i was also gonna- #-mention pixolotl twice with fleechwurm #i think. scargo would like pummel. like outside of the wublins scargo would be besbt friends with pummel #my singing monsters #msm #wublins #wublins msm #zynth msm #pixolotl #pixolotl msm #brump msm #me talking #I LOVE MY SINGING MONSTERS¡!!!!!! #just because they're like 20 thousand billion years old doesn't mean they can't wear little costumes and like things :[ #THIS GOES FOR CELESTIALS TOO BTW!!!!! i just dont have any (awoken) celestials but i assume they're basically the same as wublins #editing this like 20 minutes later i think scargo and clamble would be friends

[sick-as-a-dog]

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#just the thought of him not loving me the same way and amount i love him makes me want to slice myself up #ill only stop cutting when i cant feel anything anymore not pain not love just emptiness #just want to be with master but dont want to make him stressed out because im too dependent and reliant on him #why cant i just feel my emotions the right way or a normal amount or at least less strong? why am i like this? #why cant i love like a human and why must that shit be so complicated? why am i so feralminded? #and why cant i feel my loves separately? should i even? or am i not understanding it right? why do i feel everything wrong? #why must i love him like a wild animal loves its lifelong mate? but also like how that animal loves the taste of prey and hungers for it? #like a dog loves its master and feels the unending loyalty and unconditional love overtake remaining wolflike instinct #like a best friend i also wish to do stereotypical romantic and domestic things with and so much more #i want to be bound to him in any way possible marriage and collars and microchips and blood pacts and marking and such #but im so scared he wont want that anymore i want to stop feeling i need to completely stop feeling and worrying but i cant #even when im emotionally numb i still feel that canine love for him even if just a glimmer #i wish i knew what he thinks love is and what hes comfortable with and how he felt and experienced love and if he still loves me like #he did before he came out as aro....im scared to bring up how calling himself aro and me his exception actually hurts and idk if i should #tbh him saying hes aro yet says he loves me feels like when a close friend keeps saying they dont have any friends while youre right there #like my existence makes his identity a lie or a betrayal to him i cant shake the gross feeling that hes forcing himself to stay for my sake #....hell am i even his exception anymore? what did he mean by same amount but not the same? what changed? did anything actually change? #wish i could figure out what love is and how to feel it right..esp dont understand romantic or queerplatonic or anything its all confusing #i want to take on the world with him and stop being an emotional wreck so we can fuck anyone together like we swore to #i just want to live the rest of my life by his side and i want to experience all we can together #picnics and movies and living together and sharing a nest and....idk i just want to be with him forever and hope he still feels the same #it would literally kill me if he ever left or fell out of love i think i would lose whats left of my mind and end up bleeding myself dry #i want us to be together forever and never ever stop being mates but i cant help but be terrified and confused and hurt

[sunhalf]

made some very minor rules updates! the main one :

i won’t fill out interest checkers or send in rules passwords; it just feels quite formal for what is, to me, a very casual hobby!  if we’re mutuals, I WANT TO WRITE WITH YOU — & as king of pulling AUs out of thin air, there’s almost never a time where i can’t or won’t write with a particular muse.  just assume i’m up for anything & i’ll communicate my boundaries if they come up!

i totally understand the appeal and, especially for folks who can be anxious about approaching others, the comfort of having it in writing that a mutual wants to write before reaching out, but — well, if i didn't want to write with you, i wouldn't be following!! please assume me following is me jumping up and down with glee at the prospect of writing with you. my rules specifically beg mutuals to send me unprompted asks / starters / etc., and that applies to all of you and all your muses! i don't need to know a ton about your muse / their fandom / their world etc to party hard, and some of my favourite dynamics have come about from somebody just chucking a starter at me and being like 'x and y are friends now and here's the starter to prove it.' i am always down, and trust me when i say that if there was a muse on your blog i simply Could Not Stand To See Or Write With the chances of me following you in the first place are ~ 1%

#anyway i love being loosey goosey w all things rp. plot. characterization. shipping! its all for fun #TBH while total strangers should run romantic shipping by me before jumping in if we've chatted at all #and u wanna throw me a starter that assumes our muses have been besties for 6 years / are exes / once killed a guy together #party hard. go crazy. i think its fun!!! #and if we're friends just straight up forceship w me i dont care GHKFLDSHGDHKSHKFDHKS #write me a starter that begins 'after 6 months of flirting' ill get w the program #its all just a good time babyyyyyyyyy #bringing it back 2 the actual rules update djslghfksgdf sorry i got off track #its 100% fine also if this feels untenable 2 u!!! if that rule makes u uncomfy (or any of my rules do!) that is so so so fine #neither of us are jerks we just have different ways of approaching rp and that is a-okay!!! i wish u so much luck and joy #and i also wish myself those things! #mutual checkers sorta remind me of the uh....what were they called. the like forever starter calls? #'like this if i can always send u memes/write u starters' #cos i was just like 'is that not what being mutuals means'

[classicsmosh]

hi, im that aro anon you were talking about. you didn’t sound preachy at all, dw, i just wanted to clarify myself because i sent that ask like a week ago i think and i probably could’ve explained myself better.

..which is sort of the hard part for me because articulating my thoughts on love is just as hard as fully grasping haha. it makes sense in my head but writing it never comes out right.

i think you bring up a lot of good points and i totally agree with your thoughts on platonic love, always have, and i’m the last person that treats platonic love as second best to the romantic kind.

what i was trying to say is that the label or line itself doesn’t really matter to me when it comes to ianthony. in real life they’re obviously platonic, but a lot of people see them in a romantic context too for fun, and i understand it regardless so it doesn’t make a difference to me. in my mind, it doesn’t even really require a label. it’s just Love, and that’s why i felt that i could understand it fully in a way that’s usually hard for me.

to quote myself, they are [an example of] my definition of love, and that doesn’t necessarily mean it’s romantic— i didn’t mean it romantically. it just is. my aromanticism felt relevant when talking about this because it affects the way i view all love, but i think that might’ve led to confusion.

you said it better than me: “I’d even say it’s true love”. that’s what i was originally trying to get across, and i think it might’ve gotten misinterpreted a little. but i really appreciate you talking about it because i love discussing things with other aro(aces) like myself. sorry for the essay ❤️

Thank you for the clarification! I also didn't mean to sound like I thought you were devaluing platonic love! That wasn't the thought process, the whole thing sort of came from a misplaced sense of concern, I guess. 😅

#once again i dont wanna sound condescending 😵‍💫 i just have had my own difficulties understanding platonic from romantic love in the past #and know sometimes it's hard to see all this bs all around us talking about how romance is so important and the only thing that matters 🙄 #i ended up misinterpreting your ask by not re-reading it and thinking about it #sorry also if it felt like i was vague-posting at you!!! definitely more i didnt want to like bog down a simple response to a reasonable as #with my own thought process #not to be too parasocial about it but ian and anthony's friendship being repaired is just so amazing and wholesome to witness #i'm glad we're all here together to get to see it 💖 #this post is like me wondering aloud #asks #*reasonable ask * not ''reasonable as'' tumblr i am begging you to let us edit tags 😭 #apologies also for being an emoji lover i find them very good at indicating tone lol #OH THIS ISN'T TO SAY YOU'RE HAVING THE SAME DIFFICULTIES AS ME everyone has different experiences #i just mean to explain Why i read it the way i did

[dirt-str1der]

I literally had a dream about reading the worst fan fiction like fucking ever kiryu was just randomly a yandere and nishiki was trying his best to survive also kiryu turned into a dragon (deez nuts) halfway and let nishiki kill him for being a bad boy but he was so upset about having to kill his bro that he just lay in the corpse for a bit and thats when i decided to stop reading and i literally opened tumblr in my dream to complain about how bad it was like the writing went back and forth from being terrible to incredible and i found myself enjoying some parts and despising others. I skipped the first few chapters so i had to tab back out and read the summary like why are they in a beach resort and the summary didnt just tell me nothing but it was also double spaced between each line and very fucking irritating and while reading it i kept thinking this is extremely ooc and boring like they would not fucking say that

#Listen to my problems #i cant stress enough that i dont even ship them why did i read a sex fic about kiryu and nishikiyamer #like i believe they are the bestest of friends forever and ever and like as hotblooded young men growing up together they must have tried a #few sex moves on each other at least once but i dont think they see each other as romantic prospects. like unlike majima and saejima #(seajima) who are literally together all the time and will never travel anywhere without the other unless its to prison. kiryu and nishiki #have this understanding that eventually theyll have to part ways and find their own path. while they would always remain in each others #hearts and thoughts they knew that they couldnt be holding hands forever and besides they have to focus on getting kazama to the top not #each other !! so nishiki was very happy that kiryu was getting his own family soon even if it meant that kiryu was getting ‘ahead’ of him #and kiryu who can accept consequences for himself but no one else was just like um ... well nishiki please give me the gun and take yumi #your sister needs you or whatever <3 i am definitely expendble and prison life is for me yayy yayyyy i love going to jail so nobody can talk #to me ever again. i keep asking myself how difficult it would have been for kiryu to just pop in by the hospital every now and then to check #in on nishikis sister. its not like he cant take care of her. its not like he doesnt know how to earn money. he just straight up thinks that #nishiki is better than him so he should be the one to get locked up ... because nishiki can take care of yumi and i straigh up forgot his si #sisters name and reina and kazama without him. and nishikis like damn i wish kiryu was here so bad (looks at his wwkd bracelet) hm think ill #go insane. i literally forgot what my original point was but that fic was so bad guys im so glad it doesnt exist #in it kiryu was trying his best to keep nishiki in one place and he kept being very. well kiryu was just kiryu but he kept apologising #saying things like you cant leave yet ... and looking at him with his big sad eyes and nishiki would always be like f-fine ... (he doesnt #like it here) also nishiki was one hell of a princess type and had a nurse costume on at some point which means the yakuza server nishiki #propoganda is working on me. very weird. love the part when kiryu was randomly a big dragon because he utterly filled the hallways of their #little beach shack and his scales were nice and soft and he was lovely. little guy