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creedslove · 7 months
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Hello darling! I was wondering if ur taking requests👀 if you are, here’s mine: how do you Javi P would react to reader been in danger? I was thinking on situations like a car accident or even been kidnapped😭 I can’t help but imagine all the angst and the comforting he would give to the reader🥺
i LOVE your work, btw!
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Javier Peña x f!reader
A/N: hi besties, I put the two of them together because they are very similar as the thirst for Javi is so real 😭
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• Javi might look rough and tough and he kinda is, he knows getting hurt is part of the job and if he could save everyone he would, but since he can't do it, he just adopted the indifferent attitude and moved on with his life
• but not to you, never to you
• he could be indifferent and not care about anything at all, but not you, he simply couldn't accept the possibility of you ever getting hurt
• so Javi was extremely protective of you, to the point it could be even kind of annoying but you understood he meant well
• he would always get your back and you would feel safe but your job was dangerous and shit happened
• so when you got hurt, Javi was a puddle of worry and guilt
• he began raging the minute you were hit and he used his fury to avenge you, nearly killing the guy who dared hurt you
• and then he flew to your side, not leaving it unless the doctors demanded him in order to examine you
• he would stay with you in the hospital all the time, even if you asked him to go home and rest, he wouldn't do it, instead, he would just stay with you
• even his beard would begin to grow because he would spend longer with you than at home
• he would look at you with those puppy eyes filled with guilt and it would shatter your heart
"Javi, don't be upset, I'm okay, it was barely a scratch, mi amor"
• but Javi wasn't having it and he apologized to you many times, even after you asked him to stop apologizing, he still did it, not verbally this time, but rather with actions and assurance
• he would sneak in food so you would have a snack in between meals because he wanted you to eat more; he would bring you your favorite blankets and also flowers too
• he would be so sweet like you'd never seen, the way he would be calling you cariño, mariposa, mi amor, etc and melting your heart
• he would rest his head on your lap while you lay in the hospital bed and close his eyes as you played with his messy hair, all in order to feel you closer
• and once you got discharged he would take you to his home and treat you like a damn princess
• I swear that man wouldn't even let you lift a glass of water, all in order to take care of you, because he loved you so much and couldn't even think of the possibility he could have lost you, so he promised he would take care of you for the rest of your life
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fanyyy444 · 3 months
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Everytime I try to enter the void and I don't do so, I always have strange and lucid dreams(Which I feel really happy/glad that it happens, for me it's a sign that I almost entered the void😊).
I currently don't remember the dreams I had the other day(The day before yesterday), but yesterday I dreamed about a lot of things(And very nonsense things as usual lol), I even dreamed about gigantic Minecraft zumbis like?? This clearly happened because I've been playing this game a lot recently and it affected my subconscious(Y'all know what I mean, right?), I also dreamed about sharks and whales lol, and also that I was walking on the streets in a "sexy" way and people couldn't stop looking at me and then a random guy even stopped his bike near me and asked me if he could take a pic of me sitting in his skate(?) AND I FUCKING SAID NO KSJSKSJAKAK, I didn't saw any skate btw, soo he asked if he could just take a pic with me instead and I accepted, and then I remember going to a square/park with this guys(Sorry it the translation is wrong, anyway we call it "Praça/Pracinha" in my language) and I don't remember much but then I just was in a temple or something and it was when I saw the gigantic zumbis. Some other things about yesterday's dream I just don't remember so I'm sorryy🥲
So, I just woke up now and I was having VERY strange dreams, I'll tell some things I remember from the dream but they won't be in line I guess lmao(I mean they won't be in the correct order since Idk🥲 Anywayss).
I just remembered it now as I'm writing this, but I think that the very beginning of the dream was about that demonic thing idk, I was with a girl in a place(Probably my house in the dream, not my current house) and I don't remember much but I think she looked into a mirror or a book or I don't know and then her face started distorting and became very creepy, and then I looked at the thing too and I remember everything just became all black and started distorting..My face probably became the same like hers, very creepy and scary. I tried to find a pic in Pinterest to give y'all an idea of what her face looked like but couldn't find anything scary just like the face of that girl in my dream(It was so scary).
I also remember seeing a swimming pool, a big big big swimming pool(And yeah I did swim in it).
In the dream I was with some girls that got "possessed" too, at the end, the only one who survived was me I guess.
I also remember seeing my mother, not very sure about that tho, but I think I saw her.
I remember being stuck in a bathroom stall with another girl(I was in a house of a woman which I know her in real life btw, I mean I didn't looked at her face but in the dream she just was her ok?), the woman was apparently possessed too and was trying to touch us(And probably possess us too idk), but I was holding something(Like glass) and she couldn't touch me and the other girl, I don't really remember what happened to the girl who I was with in the stall but she just disappeared idk, when I left the stall the woman appeared again(I just remember seeing her hand tho) and I fucking took a knife out of nowhere(Out of my anus probably💀) and I think I cut her hand or killed her idk, it happened so fast and I don't remember much, I just remember seeing her hand in the door of the bathroom when I was leaving it, and then I took a knife and (Probably, cause I don't remember) killed her or something.
I also remember I was in a stranger's house and I find a guy inside the house which his name was "Jungkook"(I swear I'm not kidding, whenever I tell people that my dreams are so strange and random I'M NOT LYING😭😭), I don't remember what happened after that tho, I just remember I was in a house of man and I entered his house and there was a guy whose name was "Jungkook", the man/stranger/owner of the house was outside sitting on the stairs from the door of his house.
I remember I was walking on a street with another girl, or maybe two girls idk, we were talking about what happened I guess(The possession thing), and they said something about god like "Thanks to god...etc" I don't really remember, but then I said something that I also don't remember but it was related to Satan(I'm a Satanist), like I said I was different from them and then I mentioned Satan and after that the girls got possessed or something again idk why??? Then I just ran I guess and the girls disappeared..
Let me see if I remember something else..
Well, after the girl looked at the thing her face distorted as hell, then I looked at it too and my vision just became all black and I looked at up and my face probably distorted too, and then the whole possession thing happened in the dream, but I think that the start of the dream wasn't me and that girl really, I remember seeing my mother, then I think I went to the house backyard and I found the girl with the mirror/book, etc etc.
I think I don't remember anything else :(
Btw, these are the subs I used and I'm using right now👇🏻
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I think that's all for now, I'll keep updating y'all if something happens(Related to the void, subliminals, my manifestations, etc).
Soo byebye?👋🏻💕
Just me apologizing if this post seemed a bit strange(Just like my dreams itself loll), I'm sorry if someone got scared with the things I said :( My dreams are very very strange and random and nonsense I know I know, again I apologize if someone felt bad/got scared by the things I said, it's not not my intention😕
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mistarover · 10 months
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It's award season (unconfirmed)! Give some of your mutuals silly little awards.
ooh this sounds fun!!
@sehyoonz wins the Biggest Hoe for Wen Junhui Award. I swear that man is hers i am afraid to touch him because she has Staked her Claim
@theirtheretheyre takes two awards in the Biggest Hoe for Changbin category and the Most Patient Mutual considering that I insult him in our dms all the time. ty nate much love
@awek-s wins in the Biggest Brain category because personally i could never be that smart
@jeonwonwoo wins Most Talented Most Funny Most Popular and also Biggest Brain because she's like a biochemist or somethin and a wonwoo simp so obviously her IQ is 5 zillion
@senor-hoberto wins Best Tagging System because i have no clue what that "oh?" shit means but I like it
@paintediamond wins funniest taemtual
@escapetheshark wins Horniest Bang Chan Stan by a LANDSLIDE my god
@shalalayong wins best Taeyong Mutual and Best Taste in NCT Men thank u alba for your service
@yeobebe wins Funniest Tags (which is different from best tagging system btw) because every time they rb something from me i laugh
@gaylilsherlock wins Funniest Shinee Mutual because wow
@kirk-goes-to-gallifrey also wins Funniest Shinee Mutual
@conartisthaiji wins Best Girl Group Mutual because I do not stan girl groups so obviously you are the best
@thisismisogynoir just wins Best Person in general hi aisha ily
@neonsbian wins Best Username because it is True
@blessyouhawkeye wins Funniest Smartest and Most Real Mutual
@ltms also wins Funniest Smartest and Most Real Mutual it was a tie u both are deserving
@haechannabelle wins Coolest Boomer /j
@uinu wins Best Profile Picture because I love taem and the frog
@prismaticavocado wins for Best Username On a Sideblog. idk there's just somethin about rainbowrenjun
@hakkiest wins for being the Longest Lasting Mutual we have been thru a lot bff. She also wins Mutual with the Most Interesting Life in a tie with @ashmp3
@ashmp3 also wins Mutual with the Most Hottie Vibes
@alonetogaythermp3 @ybcpatrick and @heartbreakfeelsogood all win Best Fall Out Boy Mutuals
@heartbreakfeelsogood also wins Bestest Friend along with @jeennieluv
@luvrli (had to SEARCH for you lol) wins Best Moa Mutual i think u have the best taste
@jinyoungtual also wins Best Profile Picture as well as just being a very nice human
@kiwikey wins the Loml Award isa u are the bestest actually i do not make the rules
@cha-ra-nui wins Best Mutual to Gist With because i have had excellent conversations with you. don't worry i will listen to vixx someday (i think)
@pauls-mccharmly wins Mutual with the Most Interesting Interests I haven't met anyone who likes the beatles and kpop
@ringdingdestroya and @kradnie win the MCR/Shinee Mutual award
@insomtiny wins Best Taste in Music
@evergardenwall also wins Bestest Friend because ily
OH OH and @hyunpic wins Mutual with the Most Talent
all my other mutuals are winners in my heart i love you guys! sorry this is so long
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seongminiz · 6 months
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hotdemonsummoner . com - kang minhee
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minors dni ; demon dom!minhee x human sub!reader ; 2.4k words
warnings : fem reader , dubcon , not rlly proof read (thats my trademark atp) , reader is an idiot and a monsterfucker (just like me fr)(very mild monsterfucking btw bc he literally looks human with horns like ..) , crack-ish in the first half but i swear it gets smutty quick , minhee is kinda mean , spit (minhees spit works as an aphrodisiac ehegegheh), its just messy overall , unprotected sex , breeding but its not rlly breeding but ,, whatever , possessive minhee [pretends to be surprised] , manhandling , size kink , strength kink (reader is referred to fragile/small but its just in proportion to a literal demon n has nothing to do with how she looks !), oral (f receiving) , biting , marking , dumbification ? , praise , dacryphilia , minhee calls reader 'little human' (giggling kicking my feet) . hopefully i didnt forget anything
tagging my lovely @ajaxsbeloved hope u like this 🫶🏻
the warning list is ,,, long . it might be a little cringe but i literally give zero fucks‼️⁉️ but i do feel like the smut part kinda sucks but also it might be that im just sad while posting this n its affecting how i view my work idk ANYWAYS wrote this while i had a cold n then a mosquito bit me on the eye so any and all mistakes r bc of that real no clickbait . had so much fun writing this uhhh happy spooky season idk i want demon!minhee in a way that is concerning to feminism lesbianism and my gender identity amen
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demon!minhee whom you not so accidentally summoned in your room one uneventful night.
you're bored to death. your favorite show hasn't had a new episode in weeks, all your friends are busy - studying for exams, working, on dates while you're sitting in your lonely bedroom, staring at the ceiling as if it'll solve all your problems in life.
you start considering it might be able to do that when, out of nowhere, you're reminded of the stupid website you visited a few days ago with your friend when she was sleeping over at your place. something about the occult, hot demons and summoning rituals. you grab your phone, opening an incognito tab and typing the link you somehow remember by heart (hotdemonsummoner.com? seriously?)
if this was a horror movie you'd probably be dead in the first ten minutes. you grab a pen, paper and a candle - the tutorial talked about multiple small ones, but you'll have to make do with the cinnamon scented ikea christmas candle that has been sitting on your desk for at the very least three years. and once you're done, you wait for the magic to happen.
five minutes later, there's no sign of any hot demon summoned instantly in your room. you're pretty sure- no, you're certain the problem was the candle. either that, or the site is complete bullshit, but you refuse to believe that. there's no other explanation, screw ikea and their stupid christmas candles.
you sigh, placing everything back where it belongs and letting yourself fall on the bed, picking up your phone just to be met once again by no notification, no nothing, just that stupid 'SUMMON A HOT DEMON INSTANTLY!' title in neon pink with a little devil gif floating right beside it, mockingly staring back at you.
that's when you see something from the corner of your eye, a shadow sliding across the wall. it's probably just the light outside hitting a tree weirdly and casting a creepy shadow, no big deal. but there's no trees outside your window, you're a broke college student who lives in a sad gray apartment complex in an equally sad and gray city.
you gather enough courage to look up from the screen of your phone, your eyes slowly adjusting from its blinding brightness to the darkness of your surroundings. at first you don't see anything, half tempted to turn your phone flashlight on. and then you make eye contact.
he looks just as confused as you are when he quite literally spawns in front of your bed. the normal human reaction would have probably been to scream, instead you just gasp in surprise, followed by a small 'oh.' as you look at him with wide eyes. he takes slow, calculated steps towards you and you have half a mind to hastily turn off your phone, hiding it under a pillow.
'what the fuck?' you say under your breath, studying his figure. if this isn't some extremely technologically advanced burglary and you're not having an expired candle fumes induced hallucination, then this is the demon you tried to summon. and he's actually hot, which means the website was not a scam and the candle is the problem. he seems to read your exclamation and general confusion as a question on why he's there. 'you summoned me.' he explains, taking yet another step towards you.
'no! wait! don't get close!' you order, your self defense weapon of choice being the pen you used to summon him. 'listen,' you start, raising your hands defensively 'i did not think the random summon a hot demon instantly tutorial i found on a sketchy website would actually... well, summon a hot demon instantly.' the creature - minhee, you don't know how you got his name, if he telepathically shared with you or what - raises an eyebrow, amusement clear on his face. 'so you think i'm hot?'
'no! i mean yes! but like not in a i want to fuck you way! just in a... you're an objectively beautiful man- demon, sorry, way...?' you can feel your body temperature rising, getting restless under his unwavering stare. and minhee can feel it too, he can hear the way your heartbeat hasn't calmed down for a second and he can see how your thighs have been clenched together ever since he appeared. his eyes linger for a few more seconds on them, observing the way your shorts ride up everytime you anxiously squirm under his gaze.
'so, little human, why would you want to summon a hot demon instantly? is there anything in particular you need from me?' the nickname has your stomach doing backflips, you swallow thickly before speaking 'will you steal my soul if i say yes? take it as a payment for whatever favor i may ask?' the demon laughs, leaning down so his face is just a breath away from yours. 'not really. i could make an exception for a pretty girl like you,' his eyes flicker to your lips for a split second, so fast you don't even notice it.
thing is, minhee usually does feed off of human souls, but there's something about you that's telling him to not do it just yet, wait it out and see how it goes. maybe he could feed off of something else, something he doesn't get to do that often nowadays. surprising, but the monsterfucker demographic - even the milder ones who would only ever go as far as fucking his semi-human form - is basically an endangered species nowadays.
before you can answer with what favor you actually need (not that you'd actually know what to ask.. what, were you going to offer him to play UNO or something?) minhee's hands are on top of your thighs, spreading them slightly as he presses his lips to yours. you shiver at the cold sensation of his skin, way too cold for a human, and minhee can hear your heartbeat quickening, as you weakly grab his wrists in a failed attempt to get him off of you - or at the very least slow down the process of whatever is going on.
minhee finds your fighting amusing, he knows no human could ever overpower him physically, let alone a little fragile thing like you, but he still indulges in giving you the small hope you could break free from his hold, just to take it away immediately after. one of his hands leaves your thigh to grab both of your wrists, pinning them over your head, the other one staying on your thigh, pushing it to spread even more as his thumb runs along the hem of your shorts.
his mouth is on you once again, and this time minhee forces his tongue past your lips - the tip of it is slightly pointed, not enough to actually hurt you in any way but enough to make you wonder what exactly it could do. you panic for a second, just for everything to slow down, your body relaxing under minhee as the arousal between your legs grows tenfold, you can feel your panties sticking to you and minhee doesn't give you an answer once you look up at him in confusion, your eyes welling up with tears. you can barely come up with a coherent sentence, 'wha- what did you do?' you manage to stutter out, every word getting harder to say as your mind slips, you don't even know where.
minhee's hand leaves your thigh, going to gently wipe the tears that started running down your cheeks. 'mh, that's interesting,' he says, more to himself than to you, fingers sliding down your face to lightly brush against your lips. 'i've used this on other humans before, but their reaction was never this strong.' you don't have time to ask what exactly 'this' is - you don't even know if you have the brain power to do it, really - as minhee forces your mouth open and spits in it. you gasp at his action, but still end up swallowing, your body shuddering with another wave of what could only be described as raw pleasure.
you don't know how he's doing that, but you feel pathetic, getting this horny over someone who hasn't even touched you yet shouldn't be normal. but, honestly, what exactly is normal about a demon appearing in your room and trying to fuck you?
your shorts have been discarded somewhere in your room, and your panties are quick to encounter the same fate - not before getting ripped off of you, to which you whine in disappointment, but minhee cuts you off saying something about you 'not needing them when you're with him' you don't really pay any mind to.
he takes his time with you, biting your thighs to the point you're sure you're bleeding, and then running his tongue along the small cuts he caused, letting whatever the obscure substance mixed with his spit is enter your bloodstream in a matter of seconds, reducing you to even more of an incoherent mess.
when minhee finally gets to eating you out, it all escalates far too quickly for your slowed down brain. for a second he's sucking on your clit, and then he's fucking you with his tongue, reaching spots a human could never dream to reach with their mouth alone. the stimulation is too much, your hands search for any kind of support, something you can grab onto, your fingers running through his hair and pulling slightly before minhee grabs your wrists, moving your hands to hold onto his horns instead and letting out a groan when you do so.
he works on you until you're on the brink of consciousness, until you've lost count of how many times you already came - around three, probably, but they feel like ten times that when each orgasm is more intense than the other and your perception of reality is fading with it. minhee notices it, ignoring your pleas about it being 'too much' and how u 'cant take more' and slipping two of his pretty slender fingers in your sopping cunt. you sob, shaking your head as you uselessly try to squirm away from his touch, subsiding to the unbearable pleasure just a few seconds later.
'already tired, little human? how are you going to take my cock if you can't last a few rounds with my tongue and fingers? maybe you don't want it that bad, then,' he's just fucking with you, deep down you know it, but the thought of minhee just leaving you like this after everything he's done is enough for you to desperately shake your head as you grab his free hand - a far too intimate gesture for this whole 'fucking a random demon you just summoned out of boredom' situation you've found yourself in - pulling him into yet another kiss that leaves the both of you breathless. you never knew it would happen in your lifetime, but you managed to make a demon, a being who doesn't need to breathe, breathless.
'is that convincing enough?' you whisper in a split second of lucidity, your mind and body already subsiding to the effects of his spit you might as well have grown addicted to, half tempted to kiss him again and only interrupted by minhee slowly slipping his fingers out of you. your complaints about it are short lived, so focused on the emptiness between your legs you don't realize minhee has pulled out his cock until his tip is pressing past your entrance.
the stretch is almost unbearable, despite all the time minhee spent overstimulating you he's still too big, and you tell him exactly that in an attempt to slow him down. it only feeds minhee's ego more, though, he chuckles as he pins your hips to the bed, telling you to 'stay fucking still and just take it,' forcing his whole size inside of u until he bottoms out. you've never felt this full, struggling to even breathe as the feeling of minhee inside of you overcomes all your senses.
minhee gives you no time to adjust to the way his cock is stretching you out, immediately thrusting into you and reaching even deeper. all your pleas for him to go slower fall to deaf years, quickly being replaced by the moans you're struggling to quiet down. it's not long before you're getting close again, still sensitive from all your previous orgasms.
'need to cum' you whine, your hips buck up to meet minhee's, feeling his tip hit spots you never knew existed. he chuckles, slowing his thrusts until a fresh wave of tears is filling your eyes at the idea of being denied of your release. 'you need to?' his tone is mocking, but you're so fucked out you can't notice it, quickly nodding 'yeah, need to cum all over your cock.' that's all it takes for minhee to pick up his pace again, aim even deeper than before and have you quickly approaching your high as you incoherently moan his name.
you feel like your soul has been ripped out of your body, gone through each and every layer of hell, and then put back where it belongs. your legs shake as minhee keeps mercilessly fucking you, mumbling something about how he's going to 'fill you up and keep you forever' that, even in your fucked out state, slightly alarms you, your hands pushing at his shoulders to no avail just to be once again pinned above your head.
minhee knows it's physically impossible for a demon to breed a human, and yet, the idea of somehow making you his through it sounds so appealing, as you sob in overstimulation and keep begging him to pull out. he might be aware of there being no consequences if he cums inside, but what would a human like you know? the way you squirm under him, trying to convince him to pull out is almost endearing.
'you're so well behaved, little human, it would be a shame to let all the results of your hard work go to waste, right?' you keep shaking your head, a high pitched moan leaving you as minhee finally cums deep inside of you, tightly pressed against your cervix to make sure you're marked by him, completely ruined for anyone else who'll ever try to fuck you.
minhee doesn't know why he did that, despite having no plans to keep you he still found himself desiring, needing to claim you as his little human. as he stills inside you, minhee thinks that maybe, just maybe, he might bring you 'back home' with him.
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moregraceful · 2 months
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hi kasper!! Becky has encouraged me to make a real effort to befriend you (due to the giant friend crush I have) and to start I just want to say that I think the work you're doing to build community in fandom is sooooo so so so important and cool and it's super inspiring to me!! anyway hi I hope you're well what was something good that happened to you today? (congrats on quitting your soul sucking job btw!!!!)
This is SO sweet omg hello!!! What would we do without Becs...
Also very funny bc in addition to not allowing me to reply to posts 85% of the time, Tumblr is not also giving me ask notifications AND I was poking at prompt meme stuff for the past three hours so I missed this....community building!!! My reason for living!! I hope u are all excited for @theresonly1u bc it's gonna be SICK, I stretched out the schedule to cover a full month so there's gonna be WAY more creation time. Did you know that you can make it so that people can leave up to 50 prompts in an AO3-hosted prompt meme. I did not until today.
What was something good that happened to me today oh good question. I feel like I am having a very pleasant day, but a lot of that was related to the kids at church being perfect angels and not trying to put me on BeReal in the middle of Communion. I don't talk about church kids in detail in public, but every Sunday where no one has a meltdown or swears in service is a good day lol. Oh I know!! I am a Bay FC founding season ticket holder bc I got so excited that the Bay Area finally has women's sports and I really wanted to financially support one of the teams so that people know that women's sports belong in the Bay Area. The WNBA is gonna be too much of a trek for me to make it every single game (though I WILL be attending at least a few games!!) so I went for Bay FC. all week I was having such a strop trying to choose between buying parking for tailgating and like normie parking. My brain was too frazzled by a toxic workplace to make a decision and I was like I DON'T KNOW if I'm cool enough to tailgate with soccer lesbians...like I'm just some guy and my drink of choice is sober kombucha the sports lesbians are gonna think I'm so uncool 😭 but then I asked my high school girl friends who are like either horny bisexuals or cishet but insane fans of women's soccer, bc they're the ones going with me. they were like NO WE WANT TO TAILGATE WE'RE COOL ENOUGH TO TAILGATE. so I got tailgating parking for the season and I'm very excited to be the kind of person who owns a cooler and keeps it in his car. I may even get a small folding table. Perhaps even two folding chairs. Who can say.
And then my church bestie like idly mentioned to me wanting to go to Bay FC games and I was like !!!! you can go with ME please come with ME!! It's very nice to have tickets to a sport people want to go to lol all my nonhockey friends think hockey is stupid (they're right.) I'm very excited to spend too much time on the REI website later tonight.
tl;dr life feels good today :)
It is so nice to hear from you, thank you for taking that first step!! The power Becs has truly 🙇🙇
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Dating Ging Freeces
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Ging Freecss x fem! reader
Warnings: Swearing, mentions of sex/intimacy but nothing actually happens
A/N: Why do I do this? Because I'm me and I have little dignity left
*slams head against wall repeatedly*
Tiffany you dumb bitch why do you have to develop stupid crushes on toxic men
*rests head on wall, take deep breath*
Ok I'm fine now
Being with Ging is annoying to say the least
Honestly you probably wonder daily why you are still with this man 🤨
But love is a crazy thing YN
In all honestly, Ging is probably more the fwb type
He doesn't like to be tied down
As evident by his lack of parenting to Gon 🙃
Gon you sweet angel you deserve so much better 😫
He'd probably be like "It's ok my dad's an amazing hunter :D"
So if you are looking for a "relationship without labels" Ging's the guy for you
When you first met him, you were turned off by his brass attitude and rude behavior
He's might be shy but he's outspoken on alot of things
If you are a ruins hunter like him, he will test your knowledge, constantly feeling the need to on up you 😒
Yep he's one of THOSE guys
But don't let it bother you YN
Don't play into his games because we all know he's just testing you
When he tries to one up you, just say "oh thats nice"
Ging 👉🏻😐😑
There is no real definite moment in your relationship where you become a couple
Honestly you guys just start hanging out together and that's kind of it
Actually you two probably just sort of form of truce and that's it 🤷‍♀️
Intimacy doesn't start right away
And like your relationship, it kind of just happens
Like Ging will just walk up to you one day, kiss you passionately and that's all she wrote 😅
Intimacy does happen often when he's with you
I will give him this, I think he's a pretty passionate guy
He's also romantic but not on purpose
Will take you to some of the most gorgeous places on earth without even thinking about it
Mans enjoys the little things life has to offer and wants to experience them with you
While he might be romantic, he will also just up and leave you 🙄
After a night of passion don't be surprised if you wake up in a bed alone
He will leave you a note on the pillow that says something like
"I'm off. I'll reach out soon. Ging"
You will have to be pretty secure to be in a relationship with Ging
Mans will not contact you for weeks or even MONTHS!
And when he does, it's not much
Just a text or two
BUT they are cute 🥺
"*sends picture of gorgeous landscape* I can't wait to bring you here" or "the only thing that could make this place more beautiful is you"
😫😫😫 mans is romantic
He's also possessive and jealous as HELL
Seriously, you two might not have a defined relationship
But Ging will make it VERY well know that you are his and his alone
Even if some guy is merely talking to you, Ging is in the corner, glaring 😑
He's literally a child YN
Gon and Killua are more mature 🙄
You are a social and sweet person
Many hunters think of you as a literal Angel sent from heaven
And they truly have no clue why you are with Ging 😒
Honestly that's the question that surrounds most of the Zodiac meetings
Oh, btw you and Ging serve on the zodiac council together
And while Ging rarely shows up, you often get hounded about you relationship
Totally get thrown under the bus with that one YN
"Alright before we start does anyone have any issues to being up?"- Miss Cheadle asks
"Yeah I have a question, YN when are you going to realize how shitty Ging is and dump his dumbass?"- Kanzai asks
You 👉🏻😐🙄
"Seriously YN you are gorgeous and perfect and Ging, well Ging is Ging!"- Pyon asks
"Everyone please! This isn't a quarrem about YN and Ging's love life"- Cheadle adds
"Thank you"- you
"Even if we are all confused as to why someone like YN would date Ging, we should be respectful"- Cheadle
You 👉🏻😐 thank you
"I mean, the man is a literal child abandoning jerk who rarely shows up to meetings but it's not about that! I'm sure Ging and YN make a great couple"- Cheadle
You 👉🏻😐 yep
"And I'm sure whatever weird connection they have makes them both happy even if Ging tends to ruin everything"- Cheadle
You 👉🏻 ight imma head out ✌🏻
I told you, you gotta be tough to be in a ship with Ging YN
And when Ging does show up to meetings, you can bet there is ONE person who will irritate him to no end
"I'm so sorry to keep everyone waiting, where is Miss YN?"- Pariston says smirking at Ging
Ging will probably growl at the mere mention of your name from Pariston's lips
You come in the conference room and take you seat next to Ging
"I'm sorry, Beans needed my help with something"- you say smiling and sitting down
"Miss YN you are always so kind and giving! I would live to have someone like you working at my agency"- Pariston smirks
Ging will seriously be growling so loud at this point
YN do something 😫
"Pariston, thank you but I'm very happy where I am"- you say calmly
Ging grabs your hand under the table because the feral man needs to chill out
But don't worry, that won't stop Pariston
Oh no no no
Because he's equally as annoying as Ging 🙃
God I'd HATE being a member of the zodiacs with those two on board 🥴
At every turn, Pariston is trying to get under Ging's skin
"Miss YN, can I just say how beautiful you look today?"- rat man
Ging 👉🏻😑😠
You 👉🏻 😐 🙄 thank you Pariston
"Miss YN you should be vice chairman when become chairman. I'd love to work closely with you"- Pariston
"OVER MY DEAD BODY RAT"- Ging yells 🤬
You 👉🏻😐🤦‍♀️ thanks Pariston but I think I'll pass
But the absolute best thing EVER happened during the question and answer session the zodiacs held for the hunters
You know the one where Leorio punched Ging 🤪
Honestly classic 👌🏻
You sat there while the crowd applauded Leorio for his amazing performance
"I told you to go visit him"- you say as Ging gets up from the floor, rolling your eyes
As you stand up to check on Ging, you cross in front of Pariston
Causing the rat to stick his leg out and "accidently" trip you
As you fall, gracefully 💅🏼
My headcanons and I always wished I was graceful so let me live my dreams ☺️
Pariston stands quickly and catches you mid fall, like in one of those romance books
You stare into his eyes, blushing
"My goodness Miss YN, are you-"
Before he can finish, Ging's fist is connecting with Pariston's face and that's all she wrote
"I said, get the HELL away from my girlfriend you rat"- Ging
You 👉🏻👁👄👁 girlfriend?
The zodiacs 👉🏻😱 he finally admitted it
All the Hunters 👉🏻 standing ovation for Ging punching Pariston 👏🏻
It's like the WWE up in here!
After the meeting, you help patch Ging up
"Girlfriend huh??"- You say trying not the smile
Ging rolls his eyes
"Well it's true isn't it?" He scoffs
"Yeah I guess just never thought I'd see the day"- you shrug
"Well I guess I just need to introduce you to Gon then"- Ging says
"Oh I already met him"- you waving your hand
Ging 👉🏻😃 whet-
"Yeah Kite introduced us. He's a really sweet boy Ging, not sure where he got that from"- you chuckle
"Hey I'm sweet! I defended you against Pariston didn't I?!?"- Ging groans
"Like I couldn't have handled him? How do you think I've managed at meetings when you don't show up?"- You
Ging 👉🏻😑 I'm going to kill that asshole!
You roll your eyes knowing Ging is a true man of his word 🥰
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nogenderbee · 13 days
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♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ 𝕐𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕖 ℂ, ℕ, 𝕋 ₊˚ˑ༄
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚ anon request: C, N, and T yandere alphabet for Mizuki?
Love your writing btw💞💞
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ Yeaaaah!! So happy to see some love for Mizu! Also thank you smm <333 I'm so happy to hear it!!
I swear I enjoyed writing it smm!! I love writing yandere Mizu already!! I really hope they get more love because AAAAH the silly <3 Anyway, hopefully you'll like it just as much as I did!
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ TW: unhealthy obsession, yandere love, manipulation, possessiveness, mentions of death threats
Not putting affiliation because I'm aware of how triggering this could be.
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✧ Crazy = How easy do they enter crazy mode? How do they act when they are in it?
Mizuki is actually pretty calm when it comes to that. Someone needs to REALLY piss them off! And the biggest trigger would be someone bullying you to the point you can't take it anymore and are thinking of really dark thoughts. They wanted to be calm but now? They don't even care if they'll be catched!!
Sneaky death notes to your bullies become whole bullying paragraphs on internet, posting their emberassing pictures, facts, rumors, additionally spreading all the stuff mentioned around school, anything to get rid of them from your life! They'll also go into blaming them for vandalizing school just so they'll be kicked out of your school.
"They're doing what?!! Oh no no no! Just trust me it'll be alright... I'll make sure to handle them. Hm? Oh no, it's just your mind! Haha! I'm normal!"
✧ Non stop = How clingy they'll be when you're in relationship? How possessive are they? And how much free space do they give you?
Mizuki is actually very clingy partner! They don't care if you just pulled away from 4 hours cuddle session and you're late for classes, it's time to be peppered with kisses!! They're somehow always holding your hand or clinging onto your side even when you're walking! So you can say freely their affection is at it's top!
And as you maybe guessed... their possessiveness isn't any better! They're so clingy it's actually possessive. I mean... everyone could see it the moment they came to school more often just to be by your side! Whenever you go, they'll want to go with you. Obviously not to toilet and if you need some time alone, they'll understand, but if you take more than 3 hours, they'll start whining you don't love them anymore and began tired of this relationship! So you have no other choice but to come back~
"No! Don't leave!! You're cheating on me, aren't you?! You were just playing with my feelings! If not then don't go and prove it!! You know how sad just the thought made me? I'm literally about to cry..!"
✧ Type = What type of Yandere are they?
Mizuki would be the manipulator type! Because why get their hands dirty when they can just use their appearance and words to make you think they're the only one you need and to make others eliminate themselves?
They're good at acting so you won't even know it when these tears are real and when they're just trying to achieve their goal with it... But guilt trapping is definitely their favorite method~ It's so comforting to see you care so much for them after all~
"I didn't knew you're like this... I... I actually thought you liked and cared about me but... it seems I was wrong yet again... I'll never be able to have anyone, will I? I really am just bad, aren't I?"
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@bleachtheidiot @prsk-krow @modyuki @virtualpoison @written-by-kafka - come get your cuties lover~
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hello-eeveev · 9 months
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Self Rec Tag Game
tagged by @spottedenchants thank you!!!
Rules: Share five of your own fanworks (fic, art, etc.). Then, tag five more people to share the things they've made.
1.something you absolutely adore
On the Nature of Attraction
T, Essek/Caleb, 7.5k
What more can I say about this fic that I haven't already? It's a very vulnerable fic that came from a very vulnerable place. It means a lot to me, and I love that it seems to mean a lot to other people. Sometimes art is sending out a call and receiving the answer: you're not alone. That, and I truly do just like it. I like the story, I like the pacing, I like how I wrote Essek's inner monologue. Unironically, it's a banger.
2. something that was challenging to create
All Things End, All Things Change
T, Essek/Caleb, 2.8k
Fun fact: this is an entirely different fic from what I had intended it to be at the outset. I had been planning an Essek POV romp through Aeor where the main tension was pining that would culminate in hand-holding that's not explicitly romantic but they both kinda know what's going on. Instead I got Caleb POV emotionally devastating choice in Aeor where the main tension is pining for power that you know isn't worth the risk and for a past you can never return to. Does result in hand-holding though, so good for them :) One thing I learned in this fic (and re-learning in the current fic I'm working on) is that Caleb's darker moods are more difficult for me to write than, say, Essek's. And once I get that internal feeling down, it's hard to figure out how much of that should be revealed through dialogue, what exactly should be revealed, and how should it be revealed. It requires some real intentional thought, a lot of brain power and brain space, makes my dopamine-starved adhd brain go noooooo lol That said, I am particularly proud of how I explored why Caleb chose Essek and Essek alone to accompany him to the T-Dock. I think I hit on some tasty stuff there.
3. something that makes you laugh (or smile, if that fits more comfortably)
oh, by the way (also on tumblr with a small coda here)
G, Beau & Caleb, 932
This fic gives me a chuckle every time. It's got all the hits: empire siblings, Caleb playing a silly little prank, Beau's over-the-top reaction to said prank, the "Yasha doesn't get how Sending works" gag. Beau is a fun POV to write. I don't swear much in my day-to-day life and I am not prone to irritation or anger much at all, but those are pretty key to Beau's voice, especially in this little scenario I've crafted for her, so it was fun to play around in her headspace during this low-stakes, overdramatic moment she finds herself in.
4. something that surprised you (in how it turned out, how much other people liked it, etc.)
The Shadowhand Becomes A Baker
G, Essek/Caleb, 2.1k
My first critrole fic! This one surprised me in a couple of ways. Before this fic, I had thought that a beauyasha wedding one-shot I planned shortly after the c2 finale would be the first critrole fic I published, then I thought that I would re-spec a ramble about the relationship between Essek and the Bright Queen and publish that as my first critrole fic, then Ephred the Shadow Baker showed up and my twitter moots convinced me it was Essek in disguise (still holding on to that belief btw) and then I wrote this fic in 2-3 days before anyone else had the same idea. And I was so pleasantly surprised by how kind and eager shadowgast fic readers were! I had seen it ofc, but it's different to be on the receiving end. Before writing critrole fic, I had written some Fire Emblem fics that existed in corners that were far less active than shadowgast in general, much less shadowgast in 2021, so I had not been expecting such an enthusiastic response. It also surprised me that several people complimented my descriptions of the baked goods because at least two of them involved citrus in pastries, which is something I actually hate. I just pretended that someone might like them for the exact reason I hate them and really leaned in to everything I hate about cinnamon rolls that have orange in them. Turns out when you do that, you get some really vivid descriptions. So... writing tip, I guess?
5. something you want other people to see
How to Rest Chapter 1
G, Essek/Caleb, 3.2K
Shadowgast first date! This chapter makes me so soft! Back in my rom-com era! They have a picnic! They stargaze! Caleb flirts! Essek bluescreens! It is one of the joys of my life to make the wizards be awkwardly in love with each other (or, in this case, not quite in love yet, but on their way there), and this date is chock full of it. The hello and goodbye are two of my favorite moments. I really enjoy the imagery and how I conveyed the very blush-y, awkward first-date dynamic. I also love their conversation and Essek's subsequent introspection while they're stargazing. It's sweet and tender and layered, and I got to make a subtle nod to one of my favorite Fire Emblem games and the role that made me fall in love with Matt Mercer in the first place because sometimes two of your favorite ships are about people finding each other against all odds and who knows why their lives are intertwines, but man, are we glad they are.
tagging: @awesomefrogofawesome, @astrasia, @esseekthelyss, @quinn-of-aebradore, @cogsandsprings
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taralen · 3 months
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wowee 😭
I'm in the process of answering the ASKS in order. I'm having a lot of fun so far! It keeps me motivated and helps get the juices going so I can actually work on proper art again.
I've also received some really nice tags on some of my posts, and I, um... You guys are too much. You're going to make this old bastard cry.
The amount of compassion I've received is astounding. GOD, what I'd give to have this kind of kindness earlier in my life. Maybe I wouldn't have turned out to be such a sour, black-hearted SoB.
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It is true, though. BTW, I REALLY DO LIVE IN A DUMP. Please, for the love of GOD someone take me out of this TRASH ZONE. I hate that I relate to Spamton this way. HOLY #%^&.
WARNING: RAGE RANT BELOW
Do I mean a literal dump? UH, depends on who you ask. It's not MY junk, though, and that's the worst part. If it were mine, then at least I'd be able to toss it?!
Well, how should I put it? The house I live in has become a DUMP for everyone BUT me! All this stuff that's not mine, just DUMPED into this house. It's aggravating, and every time I want to get rid of this stuff, I get told, "That's not yours."
It's like #$%^ING HELL. You don't use it. You barely see it. WHY DO WE STILL HAVE IT. GET IT OUT. TOSS IT. Why can't I toss it? IT'S TRASH, AND YOU KNOW IT. I haven't been inside my garage in OVER A (*&)ING YEAR. A YEAR. There are NASTY Things in there I swear you need a HAZMAT SUIT. I AM not KIDDING [[tumblr]] IT IS THAT BAD. I am NOT making any of this up. EVERY DAY IS MISERY.
I've been advised by friends to just toss or sell things without anyone knowing, but you know, in a hoarder situation, it makes things worse!
Do you know how UTTERLY defeating this is? I WISH I could just throw it all in the [[REAL]] trash, but I can't without fearing my OWN stuff getting tossed. Oh yes, MY STUFF, that is worth THOUSANDS OF KROMER at this point. Stuff I take care of... Stuff that has value! I am a cOLLECTor, NOT A HOARDER! I have TREASURES! Hell, I get rid of them sometimes, too... TO OTHER COLLECTORS.
YOU WANT TO LUMP IT TOGETHER WITH THAT TRASH YOU PICKED UP FROM THE STREET? ARE YOU #$%^*ING @#($&ING ME RIGHT NOW. ARE YOU? ARE YOU?!
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HAAAHEAHEAHEAHEAEHAAHEAHEA VERY $#**ING FUNNY. VERY........
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UH. Haha... So yeah! That's my living situation. It's um.. PRETTY BAD!
I told my therapist all this crap and he said, "Goodness. There is a lot on your plate that's out of your control. The hoarding situation on your [[family's]] part is not helping."
OH, DON'T I KNOW IT.
Can I just get a legit BIG SHOT to get me the *&^# out. PLEASE? HEAVEN ARE YOU LISTENING? HAHAHAAH
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mac-lilly · 1 year
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BTTMW2 Recap - Day 2:
I'm sorry for all the spelling and grammatical mistakes; I typed this on my tablet so auto-correct keeps "correcting" my words.
JATP ending:
So, in the M&G Kenny made us pinky swear that we won't disclose anything JATP-related we talked about. Nothing has changed, though: The show remains cancelled (no season 2; no movie)
Neither during the M&G nor the panel they talked about a tour.
Kenny is still very angry at Netflix because of it
But he's working on new projects and is very excited about them
During the panel, a fan asked about the ending and Kenny refused to give an official answer. Instead he let Madi, Owen, and Jeremy talk about how they imagined the end:
Madi: No ending
Jeremy: Every Phantom gets the ending that they needed as individuals, not as a band. Maybe one coming back to life while others cross over
Owen (joke answer): Alex and Willie move up and become the main ship. The show gets renamed and focuses on them building a family
Owen (real answer): They move on and meet Julie's mom
JATP in general:
They were asked about with whom (character-wise) they'd like to be friends with: Jeremy with Reggie, Kenny with Willie and Alex.
Favorite quotes/moments:
Madi: Wake up
Owen: When he was breaking character by smiling when they left the HGC and Reggie/Jeremy imitates Caleb
Jeremy: "I think they can't see us." "I wish I couldn't see you."
Sacha: I got the music
(Charlie's answer was just ... 🤣 He wasn't very serios about it)
Same when he was asked about his favorite dynamic in the show: The trio Dante, Fuego, and Alex
Owen is so grateful for the project as it was his first time acting as an adult and Kenny, Jeremy, and Charlie helped him a lot
They want to be friends forever. Their friendship is very important for them.
Even though the Orpheum Tour (All the billboards around the globe with "save JATP") didn't get us what we wanted, it left an impact. According to Kenny, many people in the film industry were impressed. And the cast is so grateful about it.
JATP cast fun facts and my unrelated rambling/experience:
Kenny likes Charlie so much because he reminds him of a character he used to play in a musical that set him free and inspired him to become evolve from an actor to a director
Charlie's tattoo "Raison d'être" that he has on his wrist is written in Kenny's handwriting as he inspired it and there's an entire story behind it why this statement is so important to Kenny ... it included raisin bread
Kenny is so inspiring as a person. When he talks about his passion he's just so encouraging. There was so much energy in the room
Charlie liked the wolf on my shirt which is weird cause it was actually a fox.
Mission accomplished: I spoke German to Owen
I wore my "Ghosted" shirt for the Sunset Curve Trio. Jeremy approved. (Btw, I love how this photo turned out.)
Got the "Stand Tall" pose photo. Was great. But I was to short to reach Owen's hand. 🤣
Can't say it enough: They are just incredibly nice and down-to-earth people. All of them -- not just the JATP cast. They really wanted to make you feel comfortable around them.
The autographs for Charlie, Owen, Jeremy, Madi, and Mitchell took so long caused because they really talked to their fans and wanted to know so many things. (Unfortunately, that's also why some people didn't get autographs because they were running out of time.)
Also big shout-out to all the fans who were there. Just as nice as the cast
DreamIt on the other hand: Well, most of the staff tried to be helpful. But the lack of information in English was just not funny. (French people really living up to their reputation, I'm afraid.)
I'm on the selfie 🤣:
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I will rant about DreamIt in detail later.
So that's most of the stuff I remember from day 2. Maybe I add some other stuff later as I don't remember much from the closing ceremony. But I recorded it. So can check (and even share it if sb is interested)
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jotunvali02 · 1 year
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Watched John Wick again, this time in OV.
Caaaaine... ^///^
His scenes with John are a lot gayer than in my memory.🕶️🏳️‍🌈
Spoilers below
Caine used to ride John. Noted.
Watching them fighting is like watching gay sex. No debate.🏳️‍🌈🔞
Skarsgård's French accent is rather good without sounding like a caricature. I still wanted to punch his richass face. I like how everyone disrespects him more and more as the movie moves forward.👍
Did anyone notice that Caine is careful enough NOT to kill Koji's men?? Even when he literally has his gun against their forehead? No, he just smugly smiles and knocks them out. He was sincere about not killing inside the house of a friend. 😭
The end credits with Sawayama's voice explode your earsdrums and you LOVE it! The songs sound 200% better in a movie theater btw.
People loved Winston and his swag very much. And loved the puppy and the puppy eyes too of course. The peeing part is the best obviously. It's the LEAST abusers of animals deserve.🐶
While John always keeps a stern and brooding face when he's fighting, Caine snarks and smiles and enjoys his fucking self when he's doing it. HE loves his job! (when it doesn't involve killing his husband and friends of course)
I love how the main difference with John is that Caine is more expressive. He cries when sad, smiles when happy, swears when angry... not things you expect from pro assassins, let alone from John Wick.
"But I can hit you. Motherfucker."🤬
"Lights out, assholes."😎
Harkan reminded me of a mix of Jack Horner from the Puss in Boots feature and Ridge Taylor from the French-Canadian parodic TV show Le Coeur a ses raisons. So I call him Ridge Horner now.
"He's mine." Caine talking about his husband. He also likes to remind everyone how John is HIS business and no one else's.
John supporting his husband in his mother-tongue (the level of complicity!) in front of a cheating bastard.💕
YOU DON'T KILL DOGS, YOU CRAP OF A MOTHERFUCKER !!
I don't know about Berlin, but the whole shit on the Place de l'Etoile could totally happen in real life. Maybe not for that long, but it could happen.
About Paris: THERE IS A FUCKING FUNICULAR TO GO TO THE SACRE-COEUR! Why the fuck didn't you take it, John?? We even SEE the station! We actually can SEE the lights of the fucking station like three or four times while he climbs the stairs like a fucking idiot! I swear I craved to cry in despair and scream out "The station! The fucking funicular station is right behind you!! Take it, stupid!"
Finally,
A church. Really? A church? Where they both coincidentally end up at the same time?
"I missed you, John."💔
IN. A. CHURCH.
A duel that strongly looks like a wedding. Like the most beautiful and most romantic wedding, with the Harbinger who look like a priest in his fancy clothes, the two witnesses (like in a wedding) and the mushy clichéd sunrise.
I swear when the Harbinger puts on his ceremony attire, I expected him to go "we are all gathered here today to witness the union of Mister Wick and Mister Caine" and so on.
GASP! I understand the stairs trip now! It's a fucking metaphor for walking your beloved to the altar! Of course!!
"I want you to take these stairs, John." Course you do. How could your wedding be carried on otherwise?
Btw, Caine should have kissed John after the duel.
To keep the wedding metaphor until the end and most of all: If I had been forced to kill the man I love or else my daughter would be killed, and that man managed against all odds to set the both of us and my daughter free and safe while my sole idea had been to kill him, I would have crashed on my knees, sobbed my eyes out and most importantly KISSED him with all my heart! And told him I fucking LOVE him!💗💗💗
Like, Caine is the happiest, the most joyful man at this right moment, he's visibly trying not to cry out of joy and endless love and gratefulness for John and... just a "my brother" and a pat on his back? Like... everything written above + the fact John is maybe dying right now and that's all you do??
THAT'S the most unrealistic part of this movie! Not the Berlin club, not the Place de l'Etoile, not the outrageous number of assassins, not John's apparent immortality, it's Caine NOT kissing John on the mouth after all the bullshit they've just lived!
Shut the fuck up with your "my brother". Call him "my love", "my beloved", "my cherished one", there are so many possibilities!
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yello Naff!!! i really admire your writing, from the way you write intense nail biting scenes to soft quiet moments i adore ALL of it, and ive read almost ALL of your fics [In Deep Dreams Between the Waves im sorry i'll read you i swear] and ive been incredibly inspired by your writing, after not reading fanfics for years your style just dragged me further into my DCA hyperfixation [...i lowkey made this account just so i can share my sleuth jesters fanart ngl] your narratives have been a huge comfort also in my stressful exam-filled life, its a goddamn event when you update <3
GOD i got distracted but i wanted to ask if you have any advice for some one whos really new to writing? even if its super simple im VERY lost, i havent tried making any long-form fic, ive drabbled in writing 4k~ oneshots but never published any, the social anxiety and pressure of making a good fic is VERY SCARY SKLDJFKLSJL
No pressure to answer any of this btw!!! if you dont want to thats no biggie jus know i love your works very much <3 i hope you have a good christmas Naff!!
Hey, babe! ♥ AHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! I'm so touched, oh my gosh! You're gonna make me cry ;-; Merry Christmas to you, too!
Now for writing advice! I do have this tag right here that you can look through! However, for a new writer specifically, I got a bit I can tell ya!
Let yourself write what you want to write
Self-indulge, use tropes and whatever plot beats you want, just do whatever you want to do and have fun! Don't try to craft something to please others, because that's a good way to become miserable and burnt out real quick. This writing is for you. No one else. You. You just decide to share it if you wish!
Outlining
I highly recommend, especially for a long fic, to have your ending in mind. It erases a lot of stress and allows you to build up towards that ending in a natural and effortless manner. You don't have to get super nitty and gritty with outlining, just a basic format of events and a few notes here and there. HOWEVER! I should mention that outlining isn't everyone's ideal way to craft a story, and that's okay! I will warn you that it can be difficult if you come up with the story as you go along, but again, do what allows you to create. Outlining works for me, but it might not work for everyone.
Please be nice to yourself
Let yourself try new things, take breaks, learn from mistakes and continue to improve, and do not let one mean comment or negative review stop you. Writing can be daunting, but you can overcome it. It's so rewarding and should make you feel accomplished and satisfied, not horrible or defeated.
Good luck and happy writing!!! ♥
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Got a short and sweet one for ya! BG3 character(s) of your choice reacting to someone going, "Aw, you two look so cute together! You should date!" and Tav—the object of his/her as of yet unspoken affections—just smiles a little bashfully and says, "Yeah, that would be nice."
(Also, I just wanted to let you know that I still leave with a big smile on my face when you talk about your thoughts and feelings about the thingies I send your way. I say this because I realized that one of my last messages might have made it sound like I only enjoy your drabbles and prompt fills—which I also absolutely enjoy as well, it's actually how I found your blog in the first place. I just wanted to make sure you knew that I appreciate your thoughts on my ideas/prompts just as much as I enjoy anything you decide to make with them; it always brightens my day a bit.) 🐾
omg, thats so cute aaaa. This one with Gale!! ✨
he'd be either flustered, or he'd give the most seductive look you've ever seen, and go "you hear that, Tav? well, what about it..." and then drop it until you come to him in the evening, more flustered than usual and bring it up yourself 🥺💞
I swear im not becoming a gale girly pls;;;
Astarion and Halsin are already very flirty and forward, right of the bat, so they would just take it and roll with it immediately, no blush, no pink tint to the ears, nothing hahaha. Astarion knows (or likes to think he is) very, very beautiful, so to him, it would mostly be an affirmation that both him and you are incredibly good-looking. (he actively thinks about how stunning you are btw, like he will look at you and lose his train of thought bc of it)
Raphael would play into it immediately, in order to seduce (and manipulate 🥰) you. "With such a charming creature such as yourself, I can't help but be flattered when hearing that. Don't you agree, my dear?" And he is def pulling you a lil closer <3. Next step is a dinner date by candlelight, because you're just that promising of a future client, and before you know it, you've fallen even more than you ever thought possible.
I love an upfront, not so easily flustered Tav to write, so the wistful "that would be nice" is really cute. Very telling for the dynamic already too, that they don't expect the feelings to be returned, but yet! They can't help but have that hope. 😭
xoxo Meadow
p.s. how did you find my blog? I'm so curious now hahaha 👀💞. Have I even done prompt fills/asks for bg3 before you? Or was it another fandom? (my memory is so bad omg...) I did those lil fics, like three of them, for Halsin and the devils?
p.p.s. I'm so glad to hear that at least these answers are a lil bit of cheer in your day! Thank you for clarifying that, although I hadn't picked up on it myself 😊. I appreciate that you don't have the expectation that each ask will turn into a fic or drabble, bc that is not really possible for me rn, however much I do want to write more. Stay strong throughout all that life throws at you! The game, fandom, and the characters will be there for you whenever you need some time away from real life <3
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w4yf1nder · 2 years
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give oddly specific compliments to a couple of your moots! also here’s one for you: you’re super funny and i love your blog and writing!
OMG ANON 🥺🥲💞💖 YOURE SO SWEET ANDJSJ HEHE YOU BET 😈 IM GONNA TRY AND FIT AS MANY MOOTS AS I CAN IN THIS HEHE btw if i tagged you and you don't remember ever talking to me this is me trying to reach out and make friends SKSJSK
@ataraxyystories - i literally love your vibe, you have tiny fantasy creature vibes and i want to put you in my pocket
@kazu-sun - youre literally like my most favorite person ever??? just *hugs intensely* youre literally so soft i can't 😔
@dinoshimaaa - i love ur brain 😩 u have big brain 😩😩
@126dvtn - are you ok? actually ik youre not. but ily anyway. the unhinged energy in our dms is off the chart
@yonaraee - youre always sending weird roblox memes that remind me of early 2000s graphic tee diluc and i love that for us??? if i ever write about early 2000s graphic tee diluc it will be because of you. and yes this is a compliment even if it doesn't seem like it. YOURE MY MUSE 🧎‍♀️
@tighnaeri - ik youre deactivating soon but you better see this or else 😡 ilysm 🥺🥺 you have chaotic but sweet energy you >>>
@mooncreates - dude idk why but you have tall vibes and you kinda remind me of ayato but also you're so unhinged when we talk smth isn't adding up here. then i remember that you're a kaeya simp and everything starts to make sense
@seveninchesfrominsanity - you have such older sister vibes fr i mean i don't often slide into your dms but WHENEVER WE TALK i feel v comfortable 😩 we can go from simping to "generational trauma" real quick and honestly so true bestie 😔
@shoyotime - my bestie imy you're one of the only 2 moots from my old blog sjshsj
@xiaosimp3 - you have been here from the k-pop days and honestly??? youre a real one 😔
@catcze - we have talked like 3 times since we became moots but you have such hot girl vibes??😩 maybe it's just the yae miko theme sksjsk
@wrenhyperfixates - i always associate you with langa and that is a compliment in and of itself.
@telemi - i swear we have talked like 2 times since we became moots but ilysm??😩 what a queen fr
@solaaresque - we have talked once (1) and immediately talked about kissing girls. safe to say you are very based and correct. women >>
@dawndelion-winery - sometimes you concern me because why do you simp for a boat, sometimes you scare me and sometimes you make me laugh. that is a lot of feelings. i have a lot of feelings for you (this is a confession /j /p)
@genshinparty - we have never talked but i love seeing you around sksjk sometimes i'll spot you liking my posts and feel very validated SKSHSK
@hanniejji - i have a soft spot for your pfp you literally have no idea how much i love it whenever i see it i want to cry and squeeze kazuha
@i23kazu - dear ying, i do quite enjoy our conversations. SKSJSK you're v funny and ily sksjsk although i can't help but think you're an overachieving student 😟 pls calm down
@lilikags - you promote ensemble stars better than happyele it's true they told me themselves (acco and moon also agree, just so you know) sksjsk I LOVE HOW PASSIONATE YOU ARE 😭😭 thanks for introducing me to enstars even tho i barely keep up sksjsk the songs are v catchy 😩
@xingqiusleftearring - your theme is literally so sexc i aspire to have a blog like yours (i feel like you're into alt fashion and honestly that is ALSO v sexc of you)
@captaincryolicious - ZEP! we talked like once (1) 😭 ily tho sksjsk you remind me of an unlikely friend i went on a school trip with about 4 years ago to a theme park and i couldn't go into the water rides cos i was on my period so we stayed back and got some ice cream while the rest of my friends left me like the traitors they are
@ventuswhat - we have never talked but you seem unhinged and that is an energy i need more of in my life (this is an invitation, let's talk more)
@baeshijima - SOPHIE!! i'll always have a soft spot for you omg sksjsk you were my first genshinblr friend sksjsk all because i was an anon first 😔 i have known you the longest here sksjsk (i also associate you with iu which is why i want to protecc)
@mccnstruck - i have always wondered what your username meant and i have always wanted to talk to you and i have also noticed you a lot it's frankly scary why do i keep noticing you but maybe it's a sign that we are soulmates /j /p
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marciabrady · 11 months
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Hi sorry I don’t want this to sound rude in any way!! But i was just curiously wondering why do u associate Ariel with the og 3 princesses? I always associated ariel w the 4 princesses after her: Belle, Jasmine, Pocahontas and mulan! Maybe it’s just me but I’m genuinely curious! Thanks!!
Hi there! No worries at all- so just to clarify, I don't necessarily group Ariel with the original three, the first four princesses are just my favorite characters of all time and, really, the only princesses/characters in general that I clicked with, both as a child and an adult. Pocahontas and Mulan I like fine, I just never made a super deep connection with them? And Belle and Jasmine I actively disliked and I think they, specifically, signaled a turn in the way women were depicted to the point where I'll never really associate Ariel with them, even though they were made around the same time period?
So, for starters, Snow White, Cinderella, Aurora, and Ariel feel like fully realized people to me. They're all so different in the way they look, talk, act, the choices they make. They aren't time stamped in any way or a dated portrayal. There's no strong agenda for them to be a specific way- they simply are the characters they are and succeed in displaying different forms of human life. They, for lack of a better word, feel real and relatable to me and like someone I can form a connection with. I think Belle and Jasmine were much more homogenized, both in appearance and in the treatment of their characters, and generated from specific agendas that make them blend together in my head. Also, I just wanted to mention how ironic it is that they're lauded as the first "strong" female characters when they both were the first princesses to essentially be side characters in their stories. All the previous films were named after their heroines. Belle only has half billing and the curse isn't hers, nor is the character arc. Jasmine isn't even in the title of the film. And both BATB and Aladdin had the lowest amount of women talking on screen and female characters in genera to that point. So that shift, in and of itself, was one of the main barriers I had with connecting to them as a kid- or even connecting Ariel to them.
Now, when it comes to the first four princesses, people have many opinions about them. Some view Snow White as plucky, and brave, and resourceful. Others view her as naïve, stupid, and overly emotional. The same is true for Ariel- some view her as strong, proactive, and headstrong. Others view her as spoiled, whiny, and too boy-crazy. To me, so many different opinions about one character is indicative of a successful portrayal because, if a character is fully realized, with faults and all, not everyone is going to like them because that's against human nature. Which real, living, breathing person is this world is universally beloved, and loves everyone they meet? By the time Belle (which btw everyone has the same opinion about her, I swear EVERY SINGLE TIME, people like her because she's a brunette, a reader, or "smart") came around, they hired on Linda Woolverton who...has very interesting ideas about women. She thought the older heroines were victims, but I think her privilege was just showing there. There were times where the older princesses were victimized by the world, yes, but isn't that true for all people? Some people are forced to work jobs because they live in poverty and have no other option. Some people are forced to stay in their abusive households because they don't have anywhere else to turn to or outside resources. Some people are forced to stay closeted because being gay is illegal in the country they live in. Everyone is victimized to the world by some extent, as the four princesses were, but that didn't mean they gave up and I think it's unfair to label them- and their humanity- as victims. When Snow White was almost murdered and forced to leave the only life she'd ever known behind, she started a new life for herself in the woods. She encountered misogyny with Grumpy (as most women do in the workplace) and was on the receiving end of jealous attacks from her Stepmother and barely had any connections in the world, but that doesn't mean she succumbed or she was a victim of fate. She was proactive in her story and did all the things she could in her power to better her life. Same with Cinderella- yeah, she was in an abusive household, but she kept fighting for her right to go to the ball and to be seen as a person in her society, time and time again. Are we going to ignore the core of her character and who she is and her fighting spirit because she lived with three abusive women? And, again, I think this was Linda Woolverton's privilege speaking because she wrote Belle as having an insane amount of privilege to counter that "victim" mentality that she so detested. Belle encounters no adversity and, even the adversity she is supposed to encounter is pretty much just an excess of privilege.
Think about it this way. 1989!Ariel's story is an allegory for being gay. How she's closeted about her obsession with the human world, not belonging and being different than her sisters, having a forbidden love interest that she has to flee from her home to in order to pursue. Compare this to Belle. Belle is the daughter of a wealthy landowner and is his beloved only child, unlike the orphaned Snow White and Cinderella. Unlike the first three princesses, Linda intentionally doesn't show us any instances of Belle having household duties (Snow White cleaning in her servitude and then as an exchange for shelter, Cinderella running a manor on her own, Aurora cleaning the first time we see her) and, instead, Belle is free to roam around town and read all day. Fine, she doesn't want to marry a man for income the way most women needed to then, but she also has no job of her own or viable way to produce and provide for her ailing Father? They try to make her an outsider, but every way in which they do it is indicative that they're want it flattering.
For starters, she's the only person dressed in blue and that's supposed to be one of her differentiators...blue is the most popular color of all time and every Disney princess has a signature blue look. It's hardly an oddity to see and literally is the most basic choice- as opposed to orange, which prisoners wear because it actually does alienate you from society lol she's the most beautiful girl in town and even though we're supposed to think she's "odd," she has enough societal clout to be beloved by the most popular guy in town. Everyone thinks she's beautiful and her own name means Beauty. When she gets to the castle, she's treated infinitely better than her father, Maurice, on account of this beauty- because they think she can break the spell. Even her being different because she likes to read...the original Beauty and the Beast was literally published by a woman in a woman's magazine lol women reading has never been condemned. If anything, it was a sign of wealth and highly desirable, because not everyone had the luxury of having an education back then. Besides, if she was really "so different" for reading and alienated in her society, why would she parade around town with her nose in a book ignoring everybody? There's literally a library in town she visits in the first scene and she's given a book for free. Compare this with Ariel literally getting in trouble for going to the human world and having to hide who she is and her collection. Like, it's just ridiculous to me? Also, Belle was the first where we were told what to think about her in the narrative. We're told she's pretty (subjective lol) and that she's smart...but she never does anything smart in her film? We're told she's selfless, but she leaves the castle after offering her life for her father's, going back on her word. We're told she doesn't wait for a Prince to save her, but the Beast does save her life in the woods. Same thing with Jasmine. We're told she's smart and she, like Belle, is placed on this impossibly high pedestal. She's extremely privileged and her struggle is being trapped in a palace lol we are meant to liken her to Aladdin in a scene where they complain about being trapped. Her, a Princess of a system that has failed him so badly to the point where he is a homeless person who has to steal to eat, is trying to relate to him? It's ridiculous lol and again, her beauty is glorified by Aladdin in the way Belle's is to the Beast. She's rich and has no obstacles. If she wants to run away from home and stop being a princess, she does. The minute things get tough, she pulls off her hood and uses the "do you know who I am" card. Even the whole "I'm a fast leaner" line always irked me. We're supposed to think she's a fast learner because she jumped between two buildings on a stick when we JUST witnessed her almost getting her hand cut off a scene prior because she steals produce IN FRONT OF a vendor because she doesn't understand that money is a currency in her own country???
So in conclusion, Ariel is allowed to be herself and is a fresh portrayal. Belle and Jasmine felt, to me, like idealized versions of women who weren't allowed to have flaws or be imperfect, which was possibly a course correction from some of the complaints Ariel did generate. The more neutral you go, the less you are to upset people and they tried to essentially make Belle and Jasmine perfect and I think I just never related to them because I never saw a struggle there? I never felt or saw anything of humanity in them. And I think the first three princesses definitely were very real people with real weights and pressures and limitations placed upon them and I view 1989's Ariel in the same way so, if there was a distinction in terms of grouping, I suppose that's where I'd fall?
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kidfoundonstreets · 1 year
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i'm glad to hear you enjoyed the coffin of andy and leyley, as well as no-good noelle! sorry for only just getting back to you on this—it completely slipped my mind until now
i agree that it was definitely a delight to see the improvements in tcoaal compared to earlier games, and yes! it was very much made in rpgmaker. i'm ALWAYS a massive sucker for comic panel-styled cgs
and i think what andrew meant by discarding andy and leyley to die in the coffin was him essentially. swearing to drop the power imbalance he and ashley once had as children and instead have the both of them stand on equal footing? i'm not sure, but that's what it read to me.
as for the parasite thing—who knows? nemlei apparently did go through with making a continuation to this game, so maybe we'll learn more about it there. the fact they're siblings roughly around the same age is also so tastefully fucked up by the way because like… how do i explain it. siblings usually live together ever since childhood so they have more time to affect each other growing up, and there's ALSO this general """agreement""" that family should always be your no. 1 priority when it comes to the people you choose to keep in your life or whatever, so it's like. yeah
(this is NOT meant in a weird way btw i'm a youngest sibling with two older sisters myself)
anyways yule nogoodnoelle is built different and i would drench him in milk until he's sopping wet before slamming him against the wall. real. 💯
DONT WORTRY ABOUT IT!! i apologize for the laytre response as well :3
discussing this with you is v fun i love hearing your thoughts on it,,
the equal footing makes a lot more sense! it literally says in the description of the game "co-dependency" and discarding how it's been for years is just so. well took a couple murders to get to that moment but yk (it was also mentioned i think they've had these types of arguments before and i find that interesting though im sure its never gone this far) anyway it also reminds me of a song called Evelyn Evelyn. don't know how well that works though. i need to stop getting off track
stuck with eachother and moving towards something that doesn't have the other as a doormat or the other as the boss . i don't know how possible that is for them but if there is a continuation id love to see it <3
heyy youngest kids gang. the "agreement" of family being no.1 priority and the same ages.. i didnt even think of thst but aaa. "your priority should be me!" as the rules say aswell its also like andy since the start his personality wasnt stronger than leyleys anyway he ended up as the quick go to (you live with him, it feels like obligation, he's as bendable as a rubber band) and i guess there's a line of friendship and family that is hard to clear unless you get rid of all the formalities and morals- which is also like. not only are your lives centered around your family now it also could be centered around a stranger,, but once that person is gone it'll forever have a gaping hole you can't get rid of unless theyre back. because youve known them so long. adapting to everything especially the tough situations that argumens and misunderstandings make your bond stronger
i dont know what im saying or what that means but i will eat your ideas ok
that's one of the most perfect descriptions of yule you get it you literally do. playing ivys route made me feel dirty after goig throigh all of yules bullshit (i would willingly click play on him again while insulting him)
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