Back To You (Din x Reader) - Part 10
A/N: Well, here we are. We get explanations, more questions, and lots of just fun stuff in between. Oh! And Mando’a. (Translations at the bottom.) We have some show dialogue again, but not too much. Also, once again, there is some lore in this that @writerlyhabits wrote in a fantastic short, and I loved it so much, I asked if I could use it.
(This takes place right where the other one left off and goes into the first part of episode 2x4/12, The Siege.)
I do not own Star Wars or it’s characters. Sadly. But I carry them in my heart. Does that count for something? My soul says yes.
Warnings: Tooth rotting fluff, Grogu being the cutest thing you ever did see, and Din is once again a warning in and of himself in this one. Space swearing. Mando’a.
Word count: 10,045
As always, thanks to @grippingbeskar for encouraging me, looking over this for me, and being the one to introduce me to Din fanfiction in the first place, getting me hooked. You are fantastic and I always love our chats.
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Xxx
Bathed in a purple glow, you stared wide eyed at the beam of light as it stood proudly before you. The whispering had stopped, nothing swirled at the back of your mind, there was nothing left to taunt you. ….Except what you had seen in flashbacks.
Brown eyes stared back at you, soft and kind, long before they ever swore a creed or made a promise to stay hidden. Now they haunted you, teasing you with something you’d never see again, playing on a loop behind your eyelids every time you blinked.
How had you seen that?
In all your years reading any and all information you could get your hands on about the Jedi and their training, you had encountered things that came about rarely, some people having particularly strong powers and the ability to see things when touching an object, but that was things tied to that object.
Looking to the hilt in your hand, you disengaged the saber, the silence of the room surrounding you as the gentle hum stopped. Bringing it closer to your face to inspect in the dim light, you could find no reason this saber was connected to the memory of Din. And in the memory of the child, there had been no purple glow defending him, though you had been in the Jedi temple, but that connection was loose if any.
You’d heard stories of younglings and their journeys into the kyber caves in search of the crystals to power their weapons. They would call out to the young Jedi, test them, torment them even. That all made sense with what you had gone through. This wasn’t your hell, it was your test. Though it could be argued they were one and the same, you thought smugly, you decided to look at it as a passing of a trial, a success.
Staring into the dark recesses of the closet absently, your eyes darted all around as you searched your mind for any sliver of information that might help.
You scrunched your eyes tight, hand darting up to cradle your forehead as a wave of pain washed over you, throbbing behind your eyes. Clutching the hilt tightly in your other hand, your new leather gloves creaked against the metal. Moaning softly, you tried to focus when voices started to fade into your consciousness, a fuzzy version of reality slotting into view behind your eyelids.
You didn’t recognize anything. Not the space, not the people, nor the time. Was this the future? Was it the past? Was it happening right now?
Then you saw him.
You saw Din, looking exactly like he had when he walked out of this closet however long ago, time an abstract concept when you were lost in these visions. Other Mandalorians. Voices you didn’t recognize. Everything got sharp, clear, as if you were there with him, except something that laid at his feet. Something small and black laid on the ground and blurred when you tried to look at it like your eyes were bleary with sleep. No matter how much you blinked or rubbed your eyes, it still stayed hidden from your view.
Sucking in a sharp breath when you realized what words had been exchanged, you blinked and the closet came back into view, as if you’d never left.
Pushing the glimpse of a possible future out of your mind for later, you rolled your shoulders back, massaging your temples as the pain dissipated. Turning to the kid, you saw him wide awake, staring at you with curious eyes, his head tilted in that very Din-like way, making you smile.
“Hey, little one. When did you wake up?”
You made your way back over to the crate you had been seated on, lowering back down until you sat cross legged in front of him. His eyes landed on the saber, and he let out a soft squeak in question before he looked back up at you.
“Ah, so you’ve seen my new toy, huh?” You held it out slightly for him to see better. “You know what this is, don’t you.” It was a statement, not a question. His little head straightened in answer as he held your gaze.
A sad smile found its way up your face. “I saw what you went through on your last day at the temple, kid.” His ears drooped at your soft words. “I’m so sorry. That must have been so scary.”
One of his little three clawed hands reached out toward you, and you met him in the middle, only one of your fingers fitting in his grasp. His eyes fluttered shut, and suddenly you were back there, but you were seeing everything from his perspective.
You saw the troopers, the Jedi fall, then suddenly a shadow overhead. His gaze drifted up to find the source, and your breath caught in your chest when you were staring into your own eyes. You were wearing the clothes you had on now. The saber in your hand was on your hip along with your blaster and knife that glinted with the fresh mudhorn. Your beskar. But how? You quit pondering the how, just grateful it was when a sense of peace washed over you from the child, a sense of relief and protection.
You had done that.
You had covered him, sheltered him, and made him feel safe decades ago, before the two of you even knew the other existed.
The vision faded, the dim light of the closet coming back into view, and you swiped at an errant tear tracking down your face.
The child released your finger, smiling up at you as he blinked heavy eyes slowly.
“Thank you,” you whispered, the side of your mouth quirking up.
“I don’t understand any of this, but I think that’s the point.” You rose to your feet with a sigh. “Does it ever get any easier, kid?” He squawked in what you took as a ‘no’, making you chuckle. “Gee, thanks. I can’t wait.”
Scooping him up, you fastened the saber onto your hip, closed up the bag you’d come in with, and slung it over your shoulder. “Come on. Let’s go see if we can find your dad. This place is making me claustrophobic.”
The child let out a little squeak.
“I’ll keep you safe. If anyone tries anything,” you lifted your arm up like you had seen Din do many times, grinning, “I’ll roast ‘em.”
Xxx
Din POV
“Easy. Easy.”
This had been one big kriffing disaster.
The controls of the ship rattled in his hands, shaking like it wanted to burst apart at the seams. Pulling up with a firm hand, glancing to his side to make sure Reeves was doing the same, Din focused back out the viewport, watching the surface of the water careen closer.
At the last possible second the ship stabilized, pulling up to just skim over the surface of the water, beginning it’s ascent once again at a gradual incline.
Panting, Din released the controls, stretching his hands out as far as they would go, fingers spread wide. He’d had some close calls in the Crest before, but he doesn’t think any have ever had him gripping the controls that tightly.
Reaching out he presses a few buttons on the control panel as a soft alarm still blares about their low altitude, faintly registering Bo-Katan talking to the Imp in the corner. Suddenly the sound of electricity crackles through the air, and he whips his head around to find the source, only to see the Imp convulsing and falling to the floor motionless.
Suicide capsule.
He narrowed his eyes at the Mandalorian who had held a blade to the captain's neck and spoken in harsh whispers. What had she said?
“We have to go. He sent a distress signal,” Reeves said.
“Clear the atmosphere and prepare to jump.” Bo-Katan sounded upset, glancing down to the Imp one more time.
That was Din’s cue. Rising to his feet, he walked brusquely toward the exit of the cockpit.
“Are you sure you won’t join us?”
Bo-Katan’s voice at his back made him pause. There had been a time when all he’d wanted was to find more Mandalorians, coverts. More of his kind. But now…. Now he wanted nothing more than to find the Jedi for his foundling. To do right by you, by the kid. By his clan.
Turning back to face her, he kept his voice even and calm, despite how frustrated he was with her for all the things she’d pulled once aboard the ship. “There’s something I need to do.”
“The offer stands if you change your mind.” She hesitated. “Your little warrior didn’t seem to know the true significance of the blade she carried.”
“That’s not your-”
“As a woman and a Mandalorian, I think I hold an authority on the subject. Tell her. The longer you wait, the worse it will be.”
He hesitated. “I didn’t forge the blade, technically-”
“Technically nothing. Get your helmet on straight and just tell her already.” She tilted her head at him curiously, her voice softening further. “If you’re worried she doesn’t feel the same, I can assure you, you’re wrong.”
Din sighed, changing the subject. “Where can I find the Jedi?”
The mechanism hissed as she removed her helmet, holding it under one arm. “Take the foundling to the city of Calodan on the forest planet of Corvus. There you will find Ahsoka Tano. Tell her you were sent by Bo-Katan. And thank you. Your bravery will not be forgotten. This is the Way.”
Din nodded once, his voice cracking slightly. “This is the Way.”
As he strode out a side door, the wind whipping his cape around violently, he only had one thing on his mind. He had to get back.
Not even hesitating when he reached the railing, he took it in one hand, planting his right leg firmly and pushing off the edge into a free fall, his jet pack activating after a few seconds.
The dull city came into view below him as he passed through the clouds, and he accelerated slightly at the sight.
He had people waiting for him.
Xxx
Regular POV
You’d quickly realized you would need to conceal the lightsaber on your hip as you made your way from the inn. You didn’t see people looking at you directly, but you could feel stares following after you.
Slinging a satchel over your shoulders so it would cover the weapon, you tucked the kid into the little makeshift seat as added coverage, looking down into his bright eyes as they sparked with mischief, his gaze boring into your own. If you had to guess, he was saying something like, Understood. Mission accepted. He turned to look at the people passing by curiously, letting out soft coos as you went.
Finding a small market nearby, you found a stall that had a lightweight cape, flowy and breathable. With multiple shades of grey flecked together into one material, it resembled the overcast skies above. It came just above your knees in the front, dipping a little lower in the back, and had a spacious hood. You debated finding a robe with actual sleeves, but decided against it at the thought of your new vambraces. You chuckled under your breath, softly shaking your head as you pictured the smug tone Din would have as he said, “I told you so,” his arms most likely crossed over his chest as you both stared down at the smoking remains of a robe with sleeves that nearly cooked you alive with it.
Rolling your eyes, you paid for the cape, grabbing the other robe on principle - it could be altered, you justified to yourself, plus, the likelihood that something was going to catch fire at some point made you want to prepare just in case - and stuffing it into the satchel with the kid after you paid for it.
Ducking into a little alley, you pulled the bag off your shoulders, setting it on a crate, and pulled on the cape, feeling much better once you knew the saber was concealed. Throwing the satchel back on, you went back out on the main roadway, still getting the feeling that people stared at you as you passed by, almost keeping a wider berth from you than usual.
Reaching up to touch your cheek, you knit your eyebrows. “Do I have something on my face, kid?” You arched a brow as you looked down at him, chuckling at the squeal he sent your way. A glint caught your eye, and you looked down, realizing it was your beskar catching a brief ray of sun as the clouds broke for just a moment.
Realization dawned on you. People were staring at the beskar. They were avoiding the person wearing it. Your face melted into something neutral, your mouth beginning to curve downward as the thought kept circling your mind. Is this what Din felt like all the time?
Shaking your head at yourself, you strode towards the edge of the dock, the large ship Din was on high in the sky above. Leaning against a light pole, you kept your eyes on it, opening a ration pack for the kid and handing him pieces absently.
You felt the stares grow, the envy of some clouding underneath. Others feared you, while most were just curious. Darting your eyes around, you began to feel paranoid, and anger began to roll just under your skin. Why can’t they just mind their own business?
You didn't even realize you were doing it until the light on top of the pole at your back burst, making you and everyone in the vicinity duck away, hands rising overhead protectively, turning to look up as sparks rained down.
No. Not again.
The raw surge of power had flown from you to the closest nearby source, overwhelming it instantly. You winced as another small flash of sparks erupted before falling to the dock below. Glancing around, people were lowering their hands, approaching cautiously and staring up at the light in bewilderment.
Brushing your palms down the front of your cape, you tried to mimic their curious looks before ushering the kid a few feet to the side where you leaned on some large crates. Slumping back against them with a huff, you closed your eyes for just a moment, trying to center yourself before it could happen again.
You’d read some documents once upon a time from deep in the belly of Coruscant’s black market on the various colors of kyber crystals and what they meant for the wielder. Some represented strength, others wisdom, but purple, purple was rare and sometimes a topic of dissent, as its glow represented both that of strength and the dark side. It could be argued that it indicated one was truly balanced within the Force, both light and dark choosing to coincide in one blade, but it often indicated one had a soul of conflict.
Opening your eyes to stare at the large ship that contained your Mandalorian as it cruised through the sky, your mind continued to wander.
You’d never had this conflict before, this tug of the dark side pulling so strongly on you. The only thing you could figure was the crystal was trying to speak to you, manifesting in ways you wish it wouldn’t. You felt slightly better, knowing it wasn’t just you that was suddenly having lapses, but rather an outside force just trying to be heard. You could work with that.
The ship suddenly started to dive, making you push off the crates behind you and stand up straight. You faintly registered the child letting out a questioning squeal from the satchel as you walked to the edge of the dock, staring at the large vessel. A band seemed to tighten around your chest the closer to the water it got, and you weren’t even breathing when it pulled up at the last second, mere feet between it and the water.
You let out a sigh, your eyes fluttering shut in relief when it started to ascend again, the child beginning to babble from the bag at your hip. Moments later you saw a glint as something shiny flew off the side of the ship, the signature trail of a jet pack soon following behind it, making you smile.
Soon, Din landed on the dock beside you with a gentle thump, his momentum carrying him forward the last few steps left between you, closing the distance quickly. He stood so close that you were sure a deep breath would be enough to bring you together. Your head tilted back to look up into the dark T of his visor as he looked down at you.
“Hi,” you said softly, smile trying to fight its way up your face.
“Hi,” he echoed, his tone light. Reaching out after a moment, he pinched the fabric of your new cape between his index finger and thumb, rolling it back and forth slowly. “This is new.”
You nodded, looking down to his hand as you swallowed roughly, suddenly feeling nervous to tell him what you’d found. “Had to get something to cover this.” Lifting the edge back just enough to show him the saber on your hip, he took a step back to look, his head tilting to the side as he stared at it.
Looking around you noticed people starting to pay attention to the beskar again, so you grabbed his hand, dragging him into the alley you had ducked into to put your cloak on. It was small and narrow, and didn’t leave much space between the two of you, but that wasn’t any different from how you had been standing on the dock with loads of space all around.
“What is that?” Din asks, staring down at the spot where your saber was safely concealed.
“It’s a lightsaber. A Jedi’s weapon.”
“How-”
“It’s a long story,” you sighed, bringing your hand to your forehead to rub in frustration.
“We’ve got time,” he said softly, leaning his back against the wall opposite you, letting out his own sigh as he did.
You let your hand fall back to your side with a slap as it hit your thigh. “This isn’t exactly information for a dim alleyway, Mando.”
He didn’t respond, his visor just leveled on you expectantly.
“Let’s wait until we’re on the Crest-”
He let out an agitated huff as he pushed off the wall, grabbing your wrist and beginning to exit the alley.
You dug your feet in, making him jerk to a stop, turning to look at you. “Where are we going? The ship won’t be done for a few hours yet….”
Closing the distance between you, he pulled you close, his forehead coming to rest against yours in a gesture you were coming to understand meant more to him than simply what he had said. It was intimate, yes, but it was also a way of grounding you both. You weren’t even sure he knew he was doing it. But it worked like a charm.
“Do you trust me, mesh’la?”
You groaned. “I hate conversations that start like this.” He chuckled. “Why do you smell like smoke and explosives?” He was silent. “Wait. Never mind,” you rolled your eyes before looking up into his visor through your lashes, the beskar still cool against your forehead.
“Let’s go see our temporary passenger and her newest family member. We can talk there while they watch the kid. Whatever happened obviously has you on edge-”
“How did you know-”
“I know you.”
Your hands found their way up into his cowl like they had been before he left, twisting the material tightly in your fists, your eyes studying the weave of the material.
“Thank you,” you whispered, eyes swiftly flying shut before any of the tears that suddenly started clouding your vision fell.
“Come on, cyar’ika.”
Pulling away slowly, you both exchanged a look, the corner of your mouth darting up just slightly before you followed him out of the alley, hand firmly held in his as he led you down the dock toward the Frog Lady’s house.
Xxx
“And that’s how I ended up with this,” you concluded with a sigh, flipping the lightsaber in the air and catching it in your hand. Relaxing further into the wall at your back, you stared at the hilt in your palm before lifting your gaze up to Din’s visor.
Tentatively he held out his hand in a silent request to hold it. Leaning forward slightly, you placed it gently in his glove covered grip before collapsing the few inches back into the wall. He studied it intently from his spot across from you, looking almost comical, his large frame in the tight living quarters.
“And you’re going to keep it?”
You stared at him slack jawed for a moment. “Of course I’m going to keep it! It called to me, the kyber crystal inside that saber called to me, and made me endure the weirdest trip of my life. It’s coming with me.”
Din held his hands up beside his head as if in surrender. “Fine, fine!” He began examining the hilt closer. “Explain the visions one more time….”
You sighed again, looking over at the kid as he played with the newest member of the Frog family. “The first ones I wouldn’t really call visions, per say, more like….” You studied the floor in front of you before lifting your gaze back to his. “Glimpses. Glimpses of someone else’s past.” He nodded for you to go on.
Closing your eyes tight to try and remember every detail you could, you scratched your temple as you began. “I saw you, first, in the arms of your father, running on the streets of your home planet. The droids, the war…. I saw it all.” You took a deep breath as you tried to steady your nerves, eyes opening to watch him carefully. “The cellar where you hid, I went in there, too-”
“Why?”
Your jaw snapped shut, nose scrunching up in thought. “I don’t know. I just felt like I should. And I….” You tried to keep your features as neutral as possible, your voice as calm as you could. “Din, I saw you.”
He froze, lightsaber held up by his face as he examined it, slowly lowering down to his lap, forgotten.
“I saw the fear on your face, the longing for your parents…. But most of all, I saw the love echoing back from your parents’ eyes as they made sure you were safe.” He didn’t move. “They truly loved you, Din. They were doing the best they could in a really terrible, awful situation. And it worked - you lived. That’s all they were hoping for. They’d be so proud of who you’ve become.”
You looked over at the child as he squeaked, playing with the baby, and smiled. “And I think they’d love the kid, too.”
“I’m pretty sure you’d be on their list of favorites, too, mesh’la. Probably higher than me.”
Turning back to find him already looking at you, your eyes flitted back and forth, searching for purchase you knew they weren’t going to find. “I’m sure I would have loved them, too.” Finally settling on one spot, your voice barely came out above a whisper. “You have beautiful eyes….”
His visor tilted slowly in question.
Clearing your throat, your gaze fell to his chest, unable to hold the weight of his stare any longer. “In the vision, er, glimpse, thing…. I saw your eyes.” Finding the courage, you looked back up quickly, finding his head straightening, his shoulders stiff. “Only for a second,” you added as if it helped. “Only for a second, and technically it was before you swore the creed, so it was just like if I had actually been there that day.”
He sat straighter still, every part of him rigid and stiff. “The girl.” His voice sounded almost bewildered, distant, as if lost in a memory.
You hesitated. “What?”
He shook his head slowly, looking down to his lap before looking back up at you, head tilting to the side as his shoulders hunched forward just slightly. “I always thought I imagined it. When they were taking me away, when I looked down, I could have sworn I saw a girl and she…. She looked a lot like you.”
The two of you stared at one another for a long moment.
“How is that possible?”
“I don’t know,” you sighed, extending your hand for the lightsaber back, taking it gently when he held it out to you. “If you had asked me yesterday I would have said it wasn’t possible, but now…. I don’t know. Even just a few hours ago.” You cradled your face in your palm. “So much has happened in just a short time.” Moving your hand so it held the side of your face, you braced your elbow on your knee to support your head. “And I didn’t even tell you about what I saw right before I left the inn to go outside yet.”
“There’s more?” Din’s incredulous voice made you groan, a soft chuckle chasing it out into the open as you nodded, your eyes falling shut, exhausted at the mere thought of going on.
Suddenly the kid let out a wail, tugging on your bag across the room, and looking at you with humongous eyes.
Rising to your feet, you turned toward the bag. “Hang on, I’ll-”
Din put a hand on your shoulder, stopping your movement, and the kid’s cries of frustration crescendoed again when he saw. “I’ve got it.”
“No, really I can-”
“Hold that thought,” Din said, holding one finger up close to your face, “and don’t move.”
“What am I, a bounty?” A small bobble of his head as he walked away made you grin, knowing he probably was rolling his eyes.
“If you were a bounty, you’d probably be the first to convince me to let you go.”
“Why, because of my good looks?” You batted your eyelashes mockingly as he handed the kid a ration pack, the crying instantly stopping, and made his way back over to you with a snort of laughter.
“No.” You scoffed at his answer, a snicker making its way through his vocoder. “You just have a way with words, cyar’ika.”
He stopped in front of you, head tilted slightly down as yours hinged slightly back to let your gazes meet somewhere in the middle.
After a long moment you turned with a groan, walking towards where he had been seated before, stopping and staring at the wall with hands on your hips. “You’re going to think I’m crazy.”
“Going to?”
You whirled back around at his teasing tone, leveling him with a glare as he chuckled.
“Come on. Please tell me.” His arms crossed over his chest, his weight shifting to one leg. “I promise I won’t think you’re too crazy.”
“That-”
“I won’t think you’re any more crazy than you are, or any crazier than I already do.”
“Just…. Stop talking.” You held up a hand to silence him before returning it to your hip, your other hand going to massage between your eyes as they closed tight. “You're giving me a headache.”
“I’m sorry. What did you see, mesh’la?” He asked quietly.
“I couldn’t tell at first.” You lowered your hand to your side, eyes darting around the room as you recalled the vision you had right before you left the closet. “I would definitely call this one a vision, it felt like it was something that hasn’t happened yet.”
He nodded for you to go on. Taking a deep breath, you fixed your gaze on his signet as you continued.
“I heard you. You were talking to another Mandalorian, a woman. She asked if you had ever removed your helmet. …..And you said yes.” You looked at him straight on. “She said you were no longer Mandalorian.”
His chest rose and fell rapidly, but no sound passed through his modulator. He finally stumbled back a step, his footing unsteady, as a quick anguished breath slipped past the vocoder. He looked off to the side, gently shaking his head. “That-” he looked back to you. “That would never happen.” He took a step closer, closing the distance he’d stumbled back. “It won’t.”
“Maybe it was out of your control. Maybe-”
“It won’t.”
He took one large step forward, his figure looming over you, menacing and broad. Now you knew how his bounties must have felt, as you took a step back out of instinct, your spine sealing itself along the wall behind you. You had to tilt your head back just slightly to maintain eye contact, he was standing so close to you. You weren’t afraid, but you’d admit there was an inkling of fear curling just under the surface at the mere air of menacing he was giving off in waves.
The kid let out a questioning squawk from the table on the other side of the room, the Frog Lady trying to shush him quickly. Something about that sound shook him from his rage, and he hung his head with a gentle shake, apologizing.
“I’m so sorry. I would never hurt you, you know that-”
He went to take a step back with a heavy, sad sigh, but stopped when you reached out a hand to place over his that had gestured hollowly in front of him.
“I know you,” you said quietly, mimicking his words from earlier, effectively cutting off his rambling, and stopping his movement away from you. He let out another heavy sigh through the modulator. “I know,” you added softly.
Reaching a hand out to place on the side of his helmet where you assumed his cheek would be, you must have been right, because he quickly let out the rest of his breath on a quiet hiss and leaned into your touch, the weight of his beskar cradled in your palm.
“This is the way,” you said barely above a whisper, smiling at the small huff of air that left his vocoder.
His helmet in your hand, his weight melting into your palm, the child squeaking happily somewhere behind the two of you…. This is what you were referring to. This is the way.
Din’s voice sounded almost sleepy as he nearly burrowed further into your palm. “This is the way.”
Xxx
You bid your goodbyes to the Frog family, Din holding tightly to the child when he began to pitch a fit as your little party of three headed for the door. “No, I have enough pets.”
Walking slowly up to where the Razor Crest sat on the landing pad, you all came to a stop, surveying the rough looking ship skeptically.
It looked…. Better than it had when you’d landed. Barely. If you squinted. And didn’t even look at it.
Opening your mouth to say as much, you’re stopped short when Din cuts you off, his voice low and unamused. “Don’t even say it.”
Snapping your mouth shut, a small smile tugging up the corners slightly, you nod once, turning to look back at the Crest.
“I gave you a thousand credits, this was the best you could do?” Din hisses to the Mon Calamari attendant. Unphased, the mechanic simply holds out his data pad towards the Mandalorian, who presses the appropriate buttons to complete the transaction with a sigh.
Turning and making his way towards the ramp of the ship, he holds out his hand towards you and pauses, waiting until you fall in stride with him, where he places his hand firmly on your lower back as you move forward together. He’d been much more…. Possessive? No, that wasn’t right. Protective? No, that wasn’t it, either. Closer. He’d been much closer ever since the crash landing on the last planet.
Especially since he gave you the knife. Looking up at his visor with a soft smile, you studied the angles of the beskar as they somehow shined despite the overcast day. You figured it was just something to do with Mandalorians, their culture, and their focus on families and tribes.
Striding into the Crest as a unit, all three of you looked around the interior to inspect the repairs. Ropes. Ropes were everywhere. The ship was held together with twine. Walking up to one particularly tight strand nearby, you reached out a finger and plucked it, the string vibrating with a low hum, the frequency rattling into the metal of the ship on either end and making it sing its own low tune. Something off to the side groaned, like metal on metal, protesting the song selection.
Looking over the side of your shoulder at Din, he just stared at you silently before making his way to the cockpit, making you snicker.
The doors to the cabin whirred open, their once smooth hiss now a jolting swish. They moved at half the speed they normally did, making Din do a double take, and you had to turn your head to hide your grin in the massive hood of your new cape where it pooled on your shoulder.
Setting the kid in his chair to the right before sliding into the pilot’s chair, Din reached around the strands of twine pointedly, flipping switches and pressing buttons with unneeded aggression. “Mon Calamari,” he huffed, shaking his head as he attacked a few more buttons. “Unbelievable.”
Pressing the lever forward, the ship began to rise slowly, shaking and rattling like it was in the grip of an angry rancor. As the ship continued to shudder, you opened your mouth to say something about it, but without even turning to see you, Din cut you off just like on the dock, grumbling this time. “I don’t want to talk about it.”
Smiling, you looked over at the kid as you fastened your safety belt. Creeping down from the ceiling was a small cephalopod creature like had been in the chowder you had been served your first day here. Remembering the way it plopped into the bowl made you shudder. The kid watched it intently, cooing as it got closer. You weren’t too worried about it, if anything, it could be a snack for the little carnivore, but he was tired after a long day, and you didn’t want to set off a fit just because he was so tired.
Reaching for your knife, you’re just about to draw the blade and stab the creature when it let go of the twine it clung to, dropping quickly toward the child with a hiss. Before you can react, Din has reached his hand back, catching the creature just above the child’s face, making the kid giggle.
“I finally know where I’m taking you,” Din’s voice is light, the first time since leaving the Frog’s house. Which, admittedly, wasn’t that long ago, but you always preferred when he was happy. He turned back toward the viewport, controls tight in his grasp with one hand, and you took the small aquatic creature from his grip so he could put both hands back on the steering. The ship continued to shudder violently. “But it’s gonna be a bumpy ride.”
“Isn’t it always?” You muttered under your breath, watching the city below shrink through the viewport as the ship rose higher and higher.
Turning back to look at the kid again, he caught the tail end of a tentacle being slurped into his little green mouth, his hands coming together in front of him, his eyes darting away, wide in innocence. Turning to look at you, Din tilted his helmet as if to say, really? and you only shrugged.
“What?”
With your hand tucked under the long flowy front of your cape, you slowly rotated your pointer finger, focusing on an object across the cockpit as the kid looked at you with scheming eyes.
Mimicking his words from earlier, you tilted your head to the side, smiling. “I don’t want to talk about it.”
Din shook his head at you, turning to face the front right as you directed your pointer finger in a straight line, steering the small ball you were manipulating straight to the child’s waiting grasp behind him.
He reached to do something on the control panel, stopping when he noticed the ball missing. Turning slowly to look at the kid, the child simply looked back up at him and munched on the ball happily, his eyes darting over to you after a moment. Din turned your way, moving even slower, only to find you a perfect mirror image of the kid after he ate the creature - hands in your lap clasped together, head turned to look slightly to the side out the viewport, eyes wide and innocent as you stared at the stars crawling by.
“Have me turning in kriffing circles,” he mumbled, turning his chair back the other way to unwind the small circle he’d made. “Great idea. Make the pilot dizzy.”
He pushed on a control and hyperspace streamed around the cockpit, dancing off of every reflective surface. Looking down to your vambraces, you get a little lost in the streaks as it looks like part of your arms are made of stars, swirls of blues and silvers whizzing past, painting the beskar in glowing shades of starlight.
“Think you could help me with some wiring, you little delinquent?”
Looking up at his visor, the T an inky stripe that sat in the mass of reflected starlight from the rest of his armor. “Considering that’s the only thing I know how to do so far, yeah I guess I could help.”
He snorted a laugh. “I’m going to focus on getting these ropes out of here.” He plucked one like you had earlier, something on the deck below crashing a bit belatedly, making him sigh a heavy, heavy sigh. “I’ll watch the kid. The panels down below need the most attention, by the carbonite storage.”
You nodded, then shuddered, shaking your head when he tilted his head at you in question. “Nothing. Just…. Remembering that one time you chased a bounty into my bar- what was it you told him? ‘I can bring you in….’”
“I can bring you in warm, or I can bring you in cold.” He answered instantly. His weight shifted to his other hip where he sat in his chair out of habit, his hand coming to rest lightly on his blaster in preparation for a fight. Realizing his movements, he relaxed into the chair after a moment.
“That was it!” You said with a smile. “Do you say that often, like is it a tactic, or was it just-”
“No, it was just something off the top of my head,” he cut in, brushing the statement away with one hand.
“Right,” you said after a moment, nodding once before making your way to the doors, their jerking swoosh making you chuckle. “So by the carbonite?”
“Yeah,” he nodded, turning to the controls at his side. The door shut behind you, and he slumped forward, his shoulders rounding in his seat as he let out a heavy breath. Turning to the kid, he paused. “What?” He questioned the foundling as the child stared up at him with suspicious eyes, narrowed accusingly, a soft unimpressed grunt coming to meet the expression.
“She doesn’t need to know that’s my line,” he said offhandedly, turning to examine some of the ropes more closely.
The child began to babble, gesturing between the door and Din as he spoke, making Din chuckle.
“Okay, okay, you little womp rat! I’ll tell her later. You happy?”
Arms falling down to his side, the kid let out a humph as he plopped back into the chair, sitting and munching on his ball as he watched his caretaker get to work.
Xxx
Surveying the interior of the ship as you twisted a bundle of wires together, you chuckled softly, shaking your head as you took in all the ropes and fishing nets holding it all together.
You’d slipped your cape off, but left the saber on your hip. You’d only had it a short time, but it didn’t feel right anywhere else.
Directing your attention back to the panel in front of you, it's quickly pulled away again by the sound of Din dropping down the ladder in one go.
“Everything okay?” He asks after turning to face you.
One corner of your mouth twitched up. “Well, I haven’t decentigrated your ship with my flamethrowers yet, so I guess that’s a yes?” Closing up the panel, you walked over to meet him halfway, wiping your hands off on the front of your pants. “Did you need something in particular?”
“Just came down to get a tool,” he said offhandedly, striding over to the toolbox near where you had been.
Taking the saber in your hand, you felt its weight in your palm. “I wonder….” Taking a deep breath, you tossed it up in the air, watching it flip end over end before you caught it behind your back, a brilliant smile climbing up your face.
“What are you doing?”
Snapping your head up to look at Din, you found him staring at you curiously.
“I just needed to stretch a little bit after doing all that hunched over,” you gestured toward the panel with the hilt. “I got to thinking-”
“Uh-oh, that’s dangerous.”
You pulled a face, mocking laughter at his joke. “Oh, ha ha, you're so funny.”
“Thanks,” he teased, making you huff.
“I got to thinking,” you continued pointedly, “if it was anything like when I flip bottles behind the bar. Same principles, same basic shape…. I don’t know, my mind just went there so I wanted to try it, and it worked.” You did another flip in front of you, catching it easily, then a more complicated one, flipping it then making a full circle before you caught it, smiling up at him when you were done.
“How,” he began after a moment, dragging out the word. “How can you do that with a laser sword and not have a problem, but you tripped on the ramp twice the other day?”
“There was something in my way-”
“It was perfectly flat,” he deadpanned.
You scowled at him. “I tripped on air. It’s a thing that happens.”
“Happens to who?”
“People!”
“It doesn’t happen to me.”
You snorted. “Yeah. Okay, Mr. I tripped and fell in Peli’s hangar but didn’t think anyone saw me.”
Silence hung between you.
“That was one time.” He held up one finger for emphasis.
You held up your hands in surrender, smiling smugly. “I believe you. I didn’t even see it. The pit droid told me.”
He just stared at you, his hand holding firm to the single digit extended.
Suddenly the ship lurched, throwing you and Din into one another, alarms blaring from the cockpit. Scrambling to keep on your feet, both of you ended up clutching the other close in a tight grip, your gaze getting lost in the T of his visor inches from your face.
Over the blaring of alarms you could now hear the shrill sound of the child laughing heartily from the cockpit, obviously the source of the chaos engulfing the ship. Both of you scrambled up the ladder as fast as possible as the ship teetered back and forth unpredictably. You gripped his cape to stay upright once you made it to the top, peering over his shoulder to see the kid gleefully running along the length of the console, crunching whatever buttons and switches were unfortunate enough to be underfoot.
You surged forward as a unit, Din scooping up the child and handing him to you in one motion, your firm grip ready and waiting to contain the monster as he squirmed in your arms. He continued into the pilot's chair without missing a beat, correcting all the things the kid had messed with, the alarms stopping one by one, silence quickly growing in the cabin. Once everything was settled and the ship had stopped shuddering violently, you and Din turned stern gazes onto the child who just looked between you both with a wide grin.
A soft alarm began to go off right as Din took in a deep breath to say something, making him turn back to the console, flipping a forgotten switch, and instantly a shower of sparks and a loud bang erupted from down below.
Your lips drew into a tight line as you stared at the stars inching by through the transparisteel. “That was the panel I just fixed, wasn’t it?”
“I think so,” he was quick to answer.
“Take him, please,” you said quietly, extending the child to the Mandalorian who took him in one arm.
Turning, you made your way down the ladder quickly, a loud “Dank farrik!” coming along behind you after a small shower of sparks flared light up into the cockpit. “I’m fine,” you added, sighing, the loud clang of the metal panel landing on the floor as you began the repairs again.
The cockpit doors closed, leaving Din and the kid in silence aside from the sound of tools clanging around dully below.
Looking down to the kid, Din shook his head. “What am I going to do with you?”
The kid babbled something to him before turning his gaze back toward the cockpit doors.
Xxx
You leaned against the frame of the cockpit doors as you watched Din flip various switches. The engines sputtered and revved pointlessly before dying.
Some black grease smudges were on the tips of your fingers where your gloves didn’t cover from all the wiring you had been doing, a few on your vambraces, and no doubt one or two on your face where you’d forgotten and gone to brush your hair out of your eyes. Grabbing the scarf Vanth had given you back on Tatooine, you began to wipe the grime from your skin and beskar.
“I was looking through some spare parts you have down there, and I think you have pretty much everything I would need, but next port we get to, I’m going to check out a few junk shops.”
“What are you talking about?” Din spun his seat around to face you, helmet tilted in question.
You sighed. “We talked about this earlier.” One hand went to rest on your hip. “I want to build a training ball like the Jedi used to use. I have the diagrams in my bag, I got them off of someone back on Coruscant just before we left. They were mixed in with a handful of other documents…. Anyway. It hovers and shoots small blaster shots at random, and you have to reach out and connect, to feel in order to block it.”
“Wouldn’t that just make you extremely tired extremely fast? Like the first time you shot the blaster?”
You smiled softly. “No, but that’s why I need it. Using the Force makes you drain your batteries faster, being in tune with it doesn’t. That night I wasn’t very in tune.”
“You seemed pretty in tune to me,” he chuckled. “I was watching.”
“Yeah?” You spoke softly, grinning as you went back to wiping your hands.
“Yeah,” he returned equally as soft.
After a moment he turned back to the console to press more buttons. Reaching up overhead he flipped some switch, making the engines rev again. “All right, let’s try this again. Okay, did you…. Do you have the wire?”
“What?”
“I wasn’t talking to you.” An alarm started beeping softly before a series of button pushes turned it off. He turned to the console on his left, a few more buttons and switches. “No. Nothing.” He sighed heavily. Pressing a button repeatedly as if maybe the seventeenth time would have a different outcome, he finally stopped. “Hey….” He looked over his left shoulder toward the back of the cockpit. “Oh.” Clearing his throat, he got to his feet and went to a small little opening in the back wall you hadn’t noticed.
A loud coo was heard from inside as Din knelt down in front of the small hole, and your eyes went wide.
“Din…. Where is the kid?”
“He’s helping,” Din said simply, not looking at you, instead keeping his gaze forward on the child.
Crouching down beside him, you pushed his shoulder to move him and get a glimpse down the small shaft, making him grunt at the impact. Sure enough, at the end of the little tunnel was the tiny green baby with two wires in his hands, grinning at you like there was nothing wrong with the world.
Sighing, you let your weight slump down onto your heels, letting Din softly nudge his way back in front of the space. “Do you know what you’re doing?”
“Of course.”
“Does he?”
There was a moment of hesitation before he answered, making you roll your eyes when he finally did. “Yes.”
“I could help with the wiring,” you wiggle your fingers to emphasize your hidden meaning, implying you could use the Force to reach these hard to get to areas for him instead of sending the kid on a mission into the depths of the Crest. “I just learned how to recently, but I’ve been told I’m very good at it. A close friend taught me. Had to save his ass after he crashed his ship on an ice ball, but I’m pretty sure all that wiring was messed up before impact.”
“Is that so?” Din snorted. “That much effort would put you in a coma for a month.” A smile quirked up your cheeks. “The Crest is in too bad of shape, there’s no way you’d last long enough to even do half of it.”
“Your confidence is overwhelming,” you teased, turning to sit on the floor, leaning your back against the cockpit doors.
“I just admitted my ship is falling apart after all the times you’ve said the same thing, and you turn it into something about you?”
“You’re right, I’m sorry. Your ship is a mess. Let’s talk about that.”
He grunted before turning back to the little cut out the kid was perched way back in.
“Okay. Did you get the wire out? The red wire?” His tone was a new one for you, like he was talking to a child, which he was, but he never talked to the kid like that. Slow and easy, calm at every turn. He usually talked to the child like he was an equal, but this simple teaching voice made you look at him and smile.
“Huh?” The kid squeaked a reply from deep in the bowels of the ship, making you snort a laugh as it echoed slightly.
“No, no, no. No, the red one. Show me the red wire.” You tilted your head back against the doors behind you, watching the scene unfold with amusement. “The red one.”
A soft coo sounded.
“Yes, good. Now, you’re going to plug that red wire where the blue wire goes in the board.”
A slightly confused sounding coo was next, and you rolled your head to look out the viewport, closing your eyes with a sigh.
“Put the red wire where the blue wire goes in the board, okay? But don’t let them touch.”
Another coo, this one you swore sounded like “Huh?” and made you roll your head back to face Din again.
“There has to be another way, Din.”
“There isn’t.” His voice was calm, but there was something underneath that hinted at frustration.
You scoffed softly. “And electrocuting the child is better?”
“He’s not going to get electrocuted. I asked if he wanted to help and he said yes.” He sounded dismissive, one hand waving the comment off as he kept eyes on the child.
“He said yes.” It was a statement, not a question. And an incredulous one at that, your face a deadpan as you stared at the Mandalorian.
He tossed his head gently side to side as if deciding what to say. “He made a sound that sounded like yes. ….And I told him I would give him a cookie after we were done. He couldn’t get in there fast enough after that,” he chuckled.
You huffed out a breath, massaging between your eyes as they screwed shut. “That’s not much of a choice, is it? And after all the times you’ve gotten after me for bribing him,” lowering your hand to look at him again, you tisk at him before looking back out the viewport from your perch on the floor.
Din shrugged. “I think he’s getting it.”
The kid cooed again, drawing both of your attention back.
“You see where you took the blue one off? Yes, now put the red one….”
The kid grunted, the sound of a wire being plugged in following shortly after.
“No, don’t put the blue one back. Put the red one where the blue one was. And put the blue one where the red one was. But be careful.”
Cradling your face in your hands, knees pulled tightly to your chest holding your arms close, you slowly rolled your head back and forth as if scratching a deep itch. “This is painful….”
Din scoffed lightly, not looking away from the kid.
“I don’t think he’s getting it, Din,” you said into your hands, your words muffled and almost unintelligible.
The child cooed, the sound echoing around the small space, his voice so utterly confused.
“They’re oppositely charged, so keep them away from each other. Make sure you hold them apart from…. No, hold them apart. Oh!”
The sound of electricity made you sit up straight, rolling back over onto your knees and crouching beside Din to see down the opening.
“Oh…. Are you okay?” You slowly turned your head to look at Din after he asked.
The child coughed before whining softly, otherwise totally fine.
Din sighed. “Well, it was worth a shot.”
You stood, brushing off your pants as you spoke in a mock serious tone. “What we learned from this is I am always right, and you should listen to me always, especially when it consists of matters concerning your…. What’s the Mando’a word for son?”
Din froze, staring at the kid as he slowly made his way forward in the little opening. “Ad is the literal translation, but ad’ika is also acceptable, more of a broad, endearing term for children of all ages. Ade is a more general term. Any of them would work for him.” He looked over and up at you, watching your face morph into something soft.
You swallowed roughly. “With matters concerning your ad,” you finished. After a moment, you continued softly. “Will you teach me Mando’a?”
Din let out a breathy chuckle. “You’re still learning Huttese, and you have most of the Tusken language down, but that’s a lot all at once.”
“I don’t care,” you responded instantly. “I wanted to learn those to communicate with people we encounter, but I want to learn how to communicate with the most important person I’ve come across. You.”
Holding your gaze for a long moment, Din finally responded with a simple nod. “This is your first lesson, then. Gar cuyi ner aliit. Ni kar'tayli darasuum gar. Gar cuyi ner mir'sheb bal gar utreekov kar'tayli darasuum gar, cyar’ika.”
The way the words just poured out of his mouth with ease, each sound something beautiful and sweet like honey. You almost zoned out a little as he spoke, the lilt in his voice something hypnotic as you tried to focus on each word and commit it to memory. You hesitated. “I only knew one of those words.”
Din sounded like he was smiling. “Then you better get learning, mesh’la.”
Xxx
You sat on the end of the bunk, cradling your small bowl of soup.
Sitting a few feet in front of you, their backs to you, Din and the kid were perched on crates, nursing their own bowls of soup.
You’d offered to turn completely around for him so he wouldn’t be uncomfortable lifting his helmet, even just enough to take a sip before lowering it again, but he’d said no, it wasn’t something he was too concerned about. He trusted you. He’d insisted you stay in the lower area with him and the child instead of going up to the cockpit. In fact, he tried to get you to sit with him and the child, but you opted to stay back behind.
He sat in such a way that his face was angled just slightly in your direction, enough that if you really wanted to look, you would see him. But he didn’t seem to mind. He made no effort to move, and you were sure he was aware of just how much you would be able to see. The thought of him being so open and carefree about it made your breath catch in your chest.
You tried not to look, but you found your eyes darting up to catch a glimpse involuntarily. That same tanned skin you’d seen in the vision, a strong jaw, and the shadow of facial hair. He was backlit so you could barely make any of that out, most of it hidden in shadow. But every time you closed your eyes, just like before, the image was burned into your eyelids.
The child made little slurping sounds as he ate his soup, soft coos of contentment following each gulp, and a small sigh of satisfaction.
“There’s no way we’re making it to Corvus in this shape.”
Din reached up to disengage the lock on his helmet, tilting it back just enough to take a sip from his small bowl. The kid tilted his head and leaned forward as he looked up at the Mandalorian, trying to catch a glimpse of the face underneath the beskar. You smiled as you watched the interaction, your lips pulling tight around the rim of the bowl you held to your mouth. Lowering his helmet back down, the mechanism hissed as it sealed, a sigh passing through the modulator.
“You know, I think we need to visit some friends for repairs.” The kid tilted his head again as he studied Din, his forehead wrinkling adorably in confusion. Turning to look down at the foundling, Din’s voice grew almost playful. “So, how would you like to go back to Navarro?”
“Huh?” It was the one word the kid said clearly on a consistent basis, and it never failed to make you laugh.
Tilting his helmet back again, both him and the kid took a drink at the same time, and your smile around your bowl of soup seemed like a permanent fixture.
“But first, we need to make a little pit stop.”
Xxx
Not long after you all had finished eating, Din had returned to the cockpit to punch in the new coordinates. He wouldn’t tell you where you were going, he only said, “You’ll see” teasingly.
The child sat in the chair to Din’s right, sound asleep after eating all that soup, and you sat in your spot to his left, arms across your chest, watching the stars crawl by outside.
“While we’re waiting, how about you teach me some Mando’a?”
“Gar copaani hibirar Mando’a?”
“Din-”
“Nayc, gar copaani ibic, gar hibira ibic yust.”
You stared at him, mulling over the many responses flying around in your head, most of them not nice. “You’re so annoying,” you finally landed on, turning back to stare out the viewport.
He chuckled. “Bal gar cuyi mesh’la.”
You snapped your head back to look at him, finding his helmet tilted at you in amusement. “Hey, I knew that word at least.”
“At least,” he agreed, turning back to the controls when an alarm began to softly go off. “We’re here.”
Looking ahead of you, an almost red colored planet came into view, growing larger and larger the closer you got. It looked barren and dusty. “And where is ‘here’?”
“Arvala-7.”
Xxx
Translations:
Ad - Son
Ad’ika - Little one, son, daughter, of any age
Ade - Children, sons, daughters
“Gar cuyi ner aliit. Ni kar'tayli darasuum gar. Gar cuyi ner mir'sheb bal gar utreekov kar'tayli darasuum gar, cyar’ika.” - “You are my family. I love you. You are my smartass, and your idiot loves you, darling.”
“Gar copaani hibirar Mando’a?” - “You want to learn Mando’a?”
“Nayc, gar copaani ibic, gar hibira ibic yust.” - “No, you want this, you learn this way.”
“Bal gar cuyi mesh’la.” - “And you are beautiful.”
Xxx
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