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mercisnm · 3 months

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Sweater weather shenanigans

Plus the lines, before I throw colours on it like an excitable squirrel:

#yes i am aware that squirrels are colour blind #anyhow #sometimes i draw things #tissaia de vries #yennefer of vengerberg #it's been *cold* lately and i hate going outside so much #ill think of my blorbos being warm and cozy and comfy thank you #every lesbian's dream: to have an older girlfriend whose lap you can use as a pillow plus she will make you hot drinks if you ask nicely #yes tissaia in frumpy comfy cardigans. she has a collection of tartan blankets too. she's very Grandpa fight me #yennefer in one of those super large but comfy looking turtle neck cream colour sweaters and grey sweatpants #she wears the sweatpants as an experiment because everyone her age seems to go crazy over their partner wearing it so whats about tissaia #(tissaia doesn't give a shit about sweatpants. doesn't own them. doesn't need them. doesn't find them aesthetically pleasing)#(i've used the word comfy way too many times in these tags and i don't regret it one bit)#also i have that seal plush. just smaller

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anonymocha · 1 month

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Oh to be a she/he/they beast healer in the midst of mineral hyper-carries…

Based off my character display because a friend of mine told me to put Medpoc in the middle hejwhhekshjshe

Me and the bad bitches I pulled by committing perpetual medical malpractice <3 They’re winning, I fear

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paperglader · 3 months

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yes, it’s been three weeks, and yes, I’m still screaming about the fact that Imogen was at her lowest when she met laudna (was thinking of ending it all), and laudna had been roaming aimlessly for thirty years, utterly alone. No purpose, no reason for living, until she met the purple-haired sorcerer that saved her life no questions asked as soon as they first met, then chose to stick together forever, hold on to each other, sleep on the same bed for the next two years and help each other find answers to their miserable existence- and now, NOW that they finally got it together, got some stupid answers, and actually gained some power over the forces that had subdued them for years, KISSED, immediately- literally nine days into their relationship- the shitty world that they live in decided to make it clear and remind them that their days are numbered (significantly smaller numbers than they had accounted for) and that they won’t get to live their quiet life on a field, raise horses and just be. I AM OK ABOUT THAT. TOTALLY FINE.

#but also im not worried because laura bailey is there to captain this ship into the inevitable wedding one shot that we all deserve #but also i am SCREAMING let the lesbians be happy pls #i do think it's funny because marisha is so chaotic about laudna #like she's over there talking about how laudna doesn't believe she has very much of a future #and how excited she (marisha) is to explore rs conflict #and how she was like no im creating a dead lady this campaign that's sort of doomed by the narrative and NO ONE's gonna want to romance her #and laura was just like BET #like i am telling you #laudna presented imogen with the beutiful dream of a quiet life together and imogen temult will see it through with tears in her eyes #I KNOW #imodna #imogen temult #laudna #critical role #cr #campaign 3 #c3 #can you tell im still not over ep 49 #nor will i ever be until they get their soft epilogue #southern gothic

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someonetooksendnoodles · 11 months

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i had a much larger thought dump drafted, but as we approach pride month this year, this is your friendly reminder to not forget about small town queers, queers in deep red conservative areas, queers actively fighting legislation against our existence, and all of the queers who continue to exist and create spaces for us by simply existing.

our options for living in a safe community shouldn’t be limited to major cities.

sincerely,

a queer from a deep red area of the US

#sorry for the slight ramble #i’ve been re-examining my relationship with my deeply conservative hometown and in doing so realize how much i’ve given up on the queer #people in my community who have always fought for my right to exist in hometown and now i feel it’s my turn to do the same #also very influenced by the willow news bc i am so tired of compromising my queerness and i don’t want to do it anymore #pride #pride month #lgbt pride #lgbtqa #lgbtq rights #lgbtq community #gay #lesbian #nonbinary #trans pride

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caruliaa · 6 months

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just bc im a lesbian doesnt mean tht i wont at times become deeply entranced with the beauty of male actor or character. it just means i wld rather be locked in a room with a man with a knife than do anything romantic or sexual with one

#NO OFFENCE TO MEN AS PEOPLE THAT EXIST. but also i shldnt have to say tht after saying this yk #also b4 u say ooh ur aro tho why do u need to specifcy u wldnt do anything romantic w a man when i wldnt with a woman either #i am actually pretty romance favorable. like i would be in a romantic relationship with a woman if it wldnt ruin my life #with how it is rn . i think i like and want all the parts tht make up a romantic relationship i just dont experince romantic attraction #but anyway i was here to talk abt my sexuality not my romantic orientation #this post was originally like 'im remembering why there was such a huge overlap with my og major starkid hyperfixation #and me identifing as bisexual' but the thing is is the main main guy from starkid i remember being attracted too #was infact . rob. and thats aged badly bc of it being revealed that hes a fucking creep since then #but also just now not that we should ignore tht but regardless of that i just. dont see it at all #maybe it is that news subconsiously turning me off him but i really dont see that much what i liked abt his appearance #but who rly inspired this post to me is infact . jeff blim ? which is suprising just from the fact tht i dont ever remember #having tht big of a crush on him with that og starkid hyperfixation. but well he is a very beautiful man . giggling a little bit. sorry .#also becoming a bit obsessed with joey richter but thts just standard lesbian obssesion with a weird little man #not attractive to me im just obssesed with him. hi #also posting this now so when i finally watch the fnaf movie i can rb it abt josh hutcherson #anyway. does anyone read these tags do these long rants i go on like. turn ppl off of my posts. sometimes i wonder #flappy rambles

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fizah-alias · 5 months

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My standard for love is high because I grow up with female energy (five years of all-girls boarding school) during the critical phase of human upbringing (the adolescence) & that's just platonic. Imagine my benchmark for romance, as a lesbian?? I am fucked, and not with sex but with the curse of possibility of lonely life.

#I'm a loser lesbian with religious trauma #need an ava silva in my beatrice no-last-name pathetic life #I am very much like beatrice except the daughter of rich diplomat #also technically it's illegal to be gay in my country #avatrice ruins my life #warrior nun #avatrice #ava silva #sister beatrice

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cherry-pop-soda · 10 months

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okay but does anyone listen to bronski beat and does anyone GET IT. they released an album, completely unashamedly gay, in the 80s, during the AIDS crisis, during a time of insanely rampant homophobia and over the top conservatism. they released an album with the age of consent for homosexual activity in every european country listed on the sleeve and the phone number for a legal advice hotline for queer people etched into the grooves of the vinyl. they released an album with the opening track dedicated to a hate crime victim, featuring vocals from an openly gay choir. they released an album with songs about homophobic violence, the dangers of following the bible too closely, about leaving behind everything you know and starting over, about homophobic family and homophobic bullying. they wrote about being gay and being proud of it and knowing that there is nothing wrong with who you are. in the face of all the hatred going on in the 80s they released an album that was in-your-face gay and fuck-you queer, and i love them for it.

(see original tags for a lot more commentary)

#bronski beat #for reference : the album is The Age Of Consent #the man the opening track “Why ?” was dedicated to was Drew Griffiths (who according to wikipedia was a #playwright who was victim to a homophobic murder in 1984)#and the choir was The Pink Singers (an openly gay men’s choir in London)#and like yeah. i know this very much centers gay men HOWEVER . considering everything like the time period and #how songs that would’ve been lesbian (see: Voices Carry by Til Tuesday) being basically straight-washed. and also how rampant homophobia wa #(so getting anything even a little gay released was hard bc it was likely to get smashed down by record stores and companies and #radio stations and music reviewers. and us ones particularly )#in this case i don’t care whatsoever and besides they did something absolutely monumental for the whole community if you ask me #as a lesbian i am literally so grateful that this exists and i wasn’t even alive at the time. even now it makes me feel seen.#i cant even imagine what it would’ve been like for a queer kid in the 80s to hear that and maybe know they weren’t alone #so in conclusion: bronski beat i love you forever and jimmy somerville i love you forever

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yardsards · 1 year

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s1 luz was at least a little bit gay for willow i will not be told otherwise

idk if it was a full on crush but it was at least one of those types of nebulous not-quite-romantic not-quite-platonic "hahaha, unless..." type friendships that a lot of queer teens have, u know the ones

#girl was just walkin around sayin shit like ''you're right! my friend IS very cute!''#which can be just regular platonic bc luz is friendly like that but in this case i feel like it's A Little Bit Gay #eliot posts #toh #the owl house #luz noceda #willow park #just. remembering why i liked willuz/willumity so much.#i kinda headcanon willow as grey-aro and polyam (this literally came to me in a dream)#and i feel like her ideal relationship IS a kind of ambiguous sorta-but-not-quite-romantic sort of dealio #tho i also like the headcanons that she's just plain bi or pan or lesbian in this context too #bc again that sort of ambiguous friendship seems to be VERY common among queer teen friend groups (and not just aspec queers)#like it was A Thing between some of my high school friends and many other queer ppl i've talked to have said similar lmao #tho i also find the headcanon that she's 100% aroace and also uninterested in any relationships outside if friendship to be v fun #just like. basically everyone falling in love w her but her being totally uninterested #but being her friend is so Delightful that none of em rlly have any complaints there #like that scene in carmilla where dani turns down kirsch and says she just sees him as a friend and he gets really excited like #''yes! i am in the friend zone! she sees me as a friend!!! she's so cool i am excited to be her friend!''#willow taking after canon aroace icon lilith ''constantly turning down suitors but keeping their gifts'' clawthorne #my sister is just straight but this one time when she was in hs a guy asked her out w a massive tub of cheese puff balls #(she was obsessed w those things)#and she turned him down but kept the cheese puffs and ate them for like a solid month

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brocedesbenz · 3 months

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puter, how do I know if I like men or if I am afraid of them and just crave male validation? quickest route, no comphet explanations

puter, do you hear me?

#maybe I should just label as queer and stop thinking about this #or maybe i wad right in labeling myself as bi #was i????? i've never liked a man in the way i like women. and i know for a fact comphet can be a bitch #and also every guy i find attractive always looks very feminine. idk that doesn't mean much really #what if i only like this *one guy* and that's it. am i still a lesbian? how do i know if it's only this one guy???#needless to say I'm confused #wlw #lesbian #bisexual #queer #queer community #confession #pansexual #unlabeled #ngl being unlabeled sounds great rn #not in the “unlabeled pride” type of way but more in the “prefer not to limit myself so much w all this labels” type of way #unlabeled sexuality #lgbtq community #lgbtqia #lgbtq #comphet #heavily tagged bcs I'm going through the seven circles of hell all by myself #azul rambles

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lionbearfox · 2 years

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drew up ema and kay from the aa8 (pearl fey: ace attorney) that lives rent free in my head at all times .... ema skye is so special to me

#my art #ema skye #kay faraday #ace attorney #aa8 tag #um yeah so anyways hot lesbian thirtysomething kay faraday rights #if youd like to see pearl fey ace attorney herself that is on my blog in my aa8 tag but i am much too lazy to link it myself sorry #anyways. ema skye my Fucking beloved #the representation i deserve!#for those who are curious her pin says 'a moment of science please' :)#i thought it was fun!#also i didn't want to deal with kay's jacket being open because it wouldve made my life harder #but know that she has a Very pink shirt on under the coat.

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maddy-ferguson · 7 months

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when people who like seasons 1 and 2 better explain why it was better they always lose me when they say "the characters were what mattered the most the supernatural plot was basically not that important it was ALL about the characters" like...that's just what YOU were more interested in not what was happening in the show? like wdym the supernatural plotline wasn't that important in seasons 1 and 2. saying that it was more balanced or more subtle i get but saying that the supernatural plot wasn't THAT important and that it's not what made anyone love the show is a blatant lie

#and like i say: brf slt #and i've seen people say this many times on many occasions i'm not even exaggerating. or making anything up #and i've been saying this for. a year and a half. minus two months. when volume 1 came out someone tweeted 'what the duffers fail to #understand is that no one watches st because they care about the russians or whatever. people watch st to see a ragtag group of kids be #nice to each other! to see a lesbian and a man with nice hair be friends!' and i said i agree with this at like 60% the 60% being ofc that #i hate the russia stuff we know this. but like. as much as i like the relationships between the characters if there's no life-threatening #things going on for more than a few dozen minutes...then i don't really care like that would be another show. (this has been a constant #i was not as into the show or the characters as i am now when i said that like volume 1 was my first time watching the show #since 2019. and it's a constant because it's still true) like that's literally what fanfic is for. or other shows.#and plenty of people watch stranger things for the russians or whatever i was actually surprised when people were ranking the subplots i #saw quite a lot of people put russia in their top 2 i was stunned. it was mostly older people older people meaning anyone who was 22 in #the past. i'm kidding but like idk people who were like 40+ and also guys? idk. like there's actually an audience for that my bad you guys #(not my bad i will always be a russia in st anti. because i hate it.)#my point is. no that was actually it. i just don't get it wdym people don't like the STORY plenty of people do. in the fandom especially i #totally get focusing more on the characters and being more interested in that i literally never talk about the supernatural plot and i #really like the characters yk and i understand when people say that they enjoyed the distribution between character things and supernatural #plot things in s1-2 more but saying that the supernatural stuff was like an afterthought and that no one actually cares or cared ever and #that it was never important is? like i get where they're coming from but also...no #and i get doing the 'if you don't take it as literally the monsters and supernatural plot things mean this and that for real life and for #the characters' i think it's very fun but like. if you don't like the genre and ignored it for the characters...?that's not really on them #i worded this like my joyce and bob post from july i hope you like it. the first sentence only #wait i actually didn't. just realized. false advertising sorry #saying this as someone who likes seasons 1 and 2 better too that goes without saying

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northern-passage · 1 year

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You've been writing about vampires eh... can I ask is there an aspect about vampires that you wish was portrayed more across media, be it televised or literature?

Of course, if there is it's probably included in what ever you're writing, so if you can't answer this because it may be a spoiler, that's fine :)

ohohohohohoho this is a fun question.

i actually talked abt this not too long ago with someone else, but i really wish more vampire media would focus on the Hunger of it. obviously modern vampire stories are a hit or miss especially if it's a romance (twilight did irreparable damage to that subgenre) but i just want my vampires to be nasty and hungry and i want to see them struggle with it.

what i've been writing is a mix of things but one of the main characters is a freshly turned vampire, and she doesn't really understand what's happening to her or how she got here, so a big part of the narrative is her trying to remember what it was like to be human as well as coping with how she has to live now and the violent things she's done. her (human) partner is trying to salvage their relationship while going through all of this as well, and she's also being forced to do terrible things to protect her girlfriend and keep them together. the third character is one that's outside of them and she's older and been around longer and she's just really lonely, and she is also doing (you guessed it) terrible things in an attempt to feel a part of something and someone else.

i don't like vampires being perfect and beautiful and hundreds of years old, i want them to be young and messy and stupid! also STOP making confederate vampires what the hell is wrong with you...

i also wish people would stop trying to be "too cool" for vampires. i don't mind people changing certain parts of vampire lore (i've changed some things myself) but i really dislike the disdain some people seem to have for classic vampires. why are you writing about vampires if you don't even like them or think they're silly! i feel like this can be applied more generally to a lot of things these days, though, there's definitely this fear of being "cringe" permeating everything and people seem to only enjoy a lot of stuff "ironically" and i just don't get that.... anyways i want vampires to explode in sunlight again

#and dont recommend interview with the vampire i KNOW it's on my list of things to watch eventually #i just have a hard time focusing im still trying to get thru yellowjackets #anyways. i am very passionate about this LOL #idk i just. i like vampires bc it opens a big door to explore SO MUCH #and i feel like we just keep getting the same rehashed boring romance storylines over and over again #also yes i watched true blood when i was way too young and anna paquin deborah anne wall rutina wesley #AND evan rachel wood. this is their fault #they ask how i know im a lesbian i point you to exhibit A #that time evan rachel wood drank blood from that woman's thighs #hell's holler #ask #anonymous

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nevermore-selfship · 2 years

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EDITED A LITTLE SOMETHING SOMETHING FOR YOU GOGETA SSJ4 AND VEGITO SIMPS OUT THERE >:DDDD ANDIDON’TWANNAOUTRIGHTADMITHOWLONGITTOOKMETODOTHISKAYTHANKS *coughs* *stares especially hard at @honeybeeblush and @emmacornell*

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the-lightless-flame · 2 months

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BOUKELLEY SHIPPERS HOW ARE WE FEELING

#i for one am very excited #i didnt expect their dynamic to develop esp not this soon???#but lena acknowledging gwen and letting her 'in' sounds like so much fun and also the beginning of them having (even more) wild lesbian sex #ik this is far from the most important in this episode but #im enjoying seeing them interact i want them to be very gay #gwendolyn bouchard #lena kelley #boukelley #tmagp #tmagp spoilers

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halalgirlmeg · 20 days

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I'm very weary of narratives and dynamics that paint people of color as like bullies, or intolerant/bigoted, or anything of the sort against white characters cause it's not that we're infallible either within specific communities or as a collective but like...idk like I feel like we're usually in these roles more often than not (its ESP Black women and girls, and Dark skin women and girls even moreso) like, esp when shows tout themselves as progressive cause knowing how Fandoms roll esp in regards to bleeding into actors off screen I just know there are people like going the hell in, because even when they're not bad people at all or just like a fleshed out human beings let them do one thing wrong, or do something fans don't like, people never shut the fuck up about it (look at Meredith and Amelia from Grey's vs Maggie and Bailey, esp in like the second half of the Grey's run) meanwhile white characters can never do anything wrong ever even when they're very much in the wrong which hmmm does that not also sound like real life?

#tbh this is about a lot of shows but I keep seeing clips of that show heartbreak high #and it's this lesbian couple I think and one is white and autistic and the other one is Asian #and I always see clips of the asian girl being very like abelist and mean and people talking about her #which she seems to always be ragging on her gf one way or another which obviously no one should be doing that #but again there's always an implication that we as woc are always the aggressor or mean #and it's like why did you make that choice #of you've actually seen it tell me if I'm wrong #but it's like I kind of can't unsee this dynamic it happens a lot in television and film #it's like when people wanna do this Black people vs LGBT ppl very much ignoring all the people with both identities #but also acting as if Black people are just so intolerant that we don't know any better or could even be supportive if not a part of #these groups #I'm sure this applies to other groups too I'm just speaking on my own experiences at this second #idk if I'm making sense it's like 3 am #random

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butcharium · 25 days

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@ US followers my father is going to Austin,Texas for a few weeks on a work trip is there anything I should ask him to bring back ??

#i am thinking about maybe some clothes from.old navy since it is so good for me as a stocky butch still thinking about my trip to SF in 2019 #where i saw the wonders of Old Navy but i am a few sizes bigger now so idk wht sized I'd wear and also my father is a bit hopeless #he needs very concrete orders rip cant leave much up to him #or if theres any cool bookstores there with good lesbian books f. ex where i could see their books online and maybe even reserve them #anyways #musings

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