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loserdiaz · 6 months
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everyone forgets buck WHAT DO YOU MEAN EVERYONE FORGETS BUCK?!?!? APRILLLLLL!! 😰
KSBSKSJSJS MEEGS DON'T HATE ME, I LOVE U SO MUCHHH
@underwater-ninja-13 also asked about it ksjskdjd hiii ilyy , you're definitely gonna have all the feels kshdjs
so i think i already talked about this one. it's a veryyyy old wip that i keep going back to every couple of months.
after i watched the last spiderman movie i really wanted to write something like that?? not about super heroes or anything but my idea was maybe eddie dies after the shooting, so buck finds a witch or something and makes a deal to save him but the catch is that everyone forgets about him?? like he never existed? kinda like what happens with peter at the end of the movie lmao.
or alternatively “who are you” “so this is gonna sound really weird right now but i made a deal to save your life but at the cost of all of your memories of us together and i’m acting like i’m not bothered but i’m dying inside” au
here's a tiiinyyy snippet
Buck doesn't want to be a burden for Eddie. It's late and Eddie needs space and time from Buck— but he's offering and Buck is too weak to resist. He accepts the call before it goes to voicemail. "Hey." He rasps out. "Hey." Eddie's voice comes through the phone and immediately Buck feels more settled. The loneliness that's been twisting around his heart fades a little, until Buck can barely feel it. His muscles relax and Buck lets go of the breath he didn't realize he's been holding. "You wanna talk about it?" Eddie asks. "Not really. Can you just…" Buck stares at his ceiling and blinks. "Can you just talk about anything? I kinda don't want to hear myself think right now." "Okay." Eddie says like it's the simplest thing. Like he knows exactly what Buck wants and it's more than happy to provide. "Did you know that Chris likes a girl at school? And I had to find out for Kyle's mom! Can you believe that shit?" Buck closes his eyes and smiles, tiny and private as he lets Eddie's voice wash over him. "Yeah, I knew that. And he didn't tell you because he knew you'd go all dad about it." "What's that supposed to mean? And Buck! You are supposed to tell me, we're a team." Eddie says over the phone and Buck can hear the reluctant smile that he's trying to resist. Eddie's tone is a little annoyed but mostly teasing and Buck— Buck is so glad Eddie called. "Chris made me pinky promise not to tell you. It's a pinky promise, Eds! You can't break those." Eddie keeps taking. He tells Buck about Abuela trying a dating site for "mature people" and how his dad almost had a heart attack when he found out. He tells Buck about Chris' math homework and about his sister Sophia's new boyfriend. Eddie talks and talks and Buck lets himself be lulled into sleep by his voice— raspy and hoarse but so gentle and patient that it's impossible for Buck to feel anything but loved and seen. Buck finally allows sleep to lap at his subconscious until he’s lulled into peace.
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tomdutch · 3 years
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it’s the spelling mistake for me… dyslexic king i love u
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itsnothesameasitwas · 2 years
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hiii y'all for some reason i decided to join into the follow forever/mutual appreciation posts, so made this silly gif like two weeks ago and started writing the post (all's under the cut cuz it's gonna be long lol) First of all, I want to thanks y'all for made my 2021 better fr, i've made so much friends and i'm pretty sure some of them will stay until we pass away... also thanks to y'all who's following this unhinged blog <3
'the best part of being a One Direction fan are the friends you make through them'
honestly a big shout out to all these lovely people, guys you all are amazing and deserve the best (always) thanks for being part of my 2021 (yes this is gonna be my sappy moment)
To my GCs: hey babes! thanks for having me, listen to me and supporting me during the whole year (also for bear my random moments hehe)
@eclipsadxs gc: voy a escribir esto en español porque las amo y lo merecen hehe... primero que nada, gracias por adoptarme <3 y por soportarme en todo momento y por ser unas amigas grandiosas, literalmente habría muerto sin ustedes ya que esto está lleno de yankees <33
namastent gc: @ialwaysknewyouwerepunk @bolitodequeso @hl28 @moirindeclermont @theymetinthetoihlet @fakenudes @harryhazza @strutitout @springloveswinter @toofargonetopray honestly idk how im still in the gc bc im the most inactive person ever (sry ab it) nut you need to know that i truly appreciate you guys so much!! also #JackMcQueenRights... you're too good to be true <33
the unhinged club: @narrylover @cowboylarries @holyshit @nouislover @coffeehotcoffee @avocadolouis28 @heartshaped-lou @dorothyharry @rainblou @faithinrainbows @zouis-exes-to-lovers @sryluvidrc (li and cata too) a gc that started bc li and me were drunk lol... guys i love you so so much <33 thanks for deal with my dumb ass and unhinged questions hehe <3
some highlights:
@justalarryblog: BECA!!! i love you so so so much!! I'm glad to be your friend, you're an amazing person with a big heart and soul that deserve the entire world <33 and even if you insist that your writing sucks it doesn't and that's why you have me, to remind you that you're so talented and that you have an exquisite fic taste <3 (we should start an ABO lovers club and reread Cold Little Heart)
@bluewinnerangel: hi person that i love <3 i think you alr knwoo that but i never forget ab things (or i don't rly easely) so i remember how our lil friendship started (larry god bless the grandpa mp) and i truly appreciate u yk this but i love u (and you love me bc i'm cute and a bit malicious hehe)
@whaleharry: Boobie IM TRULY MADLY DEEPLY in love with you!!! i think you are one of my first mutuals/friends and my soulmate <33 thanks for being unhinged with me the last months, listen to me 24/7 and also love me and support me all the time even if what im doing is insane <333 please... come visit me <3
@anxiouslarrie: CATA AMOR DE MI VIDA <333 eres la mejor persona que conozco, gracias por desvelarte conmigo siempre, hacer mi tarea, mandarme memes, escucharme hablar de todo y soportarme cuando me molesto y también por mexicanizarte para que te entienda <333 eres la mejor polola del mundo @yourhabit28: Mag!!! AMIGA!!! te amo demasiado, tanto que te escribo esto en español <333 te extraño mucho mucho pero amo cuando hablamos, gracias por ser parte de mi 2021 y literal una de mis mejores amigas y por ser co fundadora del #TemporaryFixStanClub
@ladychlo: chay i love u so much!! i'll never get tired to tell you how much much i love you and your art, you're the sweetes and talented person ik <333 (ily tumblr-wife)
@louisxgolden: sabías que te amo? no hemos hablado tanto últimamente pero quiero que sepas que eres asombrosa!!! eres de las mejores personas que conozco, gracias por siempre estar para mi <33 @folkmore: SOPHIA MY ENEMESTIE <333 love you so so much!! you're the only swiftie i could love in this life and i am the only nice anti-t you'll love <333 thanks for being there all the time and being so funny, sweet and also the nicest bully ever!! (ih8u) #BringHARRYSUITSback
@one-wayroad: LAU NO SABES LO MUCHO QUE TE AMO!! gracias por todo todo todo, literal ya hubiera merto de no ser por ti <33 por ser mi january capricorn, mi inspiración y mi lado reflexivo en este mundo lol, por las risas y los cumplidos y por recordarme que puedo hacer las cosas bien <333
@louisbowie @larentsbr @fivescrews @tanktop-lou @whenyouvequitefinished @loualbum @miss-styles @solvetheminourdreams @rainbowparadisebht @heyangels @cloudsmp3 @loulovehome @harrylovesunflower @harrylouis @lonelysxnflower @brightgolden @genuineconspiracy and last but not least A BIG shot out to the ppl who made my obsessive compulsive reader came back to life (and also bc i love you all even if we don't talk a lot)@allwaswell16 @twopoppies @evilovesyou justalarryblog and all the ppl who rec fics (please don't stop doing it, bc beca knows i've alr read most of your recs)
ANYWAY... i'm aware i've missed loads of ppl but it's 2am (when i'm finishing to write this) and i couldn't think in someone else, but if i have rec your blog sometime (or i follow you) you still being really special to me <3
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Riverdale//eyes bright, uptight, just girls
Request: Riverdale imagine the reader older sister who is a senior and is throwing a party and stuff and the reader parents want her to date this guy who she knows is no good and the reader doesn't want a boyfriend yet but her dad wants her to date the guy and stuff like that to call him son one day and stuff and the reader and her parents argue in the kitchen and the guy is trying to force her to and her older sister won't help at all and is being smug. U can think of an ending after that w. the core 4.
hey! trigger warning: parents not listening and a bitch of a sister, as well as a very rude boy. please don’t read if you think this may upset or trigger you. 
Parties have never really been your thing. They’re more more Sarah’s, if she isn’t attending one she’s throwing one, no matter if you’re parents have said she can or not. And because she’s the favourite, she always gets away with it and you’re stuck cleaning up. 
You think maybe it’s because your parents are big on parties, not high school ones, but just in general. They like any excuse to show off their perfect family and their perfect house and to parade you around their friends like show dogs. It’s their way of telling their friends that they’re better off than they are. 
Tonight however, it seems that luck isn’t on your sisters side. Because as soon as your parents walk through the front door, three days too early and are greeted with drunk kids spilling sticky beer all over the custom made rug, she is already scrambling to come up with an excuse as to why there are well over 150 teenagers all trying tarnish the family home. 
You watch Sarah practically jump over a sofa to stop them from walking in any further and the lively party soon dies as everyone watches Sarah and your parents have a staring competition. Sarah may have the edge because of how wide her eyes are. 
“Hiii, mom...dad.” She gulps and kicks a plastic cup underneath the sofa...as if that’s gonna convince them that the hasn’t invited most of the teenagers in Riverdale and let them run riot through the house.
You and Betty share a look and you feel her shuffle closer to you.
Despite it being your house, you still had to fight for a place on the couch, and when Betty turned up looking just as pleased as you were to be there, you gladly made a space for her. 
Betty had stayed by your side for the majority of the night, only getting up to get both of you drinks. She knows how much you hate parties, at least ones where your sisters in attendance which is most of them, and the two of you usually spend the night gossiping about the very large friendship group your sister has amassed. 
You watch your mom look around the living room and with each piece of beer stained furniture she see’s, her face falls more and more.
“Kitchen.” She stares straight at Sarah before pushing past her. 
“Now.” Your dad adds before following his wife.
Sarah follows your mom and dad into the kitchen, her head hung low as she shuffles through the crowd. They part for her, patting her shoulder and giving her sympathetic looks before the three of them disappear through the door. 
As soon as the kitchen door closes, the front one opens and the party spills out into the street. Drunk kids stumble back home, some laugh and some cry. Some stand at the bottom of the yard and puke while their friends rub their backs. A few of them have already passed out the grass in front of your house and you know as soon as your dads finished letting Sarah get away with murder, he’ll be turning the sprinklers on in order to get them to leave. 
Betty has already started to collect the rubbish strewn around her feet and you unenthusiastically join. The two of you don’t have to say anything, you’re always there to help the other clean up after yours sisters mess. Veronica and Archie soon join in and for a few minutes it’s actually surprisingly fun. 
There’s just you and your friends. Archie’s throwing rubbish at Veronica making her squeal and run away while you and Betty watch on in amusement. But every good thing has to come to an end and you hear the kitchen door creak before your dad’s head pops out around it. 
“Y/n, can you come here for a minute please.” He calls.
Betty grabs the rubbish you’ve collected and sends you a reassuring smile. You let out a loud sigh before accepting your fate and pushing the door open. 
Betty joins Veronica and Archie, all three of them watch the door swing a few times before shutting properly and they share a look. 
“Sarah’s an ass.” Archie mumbles and the two girls nod in agreement.
When you walk through the door, the room falls silent, and you feel the eyes of your entire family on you, watching you as you slowly walk towards them. 
Your mom rubs the side of her head, the migraine that made them come home early in the first place get stronger. And your dad rubs a hand over his face as he tries to figure out what to do and who to blame. 
“I told you, I did all of this so Y/n and Ben could get to know each other a bit better.” Sarah argues and your eyes widen. 
“What? I didn’t even know Ben was here.” You send her a glare and your parents look between the two of you. 
“Aw, that’s disappointing.” Somebody says behind you and you feel your skin crawl. Your shoulders hunch slightly and you swallow the lump in your throat before turning around and facing the green eyed boy. “Because I certainly noticed you.” He whispers and you have to stop yourself from puking. 
Ben.
Ben Anderson and his family are well known around Riverdale. Similar to the Blossom’s they’re crazy rich, crazy powerful and well versed in the world of criminal activity. At one point they owned half the town, but they’re slowly selling it off to private investors for a profit so they can go after Greendale next. 
His mom Sophia is ‘friends’ with basically everyone in town, however she is constantly bitching about them behind their back...including your own family. And it drives you mad to watch your mom bend over backwards in order to be invited into her very exclusive book club. 
And his dad, William is basically a carbon copy of your own. Business focused and a little bit absent. You only ever see William at parties, you’ve never once bumped into him at the grocery store which is very difficult to do in a town this small. 
But despite all their suspected crimes, Ben is by far the worst. 
Benjamin Alexander Anderson is the worst boy you have ever met. But for some reason he’s everybody’s favourite. He’s snobby, pretentious, creepy and a bully. But Sarah and her friends love him. And for some reason your parents also love him. It seems sometimes they love him more than they love you. 
It’s not uncommon for you to come home from hanging out with your friends and for him to be already sat at the dining room table with a grin too wide for his face while your parents motion for you to sit beside him. 
And thanks to Sarah constantly telling them how good it would be for the family if you and him were to get together, he seems to be around an awful lot more recently. 
‘think of the family’ 
‘think of your future’ 
‘think of how good it would look for us to be able to call an Anderson son one day and welcome him into the family.’ 
“I knew she wouldn’t agree to a date with him so I thought if I threw a party they could get to know each other a bit better in more of a natural environment. It’s just word got out and more and more people turned up and I couldn’t get them to leave. Nobody ever listens to me.” She says, her tone turning sickly sweet as she stares at your mom doe-eyed. 
Your mom sighs and her expression softens before she looks at her husband. Your dad looks between you, Sarah and Ben before also sighing. 
“Great.” You mutter. Another one won by Sarah. 
She sends you a sly smile and you glare in return but you’re soon interrupted by your dad coughing and the two of you turn your attention back to him. 
“Y/n.” He starts and by the tone of his voice you already know where this is going. This is his lecture tone, the one he uses when he’s trying to convince you that he’s helping but instead he actually just wants to help himself. “Why don’t you give Ben a chance. You could do a lot worse.” 
“Because I don’t want to. For the millionth time I don’t and I never will like him. I would genuinely rather stick a fork in a plug socket, be resuscitated and do it over and over again until I died a painful death, than spend more than two minutes with him.” 
“Y/n!” Your mom scolds. 
“Ouch.” Ben huffs and you send him a sarcastic smile. 
“Why can’t you just be more like your sister?” 
“What? And date anyone that gives her a hint of attention?”
“Y/n!” Your dad shouts.
“Mom!” Sarah practically screams. “Are you actually gonna let her talk to me like that.” 
“Calm down Sarah. Y/n, apologise to your sister.” 
“No.” 
“Y/n.” Your mom hisses and you huff at her loudly. 
“Fine...I’m sorry.” You say through gritted teeth. “Can I go to bed now?” 
“Not until we sort this out.” Your dad says. 
“I don’t and I never will want to date him.” 
“Come on. One date isn’t going to hurt. You never know, you actually might like me.” Ben says, and the smirk grows on his face as he sends you wink. 
“That’s very, very, very unlikely.” You deadpan and your mom tuts behind you. 
“Y/n, that’s rude.” 
“What’s rude is you trying to set me up with an asshole. I’ve told you before I don’t want a boyfriend. I’m only 17 and I have far more important things to focus on other than boys. So please just drop it.” You shout. 
“We just want what’s best for you.” Your mom pleads and you send a look to Sarah. 
She could stop all of this. She knows she could. She could convince them to think otherwise and they would. They’d drop it and you’d be able to go back to only mildly hating your family. 
But that’s not how Sarah works and so instead she just shrugs before sharing a smile with Ben. 
“No, you want what’s best for you.” 
“Y/n Y/l/n!” 
The kitchen door swings open and Veronica, followed awkwardly by Betty and Archie walk through it. Your mom opens her mouth, ready to argue some more but Veronica quickly interrupts before she can say anything rude. 
“Mr and Mrs Y/l/n. Has my dad told you about the latest deal he’s made?” Veronica cuts in. A bright smile on her face as she steps between you and your parents. Instantly your dad shuts up and his eyes lighten up as he and Veronica talk about the next dodgy dealing that Hiram Lodge is involved in.
You let out a breath of relief, and send a grateful smile towards Betty and Archie, who now both look a little more confident in their abilities to deescalate the situation. 
Archie directs his attention to Sarah and and Ben, both of whom looked like they’ve sucked on a lemon as they watch Veronica gracefully change the subject and bring your mom into her business conversation. 
“I think your brother’s waiting for you outside.” Archie tells Ben. “And if I were you, I’d leave with them.” His voice low as he takes a step towards him. Ben looks at Sarah, and then you before lastly at you parents. Sarah’s expression hardens as she shrugs at him and starts picking at her nails. 
You, Betty and Archie watch him leave, mumbling quietly under his breath, before Betty turns he attention to Sarah. 
“Hi Sarah!” Her tone seems happy, and if you didn’t know her you’d think that she was genuinely greeting a friend. However there’s something lurking just behind her eyes that seems more sinister and for the first time in a long time, Sarah actually seems a little scared. “Remember I’ve known you for a long time, and I know a few things that your mom wouldn’t be too pleased to find out. So why don’t you leave Y/n alone and I won’t tell anyone that you slept wit-” 
“Fine.” She says through gritted teeth. “Goodnight.” She says quickly before rushing out. 
“Hey, is it okay for Y/n to stay at mine tonight. My mom’s been asking about her for forever.” Veronica asks and your dad nods quickly. “Great! Y/n, let’s pack a bag.” She says before pushing you out of the door. Betty and Archie follow the two of you up the stairs, whispering to each other as they go.
You notice Sarah standing outside of her door but she disappears as you pass and a weight lifts off your shoulders. 
“Thanks guys.” You smile at your friends, happy to be in the comfort of you own room. “Betty? Who did Sarah sleep with?” 
“Oh, I have no idea. I just guessed that she’s done it with someone she shouldn’t have and I suppose I was right.” She grins making you laugh. “Now come on, let’s go sneak Archie into Veronica’s so we can all have a proper sleepover.” 
“It’s definitely not the first time she’s snuck him into her room.” 
“Shut up!” Veronica laughs and throws a pair of socks at you. “Why don’t we invite Jughead? Where is he?” 
“Do you honestly believe you’d see Jughead at a party, let alone a sleepover? He’s too busy writing or something.” Betty replies. 
“Yeah, but Veronica has a lot of spare rooms.” You wiggle your eyebrows and she pulls a face.
“Come on!” She huffs, pushing you gently. Archie dumps a load of clothes in your bag and quickly zips it up before throwing at you. You’ve never left your house quicker before, and as the four of you make your way down the street, Betty making a list of snacks to buy and Archie trying to convince Jughead to join you, you feel yourself smile properly for the first time in a long time. 
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war-wornlipstick · 3 years
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hiii meg :) top 5 mcr lyrics 💞
sophia! hi!!! 💖 a request of this nature feels like a hate crime. but i luv u and well, i kind of set myself up for this didn’t i? lmao
ANYWAYS. after much wailing and gnashing of teeth, here are my top 5 mcr lyrics, one from each album. I had to make sure I actually liked the lyrics and not just the specific way that gerard wails them lmao
“These hands stained red/From the times that I've killed you and then/We can wash down this engagement ring/With poison and kerosene/We'll laugh as we die/And we'll celebrate the end of things/With cheap champagne”
Songs to have a Normal One to. The way this song makes me crazy when i think about the lyrics too much...no I will not elaborate. I don’t think I need to tho? You get it Sophia, ya?
“This hole you put me in/Wasn't deep enough/And I'm climbing out right now/You're running out of places to hide from me”
God I love the way these lyrics are delivered, the background harmonies are just *chefs kiss*. Also I just love the sentiment behind them, which sums up the whole song pretty much, and also provides a killer image. Very “Truth coming out of her well to shame mankind”. Deathwish really is the fucking song ever huh?
“I see you lying next to me/ With words I thought I'd never speak/Awake and unafraid/Asleep or dead”
^Song Bridges that make me cry instantly. Idk man, just...awake and unafraid ya know? Asleep or fucking dead!!!!!
“Don't believe what they say/ We're dead flies in the summertime /They leave us all behind/ With duct tape scars on my honey/ They don't like who you are/ You won't like where we'll go/Brother, protect me now/With blood they wash in the money!l
I love the imagery in this first verse! The spitting aggression in the delivery, the ✨sprinkling of gender✨ What a way to begin a song, damn
“Me and you and all of these living dead/Burning up in the sun where the bodies add/Got a taste for cash and androgyny/Anybody wanna come and rescue me?!”
This song has so many kickass lyrics! Wish I could hear them more clearly! But I really love this second chorus. ✨Another little sprinkling of Gender✨ But I also love the different possible interpretations for “living dead”! I too have a taste for cash and androgyny, only I don’t have much cash, and I’m working towards the androgyny
Thank you again Sophia! 🌟💖
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