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All A Dream

welcome to new york...the city that would determine if you and harry would move past 'friends'

Word count: 11908

A/N: hello friends, thank you so much for the love on this story. i'm having a great time writing it. we've made it to a pivotal point in their relationship and i'm excited to share that with you all.

warnings: oral pleasure (male receiving), sexual activity

please reblog!!! and let me know what you thought :)

love on tour series // previous part

Walking the streets of New York feels like coming home. It’s where you got your first apartment, it’s where you found out you were Emmy nominated, also the first place you didn’t feel like you were drowning when you were alone. That’s how you were spending your day alone, taking in the city and how it felt more crowded than usual.

Harry had decided to stay in Nashville with Tyler, who helped create his Grammy-winning song. He tried to convince you to stay, but you said no, promising to see him as soon as he arrived. The drive to New York was great; your bus mates had you laughing the entire way. No one was heading to bed until you were two hours in.

You were creating memories with people you had met two weeks ago. They had now felt like friends you could call if you were ever in any trouble (you wouldn’t be). It was nice to enjoy; they made you feel like Y/N as if you had never graced the big screen. You were their friend, and it felt nice to say that.

New York was full of dreams, and well, you wondered what it would bring.

New York City, New York Night One

It was eight am, and Jeff had gotten you up early saying he wanted to talk to you about your interview, and like a fool, you listened. He had treated you to breakfast, someplace a little hidden but close to your hotel room. You tried persuading him to eat in because you loved the view of the city from your room. You couldn't bear leaving; it was too mesmerizing; food was his only way to get you to agree.

Breakfast was fine; he wanted to know what you were asked and if you were comfortable being associated with Harry. You answered honestly and told them you owed them nothing. You promised Jeff that no matter what you'd say, you're friends because it was easier that way. Also, it was no one's business but yours and Harry's.

You knew there was one conversation awaiting you when Harry arrived, but you didn't mind. Well-- you did, but that's okay. You'd tell him your side of things, and hopefully, he'd agree. If not well, then it seems you and Harry might have your first argument.

Harry was a private person, and you knew that. After your first public breakup at nineteen, so were you. There was not much you offered except photos of events and press. There was very little about your family, but one google search and everyone would get some kind of information about you. Never all of it. You'd never allow that; they could know where you grew up and what school you attended, but not about how your grandparents came to raise you.

You're shaken out of your train of thought as Jeff waves at a person behind you. Probably, an old friend, you think as you drink your cranberry juice. The person blobs down next to you, and that familiar scent of woodsy cologne hits you.

"Missed me, darling?"

You snap your head to your left, and there he is, dressed in his bright pink hoodie, yellow tote bag on his lap covering his shorts. "H, you're back." You throw your arms around him, holding him tight. Before remembering you're inside someone and more than likely caught a few people's attention. "Right, cool, nice to see you," you try to playoff.

Both men burst out laughing, causing you to join in as well.

"Smooth," Jeff comments.

"Shut it, Jeffery." Harry and you say in unison.

Jeff groans, "going to have to deal with the lot of you all day."

"Glenne's coming, so I think not."

You perk up at the name of Jeff's wife. You'll finally get to meet the woman he never stops speaking about. "When will we be meeting her?"

"At the arena, eat quickly. We're stopping at the hotel and then going to the garden."

You perk at the chance of getting to tour the famous arena, it's not like you haven't been to shows there you have, but something about supporting Harry, who has five sold-out shows to play this month, fills you with so much pride.

Finally arriving at the arena, there were lots of people already outside waiting and dressed up. You knew this night would be just as special to them as it would be for Harry. As soon as you entered, some staff greeted Harry and properly welcomed him for the next two days. On your walk to the dressing rooms, you stopped in your tracks at the sight of lots of rainbow arches, and the floor was a pink reading "Harry Styles presents love on tour 2021. October 3, 4, and 16. Sold out." It repeated over a few times as it covered a long distance. You were quick to push Harry in for a picture no matter how much he insisted it wasn't necessary. You thought it was; these were memories you wanted to have whether he complied or not. It didn't take long for him to crack a smile for you.

You set up your stuff next to Harry's outfit that's hanging up perfectly covered. He told you it's something he's nervous about but really excited to wear. Harry has shared how much he's grown and how he feels a lot more comfortable in his skin, yet there are times he still gets insecure. You understood that, hell, it still happens, so you did what you do best, wrapped him in a hug, and let him know that you thought he was amazing and that no matter what would stand by his side.

"Do you want to see something?" Harry asks you, standing by the door waiting for you to take his hand and follow him.

"Course, H. Is it food?"

He chuckles, making sure your hands are linked together. You pass many people all wishing you a good day and Harry good luck for the night. He stops in front of a door that reads "stairs," and you figured that meant you'd be going up.

You could see how excited he was, so you decided to keep quiet and let him continue to drag you along to whatever it was you needed to see. There's one final door that Harry opens, and that's when you know. The New York air has hit you, the sun shining brightly and the person becoming your favorite person at your side.

Harry had brought you to the roof of Madison Square Garden.

You walked forward, a look of awe on your face. You didn't dare let go of Harry's hand as you kept walking forward. The view was breathtaking; you saw all of New York. The city was alive, and you were essentially on top of it. It made you feel small, allowing you to remember you were simply a person in a city of thousands.

Though you were special, because you got to be here in this moment with Harry, the man who was slowly but surely driving you crazy with how much you were beginning to develop feelings for him.

"It's gorgeous." You finally spoke after a few moments.

Harry squeezed your hand, "I know."

You feel like you know Harry well enough to know he's looking at you and not the view. He's a romantic like that, but you can't fault him; it's one of his sweetest traits.

Harry pulls you in close; you lean your head up, knowing what's coming, and it's so sweet. You hum against his lips. It's only been a day, but you can happily say you missed his taste. He pecks your lips several times, causing you to giggle, and he joins. The sweetest sound in the world is his laughter mixed with your own.

New York has always felt different, but now this time with Harry has changed your entire view of the city; anywhere you go, you'll see the mark he made on you and this city.

"Thank you for bringing me up here," you look away from the view to grant him a giant smile, and in return, he shines his dimples. You let go of the hand he's holding and wrap your hands around his waist, turning your head to the side to rest on his chest as you continue to stare at the view for a moment longer.

A phone rings, and you know it's not yours because you left it down in the dressing room. Harry sighs quietly, knowing your moment has come to an end.

"Yes?" He mouths Jeff to you as you peek over the ledge when Harry pulls you back with a shake of his head, leading you back over to the stairs. "On our way."

"Where are we going?"

"Glenne just arrived."

Your eyes widen, sad you missed her arrival but know they're waiting for you or, well, Harry. He hurries down, knowing you were about to leave him to go find Jeff and Glenne on your own. It seems you do know each other better than you thought.

Harry walks in first with a smile on his face as Glenne turns and pulls him in for a hug. There are little whispers, and you know Harry is just as excited to see her as Jeff, but not more, of course. She opens her eyes about to pull away when her eyes land on you behind Harry. You offer her a small wave as you see the recognition set in.

She shoves Harry off her and to the side, giving you a big smile, but it drops as soon as she looks at a smirking Harry and Jeff, who is on the verge of laughter phone in hand recording.

"Jeff, why is Y/N Belmonte here?" She asks in disbelief, her eyes back on you, taking you in.

"H is holding her hostage." Jeff jokes.

"It's true, you got to help me, Glenne." You decided to follow along.

Harry scoffs, throwing an arm over your shoulder, "oh, sod off. Here on her own free will."

You mouth help me, knowing Harry would see.

"Hey," he's pouting now.

"Hi," you wink, and just like that, he's a blushing mess.

You step forward, offering her your hand, "It's lovely to meet you; Jeff speaks so highly of you."

"Wow, umm…you as well." Glenne freezes, "to meet you. He doesn't speak of you."

"Now, Jeffery, that's rude."

Jeff comes to stand next to his wife, who now has a small smile on her face. "If I did, she'd leave me for you in a second."

You glance at Glenne, reaching forward to squeeze her hand. "Where you wanna go? I can get a plane in thirty."

"No one is going anywhere. It's my night." Harry interrupts.

You lean in to whisper to Glenne, "a drama queen."

"Totally."

Harry decides not to comment, knowing you were just as excited to meet Glenne as she was you.

"As lovely as this was, we've got a soundcheck." Jeff begins to push Harry out the door, knowing he'd do something to take longer.

"You coming, querida?"

"Yes, I want to see the stage already. You coming right, Glenne?" She nods, "great, you can tell me about the best place to take a photo. Make Naomi jealous."

"You're best friend, right?"

"Yeah, she's the best." You link your arm with Glenne's and begin walking to the stage. Forgetting about Harry and Jeff, who now have fallen behind. Both men sigh, not expecting for both of you to hit it off so well so fast, but really both are glowing with glee.

Soundcheck was over before you knew it, and as much as you liked seeing Harry perform, you spent most of the time chatting with Glenne. She told you how she met Harry when she and Jeff had got together, then how he officiated their wedding and was a total softie. She shared just how much Harry has done for them and that she wishes him nothing but the same kind of love she has found. You shared how you loved jumping from place to place, never a set place to land, until recently and how you were looking for something permanent in London.

As Harry finished, he interrupted your conversation that was now on where you loved buying boots that Harry called you both on stage. That's when you noticed everyone was off recording videos or having their photo taken. It made you smile because everyone was so happy to be there. Niji had been the most joyous; it was his home show. He shared how each time he had the honor to play was beautiful, but now with his family would be even more special.

You walked around all the instruments knowing Harry had not taken his eyes off of you as you made sure to get close, but enough to keep a distance wanting to keep him on his toes. You stopped in front of Niji's keys and sighed as you ran your fingers over them. It's been a while since you played. You looked up and spotted him chatting with Elin.

"Niji," you called out.

"Yes, Y/N." His voice was gentle, as if he knew you were nervous about the question you were about to ask.

"Can I please play your keys?"

"Yes, of course."

You nodded and took a deep breath. You looked up at Harry, who was standing in the center of the stage with a smile on his face nodding for you to go ahead.

As soon as your fingers were on the keys, it was as if they had a mind of their own. You played a short lullaby you learned early on when you first started playing. Everyone had now gathered around, and it was making you nervous. You looked up, locking eyes with Harry, and just like that, all your nerves went away. He had set a calmness around you with just one look of those emerald eyes.

You started playing a familiar tune, one everyone should recognize. It wasn't until you were a quarter into the song did you look up to see Harry smiling in awe of you. Everyone watched on in silence, letting you finish the last notes before applauding. You grew flustered knowing that everyone had heard you play and liked it.

"Well, wasn't that something." Pauli comments, coming over to give you a high five.

"Need a keys player?" You joke, looking at Harry, who was now standing at your side, hand resting on your back.

"Yeah, we can fit one more person up here." You nudge his side playfully.

"Why'd you learn to play cherry?" Harry asks the question everyone had been dying to know.

"It's a sad song, and I like sad songs. Also, Sarai is a big fan. They made me learn in order for them to make me macaroons."

"Worth the macaroons?" Glenne asks

"Always."

Just like that, you all move past your keys moment and begin to take more photos once again. Harry drags you down with him to recreate an iconic photo he has done each time he plays at the garden. Anthony, Harry's photographer for some shows through the tour, was there ready to document the moment, and so were you with your iPhone.

Harry was glowing, you felt; there was whole new energy around him. It was being in this arena knowing so many of his friends were coming to see his show.

After Anthony assured him he got many photos, he pulled you in for your own where you spread out next to him, hands out wide looking up at the glowing words. He then surprised you by pulling you into his side; his arm was thrown over your shoulder, taking in the moment with you, forgetting there was a camera behind you taking a photo of your every movement.

"Thank you for being here."

"Thanks for having me. Hell, I just came into your life, and to experience this with you feels like a huge honor."

"Don't say it like that," he chastises.

"Like what?"

"Like you shouldn't be here. Time with you doesn't feel real, I honestly feel like you've been a part of my life forever, and if I have it my way, you will be."

You lean your head on his shoulder to look up at him, "I want to be here, for as long as you'll have me."

He leans down, lips pressed together in a short kiss, but enough to leave you breathless. "Then expect to never leave."

You stayed with Harry as Ayae did his hair; he always wanted a second opinion, although he didn't need it. Ayae has not failed to make his hair look beautiful each night; you loved when you were on set the stylists would play with your hair complementing how pretty and luscious it always looks. Honestly, you like getting your hair played with, simple as that.

Then Harry made you promise not to come into his dressing room until he sent someone for you, so you agreed. That's how you ended up with glittery white hearts on your cheekbones, completing your look for the night all because Harry volunteered Ayae to distract you. Then she did the same to Pauli, who took a photo with you wanting to remember the moment. You promised Ayae you'd be fine on your own and went to prep the others in the band, leaving you to get ready.

You stood in front of the full-body mirror and looked at your outfit, trying to decide if you liked it or not. You had changed from your leggings and sweater into something you thought was fitting for the night where Harry was going to look amazing. You wanted to look good next to him as if you were always meant to be there. You're wearing pastel pink flares and a black silk button-up, except for this time you've knotted the bottom, unbuttoning a few buttons to show off your pink bralette that matches your pants perfectly. You've got white low heels opting out of boots for the night.

"If you're trying to decide if you look nice, the answer is you do. Like holy hell, if I wasn't married, I'd wife you up." Glenne gushes as you do a small spin for her.

"Thank you, you look amazing." You gesture to her entire look and just take it in. So effortlessly beautiful.

Glenne blushes, "right, H called for you."

"Did he? He's being very suspenseful."

"Has he seen your look?"

"Nope."

"Oh, he ain't ready."

You knock on the door expecting a come in except you hear a lot of shuffling around and muttering, before finally he responds, "come in, eyes closed."

Not one to fight him, you open the door with one hand, the other covering your eyes, "you better not let me run into the couch."

"Few more steps...and stop."

You freeze, having no idea where you're standing, just that the door shut behind you.

"Right, well be hon-"

"-what? Why'd you go quiet?" The silence continues. "I'm going to open my eyes."

That snaps his right back, "no shit, sorry. You caught me off guard. You look bloody magnificent, and I needed to take that in."

"Dork, you scared me."

His laugh fills the room, "sorry, it was your fault for dressing this pretty for me."

"Can I see you now?" Your voice pleading.

"Yes, baby."

You begin to move your hand down, blinking slowly so that light doesn't overwhelm your closed eyes. Once your eyes focus, you see Harry standing in front of you; he's looking down at his boots, a timid look on his face.

He's nervous, and you think it's so precious because he's told you he loves what he does, but at the end of the day, he will always be the boy from Holmes Chapel who sang to his mother and sister from behind a bathroom door. That's when you noticed how similar you and Harry really were; you grew up timid because you didn't have close family members to grow up with besides the elders in your neighborhood and the few friends you made in school. You understand what he meant, shining bright in front of a room of people chanting your name or shooting a film being an award-winning actress. Yet, at the end of the day living life as if none of that prior happened.

You love that in this room together, you both can be one hundred percent yourself, meaning every single wall is down, allowing you to get a glimpse of who Harry really is.

You don't force him to look at you; instead, take in his appearance. He's wearing a black double-breasted suit. The trousers are fitted and make him look taller. The top is what leaves you breathless; he's purposely left it unbuttoned for you. You're stepping towards him as you touch the feathered sleeves of the suit jacket. This is something you've never seen before, but he pulls it off so effortlessly. His tattoos stand out in contrast to his tan skin.

"You're gorgeous," you whisper as you run your hands down the sleeves until you reach his fingers, pulling him in closer to you. "I'm honestly the luckiest person to get to see you in such a gorgeous outfit."

"Others are going to see it."

You shake your head, "not like this, not like me and you. No one will get to experience this private moment where you open up to me and let me take in all your beauty because you value what I think."

Harry's eyes mist over, and you know it's because of your words. "You're perfect, and never forget it."

"Only perfect in your eyes, I feel." You tell him, tracing over the butterfly, giggling as you see him clench his stomach making his abs more prominent.

"Then so be it; I'll remind you each and every day."

"Alright, rockstar, I hear you have to head to the stage soon, so pucker up."

Harry doesn't have a moment to prepare as you lean up to place your lips on his. He's quick to respond; he sets a hand on the nape of your neck to hold you close. You feel him swipe at your bottom lip, and you're swift to let him in. You could never get enough of him, how much he's beginning to mean like home to you, and you know you're in danger.

He pulls back breathless, lips red and plump as he moves down to your neck, leaving a trail of kisses, and he doesn't hold back on leaving a mark right over your heart. You know he can feel how fast your heart is beating, all thanks to him, and you know he's enjoying it.

There's a knock on the door interrupting you, and you're grateful because you're not sure you have said no to anything he would have asked for you even if he had to go make his way on stage. Harry pulls away reluctantly but keeps you hugged to his chest as he yells at whoever knocked to come in.

"It's time, boss man," Luis tells him, shooting you a smile when you peek your head up to look at him.

"Okay," he lets you go slowly. "I'll have my eyes on you. Dance for me."

You feel your gaze soften, knowing he means it, "course I will."

Harry walks out a soft kiss to your hairline, and he's out, leaving you with Glenne, who you did not see appear. Well, it looks like you found yourself a new dance partner for the night.

Standing there in the sold-out arena of night one of five at Madison Square Garden, you take it all in, take in how Harry has gathered everyone in a room where everyone is free to be who they want. And so you dance, you dance with Glenne to the intro of Golden, you get Tommy to dance with you through adore you, and everyone cheers the loudest during 'she' for Mitch's fabulous solo. You sway on your own as you listen to the sadness that falling brings, and once again begin to go crazy with Glenne as sunflower begins with your favorite intro with Harry and Niji. Jeff takes his phone out to record you and Glenne as you sing to each other, taking turns spinning each other around. You all laugh as the intro to 'to be so lonely' begins, and the crowd yells in joy screaming back the lyrics to him.

There's so much laughter and happiness as you all watch Harry shine as the star he is. All the joy is radiating off of him. You know you're going to look back on this day for years to come as one of your favorite days.

You've seen Harry perform fine line a few times now, but his closing speech for the night and hearing the crack in his voice always gets you because you know how much each person in this room means to him. That they want to share this with him, and he's always so grateful. So yes, you cry to fine line as always, but not for the same reasons, but because you're so proud of Harry and who he is as a person and how lucky you are to be here to get to experience it by his side. Your heart softened as you watched Glenne hug Jeff from behind as they swayed side to side, looking up at Harry with so much love. He really had amazing people at his side supporting him.

It's the final song of the night, and the literal ground is shaking. You hold on tight to Glenne as you look around you in shock. There is not a single person not dancing, you even spot a mosh pit happening, and you know this is what true happiness is. To be surrounded by strangers and you allow yourself to dance and sing with them, there is nowhere else you'd find it.

Hell, maybe falling in love isn't so bad if this feeling of happiness never leaves you.

You rush over to the dressing room as soon as the band is off the stage; you find Harry standing there, jacket wide open, and rush into his arms, catching him by surprise as he stumbles back a few steps before getting his balance back, wrapping his arms around your waist.

"You were phenomenal." You mutter into his neck, holding him tight. "I'm so in awe of you. How you do this every night and how you manage to make each person in that arena feel seen."

"Thank you, baby." His voice was barely above a whisper. "I like knowing I can look out into the crowd and find you."

His words make butterflies flutter in your stomach; Harry never fails to make you feel special.

"Think I have got to let go of you now. Lots of people here to congratulate you."

Harry sighs into your hair, "give me another minute. I need a shower, then I'll meet everyone." You nod, having not made a single move to leave his embrace.

He pulls back, making you lift your head up, and that's when you see the cheeky smile on his face and know what he is asking for. You give him a slight nod, and he kisses you with so much passion that if he wasn't holding you, you'd be sinking to the floor.

"Go on, I'll be there soon, querida."

There are many people you don't recognize when you get into the communal area where everyone is going to be hanging out for a while before heading to the hotel and rest to prepare to do it all over again. You stick with Glenne, a bit nervous about all the people that clearly know Harry. Jeff says he can take you around introducing you, and you hesitate before nodding. These are close friends of Harry, of course, you should take a moment to meet them. You are Harry's friend meeting his other friends, and it sets a funny feeling in your chest because he isn't just a friend, but truthfully that is what you are until you and Harry have that talk, you never seem to have time for it.

Jeff bounces you from person to person, introducing you both chatting for a bit before moving on. There are only a few who tell you how much they like your acting, causing you to flush. It makes them smile, with Jeff throwing in the occasional "she's shy" or "she's an introvert," causing everyone to laugh and break the ice, allowing conversations to flow much more effortlessly.

A cheer overtakes the room as the man of the hour walks in; he's quickly wrapped in a hug before the next person continues. It goes on for a while, and you know it's best to give him the time with his friends. You find Sarah hanging out in the back with Mitch, who happily tells you to join them. Sarah tells you how insane it is to play there because you feel the entire stage move, even how she had to reach for the drums as she felt them moving forward.

Before you know it, the whole band is around you, talking about the show, which leads to their favorite arenas they've played, followed by their favorite cities visited, where they are eager to hear your answers. As Pauli speaks about how New York holds a special place, you look up and catch familiar eyes staring at you. You flash him a smile and get an even wider one in return. He gestures his head to the bar asking you to meet him there. You excuse yourself from the band, who all have matching smirks on their face knowing that Harry has finally come back to get you to be by his side.

You lean on the bar seeing it surprisingly empty, and take in the room that is beginning to clear up. A drink is slid in front of you; you eye it suspiciously before taking a sip and humming at the familiar flavor of a Shirley temple.

"Thanks, H."

"You avoiding me?" He questions, his body getting close to you until there is no space left between you.

"No, you're a busy man. Lots of people wanted to see you."

"Darling, how can I introduce you to my friends? When you're hiding out with my band."

"Jeff did introductions," you squeeze his hand in assurance.

He grumbles something before turning his entire body to face you. He sets both your drinks back on the bar. Harry reaches for your hand, bringing one up to his lips leaving a gentle kiss before repeating the same to the other.

"I wanted to introduce you. Show off that I've got the kindest and most beautiful girl at my side supporting me." He confesses.

"H, we need to talk about what we want."

"Then let's do it."

You sigh, knowing he won't stop, so you continue. "It's been only two weeks."

"Yeah, but we've spent every day together since then. We're way past the basics; I've even met your best friend."

"It's not that simple."

"It can be. I like you; you like me. Let's be in a relationship."

"But it's not that easy. I've got a career to get back to soon, I've got interviews and auditions, and I won't be by your side forever."

This makes Harry frown, but you need him to understand, to make him realize you're not living in a fantasy.

"I get that, but you're here now, and I love every minute of it."

You're not sure why you're so defensive of being girlfriend and boyfriend. You're not sure if it's yourself not wanting to get hurt, and you'll prevent that by not labeling anything, but also know your feelings are well past that.

"I'm here now, but what about when I'm not."

"My feelings won't go away," Harry states, pleading for you to understand him. "I know this won't be easy. I know the industry was made for us to fall apart, but I promise I've never felt this way in my life. It is crazy how much I care for you, and I promise to fight for you every day." You've never seen him look so vulnerable and open with you, and you know that you're going to be saying yes.

Just won't be saying it in a room with his crew.

"I care for you too, mi amor. We'll sleep on it; finish this off tomorrow, I promise." Harry nods, knowing he won't get anything more out of you tonight.

"In the same bed?" He replies cheekily.

You chuckle, "yes, Harry. We'll sleep in your room now."

"Go say goodnight. I'm tired." He ushers you as he goes on to do the same.

You did not expect to have this conversation, but a good night's rest will allow you to see this in a new light, and who knows, by the end of tomorrow, you just might be Harry's girlfriend

New York City, New York Night Two

Harry had woken up early as he does most mornings to prepare for the show with his morning workout and now snuggles for you, except he woke up alone. Your side of the bed was cold, meaning you had left him for a while now. He picked his phone up with a huff hoping you'd be coming back soon, but that's when he spots the note attached to the back of his phone.

Hi darling,

Sorry to leave you, but Viola called me early and told me I was needed for a few interviews and to talk over my schedule for next year. Please know it was hard to leave you in bed all alone. I'll make it up to you. Now I'll be in the hotel's conference room.

I'll meet you at soundcheck.

Your, querida xxx

Harry's heart clenches at the sweet note you took the time to write him and makes sure to tuck it safely in his notebook that he has not had time to open and write in due to the busy past two days. He knows he's lucky with the limited amount of work you've had to do, but he misses you. He likes knowing you're close and watching him just as he watches you.

He goes on with his morning without you. Mitch invites him for breakfast, and he accepts only for the chance to see the young bub, only to find out Sarah took him for a walk as he was a little fuzzy. It's safe to say it makes him sad, he just wants a cuddle, and it's the reason why Sarah finds them on the couch with Harry with his head in Mitch's lap as they watch a documentary Mitch had been trying to watch. Sarah knows better than to ask, instead letting them know they'd have to head out soon to the venue.

Harry gets up, knowing he needs a few things to get ready, when his phone chimes signaling he received a message.

Belmonte 💛

Good to know, I'm replaceable. xx

Attached is a photo of his head in Mitch's laugh, with Mitch's hand playing with one of Harry's curls. It's a nice photo, and he gives props to Sarah for being so sneaky about it.

Harry

Yes, because you didn't give me a good morning kiss or snuggles. xx

Harry can picture you laughing at him, and gosh, he misses the sound.

Harry

Miss you xx

Belmonte 💛

Miss you too. See you soon xx

Not soon enough, Harry thinks to himself. He's tempted to go find you in whatever room you're in but knows better not to in the chance he interrupts you. He grabs his bag that holds all his essentials and leaves most of his stuff unpacked as they wouldn't be heading to Florida until the day before, wanting to enjoy their time there also because he wanted to spend time with you outside a venue.

Harry arrives and is greeted once again by most of the staff. He admires all the hard work they put in to make sure he has a good show and knows his crew is working just as hard to do the same. He knows he has the easy job to get on stage and entertain but knows he wouldn't be able to do it without every person on his team who makes it possible.

Jeff pushed up his soundcheck, meaning you were going to miss it as you had an hour before arriving, and it bummed him out. Harry knew there was nothing he could do, but he missed you. He had created a routine, and you were involved. You'd sit on the stage of the steps as he sang out a few songs, then would head to the dressing room together where you sit and meditate with him.

It's safe to say the day has gone by much slower without you by his side, it's nearing lunchtime, and you're still not here.

Glenne

With Bel, all is well. We'll be there soon.

Harry

You nicknamed her. It's cute.

Glenne

Yes, she's a fan of it as well.

Harry

Won't be mad if I use it?

Glenne

I'm honored.

Bel.

His Bel, he's called you all the sweet pet names he likes, and you called him H; it was only fitting for you to have one as well. He's a bit mad he didn't think of it himself.

Now he waits for you to arrive.

It's an hour before showtime, and Harry is angsty, unable to sit still because he's yet to see you. Glenne arrived ten minutes ago and offered no words as to why you weren't here. He didn't want to seem like a bother, so he didn't call.

There's a knock on his dressing room door, and he thinks about ignoring it for a second but decides against it when he finds you standing there with two plates of food in hand, an apologetic smile on your face.

"Dinner?" He nods, stepping aside letting you come in.

You set the plates down on the counter where a few of his hair products remained when Ayae came in earlier.

You turn to look at him, an apologetic look on your face. "Sorry, H. I really am. I know how important today is your second sold-out show, and I promised to be here, but Viola and Emerson failed to mention all this stuff for the start of the week. Then I had to plan out outfits with them for the red carpet appearances I have at the end of the year." Harry smiles at you, ramble on about your day, and he can tell how draining it was as you let out a sigh shooting him a smile as you see he made his way across the room to you.

Harry pulls you in for a much-needed hug on both parts. You wrap your arms tight around his waist, and he relaxes as he feels you let out a deep sigh letting him know that you were allowing yourself to forget everything else and just be with each other.

"Here now. Missed you, Bel." He kisses the top of your head repeatedly as you haven't allowed yourself to pull back just yet.

"Bel, like when you say it."

"Yeah, still just as special."

"Mhm, Glenne might have coined it, but pretty coming from you."

"Gosh, you really are the sweetest."

"Especially for you."

"Sweet enough to kiss?"

Harry feels you pull your head away from where you were resting it against his chest. You look up, locking eyes with him, and that's when he notices your makeup; you've got a darker eyeshadow, and on top are small stars scattered on both eyes.

"Baby, you got stars on you." Harry rests his hands on your cheeks, rubbing his thumbs back and forth over your skin.

"Just for you."

"Take a step back. Need a full look at you."

You do as he says, stepping back slowly in your red heeled boots. His eyes scan you up from your legs and up; he's tempted to ask what you have under but stops himself knowing he won't have time to enjoy that. You're wearing a black short silk dress, and as he scans your neck, he sees you wearing a necklace with several star charms.

"Gorgeous," he rasps out. "You're a dream, baby."

"Harry," you mutter, taking steps back over to him.

"What, just being honest."

You look up at him and pucker your lips, letting him know you want a kiss. He happily obliges, giving you a few pecks until you slipped a hand to the back of his neck, holding him still, and smacked your lips together in a steamy kiss. Harry squeezes your hips enough to leave you gasping when you feel him dig in, allowing him to slip his tongue inside. You don't fight him, letting him lead the kiss bringing you much-needed pleasure. You sigh against his mouth, pulling back as Harry chases after you.

"Let's eat." You lead him over the couch, sitting him down, and then bring over the two plates you'd be sharing.

Harry knew you were exactly what he was missing because being in here with you, he felt calm and relaxed. As if he wasn't frantic and stressed the entire day with you away. He cares for you so deeply; at one point, he was scared to be feeling all of this so fast, but a talk with his mum set him at ease.

She had asked him to imagine his future without Bel by his side, and it tore him up to think she might not be there. His mum, always the wise woman, told him that was his answer and to fight for you every chance he got, and that is what he will continue to do.

"I need to get dressed," he says after picking up both their plates and taking a look at the time of his phone.

You nod, standing up, "I'll head out then."

"No," he reached for your hand, not wanting you to take a step away from him. "Stay with me."

You don't even fight him on it, and he's grateful. You sit back on the couch, hand over your eyes to give him some privacy.

"Don't need to do that," he chuckles as he gets his polka dot trousers from the hanger.

"You want me to look at the goods?"

Harry removes the cream wrap blouse and slips it on. He secures it, looking in the mirror at how you can see his tattoos through the material. You're going to love it.

"Yes, besides myself, only you can see."

"Why is that?"

"Well, you let me see your goods, figured you deserve the same," he replies cheekily. "Open your eyes, querida."

You move your hand quickly as soon as he gives you the go-ahead.

He stands there, arms open to the side, giving you jazz hands, and he gets the reaction he wanted because you burst out laughing.

"This is definitely something," you lean forward, resting your elbows on your knees. "Can see your tits straight through."

"No shit." He sasses.

"Oh, you want them to be seen, such a tease."

"You know it, baby."

You stand up and stop in front of him, you gesture for him to spin around, and he does so with no questions asked. Your eyes are trained on his butt before lifting up to look at the smirk on his face.

"Well-fitted trousers are a look, H. Your ass chef's kiss," you bring your hand up to your lips and make an exaggerated kissing noise.

"So, you like my ass?" You nod; stepping closer, he narrows his eyes at you, not sure what you're going to do. You reach behind him and squeeze his perky bum. "Oi, Bel was not expecting that."

You're smirking, arms crossed as if you didn't just grope his bum, and you know he liked it as well by how his eyes have darkened. "You said I could look at the goods and figured touching was alright."

"It's always alright and encouraged." He tells you, leaning close to you and pressing a small kiss to your nose, making you scrunch it, not at all expecting that.

"Noted."

Harry pulls you in, hugging you, letting your laughter fade out until all you can hear is each other's breathing, and that's how you stay, you're not sure how long you hold each other until there's a knock on the door asking Harry if he's ready. There are five minutes for him to get to the stage.

"I'll see you after, right?"

"As soon as the band is off the stage, mi estrella."

He nods, grinning at you, and walks out behind Jeff as they walk him over to where he needs to be to get under the stage unseen. Harry stops in his tracks when he realizes he didn't do something and turns around, rushing to where he left you. He found you slipping the lanyard over your head, fixing your hair so that it didn't get tucked under.

"Bel, baby," you turn in surprise, knowing he had left but don't have the chance to say anything as he crashes your lips together. It's fast and hot; you grip his shoulders to stay upright. He pulls back breathless, smirking at your smeared lip gloss. "I need my good luck." And just like that, he's off again.

Harry feels on top of the world.

The crowd was terrific, from the moment he got on stage singing 'golden' everyone sang with him. Every lyric being sung with him had him feeling like nothing could stop this. He felt how much the stage was shaking and knew there was a hint of fear in the band, but nothing they all couldn't handle.

Harry took a moment to walk around the stage, waving and blowing kisses to everyone he could. He took a deep breath as he scanned the crowd right before 'cherry' he looked down to where he knew you'd be standing with Jeff and Glenne. He could not stop the smile that overtook his face when he spotted you as you all held up individual signs. It started with Jeff and Glenne to you and ended with Tom. Your signs together read, "I adore Harry!" He loved that Tom was the exclamation point, but what he loved most was how well you got on with friends. This had you and Glenne written all over it.

He pointed at you all, screaming 'my best friends' then blowing you all kisses that you all happily returned. Harry made sure to lock eyes with you as he made a show of catching your kisses and pressing them over his heart.

Harry knew there were cameras all over recording but did not care one bit. These were his people, and he'd show them all the love he could.

The show continued on, pausing every so often to cheer out for New York. He appreciated every place he got to visit and perform, but it's this arena that he felt he really made it all those years ago when his life was changing.

"Every time I play in this building feels so special. I was very lucky to play here the first time on December 3rd, 2012." The cheers get even louder, and he chuckles into the microphone. Hopefully, he'll get to come back for years to come.

The end of the show comes all too quickly after an emotional 'fine line' performance; he was gone for a few minutes to relax before the real ending. He feels like he flies through the last three songs quickly. He's dancing his heart out and really belting out the lyrics to 'kiwi' when he feels his world freeze because he spots you easily behind the crowd with Glenne hand in hand dancing. You're laughing without a care in the world; you don't notice the cameras pointed at you. You look up at the stage a lot, always making sure you have an eye of where he is, and fuck, it makes his heart skip a beat.

Harry wants to end tonight knowing they're something more. He knows what he has to do once he gets off stage.

After the show, Harry feels his adrenaline pumping, and it's not because of the end of the show; it's because he needs to find you. He spots you entering, trailing behind Jeff and Glenne, who he is quick to brush past. He takes a deep breath at your shocked reaction to him skidding to a stop in front of you. He holds your face gently with both hands making sure you're looking at him needing to know you're focused solely on him.

"All cards on the table. I'm putting everything out there for you. I'm all in."

Your eyes widened; you clearly weren't expecting this, especially somewhere so public, neither of you realizing that Jeff has made it, so everyone keeps walking, not letting them linger.

Harry wants you. It won't be easy, but you think of right now, at this moment, there's nothing else you want more. You want to be his; you want to be called his. You want to show him off to your made family.

"I'm all in. I'm all yours."

He looks into your eyes, searching for any hint of hesitation, but all he finds is warmth.

Harry leaned in and pulled you in as he kissed you softly. His full lips lightly moved over your's needing the contact. It meant more than any other moment he had the last two days. It was moving forward in their relationship. It was one step closer to a forever love.

He knows it's too soon to say he's been in love, but this feeling is so overwhelming he's sure if you weren't here keeping him grounded, he'd be floating off to become one with the universe. He understood it now, how much you could care for someone, and he hoped to never lose you.

"Girlfriend," He starts with the cheesiest grin on his face, "wait for me in the dressing room, please. Then I can introduce you to all my friends."

"Sure, H. I'll sit alone in your dressing room as you shower and everyone else parties," you sass jokingly, but let him lead you back to where he left you earlier in the night.

"Bel, come on."

"Alright, I'll wait."

"Thank you,"

He pecks your lip grabbing his bag with his change of clothes and towel. "Twenty minutes tops."

You know he's going to push thirty, but you can't even be upset about it, he's your boyfriend, and well, nothing can ruin that. As you wait, you decide to send a text to Naomi, who you're surprised hasn't called you as much but texted just the same, always making sure to check in with you and remind you that you've missed.

Y/N

So guess who's got a boyfriend.

You know she's sleeping, having had a full schedule at grad school today, but I can't wait for her to answer you in a few hours.

Y/N

It's me! I'm a girlfriend.

A girlfriend, it's been a while since your last relationship, and although you had your fears, it's like they all washed away knowing Harry feels the same as you. You're going to do everything to keep Harry in your life, and you know he's going to do the same.

Harry doesn't introduce you to everyone in that room but never explicitly says 'girlfriend' he told you the label was for you two and no one else. There would be no declaration on social media as so many people tend to do. This is yours, and even though Harry trusts everyone in that room, he's still selfish enough not to share you. Although, you're sure they all assume as Harry never lets you leave his side. You have so many conversations apologizing for not remembering names, everyone telling you it's alright even though in your head you're repeating over and over something they've told you with their name to not forget. Harry tells you to relax, that it's okay, but you like remembering people. You always love that moment; when they see you remember them, a glimmer of joy enters them.

All his friends speak highly of him, mentioning how he's one of the best people they know and how much he's helped or even reached out just to check how they were doing. Harry ends up doing a lot of blushing as his friends talk him up. There are also a few who cheekily mention why you're hanging out with Harry. You shock them all by joining in on the teasing, saying you almost rejected hanging out with him, but who could say no to those puppy dog eyes. That's when everyone realizes how perfect you are together. Not to mention that you both gave each other heart eyes the entire night.

You're finally making your way back to the hotel and are no longer tired. The entire night, you and Harry have been teasing each other with sly touches. He had his hand resting on your waist most of the night, slowly trailing down when you'd find a spot to sit together or at the small of your back where he'd rest it on your ass with a smirk on his face as you made no move to remove it encouraging him more. You gave it back just as much, letting your hands graze his arms, occasionally slipping a hand to the back pocket of his Gucci jeans as you let your other hand rest on his stomach, occasionally slipping your fingers up his shirt to graze his abs.

Harry followed you up to your hotel room, not even having to ask if you'd be sleeping together because the answer would be yes, but you both had something else in mind to do in bed, and it was not sleeping.

You slip out of your boots, rolling out your ankles as you wore them all night. You took a seat on the queen-sized bed as Harry roamed around, stopping at the window to admire the view as you do each morning.

"Your friends are great."

He hums, "they loved you."

"Oh, did they?"

"Yup, told me when you were saying bye to Mitch and Sarah."

"Hmm... I've never thought I was good with people, but with you by my side made everything so easy."

"Guess you have to keep me around."

"I guess so. Doesn't seem so bad to me." You share.

"Why's that?"

"You're hot for one," you say as you head to the restroom to remove the makeup you had one wanting to do your night routine to feel a little more refreshed.

"Go on," he says, intrigued.

"You're filthy rich, and you're funny. The full package." You lock eyes through the mirror, and you catch how his mouth falls open.

"I do sound perfect."

That makes you break your stare as you laugh out loud. Harry is always great at surprising you.

You wash your face with your cleanser, then reach for your next item as Harry comes to stand next to you, handing him the cleanser without a word letting him copy your previous action. You end it by rubbing the hydrating moisture onto your face and neck, looking over at Harry, who looks relaxed and smiley. That felt very domestic, and you loved every second of it.

Harry sits on the edge of the bed where you were seated earlier, legs spread open, and you go to stand in between them, your hands resting on his shoulder as you play with the small curls that are wrapped low by his neck.

"Hi baby," He whispers, looking up at you.

"Hello, sweetheart." You lean down and place a gentle kiss on his nose, "how you feeling?"

"Good, amazing with you in my arms."

"I'm proud of you."

"Bel, angel." His voice is soft.

"Can I show you how proud I am?" Your hands move down his chest to rest over his hardening cock. He hisses at the contact as you squeeze him, not all expecting this but enjoying every second of what you'll give him.

"Yes, querida. I'm yours." He breathes out.

You push your lips against his. Harry responds eagerly, pushing you down to sit in his laps as he enjoys the taste of you. Your lips move in perfect sync as your hands begin to roam every part of his body. Harry bites down on your bottom lip, pulling a gasp from you as you slip your hands up his shirt, needing it off, wanting to see him exposed to you. He slips it off, throwing it to a corner of the room, bringing you back to his lips; you break away when you feel his hands pushing up your dress to your waist, giving you more room to move freely.

You trail kisses down his neck, sucking harshly as you pull a loud moan from Harry before soothing it over with your tongue. He doesn't stop you because he knows he has a few days before the next show. He is giving you permission to mark him as yours. Just as he had done before. You stand up, your dress stuck on your hips as Harry takes in your pink satin panties as you sink down to your knees in front of him. It's a true sight to behold, lips full and plush due to all the kissing; he groans as he can see straight down your dress, and you smirk, knowing you have all the control.

You lean in, pressing kisses on his chest, treating each swallow delicately before stopping at his nipples. You move forward, feeling bold, and lightly licked one pebbled nipple. Harry sucks in a breath. You smiled against his skin and licked him again. When you hear him hiss out a breath, you kiss across his chest and deliver the same treatment to the other nipple. You sucked the hard little peak into your mouth, and at the same time, added pressure with your friends to the moist little peak you left behind.

You look up at Harry. He inclined his head, urging you to keep going. You run your hands down his body, over his firm broad chest, down the ridges of his abdomen, and over his hips. You stop right over the button of his pants waiting for the go-ahead, and after a nod of his head, you're unbuttoning and lowering the zipper. Harry raises his hips to help you get it down past his thighs, and you notice his cock standing straight; you smirk, seeing he was bare the entire night and even then decided to tease you.

You click your tongue, "Sweetheart, your cock's so big, H. So hard. All for me?"

"All for you."

You smirk, "You're naughty, bet you thought of me in the shower, wishing I would have jumped in with you, that I had given you my mouth sooner."

"Baby, please." He moans out as he feels your hands on his thighs, not once touching his cock that's hard and leaking just for you.

You leaned in close, pressing kisses to his thighs, stopping at his tiger, kissing it longer, looking up, locking eyes with Harry as you sucked, grazing your teeth over, enough to leave a bruise behind.

Just as you were about to kiss his tip, Harry stopped you.

"You don't have to do this?" He tells you, holding his hand under your chin, stopping you from moving forward, wanting to make sure you're listening and that you understand that he doesn't need this if you don't want it.

"Good thing I want to. Now lie back and enjoy, mi estrella."

You pause, the tip of his cock poised right at your lips. The sight is so fucking pretty to Harry; he wants it engrained in his head forever. His beautiful girl, in your silk dress with a flush face, is ready to pleasure him. Harry feels breathless and a lot turned on; he imagined this sight but never thought it would be much better than he ever thought.

"You okay?" You check one last time.

Harry lets out a deep breath and smiles, brushing your hair back, and your mouth lifts in a grin. Your tongue laves over the head in one broad stroke, and his eyes sink close.

"Fuck," Harry growls, pushing his hands into your hair.

"You like that?" you say, teasing him, your tongue flicking over him seductively.

"Very much, lovie." Harry feels as if you're spoiling him and enjoys the moment. "Take me deeper, my angel."

You obey, opening wide and sliding your lips all the way down his shaft.

"Y/N…" Harry groans, thrusting his hips up to meet you on the downstroke.

Harry watches every movement you make, licking and sucking. Occasionally, you open your eyes to meet his for a moment before those mesmerizing eyes sink closed again. You make little sighs of bliss as if the act of pleasuring him brings you pleasure.

Harry feels like the luckiest person alive to be sharing this with her, something so intimate and special. You continue to move up and down, and Harry feels his release start to build. Fuck, he needs you to stop. As much as he loves how well you take him, he needs more.

"Love." Using three fingers under your chin, Harry lifts your mouth. His cock slides out between your lips with a soft sucking noise, and he groans at the loss of suction. "I need all of you." His voice comes out in a ragged pant as he watches your expression change from a slight frown to one filled with lust hungry for more.

Harry helps you stand up; you're still all dressed compared to his naked form. You smirk, knowing you had the upper hand here, but not for long. You don't say anything, only reach to your side, slipping the well-hidden zipper down, allowing the dress to pool at your feet. Harry lets out a groan at your exposed breast, revealing you had no bra on all night in that gorgeous dress.

"You want the honors?" You gesture to your panties.

Harry doesn't need to be asked again as he slips them down your legs. He is quick to have you sitting on his lap only to flip you around, finally having you under him. His eyes take you in every curve and freckle; you've never felt so vulnerable yet so wanted. The lust shining in his eyes only ignites more.

He bent down and put his mouth on your breast, covering the nipple and sucking it into his mouth. Your back arched as you gasped, the sensation so sharp. You reached for his head, sliding your fingers into his hair to hold him to you. The soft strands felt like silk against your palm. You wanted to have him this close, always. You sucked in much needing air and pressed his head closer. Harry took direction well; he bit at you and sucked at your nipple, then blew a cool breath across it to make it pucker. He moved to do the exact same thing to your other nipple and, for the next several minutes, proceeded to drive you more than a little crazy.

Harry's tongue flicked at your nipples, which you never considered sensitive. Tonight...they ached with sensation; you squirmed so much, you failed to realize he moved his hands to your ribs to hold you down.

You liked that. Oh, fuck, you liked that a lot. Harry began to kiss his way down your body, your hands dropping to his shoulders. Harry had one thing in mind. He slipped his fingers between your thighs, checking to see how ready you were, and you were soaking for him. A large smile fell on his face; he pressed a kiss to your stomach, getting off of you. Before you could say anything, he pulled a condom out of his jeans pockets. You reached your hands out for him to come back, and he took it, pressing a kiss to your palm before dropping it back to your side.

You needed him, but he stayed just out of grasp. And made sure you watched as he rolled the condom down his length. His intense focus made your lungs struggle for air. You've never been this affected by a man and knew Harry was going to ruin you for life.

You saw the way his expression tightened when he leaned forward again and rubbed the tip of his cock against your clit. Biting back a moan, you reached for his forearms, fingers digging into taut muscles as the ache between your legs built. Your hips rose to meet his, and his lips covered yours again for a kiss that fuzzed your brain.

You needed him inside to fill the aching void and make you come. But he wouldn't move; you were at his mercy.

His kisses were amazing. You cherished each one, but you needed more. You slid your hands up his arms as he worked his mouth over yours; you stopped for a few seconds to pet his shoulder before gliding down his back.

His skin heated beneath your psalm, so smooth. You felt all his muscles and released a moan as you felt each one as your hands smoothed down to his thighs and then up again, teasing closer to the seam splitting his cheeks; you felt his groan rumble in his chest as his hips rocked forward.

Yes, this is what you wanted.

Hands-on his hips, you tugged Harry closer. Except, he wouldn't budge. With a moan, you pulled away from his lips, one hand rising to sink into his hair; you tugged, not hard to hurt, but enough to get his attention. Except, Harry didn't falter. No, he was letting you know he was in control.

Instead of connecting your lips again, he bent to put his mouth on your neck. He laid a string of kisses down your neck to your collarbone then followed that to your shoulder. And then he bit you. The sting made you gasp and lit your entire body on fire, a blazing hot lust eating you up from the inside. And then you felt his fingers rubbing between your thighs once more, testing your readiness.

"Oh god, Harry."

"I like you saying my name. Do it again."

"Harry, please. Harry."

He smirked, "Now you're going to scream it."

You did as soon as he ripped his hand away but replaced it immediately with his cock as he slid inside, slowly allowing you to adjust. You know he was holding back for you. You urged him on as he slid more and more until he was in all the way.

You felt so full, you couldn't stop moaning his name as he began to move his hips. He started off slow, allowing you both to get used to each other, but soon all you needed was more.

"Harry," you moaned, "more, please."

His hips thrust with a controlled speed, fuck, you felt wound tightly knowing you were close. Harry knew that as he felt you squeeze him, he kept you close to the edge. You were close to coming when he would adjust his pace or angle to get you to the edge again. Fuck, he truly loved his edging.

Harry lowered his body until you were pressed together; he held himself up on one elbow to not rest all his weight on you, not that you would have noticed. You were too lost in the pleasure to care or notice. You came with a shudder and moan, sinking your teeth in his pec as he rode you through it. Only when you let your head fall back, gazing into his eyes, did he thrust one last time before holding still and letting his cock pump inside you.

He sighed, dropping his head to rest on your neck, pressing several kisses as you both tried to catch your breath. You've never felt so in tune with someone else; felt as if he knew exactly what you needed. You turned your head, nudged his head with your nose, needing him to look at you, and it's when he lifts his head do you see his emerald eyes staring at you soft, full of, dare you say, love and admiration.

"Hi, mi amor."

A lazy smile takes over his face, "Hi, love."

"You good."

"I'm marvelous, you, love?"

"Good, you're wondrous." You whispered, gazing into his eyes. You see the blush on his cheeks, and it's not because of what you just finished doing.

"You're perfect. Treat me so well."

"Ditto."

You lean forward, giving him a soft peck, "let's get you cleaned up." He leans up and slowly pulls out of you, and you kiss at how sensitive you are. He gets up and gets rid of the condom in the bathroom before coming back with a damp, warm towel. "Got to open up for me, baby." You spread your legs open as Harry cleans you up carefully, knowing how sensitive you are after you hiss at first contact. Harry has his eyebrows furrowed as he focuses on cleaning you, you reach forward to brush his hair away, and he lets out a sigh. "Darling, alright?"

"Mhm, thank you, mi amor."

"Course, love."

You make grabby hands at Harry, wanting him to come lay with you; he laughs, leaning in to kiss you before pulling away, keeping you content for a few seconds.

"H, come here. Time for bed."

He chuckles, "you want something to wear, love?"

You look down before looking up at him shaking your head no, and slip under the covers after Harry strips off the top one. He comes around and climbs in behind you, pulling you in close. Harry has you turn to let you rest your head on his chest as you both relax, taking in the quietness of the moment. It was a magical moment together, and you both know no words are needed because you have each other.

"I'm falling hard, darling." He confesses after a while of laying in bed together after he cleaned you up, knowing you're both close to falling asleep.

"Me too, mi amor."

"Will you catch me?" His voice is soft; you can hear the vulnerability in asking.

"I'm going to try, as long as when I do, I don't lose you."

"Never," Harry assures you.

And that is enough for you.

You sigh, letting yourself relax and let yourself be lulled to sleep to the steady beat of his heart. An arm wrapped around your waist, keeping you close to his side.

You're traveling city to city with a man you're falling in love with. If it's all a dream, you hope you never wake up.

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Rio & Buster

Rio: Who's in your bit rn Buster: Diego and Gus Rio: Oh good Rio: well too fast for Tommy Buster: He's got that fucked knee, like Rio: That's a poltie way to say he just got outwitted by a couple of toddlers Buster: Yeah Rio: You want me to come take 'em away or is there someone else in there with Buster: Just me, that was the appeal initially Rio: Lucky you Rio: I've gained a shadow, like Buster: Can't really tell a 6 year old to fuck off Buster: Shame Rio: Yeah Rio: you remember how to sign it if you need to? Buster: 'Course Rio: 👍 Buster: 🍀 Rio: Please Rio: got quite enough pride assaulting me without you starting Buster: Fine Buster: Since you remembered your manners about it Rio: I don't remember you being this concerned with manners, ever Buster: That's how you know I'm taking the piss even when you can't actually keep up Rio: If I hadn't kept up, I wouldn't feel this shit today, like Buster: It don't mean you did Buster: Half of what I had would knock you over Rio: and you don't know the half of what I had Rio: only brought me a few, don't get carried away Buster: I'm not asking for a list, like Rio: You won't be getting one Rio: don't fancy boking to top it off Buster: There weren't any brandy on it, I already checked Buster: You'll be grand Rio: Tah for the concern 😏 Buster: You're so welcome Rio: Okay, take the piss all you like but its weird when you're polite Buster: Fuck you then Rio: More like it Buster: I do aim to please Buster: Everybody knows that Rio: A long way from Chelsea, boyo Buster: No shit Rio: Be home for you in no time Rio: no O'somethings in sight Buster: Counting the seconds, like Rio: Do it quietly Buster: Diego and Gus ain't concerned Rio: not much does them Rio: 'cept being forced to particiate in family shit Rio: got a lot in common Buster: Yeah Rio: monosyllabic is alright but if you go full catatonic, I'll have to tell someone Rio: you know the rules Buster: I know they're meant to be broken Buster: So don't worry about it Rio: Sure Rio: that rule goes without saying Buster: They're on the move Buster: Do you want me to follow 'em? Rio: Can you Rio: I'll head up now but just so they don't get lost lost Buster: Sure Rio: 👍 Rio: [hunt 'em down girl] Buster: [Buster just awkwardly lurking so they don't die] Rio: [just nodding a little like thanks then and 'leave you to it again' before chasing 'em off] Buster: [forever watching her go like it's nothing] Rio: [rip] Buster: [at least most of the fam are having a nice time, god bless] Rio: [if that ain't being a teenager tbh, even if you weren't secretly in love with your cousin, like] Buster: [one is relatable if not the other lol] Rio: [let time pass] Rio: you want a coffee from the cafe? Buster: Less want, more need Rio: Exactly Rio: it'll be shit but I don't have any coke on me either Buster: You're a continual source of disappointment to me, Cavante Rio: Not the magic word Buster: Should be Buster: It's more motivational Rio: Don't change career plan Rio: put it that way Buster: I don't intend to Rio: and I don't need motivating Buster: Just shit coffee, alright Rio: Currently Rio: don't imagine you'll be coming up with any better plans any time soon Buster: I easily could but I can't imagine including you in 'em regardless Rio: Yeah yeah Rio: shut up and don't be a dick whilst I wait for these drinks at least Buster: [pops up like oh hey because that dick 'I'll wait, you sit'] Rio: [shooketh but does best not to show it, goes and sits like] Buster: [doing that whole waiting and paying thing] Rio: [sneak peeks honey Buster: [blatantly has also bought her a 🍪 or something cos nerd so bringing that over] Rio: [when you're confusion but not gonna turn down a free cookie #same and drinking that coffee like you need it to live 'cos you do] Buster: [Likewise drinking that coffee as fast as he can without burning his tongue lol] Rio: [just having a silent coffee break] Buster: [so awkward] Rio: [at least you aren't running away lads] Buster: [proud of you] Rio: [look like better? when they're done] Buster: [clearing the shit away so he don't have to answer because not really lbr] Rio: [can have Grace come find her #obsessed so they don't have to do this rn] Buster: [hey girl hey when he'd literally run off cos she's that annoying haha] Rio: Oh cheers Buster: Don't mention it Rio: can't you come entertain her Rio: you're clearly good with kids Buster: It ain't me she wants Rio: 🙄 I'm tired Buster: I'll go score us some lines then, yeah? Rio: Yeah, obvs Buster: I am gonna get out of here though Buster: So if anyone asks you ain't seen me in ages Rio: Why am I covering for you Buster: 'Cause you're not a snitch Rio: Sure about that one now Buster: Always been sure about it Rio: Off you go then Buster: Cheers for the permission Rio: You don't have it but I'm sure that's part of the appeal Buster: I don't need yours and I don't want theirs Rio: Exactly Buster: It's your own fault you're too popular to come with Rio: I don't imagine I was invited Rio: and how is it anyway Buster: Best big sister ever is likely to be missed in a second, like Rio: not a choice Buster: Yeah it is Rio: not for me Buster: More fool you Buster: Enjoy being tired and bored Rio: Thanks Rio: for not getting it Buster: I get it, I just choose not to pander to it Buster: The way you've made yours ain't my problem Rio: Its beyond apparent that you don't but that's not anyone's but yours today Buster: Whatever you say, babe Rio: What you said, yeah Buster: Nah but feel free to put words in my mouth if it ends this convo quicker Rio: Talking about you and your sister, actually Rio: not exactly aspirational Buster: Good Buster: Even you can aim higher than she is Rio: She's not the one fucking up Buster: That's debatable Rio: And you have nothing like a majority Buster: Woe's me Rio: Seriously Buster: How will I ever win now? Oh yeah that's right, easily Rio: Only by your own definition Rio: we can all do that, McKenna Buster: Why are you such a loser then? Rio: Because your definition means fuck all to me Buster: And yours means even less than that to me Buster: Save your breath for running around after the kids Rio: 💔 Buster: I know Buster: At least you wear it well though Rio: Thought you would have matured a bit by now Rio: how awkward Buster: Do yourself a favour and don't think about me so much Rio: I'm not pretending I've got somewhere else to be Buster: Me either Rio: uhuh Buster: I've left the shit museum, I don't have to have a destination in mind beyond that Buster: But since you're so interested I'll probably go to the gym Rio: You know they won't let you use the weight machines Rio: you're too little Buster: Hilarious Buster: Last night I was tall Rio: They got age limits Rio: don't want any weird body builder kids Buster: I didn't ask you to worry about how I'm spending the rest of my day Rio: Who's worrying but you Buster: You're going on about it more than my parents ever have about anything so obviously you Rio: so your parents are shit Rio: got it, it was kinda obvious without you banging on about it Buster: It's the first time I've mentioned them so what's actually obvious is that I'm not banging on about anything Rio: Don't cry Buster: You already did that so there's not really much point Buster: I'd just look like a copycat Rio: Yeah, and you're NEVER that 😂 Buster: Not of anything you do, no Rio: just all your really cool friends Buster: They follow my lead Rio: of course Buster: I'll let you know if Diego and Gus are successful in making their own escape and I see 'em on the street Buster: No need to pretend you wanna chat to me beyond that Rio: Not me that can't hold a conversation Rio: but thanks Buster: I never said you can't, I said you don't want to Rio: Same difference, clearly Buster: There's loads of difference Rio: I don't doubt you're able to string together more than two words at a time but if you ain't with me, why would I care Buster: I can be as coherent as you like, the fact remains you don't like it Rio: You haven't said anything worth listening to for years, Buster Buster: And you know why Buster: Until you wanna acknowledge that, Rio, there'll continue to be fuck all to say and even less to listen to Rio: Don't speak to me like that Rio: where the fuck have you been, when have you ever tried to acknowledge it Rio: don't put it all on me when you're just as complicit, good or bad Buster: Don't speak to me at all Buster: You know where I went Buster: Where the fuck are you? Rio: Do I Buster: It's no secret, it's never been Buster: I'm still there, any time you feel like looking me up Rio: You ain't Rio: and maybe I ain't either Buster: It ain't that simple, like it or not Buster: I'm still the same person Rio: I don't see it Rio: we aren't Buster: You see what you wanna see Buster: Just like every fucker else Rio: Who wants this Rio: why would I Rio: its fucking Buster: You made choices that got you here Buster: If you don't wanna be, make different ones Rio: I didn't just make a choice Rio: it was mutual Rio: and it ain't that simple, like it or not Buster: I'm where I need to be, it's that simple for me Rio: You're where your parents put you Rio: you've got no ownership over that Buster: I didn't mean geographically Rio: Neither did I Buster: Then you're wrong, I do have ownership over it Buster: I've done what I've done 'cause I have to do it, end of Buster: I can't be in any other place with you Rio: You could Rio: but you've made your choice Rio: I just hope it is 'yours' Buster: I don't do things for anyone else Buster: That's you Rio: Alright Rio: here's me pretending to believe that Buster: Fuck off Buster: I'm a selfish cunt there's no pretending otherwise Rio: 👍 Rio: not saying you're not giving it your best shot Buster: Nah, you're too busy acting like I backed you into a corner you don't wanna be in Rio: How would you know Rio: did we ever talk about it Rio: no Rio: have you asked since Rio: also no Buster: I know 'cause I used to know you and I still know what matters to you Buster: So we don't need to talk about it Buster: And I'm not gonna ask Rio: Fine Buster: Yeah Rio: Like I said, you have no fucking idea Buster: And what, you really don't think that's for the best? Rio: It's what it is Buster: No, come on, you want me to know you like that Buster: You wanna give any power to me Rio: It ain't about want Rio: pretend all you like Buster: What is it about then? Rio: Don't do yourself down Rio: you know Buster: You're lamenting that chat we never had, you tell me Rio: Forget it Rio: if you aren't gonna at least do me the favour of keeping up Buster: I told you, I'm not a charity Buster: Say it Rio: Neither am I Buster: As far as your boyfriend is concerned, probably reconsider the stance Buster: You could do loads better otherwise Rio: There's nothing wrong with my boyfriend Buster: If that were true he'd get a girl his own age Rio: Well he's always liked me Rio: and I'm better than any girl his age Buster: Oh please Rio: I am Rio: but I don't need you to think so, he already does Buster: I already said you can do better than that cunt, I don't need you to feed me a rehearsed line Rio: I like him Rio: you don't even know him Buster: Thank fuck I don't Buster: He's obviously a nonce Rio: Shut up Rio: you're so childish Buster: Don't let him round your sisters Buster: You'll be too old for him soon Rio: Stop Rio: you aren't funny Buster: It isn't funny Buster: But I'll get my mum to have a word with you before we go, she's got more experience than me Rio: Yeah, make it something it ain't Rio: she's not pissed off with you enough, like Rio: use her trauma for whatever point you think you have Buster: I don't give a shit how angry she is at me Buster: You either Buster: I'm right and he's fucking wrong Rio: Well it ain't your decision is it so Buster: As long as it's yours Rio: Ha ha Buster: Don't Buster: You ain't this stupid Rio: I'm not stupid at all Buster: So stop acting like it Rio: I'm not Rio: he's actually nice Buster: All's forgiven then Buster: Fuck's sake, Rio Rio: What Rio: you either want me to move on or you don't Rio: you can't have it both ways Buster: Any cunt can be nice Rio: Yeah well loads aren't Buster: That don't mean you should settle for the first one who is Buster: If I can have it any way, I'll have it that you do better Rio: Alright, thanks for the input Buster: Come on Rio: You Rio: why do you think you get a say when I just have to watch you making loads of mistakes yourself Buster: You know why Rio: You're in or you're out Rio: and we know which way it is when it comes down to it Buster: End it with him Rio: You're not being fair Rio: you don't talk to me Rio: you won't Buster: I can't be fairer, break up with him and I won't fucking kill him Rio: For God's sake Buster: Bring him into it as well if you want Buster: I don't care Rio: I'm not going to dump someone 'cos you tell me to Rio: if I do it'll be because I want to Buster: As long as you do it, the reason doesn't matter to me Rio: I'm not doing anything right now Buster: I'm not asking you to, you've got til I leave Buster: I can't kill him if I ain't here Rio: He's not done anything, like Buster: I've only got your word for that and it's for shit when you talk about him so Rio: Why is it Buster: Read back all the bullshit you said and ask me that again if you still feel like it's a fair question Rio: It isn't bullshit Rio: he is nice, we argue sometimes or he annoys me but that's normal Rio: I'm not an idiot Buster: Like I said, if you're not, stop acting like one Buster: You can't tell me that him being older ain't weird Rio: You just don't wanna hear it 'cos you've made your mind up Rio: and it's not, it's good, he has a moped and a job so we can actually do things Buster: I don't wanna hear about the things you do, cheers Rio: Don't be gross Buster: Do you love him? Rio: That's way too serious Rio: It's not been that long or Rio: no Buster: Okay Rio: You know how it is Buster: Do I? Rio: 'Course Rio: don't need to be on your socials to know Buster: You can just admit you are, I reckon we're slightly past the feigned indifference Rio: Alright Rio: I'm allowed to Buster: You've always been allowed to do whatever the fuck you want Rio: Backatcha Buster: Just forget it, I'm calmer now Buster: Your boyfriend can live to nonce another day Rio: Really Buster: What? Rio: It's fine, just exactly what I said Buster: Alright Rio: Actually, no it ain't Buster: Yeah well Rio: Don't yeah well me Buster: Don't tell me how to speak Rio: You've really just dropped that to drop it Rio: why Buster: What are you talking about? Rio: Fuck that Rio: don't try to gaslight me too Buster: Calm down Buster: Jesus Christ Rio: No, just 'cos you have doesn't mean I am too Rio: you've just thrown all your bullshit at me and then bounced Buster: That ain't even close to all my bullshit, first of all Buster: Second of all, I told you I was calmer not calm, and you ain't helping Rio: You know what I mean still Rio: and if you don't care why should I Buster: And if I do care, is that actually gonna change anything Buster: 'Course not Rio: It isn't me saying that Buster: So what are you saying? Rio: If you cared, of course it matters Buster: I didn't say it wouldn't Buster: I told you it wouldn't change anything and it won't Rio: Who says Rio: beside you, obviously Buster: Come on Buster: Every reason we had to do what we did and not do other shit are still there Rio: There's no reason it has to be this shit Buster: I'm the reason Buster: I ain't gonna be nice to you, keep hold of your boyfriend for that Rio: You wanna be Rio: I know you're capable Buster: Don't tell me what I want Buster: Or what I'm capable of Rio: Try and tell me either is wrong Buster: I told you years ago, I don't wanna say something I can't take back Rio: Yet you do it all the time Rio: as long as it's something nasty and vile, then that's alright Buster: If it keeps you at arm's length or further then yeah, it is Rio: Alright me Rio: but you do it to everyone Rio: your parents, Nance Buster: They get what they deserve Buster: You think they're all sweetness and light to me? Rio: Of course I don't Rio: you're gonna end up alone though Rio: it needs to be sorted, all of it Buster: How I end up ain't your problem, least of all 'cause there won't be one Rio: Yes it is Rio: I'm not the one pretending I don't give a shit about anyone else in this family Buster: Well you don't have to give a shit about me, like you said, I'm barely in it Rio: You act like you aren't Rio: still are regardless Buster: I won't be as soon as my mum and dad can no longer force me Buster: Hold it together for like another year or two at most and then you don't need to see me Rio: Cool, you wanna be like Joe then Buster: I can do without the intravenous drugs, like Rio: That's not why no one ever talks about him Rio: you ain't stupid Buster: Don't talk to me as though I am then Buster: I know everything you know about Joe Rio: so why do you wanna join that club of 2 Rio: pretend you don't have a family Buster: I keep telling you, I don't follow no cunt Rio: you do keep saying that Buster: This family pretends a lot worse, start your crusade there if you're on one Rio: I try Rio: more fool me, right Buster: Yeah Buster: Cheers for saying it so I don't have to Rio: Fuck this Rio: your absence has been noted, btw Rio: stay wherever the fuck you are out of sight, like Buster: Whatever Buster: In no rush to go home regardless of your warning Rio: You're welcome Buster: I feel it, babe Rio: You know who to blame Buster: I'm not blaming anyone Buster: I'll own it Buster: Even if you don't thank me for leaving you alone Rio: Bullshit Rio: you take out how crap you feel on everyone Rio: so don't fucking own it Rio: blame yourself, actually Rio: or sort yourself out Buster: Cheers but I don't need motivating any more than you did earlier Rio: Such a waste, you Rio: I'm not giving it out to you Buster: Good, don't Buster: 'Cause what's bullshit is you thinking you have any idea what I feel like Rio: Yeah Rio: 'cos happy people act like you, Buster Buster: Most people don't feel the need to put an act on at all, babe Rio: did I say I was happy Rio: no Rio: but you're a miserable prick and it don't take fuck all to see it Buster: Did I ever say I wasn't? Rio: You said I had no idea how you feel Buster: You don't Buster: That don't mean I was putting myself at the happy end of the scale Rio: No shit Buster: What the fuck do you want from me, Rio? Buster: This ain't confession Rio: Can't you just be fucking happy Rio: is that so much to ask Buster: Yeah Buster: Especially when you're the one asking Rio: Well then Buster: Do it for me Buster: You be happy Rio: This isn't about me Buster: For me it is Buster: So much of this shit is about you Rio: Oh thanks Rio: I'm not trying to make you miserable Buster: I didn't mean it like that Buster: I don't want you to be miserable either, that's all Rio: Yeah Rio: I know Buster: You know you would be, yeah? Buster: This way it's not as bad as it could be Buster: And I'm not as bad for you as I could be Buster: End of Rio: Its just Rio: sometimes its hard to believe it could be much worse Buster: I know Buster: How's Edie? Rio: I think she's having a good day Rio: beyond that Rio: you know Buster: Yeah Rio: think she's enjoying them not being here Rio: god knows how it'll be when they're back Buster: Let me know Buster: Not that there's fuck all I can do from Chelsea or anywhere else Buster: But still Rio: There's fuck all I can do from the same house, like Rio: so don't worry Buster: 'Course I won't Buster: I only worry about myself, clearly Rio: 'Course Buster: I can't offer you a good day but if you want a good night Buster: It won't be that hard to find me Rio: ? Buster: What's your question? Rio: I have a few Buster: Fine, what are your questions? Rio: How, where and why are you breaking the rules after laying them down again Buster: Well how is easy, I'll send a cab for you Buster: But I can't predict the future, that was your game, so the where will have to wait Buster: You already know the why Rio: Alright Rio: even though the how was more how are you gonna give me a good night Rio: that's a prediction too, yeah? Buster: Come on, you only wish you didn't know who the fuck I am Rio: Wouldn't waste a wish Buster: Bring your boyfriend if you want, it'll make it even easier for me to beat the shit out of him Rio: Obviously not Buster: I'll allow it 'cause of my feelings about sharing Buster: But it ain't very nice of you Rio: If I wanted to see that, I'd come to one of your matches Buster: The invitation has been extended and been standing for years, babe Buster: It ain't my fault you never wanna cheer for me for some reason Rio: I wonder Buster: Get yourself another coffee, I'll make sure you need it Rio: 😏 Rio: Any excuse to lose the trail of kids behind me for a second Buster: I would come and distract 'em but I'm one of the notorious Irish myself now so Rio: The quickest way to get yourself recognized in here Rio: given the names already in, like Buster: This could be my last night of freedom as things already stand with how many missed calls and angry texts I've got Buster: You're gonna make it count with me, yeah? Rio: 'Course I am Rio: you know me Buster: Good Rio: arguably your lack of freedom will just be more shit like today though, you do realize Rio: so, not really any more punishment than you was getting so you may as well go all in now Buster: I'm going all in anyway Buster: For you Rio: Good Buster: It will be, I've just had the best idea Rio: but I've got to wait and see? Buster: Do you want the surprise or do you wanna help? Rio: You know how helpful I am Rio: shameless Buster: Put together a guestlist of the least cunty people you know then Buster: I have the ideal party venue Buster: And I'm gathering supplies as we speak Buster: If there's any left over wedding booze, take it Buster: I'll say it was me Rio: Alright Rio: I'm in Rio: I won't get caught, or in trouble Rio: but I don't mind taking my share if it did happen Buster: I know but I ain't letting you Buster: Tonight's about making things less shit for you not more Rio: What about you? Buster: What about me Buster: I didn't call a truce for you to question it that hard Rio: Okay, okay Rio: no more questions, deal? Buster: You not gonna ask me where it is? Buster: You'll have to tell your friends, like Rio: Go on then Buster: [sends her the deets cos my idea is that it's a house baze have bought to do up but not done yet hence it'd already lowkey be trashed] Rio: Not even gonna question how much shit you may or may not get in for this Rio: more the merrier? Buster: I said all in 'cause I meant all in Rio: I'm remembering Buster: For tonight you can trust me Rio: Cinderella rules Buster: But if you piss off at midnight I will take the piss out of you Buster: 🤴 or not Rio: Fair Rio: Not that bitch Rio: won't be wearing glass shoes either Buster: I ain't carrying your shoes about whatever they're made of 'cause I'm nobody's bitch Buster: Would be a good weapon though Rio: I don't take my shoes off mid-party either, 'scuse you Rio: gotta commit to the look and deal with the consequences, like Buster: Does it hurt though? Buster: Like actually or are some girls just dramatic Rio: Nah it does Rio: but if you don't do it now you'll be in your 20s still hobbling 'round Rio: gotta toughen up Buster: Good to know Rio: Its your skin being pinched 'til it rubs off, not fun but you know Rio: when you're as short as I am, what's the alternative Buster: Get your boyfriend to carry you Buster: If he wasn't such a pussy Rio: Around a party, all night Rio: okay Rio: not actually a princess Rio: and you need at least four footmen for that, so Buster: I could easily do it Rio: So could he Rio: but you'd both want a drink at some point 😂 Buster: He couldn't carry a dozen eggs, first of all Buster: Second of all, if you can't aim a drink into a lad's mouth while they are carrying you about, what the fuck are you playing at Rio: 😏 Rio: You're ridiculous Buster: If this girl I invited shows her face, I'll show you Rio: You might wanna ask her if she'd like to be carried around first, like Buster: She'll love it Rio: Who doesn't Buster: Exactly Rio: 🙄 Buster: Shut up Rio: I didn't say anything Buster: You don't have to Buster: I received the emoji, like Rio: What would you prefer Rio: Emoji-wise Buster: Do you really want me to answer that, babe? Rio: You can Buster: I know I can, I asked if you wanted me to Rio: Sure Rio: I'm nosy as fuck Buster: You're distracting as fuck Rio: Its been said Buster: Yeah, I just said it Rio: I think you've said it before Rio: as well Buster: It's been true before Rio: Yeah Rio: Who is this girl then Buster: I ain't telling you Buster: You could know her Rio: Well I'll see if she comes, won't I Buster: You can't warn her off when she's already through the door though Buster: She'll see me and not give a fuck about anything else Rio: Why would I do that Buster: If you know her, why wouldn't you? Buster: It's no secret you think I'm a cunt Rio: Anyone I know and like would know that Buster: Whatever Buster: It don't sound like she's coming anyway Rio: Sorry Rio: if its any consolation my boyfriend won't be there 'cos you want him to be Buster: I only want him dead, don't get it twisted Rio: I wasn't implying it was 💕 Buster: I'm not gay 'cause my twin is Buster: Sorry for his loss Rio: I'm sure he's devastated Buster: Undeniably Rio: 😏 Buster: So will she be when she hears how good our party was Rio: Duh Buster: What time do you want your cab? Rio: Earlier side Rio: just in case nan or granddad ask where I'm going Buster: Alright Buster: I'm already there sorting shit so easily done Rio: I can help Rio: I've got the leftovers Buster: Get ready and tell me when you are Rio: 👌 Buster: Not that it matters 'cause I'm stuck wearing this Rio: Don't you think you ALWAYS look good? Buster: Fuck off Buster: I obviously do but I could also obviously do better Rio: You look fine, calm down Buster: Get the word fine out of your mouth in relation to how I look Rio: 😶 Buster: So fucking rude Rio: You don't need me to tell you anything, come on Buster: Shut up then Buster: You're meant to be getting ready Rio: I can multitask Rio: and you're meant to be in truce mode Buster: A truce doesn't turn me into a pussy Rio: That isn't the same thing Rio: you can not tell me to shut up and still not be a pussy, like Buster: You can not tell me I look fine and still not like me Rio: Are you really that offended Rio: I meant it in a good way Buster: Yes Buster: I'd never tell you that you look fine Buster: Fuck fine Rio: Alright Rio: I take it back Buster: Don't bother Rio: Ugh Rio: why not Buster: 'Cause it ain't genuine in the slightest Rio: How do you know Rio: take me at my word Buster: Use better ones and I will Rio: I just tried and you cockblocked me Buster: Try harder Rio: Do you want your ego stroked or not Rio: why make me work for it Buster: There's fuck all you don't have to work for Buster: That ain't a rule I've made Rio: You're being dumb Rio: if I was asking for a compliment, sure Buster: You're being annoying Rio: Well I don't know why we're still talking about this honestly Buster: Like I said, shut up then Rio: You too Buster: Consider it done Rio: I am ready though Buster: Alright Buster: Where do you want picking up from? Rio: I'm gonna walk down to the phonebox from my house Rio: send it there Buster: Okay Rio: How many missed calls are you on? Buster: 37 Rio: Oof Rio: that's rough Buster: It's standard Buster: That trauma we both mentioned, it makes her highkey about shit like this Rio: Nah I get it Rio: have you told her you're safe or anything, like Buster: She knows I'm alive, like Buster: Not that cruel Rio: Good Rio: don't know how in I could go if I was worrying about that, like Buster: Don't worry, when you're got a dead kid the other two automatically step it up in making sure you know they ain't Rio: Makes sense Buster: Can't break all the rules in one day, it'd make tomorrow really fucking boring Rio: Again, no need or reason to argue with that Rio: although I can't promise you a good day either, obviously Buster: You could but I won't hold you to it Buster: Truce'll be over when the party is Rio: Tah for the faith though Rio: forget you said it in the AM too Buster: Forget whatever you like Rio: Is that permission? Buster: Do you need it? Rio: Just taking the piss Rio: always seems to amuse you Buster: Sure it'll amuse the cabbie too Rio: No doubt Rio: I'm a delight Buster: I don't have that much faith in you, babe Rio: Fuck off, like Buster: Definitely don't have enough faith to leave you here on your own if I did Rio: 😑 Bollocks Buster: Nah Rio: I'm a much better host than you Buster: That's the issue Buster: Too welcoming if anything Buster: If only I could trust you as far as I could carry you Rio: Don't be such a dick Rio: you don't know me like that Buster: I know you're too nice Buster: It's not much of a read though, you can calm down Rio: I know what you're saying Buster: Good, I won't need to repeat or rephrase Rio: Me either Rio: fuck off Buster: Fine, see you soon, Cavante Rio: Mhmm Buster: Don't start on the leftovers without me Rio: There's enough to go 'round or I wouldn't bother bringing it Buster: Still Rio: Don't be telling me what to do on top of everything Buster: Come on Buster: I'm asking Rio: and it's bold of you to reckon you can Rio: but don't worry, its in the boot Buster: Fortune favours that shit Rio: Lucky you Buster: Yeah Buster: 🍀🤴 Rio: When it suits Buster: Did you learn nothing at that museum? It's such an advantage how could it not always suit Rio: Not really Buster: Shame on you and obviously a shame in general Rio: 💔 Rio: can tell on me if you like Rio: earn back some brownie points Buster: Not til tomorrow Buster: I probably won't remember by then Rio: so you're a snitch now too Rio: Shame on you and obviously a shame in general Buster: Fuck off Buster: No Rio: Convincing, McKenna Buster: If I need to convince you of that, you can turn the cab around and find something else to do Rio: I've invited everyone now Buster: Don't mean I have to let you in Rio: like to see you try and stop me Rio: don't be a pussy Buster: I know you would but the door'll stop you easy enough Rio: Gonna lock your guests in Rio: very welcoming Rio: they're mostly my mates, in what world am I not getting in Rio: avoid me and I'll avoid you Buster: In what world could I not pick you up and throw you out Rio: Don't fucking touch me Buster: How are you gonna stop me? Rio: Do it and find out Buster: Behave and I won't have to embarrass you in front of your friends Rio: Who do you think you are Buster: Who do you think I am? Rio: I don't care to think about you Buster: Don't underestimate me and you won't have to Buster: I'm trying to give you a good night and you're trying to ruin it Rio: I am not Rio: if you can't say anything at least not entirely unpleasant to me, then don't feel the need to talk to me at all Buster: Likewise Rio: You started it Rio: I was defending myself Buster: Bullshit Buster: Leave your attitude at the other side of the door Rio: No it isn't Rio: you called me a slag and you've got no right or reason so just leave me alone and we'll have no issue Buster: If I had I'd have said it outright Rio: Bullshit Rio: I know what too nice means when you say it like that Rio: because just being nice, isn't an issue at all Buster: It means you're a pushover Rio: Well I ain't that either Rio: so you can still get fucked Buster: For someone who apparently don't care what I think you're really taking my words to heart Rio: I don't let anyone talk to me like that, period Buster: I don't need you permission to speak, end of Rio: Then don't speak to me or about me Rio: you don't have that permission Buster: Avoid me, like you said Buster: There's fuck all else we need to say to each other Rio: I intend to Buster: Good Rio: That, we can agree on Buster: Yeah Rio: [Time] Rio: Are you sure you've given me the right address? Buster: Not a fucking amateur Rio: What is this place Rio: it looks like a decent housing estate Buster: Fingers crossed 'cause my parents have bought it to sell Rio: Ah Rio: that makes sense Buster: Why the fuck did you think I had keys to the house? Rio: I thought it was just an empty Rio: but its too nice around here to be that easy to get in Buster: Like I'm gonna throw a party at a crime scene Rio: Why would it be a crime scene Rio: happens all the time 'round here Buster: Breaking in and trespassing are both crimes for a start Rio: 🙄 Rio: Not if the window was broken 'fore you got there Buster: I'd still be trespassing Rio: Not when its council, think on Buster: It's not Rio: I know Rio: that's why I asked Buster: Whatever just come in Rio: Hold on, this suitcase is heavy Buster: [comes to carry it cos of course he does] Rio: [tries to stop him on principle like no no] Buster: [clearly ignores her and takes it in] Rio: [just 😒 but still coming in, obvs] Buster: [has a look through and takes a bottle out he fancies because start as you mean to go on] Rio: [just looking 'round the gaff like don't mind me] Buster: [letting her cos then he can sneak looks at her cos let's assume she looks 🔥] Rio: [always does but has clearly gone all out with the 'fit 'cos the mood] Buster: [he would've too if he could've, god bless these extra kids] Rio: [couldn't really bring you anything soz boy] Buster: [I'm sure he still looks good cos likewise always does] Rio: [nods like 'not bad' also like quite soon she moves in with Indie and Drew I think so rip] Buster: [when you're trying to check her face cos those injuries but not make it obvious cos you ain't drunk yet] Rio: [we'll pretend not to notice] Buster: [just fucking off upstairs to do something party prep related cos he's looked at her too long] Rio: [should we let people show soon or make them suffer the awks] Buster: [I say let them suffer cos peeps don't usually show til later haha] Rio: [that's what I was thinking] Buster: [great evil minds] Rio: [just be in the kitchen getting shiz out] Buster: You need any help? Rio: Thanks, I was just gonna look in the garage and shed, see if there's any chairs or shit left Rio: can make sure I don't get murdered and help me carry if there is Buster: There's fuck all in the shed unless you wanna sit on a bike all night Buster: But yeah let's check the garage Rio: As likely as me being carried about, I reckon Rio: sounds good Buster: [Appears like oh hey] Rio: [just like come on then] Buster: [have fun in the creepy garage lads] Rio: ['whoever lived here last had loads of shit' it should be packed 'cos garges always are] Buster: [just looking through it for shit that's actually useful cos probably so much that isn't lol] Rio: [try not to trip in your heels babe] Buster: [he would catch you though] Rio: ['can use some of these boxes as tables, at least'] Buster: [takes them through before she can and is straight back] Rio: ['you thought of a career in removals, like?'] Buster: [gives her a look like fuck off cos so offended that's so beneath him] Rio: [🙄 and goes back to rummaging] Buster: [does find some chairs cos why not and is trying to wipe the dust off them without getting covered] Rio: [takes a stack when he's done] Buster: [also grabs a folding up little table cos again why not if they've left loads of shit] Rio: [just looking around like what else do we need to 'cos otherwise what are you gonna do lads] Buster: [looking at like an old tool bench or whatever cos they could put stuff on that but it'll probably be heavy so looking at her like do you want this or no before I make the attempt] Rio: [shakes head like no 'if we need it, you can always get some of the lads to help you later, I'm not getting oil and crap all over me, like'] Buster: [when that gets you thinking about who she's invited so you ain't happy even though you know her boyfriend ain't coming] Rio: [as if she would just invite girls lol oh boy] Buster: [he is so silly and so obvious, good day] Rio: [Ryan should come for that throw forward] Buster: [yaaaas] Rio: [least you can be on your phone giving people deets 'cos nowhere to look but at each other rn] Buster: ['which one of your friends is sorting the music?' cos if it's just speakers and a phone you need less room than like decks so he wants to know how for the layout not just being a judgey prick] Rio: ['Leesha's brother has a proper setup, he's gonna bring it, she's not far away'] Buster: [nodding and going back to drinking whatever he is because the levels of awks] Rio: [just looking at him 'what did you invite me for?'] Buster: ['I already told you' maintain that eye contact always] Rio: [a LOOK] Buster: [you've gotta have one back forever] Rio: ['truce, yeah?'] Buster: ['Yeah' passes her the bottle he's drinking from to make the point] Rio: [takes a swig, still not breaking that eye contact] Buster: [takes it back and takes his own swig also not breaking it] Rio: [smiles at him for probably first time in forever] Buster: [smiling back because can't not] Rio: [better have people showing to interrupt for now] Buster: [get the dj lad in so he can leave her to sort that] Rio: [chat to your friend that came with] Buster: [we can always skip to later when they are drunker and more people are here if you want] Rio: [why not, we know the drill] Buster: [I'm gonna say that girl did show so he's been focused on that since lbr he don't really have that many friends in Dublin cos he hasn't been back much etc] Rio: [Fair] Rio: idk where you are but the downstairs loos lowkey been trashed Rio: might need turn the water off, i think? Buster: Fuck's sake Buster: [Does come and do that cos he could've been upstairs easily enough] Rio: Its a party Rio: [is obvs not just there when he comes down but in the kitchen or some shit] Buster: Cheers for the reminder, like Buster: [let's say he comes back through the kitchen then so they have to cross paths haha] Rio: [shrugs like yeah people are dicks especially drunk people but what you gonna do] Rio: aren't you enjoying yourself then Buster: [reads it and shrugs back 'tonight's not about me, remember'] Rio: [mouths 'still'] Buster: [gets another drink which could mean either yeah cos there are still drinks left or nah and I need this, there's no way to know] Rio: at least it was an ugly bathroom? Rio: be replaced anyway, yeah Rio: [going through to the lounge to dance] Buster: 'Course Buster: Like I said, ideal venue Rio: [reads it and does a thumbs up] Buster: [comes through to dance with this unnamed girl who has come downstairs and found him again] Rio: [god knows who you are tbh] Buster: [generic 13 year old irish white girl ftw thank god he's a good dancer cos the odds that she is are not good] Rio: [just getting her off the dance floor real quick] Buster: [don't embarrass him in front of his cousin/ love of his life and all her friends thank you] Rio: [bless lol] Buster: [she should so leave early like he said he'd take the piss out of Rio for doing though cos then what's he gonna do with himself] Rio: [be bored and drunk, a deadly combo] Buster: [exactly dr phil] Rio: [should go off to the non-broken bathroom with a group of peeps inc. Ryan] Rio: d'ya want some coke Buster: Obviously Rio: Come upstairs then Buster: [does and soz about everyone else he only has 👀 for Rio] Rio: [likewise that twat who's probably mad all these other hoes are here 'cos clearly just wanna ply her with drugs casually but gotta keep it casual for now boy and pretend you're nice] Buster: [thank fuck I said he'd done coke before because I'd die if he made a fool of himself in front of Ryan] Rio: [I like to think she ain't but is 'cos he has, I won't let you fuck it up too hard babe, watch the others, like] Buster: [I like to think he knows she hasn't cos of her reaction when he said he has so he goes first so she can watch him] Rio: [in my head her boyf is less about this life so she's not unlike when Ryan etc so yeah] Buster: [that's legit af cos we all know she does things to please peeps especially at this age etc so] Rio: [exactly dr phil] Buster: [he's just gonna be keeping an eye on her subtly cos don't know how it's gonna hit if you ain't done it before and also Ryan is a dickhead and none of us trust him ever] Rio: [least it lasts for like no time so you gon be fine babe, also yeah let's all get out of this bathroom and away from him tah for your drugs] Buster: [Buster just chatting to one of her female friends who was also there but 👀s on Rio like making sure she's alright] Rio: [why not wander outside 'cos hot] Buster: [definitely gonna follow her even though he's got no excuse] Rio: [just looking up fully expecting anyone else so like 'oh, hiya'] Buster: ['hey' but said so it means are you okay] Rio: [little lol 'tah for making sure I don't die for my ma and that, like' but smiles like, I'm good] Buster: ['it ain't only for her' cos remember neither of them are allowed to die they said] Rio: [obvs remembers that too so just a sad kinda 'yeah' Buster: [turning to go cos she's alright and he don't wanna bring her down that ain't the mood] Rio: ['you off then?] Buster: ['Out of the garden anyway' turns back to look at her again 'coming?'] Rio: ['I dunno, am I invited?' but grins and gets up to come] Buster: [pulls her along but gently not rudely like come on, again no excuse for that have you] Rio: ['Come dance with me or I'm gonna talk and talk to you, like' up in his ear] Buster: [when you're really into her being that close to you but you have to hide it by looking down at her heels like 'trying to keep you alive, remember' and 😏] Rio: [a face like pfft 'I'm not taking them off, remember, come on'] Buster: [does come on because we all know he's wanted to dance with her since forever] Rio: [we all know it's gonna be such a moment but we can pretend its the drugs so fuck it go all out Buster: [literally though because even without their shameless chemistry they're both such good dancers but add that and the drugs and the fact they've never done this with each other and every pent up emotion bye] Rio: [fully gonna have to have a 'big tune comes on so everyone jumps in and they get split up' or else, like] Buster: [true that even though he'll be FUMING and probably have to fight someone now how lads do but we can blame the coke for that too at least] Rio: [we can let 'em have it 'til the last second though 'cos rude like that] Buster: [simply must so it's torturous when they have to stop] Rio: [just gonna go to that hoarders garage whilst he's fighting this lad so 1. you don't see/can't intervene 2. you can be alone and frustrated yourself 'cos who else would be in there, like] Buster: [enough time to have gone by that he's won a fight] Buster: Talk to me then Rio: Yeah? Rio: I see why you needed another line, like Buster: Has your friend got any more? Rio: Unless he's gone through it all Rio: such a fiend Rio: I'll find him Buster: Alright Rio: Where are you anyway Buster: Some cunt got the door stuck on the master bedroom and can't get out Buster: I'm gonna break it down, like Rio: embarrassing Rio: at least they'll have time to get clothed and you aren't a dad Buster: Yeah Buster: Where are you? Rio: on the move now Rio: figure best bets are side of the dancefloor for max perving potential Rio: or out front with their cars doing whatever lads do with cars Rio: looking at 'em Rio: shag 'em, like 🙄 Buster: Careful, that was actually funny Rio: I am funny Rio: you wouldn't know Buster: Well, I wasn't planning to laugh the door off its hinges so behave for a sec Rio: 😏 Rio: just use your brute strength, got it Buster: You don't need much but probably should make sure the cunt in question don't have his nose pressed against the side I ain't on Buster: Or something else Rio: Or someone else Rio: well considerate, you Buster: Exactly Buster: And yeah, but you wouldn't know Rio: 'cos you hate me now Buster: Hilarious Buster: You gonna keep the jokes going for the rest of the night or just til you find your friend? Rio: Hates a strong word Rio: but if I find him I can definitely keep it coming, like Rio: ha what if its him Rio: in the bedroom Buster: Don't do it all without me Buster: Unless he's in there doing some shit to himself with the old tools in the shed, unlikely Rio: Awh, so mean Rio: its probably Dan though, s'always Dan Buster: As long as it wasn't him I beat up Buster: Maybe Rio: what you do that for Buster: I don't know if it was him or not Rio: Yeah but I mean Rio: you know what I mean Buster: Whoever the fuck it was got in my way Rio: excuse me usually works alright for me Buster: 'Cause you're beautiful, everything and anything works for you Rio: you are too Buster: Not to him and it was mutual so Rio: I guess Buster: He was fucking off to the garden to lick his wounds if you wanna see which of your friends it is Rio: How many people do you want me looking for Rio: honestly Buster: You told me you could multitask Rio: I'm already talking and walking Buster: Poor baby Buster: I bet your shoes are killing you by now Rio: They are, actually Rio: sarcasm detected but ignored Buster: I'll find you and carry you, hold on Rio: Now who's got jokes 😏 Buster: This is serious Buster: Do I get any clues as to your location or no? Rio: It's more fun if you come find me Rio: hide and seek Buster: You've got a point Buster: And you're on Rio: Count to ten Buster: [voice memo of the count because how else will she know] Rio: [sends one back and she's just chuckling like nothing else of real importance there babe] Buster: [so cute though] Rio: [honestly where are you gonna hide, like] Buster: [is she gonna be in the hoarders garage again or somewhere else? tbf the trashed bathroom would be a good place cos he wouldn't think to look there until he's checked everywhere else] Rio: [also risky 'cos who else would be in a unusable bathroom so doing it] Buster: [casually looking all round the house but it's not that big so] Rio: you're slow Buster: Your attempts to distract me ain't gonna work Buster: I'm getting us drinks so you can pour mine into my mouth for the full visual, obviously Rio: Hmm Rio: I might be asleep by then Rio: not a clue, although I am straight chilling Buster: Fine, if you don't want yours, I'll give it to your pretty mate Rio: 😠 Rio: play the game Buster: Just 'cause you can't distract me don't mean she couldn't Buster: It ain't my fault she's playing a different game Rio: ugh Rio: shut up Buster: Make me Rio: Can't Rio: you already said Buster: [appears and is giving her a look like okay now make me which isn't dangerous at all] Rio: [just taking her drink and downing it like it's mine as are you bye] Buster: [just watching her do it shamelessly] Rio: ['how do we know who's won?' like do u mean hide and seek or what, we'll never know but all the eye contact rn Buster: [just brushing her lips with his fingers so suggestively like okay boy 1. she does not need you to wipe her mouth thank you and 2. have the decency to not be maintaining that eye contact if you're gonna be so blatant 'sure we can figure it out somehow'] Rio: [just tracing where his fingers were with her own with the vague excuse of wiping him away if she needs it but barely thinking about any of that nonsense right now 'Well, can you walk and think, McKenna?' 'cos not forgot you're meant to be carrying her rn] Buster: [downs his drink so they don't have to worry about carrying it and picks her up effortlessly cos she's smol and he's strong as if that answers that but we know he can't think coherently any time they are that close/ have physical contact] Rio: [such a bad idea all 'round but 0 regrets] Buster: [the fact everybody's gonna see that he's carrying her around this party while they look for Ryan and drugs] Rio: [don't mind them lmao, so blatant for forever, it's not like a platonic piggyback moment and we can all see it] Buster: [Ryan is gonna be so angered] Rio: [not gonna be in a sharing mood] Buster: [if they even find him cos distracted af] Rio: [truly like how are you hiding you're dying when you're that close, you just ain't] Buster: [it's like jj fake dating all over again cos yeah think it through kids] Rio: [but its so real, can't just not when you've got opportunity and excuse] Buster: [literally cos this is the first time they've been together with no fam also around so I don't blame them remotely and they ain't thinking about tomorrow rn even if I am] Rio: [like fr how freeing 'cos there's no chance of being caught unlike always] Buster: [exactly that cos even if any of her friends were aware they're all wasted and doing their own thing too so] Rio: [and what you gonna do, tell her mum, i think not ladies] Buster: [haha that'd be more awks for her friends than the incest they are accusing her of cos don't be a snitch like] Rio: [exactly dr phil, someone, Ryan, ahem, telling her boyfriend she was all over another boy though, possible] Buster: [oooh he would the snek] Rio: [always been snekky and clearly a shit friend already so] Buster: [I'm here for the relationship drama though cos things are already rocky with her and her mans anyway] Rio: [we all know it ain't gonna last much longer, may as well happen now] Buster: [mhmmm cos we all know Ryan would lay it on really thick even if he hadn't been lurking all night and seen them dancing earlier and everything] Rio: [not like he's opposed to outright lying so if he says they banged then her mans will be mad 'cos they ain't so that'll be it over] Buster: [yeah cos fuck you anyway tbh boy you're not a good egg] Rio: [also live for you losing your v to him even though its just a rumour not a trumour Buster: [I wish you could guys but we are evil] Rio: [things have gotta happen lads] Buster: [literally gonna be pondering what we can get away with happening rn as I fall asleep] Rio: [dream on, 'cos obvs things do happen over the years before they full get it together, that much is known so you know] Buster: [I didn't have any dreams cos they were all stressy but they should 'look' for him in places he ain't likely to be but there are likely to be less people around cos blatant] Rio: [I'm with that] Buster: [risky but that's the mood tonight so] Rio: [and lowkey always 'cos can't be tamed, clearly, just adjusting yourself by holding on 'round his neck 'are you tired yet?'] Buster: [looking at her like do I look tired but we all know you just wanna do all the eye contact always] Rio: [😏 'cos you clearly do not wanna be put down either] Buster: [😏 too and in her ear being flirty af and letting your lips brush against her skin like your fingertips did earlier cos why just talk even though she'd hear you fine and you'd have to inconvenience yourself bending and shit like when you can be extra 'So are you having a good night?' Rio: [when you'd just shiver on contact and there's no hiding that so you don't, just nodding 'not bad' 'cos who doesn't love a challenge as if this hasn't gone far enough children] Buster: [carrying on looking for Ryan despite knowing that's not what she meant cos not gonna make it that easy to get what she actually wants obvs] Rio: ['he wouldn't have gone home without saying bye to me' 'cos ain't that the tea] Buster: [laughs like yeah true cos we all know it's the tea] Rio: [oh Ryan] Buster: [takes her to get a drink cos they ain't getting any drugs at this rate] Rio: [gives him his like he said which is akin to sexy crepes] Buster: [no hiding that you're into it] Rio: [in his ear back 'you should drink with me more'] Buster: ['you just wanna be carried around more' and like does a spin or something fun to make the point] Rio: [loling, loving life 'maybe' also cue Ryan spotting y'all instead of you finding him] Buster: ['Definitely' and more silliness until Ryan's ⛈ appears] Rio: [least he won't be obvious that he's gonna snitch 'cos snekky so your night won't be ruined 'til tomorrow but he's still salty enough I doubt he's giving you coke] Buster: [Buster should offer to pay him cos answer to everything so then she can get his wallet out of his pocket cos he's still holding her and can't and obvs no other reason lol] Rio: [we all 👀 you, now debating if he should let 'em or be like nah 'cos pros either way, if he does then he can tell her mans they were getting crunk in all the ways he don't like but if he doesn't its like can't buy everything, Buster] Buster: [I think he should do the whole I don't want your money but give it her anyway cos 1. what you said about her mans and 2. he looks like he's such a good friend for reconsidering etc] Rio: [Solid, let us run with it and you can now leave boy, your purpose has been served] Buster: [go back to the non functional bathroom so you don't have to share with anyone upstairs] Rio: [none for yous bye] Buster: [he should sit on whatever to do the lines but not putting her down so she's sitting on his lap for this so casually] Rio: [nbd that's just chill] Buster: [absolutely the most non event ever] Rio: [you shouldn't like, get up, nah, not at all babe] Buster: [god bless] Rio: [just looking at his eyes like to see how fucked he is but what else are you gonna do rn] Buster: [meanwhile he's looking at her mouth cos wants to kiss her always and forever] Rio: ['you're fucked' but with feeling, good to get the excuse out there] Buster: ['Yeah' but quietly like how he said her name when he was about to kiss her those other times] Rio: ['me too' still not looking away] Buster: [staring back at her like I know] Rio: ['it's weird, isn't it' looking away like she's looking around, shaking her head 'I mean, no one is gonna wake up and stop us now'] Buster: [touching her face so she'll look at him but the way he would've after he headbutted her that time and she got hurt like it's a flashback moment 'Do you want to be stopped?'] Rio: [shakes her head, but slower, so her head ends up resting on his hand, 'You never want to be stopped, like'] Buster: ['I'm not asking myself the question, I know what I want'] Rio: ['What do you want?'] Buster: ['What do you want, it's your party'] Rio: ['That you made for me'] Buster: ['Like you said, it ain't bad, but that's not good enough, so like I said, what do you want?'] Rio: ['Do I have to say it?'] Buster: ['Tell me' cos that doesn't mean she has to use her words it just means he needs to know] Rio: ['You know, Buster, you've always known' and no way to stop you going in for this kiss now] Buster: [letting it happen cos that's their first kiss really, the awkward kid one playing dares wasn't anything like what they wanted it to be for many reasons] Rio: [no one is rushing to claim that even though its so cute god bless, let 'em have this moment so they know its 🔥] Buster: [just gonna make out til your lips are bruised the next day cos that won't be awkward] Rio: [let's hope you've not got some forced family fun to attend lmao, at least someone who doesn't know the toilet is bust/or does not care can interrupt before we go all out here] Buster: [her boyfriend gonna be raging imagine and yeah parties are full of easy interruptions] Rio: [though they might need a like 'the cops/baze are coming' kinda interruption here 'cos we know there's no stopping now you know] Buster: [true the police could shut this down cos then he'll be in even more trouble and there's less chance of them crossing paths these hols] Rio: [yeah that's big trouble, like actual consequences vibe, everyone scatter then] Buster: [baze could even send him home with one of them if we wanted/needed so] Rio: [or all go home in disgrace] Buster: [yeah soz Nance] Rio: [ruin the hol, also leave mcvickers without as much help, all 'round gonna get you on the shit list, wanna skip to tomorrow?] Buster: [oh boy you've really fucked up here and yeah we can skip] Rio: hear you're going home Buster: You heard right for once Rio: how long you in the shit for Rio: forever, like? Buster: Until I do something worse Buster: Or redeem myself by winning something, like Rio: Won't take you long once school starts back up then Rio: somehow nan believed I was somewhere else so Rio: 'trouble' looks like the usual, tied to the kids as per Buster: I told you, they all see what they wanna see 👸 Rio: Sure they'd be more suspicious if the gaff was my parents and the keys were missing Buster: Probably Rio: Or if we didn't hate each other, obvs Buster: Well yeah Rio: I'll invite Nance back next hols Rio: make it up to her Buster: I'd tell her but she ain't speaking or listening to me Buster: If only my parents would shut up as well I wouldn't have a headache Rio: There was only a few days left anyway, she'd be dreading going back regardless Rio: I feel like shit and all, the painkillers ain't touching it Buster: Careful, it almost sounds like you're on my side Buster: [tells her some weird remedy that he's created that he would swear by and probably does actually work cos he's smart like that but I'm not trying to think of rn cos I'm not] Rio: It was my party so Rio: but don't get your parents to patch me into the telling off, I can use my imagination Rio: gotta dedicate all my brain power to the cure rn anyway Buster: Work out too if you can lose your shadow for long enough Rio: Let's not get carried away Buster: Come on, that's bare minimum Buster: You mentioned dedication a second ago Rio: You also don't need to take over for 'em and lecture me Rio: Running 'round after this lot is so much cardio tah 💪 Buster: Whatever you say, babe Rio: 🙄😏 Rio: did you get caught then Buster: You don't need me to answer that for you Rio: but is that a lowkey humblebrag or a duh, I'm in trouble now, bitch 🤔 Buster: Either/Or Rio: how are your feet Buster: I wasn't wearing heels in case your memory's unreliable Rio: Shame Rio: I meant 'cos of the running we had to do though Buster: I know what you meant Buster: I'm fine Rio: Good Buster: Are you? Rio: I did take my shoes off for that Rio: not gonna let your efforts be for naught, like Rio: very rude Buster: Good Rio: though my house has never felt further Rio: which is saying something Buster: Where's that pumpkin carriage when you want it, yeah? Rio: tbh Rio: maybe my tiara has slipped Rio: 💔 Buster: Impossible Rio: Appreciate the faith Buster: And more realistically all the hair you've got to keep that tiara in place, I'm sure Rio: That actually makes it harder, I'll have you know Rio: how dare you doubt how hard this princess business is Buster: Really? Rio: Have you seen all my hair Rio: its out of control Buster: Yeah so like trap the tiara in, no? Rio: You're such a boy 😂 Buster: Cheers Rio: it wasn't a compliment but its pretty cute Buster: It's a compliment if I take it as one and I am Rio: Have at it Rio: you probably need it Buster: What's that meant to mean? Rio: That you're in everyone's bad book rn Rio: what else Buster: I don't need your pity or their pats on the head Rio: it ain't pity, and you've taken it now Buster: Fuck that Rio: Fine, don't take the compliment Buster: I don't want it Rio: Okay Rio: I'll survive Buster: No doubt Rio: 👌 Buster: We done? Rio: Sure Rio: good luck then Buster: What's luck got to do with anything? Rio: Don't hurt, does it Rio: didn't you learn anything from the museum Buster: I'm already not hurting Buster: And nah, you know I didn't Rio: Your headache gone then Rio: good stuff Buster: There's fuck all you can say or do regardless Buster: Keep your luck for yourself Rio: Suit yourself Buster: I always do Rio: want a round of applause Rio: I'm fresh out Buster: Like you said, I won't have to wait long to get one Rio: Cute Buster: You already said that too Rio: Remains Rio: you can go now Buster: Yeah I could Rio: You wanna Buster: 'Course, I love giving my parents bullshit my full attention Rio: 😇 son, like Buster: If you were any kind of angel you'd get me out of here Rio: You en-route or in your Dublin prison cell still Buster: 🍀 Rio: Never felt less true, yeah Rio: I don't reckon you're getting past your jailers, or I am Rio: divine intervention pending Buster: You'll just have to distract me then Rio: So we're not done here now? Buster: I only asked if we were, my word ain't yet law, babe Rio: That's not what being a lawyer is Rio: hate to burst your bubble 😏 Buster: I know and I've mourned, like Buster: Don't worry about it Rio: Poor baby Buster: I'm neither, hate to burst yours Rio: Well however will I cope Buster: What can I say? You'll just have to Rio: Cold Buster: I did tell you to get me out of the same room as my mum Rio: Ouch Rio: consider myself 🍀 to get off so lightly then Buster: Yeah Rio: Oh, hold up Rio: [the boyfriend drama] Buster: [when you care but you can't say anything because you have to act like you don't so you're just waiting in silence] Rio: I am usually better at distracting Rio: for the record Rio: had to take a call Buster: It's fine I've got packing to do that for me now Rio: I know Rio: don't want my good name being dragged through the mud any more though so Buster: Any more than what? Rio: Oh Rio: people talk too much Rio: someone from the party told Harry on me so we just had a lovely chat, like Buster: You should've let me kill him when I first suggested it Buster: Problem solved Rio: The problem of being reckoning they know shit when they don't Rio: only half of what I've been accused of is even true, that's what fucks me off Buster: If he's believing someone else over you he's a stupid cunt Buster: End of Rio: Wouldn't you Rio: if your girlfriend was seen doing lines and 'all over' some other lad Buster: It wouldn't happen to me 'cause I don't have girlfriends Buster: What does he do when he goes to parties, recite bible verses? Rio: If you had one though, you wouldn't be happy Buster: If I had one she wouldn't give a fuck about other lads Buster: We aren't talking about me Rio: No, we aren't Rio: I'm just saying I get his logic Rio: not the person, people, whatever who felt the need to rat on me Buster: Nobody saw fuck all so whatever they said to him was bullshit Buster: Meaning he ain't basing anything in logic Rio: Doesn't matter now 'cos I've been dumped regardless Buster: I told you to get in there first Rio: I didn't want to Rio: or I wasn't ready Buster: I also told you that you can do better Buster: You will when you want to Buster: It's his loss Rio: I'd love to know who you'd suggest instead, like Rio: Christ Buster: I'l write you a list when I've got time to kill on the plane Rio: Tah Rio: very generous of you Buster: I am Buster: Not that you'd know Rio: Now you've told me I do Buster: The party and your feet not touching the ground for ages wasn't enough for you? Rio: You're the one that said I didn't know Rio: who am I to disagree Buster: It doesn't normally stop you Buster: In fact, you're usually happy to disagree for the sake of Rio: Hardly at the top of my game right now Rio: did just get dumped over the phone, if you missed it Buster: Fuck that, who the fuck's he to count for anything Buster: Can't even end things face to face Rio: That's indefensibly and undeniably shitty Rio: even if I am a coke whore, come say it to my face, like Buster: You tried it and you liked it, that's not a crime Buster: It's a party, having fun is what people do Buster: Except pussies like him apparently Rio: We hadn't slept together Rio: that's why Rio: with what he's been told, said it was obvious I didn't actually like him, you know Buster: He's put in all those nonce hours for what he considers to be nothing, he's gonna be well mad Rio: Shut up Buster: Would you have fucked him if he'd hung in there? Rio: He was my boyfriend Buster: That's a cop out answer Buster: But assuming you mean yeah, the snitch has done you a favour Buster: And if you weren't going to, he'd have dumped you anyway 'cause he's that cunt Rio: It's not Rio: Weren't planning to see if I could make him wait 'til marriage for the craic, like Rio: Whatever, got to own it now Buster: It is 'cause you don't owe him that for the boyfriend label Buster: You either wanna or you don't Rio: No, I know that Rio: but that is what boyfriends are for Buster: Then you did like him and he's full of shit, bringing us back to my original point that he's a fool for believing rumours over you Rio: I did but Rio: its complicated Rio: maybe I didn't like him that much Rio: I didn't wanna do it then wish I hadn't Buster: If you're second guessing it, don't do it Buster: That's a way to keep things uncomplicated Rio: Well I won't now obviously Rio: why do you think I'm out Rio: he'd get over it all if I would Buster: I don't just mean with him Rio: Are you trying to save me, McKenna? 🙏 Buster: You don't need saving Buster: Not that kind of 👸 remember? Rio: I ain't scared or nothing Buster: What have you got to be scared of? Rio: Exactly Rio: I'm not frigid Buster: I don't reckon that'll be the lie he's spreading, babe Rio: No Rio: its not really lies though Buster: That depends what he's saying Rio: He's not like that Rio: not that it matters 'cos whoever told him is Rio: but I don't care about that Buster: You can find out who it was though, yeah? Rio: I'm asking Rio: the friends I can trust Buster: Good Buster: When you know, tell me Rio: Why Buster: You know why Rio: What if it was a girl Rio: you can't beat her up then Buster: If it was, I obviously won't Rio: I've legit got no idea rn though Rio: I must've been way more out of it that I thought Buster: Your friend did give us a fair amount of coke Buster: And there was more wedding leftovers than I reckoned there would be Rio: Gotta over-cater always Rio: especially with booze Rio: how this family do Buster: But with this fam there ain't usually no such thing Rio: just that 🍀 obvs Buster: 'Course Rio: Its gonna be so boring taking all the kids out now Rio: without you two Buster: Lucky for you they never take my phone as punishment Rio: you really thought they woulda Rio: still want a quiet-ish life, I guess Buster: All that bullshit you said about keeping me as a contact for emergencies ain't in this instance Buster: Don't want me to die, do they? Rio: I doubt they're that pissed off, no 😏 Buster: There's still time Rio: that your goal now? Buster: Hardly a goal when it's that easy Rio: Aim high, boy Buster: I always do Buster: But cheers for the encouragement Rio: I'm very supportive Buster: I bet your ex is really missing you already Rio: You're clearly taking the piss but 'course he is Buster: You could just get back with him Rio: I could Buster: I know that's why I said it Rio: I already said why I don't want to though Buster: Alright Rio: Why are you mad, you think he's a perv Buster: I ain't Rio: Okay Buster: There was no point to the party if everything's shit for you again the next day Buster: That's why I'm wound up about it Rio: There was a point Rio: you can't help that everthings a bit shit right now Rio: I'm not even that upset about him, it was coming, like Buster: I don't do powerlessness Buster: There's always something I can do Rio: If you can think of a way to make Edie happy, you're welcome to Rio: you've done loads Rio: it was a good party Buster: I know it's been years but do you remember any of the 🥊 I taught you? Rio: Yeah Rio: the basics Rio: why? Buster: Teach her Buster: It won't make her happy but it's somewhere to put her anger Rio: It's a good idea Rio: I will Buster: How many times do I have to tell you all my ideas are Rio: You've had a decent streak lately Buster: Fuck off Buster: If you're waiting for me to break it that ain't gonna happen Rio: Why would I want that? Buster: Oh right, you're supportive, I forgot Rio: How many times do I have to tell you, like Buster: Only the one Buster: I'm a good listener, very attentive Buster: Not that you'd know Rio: Don't rub it in Rio: that's just mean Buster: Not rubbing anything, like Buster: Gotta finish my packing Rio: 😂 Buster: Sorry to ruin the fantasy Rio: Yeah that's where my head is Rio: not busy myself, like Buster: You're not that busy Buster: And I don't just say I'm good distraction and then answer my phone, I actually am Rio: How rude Rio: You have to be nice to me, I'm so 💔 rn Buster: 'Cause I'm going home, I know Buster: Me too Rio: Yeah right Rio: you're buzzin Buster: I was counting on your wild siblings to take the heat off me so hardly Buster: They're gonna be on high alert now Rio: Still Rio: you wanted to go home 'fore you'd even left Rio: so swings and roundabouts Buster: Yeah right Rio: you can deny it Rio: I won't tell no one Buster: Why would I? Rio: You could sound more sure then Buster: Again, why Buster: I don't have anything to prove to you Rio: Why lie either way Rio: no reason to not be real Buster: I don't lie Rio: Yeah Buster: I can not wanna be here and not be excited to go back as well Rio: 'Course Buster: Real enough for you? Rio: Yeah Rio: its just conversation Rio: like I said, no reason not to Buster: 'Course there are reasons Buster: But I don't give a shit about 'em Rio: Yeah, reason being if you can't face facts Rio: lots of people can't Buster: I know Rio: but that ain't you Buster: Or you Rio: Nope Rio: can ask me anything Buster: Truth ain't as good as dares, but good to know Rio: Obviously Rio: you ain't in enough trouble for your liking, McKenna Buster: It's not the right kind of trouble for my liking, babe Rio: What you gonna do about it then Buster: According to you there's nothing I can do Buster: I'm not getting out and you're not getting in Buster: Tell me when you're done underestimating me and I'll think of something Rio: You said high alert Rio: I can't say I'm coming to see your sister then ignore her Buster: Don't ignore her then Buster: But don't ignore me either Rio: I don't wanna use her Rio: but I do wanna come say bye in person Buster: You ain't using her if you say bye to her too Rio: Okay Rio: I'll see if your 'rents let me in then or shut the door in my face Buster: Nance will let you in Buster: Even though she's in a really bad mood Rio: I can imagine Rio: guess it ain't worth the few extra days to have her fly back alone though Buster: Depends who you ask Rio: Obvs Rio: have you spoken to her like at all since you came here? Buster: You told me to leave her alone Rio: I know Rio: I was asking though Buster: Well the answer's no Rio: That's gonna be rough Rio: probably leave it 'til she's calm-er Buster: It's not like we have anything to say to each other anyway Rio: She might disagree Buster: Yeah but she's unlikely to voice it right now so Rio: Problem for another day Rio: I feel ya Buster: Nah, her problem Rio: Okay Buster: I didn't do any of it to fuck up her holiday Buster: She needs to get over herself Rio: Yeah but it still did, from her perspective Buster: If she can't convince 'em to let her stay, that's her problem too Rio: Yeah Rio: not disagreeing Buster: You don't have to be nice to me, I ain't heartbroken Rio: I'm not being nice Rio: it literally is her problem Rio: what do you want me to say, like Buster: Like I said, shit like that doesn't normally stop you Rio: Funny Rio: There ain't no point Rio: I've said what I need to say about the whole thing already Buster: Alright Rio: Yeah? Rio: You can say what you want Buster: I already did too Rio: Good Rio: we all know where we stand then Buster: Yeah Rio: Do you like school then Buster: Like ain't the word Buster: No cunts like school Rio: Why not Rio: if you're smart and you got mates Buster: It's easy that don't mean it's good Rio: I hate it Buster: 'Course you do Buster: It's boring Rio: There's just so much of it that has no point Rio: if we didn't have to do that, it'd be alright Buster: Not disagreeing Rio: and teachers weren't failures on a power trip Rio: that too Buster: 😂 Rio: It's true Rio: its the job you get when you realise you've got a pointless degree and no other prospects Buster: Not the career you want then? Rio: Ha Rio: no thanks Buster: The hypothetical kids you won't teach now are gonna be gutted Rio: I know Rio: so hot for teacher Rio: but I don't plan to spend my entire life babysitting, soz Buster: Good Rio: Glad you approve Buster: Much as it obviously pains me, like Rio: 😏 Rio: You'll get over it Buster: Did my cure work or have you still got a headache to get over? Rio: I do feel alright now actually Rio: where'd you find that Buster: I'd say trial and error but I don't make mistakes Rio: Still think that? Buster: Show me one Rio: nah Buster: Exactly Rio: maybe I just don't wanna Buster: Maybe you can't Rio: shh Buster: You can say it Rio: what, shut up? Buster: No, if you think the party was Rio: It's if you do Buster: I told you, I don't make mistakes Rio: Good Buster: It was Rio: Yeah Rio: I know Buster: As long as you had a good night that's all that matters Rio: I did Rio: just shame it got cut short Buster: Yeah Buster: Not the ending I wanted Rio: Next time Buster: You gonna throw a party for me? Rio: I owe you now Rio: you will actually have to come back though, can't virtually attend Buster: You could come to London Rio: True Rio: better for your guestlist Buster: It'd be easy enough to get Nance to invite you over Rio: I don't reckon she'd wanna come to the party though Rio: call it a hunch Buster: She's not invited Rio: You're rude Buster: Call it a private party if it makes you feel better Buster: Nobody else is invited Rio: just us? Buster: We've got a hot tub here as well Buster: And I've got more cocktail making skills now Rio: That's still one of the best things anyone's ever done for me Buster: Until I do it even better Rio: when Rio: when can I come, I mean Buster: Probably let my mum and dad calm down Buster: But as discussed, it won't take long once school starts Buster: And Nance'll be happy to have you here once it does Rio: Okay Rio: that's not too long Buster: You are coming to say goodbye, right? Rio: Yeah Rio: I'm on my way Rio: it'll take me a while, couldn't really ask nan to load everyone up, like so I'm on the bus Buster: Okay Buster: It seems like a ball ache but nan wanting to stay for coffee would be worse Rio: She's not invited either Rio: no offense Buster: I'm sure she's pissed off at me as well Buster: Usually is Rio: You won't notice the difference Buster: I won't notice fuck all else when you're here Rio: Buster Buster: Yeah? Rio: I'll miss you Rio: I have Buster: I know Rio: I know Buster: I'm sorry that you're gonna miss me more Buster: Not sorry enough that I'm not still gonna make you Rio: I can handle it Buster: We'll see Rio: You will Buster: Careful, if that's a promise, you have to keep it Rio: I intend to Buster: You also intend not to ignore my sister, so you said Rio: How long have I got, roughly Buster: That's more dependent on her than it is me Buster: I'd give you as long as you want Rio: You're generous, I remember Buster: I'm not gonna let you forget Rio: I wish I could just see you Buster: I can sneak out but that might give us less time Rio: You should stay put Rio: I just know there's only so much time I can be in the bathroom or whatever before its suspect Rio: everyone knows a goodbye between us should take literally 2 seconds so, I'm trying to think of a way Buster: I'll take the dog 'cause that's literally a punishment in itself Buster: Meet me and then when the clock runs down on that excuse I'll head home and you can show up Rio: another 💡 for your collection Buster: Plenty of time for you to still be hungover in the bathroom and whatever else we need Rio: You're good, I'll admit it Buster: You ain't seen nothing yet Buster: Get her to make you food even if you don't want it, she takes fucking ages to do that Rio: Wouldn't call it nothing Rio: but I wanna see more Buster: No denying it was something but you can have everything if you want Rio: Is that a promise? Buster: Yeah Rio: Then I want it Buster: I've missed you too Buster: I will Rio: I know Rio: now you can show me, yeah Buster: 'Course Rio: Good Rio: 'cos there's a lot you missed Buster: You'll catch me up Rio: Be rude not to Buster: We can't have that Buster: You've got a rep for being so polite, like Rio: Exactly Rio: and who would wanna tarnish my 😇 reputation? Rio: not you Buster: Obviously not Rio: 😏 Buster: Rio Rio: Mm? Buster: Never mind Rio: No Rio: go on Buster: I was just gonna say that I've not done loads of shit with other girls, you know Buster: Not yet Rio: That don't matter Rio: you know I haven't either, not everything Rio: it'll still be good Rio: when you want it so bad it can't not be Buster: Unless you want it too bad, then it could be Rio: I know what you're saying but I promise it'll still be good Rio: there's loads of ways to make it last as long as we both want it to Buster: Yeah I know, forget I said anything Rio: Alright but you don't need to be nervous Rio: or anything like that Rio: its just me Buster: That 'just' shouldn't be there though Buster: It's you Rio: I'm in the same boat Rio: you know Rio: I feel like I could explode whenever you're around Buster: You're a girl it doesn't matter if you do Rio: That's not totally true Buster: You know what I mean Rio: Nah, I do, I'm trying to say Rio: its embarrassing Buster: You don't need to be Rio: Well sometimes Rio: I cum so hard I pass out Rio: what if that happened, you'd be so freaked out Buster: I can hold you up, I've already proved how easy you are to carry Buster: Don't worry Rio: As long as you don't Rio: even if we've not got time today Rio: we will Buster: I swear Buster: I'm not worried Buster: I just wanted to tell you 'cause of how socials makes shit look Buster: So you don't think it's you if I fuck it up somehow Rio: I appreciate it, seriously Rio: but I know you Rio: when its just us Rio: I know Buster: I feel that too Buster: Even when I didn't wanna Rio: Its always been good Rio: when we let it Rio: when we could Buster: Yeah Buster: All through your parents wedding I kept thinking about when mine did it Buster: How different everything was between us Rio: so much is Rio: but some things haven't changed, can't Buster: I'm still sorry though Buster: For shit that has Rio: Me too Buster: I don't hate you Buster: I never did Buster: It's not too strong of a word, it's the wrong word Buster: End of Rio: I don't hate you either Rio: and I give a shit about you, no matter what you do Rio: just remember that, yeah Buster: Don't let me forget Buster: We can be friends can't we, like as far as everyone else is concerned Rio: We were before Buster: Exactly Buster: There's no reason you shouldn't be able to come and see me in my own fucking house Buster: Or vice versa Rio: Right Rio: we can easily do it Buster: We can do whatever we want Rio: and I want you Rio: as long as you want me too, I don't care Buster: Jesus, hearing you actually say that is Rio: Its weird how easy it was to say Rio: when I've not been able to for so long, still shouldn't but Buster: When it makes me feel like that you definitely should Rio: There's so much I wanna tell you Rio: that I've never before Buster: So tell me Buster: You're stuck on a bus, what else are we gonna do? Rio: Won't be the first time I've thought about you on this bus ride, like Rio: it does take forever Buster: If we're playing that game there's fuck all places in this house and out of it that I ain't thought of you Rio: I hope so Rio: 'cos I think about you a lot Buster: Make it a contest if you like, babe, I'm confident that I'll win Rio: I won't mind losing to you if this is what it feels like Buster: Did you think about me when you were with him? Rio: Do you really wanna know? Buster: I wouldn't have asked if I didn't Rio: I did Rio: I tried not to but my brain would just go there if it got remotely good, when I couldn't control it Buster: And the more you try not to, the more you do Rio: Exactly Rio: and I can't even pretend he was just bad, its not like he's the only person I've kissed so Buster: Same, I've kissed a lot of girls but I always think about you whoever the fuck they are Rio: and its like, I can't even be mad about it or you 'cos it always makes it so Buster: Exactly Rio: Sometimes I think its the only way I can, with some people, you know Buster: Yeah, I understand that Rio: You're just Rio: you're you Rio: there's no one else like you, I swear Buster: The fact is, there's nobody else on our level Buster: It's me and it's you Buster: I invited that girl 'cause I thought it was just the ones from Chelsea Buster: That's bullshit though Rio: Its like Rio: its really fucking hard to like anyone else when you exist Buster: I know Buster: She wanted to do all sorts to me and with me but I said no Buster: Even though you had a nonce boyfriend at the time Rio: Neither of them is here now Rio: I can make you forget Buster: I already have Rio: Good Rio: I don't like her Buster: Me either Rio: Feeling jealous over you feels so stupid Rio: but I feel it all the time Buster: Don't Buster: I don't give a shit about any of 'em Buster: Ever Rio: I know Rio: and they still get to see you and talk to you and touch you and Rio: just not fair Buster: I want to see you and talk to you and touch you though Buster: I wanted to before I even knew what the fuck that meant Rio: I always wanted you around Rio: and I knew it was different to the way I felt about any of the others Rio: I just didn't know why or how yet Buster: Besides, nobody actually properly does any of those things to me so you can have it Buster: Everything, like I said Rio: People never wanna talk about anything real Rio: never mind the rest Rio: I'm sorry, that I didn't give you more of a chance to tell your side at the wedding Rio: Nancy was just really in a bad way about it when she got here Buster: You've given me more chances than the rest of this fam does Buster: And you had enough you were dealing with Buster: She's always in a bad way about me, forget it Buster: I don't care Rio: I know its hard being the one expected to look after the others Rio: harder when you can't Buster: She's expected to look after herself, that's the only real problem she's got Rio: Still, you're her older brother, that'll always mean something Buster: We ain't kids any more, that means something too Buster: But to her it means she can't run to me or mum to fix everything Buster: It's about time she finally got her head around that, like Rio: That's true too Rio: I think she's trying Buster: Not hard enough, obviously Rio: She'll get there Rio: but right now, its us Rio: and we can talk about anything we want Buster: Yeah we can Buster: And I ain't even wasted, what a headfuck Rio: I don't wish I was Rio: its better Buster: You don't wish you were 'cause your headache's only just gone Rio: well that Rio: and there's nothing to hide behind Buster: You don't need to hide from me Rio: I don't want to Rio: It feels good being real Buster: I don't want you to Buster: I want you to feel good Rio: I want it for you too Buster: I know Buster: Be here and I will Rio: Your dog won't run away will it Buster: Nah, it's smarter than that Buster: and the only one of us who does what it's told, like Rio: Good, because I don't plan to be chasing it around with the limited time we have Buster: Have you got heels on again? Rio: Maybe Rio: but that's not the point is it 😏 Buster: The point is, you ain't gonna erase the high difference if you do or don't Rio: I'm not trying to Rio: I'm trying to reach you Buster: I'll help you Rio: You better Rio: I like being that close to you Buster: What else do you like? Rio: Sitting on your lap was Buster: Good 'cause you'll have to when I take your shoes off, it's been raining Rio: I won't complain Buster: Neither will your poor feet Rio: You can make me feel better Buster: Yeah, I can and I will Rio: You're so fucking Buster: What? Rio: fucking hot Buster: Oh Rio: Oh? Buster: Why does it feel like the first time anyone's ever said that to me? Rio: 'cos you wanted to hear it from me way before anyone else said it Buster: Fuck Rio: Where am I meeting you, only a few stops away Buster: [a location which we can assume is a park or whatever cos the dog] Rio: 5 minutes Buster: It better be 'cause I'm leaving now Rio: I can't last any longer than that, so it has to be Buster: Poor baby Rio: Oh Buster: Oh? Rio: I like it when you call me that Buster: Okay, baby Rio: 🤤 Rio: how can I already hear how good that sounds in your accent, like Buster: How much have you thought about me saying it? Rio: Not quite as much as I think about you saying my name Rio: but I think about that a lot Buster: Get off the goddamn bus now and I'll say it a lot Buster: Along with anything else you want Rio: I'm gonna hold you to that Rio: if I remember to think of anything but you and where I want you anytime soon Buster: I'm gonna hold you for as long as we have so I'd say it's unlikely you'll be able to think clearly Rio: I don't need to think Rio: I need you Rio: now Buster: Say that again Rio: I need you right now Buster: Is this real? Buster: Jesus Christ Rio: I'm serious, deadly Rio: so if you're playing with me right now, I will kill you Buster: I'm not Buster: I just can't believe this is actually happening Buster: That you feel how I do Buster: That we can tell each other Rio: Me either Rio: I've felt like this for Rio: forever Rio: You can tell me anything, seriously Rio: even if its something you reckon I don't wanna hear, I'd rather that than fuck all Rio: 'cos this is Rio: so much better Buster: I couldn't disagree even if I wanted to Rio: Don't Rio: [be showing up] Buster: [I hope there's lowkey somewhere you can hide if this is a park during the holidays and she legit lives here we don't need to be running into randoms rn] Rio: [you can find some quiet corner lads, I believe in you, even if you have to go into the foliage lowkey] Buster: [at least the dog wouldn't care when he picks her up like immediately cos baze have been there, done that honey] Rio: [lord knows those two are forever highkey] Buster: [I love them so much and every time the kids shade them I'm like excuse you] Rio: [ungrateful brats lol, also literally no way she's not kissing on his as they're tryna walk, like girl, anyone could be here, god bless you highkey idiots] Buster: [it's fine cos we know he's as extra and gives as few fucks] Buster: [at least have a glorious make out session before we move you though] Rio: [live your best life kids, when this has been SO long coming you need to be outside rn or we're outing ourselves immediately and you must not] Buster: [at least with them being outside it'll be easy to make them wanna go home cos so many clothes in the way as it's feb] Rio: [it would be chilly af, with that, first time nerves, the dog and baze blowing up your phone like come back, its believable, away you go] Buster: [yeah and we all know you'd wanna touch and see so much of each other cos you're those bitches] Rio: [good god if you ain't gonna go all out after this] Buster: [How the fuck are they gonna keep quiet for real cos he can put his hand over her mouth or whatever but he's a loud bitch his damn self] Rio: [if you can't get it done now with baze and Nancy home, she will have to come to London] Buster: [yas hot tub surprise 2.0 thank you] Rio: [that will be a cute full circle moment also give you some time to not be cockblocked] Buster: [should we still let them now or say they didn't get chance to fully go all in?] Rio: [Hmm, I say mutual 'things' but still not the full thing, enough to miss each other and know its gonna but being realistic about how much time they can have without Nancy at least noticing] Buster: [I vibe] Rio: [Have a final cockblock babe] Buster: [the goodbye is gonna be so cos can't show how gutted you truly are in front of peeps] Rio: [oh babes, at least you can have a lil private one 'cos that's rough] Buster: [we'll get her to London soon kids don't worry] Rio: [do you think they're going tonight or tomorrow] Buster: [in my head I thought tomorrow morning but it can be whenever] Buster: [ooh he should walk her to the bus so they can have their lil goodbye but nobody can stop him cos it's for safety bitch] Rio: [that's a mood forever, oh the emotions rn like] Buster: [like we don't know the time, it could be getting dark by the time she leaves cos Nancy is highkey] Rio: [how distracted she would be the entire time like I'm so sorry girl lol] Buster: [oh you awkward self centred gay how do you not realize] Rio: [what a read] Buster: Talk to me then Rio: I miss you already Buster: Don't Buster: You're gonna be with me really soon Rio: I know Rio: still Buster: Baby Rio: It doesn't feel real Rio: I can't believe it is Buster: But it is Buster: It happened Rio: I know Rio: my lips were already bruised from last night but now Buster: Yeah, mine too Buster: I'm happy that they are Rio: I need to feel you when you're not around Rio: bruises are good Buster: Exactly Buster: I'd almost forgotten that there was a better feeling than winning a fight Rio: I won't let you forget Buster: Good, don't Rio: I ain't going to Rio: we ain't done here Buster: I'm done here but not with you Rio: I'm definitely holding you to that Buster: You can Rio: What else Rio: whilst you're promising me things Buster: Whatever else you want Rio: Everything Rio: yeah? Buster: I promise Rio: I just want you Rio: all that entails Buster: You have me Rio: and you've got me Buster: I don't wanna go Rio: I know Rio: it feels like when we were younger and the holidays always went too fast Buster: Walking away from you was always so shit Buster: And yet again I'm spending all night looking at a packed suitcase instead of you Buster: Fuck all has changed but everything has, like Rio: its fucking surreal Rio: having to say goodbye in front of your family like I don't care at all Buster: We could leave together tomorrow before the flight Buster: It wouldn't be the first supposedly impossible thing I've ever done Rio: you've gotta go back and do your time as a good boy Rio: otherwise they'll never let me come see you Buster: I've gotta be with you now Rio: When's your flight? Buster: [a time] Buster: I can't get on it Buster: I know I can do anything but I can't Rio: We can make this work Rio: I'll come see you before you go Buster: Fuck it, I just won't go Rio: Buster Rio: Its gonna be okay, I promise Buster: Yeah it will 'cause they can't make me board a plane Buster: I'll just stay with you like we both want Rio: Okay and then what Rio: you've got school to smash, all that important stuff Rio: we'll still be together, it won't be like before, not talking or anything Buster: You're more important than any of it Buster: This way nothing goes to shit as soon as I set foot back in London Rio: It won't go to shit, we won't let it Rio: can do anything, right? Rio: we want this, then we'll have it, no matter what Buster: You have to be right about this Rio: I swear, I'll do everything I can to make it okay Rio: better than okay Buster: I won't lose you again, will I? Rio: No Rio: we can't go back Rio: it's out there now and that's a good thing because we can't hide from it Rio: we have to stick together Buster: Alright Buster: Good Rio: You're gonna be so good, baby, I know it Buster: I'll prove it to you Buster: I don't care what I said about not Rio: I believe in you, Buster Buster: Nobody else has ever told me that before Rio: They should Rio: and I mean it Rio: I've always known you're good Rio: and you're going to be even better Buster: I miss you so fucking much Rio: I feel it too Buster: It's not just today either, you know Buster: It's all the time Buster: You were the best friend I ever had Buster: You are Rio: We can be best friends again Buster: Yeah Buster: I'm not gonna fuck it up from now Rio: Me either Rio: I don't wanna waste time missing you for the wrong reasons Rio: I can deal with missing you for this, when I know I'm gonna still be able to talk to you and be with you at the end of it Rio: but that other bullshit is over now, I can't Buster: Like you said, there's no going back Buster: It's forward, no matter what Buster: Like it or not Buster: But I swear you will Buster: 'Cause I won't hurt you ever again Rio: I get it, why you did what you did Rio: why I did it too, we had to Rio: we had to see if it would go away Rio: but it never did Buster: I'm not sorry that it wouldn't Rio: Obviously Rio: I really fucking like you, yeah Buster: I mean, no cunt's ever gonna change my mind, whatever they say or they think Buster: You're perfect, Rio Buster: That's what I think Rio: You're gonna make me cry on this bus Rio: I'm so glad I know you Rio: and if I didn't, I would find a way Rio: because you're different Rio: like you said, me and you, we're on our own level Buster: Don't cry Buster: Not when I'm not there to wipe the tears away, like Rio: I'll be brave Buster: I know Buster: You're properly brave, and not just for a girl either Rio: You're cute Buster: Remember how annoyed I used to be whenever you called me cute Rio: Yeah Rio: you gonna let me now then 😏 Buster: I'm not gonna stop you Buster: Annoyed ain't the word any more Rio: Good Rio: 'cos that's the least of the compliments I wanna give you, honestly Buster: Yeah? Rio: Yep Rio: Don't wanna spoil you though, save some for later Buster: Why not? I wanna spoil you Rio: You always have Buster: Do you want some duty free, like? Rio: I don't need anything Buster: Pretty sure I said want, babe Rio: I want you to get something that makes you think of me Buster: That'll be easy then Rio: Yeah? Buster: You know I think about you all the time Rio: I do now Buster: Come on, you did Rio: I didn't know, I had an educated guess though Rio: I like it when you say it more than just wondering Buster: You can ask me anything you've ever wanted to know Buster: I like talking to you Rio: You're my favourite person to talk to Buster: Good Rio: I think a plane to see you is actually quicker than this bus Buster: It is Buster: You'll see Rio: Do you think I can come one weekend Rio: I don't wanna wait 'til the next holiday Buster: Fuck waiting til Easter Buster: You're coming as soon as we can talk our parents into it Rio: Definitely Rio: shouldn't be that hard Rio: we'll think of something Buster: 'Course Buster: Like you said, I just need to behave Buster: And your parents are pushovers Rio: Pretty much Rio: its just Nance I'm worried about Buster: I'm about to do my homework in full view so if you wanna talk to her, it's a good time to start Rio: I don't know how to do this Rio: long term, its easier if people think we're friends again, right Rio: or at least on better terms Rio: she's gonna be hardest to convince Buster: You could tell her you were at the party Buster: Getting wasted together is a bonding activity in this fam Buster: Or if you don't wanna be complicit in an action that fucked her holiday, use the wedding instead Buster: Say we've been talking since then, it ain't even a lie Rio: It might help, actually Rio: if I take some of that off you Rio: not that you're gonna be besties but it'll work in our favour if it was my party, which it was Buster: I can handle it, you don't need to worry about me Buster: Do what works for you Rio: I know you can Rio: I just reckon its more understandable than a complete 180 Rio: I was helping slag you off a bit with her, like Buster: What did you say about me? 😏 Rio: I don't even know Rio: she was on one, I didn't disagree Rio: just that you're a prick blah blah blah Buster: You're cute Rio: Really Rio: fine, I won't be nice to you, if that's what you like Buster: Yeah you will Buster: You can't help it Rio: You're right but don't be annoying about it 😏 Buster: Well maybe I can't help it Rio: Being annoying Rio: Maybe, babe Buster: Behave, you're not meant to agree with me Rio: 😂 Rio: It's okay, I still like you Buster: I still like you too Buster: I definitely can't help that Rio: Good Rio: I don't want you to stop Buster: I won't Buster: And I don't wanna either Rio: Promise Buster: Yeah I do Buster: On whatever you want me to swear on Rio: I'll think Rio: but I trust you anyway Buster: You can Buster: I didn't drop you and I never will, obviously Rio: and you always stick to your word Rio: with dares and most things Rio: so I do Buster: With everything Buster: And I'd do anything for you, dare or not Rio: Did I mention I miss you already Buster: Yeah but the more you do, the quicker my homework gets done so I can actually do something about it Rio: [sends voice memo saying it loads 'cos cute nerd] Buster: [sends a pic of his finished homework cos likewise] Rio: It's rude how smart you are, honestly Rio: but can't be mad about it right now Buster: It's rude how smart and beautiful and funny and caring you are Rio: shh 😳 Buster: No Buster: [a voice memo full of compliments so I hope you've left the kitchen or wherever you were doing that homework in full view lol] Rio: [gotta be a bit less obvious than that kids lol] Rio: Why are you so nice to me Buster: 'Cause you deserve it Rio: you do too Buster: You've always been nice to me Buster: Even saved my life after all that brandy, right? Rio: It felt that scary at the time, like Rio: drama 👑 and 👸 Buster: Yeah Buster: I couldn't feel it til later, like Buster: But Rio: We've done some pretty stupid stuff yeah Buster: More than our fair share, I reckon Buster: And we'll obviously do loads more Rio: That works for me Buster: London's full of stupid shit Buster: You'll love it Rio: Do you Rio: apart from the cunts Buster: It's less boring than Cambs Buster: Nothing ever happened there Rio: You can take me to all the cool places Buster: Before Nance tries to drag you to all the shit ones Rio: 😏 Rio: Shame I don't have any nerdy gay friends to distract her with.. Rio: I'll have to get on that too Buster: You could bring Junior Buster: It'd be like when we were kids Rio: Not exactly what I meant but I could Rio: though idk if adding to the amount of people we have to avoid is the right idea either Buster: I know what you meant but pimping my sister out isn't the right one either Rio: 🙄 don't make it sound so sordid Rio: but it isn't, she's so shy, bless her Buster: She ain't shy, she just needs to be around the right people Rio: She is quite shy Rio: it's not a bad thing strictly Buster: Whatever Rio: Its not fair, is it Buster: What? Rio: That we live in different countries Buster: We won't always Buster: When we're older we can go where we want Rio: We should Rio: there's so many places I wanna go Buster: Then we will Rio: There's so much I wanna do with you Buster: I want you there whatever I'm doing Buster: We should be together all the time Buster: So much of it has already been wasted Rio: Then I will be Rio: simple as Rio: nothing or no one can get in our way Buster: I have a fight [insert a weekend date for it that's soon] can you come to London then? Rio: I'll ask my parents soon as they're back Rio: but I don't see why not Buster: Okay Rio: I don't know if I wanna see you get hurt Rio: but I'll still cheer you on Buster: You won't see that Buster: I don't get hurt Rio: Don't Buster: Don't worry Buster: There's nobody as good as me Rio: I know Buster: You can watch me play football instead, if you want Rio: No, I wanna Rio: I can just watch you with boxing Buster: Alright Rio: I mean, I'd come to both Buster: It's a standing invitation, like Buster: For as long as I'm doing both Rio: I'll support you in anything, you know that Rio: long as it can just be me and you after, like Buster: It can always be just me and you Buster: Like you said, nothing and nobody's getting in the way Buster: And nothing or nobody's more important to me Rio: Buster Rio: You're incredible Rio: perfect Buster: You are Rio: you Buster: Tell me when you're back home Buster: I'll call you Rio: you could call now Rio: I don't mind Rio: just wanna hear your voice Buster: [obvs does]

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