#also i might be tipsy

[mirokuna-hime]

Yo what if Dazai did his whole speech in ch 101 not because he thought he is gonna kill Chuuya or intended to deceive fyodor, but because Dazai thinks he is gonna die.

#bsd #bungo stray dogs #soukoku #nakahara chuuya #osamu dazai #don't take this seriously #I'm sleep deprived and tipsy and might delete kn tze morning #it has been so long since I read 101 #maybe dazais grand plan was just putting his faith in other people #and staying alive and annoying enough to keep fyodor busy #i think this would be neat...a neat lesson? that he can put trust in people even tho they don't follow his 200% foolproof masterplan #forgot to tag ratman #fyodor dostoyevsky bsd #almost clicked on the fyodor dostoyevsky smut tag lol #also thinking about how goodbye was possibly code for chuuya to understand...and goodbye was rl osamu dazais unfinished book #also I don't think that he will die still

[plan-3-tmars]

Goodbye, My Danish Sweetheart.

Hey I think the framing of this scene is really fucking cool and I wanna talk about it because I haven't seen anybody do that. yet so. yahooo!! let's get into it

BUT FIRST. Symbolism:

an empty chair can symbolise the absence or memory of someone dear who has passed away. This is very obviously meant to represent Hinako in this scenario

In my interpretation, this scene is Kazui saying goodbye to Hinako and apologising for the circumstances of her death.

The lyrics that play are:

"I’m sure nothing will change and we’ll laugh together and call each other stupid names, so many things I wish i hadn't known, I'm just a coward."

The first part of this verse sounds like he's wishfully thinking about what could've happened after he told her the truth - if anything a bit naively.

Kazui wanted (and still wants) to get the weight of his lies off his chest, but he wasn't ready to face the consequences of that confession, most likely making Hinako's death hit even harder.

Here, he bows to the chair before turning around leaving, a silent goodbye.

~

But what about what's going on in the background of this scene? Well!

As Kazui leaves, these two scenes flash in the background. On the table in the first shot is our good friend the green apple, and Background Kazui picks it up, analyses it, before biting it.

So let's go for another symbolism refresher!!

Green apples can sometimes represent platonic relationships, like friendship, but in Kazui's case this takes the form of a sin - as not loving Hinako romantically is what he's lying about - making it a reference to the Garden of Eden story.

Going from that, biting into an apple can represent feeding into temptation.

My interpretation of this scene is Pre-Marriage Kazui indulging in his 'sin', which in my opinion is the fact he's gay.

Let's go back to that lyric shall we:

"I’m sure nothing will change and we’ll laugh together and call each other stupid names, so many things I wish i hadn't known, I'm just a coward."

So many things you wish you hadn't known huh.. Not knowing you were gay would sure make lying to your wife a whole lot easier wouldn't it?

"What I gave up a long time ago, why is it questioning me now? So many things that I should now have known, I'm just a coward"

Woohoo evidence for Background Kazui being Pre-Marriage Kazui!!!

I think this scene is the last time Kazui let himself be free before marrying Hinako. This could possibly have been when he noticed she had a crush on him at their work.

He's indulging one last time. Embracing his sin instead of hiding it away one. last. time. before giving it up for good, almost like a. goodbye.

~

So. I think this scene is framed this way in order to show the parallel of Kazui giving up his sin, and Kazui mourning Hinako's death.

As established, they both have a "goodbye, I'm sorry things turned out this way" atmosphere to them. Kazui is apologetic, in a way, that he has to give up on being his true self and he is apologetic of his lies murdering Hinako, so Milgram conveys this by showing the two scenes posed the same way in front of one another.

This framing also gives the scene a Beginning Vs End feeling that I think is really cool, and the use of Dark Vs Light colours only heightens that! (Though that's slightly off topic rip)

Conclusion? I love this scene it's awesome and amazing and super cool

#take a shot everytime i say the word frame and you might get a little tipsy #anyway hi i was meant to post this like 3 days ago but then that patho post kinda blew up and i didnt want it to get overshadowed #or fill up my notifications cuz god damn that was. alot #so im re-uploading this 3rd times the charm baby #milgram #kazui mukuhara #this scene is also one of the biggest pieces of evidence for the gay kazui theory imo especially before Cat's release #also no podcast reference in my milgram analysis?!? what is this anarchy?!?? (i couldnt think of one) ((sad face)) #milgram analysis

[rakkuntoast]

cant stop thinking of the chance of chayanne dying and q!Phil becoming one of the most threatening forces of the qsmp

and adding to the philever brainrot only q!forever being the one to approach him and try to cheer him up like q!Phil did before. q!Phil entrusted Tallulah's care to q!bad and q!forever and he only let's forever go to his exile home and save him little by little from his own spiraling

#philever #qsmp #qsmp philza #qsmp forever #sugarduo #still in like my own ramblings I don't think they'll get together #I think philever thrives just being platonic lmao #Phil is just grieving his son while also planning to destroy the fuck out of the server #and forever is trying his best to get him out of his downspiral. while he doesn't oppose Phil destroying the federation #he doesn't want to see his love destroy himself in the process #sorry if this doesn't make sense I might be a little tipsy

[moreaugriffins]

Every day i just want to write a post that just says "The Brigadier is so damn autistic."

but I then worry about what other people might say if I do that

but fuck it

The Brigadier is so fucking autistic, and nobody can change my mind

#classic doctor who #brigadier lethbridge stewart #'hes just like that because hes a military man' no he's like that because he's autistic and in the military. there's a difference #(please - we see so many soldiers in classic who and he's so different to them) #lack of expressions (especially s7) which caused others to comment his 'lack of emotions' in certain situations (he has commented that he #does in fact feel..) #the constant swagger stick with him (they arent common for soldiers nor officers to have.. havent been since past WW2 i believe) which he f #fiddles with and holds #stickler for the rules and hates disorder (things not being done 'right') #(thinking of the 'rules arent rules for alistair' bit from Daddy Fights Monsters) #his reaction to mushrooms in The Green Death. that's it. that's the point (he just hates mushrooms and so do i) #he's so.. military when he speaks even when speaking to civilians or when he's off duty. ik that's not much of a point but in the military #you're told exactly how to speak and interact with others and to be blunt and clear and to the point with your words. you're saying he does #find comfort in it? #and this man's strong sense of morals! my god. he can have quite black and white thinking in situations (so does 3 which would probably #explain why they butt heads often) and he is insanely stubborn #im sure i'll think of more things as time goes on but this is all i have for now #also im sorry i might be a bit tipsy when posting this but i really need courage lmao

[flowercrown-bard]

ahhhh Accidentally admitting that the other is really pretty, leading to both of them getting very flustered with Geraskier 🥰

Jaskier was not, nor would he ever be, jealous of a horse. Because that would be quite ridiculous, right? Silly, really. And no one in their right mind would ever attribute either of those things to him.

He was a very serious man. Definitely.

So no. He was not jealous of Roach. Even if Geralt had spent a good portion of the past hour doting on her, talking softly to her, brushing her down and sneaking her treats. All while he had been ignoring Jaskier's attempts at conversation. Granted, those attempts had included ranting about Valdo Marx, going off about the merrits of certain rhyme schemes and planning his outfit for the next ball he wanted to attend.

So maybe those hadn't been the most engaging topics for Geralt. Still. He could have at least given Jaskier one of those exasperated yet fond looks that Jaskier had grown so fond of. If he was being honest, those looks were the main reason why he talked endlessly about topics he knew were of no interest to Geralt.

But today Geralt had the audacity to ignore Jaskier completely in favour of Roach.

"You're the best," Geralt told Roach, as he combed her mane with his fingers. "Loyal and brave."

Jaskier's eyelid twitched.

"And now your coat is all clean again too. Your the prettiest horse in all the Continent again -"

"Yes, yes, we all get it!" Jaskier threw his hands up. "She's the perfect companion for you. Just as loyal and brave and pretty as you are. No need to rub it under my nose that she's a better companion than me."

Geralt looked at him, stunned. He stopped patting Roach and turned fully towards him.

"What?"

"Oh, come on. You've been going on about how great she is. Clearly, you're trying to tell me -"

"You think I'm pretty?" Geralt asked quietly and oh. Ohhh no. Oh fuck.

Jaskier felt himself flush.

"Uh... Well, I mean..." He stammered and trailed off into an awkward smile. "Nevermind." Abrubtly, he turned away and pretended to be very busy tuning his lute. "Just. Continue doting on her. Don't let me distract you. Just - ignore me."

He glanced at Geralt, mostly to see if his brilliant and subtle deflection had worked and - oh.

There it was. That look of fond exasperation.

Jaskier's heart skipped a beat. He watched with bated breath as a shy smile spread over Geralt's lips. Ever so reluctantly, Geralt turned his attention back to Roach.

As he picked up where he had left off and patted her on the neck, he said just loud enough that Jaskier could hear, "You know Roach, you and Jaskier really are the best companions I could ask for. You're both so loyal, brave and pretty."

#Thank you for the prompt! #Geraskier #Roach #Jaskier #Geralt #Sorry I might be slightly tipsy #So yeah idk how many mistakes there are in this #Or if it makes any sense #Also I wrote 5his on my phone so there's that too #My writing #Witcher

[piningprecussionist]

Before my laptop screen cracked, I took a Fuck Load of screenshots from episode one (primarily of Kim, naturally.)

I'm not gonna post them all rn, or even queue them really, but I did want to post all the ones I got from this little shot!

#feel free to ask abt specific EPISODE ONE Kims if you are in Dire Need.... #i also have some of scott and ramona- and technically some others by virtue of most of these being cropped to the whole frame rather than + #+ just kim #spto #scott pilgrim takes off #kim pine #spto kim #scott pilgrim kim #screenshots #spto screenshots #ooc #i feel like i might have seen a post with some of these before...so just got total clarity- I sincerely did manually take all of these #i fucking SPAMMED that space bar... I was a Made Man.... #(posting this specific set bc i wanted to change my icon. not here! but somewhere :3c) #got total clarity... for*... i may be tipsy chat #MADE MAN?? MAD MAN #I thought i was so vigilant... oh god..... rum works chat it works

[habeascorpseus]

watching the sparklez pov of dodgebolt and seeing everyone, literally everyone in pink colors really do be hitting different. bit of an anime protag moment, but also just a clear show of how much love the entire community feels for this man, many of whom were directly inspired by him to become content creators, who get to watch this monolith of the original Minecraft youtuber generation finally win in the tournament made by the community he unknowingly helped build. i once made a post about how emotional i got seeing tommy collab with dan and do his outro for him, because it made me happy to know that the older generation isnt being left behind, but now, seeing this, maybe they still are the backbone of the community. maybe the love theyre shown isnt just for nostalgia bait. maybe the world loves those that help build it. i dunno im just feeling it

#habeas speaks #mcc #captain sparklez #i am also slightly tipsy so that might be why im tearing up who knows

[def-not-kaz-brekker]

So uh I might have a crush on my best friend?? And I think he might like me back???

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#go I hope he still doesn’t have tumblr #no but he’s so hot okay #and our lives are so similar?? #like I moved more than him but he’s still the only person who’s moved a lot #and that time I got tipsy #it was on a sleepover with him where we trauma dumped and watched sherlock together #and once I had an emotional breakdown and he helped me calm down #and we do dnd together #and we have to pick new classes for next year and he practically guessed all my choices #also I told him I thought his eyes were really pretty some time ago #which is true he has gorgeous eyes #and recently he told me I have pretty eyes #help?? #je suis confusion #he said that he hasn’t liked anyone in forever during our trauma dump session #but then again he might still like me #but I don’t even know if I like him #though probably I do let’s be honest here #ugh fuck this #emotions are fucking stupid #if I fuck things up in our friendship I will regret it forever

[semperama]

The more I watch Daniel do anything, the more I realize he is completely ridden with anxiety 24/7/365 and the humor is a coping mechanism and all his mannerisms are self-soothing and it makes me feel insane.

#i'm slightly tipsy because it's the beginning of a holiday weekend #so i might delete this later but #imo daniel is NOT a confident person #he is deeply insecure and deeply stressed and constantly trying to make people like him #am i projecting? MAYBE #but it might also be true!! #f1

[tragedykery]

west germanic languages be like voicing? in my final obstruents? not on MY fucking watch

#picture a meme of this. person labelled west germanic languages says this. first part contemplatively. second part while pulling out a gun #elli rambles #sorry for this. I’m very tired and a little tipsy #languageposting #linguistics #<- for organisation. might delete that tag if when I wake up tomorrow I decide this is even worse a post than I feel like it is now #also obviously not saying All west germanic languages exhibit final obstruent devoicing lol. as evidenced by. the west germanic language I’m #currently speaking.

[calkestis]

“The lives of every child on that list will be forever changed.” 

“Not by us.”

Star Wars Jedi: Fallen Order (2019)

#the brainrot is real #if there was still any question #also hands #and the way his face lights up in these frames #cal kestis #jedi fallen order #star wars #jfoedit #swedit #starwarsedit #mine #this might be a gifset i made while being a bit tipsy #might

[vassyflorence]

im so drunk @twelve TWELVEEEEEEEE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#wizardspeak #i am NOT drunk but i am mildly tipsy and i just watched the world enough and time/the doctor falls at a PARTY #and also im shivering a little bit. having a time of it one might say

[podraje]

Not it being 25°C and me already dying.

#i am dressed a lil bit too warm tbh #it's because when I left house at 7am it was 12°C!!! #and i have allergy #and allegry really has kicked in #i am ony my way to get pills #save me anty allergic pills #save me #allergy #spring allergies #warm #global warming #warm weather #also i might be tipsy on one glass of cider #i drank it with food straight after work #i had 45 minutes to spare #dont judge me #i am smelling of sweat btw #i cant wait to be home

[poohsources]

if anyone has any requests for certain types of prompts or anything else, now's your chance because i finally have my first days off on monday and tuesday and i'm planning to do some stuff here

#pooh speaks. #also just got home from a night with friends so i might make another positivity post #since i feel very positive right now #... and tipsy

[wikipedie]

at first i was doubtful if i should say it, but i know i am glad to discover when there are mutuals' birthdays, so...today is my birthday!! (well. 6.06, for those for whom it's too early lol. it is 00:41)

and i am very grateful and loving for it. and i truly truly hope that everyone who reads this has an amazing today/tomorrow. I hope all the love propagates and expands and shares and multiplies and that all the gratefulness i'm feeling comes back in waves for others as well. i truly feel so much joy and delight and love right now that i feel i cannot contain it. i love you. i love me. what a delight to be able to be alive right now.

#i might also slightly be tipsy lmao #on love and cider #personal #birthday tag #maybe i need it #maybe others need it #for those curious i'm 26 now

[cichocicho]

#me every time i go out #I hope today’s gonna be different though #(probably won’t) #also please forgive me any tipsy tumblr posting that might happen today #pamiętniczek #charles leclerc