#also i bet u i could analyze myself rn. thatd be funny

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Holy fuck seriously dont open those tags i opened it to see and it literally covered the entire screen LMAO

The tldr is im mentally ill and i feel disregarded by my parents and unseen to my friends so im really good at repression

#txt #all that repression comes out here #honestly i swear half this blog is me just venting or ranting #also i bet u i could analyze myself rn. thatd be funny #i bet u my wish to be seen by my friends and parents is greatly in part due to the fact that my connection to fandom #is greatly my love of character analysis which means i kind of wish i could be picked apart like that #which is a stupid wish i actually despise but i guess some deep inner part of me wants it #i bet u my repression of myself is also why im quick to lash out at frustration #i also bet you that my frustration at being unseen by my parents is part of my small amount of resentment towards my siblings #which also leads to me lashing out to them which i feel awful about and i hate doing because im the oldest #LMAO I GOT ELDEST SISTER DISORDER I FORGOT ABOUT THAT ✌️😎👌