#also im adding close ups on this

[inkskinned]

it is all chaos and entropy. the thing is that the chaos and entropy make it beautiful and lovely.

yes, it's true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is terrifying. i have lived through some of the unfairness - i got born like this, with my body caving into itself, with this ironic love of dance when i sometimes can't stand up for longer than 15 minutes. i am a poet with hands that are slowly shutting down - i can't hold a pen some days. recently i found a dead bird on our front porch. she had no visible injuries. she had just died, the way things die sometimes.

it is also true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is wonderful. the sheer happenstance that makes rain turn into a rainbow. the impossible coincidence of finding your best friend. i have made so many mistakes and i have let myself down and i have harmed other people by accident. nature moves anyway. on the worst day of my life she delivers me an orange juice sunset, as if she is saying try again tomorrow.

how vast and unknowing the universe! how small we are! isn't that lovely. the universe has given us flowers and harp strings and the shape of clouds. how massive our lives are in comparison to a grasshopper. the world so bright, still undiscovered. even after 30 years of being on this earth, i learned about a new type of animal today: the dhole.

chance echoing in my life like a harmony between two people talking. do you think you and i, living in different worlds but connected through the internet - do you think we've ever seen the same butterfly? they migrate thousands of miles. it's possible, right?

how beautiful the ways we fill the vastness of space. i love that when large amounts of people are applauding in a room, they all start clapping at the same time. i love that the ocean reminds us of our mother's heartbeat. i love that out of all the colors, chlorophyll chose green. i love the coincidences. i love the places where science says i don't know, but it just happens.

"the universe doesn't care about you!" oh, i know. that's okay. i care about the universe. i will put my big stupid heart out into it and watch the universe feast on it. it is not painful. it is strange - the more love you pour into the unfeeling world, the more it feels the world loves you in return. i know it's confirmation bias. i think i'm okay if my proof of kindness is just my own body and my own spirit.

i buried the bird from our porch deep in the woods. that same day, an old friend reaches out to me and says i miss you. wherever you go, no matter how bad it gets - you try to do good.

#writeblr #warm up #i can't write rn but i have SO much words in here bc im reading the chorus of dragons books #(just started book 4) #and this woman's writing is just LIVING in my brain. let me out!!! #(i read roughly like 2-4 books a week usually bc i go on long walks with my dog but when a book is REALLY good like. it eats my life. ) #anyway ...... so like here's a story that idk i've tried to explain to other people as being wild #but maybe im the only one who thinks it is wild??? #so i play pokemon go (i just started in jan) bc i love pokemon and as i have mentioned i walk goblin for like an hour in the morning #and i don't like a lot of fitness trackers due to the fact it makes me .sad. but i also wanted the little digital rewards. enter pokemon go #anyway so they make you make friends to complete quests. so i used a reddit thread. i do not usually use reddit. i don't have an acct #i lurked. i just googled like ''pokemon go reddit '' and randomly added a bunch of numbers #i was on that page for all of 15 minutes. there are THOUSANDS of responses on that page. #here's what's wild: in that group of people. even though i am not on reddit and it was one random event once #it turns out one of those people lives in the town i live in. or at least very close. i only know this because #when we send each other gifts. it's from the same freaking area. #i can't ask them to meet up bc pokemon go doesn't have a messaging app lol but like . what are the fucking chances that #a random person posts in a random reddit thread and HAPPENS to get added by someone ELSE from their SAME TOWN #who by pure fucking CHANCE is ALSO playing pokemon go and looking for friends #i googled it there's only 42000 people in my broad region. the .......... smallness ! of the world!!!

[lieu-rey]

first transformation

based off @slicedmayonnaise 's post bc it's been on my mind ever since

#rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #javier escuella #john marston #jovier #werewolf au #im being normal about this au [LIE] #added a close up bc of the terror on javiers face fnrfndn #ps. you can expect more art of werewolf john bc awooga. literally. #also i know werewolves are buff but since john is kinda less so i didnt make him as buff #my art

[waywardsalt]

refused to let myself rest until i finished making this

#loz #legend of zelda #twilight princess #midna #ocarina of time #ganondorf #phantom hourglass #linebeck #skyward sword #ghirahim #minish cap #vaati #i thought about adding totk rauru? but hes just polite hes not quite a man whos a fancy lady #this is my opinion but tbh yeah. idc that twili midna looks like that we all saw her in imp form shes 100% a girl whos a gross dude #linebeck and ghirahim were going to be in this from the start but i really had to think abt who else to add #i like how its like. 3 major villains and then the companions with the best arcs #ganondorf ended up being so close to linebeck bc i ran out of room and also bc im gay about them #also i used linebeck's model instead of that one bit of official art bc in the art his coat is incorrect (missing bottom stripe) so. model. #also you get his gay little pose with the model so win #listen vaati is the one im the least sure about here but its fine #anyways. loz polycule from hell #my post #dying over how fucking similar ghirahim and oot ganondorf's poses are tho #TBH MIDNA AND LINEBECK ARE SIMILAR TOO #vaati is left out damn

[oflgtfol]

quick like 3 hour thing to sate my desire to see Narinder But As A Bishop. i tried to emulate the game style as much as possible, and i used shamura and heket as the primary references for the robe design

#shakes him like a squeaky toy. fucked up cat !!! #art #cult of the lamb #narinder cotl #so interesting thing i noticed while looking at the other bishops #so heket is the only one out of her shamura and kallamar that has the horizontal line through the red pupil #but LESHY. while he has his eye covered in this form of his . if you look at his eldritch form with the blindfold off. he also has the #horizontal thing in his pupil then #i thought maybe its the eldritch forms only then but no. even shamura and kallamar's eldritch forms dont have it #so it is strictly a leshy and heket thing #dont know what it means but whatever. thought it'd be neat to include for narinder as well. <3 #WAIT SORRY almost forgot to add what was the actual deciding factor to that rather than just whatever: #narinder's eldritch form does in fact have the horizontal lines in his pupils as well #so that was what made me say whatever to also adding it to his non eldritch bishop form here. <3 #anyway literally boring ass stock pose against a white bg but i just wanted to focus on the design + copying the game style as much as #possible which im actually really happy with. obv i cant do 1:1 but i think i got pretty close. so. :3

[lsleofthelost]

eye contact

#descendants #jay #mal #mal daughter of maleficent #jay son of jafar #jal #art #mine* #tumblr eats quality so i tried adding close ups of their faces idk if it works tho lol #aghhh they just make me so so crazy and so so tender #i think im too tired for words rn but just know that. they give me serotonin but also psychic damage #i have remembered that post about how we were robbed of jay in a ponytail and made the executive decision to fix that #on the rotten four details side though. i tried to incorporate evie and carlos through jewellery #there is evie’s hair tie and her apple charm #and carlos’s signet ring and spiked choker #because to me the ot4 is marked with a big Do Not Separate

[manitapaleta]

make a mock book cover for a fic with only one chapter out so far bc i’m a silly little goose

as soon as @calamity-unlocked posted this fic in the nark nation discord and i read the premise i got excited and this idea was floating around my head ever since lol

(everyone!!! read it if u haven’t already it’s a rockstar!nick x bodyguard!lark au and its really good)

vvv ao3 link and textless art below vvv

#dungeons and daddies #dndaddies #dndads #dndads s2 #dndaddies s2 #nark #lark oak garcia #lark oak #nicholas foster #nicholas close #nick foster #nick close #nark nation #my art #did this in one night bc i am on crack or something idk #also love love loooove the mystery and willy subplot that is being hinted at #LOOOOOOVE FICS WITH MYSTERIOUS SUBPLOTS A+ SURE WAY TO GET ME HOOKED #also if its not clear [im only pointing it out bc i worry sometimes lol] hes at a bus stop and thats one of those light up posters/ad displ #display things on the side #i think its clearer on the textless version but whatev

[ravenclod]

the drowning of a magical girl...

#sayaka #sayaka miki #puella magi madoka magica #madoka magica #pmmm #art #fanart #artists on tumblr #octavia von seckendorff #this was done the other day and im so happy with it #there are so many details and easter eggs i added #like the lines in her pupils are supposed to be heart monitor lines #and the background is supposed to be her cape #i might post some close ups if anyone wants them #i drew a lot from memory so it might not be fully accurate #also i referenced my nendroid for her sword lololol #ravenclodsart #ravenclods madoka #collage

[guideaus]

theyve got such a fucked up relationship

#personal #vinland saga lb #i'd rb this onto my other post but i made too many posts to look #'im busy being a sacrifice you revenge-crazed idiot!' #also the anime absolutely added more to give him a reason to be away #askeladd's final duel w him was more damaging apparently and moreso after seeing leif in the anime #anime askeladd and canute outright move on from him (like i thought they did w other characters) while they didnt expect #for him to be away in the manga #and manga thorfinn assumed askeladd wouldnt run out of luck #i think either way is kind of the same scene but the anime added more leif in. and showed thorfin relapse while manga thorfinn #wasnt close yet to giving up revenge but instead has it taken away from him

[delicourse]

um i want whatever they had going actually

#wilk #tsurumi tokushirou #golden kamuy #gk #chapter 313 spoiler #gk spoilers #deliart #chapter 313 was gorgeous.... i put off ever drawing the tsurussy bc i KNEW i would never beat whatever idea noda had #also this drawing has been in the works for 6 whole months. so many iterations of it. wilk in the epic chair and tsurumi and the bones #and the bullet and everything. initially it was suppoded to be hasegawa but with the Hole Reveal it had to be changed #i just love his hole sm......... the way the scarring looks like a crown or whatever......man....... #added a little gold to emphasize what i mean.... #i just read the final chapter and ofc ofc i could be mad abt koits but i've accepted nodas wack treatment of him such a long time ago #i used to be sooo mad months back when it became clear how it was gonna be handled but i gave up on waiting for the sike eventually. #so im good now<33 closed my eyes #anyway im gonna be gkposting art for a while to cope with not getting this manga weekly anymore #need to draw them all.... i havent done any sugi art in forever. and hes litcherally like my fav. #though u wouldnt be able to tell based on my art. all because i hate drawing hats<//3

[oatbugs]

lmao looking at her insta highlights was a mistake

#i feel worse WHY DOES SHE HAVE TONED MUSCLES UGHHH #also my confidence has gone down a tiny bit bc why is she hanging out w all these cool ppl #how is this girl simultaneously a lawyer and also has her social life on max like give me a break #thered a photo of her walking around in heaven either before closing or after opening shes sooo #HOWEVER. i just had a call w her yesterday that made me realise my idea of romance is more romantic than her idea of romance #but also that she doesnt want to do smth super romancey on a 3rd date which according to my friends is fair but according to my heart #it is not. like why are u on a date if u dont wanna do anything romancey at that point just hang out w friends #odd of her to say that too considering our first two dated were quite romantic . anyway #yo this cafe is playing persian music nice. anyway yh #also she makes being middle eastern so gay yk the goodbye fake cheek kiss thing we do . where u like . kiss the air on the sides of the #persons face when ur saying goodbye. ygwim . yeah she doesnt do the fake air kisses she gives u two tender kisses like . anyway #i discussed the stuff she does w my friend and like why r her words so aloof and her actions so...not . and my friends reaction was #basically this is fuckboy behaviour. apparently he used to do that to girls ?? like tell them he rly liked them #and be all charming and romantic even tho he rly wasnt invested at all and he mostly wanted to hook up. like ok #im gonna kill myself then. why would u stroke my hair w my head on ur LAP THEN. WHAT IF SHE TURNS AROUND AND IS LIKE #oops it was nothing #....ill kms actually. no i womt. but anyway #also got added to the gc w the other lecturers givjng talks on the 6th so its getting more real #my friend was like did u do the script yet :))) . almost died shes so scary i love her . but . fuck two exams . crush. talk. ucl cambrdige #three conferences aaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAA im so anxious i dont even feel anything atp #......I HAVE NO MONEY!!! TO TOP IT OFF #my crush and i are both iranian (aka born w extremely expensive taste woven into our genes) but i wanna like #treat her w the entire 2 quid in my bank account ig ♡♡♡ #crushposting

[bluecaeriart]

i am not immune to one mr vash the stampede

#trigun stampede #vash #my art #i kept seeing him all over my tl and i was like fuck it ill watch it #and i have absolutely 0 regrets #I LOVE VASH SO MUCHAOE;RIGO;AIERGO;AIERHGO;AEIRG #also im super proud of how his face came out #like especially his eyes??? #thats why im adding the extra close up O;IRGHOA;ERIGHO;AIERGHO;AEIR

[ectonurites]

almost 4am can't stop thinking about the meaning of the idiom 'to have blood on [someone's] hands'—to be responsible for a person's death—combined with the fact that Zach is the one we are specifically shown with Daryl's actual blood on his hands (once for real and once in a dream)... Not Josh who had been holding the sword Daryl fell onto, but Zach who took the sword out.

#super dark times #+ part of it that's insane to me is: Josh COULD have easily ALSO gotten (literal) blood on his hands—we see him go to check for a pulse #after Zach did... but we don't see his hands during that—they're left out of the shot! we just see his face. and when we see his hands next #there's no visible blood on them (if any got on he theoretically wiped 'em off ig? similarly Zach's hands when seen AFTER the shot of him #touching Daryl ALSO don't rlly show blood anymore—we see his hands in the leaves tho so it prob went there) BUT SO there was a CHOICE made #to give us a close up shot of ZACH pulling his hand away from the wound with blood on it... but to NOT do the same/smthn similar with Josh. #and yet ZACH is the one who CAN'T ACCEPT THE ROLE HE PLAYED IN ANY OF ITTTTT!!!!!!! GAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! #this post brought to you by me rewatching the Zach + Charlie on the phone scene and needing to just. stop and scream at Zach being #like 'Josh‚ or fucking somebody else‚ they went up there and if they found Daryl alive—' LIKE BRO. YOU *KNOW* HE WAS DEAD. #YOU KNOW. YOU KNOOOOW. YOU WERE THERE. YOU KNOW HE WAS ALREADY DEAD. the denial. the trying to find any fucking way that #there could be even a sliver of a possibility that it WASN'T even PARTIALLY his fault.... shifting the blame entirely onto Josh... #[plus like. the 'somebody else' only added in after Charlie was giving him shit for trying to complicate this more—at first he was #straight up saying Josh was the one that fucked with the body]... aghghghsfd he makes me INSANE #also fwiw. i'm forever a 'Josh didn't harm anyone on purpose until AFTER his fight with Zach at Zach's house' truther. that provides #at least SOME sort of motivation to push him over an edge into... the shit that happens. anything before that just fuckin' doesn't make #sense. To Me. ive already written a lot on my thoughts about all of that though [uhhh in the tags of my gifset of the fight at Zach's house #anyways. im also NOT trying to say 'ah so we should Just Blame Zach' because nah nah this whole thing was a fucked up accident. they're all #to blame. plus Josh did horrible shit at the end On His Own there's no way of getting around that—but the messiness of how Zach handled the #initial incident and how that ripples out across the whole movie is simply soooooooo... ghghGHGhghGHGhghghgh. To Me. #in conclusion: im soooooooo normal about the characters in this movie (<- lying)

[frostbite-the-bat]

No how cruel is it I had a false awakening in my dream bc I got too excited over a thing in my dream that I woke up shaky and then I make a tumblr post and go back to sleep and the dream continues I was a 100% cknvinced that happened ururggrgggggggghh

#Oh well goodnigjt #I have to write these one eye closed I'd what autism thing it is but it #Gyea idk is less wacky for me but also I can't Sees #Such a cool dream too otherwise i5 mixed like all my interests in it #Then added my teacher in there too being a bitch and that ruined everything Im glad I woke up from THAT part #But I got to do warrior cats fanart with kids markers into a notebook there so that's nce

[ajaxbread]

Haley, courtesy of the non-weirdest ad I’ve gotten on tumblr

The ad in question:

#art #stardew valley #sdv #haley stardew valley #haley sdv #this is closer to the haley in my head #i didn’t realize my pen would bleed for some reason so oops plus i used the wrong marker for the skin at first so it looks a lil odd #i aint even a woman nor do i wear dresses but its still one of the best ads ive seen #the others I usually see are the pika guy backpains/aches or recently eczema for some reason #guess thats what happens when a website doesn’t listen or record the things u do #im such a sucker for outfit designs like that #long flowy dress with galaxy/star patterns and or dark blue/sky themes YUM #this reminds me of when i was in hs i think maybe 16 17 yrs old and school just ended #and there was this girl in a long red flowy dress it was probably some kind of event that day #and like an awkward cant-talk-to-girls teen boy way i ran up to her said she looked pretty and ran away #im not even straight ! #oh also the necklace shes wearing #(haley from the image)* #i hc that it was her grandmothers who she was super close with but when she passed she kept the necklace #and the center opens up with a lil picture of her grandmother holding her as a baby #the picture could also be of the grandparents married not too sure on that uet #both sound sweet #and its def in a sepia filter(dusty brown tones basically) #and and if u dont like the lil belly on haley u can suck it up and leave #i hate seeing when ppl are drawn ultra anime thin bc thats not healthy plus the uterus makes the stomach come out a little so its totally- #-natural #for some cases in having no uterus or other yeah that makes more sense but anytime i see like anime i cant help but think everyones a robot #also yeah on a related note i do see that i put some trans colours on her not my personal hc but im fine with it #i can see her more as either cis/intersex and the term i forgot where smn identifies with femininity but never masculinity or however it go #i also dont think shed carw abt labels ‘am i cis? no im haley’

[vhvrs]

workshopping rick mix thinking abt how much of his life is devoted to some form of love that hes (mostly personally) completely ruined in some way and his struggles to find it in a way that he thinks he deserves (none of it). not that he even cares though

#im just going w adding the vaguely romantic songs n letting any overtones come thru bc #there r so many failed romantic n familiar love relationships in his life #also re: why u know ricks r hooking up left n right bc its a level of detachment yet closeness thats almost safe. lolz

[wizard-of-weed]

when are we going to get Legally Stoned, which is legally blonde but shes also a stoner

#high wizard posting #trying to figure out how to convey how incredibly stoned i am to my mc servermates who live in places where its illegal (unlike me) #but like ultimately it feels stupid to bring up even as like a disclaimer to ppl who arnt my close friends #i guess half their impression of me is going to be when im kind of an idiot and cant type but thats ok. ultimately. we r all idiots #oh anyways uhm if you cut your shit weed with good weed you will get a greater high. thats what i meant. when i said its like holy water #bong water is also holy water in that adding it to regular water turns it all into bong water #do u tell ppl ur texting if ur rlly stoned?