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evilwickedme · 11 months
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Ugh so. I last got new glasses somewhere around November/December 2021. Very shortly after, a little over a year ago, I literally fell straight on my face and the glasses bent severely - a technician or whatever they're called was able to get it more or less fine, but not exactly perfect, and it's always bothered me since (specifically above my left ear, where the frame presses against my skull, causing persistent pain). However, since glasses are super fucking expensive, I didn't buy new ones. Recently this prescription has also started giving me headaches, clearly indicating it is time for a new one. But I straight up cannot afford new glasses rn. I've discovered my insurance will subsidize a decent amount of the cost of a new pair at one specific store that is convenient for me anyway, but not enough to genuinely make a new pair affordable. So I'm just. Using my glasses less and less. Taking them off almost the moment I get home and using my phone super close to my face, which is terrible for my eyes but at least doesn't make my head hurt. I've also had a persistent migraine problem after a several month break from migraines - it's probably caused by recent high amounts of stress, such as the money troubles I've had over the last couple of months, but I don't think the glasses are helping.
Basically what I'm asking for here is... Money. There's a ko-fi linked in my linktree in my bio. Here's the thing - while I'd appreciate money for free, literally anything will help, I'm also absolutely willing to do commissions. I can write you poetry, a short fic for any fandom I'm familiar with (to be discussed on a case by case basis), hell I'll edit your school paper as long as it's in an area I have any knowledge on (or at least check it for typos). My DMs are open and you can feel free to send me a message once you've donated and we'll discuss. Commissions will get priority over my current wips, with the exception of the spider gwen fic which is supposed to be a reward for the blorbo bracket.
There is a target goal up on my ko-fi page of 350, but even if I get nowhere near that, I will take anything with me to get a new pair, probably in late June. It's just become unbearable.
I would, of course, appreciate a signal boost, although I don't want anybody to feel obligated. Please understand that you will see this post several times over the next few weeks, tho. Love y'all.
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deleteddewewted · 9 months
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Ghost Learns That Patience Runs Out
Ghost x Gn! Reader
W/n: Ghost angst cause i said so. This is also very OOC mainly because I like some angsty and fucked Ghost concepts. Im basing some of this off of his comics since there are some concerning scenes with him having very concerning behavior towards vulnerable people. DO NOT TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY (P.s. Commissions are open! You can commission me through my ko-fi. Dm me for details and commission specifics. Kofi Link Here!)
Summary: You love him, a lot. You are always so quiet and patient with him, wanting to make sure that his needs are met before your own. When he comes back from deployment you cook and clean for him. You make sure that everything feels relaxed and stress-free but its too much at times. Sometimes he looks at you and sees someone whom he hates. Sometimes he yells and breaks down while you're in the middle of helping him get clean. You take the verbal lashings and the occasional remarks in stride but you've hit your limit.
W: Unhealthy relationship, Simon "Ghost" Riley has issues, Break up, Hurt/ No Comfort, Hurt Ghost, Hurt Reader, Sad Ghost, OOC Ghost
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You made sure everything was spotless. You knew how grimy and dangerous his work was, how much it weighed on him to do it and you wanted to make sure that your partner if that's what you could even call him, came back to a clean home.
You both hadnt said it out verbally, not that you thought you needed to, but you were together. Kinda. You knew he was only seeing you and he knew that you were only seeing him. It made sense to you to say that you were together but he never really enjoyed labeling your relationship. It started off as a mutual agreement to help each other destress but here you both were moving in together and sleeping in the same bed every night.
You did the laundry an hour before you knew he'd get home just so he'd have something warm and fresh smelling to put on once he took off his gear. You cooked something that would be rich in flavor and aroma while also being easy to eat since he didn't really take his time eating his meals.
You did everything to make the place feel like home to him.
Instead, when he opened up the door the first thing out of him was a grunt followed by his silence. He took off his gear, toeing off his boots by the door before taking off his socks. He was silent and had his back facing you but you didn't allow it to deter you.
"So, how was the flight back? I hope it wasn't too stressful. Im still cooking so you can go ahead and shower before eating, ok?" He didn't honor you with any response and instead walked into the bathroom, shutting the door behind him and turning on the shower.
You're used to it, his cold gaze and his uninterested attitude. You cold usually get him to relax with a meal or a quickie in the kitchen while your trying to cook. But you're tired, and your body is sore from working earlier in the day and preparing for his arrival.
"I'll set the table for us so you don't need to wait to eat!" You called out but you doubted he heard you.
When he came out of his shower, he was wearing the clothes you had set out for him and was toweling off his hair. The eyeblack was mostly removed but still stained around his eyes.
He said nothing, just sat down in his chair, and began to eat all while ignoring you.
"Did things go smoothly? Are John, Kyle, and Johnny ok?" You attempted to start the conversation again but were met with the sound of utensils scraping against the ceramic plate.
"We can talk about it later so you can unwind." You cut the conversation short and ate your food all while holding back the urge to cry.
His absence from your shared home was noticeable his presence was overpowering. He wasn't affectionate but he at least would answer your questions. He would at least touch you and pressure you that he was home. He would at least say a quiet "thank you" for the meal.
Instead, you both cleaned up the table and cleaned the dishes. He finished his and walked straight into the bedroom. You follow him once you finished cleaning the kitchen and began to undress. Maybe he wanted to have sex tonight. Maybe this would get him to speak to you or pay attention to you.
"Simon, I want you." You did your best, you even put on a bit of a show for him. But he wasn't looking at you. He just lifted up the sheets and laid down.
Maybe you were being too overly sensitive but his rejection hurt. It had you questioning if you were good enough for him if your body was pleasant to look at or to even touch.
You put on your usual sleeping clothes and joined him in bed. You slept with your back facing him. Sleeping next to him felt suffocating.
In the morning things weren't any better. He was talking to you but he was being crude and rude about the smallest of things. You had to go grocery shopping for something small and he began to berate you.
"How did you forget to buy more cooking oil? You're the only one in this house that cooks." It was getting annoying. His eyes never left you and it felt like you were a caged animal that he was keeping an eye on.
"I'm sorry, ok? I forgot. I was just excited that you were coming home and I forgot." You wanted to be patient, he was stressed all the time. He had to watch people die as part of his job but it didn't stop you from growing more and more upset with him every time he started these petty arguments.
"You don't leave the house most of the time. You're always here or at work. How could you forget something so basic? This is incompetence, Y/n." He had his face mask pulled down so you were able to see the majority of his face. He looked disgusted.
"Simon, please. You just got back, can we please just enjoy that? Can we enjoy that you're ok and back home for once?" You had the car keys in your hand, you were ready to head out to grab what you needed but he wouldn't leave it alone.
He snatched the keys from your hand and pushed you to the side.
"Why should we? I can't even trust you when you're alone and now you think you can go do it now?" He slammed the front door as he walked out.
The silence was deafening and relieving. He was gone.
You cried. You used to do it often when he would leave for a new assignment or when he would go without contacting you for months on end. But this was different. He was here. He was home. This should be the happiest time for you. Instead, it was painful. You wished he wasn't here. You wanted him to go away again.
You knew that he was nicer, calmer, and more understanding with his colleagues than he was to you. You knew this because of how he would talk about his coworkers. They were his family, his anchor. You wanted to be that support for him, to be his anchor that removed him from all of the gore and violence of his world.
But you weren't that person for him. You were his punching bag. His toy to fuck and use. He wasn't always rude but it was normal for him to be. You wanted him back, the man you fell for, the one who held you and told you that he adored you. You craved Simon back but it seemed that all that remained was his facade. His mask.
You didn't want to do this again when. he got back from the store. You didn't want to argue anymore with the person you thought you were committed to. He had problems and you weren't going to blame him for it but he wasn't the man you loved. This was not the person you met all those months ago.
You packed a bag with the essentials and started clearing up some of the mess that had started to appear since last night. You took everything you thought you might need for at least a few nights at a motel. You were tired, your body begging you to take a moment to breathe and relax but your heart was pounding in your chest and the. tears began to flow out.
When Simon got back, he noticed that the lights inside your guy's home were off. He stepped into the home, toeing his shoes off because he knew how much you hated cleaning the floor. He called out for you, he walked around the first floor of your home before placing the groceries on the table. He had bought some flowers and your favorite snack because he saw that you were low on them. He also felt like an ass for having been rude in the morning. He shouldn't have been mean to you. You were just trying to accommodate him. He did a around the house, calling your name.
The house was empty.
All of a sudden the space was too big and too small all at the same time. He was suffocating in his own skin, the air too hot for him. He ran up the stairs and barged into the bedroom. Some of your clothes and your suitcase were gone, and so was your toothbrush. But everything else was there, it looked like home. Yet, the picture you kept framed of the two of you that was on the nightstand was faced down and your keys were gone too.
He called your phone repeatedly. Message after message was sent to you and after a while, they stopped going through. He put on his shoes and ran out the door to see if he could find you in the general area but you were nowhere to be found.
You vanished into thin air and he was left to go back to an empty home just as he would have you do.
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angiemaniac · 2 months
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PINNED POST + please read hello
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Hoi! I'm Angie/Ange. I'm 24, Half Filipino, and go by she/her pronouns. Unfortunately, I lost most of my language, so I am mostly an English Speaker.
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im-smart-i-swear · 1 month
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hello, i am opening my gaza aid commissions again! they will be open until the end of march. all you have to do to recieve a commission is make a donation/buy an esim and send it to gazaesims and dm me with the proof, as well as your characters ref! including a short description of the oc's character or a preferred pose would be nice too.
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vinnybox · 18 days
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《 Hello! Welcome to @vinnybox02​​‘s art blog! 》
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__‘Shattered’ ____
This is one of my headcanons for Russingon which took place after Fingolfin’s Funeral and the Coronation Ceremony of Fingon. At the time Fingon was severely grieving his father and beating himself up over his father’s death as well as their loss in the Battle of the Sudden Flame (Dagor Bragollah). Maedhros with his heart was also in pain and remorse, trying his best to comfort and help Fingon get himself back together.But in the end, may be it was Fingon who was, and always had been the Lighthouse of Maedhros’s soul, never stopped keeping Maedhros being himself all along despite the pain he suffered. 
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𝐹𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑜, 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑦𝑎𝑙𝑡𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑖𝑠 𝑢𝑛𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑠 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑢𝑛𝑠. 𝐼𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝐼 𝑎𝑚. 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑏𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢. 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑛𝑜𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑜𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢. 𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝐼 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑟, 𝐹𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑜, 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝑛𝑒𝑠…”
“𝑁𝑜, 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒, 𝑛𝑜!” Fingon shook his head, his tears kept falling like dead birds “𝐷𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑑𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠. 𝑁𝑜𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒. 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑏𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑜𝑎𝑡ℎ. 𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑜𝑎𝑡ℎ 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑠𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑡𝑒. 𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒. 𝑂𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡, 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒, 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝐼 𝑑𝑜…𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠, 𝑁𝑒𝑙𝑦𝑜”.
He was chaos. He was broken. He did not deserve it. Yet still, in spite of everything, Fingon still believed in him and forgave him as he always did.
 “𝐹𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑜…” His tears started to fall. He could not stop the pain spreading within his chest. He could not speak another word.
Fingon was still clutching at his father Crown. The other hand had moved from his chest to take his hand.
”𝐼𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠. 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠. 𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑚 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑚𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑛 𝑛𝑜 𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠” He continued, his hand tighten “𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑛𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡, 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒, 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙-𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑔𝑡ℎ 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒. 𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑛𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑠, 𝑎𝑠 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓, 𝑛𝑜 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑡ℎ𝑦 𝑜𝑓 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒, 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑. 𝑅𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡.”
𝑶𝒉 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒚 𝑬𝒓𝒖 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏, 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒄𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒂𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒔𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒆, 𝒑𝒖𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒃𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒂𝒚 𝑨𝒏𝒚 𝑷𝒓𝒊𝒄𝒆, 𝑨𝒏𝒚 𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆, 𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒌𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒇𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒂𝒓𝒎 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒏𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒎 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒚.
 “𝑃𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒 𝑚𝑒.” Said Fingon tenderly.
He should argue more. He should. But he could not speak then. Instead he sealed his own words as well as his oath sacredly deep in his heart. He stayed there, closed his eyes, letting the moment settle down. He was still himself, his Finno was still here, safe and needed him more than ever. And that, at the time, was more than enough.
“𝐼 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒”
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Well I guess the tragedy of Maedhros was continuously struggling with all the promises he could never keep. But I think they deserve this kind of moment together. I personally love the way Maedhros tried to wipe the tears on Fingon’s face away with his handless arm instinctively. But unfortunatly English isn’t my mother tongue and also I’m not a professional fanfiction writer. So I will let the art itself speak the rest.
Thank you guys for reading this. Love u ♥️♥️♥️
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paincaat · 30 days
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hello.
welcome to my perfectly normal tacky techy typewriter-esque page. i am your humble host, PainCaat, here to bless your eyes with absolutely wonderous works of art. pleasure to be meeting you, quite a pleasure!
a bit about me, i'm an aroace breadcat who sold their soul to the overlord of cursed content and am now obligated to ruin everyone's eyes. i recently learned about the hellaverse just as hazbin released and made a tumblr blog for the first time shortly after to shitpost and make actual art about the show. somehow, this has devolved into a blog for cursed content. i have no idea what the fuck i'm doing. free me please.
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🍞🐈‍⬛ - personal rambling
cursed nun cat alastor - this monstrosity
there will probably be more cursed ones in the future. stay tuned.
caatdoodles - doodle posts
FAQ
Why did you feel the need to make ___ cursed post?
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Can I repost your work?
generally for personal use yes, but please ask first and include credit! the only exception to this is if you intend to use it with NSFW intent (ex. NSFW RP, commentary etc.). Just dont use my work please. it makes me highly uncomfortable to have my work attached to certain content and i will be blocking anyone who doesn't respect that
Can I request art?
feel free to drop them in my asks! i likely won't be able to get to all of them unfortunately so i will prioritize ones that i can make cursed, find funny. or can do quickly (just keep in mind i work over full time hours some weeks so there's a chance i'm not punctual with delivering depending on the nature of the request)
Commissions?
i'm still sorting out the details but i'd love to open them up! for now, if you want to commission me feel free to send me a DM and we could work something out!
Aspec Alastor?
i personally don't enjoy seeing the majority of alastor shipping content and will never make any serious shipping art. for cursed reasons or crackshipping? sometimes. (heck i don't even know how to draw a kiss properly). if i'm not consistent with this, it's because sometimes i don't recognize shipping art as actual shipping until much later so bear with me
that being said i do find onesided radiostatic funny at times and don't mind qpr radiorose. also its the internet, if you enjoy alastor shipping, be my guest i'm not your mom and i can't change your mind. i just ask you to be respectful to my fellow aspecs and respect that this blog is meant to be an aspec-friendly space
Why is your art style so inconsistent?
lmao so i actually switch between using a bunch of drawing tools with varying proficiencies. i tend to do doodles on procreate or clip studio paint, and animate on krita. i would say that i'm probably best at using clip studio and krita since im more used to using a drawing tablet than a tablet screen. also i just like drawing in multiple styles for my personal art
thanks for reading - will update this as necessary :}
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banesberry-anomoly · 1 year
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Hello and welcome to hell our blog
We are Banesberry Anomoly, a system of 500+ headmates
We split easily due to stress and the 'tism affects that too. Please interact we love interacting with people we dont bite (this is a lie. We do bite, but its normally a friendly playful kind of biting unless you're being a dick)
COMMISIONS OPEN! Prices under the cut, Cashapp only for now, but also accepting nitro comms for pfps
Current Projects & Other blogs:
@ukulele-made-of-bricks - Sideblog for our main A-Major subsys. Used for spam and general rambling, and Ukulele also uses it to fight assholes (which you should totally go stalk from time to time cause we use it regularly to talk about shit)
@multiversal-traveler-clef - In character ask/rp/gimmick blog for the Timeskipper subsys, which itself is an Amaj subsys within our main Amaj subsys
@matte-blue-scooby-doo-gummy - Headmate sideblog. Its exactly what you think it is
@spamton-spammers - Spam reblog sideblog/partial gimmick blog. Tag it for notes goals games (believe me, we Will help lmfao)
@a-fracturing-incipisphere - SCP Homestuck au has us in a vise grip lmao
Some Frequent Fronter Intros: (Will be updated regularly)
Dr. Alto Clef | Synth 🥮 Amaj subsys - Lockhost - It/Lunar/He/Silk/Eye/Shotgun
Agent Ukulele 👥 Amaj Subsys - Protector - Any X Neos/It/Shadow/He
Francis Wojciechowski 🎧 Amaj Subsys - Comfortor - They/He/Soft
Chimera | Delta 🎆 Amaj subsys - Protector(?) - It/Fur/Claw/Beast
Cryptid ♟ - Splitroject Co Host - It/He/Blood/Cut/They/Bite/Green/Hood
Eden 🛤 - Co Host & Protector - He/Ve/It
Traveler ♾ Timeskipper subsys - Gatekeeper - It/He + Neos
Feel free to send us a frq on SimplyPlural: BanesberryAnomoly
We tag tws as they are, but will try to add other varients if we have room. For ex: blood by itself would be the main tag, but well also try to add other tags aswell for those that dont have the main one filtered, like cw blood, and tw blood
Commisions info, what we post about, Tagging system, and DNI under the cut
I dont have a proper sheet yet, but we're offering commissions for nitro, cashapp, or amazon/other gift cards 8⁰]]
Sketch - $3 bust, $5 full body
Flat Colours - $5 bust, $10 full body
Shaded - $15 bust, $17 full body
Rendered - $19 bust, 35 full body
Lineless +$3
Extra character +$10-20 per depending on complexity
Background (other than simple) +$10-25 depending on complexity
Dm for examples or just look through our art tag 'Banesberry art' 8⁰]]
Art trades are also open if anyone wants to do one of those!
Interests & what we post about: Our art :], SCP, BUCKSHOT ROULETTE FUCK YEAHHHHH, TF2, Plural/System stuff, Minecraft, General Horror topics and fandoms (including analogue horror and liminal spaces), Lgbtq/Mogai/Liom, and Way too many other fandoms
TAGGING SYSTEM (Mostly the important ones and the ones we sometimes forget, will update as needed):
gremlin ramblings - original posts
Banesberry Art - our art
Berry hot sauce - Horny tag. Minors please block this along with tags like 'mdni' 'minors dni' etc. Those posts will prolly be under the mature community label anyways, but for everyones confort and safety please block those tags
Berry mild sauce - Suggestive tag. Block this if youre under 16 please
just chatting - talking tag
name.exe - detonates headmates but 'name' is replaced with the headmates name, there may be multiple of these on a post
reblog haven - reblog tag
pretty art - reblog tag for art stuff
music soup - reblog tag for music stuff
.mp4 - video tag
OCs my beloved <3 - oc tag (Ive half given up on this :sob:. Ocs are also tagged with their name. Might make an oc masterpost later to link here)
know de wae - memes we made, either in response to something or as an original post
heehoo funny go brrr - funny shit goes here
INTERESTING AS FUCK - bottom text
SPAAACE - we fucking love space please tag us in posts about space
Liminal vacation - liminal space tag
train wreck posts - posts and threads that are an absolute train wreck and will probably explode your brain /hj
Personal fandom tags (for sorting purposes and for blocking purposes for my dear mutuals):
p o n y - Ponytown tag
HH/HB - Hazbin/Helluva tag, we post about this often but its here for when we do
BYI
-||| Please block certain tags if youre a minor or we may have to block you if we catch you interacting with those posts
-||| Feel free to make fanart of any of our ocs, headmates, or character interpretations, and make sure to tag us so we see it 8⁰]
-||| You can use art as pfps, banners, etc, but please give credit somewhere, and ask before using headmate specific art. We will likely say yes, but there may be something that we dont want used
-||| We use slurs that we can bodily reclaim, like faggot, tranny, cripple, and retard (also, Queer isnt a slur and we will die on that hill). If youre a close friend yall can use em on us, we dont care lmao (If we talk regularly on discord youre in the green zone, otherwise ask first)
-||| We consume content critically. We may interact with fandoms that have problematic content or creators, but please do not automatically assume we support the problematic aspects of it. We are usually well aware already, and likely the reason we interact with said content is out of our control (like having headmates from said media, or hyperfixtating on it for some reason, etc.)
DNI
Queerphobes, Racists, Anti-Semitic people, Israel supporters, TERFS/RADFEMS, MAP/NOMAP/Etc, Proshippers, Syscoursers, Anti-Endos, people against mspec lesbians/gays and other good faith identities
ScamKiller and Spooky-Hey supporters (SCPblr specific), Wilbur Soot supporters
We block liberally
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spiritboxart713 · 7 months
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woe, Grian be upon ye
Little doodle of an earlier Grian design I had to test out a more chibi art style. I really like how this turned out, and I hope to offer chibis as a commission option soon when I get a little more accustomed to them! The eyes are a little different than what I'd usually do, because I wanted to do Grian's little dash eyes that he has on his avatar haha.
Anyone else excited for Life Series 5 coming "soon"? I hope to do a few more of these little chibis of other Life Series members, such as Martyn, Jimmy, Pearl and Tango! I hope yous like them when I do get around to posting them!
Thanks for reading! And, if by chance you like what you see here, or on my blog, and want me to draw for you, my commissions are open! Feel free to DM me or check my blog for more info!! :3 Have a lovely day!!
(also, to the lovely folks who follow me for fire emblem art - dw!! more of that coming soon!! just wanna draw for other things I like too, like I did with the totk thing I did)
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torchsart · 6 months
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★ COMMISSION INFO ★
Almost everything is detailed below! Also available in carrd format or on Ko-fi!
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I only have 5 slots at a time so make sure to check my carrd or bio to see when comms are open/closed. Also listed on my Trello queue! I have certain discounts available on my carrd & I may occasionally run sales so keep an eye out!
Below the cut is a summary of my ToS & an order form. For the extended ToS, click here!
Order Form: Optional as long as you provide all the info listed!
Username: Commission type: Payment method: (PayPal, Ko-fi) Character references (links are fine!): Pose/expression: Preferred background colors/patterns/etc: Can I post it online? If so, would you prefer to be named or anonymous? Would you like a timelapse of your commission? (May need to be sent via email) Other details:
Terms Of Service: By commissioning me, you state that you've read & agree to these terms!
I reserve the right to decline or cancel a commission for any reason. Rude or inappropriate behavior, or otherwise breaking the ToS is cause for cancellation, likely without refund.
I prefer to work with clear, visual references. The more, the better! I am willing to try working from description for people I know.
My turnaround time tends to be fairly quick but the estimates given are best-case scenario. I ask for at least 2 weeks or so for your commission to be completed, accounting for things like days off & breaks. I'll occasionally be taking the weekends off which may add to the wait time.
I will send a rough, colored sketch for approval before moving on to other stages. This is the only stage where I'll do major changes! After that, I'll ask about last-minute changes but those are limited.
Ko-fi commissions are paid 100% upfront so they get priority! If you'd rather use a 50/50 method, either through PayPal or Ko-fi tips, DM me!
If you'd like a commission but don't have PayPal, I may accept alternate forms of payment, listed here.
Usage Rights & Ownership:
All art is strictly personal use only & may not, under any circumstances, be used for monetary gain.
My art may not be used for N/F/Ts or A/I in any capacity.
You may repost your commissioned works with credit! Either to my Ko-fi or Toyhouse (Torchiiko) or my Tumblr (TorchsArt, Torchiiko).
Barring commissions requested to be kept private, I may share the work as I please with credit to the commissioner. If requested to be anonymous, the commissioner will not be named.
With credit, you may:
Use commissioned art freely, including as a profile picture or header, or just posting it online
Make minor edits such as profile picture borders
Print or otherwise obtain a physical copy to keep for yourself or share with friends, as long as you're not profiting from it
Add the value of the art to your character, even if you may sell them in the future
Even with credit, you may not:
Edit the art in a way that hides or removes my watermark
Involve my art with AI in any way
Heavily reference, copy, or trace my art
Attempt to profit from it, including but not limited to: Using it as an asset in videos/streams/games Uploading it to sites like Redbubble or otherwise producing items for sale Minting it as an NFT or trading it for cryptocurrency
Please feel free to DM me with any questions! I'm most easily contacted through Tumblr, but Discord is also an option!
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enfernalinferno · 10 months
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Hey everyone my commissions and requests are closed for the time being, likely until the end of May.
I have some big deadlines coming up - so there's no time to draw! Feel free to still send in requests and commissions and I will get to them ASAP. I have a couple posts scheduled throughout the next few weeks that I had been working on before my short haitus.
I will also be revamping my commissions sheets in May so keep an eye out for that.
Thanks so much for your patience, and I look forward to seeing everyone soon! :)
DM me here, on discord [butthatseffort] or email me through [email protected]
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Oh wow! You definitely have talent here. As much as I'd love to flood your inbox with requests, I also do hope you're taking time for yourself. You deserve all the good things in life.
Anyways, I would love to request the M6 getting a haircut from MC? With some extra fluff, if possible.
Thank you very kindly. I hope to see more of your work on here soon.
~M6 Getting a Haircut from MC~
Hi Anon! Thank you for the request, I hope you like it. I apologize if there isn't enough fluff. Midterms were this week and I've been a little sidetracked. However, my requests are always open or if you want me to write something more personal (like a oneshot) about a specific character, feel free to DM me (100% free, I don't do commissions :D ) 
Asra:
Asra has most definitely cut his hair himself before
However, he’d much rather have you do it
His hair has gotten a little shaggy, fully covering his eyes
Asra runs his fingers through his wavy hair and moves in front of you, inches away from your face
“MC, could you give me a trim? I can’t see you’re beautiful face enough-“
You run your fingers through his hair, almost massaging his scalp
His hair is incredibly soft (fun fact: that's canon)
He’s looking up at you the entire time, his hand planted on your waist
After, he looks in the mirror and smiles softly, “Absolutely gorgeous, MC”
He kisses all over your face, pulling you close
Nadia:
To be cutting her hair is a true honor and privilege
Only specific servants or well-known stylists have cut it in the past
But one day she looks at you and the thought entertains her
She’s feeling risky 
“Darling, would you like to try trimming my hair? Just my pesky dead ends..?”
She’s watching you like a hawk, giving directions (lovingly)
Her hair is silky smooth with a natural shine
It turns out great, she starts twirling her hair with a finger, admiring it
“You deserve a reward darling, anything you want~”
There’s a suggestive gleam in her eye
She decides to pop a special bottle of wine and have a nice dinner prepared
Julian:
Julian usually cuts his hair
But one day he thinks it might be fun to look up to you and have you do it for him
Not that he doesn’t already look up at you a lot of the time anyways *cough cough*
He’s twiddling his thumbs once you start cutting, face red 
His hair is pretty coarse and soft to the touch
You brush his hair from the front of his face, he leans into your hand
“You’re so good at this, MC”, he grins
Sort of gives you puppy dog eyes the entire time
He most definitely has you standing in between his legs, his thighs almost trapping you
After it’s done, he runs his hands through his hair “Mazelinka is going to be impressed, you know?”
He buys you a drink after, proudly showing off his new cut
Muriel:
Muriel has always been the one to cut his hair
Not sure if “cut” is the right word, it’s more like chop
He’s never given much thought about his hairstyle
You ask if you can cut it because it’s getting a little long and you can tell he’s getting a bit annoyed at the length
“I…uhh, I guess”, he looks away blushing
His hair is a little rough, with lots of dead ends but still soft and easy to take care of
At first, he’s tense, his shoulders are bunched up
But after a while, his shoulders go down and he closes his eyes
He finds it comforting and peaceful, leaning into you
After it’s done and he sees the end result, he just smiles
Pulls you close and kisses your forehead, “Thank you, MC”
Portia:
In the past, Portia would cut her hair herself or have Mazelinka cut her hair 
“You know what would be fun, MC?”
She practically bounces in front of you, curls bobbing up and down
“If we cut each other's hair!!”, she beams a bright smile
While you’re cutting, her feet are patting the ground in excitement
Her hair is soft, her curls are very defined and somehow never become frizzy
Pepi comes out of nowhere, looking at the situation and meowing in delight
“She says you’re doing a wonderful job~”
After the haircut, Portia won’t stop telling everyone what an amazing job you did
She’s incredibly proud
Lucio:
Lucio is the pickiest about who cuts his hair
His pride and joy are his looks (other than you)-
He quickly realizes that not many people want to cut his hair anymore, urging him to ask you
His hair is smooth, he takes well care of it
He’s directing you the entire time
“No, no, like this-“
He has photos for reference (paintings of himself)
He takes your hands and directs you on how to cut
His thumb is lovingly circling your palm
“There you go, sweetheart, just like that~”
He ends up loving it, and won’t stop looking at himself in the mirror
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ligiawrites · 1 year
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About March 31st, 1964
Hello, my lovesomes!
As some of you know, Mara from my newest book, "Some Thing Called Myself," not only discovered she's becoming a zombie, but she's falling in love with two monster hunters that hate her kind—and she's doing that while dealing with the scars left behind from her experience during the Brazilian Military Dictatorship, which happened from 1964 to 1985. My book begins in 1990, but Mara (28) saw everything happening firsthand during the student riots of the 80s, and that's part of why I'm here today.
Today, March 31st, 2023, marks 59 years since the coup that put the Brazilian Military Force in Brazil's seat of power. The Military Dictatorship lasted for more than two decades, exiled, violated, tortured, and killed a number of people that is unknown UP TO THIS DAY, and the actors behind it, the jailers, the torturers, the killers, the generals, degenerated, are still free today, with only a tiny, minimal number of them facing justice for their acts.
After the regime ended in 1985, the Brazilian Government refused to confirm any deaths. In 95, ten years after the end of the Dictatorship, the Government admitted only 434 deaths and disappearances, and solely of people who were part of political movements (theoretically not including people without political association). In 2002, though, the amnesty commission compensated people directly affected by the Brazilian Military Dictatorship…. Today, the number of people who received compensation has already surpassed 30 THOUSAND people, which is a much more realistic number of how much violence and suffering the regime caused.
We're not in the 20th century anymore, but there is still much impunity, violence, and power abuse from the Entities who should protect us, and it's up to us, as a collective of people, to put things right. Without delving too much into modern Brazilian politics (I already did that a lot in the past four years, mainly to comment on the violence against the Brazilian Indigenous people, the racism, misogyny, and homophobia under the Bolsonaro Government), I'll leave you all saying that we need to look into the history of our countries and to find parallels with what's happening today. Much of what happened during the BR Dictatorship also happened in the past decades, and we all (I definitely include myself in this) must start looking at the past with a critical eye to understand how we arrived at what the world is today.
To me—queer, woman, Brazilian, born and raised and hurt in the lower class of big São Paulo, but lucky enough to have gone to high school and college with a scholarship—March 31st is a day to remember and ponder.
And I invite you all to do the same about your country. If you feel like it, send me a DM or leave a reply with a period of your country's history that also makes you thoughtful like that! :3
I also invite you all to read my new book! If you want to experience Mara's story, please check "Some Thing Called Myself" on Wattpad and YONDER, the next-generation reading app from the creators of WEBTOON and Wattpad.
If you're excited about the book and would like to support my writing career, Wattpad is having a Spring Sale right now, so make sure to check it out before it ends on April 3rd, so you can read my whole collection! 8D haha
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Um beijão, Ligia
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cat-dragron-arts · 11 months
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Hello hello and happy pride to y'all! This YCH will be open for the month of June. I can do minor alterations like a different expression or the characters eyes being open for free as well! If you're interested feel free to DM me here or on Discord (Cat-Dragron#6209).
Looking for something different? My regular commission are also open!
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bigfrogdraws · 7 months
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hey there! im kinda broke rn and selling some wc designs! these designs can be used for anything (that doesnt involve ai or nfts). feel free to change the designs if you want, too.
each of these kitties are a flatsale of 5 USD, or you can buy both of them together for 8 USD. dm me to claim! I accept stripe, payment, and ko-fi as payment services
ill be making more adopts soon, so keep an eye out for more! also my commissions are always open if you wanna support me that way instead :3 !! https://bigfrog4231-commissions.carrd.co/
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caustic-caffeine · 10 days
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Helpful Casey Guide (or, what you’ll find here)
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Who is a Casey
aka “Asphodelity”
a(n):
digital (and sometimes traditional) artist ;
worldbuilder ;
rock and metalhead ;
ambulatory wheelchair user and chronic illness haver ;
incredibly based individual with all the correct opinions and the coolest hair you’ll ever set eyes upon (/j)
That you’ll see, someday. The sona ref is very in progress…
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What is a Casey
Ingredients:
healthy helpings of neurodiversity, queerness, disability ;
the occasional political, theological, or philosophical post ;
large portions of art and writing, particularly of ocs ;
status updates and storytimes
This blog may be unsuitable for people below the age of fifteen. Please stop use and consult a physician if you have allergies to any of the following:
red/black eyestrain ;
gore, too many eyes ;
fictional drug abuse ;
fictional toxic relationships ;
overall dark themes such as violence, abuse, etc ;
possible artistic, non-sexual nudity ;
potentially “cringey” things ;
a marginalized person expressing themself online (controversial, they know)
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When is a Casey
Whenever he feels like it, in the pst timezone. …Don’t expect a lot of consistency
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Where is a Casey
You can find Casey in a number of places, with varying levels of activity. Not all are listed but these are the most relevant:
instagram profile
art fight profile
toyhouse profile
discord server
pronouns page
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Why is a Casey
well, when a man and a woman love each other verrry much—
Casey, in short, just wants to share their experiences and thoughts and perhaps promote greater understanding and appreciation for others like him. Also, with a blog, they can dump what’s in their head without derailing conversations with friends! Yippee!
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Other Info About Casey
“Who’s that one oc I see so frequently on this page?”
This is them! They’ve kinda unintentionally become the main mascot™️ of my social media presence lmao
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lord I need to update their ref before the next artfight season….
you can find more details about them at their toyhouse page. feel free to draw ‘em :3
“Do you have a DNI/BYF?”
Not really. If you’re an asshole, I’ll just block you :p I’d prefer if people younger than 13 or older than 35 don’t interact, but if we’re already moots or you’re interacting for art reasons then go ahead!
“What’s your commission status?”
Closed for the moment; art trades and collabs are open though, so feel free to reach out if you’re interested! I currently don’t feel comfortable making money off of my art; I want to improve and expand my horizons first n all emergency comms are OPEN to support my friend ; PLEASE REBLOG THIS POST AND DM ME IF YOU’RE INTERESTED IN SUPPORTING THE CAUSE ok ty
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