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happeehippie · 2 months
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summary: follow along with joe and his fiance evie as they go through his football career.
*face claim is Yasmin Quintana*
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evie: and so it all begins again.. first GAME DEY of year 3. let’s go jb. 🧡🤍
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user: i love your boyfriend.. im sorry.
> evie: what’s not to love?
user: i am green with envy
joeyb_9: i lack the vocabulary to describe you..
> evie: i freaking love you joey.
user: here we go again, get ready for ev’s feed to be football for the next 6 months 🙄
> user: i don’t know how people are still annoyed by this just unfollow
user: i personally love football season with ev
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joeyb_9: Party in the end zone
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user: MARRY ME
bengals: 🕺🕺🕺
user: attaboy joey!
user: bad mf bro
evie: okay, hear me out.. let’s work on spinning the ball before you do it again yeah?
> user: 🤣🤣🤣
> user: that’s okay! we still love you joey.
> user: HAHAHA you tell him
> joeyb_9: it’s all in the flick of the wrist baby! i’ll get em next time.
> user: 😭😭😭 A for effort lol
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evie: screaming. crying. and obsessing over this shirt. Happy GAME DEY my little bengies!
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user: I loved your post about leading with love! we are so lucky to have you as our AFC QUEEN!
> evie: sending you my love sweet girl, thank you so much.
user: watch out for all those girls after your man or you won’t need that shirt anymore
user: big fan of this
joeyb_9: if you wanted an autographed tee you could’ve just asked
> evie: i’m literally just a girl
user: the first lady of cincinnati
> evie: i think it should be you. 🤪
millyg: it should be illegal to look this good at a sporting event.
> evie: spoiler.. it is. 🤪
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joeyb_9: heating up
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evie: this looks exactly like a dream i had the other day
> joeyb_9: can you tell me how it ended? 😉
> user: NOT JOE GETTING SPICY IN THE COMMENTS
> user: who allowed him to use the wink emoji
> user: i’ll never recover from this
user: so overrated
user: that’s literally my boyfriend
> evie: are we sharing?
user: badass
user: JOKE
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evie: todays fit check is courtesy of @lahjay10_ for giving me the most wicked game day kicks ever! hbd to me. 🤪
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bengals: Happy Birthday Mrs. B!
> evie: yall tryna start trouble! 🤣
user: happy birthday ev! queen in the north!
lahjay10_: hbd ev, you ain’t no regular pigeon!
> evie: thanks jay! you ain’t no regular cat!
> user: i live for the uno x ev interactions
user: Happy Birthdey!
user: @joeyb_9 better get that dub for your birthday
> evie: i’m counting on it!
millyg: happy birthday sister! i love you more than life.
> evie: ugh, ilysm!
user: bday fit goes hard
joeyb_9: happy birthday to the best thing that happened to me. you’re older, wiser, and hot as ever!
> evie: i want to celebrate by drowning in cake and pasta.
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joeyb_9: winning=happy
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user: the smile 😍😍
user: are you real?
user: no post for evies birthday?
> user: he doesn’t usually post her, it’s no big deal
> user: no one made posts for her birthday! there was a game!
> user: she also doesn’t post him on her feed for his bday
bengals: Yes it does Joey
user: DM me joe
evie: ugh!!! that smile makes me wanna die!
> joeyb_9: me and you=forever
> evie: that’s the plan big guy 🤍
user: my boy
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evie: and that’s MY MAN!!! JB
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user: the most beautiful
user: SHEEEEESH 🥵
user: so iconic
joeyb_9: my favorite part of every game is knowing you’re out there cheering for me.
> evie: i’ll spend the rest of my life cheering for you joey.
user: joe fuckin burrow is the 🐐
user: are we all just forgetting that we don’t like her?
> user: not everyone doesn’t like her, and if you don’t then unfollow her. easy.
user: oh to be evie..
millyg: mrs. joe fuckin burrow
> evie: coming soon..
> user: QUIT! WHEN?
> user: are we getting an off season wedding?
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joeyb_9: 🥶🥶
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user: i like what you do
user: you didn’t even give ev a birthday shoutout
> user: you obviously didn’t see her stories from that day, he doesn’t have to post her to celebrate
> user: i adore how she calls him “my joey” like yes queen! he is YOURS!
> user: he’s not an object
user: marry me
user: i’m rooting for you!
evie: it’s just too easy baby..
> joeyb_9: 🥱 light work
user: joe brrrrrr
user: he’s cooooold
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daisyvisions · 1 year
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10 79 99 w juyo
im just doing all the members <3 take ur time
(this was supposed to be out for his bday but life happened 🥴 belated hbd to our juyo still!)
Behave...
Member + Prompts: Lee Juyeon (TBZ) + 10. “Wanna see how you look when you come undone under me.”, 79. “Behave.”, & 99 .“Try not to be so noisy, yeah?”
Warnings: Smut (18+, minors DNI), brat taming, bratty reader x brother’s best friend!au, hard dom, dubcon, fingering, overstimulating, squirting, Juyeon’s a lil perv (if you squint), dacryphilia (ish?)
Extra content warning: ⚠️ this fic contains a cnc kink (aka dubcon) but please know that consent is key ALWAYS. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise!
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Juyeon had seen you almost every single day since you were kids. Not only was he your neighbor, but he also happened to be one of your brother’s closest friends.
Growing up, you were seen as the annoying little sister who would always try to play with your brother and his friends. And for some reason, you insisted on staying beside Juyeon every single time. Always trying to link arms with him, show him the things you would create, etc.
To you, no one else mattered in the room except for Juyeon. There was just something about him that always had you sticking to him like a magnet (…or maybe because you had a fat crush on him).
But for Juyeon? It was annoying as hell. The more you kept on clinging onto him, his patience was wearing thin.
That’s how this whole rift between the two of you started when you accidentally overheard Juyeon ranting to Kevin that you were getting on his nerves and that he just wished you could back off. It broke your tiny little heart into pieces.
Since then, you distanced yourself and became more hostile towards him, trying to find ways to push him away so you wouldn’t get hurt again.
Juyeon didn’t pick up this new attitude of yours at first but when you started becoming more snarky and rolling your eyes at him, it pissed him off even more than you being clingy.
And that’s what you did through the years growing up together: nothing but pure pettiness and bickering, more than your actual brother!
However, neither of you expected that some of these fights ended up becoming more flirtatious and suggestive as you both went through your teenage years.
Naturally, it gave you some confused feelings about him (especially when puberty did him so good…) and Juyeon was well aware that some of his words came off too flirty or suggestive (and yes, some were on purpose). How could he resist? Especially when your puberty hit you like a damn freight train.
One day you were this annoying little clingy girl then next thing you know you’re walking around the house wearing those skimpy little shorts that hugged the globes of your ass so perfectly. and what a sight it was indeed (especially when you would bend to pick something up from the floor.)
But what really riled him up the most was when you would act like a brat towards him… oh how he wished to put you in your place someday and teach you a lesson.
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It was 10:17 PM and you were heading out to meet some friends at this newly open bar to just drink and have fun, making sure to wear the cutest top and matching skirt along with some of your favorite accessories.
As you were walking into the kitchen to grab a drink of water before heading out, your body accidentally collides with another figure. “Really? isn’t that skirt a little too short on you?”
Oh… It's Juyeon…
“What does it matter to you?” you snap back.
“You could at least cover up or something.” he retorted.
“Who are you, my dad? Why don't you just shut up and mind your business you prude.” You look in his eyes before you walk past him, slightly bumping into his shoulder on purpose.
“Fucking brat…” he muttered to himself, trying to ignore the slight twitch in his crotch area because admittedly, the outfit you wore was incredibly hot to say the least.
“Okay! Going! I'll text you, bye!” You shout to your brother in the living room as he and his other friends were playing a video game. “Kay, bye!” He shouts, still looking at the screen.
“Are you just gonna allow her to go out dressing like that?” Juyeon asks your brother, but he shrugs and ignores him, failing to notice the overprotective tone in Juyeon’s voice.
Hours pass and Juyeon does nothing but nervously shake his leg and glance at the clock every five minutes. Why does he feel so anxious and nervous all of a sudden?
It’s not like this is the first time you’ve gone out dressing up like that. And it’s not the first time you’ve been out too late either. So what made tonight different from the rest?
His internal thoughts were cut off when he heard your brother’s phone ring with you asking to be picked up from the bar. But before your brother even gets up from the couch, Juyeon immediately cuts him off.
“I can pick her up if you want. I don't mind.” he eagerly says.
“Oh really you sure? Thanks man! You know where to find the keys.”
Nodding his head, Juyeon pushes himself off the armchair and heads straight to the car to go you.
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“What the fuck is he doing here?” you mutter to yourself as you see your brother’s car pull up at front of the bar but Juyeon in the driver’s seat instead.
“Get in.” Juyeon utters. You open the the car door and slide into the passenger seat.
“Why are YOU picking me up?” you snarl at him.
“Just doing your brother a favor.”
“What, so you can continue pissing me off? Don’t you have anything better to do than be obsessed with me?”
“You better watch that fucking attitude…” Juyeon’s hand on the wheel tightening the more you keep on fighting back, the whites of knuckles instantly popping out.
“Why don't you make me-” Before you can even finish your sentence, Juyeon’s large strong hand grips your exposed inner thigh.
You gasp at the sudden contact, and when you turn your head towards him he’s already looking straight at you with his piercing eyes and jaw clenched.
“Behave.” he sternly says.
That’s all it took for you to shut up the whole time driving back home. Juyeon’s hand was still grasping your inner thigh very hard during the drive. You’re pretty sure it’s gonna leave some light bruises the next day.
You bit your lower lip so hard trying not to to react with the feeling of Juyeon’s hand dangerously close to your core, your arousal practically blooming through your thin panties.
By the time you get home, you slam the car door and make your way inside. This doesn’t sit well with Juyeon of course so he follows behind you, nagging about how you should fix your attitude.
The sounds of you fighting from the front door of the house travel all the way to the kitchen. Your brother and his other friends treat it like background noise at this point.
“I don't know why you always have to make things so difficult!” Juyeon argued.
“Stop nagging me like you have a say in what I do!” you snap back.
Furious with your attitude, Juyeon grabs both your wrists and pins them on top of the kitchen counter, your back pressed against his chest while his entire body cages you beneath him.
“Such a fucking brat.” He whispers in your ear, the vibrations of his voice making your core slightly throb. You feel his bulge dig in-between your ass and his hot breath fanning the sensitive spot between your neck and ear.
The words are caught up in your throat, struggling to utter even a one-worded response to him. You almost let a loud whimper come out of your mouth instead when you feel Juyeon’s hand snake under your skirt, aggressively pulling your panties to the side and sliding two digits in-between your soaking folds.
“I’m gonna put you in your place, show you what happens if you keep being a brat in front of me” he whispered.
Juyeon instantly forces his two fingers inside your weeping hole, fucking them in and out of you without any warning whatsoever. You mewl at the rough sensation it brings you. “F-ffuck- Juyeon wait-”
But he doesn't listen. Instead, he increases the pace of his fingers to the point you hear the wetness of your own arousal squelching. But when he starts curling his long fingers inside you, hitting that gummy spot you could never reach with your own fingers, you let out a desperate moan.
Juyeon quickly covers your mouth with his other hand, making you remember that your brother and his friends were just in the other room.
“Shhhh. Try not to be so noisy, yeah?” Juyeon smirks. Hearing your muffled moans against his hand made his cock strain in his jeans, digging into your ass even more.
Juyeon continues to curl and pump his fingers into you at an ungodly pace, you mind slowly entering into subspace from how good it actually feels.
You suddenly see a flash of white before your eyes as you cry from the pleasure of your high unexpectedly hitting you harder than it has ever did before.
But Juyeon doesn't stop there. He continues to pump his fingers in and out of you like his life depended on it, his free hand snaking under your skirt to vigorously rub your overly sensitive bud.
“Ju-juyeon s-stoooppp-” You hazily say, now covering your mouth with your own hand.
“Nope, wanna see how you look when you come undone under me.”
Tears start falling down your cheeks as you get overwhelmed with the sensations, the pleasure now turning slightly into pain. You quietly scream into your hand as you feel your abdomen explode, feeling your juices squirting out of you, running down your legs and onto the kitchen floor.
The moment Juyeon saw the mess happening below, he did nothing but smile from ear to ear and let out a satisfied hum. Before he leaves, his hands travel back to your waist and leans in forward to whisper in your ear once again,
“The next time you decide to become a brat, I’m not gonna be nice about it…”
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fereinsm · 13 days
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A little gift for mah special lady (HBD!! 🥳). @skykain ‘s Globi is surely enjoying her birthday party along with her friends, elder sister (Martha) and mentors.
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- This art also features "XingYue" - Skykain’s avatar/fursona and my avatar as well (on the right).
- Those who attend the party are pretty much everyone from Clan Skryre and Eshin, while the rest are being busy but some of them also send gifts to her as well.
- The song she plays in this scene is "A Thousand Miles" by Vanessa Carlton. After the party she also play "Firefiles" by Owl City as a bonus :3
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mrs-monaghan · 11 months
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Hi Shaz, It’s my birthday today but I need cheering up. Can you hit me up with some of your favourite underrated jikook moments and why 💜💛🐰🐤 (and if people can comment some of theirs too if they have any)
First things first, HBD Anon!!!! 🎉🎉🎈🎈🎉🎊🎊🎂🎂🎂🍾🍾🍷🍷🍹🍺🍺🍸🥂🍸🥂🎂🎈🎈
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Smile today, don't let anyone bring you down. No matter what. 💜💜
Second of all, u guys that keep sending me asks about my ___ Jikook moments, you are killing me! It's torture. To have to choose from what we have is really hard y'all. It's not easy.
But okay, my favourite underrated Jikook moments. Let's get into it. Again, HBD!! 🎈🎈🎈
Number 1 >> Decoration tah!
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For the life of me I cannot explain why I love this moment as much as I do. I just know it puts the biggest smile on my face whenever it comes up in a compilation I'm watching. Idk what it is, I just think this moment is wholesome AF. And when JK reacted to it I DIED!!!! It was everything to me, i was so happy. Of course its underrated, coz they're not really doing anything. Just laughing about and having a good time enjoying each other's company. But I love 2 see it. 😍😍
Number 2>> JK preparing a plate for them and Jimin turning to JK to ask for more soup.
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It's so domestic 😭 Because this is how they are on their normal day to day lives. Like Jin told us; JK is Jimin's chef. And as we already saw, JK always makes sure Jimin is very well fed, always. Even blows the soup for him if it's hot and we have seen him feed Jimin many times. This moment, no one talks about, but I just really like it.
Number 3>> When JK was there for Jimin when he got nervous
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It criminal that this isn't one of the most popular Jikook moments. The way JK was giving Jimin ALL his attention. The way he was nodding along in encouragement. The way he got closer when Jimin made that mistake. The way JK didn't move back into position until he was sure Jimin had gotten back on track. This moment was e👏🏾very👏🏾thing👏🏾 and I wish we talked about it more. JK did so well as Jimin's boyfriend there. He showed up. He really fucking showed up. I respect this man so damn much for always showing up.
I enjoyed Jeonssy's analysis of this moment. You can watch it here if you like.
Number 4>>> Jimin, kneeling, doing that thing with his tongue while looking up at JK 👀
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I think the reason Jikookers don't talk about this moment it's because of how sexually suggestive it is. And you can see the moment Jimin catches himself too. Mans got carried away there for a second. I wasn't around for kitty gang Jimin but I believe it when people say he was wildin'. Like Jimin, please, we know you get down on your knees for the Jungkonda, we did not need a visual. 🙈🙈🙈
I high key love that moment very, very much. 🥵
Number 5>> Jungkook waiting and waiting and waiting for Jimin all because his boyfriend asked him to.
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Aish. Y'all don't get it. JK was among the first people who finished. This is episode 126-127. They're some of my favourite episodes that I rewatch all the time. They were so good. Anyway, Mr. Competitive finished 2nd so he was gonna go be among the first people to go home. And he was excited too! But then Mimi said 2 words: Jungkookah, wait. And that's all she wrote 🤭🤭🤭
Y'all aren't getting it. This was actually huge. I wouldn't do that for my sister and I love that bitch. If I finish a game first, and she kept losing and losing and kept me waiting for an hour I would take off. Shit, I'd take off after 20 minutes. You know who I'd wait for though? My partner 😂 Because that's just how it works. Jimin has the boyfriend privilege. Sure this was him being in charge but also this was JK listening to his man and doing exactly what he said. Now I'm thinking about Bon voyage season 4 when JK stayed by the doorway and didn't move simply because Jimin asked. Who said JK doesn't listen to Jimin again? 🤭
Anyway, JK couldn't wait to leave. We can tell by how happy he was when Jimin won rock paper scissors, and yet, he didn't mind waiting for as long as he did for Jimin who finished last. This moment is massive and I think it should be treated as such. 😔
Number 6>> When JK did this.
He probably just wanted to touch his baby. But also, it looks like he made Jimin stop. And Jimin listened and stood there and they did that adorable dance together. The dance part is not underrated. But the way JK touched Jimin is. And I absolutely love this cute, soft moment.
Number 7>> Speaking of touching. This compilation of Jikook touching on stage for the sake of touching. It's actually really subtle and kudos to the Armys who first noticed this is a thing that they do. Jikook absolutely love the stage. JK was asked when he feels most connected to the members and he said he loves when him and Jimin high five on stage. That's when he feels the most connected. He singled out Jimin even though the question was about all of them. And this thing where they touch like this for no reason whatsoever, proves his statement to be true. I freaking love them!
Number 8>> When JK was asked to rate the members and he finally put Jimin as number one. Everyone always talks about JK putting Jimin last in the past. But I'm not sure this moment gets the hype it deserves. This question was stupid AF to begin with but whatever. What I love about this moment is how JK didn't even bother to rate anyone else. He just said Jimin is the most handsome according to his own personal criteria, and then left it at that. Almost like he only cared that Jimin knew he was number one. He wanted Jimin to know he was done playing games. So rating the rest was irrelevant when he'd already made his point.
I also don't think Jimin was expecting this which is a bit sad, idk. But I'm sure he appreciated not being ranked last. Again. However i don't think that was ever going to happen. By this time JK was done pretending he didn't like Jimin on and off camera. He'd stopped pretending he didn't have feelings for him so I think many of us, much like RM, expected JK to place Jimin first at this particular juncture.
Number 9>> Gaaaaaaah! I love this so freaking much!!!! Okay so Jimin is a blusher. We know this. While when he blushes for JK it can be more intense than for other members, Jimin is a blusher. Its a thing he does. JK on the other hand, not so much. Which is why I love this so fucking much. 😍😍 My other underrated moment is JK blushing for Jimin. I literally never see people talk about this even though JK doesn't blush or get shy for anyone else apart from Jimin. I mean look at this!!!
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I said look at this!!! Are you looking??
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You guys don't listen to me. Did you see?? Especially the black swan one??? Shiet. A bashful JK? Sign me up! JK does not blush for other people. He's not a blusher. Only Jimin can make him that shy. Do y'all get it? This side of JK is reserved for Jimin and Jimin only. He's the only one that affects JK this way. Aaaaah feels. 😭😭😭 FEELS.
It's criminal, absolutely criminal that people overlook shy, blushy JK. I love to see it. I love it so much. I could watch it all day.
Last but not least. Number 10>> This.
I mean, what is wrong with you people? Honestly. By you people I mean antis because... okay first of all, lets watch the video. Not the first part where they sing to eo. That's definitely not an underrated moment. I mean the second part at the concert.
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Did you see that?
JK doing that 👆🏽 and Jimin doing this, these 2 moments sit at the same table. They outed themselves here guys. And no one was listening. They are telling us look, its him. Its him. They took risks and said fuck it. And they got away with it. Like they get away with everything else. Smh 😑
They literally outed their relationship guys. We should be freaking out more. That moment at that concert is super underrated. And it requires Eagle eyed army to see it. But damn, JK really did that. Wow.
Just wow.
Anyway anon. That's all I got for now. Happy birthday once again. If Jikook isn't real, then neither I'm I.
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seb ml, hbd! and happy v-day lyzie <33 (arri also sends birthday wishes, and a bedazzled dagger!!)
seb, what affections do you hold for each of your siblings and for tav?
i personally do not use valentines to celebrate your dad and neither do most people, why do you think the opposite?
pose for your siblings in fluffy pink jackets with heart shaped glasses please? like that'd be so cute 🥺🙈
bye bye my lovely devil spawn, and my darling bby zoid! 👋
I do not need any fancy gift from that brat.
Me: How about not traumatising your kid half-sister by happily accepting the dagger which you can later give to Octavian? That way everyone’s happy. And for the love of doves, say thank you.
…………
Thank you for the dagger……Arri *pats head*
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This is my affection graph:
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My siblings are yuck <3 there is no affection only pure hatred.
~[le insert a random glitch]~
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NO-
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Valentine’s Day is a day where you celebrate love. And my father is love
The Same way how Thanatos IS death. Eros IS love.
Valentine’s may be different for different people. But ultimately it still celebrates love, him.
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My creator does not have his camera at the moment (isn’t allowed to draw) so he won’t be able to take a picture for the time being. (Exams finish in March and will totally draw this then)
- Seb♥️
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babygirlspurgeon · 1 year
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annual hbd to zucks and also my sister
sorry you’re not her favorite player anymore </3
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boba-beom · 1 month
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Angel,
There are 3 hours left for your birthday and I’m saddened I couldn’t celebrate it with you sooner! (Will let you know why privately)
I had something special prepared for you but I would like to tell you a few words!
01-20-22 was the first day we talked! You wanna what it was about? It was about how our birthday were exactly one month apart!
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During this time I was new to tumblr I was new to discord and wanted a place to fit in! You made my time to the new environment really easy for me!
We became friends in no time! I know there’s distance between us but I gained a close friend, someone I trust and can go to whenever I need to. Someone who has shown me endless amount of love, and support. That distance becomes just distance when you look at the bond we’ve created!
You are someone so special and important and the people around you, my self included are so happy to have someone as sweet, loving, kind, smart, funny person like you!
I definitely consider you one of my online bestfriends because you truly know things about me that my irl friends don’t know!
I love and miss our late night talks whether it was late night for me or late night for you! We need to voice call asappppp!
I think it goes without saying but you truly get how I feel like no one else does! I think it confirmed that we are a different kind when we were losing our mind because of that one taehyun laugh followed by his “진짜” you remember that angel? How we both literally lost it at one word. Only taehyun will do that for you only taehyun hahah.
This might sound cheesy and you know what I’m okay with that but you are the Beomgyu to my Yeonjun! Quite literally 🥺💗
I hope we get to meet each other soon and go to all the food places so we can do our little asmr mukbang! Not only for that but to finally be able to see you and I just know we will spend hours talking and talking(I hope your sister is okay with that hahah). I don’t think there has ever been a dull moment or conversation that I’ve had with you!
I mean we can go from crying about how life is shitty to talking about how we’d want redacted to redact redact redact lol(based on true story I don’t know if you remember when we called on ig that one time you were in the ph)
I just wanna hype you up a bit but girlllll YOU ARE GORGEOUS!! STUNNING!!!!! I think I’ve shared this a few times but I when I first joined and saw your photos I was like she’s soooo gorgeous and your style!! YOUR STYLE!!!! I am in love with ! (Send your girl some pointers hahaha) I think you have such pretty eyes and I love your hair!!!!! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL OKAYYY!!
I have to take some time to also mention how you are so down to help anyone who needs it! I know you were there for me helping me when I was going to post my very first fic! Not to mention you were instantly willing to help with my theme which so many people loved and complimented! You are always there for me during hard times even to just listen!
I love that we have matching pfp 🥺 do you remember what started it? It was when the tribute stage performance for weverse con came out and we were obsessed with the with the burgundy silk shirts and the fans and beomgyu long hair! We were in the nsfw section just sending a bunch of “🦋🐱🦋🐱🦋🐱🦋🐱” then we both changed our pfp and it was accidentally matching so we’ve been matching since then! I think it’s really cute and special 🥺
I would just lastly like to say how much you mean to me to me and that no matter where life takes us you will always have a special place in my heart and mind! I love love love love you so much! I hope you had a great day and I can’t wait till I hear all about it 🥺💗 I miss you Lots Angel!
I am always here for you!
I hope you have the happiest of birthdays! 🥳
HappySmilesDay 💗
Oh p.s. I got me cake yesterday and I sang hbd to you before I ate it but my dumbass took the video on Snapchat and forgot to save it! 😩
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Angie 🥹 thank you isn’t enough to show how grateful I am to have you in my life. you’re like a hidden gem I didn’t know that I would eventually keep along with me from day to day. I do remember bonding over our birthdays and it all stemmed from there!
you and I both know so well that I will always be there for you and anyone if they need 🫶🏼 wasn’t called smiles for no reason (I’m sorry lmao that was cheesy). I also find it so amusing just how easily we relate together. I’ve enjoyed every single interaction, moment, call, voice note, squealing about taehyun’s laugh and his ‘진짜‘, and all of the above.
lmao the fact that we can go on and on, talking about whatever but it’s okay, yappers will be yappers and that’s us 🤭 no matter what it is we just manage to hold it out well!
thank you for the compliments and plenty of your kind words 🥹 I have so much love for you, I hope you always know that! and I can’t wait for the day we meet! I’m sure it will bring us closer than we already are 🫶🏼
I have so much more to say but it can wait for another special day 🤭 I love you so much and you are always going to be the yeonjun to my beomgyu 🤍 I miss you lots and I hope you’re always taking care of yourself!
take your time with everything and I love you a hundred times over!!! thank you for the cute beomjun pictures and the cake is super cute 😭 you’re so precious, Angel!
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idk if ure inactive or our timezones just dont match 😭 BUT YA HI HRU ALSO belated hbd <3 and also did u know my sister is here on tumblr again
i was inactive for like....a year 😭😭 i was barely on tumblr but didn't really post bcz I had zero motivation but im slowly making a comeback so wish me luck 😭 and I'm doing okay KINDA, my exams are starting on may 3rd so im meeting with an old friend aka anxiety + eid was like a day ago i believe so i legit didnt study anything for the past week bcz of family visits and shit 😭 ALSO MAIA IS BACK FR??? I DIDNT KNOW THAT 😭
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funnyincorrectmcu · 4 years
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Tony: I broke my foot today. Peter: That socks. Shuri: Oh shoe-t.  Tony: … Tony: Thanks for your concern. 
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I posted 682 times in 2021
56 posts created (8%)
626 posts reblogged (92%)
For every post I created, I reblogged 11.2 posts.
I added 15 tags in 2021
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#i love to take my poems literally
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#5
we're all so proud and happy of all your successes and achievements, tim. we celebrate you, now and for years to come. but we also value and appreciate you more and more each day because you support our gentle giant, in ways you know is right at the current time. go shine ✨
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Timmy: What do you want for your birthday?
Armie: We've talked about this, I'd rather you spend your hard-earned money on yourself babe.
Timmy: Armie.
Armie: Fine. Just lick me out for dinner.
Timmy: Uh? Okay, I guess? If that's what you want.
Armie: *TAKE! Take me out for dinner.
Armie: I hate this phone
Timmy: I can do both. Lick and take you out for dinner. It's your birthday so your wish is my command :)
Armie: You're not letting this die soon, 'no?
Timmy: Nope. Gonna lick you good for your bday baby.
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heart eyes, motherfucker
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hi friends and moots,
Maybe 5 people tops will see this post so I'll brave things out and post it. I never got a lot of interaction anyways hehez. So anyways...
I know most of the ppl in the fandom doesn't know my existence but I've been here since the latter part of 2017. You might see my Tumblr handle from time to time on the timeline because of reblogs (I post funny stuff sometimes!) but that ends there.
I am a silent viewer of everything that has happened and is happening in the fandom. I celebrated during good times, I cried over the worst times. I felt like quitting before but my trust towards Armie and Timmy, as partners and as individuals, is bigger than the battle/s they're fighting. Also, who am I to lose hope when they aren't? I am supposed to hold on when it's tough, not let go.
I'm just posting this to tell you all charmies that I love you guys so much. I never talked personally with all of you but you have been a family to me already thru all the posts we shared over the years about the boys. I appreciate every one of you who never fails to trust the process even how hard it is.
What Armie is facing right now is fucking painful and scary. If I could only offer a hug or anything, I totally would. Not to brag or anything but I'm a good judge of character that's why when this shitshow started early last January, I never once doubted him in my life. I may not know him personally, not interacted with him personally, but over the years, I get to learn how his heart works. And that man owns a heart of gold.
We lose a lot of good people in the fandom too. When someone leaves, there's a part of me that's hurting because there is no guarantee if we are gonna be able to celebrate with them once everything is alright. The group number is getting slimmer but the trust and hope never does and at the end of the day, that is what matters.
My line of thought is messed up so bear with this trashy post, I just hope that everyone who reads this up to this point is having a wonderful and safe day. We got this. The boys got this. I hope I can talk and be close friends with all of you but I don't know how to hold a conversation so I'm just here looking :( anyway, Dance party with you all soon xx
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atsumuwoah · 4 years
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smaller than you - n. yuu x reader
title : smaller than you words : 920 notes : issa soulmate kinda deal. hAHA this is so tiktok cliche. i still can't write titles and wbk. but noya is cute. also i tried to make the four idiots' social @'s puns hAHA genre : soulmate au warnings : pretty fluffy but i enjoyed making this [ sjsjs is that even a warning ]
my masterlist~
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that day was your sixteenth birthday and everybody knew the drill. the entire day you kept your school blazer on and didn't even dare looking at your wrist. it was said that when you turned 16, the first words you soulmate would say to would appear on your wrist. that night, at home, with your family and friends, right after you blew out your candles, you pulled your sleeve up.
"you're smaller than me!"
helpful, you thought. in general you were short according to standards, much more as compared to a boy. you were hoping for something more specific so that you'd have a small idea of who he'd be.
"hai (y/n)-chan! happy birthday! what does your wrist say?" asked your best friend, nishinoya yuu, asked.
the two of you had known each other since you were in diapers, thanks to your parents being friends. this resulted in you two being automatic best friends, playdates every week, and the most embarrassing photos to post for birthdays. thus, noya had posted a picture from the first time you two had met.
"yuu! thank you! just look!" you said with a happy-glum look on your face. he peered at your wrist and he promptly cACKLED at you.
"hAHA! literally everyone you know is bigger than you!" he ridiculed you. in return you punched his arm, and from there he fake-cried.
"mRS (L/N)! (Y/N) SLAPPED ME!"
"mOM DON'T LISTEN TO HIM!"
"ah, those are our kids akari,"
"(your mom's name), and i wouldn't have it any other way,"
those words rung through your mind as you scrolled through your 'friends' page in (favorite social media). you stared at every boy in the list, trying to crack who of them could be your soulmate. after a while, you were starting to get sick of looking at usernames, so you switched to your feed for a while.
scrolling through every post, your finger stopped at your favorite libero's post.
[ insert vv wholesome pic of childhood noya n you heehee ]
@yuulookingatme hAPPY 16TH @(y/n)dumb! look at your dumb monkey ears back in elementary school! have a great day, and i hope your wrist ends up saying something weird. lOVE YA BESTIE <3
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@(y/n)dumb awh thankuu bestie! aLSO I HATE U UR WRIST IS DUMBEST 'gO aWaY!'
@yuulookingatme @(y/n)dumb lOVE YOU MORE, aND dOn'T dIsS mY wRisT
@shoyotheworld hAPPY BIRTHDAY (L/N) SENPAI
@tobionottobe happy sixteenth birthday, (l/n)-san :)
@ryuukiddingme hbd sIsTeR iN lAw >:D
suddenly all the memories from that day came back to you.
there was a lady who looked about your mother's age waving to the two of you in front of your favorite restaurant. she herself was holding a little kid's hand.
"akari! i missed you!" your mom said, running up to hug the lady.
the lady let go of her son's (!!) hands and rushed over to your mom, engulfing her in a big hug.
you and the boy awkwardly faced each other.
"y-YOU'RE SMALLER THAN ME!" pointing the his finger.
"gO AWAY!" you recoiled.
how dumb could you get? you realized as impossible as you thought finding your soulmate would be, in reality he was right by your side all this time. you knew what had to be done. a simple call or text wouldn't suffice. even though you were in the middle of the night, you hastily slipped on your shoes and a hoodie over your pajamas and ran out the front door.
to : mamabear🧸🤍 from : (y/n)dumb
hi mama! i'm going to auntie akari's house! i need to do something super important! love you <333 (>w<)
| sent 2:47am |
pausing to send a message to you mother before you left, you ran to nishinoya household, which luckily was only a few houses away. upon reaching you lifted their welcome mat for their extra key so you wouldn't have to wake anyone up. quiet as you possibly could, you opened the door and snuck upstairs towards noya's room.
you almost made it unscathed, until you fell on your behind, creating a loud THUD. so much for your 'not having to wake anyone up' scheme. as you were dusting off your injury. a door slowly creaked open.
"(y/n)-chan? what are you doing in my house? it's nearly three a.m.?" the libero faced you in the hallway, and a look of worry sprung on his face. you smiled, and got up from your seating position.
"because, this," you say, thankful for the dark concealing your rosy cheeks, as you pointed at your wrist and pulled up his latest picture post. as soon as you presented him with the the picture, his eyes widened as he remembered the story behind it.
as tears began to form in the eyes of both of you, he rushed up for a big bear hug. as normal as this was for you too, this hug seemed different. with happy tears rolling down your cheeks, you returned the embrace. noya had decided that you would have to sleep over because 'it's super duper dangerous to go outside early in the morning all alone', and obviously you agreed.
the two of you slumped into his bed, and the boy made sure to snuggle you as the big spoon as you fell into a deep slumber. soon he did too, and the two of you drifted off in each other's arms.
one new message from mamabear🧸🤍!
i already knew after you tumbled down the stairs in the middle of the night. auntie akari knows too. stay over at their's for the night, k? love you too, sweetie❤️
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"uWAHHH! aKARI! SEE, WE KNEW IT!" squealed your mom from your house. akari and her were fangirling over video call about what had just happened.
"i'M SO HAPPY FOR OUR BABIES!"
"when they get kids, they'll be gorgeous thanks to our combined genes!"
"and we'll be sisters in law!"
"sO HAPPY!"
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Do you think it’s possible Z could be with Hunter? I don’t want to assume people’s sexualities but she spends a lot of time with her.
I didn’t think they are but the longer T spends back home makes me think Tomdaya are just friends again.
I mean, ANYTHING is possible at this point. 🤷🏾‍♀️ And there's also always been the possibility that TZ are just friends now. That's always been a possibility.
I personally haven't seen anything (so far) that leads me to believe that Z and Hunter are anything more than sisters/super close friends.
Keep in mind, Z was hanging tight with Hunter even when she was dating JE. Hunter was even spending the night over Z's house during that time too. Just because two women (who also work together) spend time together with each other it doesn't automatically mean that they're dating each other.
Do I think that Hunter has just been watching and waiting in the wings while Z has been dating other men like Tom, and then after Tom, dating her own fellow co-star Jacob Elordi, and Hunter is just cool with that? 😅 I mean, maybe? 🤷🏾‍♀️
Do I think Z is looking to date yet a 3rd co-star, this one from the very same show and set where her ex works? I mean......maybe?
Would Z have invited Hunter to Atlanta to spend time with her and her ex Tom (who clearly followed Hunter, so they MUST have been together at SOME point 😏) when it would have probably been suuuper awkward not only for her ex Tom, but also for her new "gf" Hunter? 🥴 I mean, y'all think Z would do smthg like that? Seriously? 😅 Would you do smthg like that? Idk about others, but having my ex around my new bf would be super uncomfortable, not only for ME, but for HIM! I would never intentionally do that to someone. But maybe that's just me. 🤷🏾‍♀️
You also think Tom would joke about the crotch tagging thing (in a worldwide printed magazine article at that) if he knows Z is dating someone new? 👀
Would Hunter be going on twosome massages with another WOMAN if she's dating Z? 🤔 In what world of rlshps would THAT EVER be "cool" with a significant other? 😄
Do we also think that Z would be posting a birthday msg to her EX Tom (that Hunter obviously knows) on social media, when she didn't do one last year, and actually didn't really have to do one for him this year? NOOOOBODY else from the immediate SM cast wished Tom a HBD..... not even Tom's "bestie" Jacob lol. 😏 But Zendaya did. 👀 They aren't even promoting anything rn, and their movie doesn't even come out for another 6 months. 😅
Would Z have proclaimed her love for Hunter on her birthday, and done like 3 or 4 stories for her if miss "private" just came from a rlshp that was pretty EXPOSED and didn't seem to end all that well? 👀
Anyway.... I guess all of those things COULD be true, and Z and Hunter are in a secret rlshp with each other. 🤷🏾‍♀️ People are of course FREE to believe whatever they want, but I personally don't see anything yet that makes me think that they are in a romantic rlshp with each other.
But if ppl wish to ship them, then that's cool. 🤷🏾‍♀️ It doesn't bother me. If HunterDaya actually does become a thing one day, then they can all say that they "called it" FIRST lol. 😅😂
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transannabeth · 4 years
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Do you ever think that after the third anniversary of less than three you won't be able to say less than three anniversaries? This are the questions that keep me awake at night, but also, what's your favorite magic system that you have seen/read/ played? Do you remember the first thing you bake? What book/series would you love to experience like it was the first time? If you HAD to watch a horror movie alone, which one would you pick? I hope you're good!!! Take care! You're awesome!
oh my god...... ;laksdjf;lksdjf;lsdkfjalksdjasd i never even considered.... on the third anniversary we’ll have to do something BIG everyone (and by that i mean rey and sarah mostly) start brainstorming right now 
my favorite magic system is actually the one from wizards of waverly place! that’s probably a cheesy answer, but i love the powers being in a fuse box, i love the competition, i love some of the silly rules.. a lot of magic systems end up very similar in my brain, so the details of that one (like the one family wizard, the competition, the fun portal) really stand out in my mind. and also i just think it was impressionable on me because it was one of my favorite shows as a kid (also alex keeping her wand in her boot..fucking legendary) 
probably cookies! every christmas season my mom and her younger sister get together and have cookie day where they just bake ALL DAY for cookies to last basically the entire season for both our families. so that was probably something i was a part of really early on! 
hmmm this is such a hard question... i think i want to go with.......god i don’t know!!! this is so hard because i love REreading/watching things and getting more out of them each time and just delving deeper and deeper into the analysis of it all. i wanna say percy jackson for the nostalgia, and because it’s been so long since i first read them that i have no memory of my first impression of them (and hbd perce)
NONE the answer is NONE i don’t even know enough horror movies to answer this properl a;skldjaklsdjflskdfj 
thank youuuuu <3 <3 i hope you’re good too!!! sending love!
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cycat4077 · 4 years
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Changes: Chapter 5
I’m on a roll!
Title: Changes Ship: Sonny x Reader (OC female character)
Ch. 1 | Ch. 2 | Ch. 3 | Ch. 4 | AO3 | Chapter List |
Chapter 5: HBD - You and Sonny find more common ground and you laugh and smile until it hurts.
Notes: Pure fluff (finally). I've been sitting on this chapter and I'm so happy I got to flesh it out! (Also, the reader cusses once...whoops!)
Today is a difficult day for you. You barely managed to drag yourself into work. It’s a day that you had never been away from your family on ever before and it is truly getting you down. Your performance at SVU is sluggish but you try your best to cover it up. Finally, lunch time allows you to get away and receive a call.
You’re sitting alone in the breakroom smiling as you talk quietly on the phone. All of a sudden Carisi steps in just when you’re ending your call. “Love you, too” you say, before quickly hanging up. You notice Sonny go rigid in the doorway.
He stiffly nods at you as he enters, turning a chair around and planting himself across from you, sandwich in hand. You neatly set your phone down on the table. “Getting all mushy on breaktime?” he says coldly, gesturing towards your phone as he takes a bite of his lunch.
You hug your arms to your middle in your seat. “My mom, actually,” you state truthfully but don’t offer any elaboration.
You watch as Sonny’s brow eases and he settles his focus on you.
Just then your phone lights up. A text from your friend is scrawled across the screen: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
Sonny’s eyes flash to the notification and then back to yours. His expression is unreadable. Shit. I prefer people just not knowing.
His brow knits once more and frankly, he looks offended. “It’s your birthday?!” he blurts.
“Yeah,” you manage sheepishly.
Sonny’s features break into excitement. “Well, happy birthday! Why didn’t you tell us?!” He looks as if he’s about to get up and shout it to the entire squad.
You reach out towards him with pleading eyes. “Thanks, but please don’t make a big deal of it. SVU has bigger fish to fry today. It’s busy out there and I’m not one to make a scene.”
Sonny repositions himself back in his chair. “Okay. The judge has overruled,” he jokes while imitating a gavel with his palm on the table. His forearm flexes and your eyes follow a tendon upwards until it disappears underneath his rolled-up sleeve. “You doin’ anythin’ this evening?” he asks, with a tilt of his head.
“Yeah,” you reply automatically, but immediately notice a slight slump in the detective’s shoulders as you answer.
“That’s good,” he says, distantly. “Always good to have someone to spend your birthday with.” The left corner of his mouth bunches in an attempt to form a smile.
Then it dawns on you that he thinks you’ll be with someone tonight. He jumped to that conclusion himself! Your heart skips a beat and your lips part, about to speak your inner thoughts: would that have been an offer? But you catch yourself and quickly squash the absurd idea back down into the depths of your mind. Instead, you blink hard and tell him the truth: “Actually, I’m ordering in and Skyping my mom ‘n dad during dinner.” As you say it, you realise how embarrassing it is. A young woman in her late 20’s, staying home on her birthday so she can Skype her parents. You expect Sonny to be looking at you with pity or disgust, but instead he somehow appears relieved. It’s the same type of look he just had when you told him it was your mom on the phone.
A few seconds of silence goes by and Sonny must sense your self-consciousness, because he offers you a genuine grin while he reassuringly says that he understands. That family means everything to him too. Your mind drifts for a moment and you find yourself wondering if he has a girlfriend. If there’s no significant other, then somehow this crush you’re developing on the Italian detective would be safe to admit to yourself.
Nevertheless, the thought is forgotten as the two of you fall into a conversation about your families. You find more common ground regaling how you both love your parents. Sonny is from a big family, yet he still manages to get along with them all. His home-life is such a contrast to your own where it has always been just you and your folks. Regardless, you’re filled with warmth knowing the Carisis love and look out for one another.
You enjoy how Sonny’s cheeks get rosy as he praises his mother’s cooking and how she insists on feeding everyone. You watch his blue eyes sparkle as he humble-brags his niece who’s a “sophomore with stellar grades”. You also adore how his voice fills with excitement as he tells you that his sister has a new bundle of joy on the way. He confides in you that he’s nervous and hopes that the baby will “love uncle Sonny”. What’s not to love? you think. Sonny has a gentle soul despite coming off as a little rough around the edges sometimes.
You continue to swap stories with one another. Everything from the silly things your parents insist on doing, to embarrassing tales about yourselves as kids. You talk and laugh until your break is over and your faces hurt from smiling. You forget that you’re so far away from home on your birthday and are grateful for Sonny’s company.
For the remainder of the day you every now and again notice Sonny looking your way. You’ll have been sitting there with your tongue poking out of your mouth in deep focus only to feel his gaze upon you. You’ll look up, but find Sonny quickly moving his hand to his forehead as he drops his head down. It’s a bit strange, but at the same time it makes your tummy twirl. It’s nice to know that someone is stealing glances your way. Is that it though? Was he looking at you? Stop. You tell yourself. Stop overthinking things. Still, your heart betrays your brain and it beats a little faster at the possibility.
At quitting time, you make your routine pit stop to the ladies’ room before leaving. Upon exiting, you remark that some have already gone home, including Sonny. Your heart sinks a bit, wanting to have at least said goodbye. As you make your way back to your desk, you notice there’s a little white box sitting there. It has the logo on it from the bakery nearby. You delicately unfold the top and are greeted by a whiff of chocolate from a cupcake holding a single candle. There’s a sticky note tucked on the side that reads:
HBD
     -S
You quickly look up to scan around the squad room, but Sonny’s nowhere to be seen. Nonetheless, you find yourself smiling with the overwhelming feeling of warmth in your chest.
Chapter 6 here
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Told myself that my birthday is just an ordinary day. That I will not get dissapointed whether they greet me or not. As times go there are few people who I want to greet me. This year there are some who I actually look forward for their greetings even 'HBD' will do but I guess they totally forgotten. 1. She was actually my first ever friend in college. She greeted me for the 2 consecutive yrs in fb, twitter, messenger, dm. Name every social media and the greetings were there. We may not always be together in college since we had diff sections from 2nd yr but every time we meet, the closeness never change. But this year there was not even a chat of greetings. Maybe she was too busy with med school that's why. 2. She was a HS friend. A very very close friend of mine. She was like a soul sister to me. But we get drifted since I avoided them for years. Recently I suddenly bumped her in a bus and it was so awkward that we cannot even have a conversation. So funny how on HS we were inseperable when we talk about life and laugh our hearts out to our crazy imaginations. Seems like we are like strangers and drowned ourselves to silence that time in the bus. 3. My other HS girl friends. They somewhat yearly greet me. But this year was somewhat different. They haven't greeted me though they may somewhat read others' tweet of greetings. HAHA. I'm so assuming they've read but maybe they got tired of me bec I am not even coming to meet ups. 4. My Gone Girls! They were my two best buddies in my first work. They were my constant companions in every ups and downs on our lab life. I thought its ok if one of them will greet. It will be enough. But both of them just forgot it. It can't be helped. We are just together for 6 months and resigned together! They are all friends who I want greetings from. I was so used to being greeted by them yearly that this birthday was so incomplete and different. But nonetheless this year was also somewhat better since the top most people who I want to greet me actually greeted me. So at the end I'm still thankful.
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samguthrie · 3 years
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#It's a couple minutes past midnight here which means it's officially december 31#And I am legally 25 (biologically I'm not 25 until another 11 hours or so)#And I feel... so many things about this. It kinda makes me want to cry though#Because it's actually quite big deal for me like I honestly never thought I'd see my 25th birthday.#I thought I would've ended my life by now#But I'm also fucking devastated because I wasn't going to be in Sweden for my 25th#I was supposed to be in las vegas with the person I love and their sibling + in law#And it's like... how do you top that? Especially when there's a pandemic going on#And my sister is a 12 hr car ride from me. I only have 2 real friends left and I can't see either of them#My grandma is gonna come over but... she has aged so much this year#That it just reminds me that I'll soon lose her too. And my brother... is literally not allowed to leave the place he's at#My dad is dead since long and I lost the love of my life#And I haven't felt this useless and disgusting and downright unloveable for years#So I also kinda want to cry because ?? Wow. What an amazing birthday#Watch like 3 of my friends wish me hbd as per usual except y'know#One of them is someone i want to grow old with and can't ever even see or say i love you to again#And they don't even really want to be friends with me anymore.#Because that's how little i matter to them now. Which is funny because that's the story of my life#And I was dumb enough to think someone so amazing ... would be any different.#I'm just a fucking naive idiot and a romantic at heart. I hide it well but I am#So then I get left behind and this time it was by someone I thought actually would stay#Anyways yeah this year has just been fucking shitty as hell for me on a personal level#And I'm supposed to just... be happy and celebrate surviving for this long#Despite how I hate myself and can't see anything but pain and hardships ahead? no thanks#Everyone's like oh im so sorry you cant celebrate! lets postpone it and celebrate after covid19!#And I'm like ?? Honestly im GLAD i dont have to celebrate and fake being happy#Because I can barely keep from crying. I just want to...sleep tbh#vent#tmi#shut up hurricane
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