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rosepompadour · 3 years
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JEANETTE MACDONALD in LOVE ME TONIGHT (1932)
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todorokitops · 4 years
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Daydream, caress, freckles, poppy, dimples, butterfly, cupcake, honey, clouds, paper, mochi, strawberry, shampoo, cuddles, plush, and roses please
Aww! Because you said please ^^
I hope you know what you got yourself into tho bc... babes, I write a lot... my chapters are like............ very long. And I’m terrible at summarising. So you’re taking a risk by requesting a long list, but I will of course oblige bc I love writing long things ;)
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Also coupling your ask with @seiiblue because you asked around the same time and have the same questions!
3. Daydreams - if you could be anything or anyone, who would you be? 
Hmm... gonna have to split this question into 4: anything, real and mythical. And anyone, real and fictional.
Anything real? I’d like to be a cat, I suppose. One with an owner/owners who understand(s) when I need time to myself and when I’m open to affection. I might alternate between lounging around the house and going out to explore. Definitely the type to play fetch like twice and then lay down on the kitchen floor like an unfit sack of potatoes tho. But yeah, catch me on windowsills looking outside when it’s raining and napping when it’s sunny. Probably will end up in the warm laundry pile too.
Anything mythical? Pixie/fairy or maybe elf. (Hey, you said anything!) I was a pixie the last time we played D&D, and god the number of times I was shoved through keyholes to spy on the enemy for the campaign... bruh... I also got drunk really easily, even from a thimble full of beer, and it was super entertaining for my taller teammates to watch me stumble around on the tabletop before faceplanting into a plate of food or sth. Elf-wise, hnghsdkfj they’re just so pret t y and I wanna be like... ethereally graceful and striking in my own way. Skilled with weapons, hopefully, like a crossbow or sth. Or magic sldjfhla whoops my Yearning TM is coming out.
Anyone real? :U I’m stumped, actually... I never try to compare my lives to others, so I’m not sure. Plus, we can base our decisions on their physical appearance, their characteristics, the people that surround them etc, but the way I see this question, I feel like it would also frame the experiences they would’ve grown up with that we might not know about - bullying, trauma, family issues, intense dysphoria etc, so in the end, I don’t think I could shoulder anyone else’s experiences but my own. So, I’ll stick with me, thanks! ^^
Anyone fictional? Kirishima Eijirou from Boku No Hero Academia, I suppose? He had a hard time with confidence as a kid, but I get that. I empathise. I hope that if I were him, some of his optimism now and his drive to be better and support everyone with a smile on his face would seep into me and empower me every day! Also I need me a bakusquad, as well as cute freckled cinnamon rolls to tease, and older raven-haired senpais to encourage every day. Not to mention a grumpy boy who’s actually pretty handsome when he isn’t being a complete gremlin, who invites me to islands and wears the clothes I buy him, and calls out my name when I get hurt, and holds my hand when I save him. I’d be the horse that never falters, the light that never dies, the barrier that never falls. Kirishima Eijirou. My personal hero.
5. Caress - do you like to snuggle?
Sometimes! It depends. I honestly probably have to be romantically attracted to a person to be able to snuggle comfortably with them, otherwise, I always feel a little unsettled. But the last time I was really comfortable with someone I was in a romantic relationship with, I snuggled pretty comfortably with them during the day and woke up a few hours later still in bed with them, warm and happy. That relationship didn’t end too well tho, so I’m a little cautious now about physical contact with people. But don’t worry too much! I’m sure I’ll slowly get used to it again and learn to trust people, enough to let them in when the time feels right.
8. Freckles - most-worn article of clothing?
My UA High School letterman jacket from Boku No Hero Academia. I don’t have much anime merch so I was really excited the day I bought it and wore it the instant I got to the train station after leaving the store I’d bought it from! I’ve worn it pretty often since. Like... hmm... thrice a week? Heh. It’s also super warm and goes with pretty much anything as it’s navy and white with yellow/gold lettering for the UA on the back.
11. Poppy - favourite pastel colour?
Lilac. It’s just such a serene colour. It’s a remnant of my childhood days when I used to love deep purples. It reminds me of bittersweet things, like the MV for Gondry - Hyukoh (the song is slow, chill and a little sad), which reminds me of an old friend of mine, and lavender, which my ex used to love. I hold these things close to my heart, so maybe that’s why I like purple so much, even now.
12. Dimples - most attractive features of a person’s face
Eyes. I mean, of course! Whether your eyes are almond-shaped, or your pupils are really round and abyss-resembling, or if they’re heterochromatic, or if your eyelashes are pale/ginger, I love everything to do with eyes. A close second is freckles and beauty marks. I will love the shit out of those, speaking as someone with a tiny mole under the left corner of my lip. I was over the moon when I first realised I had one right there, and honestly, kind of fell in love with myself a little. I love that little thing. It makes me feel special, and maybe one day, someone (or some people) will fall in love with it just as much as I have. (Self-love is important, y’all!) Also, fuck, lips are so nice too... thin or thick, just... lips. Never feel ashamed of your lips if they’re either/or, because I promise you, people like me will definitely find them wonderful.
14. Buttery - favourite snack?
Hard to decide, but probably chocolate almonds or Maltesers. Love me some sweet snacks with some crunch, idk. Yum.
17. Cupcake - are you a good cook?
HA. NOPE. I can’t make pretty much anything to save my life. Okay, that’s a lie. I can make eggs. And cook pasta. Uh... pretty bad at everything else though. I helped a friend make really good brownies before, but I’m pretty sure that was all them lol. Maybe one day tho...
18. Honey - favourite term of endearment?
Ever since I started listening to Yagami Yato’s Midoriya Izuku ASMR/voice acting route, I’ve been leaning more towards ‘doll’. Idk, it still feels gender neutral to me, and ahhh, the way Izuku says it is just, hngdkjshlaf I’m soft... I mean like, until Villain Deku says it. Then I’m like, oh fuck, okay.
19. Clouds - describe one of your favourite dreams?
I’m laying in someone’s lap, a romantic partner, perhaps. Gender unknown, but they hum a tune to me and thread their fingers through my hair as I fall asleep (yes, in the dream). I drift in and out of sleep, from where they wear white and the entire background is just white, to a bedroom with sheer white curtains billowing in the wind, and white sheets, a sunrise filtering in through the open window. My fingers twitch, and I feel their fingers hold mine, filling the spaces between them, though I can’t see them anymore, as if my eyes are shut. I wake up slowly, softly, and still feel the feeling of that warm, comforting hand in mine as I return to the world of reality.
21. Paper - favourite children’s book?
Catwings. Not sure if that counts as a children’s book. Also The Van Gogh Café. I just remember them from my childhood, and they left a very deep imprint on my heart, and I remember them with nostalgia and fondness.
23. Mochi - favourite studio ghibli film?
Howl’s Moving Castle. I cried way too much at that movie, and the animation is just gorgeous, especially whenever one character shifted forms, like Sophie getting older/younger, or Howl shifting into bird form. Also Howl is just... too beautiful for words. Ask me whether I prefer him blond or raven-haired. Even if my life was on the line, I couldn’t answer tbh. And Calcifer, my sweet bby...
25. Strawberry - favourite fruit?
Mangoes. Grew up eating sweet mangoes with sticky rice, so yeah. Strawberries and cherries come a close second tho.
28. Shampoo - favourite scent?
Anything vanilla, creamy and buttery. Cookie dough oriented, but not overpowering and sickeningly sweet. I’m sure you know what I mean.
31. Cuddles - do you have any pets?
Yeeees, I have six cats and I love them very much! Two females and four males, and they all have very different personalities. Our most recent addition was a stray male my mother adopted from the park because she was worried the wild dogs would come after him (since he was often found hiding under cars in the parking lot, which was also dangerous). He now lives happily at home and is honestly a bit chubby oof.
37. Plush - how many stuffed animals do you still own?
Uh... my mother still keeps a bunch so I don’t know the exact number, but as for the ones I keep with me, it’s five. I have three pandas, a wolf and a seal. The wolf was here the longest, about six years (named General Alpha Delta)? Then came panda no 1, who I actually walked past in a store and left, before feeling guilty two mins later and telling my mother I wanted to go back to buy it (named Ping Guo - mandarin for apple). Panda no 2 came from my best friend who was worried panda no 1 would get lonely (named Cherry, to match Ping Guo). Then lastly, panda no 3 and the seal came at the same time bc my exams were over and I was redoing my room, and thought I might as well buy them bc hey, I deserve to be happy, right? (Long story short, I had a pretty bad two years of on-and-off anxiety and depression, and was just starting to recover.) So now they’re here with me in uni. Heh.
38. Roses - what flower do you find most beautiful?
Orchids, roses and bleeding hearts. I have a fake vase of white orchids at home next to my bed. Roses are just my weakness in general. And I’ve always thought bleeding hearts looked really cool (they’re pink and heart-shaped).
So yeah! That’s all I got for now! I told you it would be long ^^;
But if you still want, send me more soft asks!
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kairoth · 6 years
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Could you do all of the questions?
heyhey! yea! done on my laptop :>
1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk?♥ usually more milk but then i try to fix the ratio and it ends up being more cereal asfh
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?♥ eehhh sometimes
3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books?♥ mostly just pieces of paper lol
4: how do you take your coffee/tea?♥ with LOTS of sugar
5: are you self-conscious of your smile?♥ yes. it's gross
6: do you keep plants?♥ yea!
7: do you name your plants?♥ ofc i do
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?♥ music mainly. like you'll know my mood by knowing what song i listen to
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?♥ ye ~
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?♥ my side usually but i move a lot in my sleep
11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends?♥ bongwater,,
12: what’s your favorite planet?♥ saturn! and pluto,,, and jupiter ahh
13: what’s something that made you smile today?♥ thinking about puppies !!!!!!
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?♥ idk? messy
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!♥ apparently you get taller in space
16: what’s your favorite pasta dish?♥ this is boring of me but i like plain ol' pasta with butter and salt the most
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?♥ white with purple ombre !
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up.♥ HHH when i was 6 months old i ate a spider and anyone who knows about it never lets me live it down
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it?♥ i try to keep em and write in em but i often forget
20: what’s your favorite eye color?♥ mmm i can't choose, they're all great !
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.♥ oof my batman backpack that i gave to my dad. that thing went through A LOT. my new one is really good too tho. it's just red and black but it's served me well.
22: are you a morning person?♥ depends on if i've gotten a good night's sleep and if i'm particularly excited for the day!
23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?♥ sleep, listen to music, read
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?♥ yea. we don't talk anymore tho. i miss him
25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into?♥ nowhere? i've never broken in before
26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit?♥ i always wear my vans til they fall apart. my current pair are space themed bc ofc
27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor?♥ juicyfruit ig?
28: sunrise or sunset?♥ sunset
29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?♥ ASFH UHM idk?? them just being themselves is enough for me to smile over them
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?♥ yes
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.♥ i wear mismatched socks all the time but like they do match each other somewhat. like. i have a bunch of stitch socks and i don't wear their match but i'll wear another stitch sock with it.
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.♥ uhh me and two friends played never have i ever over kik once and long story short we learned a lot abt each other. some things we never wanted to know
33: what’s your fave pastry?♥ idk! i like danish pastries pretty well tho
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?♥ teddy!! i got him when i was 5 from my cousin for like a nickel. he's just a standard lil brown teddy bear. and ofc i still have him asdgh can't sleep without him. i even bring him to sleepovers
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?♥ yea! i use them when i can
36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now?♥ EDEN. and crywank generally fits me too
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?♥ i like it to be clean but often it just gets cluttered and i don't have the motivation to clean it
38: tell us about your pet peeves!♥ uhhh i hate rude, arrogant, judgemental people, disloyalty, uhm, the sound that weird plastic makes, uhhh idk
39: what color do you wear the most?♥ mostly black and white
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you?♥ my solar system bracelet! i saw the post for it on tumblr and sent it to my mum, and she ended up getting it for me for christmas!
41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving?♥ we were liars by e. lockhart. if i had to choose a fave it'd be that one. i sobbed for days after reading it. i think it kinda did smthn to my soul
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!♥ i do not sadly :
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?♥ my mum, i think ?
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?♥ oof, when harley was still here. it was a nice day, the sun was shining through my window, birds singing, EDEN playing softly, and harley was all cuddled up on my chest with his head tucked under my chin, purring away.
45: do you trust your instincts a lot?♥ depends. i try to evenly listen to my instincts and to logic
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.♥ my friend used to make a lot of bone puns bc of undertale and sans and one of my faves is "wasn't that HUMERUS"
47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?♥ SEAFOOD it's grrrrrrrrrrroooooooosssss
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?♥ death. and yes.
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?♥ haven't bought many of those, i mostly listen to spotify :0 i did get the vinyl of black parade that mcr was giving out for the anniversary !
50: what’s an odd thing you collect?♥ crystals ig? pokemon cards, pens, books. uhh. i have a lot of paper and notebooks lmao
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?♥ mm. good times by all time low.
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?♥ uhh idk i like all of em
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?♥ heathers is epic and i love christian slater but also his voice is hilarious, beetlejuice was good and amazingly weird, and i've no seen the other two yet.
54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?♥ HHH. the other day my mum's friend was talking abt how she's having problems with renters and she looked like she was gonna cry but it was more frustration than anything so idk?
55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point?♥ man idk it's prob somethin big but i don't remember
56: what are some things you find endearing in people?♥ ? idk. it depends ig?? like for my one friend i love that he loves animals, for my other i love that she loves music. for one i love her kindness and outward innocence and i find it hilarious when she actually shows her angry or sassy side.
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?♥ god i love bohemian rhapsody. so good. so catchy. the best. me and my former bff used to sing it all the time
58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?♥ mmmm idk :0
59: what’s your favorite myth?♥ i love myths abt creatures! my faves are about the fae folk.
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?♥ idk :0
61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received?♥ uhh just a basic gift card ig. and uhm idk?
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?♥ mm if i have juice i'll drink it!
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?♥ i try to keep them organized
64: what color is the sky where you are right now?♥ it's getting late and it's kinda cloudy and grey
65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with?♥ yeaa.
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like?♥ mmm idk! maybe lots of purple and light blues? :0
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?♥ bad. i've always been nervous with storms and whatnot and those kinda days just make me jittery.
68: what’s winter like where you live?♥ well for a while it actually is winter and gets cold. but it's florida so ofc it goes back to being hot af.
69: what are your favorite board games?♥ i've always been fond of sorry sliders and candy land
70: have you ever used a ouija board?♥ NO AND I NEVER WILL. my mum and aunts did once and HHHHHHHH they ended up with a possessed barney doll
71: what’s your favorite kind of tea?♥ earl grey ! i really wanna try lavender tea tho
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it?♥ yea but i don't often actually do it
73: what are some of your worst habits?♥ i sleep and procrastinate too much but i'm trying, i pick at threads a lot hhh,
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.♥ ok uhh. they remind me of a canary bird. i associate them with yellow and pink. they're super sweet. always helpful. sad and i wish i could help them more. all in all a v good friend and v good person.
75: tell us about your pets!♥ OOF OK GET READY. syd: sydney, my man. the big orange floof. meathead. he likes to stand up and hold onto your shirt or pants and it's cute but also CLAWS. v smart, knows that if he annoys me enough i'll open my door for him. maggie: pretty pretty princess. also the grossest princess. beaut white, brown capped fur and green gold eyes and cutest lil meows. bean: has two thumbs, one is teensy tiny. meows are like inaudible. usually grumpy and will run if you pet her. only accepts affection when she's sleepy. sebastian: the real grumpy cat. russian blue boy. has a hard time jumping correctly now cos he's old. always talking and complaining. likes pets. will fight you. ash: scaredy boi. dark as night. murrs instead of meows bc he wasn't raised by other cats. rarely purrs but you know he loves you. likes head bumps. will scratch you if you're not paying attention to him. can be a bully. arrow: FAT. has scabs bc he keeps scratching himself,, why boi why (we think he's allergic to smthn). meows LOUDLY. eats everyone's food. likes to go outside. once got stuck in the same tree twice. shelby: old girl. jack russel. super hyper but also LAZY. only sleeps under blankets. gets jealous. will force her way onto your lap. the smelliest dog in existence i swear. emmy: chihuahua. grumpyyyy old lady. always telling people to shut up (mostly shelby). cute tho. has seizures sometimes. will purposefully use the bathroom on the floor where you'll step or on something of yours if you upset her. moriarty: my snek! good boy. likes to be under his paper towels. smol. has a cute face. percy: GRUMPY leopard gecko. she's a blizzard morph and she looks purple. so grumpy aaaaaaaaah. red: my betta girl. the other girls with her (blue and esme) died. she comes up to the glass to say hi to you. oscar the grouch: hedgehog. SO GRUMP. he literally turned his entire house around so you can't see him. rude. lillith, yuki, and star: ferrets. inseperable. good little catsnakes who i love. yuki has a thing for feet and shoes. star messes with the dogs/cats by nipping them. lillith is good but bites a bit hard. the chickens: we named them after the avengers. cap can die. literally she hates me and my mum she tries to fight us. RUDE.
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t?♥ yes. schoolwork
77: pink or yellow lemonade?♥ i like both !
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?♥ uhh hate club ig? idrk?????
79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?♥ mmmMM my former bff used to be very supportive of my clinginess and she would be talking and i could just like hold my hands out to her or hug her and she'd be totally ok with it and not even pause talking. the best thing ever tbh
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?♥ two walls are light grey and the other two are a slightly darker grey! i chose it :> i wanted a good neutral color besides beige or white.
81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.♥ mmm. like the sun shining through the branches of the trees.
82: are/were you good in school?♥ i mean?? ig? i get ok grades (mostly Bs) but i always procrastinate assignments cos i'm lazy and unmotivated
83: what’s some of your favorite album art?♥ ooohh my fave is from life starts now by three days grace. i actually made it my theme once on chrome
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?♥ yea! i wanna get a lot of space related ones! and maybe the chip number of my boy harley
85: do you read comics? what are your faves?♥ mm. i read webcomics! a fave of mine is stutterhug by samantha davies on taptastic :>
86: do you like concept albums? which ones?♥ uhhhhhhh i don't know any off the top of my head and i looked it up and it says american idiot by green day is one and i love them so? yeah
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?♥ THE CROW. and the last unicorn!! both so good
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?♥ i've always been fond of symbolism
89: are you close to your parents?♥ i'm close to my mum! not so much my dad
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities.♥ woodsboro, maryland! that's where my aunts and cousins live. i love going up there!
91: where do you plan on traveling this year?♥ idk! my mum did bring up going somewhere this year tho
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch?♥ barely even a pinch. unless it's spaghetti and that powdery parmesan cheese
93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most?♥ wellll we shaved the sides and back so it's just long at the top and flipped sideways
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?♥ ? it was my mum's boss's birthday a few days ago :0 we all had lunch together and she asked me what name she should call me by. i love her tbh
95: what are your plans for this weekend?♥ hopefully i can go see the puppies !!!
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot?♥ procrastinate
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?♥ infp, leo but i relate more to my scorpio chart, and hufflepuff!
98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?♥ i've never actually been hiking!! and tbh i enjoy pretty much anything long as i'm with someone i like!
99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.♥ jupiter by EDEN, leech boy by crywank, lost//found by EDEN, boats & birds by gregory and the hawk, and saturn by sleeping at last. a lot of others too ahh
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?♥ five years in the past. i could fix a lot of things that happened.
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