#also i love how i'm allllll talk and absolutely no bite

[macfrog]

hi. hello. you are amazing.

cowboy like me? yeah. had me biting my pillow squealing like a teenager. i had to get up multiple times to listen to music and day dream just to try and push some of the emotion that it made me feel out into the universe.

easily my favorite fan fic i have ever read.

you and a few other accounts on here got me back into fan fic writing after a very long dry spell. we’re talking like, 3 or 4 year dry spell. college is taking up all my time, life gets crazy, the whole shebang, and reading your fics (and a few other peoples as well) really made me realize that writing fan fics was one of the greatest forms of self care for myself that i had been missing out on for quite some time.

your writing was one of the ones i read (is that proper grammar? LMAO) that inspired me to get back at it, and i’ve already published 2 fics in the past 24 hours because of the influx of creativity and the spark i’ve felt from being back on this site. like it’s crazy what immersing yourself in such vibrant, beautiful, gripping fics can do for creative blocks!

i really also just love how you seem and the energy you exude, and you seem so sweet and approachable and i would love to be friends or mutuals or people who only talk occasionally but always keep the same energy sooooo !!!! aghhh. sorry if this comes across as awkward. i have been pretty introverted these past few years as far as the online scene goes bUT ANYWAYS!!! i just wanted to let you know that cowboy like me inspired me and lit this fire in me and holy fucking hell do i love joel miller.

🌸💞💗🐥,

- bell

hi hello bell you are amazing!!!!! wtf this is all so unbelievably kind. thank you so much 🥺 i'm so thrilled that it sits with you in this way. means the absolute world to me

i'm so happy to hear you kicked your writer's block! welcome back !! i and i know plenty other writers can relate so strongly to life getting crazy and time for writing just slipping like sand through our fingers. it is far too easy to forgo self care, but i'm so glad you've rediscovered your passion!

please please always feel free to stop by and talk whenever you feel like! we're allllll pals here. and i will absolutely be adding your fics to my tbr to check them out asap, thank u for letting me know !!! very exciting stuff.

swing by anytime! xx

#holy fucking hell do i love joel miller #so real for that #chats w max #studioghibelli

[yeoldotcom]

I'm glad you're okay!! ❤ I haven't today but I had one somewhat recently where I was innocent and they knew I was innocent but I still felt like they were treating me like I could be doing something wrong. I felt intimidated and it sucked. I was seemingly okay afterwards but didn't process the whole interaction fully for a couple days and then got mad.

If later on you're not okay, I hope you have someone to talk to! If not, just make another post and I'll be happy to 😊

see thats fucked up. that's why i fucking hate cops. they have no right to sit here and judge someone like that, make them feel intimidated n scared n shit. this shit is fucked up. i really hate how they can just make someone start panicking or worry for their life with just their presence. i'm glad they didn't do anything to you though !! and thank u so much for sharing this with me, i really appreciate it 🥺 if u ever have another run in w the cops (hopefully u won't tho !!! fuck them !!!) just let me know and i'll curse at them with you !!!!!

#i don't think i fully processed the interaction either 😭😭 #also i love how i'm allllll talk and absolutely no bite #i'm like 'fuck cops ugly ass racist pigs' n then one pulls up on my and i start literally bawling immediately #damn #i was beating myself up over this tho but reading this made me feel like i wasn't alone #i hate cops tho #if i think about the situation again i'll start crying again 😭😭😭😭 my goodness #yeol.com/ask #anon #seriously tho thank you for sending this in i really truly appreciate this #my brother called me earlier n told me about his experience getting pulled over and that made me feel a little better too #definitely worrisome for him tho bc he's like 😳 a target for cops simply because of his skin so yea i'm worried about when he gets pulled #over but like it made me feel like he understood where i was coming from #shit is scary man #but then u sent this in too and now i feel a bit more better too #like people understand... there are people out there that understand the fear i felt.. u know? #anyways 😐 if i see that mf again it's on sight. i wish his bitchass would #mf was on a damn MOTORCYCLE!!!!!!!!!!! MF COULDNT EVEN GET A REAL CAR BUT HE GOT MY ASS !!!! AND I WAS CRYING??????? WOW #lemme stop beating myself up over this shit