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mazzystar24 · 4 months
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My 911 hills I will die on:
Eddie Diaz is gay
Buck has ADHD- the writers could come knocking on my door and tell me that he’s not and I still would argue with them with a PowerPoint and everything
The Buckley parents deserve to go straight to hell and their redemption arc makes me foam at the mouth (negative)
More on that: the insistence of a show that is so deeply rooted in the concept of found family to constantly give shitty parents redemption arcs is so irritating
Maddie Buckley didn’t raise buck since she was 9 years old while dealing with her own trauma or give him her jeep and money (AKA HER LITERAL SAFETY NET TO ESCAPE HER ABUSER) just so people can sit there and call her a bad sister -I’m a Maddie Buckley defender and I stand by that
Both sides were flawed with the lawsuit thing and neither should be too harshly judged- Bobby kept buck out when buck already proved himself but he was doing it out of protectiveness in his own flawed way because let’s be honest he just saw the guy he considers a son nearly die in front of him three times in one year and saw the PT and toll it all took through the whole process and keep in mind he’s already lost 2 kids already but buck also shouldn’t have sued impulsively or disclosed such intimate information and should’ve tried to take a more rational approach but let’s also be fair and remember this is the guy THAT DID GO THROUGH ALL THOSE THINGS IN THAT SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME like no one would be okay mentally, no one would be rational, not when you spend a shit ton of time to recover only to be told (in his brain at least) that it’s not enough from someone you not only consider as a mentor, friend and father figure but also the same person who was motivating you through your recovery
The way Shannon spoke about Christopher’s cerebral palsy will never not rub me the wrong way I’m sorry to any who love her
The way Natalia spoke about bucks death is also just a no from me
I actually hated the whole thing with Hen and the madney engagement like idk why the writing felt it was appropriate to try to compare Hen CHEATING (granted it was ooc and in season one) with Maddie suffering postpartum depression make it make sense- they could’ve had the same level of hen and chimney friendship moment/ hen looking out for him without doing this type of thing which just made me a little angry with hen while watching it but ultimately deciding this storyline doesnt exist in my brain
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whaledocboi · 1 year
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there goes the warrior nun dishonored au that some of us been cultivating for a while
as you can probably tell, im quite deranged about it
we have mary as corvo, beatrice as emily, ava as alexi (she doesnt die in this dw), lilith as the outsider, camila as billie lurk, also, not in this drawing but mother superion as daud and shannon as jessamine (she does die, sorry bro, you continue to haunt the narrative in aus as well)
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gonna be a long ahh post
ill try to see if theres anything strange for all of them but i dont remember all alibis n circumstances etc im using the red truths + question arc tip screen oki thats all i have Well i have my liveblogs too but that doesnt seem useful. first ep didnt have red truths yet but im quite sure it had to have been natsuhi or maria so
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this was natsuhi + krauss + eva + hideyoshi + rudolf + kyrie
rosas definitely weird in ep2 i very vividly recall her BEING in that chapel too but i could be misremembering that part. though beatrice was there
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this whole ordeal was a little strange i wish i remembered who exactly witnessed her bcs i feel like it wasnt just natsuhi n servants... Kyrie definitely saw her yes? I dont know what to make of it. What a cute outfit though shes so cute
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also these mentions on shannon n kanon ep2 descs Awh
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kanons key or servant involvement seeing as none of the others were first 6
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kanon n jessica couldve killed each other Why? Who knows But someone carried kanons body out
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"no one is hiding (regarding jessicas room)" STop i wouldve said that too im just like him i cant diss his abilities anymore.
Oh but also "kanon was killed in this room" =/= "kanon was killed in this room at that time" Im thinking about the scene where he "reappears" again i think its been said theres no disguise stuff so maybe
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am i confusing the scenes because "theres no corpse" What happened in the doctors room???? when they saw him come back and bury his fingers to that wound i wouldve said he mightve died at that moment but then whats with the corpse. Girl
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i miss her so much shes so funny "You are incompetent" in red is crazy
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Beato:(.......
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rosa had the keys yeahhhhhh i dont exactly remember Why i thought she was weird at the time but it was probably her. She was running around w the rifle too Well thats all for ep2 anyway
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wtf even was charumi3 that was evas time to shine yes
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Its definitely dead
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None of the six committed suicide! hmm the weird linked one i remember it Though. Isnt "The six died instantly" incorrect in kinzos case if he was already dead... Since its a separate statement it doesnt have to refer to those six yes?? So maybe one of them besides kinzo didnt die instantly... Like battler suggested w a chain murder or one person going around to make up the chained rooms
Then theyd have a key too... girl i dont remember what eva was doing at this time also
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at that point eva was supposedly in her room w a headache while witch eva was killing them so yeah doesnt look great for eva That servant things still possible too + rosa might as well have killed maria though idk who killed rosa in that case
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eva did not kill hideyoshi... servant thing still strong and also wtf was kyrie thinking here anyway might as well blame her n then say eva killed kyrie but i forgor where eva was here again oopsie
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"No life forms other than humans have any connection to this game" seems like a witch denying phrase but ok i guess its not a life form then
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Lol. Once again kinzo thing makes this not matter... Though there go all my servants dawg maybe that was only for first twilight then
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that is worrying. Do you think kanon n shannons names being pseudonyms affects the red truth. "shannon is dead" What if shannon is the idea of her servitude to the family and she threw it away for some reason and that way theres a Sayo who is killing people and doesnt really break the truths "shannon is dead" OR "there are no more than 18 humans on this island" All that goes for kanon too im just pretending that i didnt spoil myself his real name haha. Well kanon even more so since they made him appear and all but that couldve been jessicas delusion too...
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she used to have so much fun that beato...
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also even if eva was confirmed to not be involved in nanjos death that doesnt negate she couldve done well.everything else heart
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thought about "Because of your sin, people die." a lot yesterday... The part about it not being about or with beatrice is of course very confusing and weird But yeah i cant even guess except apparently hes the reason the game exists? Or at least the reason it goes on or more specifically "cause of the eternal torture between us"
I dont understand how it could be about anything else BUT beatrice but ok. Maybe he was mean to maria like ange. But maria was literally 3 years old at that point... I guess he left the family 6 years ago but im having a terrible time trying to understand whats wrong with that really I guess asumu isnt blood related to him afterall but it cant be this great big sin beefing with rudolf u know. Id think his comebacks the reason the cerenomy was seen fit to be carried out (thinking about the amount of people) but angie wouldve normally been there instead of him anyway so the amount of people is the same and its over 14 anyway (13 sacrifices + whoevers imitating the epitaph) so i dont really understand blinks
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i like when he goes Ah ngagh nnnghhh aaghh...!!! this vn loves to make people roar also They do it all the time. battler n beato do it the most but eva and many others always roaring too
also??? according to the wiki they didnt use red truth at all in ep3 until this point thats crazy i guess beato really WAS more careful about it
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oh ange i miss u
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i cant even tell what the first ones about theres no game record in ep4 tips how annoying <- doesnt remember at all what happened. Well ange was there uhh.
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nvm its definitely about this one. I seriously remember nothing there was so much ange ange ange it was all eyes on ange.... I might reread my liveblogs
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OH YEAH it was ppl supposedly witnessing kinzo killing everyone. Although uh "all ... acknowledged the presence of kinzo" Thats very different from "kinzo was there n killed everyone"... It couldve been in spirit or even if his corpse was there. Also last ones crazy u can just change that well i guess they were counting a corpse then
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thats crazy confusing combined with knoxs rule about no accidents... what is left...
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STOP. THERE GO BOTH OF MY SUSPECTS STOP IT
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none of these negate kanon n rosa culprit yeah?
omfg wtf theres an image limit let me do the rest in another post
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hey hi is anyone going to point out the parallel between s1 ep1 and s2 ep8, with beatrice. first ep, mary turns to bea for reassurance, because ofc they’ve seen worse, right? yeah yeah ofc, shannon’s gonna make it, has to make it, yh we’ve seen worse. n bea, as soflty as she can, says no. because its the truth. n the quicker mary realizes what’s going to happen the better for everyone. she’s trying to keep things moving, but also keep things as painless as she can. she doesnt want to hurt mary even when she knows shes going to.
n then last ep on s2, where bea is cradling ava, both on the floor, and ava rips the band aid off n tells bea “i’m not gonna make it.” n bea IMMEDIATELY denies it, refuses what ava just told her. thats not true, she’s gonna make it, she’s gonna be alright, she’s going to live, the woman she loves has to live at the end of the day, it can’t end like this, beatrice doesn’t want ava to die. even if she knows that’s what’s gonna happen, what was supposed to happen. “delaying the inevitable”, bea’s words. 
both moments where the love of the warrior nun had to face the ugly truth about it: warrior nuns are supposed to die for the greater good. you don’t get to keep them alive no matter how much you want them to, no matter how selfish it is. you just want to love them and keep them and live with them. but you can’t. and in the end, both mary and beatrice painfully understood.
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ilovekotlc · 5 months
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KOTLC
Favorite ship?
Definitely sokeefe. They have truly been through so much together and understand eachother on levels others do not, which is clearly stated by other characters.
Favorite character?
Sophie!! She's so realistic i love her
Least favorite character(s)?
I would say the most logical ones (cassius, gisela, umber, etc) and yes, I hate those characters more than anyone. But this one I mean characters that most people like.
For that, I'd choose Ro. There are many good posts explaining this.
Favorite Neverseen member(s)?
(Disclaimer, I mean as a character. Not as a person.
Gisela, Vespera and Umber. I find them all really interesting and powerful, (mainly umber)
(the neverseen can die though LMAOO xx <3)
Least favorite Neverseen member?
FINTAN.
AND.
ALVAR.
WHO DOES ALVAR THINK HE IS LMAO??
him after betraying a whole entire family line bc he had "family issues" (he doesnt): 😋😋🫶🏻
and fintan. DO NOT get me started on Fintan.
If I see one more simp of him.. one more simp..
Favorite Black Swan member (not including the kids of the black swan):
Squall and Granite, they eat im sorry (also i have no least favorites)
Top five adults
#1: edaline my pookie wookie bear
#2: della!!
#3: Grady
#4: Elwin
#5: Kesler
Top 5 kids
#1: Sophie
#2: Keefe
#3: Linh
#4: Tam
#5: Fitz
Before I get 1million comments asking where dex is, I DO like dex, I just feel like shannon kinda ruined his character. Hes not very interesting anymore.
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More Umineko
episode 1, part 5
the hidden family treasure isnt real, it cant hurt you
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thats one hell of a bombshell to just drop and then leave the room without any elaboration. but i had been expecting the "six" mentioned to die in the riddle to be the older siblings and their partners. minus rosa maybe. idk. she seemed in a special position both because she is not as shrewed as her other siblings and because i expect the maria population to be affected by her death.
and i fully expect maria to be important later on due to her unique relationship with beatrice.
but well. thats not what happened later on.
anyway. rudolf, this isnt about you, first we need to look at my favourite wet dog of a woman, natsuhi.
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damn girl. i promise youre not just a childbearing multifunctional screwdriver.
and of course not only does that mean her husbands status as the future family head is endangered, and her late childbirth "caused" that, he also didnt deem it necessary to mention the gold actually exists to her. she spirals so beautifully and painfully. all she ever wanted was to be useful and be a support tool and to make "her" family prosper. the family she left another one behind for. damn girl thats a sad unhappy marriage you got there. is the golden cage comfortable enough to endure it? are they feeding you good food through the bars? are they dusting you off on that high trophy shelf of yours? she has been made to understand that she has no worth on her own and she will Never be a real part of the ushiromiya family. later on we see her sad little room with her sad one person bed. its dire.
natsuhi would be a different person, had she been born in a position with more power. as a man. as an ushiromiya.
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and he really just said "no you cant lol"
while krauss fails to comfort her and is, frankly, just kind of a prick, its understandable he doesnt want to involve her, i guess. its very interesting that this seems to be a cycle too, she is trying to secure a good marriage for her daughter as well, who she believes has no value of her own (bad grades, rowdy character.... undesirable leader and wife material), much like how she had to marry into this family too.
damn, so same as rosa perpetuating the physical violence.
its very touching to see natsuhi and jessica try and be nice and understanding to each other for Once. they really have to force themselves. its a lot of emotional labour that goes into it and its not perfect but there is value in it. even if ultimately i think it just brings up and enforces how big the chasm between them is. even though they are both in a similar position, strained and controlled by expectations around them, they cannot muster up the strength (and agency) to help each other and find happiness. sad!!!
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its the undiagnosed narcolepsy.
and just like natsuhi, rosa has a short moment where she gets to express her apologies about pushing her trauma on her daughter. and much like natsuhi too, the message cannot reach its destination, no matter how good the intentions were.
speaking of fantastic healthy enviroments
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even so, the evening goes well for shannon, i would say. in fact well enough to be a flag. the furniture plot thickens and, if she can survive the death flag that was just placed on her for longer, shannon might be graced with the chance to join the ranks of People. even if that does not necessarily equal being a Better People (=ushiromiya family member, as discussed above)
and yup. sure enough. shes nowhere to be found. instead natsuhi remains, protected by the charm perhaps. (this is my beatrice respects marias ambition to become a witch theory. dont interfere) its unfortunate.
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the funniest possible way to lead the convo about how you appreciate your daughter in law
i really hope kinzo saying this to natsuhi made her feel somewhat appreciated bc god knows she needs it. where did that come from though. will he need a favour of her later? does he wish for her to succeed as an heir? since his children all only seem to wish for financial gain... while natsuhi cares about name and outward appearances. there is absolutely manipulation involved, even if it makes natsuhi feel good. and now she is powerful. at least for a while. and she shall be mean and evil towards others again. yay!
maybe im too obsessed with the gender politics of it all but it feels so significant that this was how kinzo decided to initially phrase it. he too sees that natsuhi would be a different person, had she been born in a position with more power.
well, its the morning of october the 5th. where is the dangan ronpa crime scene i had been expecting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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natural-singularity · 4 years
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yall i’ve got seven pages of notes for this guardian angel buck fic.. why does this keep growing someone pls send help sos
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screwcool-a · 6 years
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before I go,,
One Last Note
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autevi · 2 years
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a roundup of things i have screamed at my friends on discord about CH Cherryh’s Invader
this is the second book in the Foreigner series, some mild spoilers may be contained within, but honestly, the whole series is just one long Bren Cameron and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day
also forgive me for misspelling anything, i read Foreigner last year but i’m listening to Invader on audiobook so the spellings are not in my recent memory buffer
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It’s so funny how Bren is always focusing on the wrong things I love it so much He understands so much and so little
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Jago, banichi, tano, algini, ilisidi, cenedi, and the lady damiri’s entire household staff: my poor little meow meow the paidhi Bren: what a shame that the atevi have no word or concept of friend or love Also Bren: you have to understand, nadiin, that humans don’t have the biological imperative of association or manchi.
Jago, extremely offended that barb dumped Bren: that bitch Bren: I could never think that Jago considers me a friend. She’s atevi Bren, describing jago and banichi in such loving language but they could never love me back
This is the funniest take on pining
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@darling-child-tisarwat  here’s my favorite bren line ever tho i think it’s from book 1: “we have to like somebody, we’re bound to like somebody, or we die,  banichi, we outright die.” not dramatic at all
Me: He’s so dramatic and has NO IDEA he’s so obsessed with conveying the right micro nuances He had NO CLUE
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bren: gets injured, yeeted to mospheira and back in 24h, deals with pain and planetary and personal and professional crises, doesnt sleep or take meds, absolutely gluts himself on information overload and stress banichi: i will lay down my life to protect this delicate and dramatic little thing
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@sylvanauctor jago: i'll never betray you nand'paidhi bren: she's just saying that to be nice
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God I just realized he must be in his twenties He’s a baby!!! (i say this with all the creaky age of a 31 year old) Apparently he’s 27 in inheritor
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Shannon:  Can’t stop imagining Banichi and Jago as the confused but loving coparents of a very excitable little dog. Something fluffy and yappy
Me:  fhsdfhgfd gotta make sure his little outfits and hair ribbons are all just so brencameron frisé banichi and jago to other atevi who dont know the paidhi: he's temperamental but he's very darling once he gets used to you. and so terribly loyal!
Shannon:  He’s not committing a terrible faux pas on purpose, he’s just  a little puppy!
Me:  paidhi bren cameron: god. i'm so sorry. i pissed on the carpet. i'm SO sorry
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bren: jago what is going on. where's banichi jago: *crickets* banichi: *shows up 45 minutes late with starbucks* gaslight girlboss gatekeep
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bren: god. im so sorry. i'm such an idiot. god. you must all think me SUCH a clumsy fool tano: literally everyone here is pulling for you what the fuck bren: i cant fail at this terribly important job. i MUST say the right words. it's terribly important that i dont fuck this up tano: you've received two proposals of marriage and several bags of mail from school children
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bren: they have no concept of friendship every atevi except jago, banichi, and tabini: i shouldnt be telling you this but-
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@cassyblue/Erin: im still mad that bren is straight like that man is at least bi
me: i have not gotten to any point that confirms or denies this please let me live in blissful ignorance sure he's only mentioned dating a woman but he's clearly in love with both jago and banichi this is another reason he is hilariously adjacent to ivan vorpatril in my head (the other reason is how they think about/mentally categorize the overload of incoming mail)
Erin: Hes like Ivan if ivan didnt grow up in a toxic masculinity world
Me: bren: at home on mospheira no one gives a fuck about politics as long as their vacations arent affected ivan: literally everything about my life is dominated by politics Erin: i dont think Bren could survive alys hed just got mowed over
Me: ALYS. ILISIDI.
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bookwyrminspiration · 3 years
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Theres no alicorns besides the family we know of, so, if the council wants there to be more alicorns, doesnt that mean Wynn and Luna will have to... have babies together?
excellent question, nonsie. The entire situation with the alicorns and trying to bring a species back from the literal brink of extinction does raise several questions and concerns, many of them more so as you get deeper into the science of how it might work.
cw: discussion and theories regarding animal breeding. inbreeding, hybrids, etc.
(Disclaimer: not an expert in any of this, I just briefly researched some of the science behind repopulation and tried to summarize it in the context of this question. Take everything I say with a grain of salt. You can also look it up yourself if you’re interested!)
long answer: alicorns have a basically 100% chance of extinction even though there are now double the number. Double sounds impressive, but they only went from two to four, which isn’t anywhere near the number needed to repopulate the species. There’s something called the 50/500 rule, meaning 50 members of the species is needed to help combat inbreeding concerns and 500 to “reduce genetic drift”. This has been applied to many different species but it’s always better to have the specific information from that species which we will not have seeing as this is a fictional species.
Even if the elves went the route of Luna and Wynn breeding, that would likely lead to genetic defects and complications. They aren’t perfect specimen. It wouldn’t work.
The elves would need to find several dozen more alicorns hidden around the globe to even have a chance at preventing extinction. They can’t do it the way things are right now. When a population dips below 1,000 there’s a high chance they’ll go extinct and right now it’s just one family of four.
however, it could be possible for hybrids to become a thing. There may be a species similar enough to the alicorns that breeding between the species could produce a fertile hybrid. Purebred alicorns would die out, but these hybrids could breed amongst themselves and whatever other animal they are part. My first instinct was to say unicorn but I have a memory of kotlc unicorns being very different than the unicorns usually shown in fantasy media. Unsure what is similar enough to an alicorn to effective reproduce with them and I doubt we’ll ever know the genetic makeup of fictional kotlc creatures so we can only speculate
short answer: there’s nothing the elves can do to prevent purebred alicorns from going extinct. They haven’t saved them. I’m theres just now a longer time before they’ll go extinct.
(tw, mention of religion and a few christian religious stories) so why say they’re saved? I think it’s likely this was included because it’s a middle grade fantasy series that’s already denounced human science, so theres no need to stick strictly to human reproductive sciences. Another thing, when we hear “two members of the same species are going to repopulate everything,” a lot of us probably think religious things, even if we weren’t raised Christian/catholic (I was raised bahai so I don’t know the difference between those or which one uses this story). It’s like Adam and Eve or all those animals on the ark. It’s likely based on subconscious religious stories that found their way into kotlc. Like I said, even people who have never been part of those religions (like me), know a lot about it. Regardless of Shannon’s beliefs, which I do not know and will not theorize on, growing up/living in America as a white person influences the religion she is exposed to.
I think I got way more invested into this question than you were expecting so I’ll stop here. But that detail has always bothered me so I enjoyed the opportunity to explore it and think about it from a more professional stand point. I hope that answers what you were asking, but if not feel free to send another ask!! This is a very intriguing topic and I’d love to talk more about it <33
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crossovereddie · 3 years
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Actually, here is an alternative thing for you to occupy your time with, and a question I have been meaning to ask you for a while. I have finished 911 finally! So I'm ready for the new season. And I wonder, realistically, what do you think the roadmap would be for a buddie endgame?
I absolutely see how their story has been framed and filmed in a lot of parallels to how a romantic storyline would be set out. But there has been no outright mention of either of them being bi - although the conversation about Maddy setting Buck up with whassisface was very casual and could very easily have been an example of canonically bi Buck - and they are both at the end of season 4 in 'relationships' with women.
So, in your estimation, what's the timeline? What's the transition? How do they go about this and how long does it take? I wanna know your thoughts 👀
okay yes i have lots of thoughts on this and it's actually one of my fave questions i get asked. I've always watched a lot of tv shows so I'm just estimating on what I've seen before and what I would personally do. IMO this love story is a slow burn. We only have four seasons so far and only three of those seasons have Eddie in them. This unsurprisingly got long so ill put it under the cut.
So I'll go by seasons bc to me its important to look at everything that has happened so far by seasons and by love interests and not as a whole. Its the best way i can form a timeline that I think would make the most sense and why
S1: So we don't get any hints at Buck being anything other than straight and I think this is because he was supposed to be. They hadn't planned for Eddie yet and they definitely hadn't planned for the chemistry Oliver and Ryan were gonna have. S1 Buck was this reckless kid who didn't take anything serious. He was definitely super immature. Then he meets Abby and he starts to get serious about his job and his love life. I'm not gonna say "Abby changed him" because she didnt. He saw the person he was and the person he was becoming and decided on that change himself.
S2: Eddie!!!! So we get introduced to this army medic turned firefighter in the least heterosexual way. Then Buck is angry because Eddie is hot and really good at his job. they work together and Eddie compliments Buck and now they're smiley bffs. Seriously wtf was all that? Anyway this is all sus bc from what ive seen before in other shows when a main love interest leaves and a new main character replaces them, that means something. JLH replaced Connie Britton as far as big name actress but i really believe Eddie replaced Abby as far as importance in Buck's life. Do i think they brought him in with the intentions of turning him into a LI? No but they sure fueled the narrative from the get go. I think they saw fans reactions and started testing the waters.
Moving on to LIs in this season. We find out Eddie has a kid and the mother is not in the picture (eddie made sure buck knew that right away). Then later on we find out he's technically still married. shannon comes back and we get Eddie finally getting to confront this head on. He tries to get his family back together for the sake of his son. Its big for Eddie's character bc all he does and all he's ever done is for his son. Then Shannon asks for a divorce then she dies bringing this arc to an abrupt end and leaving eddie heartbroken.
meanwhile Buck is still waiting for Abby. Then he finally accepts that shes not coming back and decides to move on. He goes right back to being "Buck 1.0" with Taylor and feels bad about himself because that really isnt him anymore. He wants a real relationship. So then Ali calls and asks him on an actual date and he agrees. This is his first try at a relationship after a heartbreak. in tv these don't usually work out but are used to develop the main character's growth. We don't really see much of her but she breaks up with him so.
S3: This is Eddie finally dealing with his feelings/guilt season. This is also the season I think we really see how important Buck is to the Diaz boys. S2 had cute buckley-diaz family moments but those could still be interpreted as a best friend and his best friend's kid. This season though... after the tsunamic episode was when i really started to fully believe buddie was going canon. This season is solidifying their bond not only as Buck and Eddie but as Buck Eddie and Christpher. As I'm writing this I realized neither of them really has a love interest in this season do they? Ana is introduced but then is clearly presented as definitely NOT the right choice for eddie and especially for Chris. Then they counter that with Buck helping Eddie build a skateboard for Chris that he can use as opposed to Ana's ablest remarks about how he can't do it so just move on to something else. Then we get Buck's reaction in Eddie Begins. Buck has seen his team his friends his family get hurt on the job before but he has never reacted the way he did when it was Eddie in danger. Again solidifying just how much these two mean to each other. Don't even get me started on this season being when Eddie changes his will offscreen. Anyway we get Abby back and Buck finally gets the closure from that relationship that he needs to move forward into a serious relationship.
Now S4: jfc s4....IMO this is the only logical season to get the ball rolling on Buddie and they sure did that with 4x14 despite everything else. So i never thought they would be the first serious relationship for each other after the heart break theyve both experienced. It wouldn't be fair to their character developments. Buck tries dating Veronica and that clearly doesnt work but we know hes now open to dating again. We get Buck Begins where we see why Buck is the dare devil he is. The only way he got his parents attention as a kid was to put himself in danger. They bring back taylor and how to they ultimately get together after she friendzones him? She thinks hes in danger and suddenly wants him. As much as i hate it this is really gonna be a relationship where Buck finally stands up for himself and sees his own worth and realizes he deserves more. He deserves someone who sees him and loves him for who he is. He deserves to be chosen, something Abby Ali his parents dont do and what i think taylor wont end up doing. I feel like shes gonna choose her career over him. Maybe not in a "I'm breaking up with you" way but maybe she takes a new job and want to do LD (hes tried that twice and it didnt work for him. hes not gonna want that) or she could ask him to go with her but he wont. His family is in LA. His job is in LA. Eddie and Chris are in LA and he won't leave them. Then we have Eddie finally deciding to move on and try dating again so they bring back ana. To me it's not gonna work out so I'm not bothered at all lmao. It's interesting that they'd choose her though. Someone we already know Eddie doesn't trust with his son. There's also more buckley-diaz family scenes of them being coparents. The hildy episode, Chris running to Buck when hes mad at eddie, Buck being the one to tell Chris Eddie got hurt, then Buck staying with Chris and taking on the guardian role without him even knowing just how much that role really does belong to him. He didn't do it out of obligation. He didn't do it because he was asked to. He did it because he thought it would be best for Chris. Finally to 4x14. This is by far the biggest "Oh shit this is it. This is the beginning of buddie". We find out Eddie changed his will a year ago and has just been sitting on this info. I think Eddie knew back then what it meant but he wasn't in the right mindset to accept what it means so he kept it to himself. I think he finally started allowing himself to go there during treasure hunt. The man was jealous yall. Carla coming back and her comment about doing whats best for him and not chris is his oh shit moment. I think he wouldve broken up with Ana a few days after that if he had the time lol. He gets caught up in the mother/son sl then this poor mf gets shot by a sniper. The way that whole scene was filmed btw was not in a bff way. That was a lover watching his beloved almost die in front of him. Buck again puts himself down and Eddie decides this is the moment. He needs Buck to see how important he is. He wants buck to know how loved he is. So he sits there talking himself up to it and finally lets Buck know just how big of a part he is in Eddie's family. Buck's previous scene is him saying he wants someone who wants him back then here is Eddie saying he needs him...Chris needs him. wtf.
So with S5: I think Eddie knows and Buck has a feeling but he's not sure so what i would do is spend s5 with Eddie basically showing Buck his feelings but not exactly getting in the way of Buck's new relationship because Buck has to be the one to make that choice. Id also have chris feeling the different shift with buck having a gf like he did with Eddie. This newfound info wasnt just dropped on us for a "Aww so sweet" moment. This will business is gonna be a part of a bigger storyline. I'm hoping its with Eddie's family during maybe 5b.
So what I think would be the best timeline for canon buddie is 5a eddie already having either broken up with ana or is gonna break up with her, Buck choosing himself and ending things with Taylor by midseason finale, them bringing in Eddie's family in 5b and maybe then being when Eddie confesses his feelings for Buck. Then 6a we could get them walking on egg shells around each other not really knowing what to do bc this is all so new for both of them. This could bring just the right amount of comedy and angst especially them awkward and flustered around each other at work. A big blowup can happen between them for added angst (maybe an arguement before one of them or both of them is put in danger) then a midseason finale kiss. Then trying to find the balance between their personal relationship and their work relationship during 6b.
I don't know how long Fox shows last but procedurals can last a long time. I'm not sure thats gonna be the case for 911 especially with all the main cast staying that long so i think this would give us at least a whole season (S7) of canon buddie.
As far as then being presented as straight, there's been more seeds planted about buck being bi. A few i can remember off the top of my head: all of 2x1 lmao, maddie's comment about bucks boy crush on eddie, buck hinting at thinking eddie is cute when he thinks maddie is talking about him, the christmas elf, the comments on the instagram livestream, idk if youve watched it or not but TK's comment to Buck in the crossover episode, and like you mentioned Maddie's casual comment about setting him up with Josh. All we really know about Eddie's love life is he married Shannon when they were young and is trying with Ana so it could turn into a whole storyline for him.
I'm so sorry this is so long and took forever but i I hope i actually answered your question and didnt just get lost in rambles lmao.
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songs that give just peak 13rw vibes:
SCRAWNY - the wallows: first of all, this is my fav wallows song so good, secondly, this song just reminds me of season 1 Alex sm because for some reason his hair and weight was brought up a lot sjsjsjsj
Die For You - The Weeknd: honestly this song is so sweet and really gives me those Jess/Justin vibes :(
Everything I Wanted - Billie Eilish: i feel as though this a song clay could really relate to, if he had everything he wanted would have those crazy beautiful parts in his life? no clay wouldnt have his little make shift family and his lil rocks w/o a bit of bumps
Wasted - Niall Horan: This song gives me those really in love vibes so immeadately Zalex because I feel as though they are right for each other (duh i mean...) But i just think high school isnt the right time for them
Too Young - Louis Tomlinson: This song really just hits hard thinking about Hannah and what she had said that most of them had no idea this would spiral and hurt Hannah that bad. I dont really like (like i mean there's certain things thats just super offputting shes likeable id just rather watch clay than hannah sjsjsjs) Hannah, but this song goes out to her <3
Ozone - Chase Atlantic: this is a classic season 1/2 Jess and Justin song but w/ heroine instead of xans ig
End Of the Day - One Direction: See... I rewatched the clannah moon scene and yes i admit it made me cry BUT i found so many Zalex paralells this song really does go out to the ones who fall in love on rooftops
Pacify Her - Melanie Martinez: There was a lot of jealousy from Alex and Justin, Bryce and Zach, Clay and anyone who breathed the same air as Hannah, and finally my person fav Zach and Charlie lots of jealousy i just like the song snd i think it fits all of these
Half Light - BANNERS: i love this song its my fav of all time i just rlly think this song fits a lot of dynamics and friendships like Justin and Bryce; justin really only got the good side of him
The Good Side - Troy Sivan: This goes out to Zalex, Jesstin, Clannah, Tony/Caleb, and Wonty yall each got some flaws but perfectly like complete each other THIS SONG WITH THESE SHIPS MAKES ME EMOTIONAL AND IM NOT TALKING ABT IT NO MORE
Friends - Ed Sheeran: lots of friendzoning *cough* zalex *cough* lots of acting like you like him and you claim you dont *zach* lots of you giving alex AND THE REST OF THE WORLD HINTS THAT YOU DO AND THEN YOU JUST DON'T IG??? im bitter.
When I Look At You - Miley Cyrus: Again, this song really just goes out to Zalex Jesstin and Clannah </3
Atlas - Shannon Saunders: "I get through all of this without a kiss" that one lyric could apply to a lot of relationships in this show such asssss Zalex, Justlex (i will die with Justlex), Clannah, Jannah(?)
Lets Talk About Feelings - Joywave: this song gives me the same feeling i have whenever at the end of every season every person who survived that season is like all together at one place it doesnt have anything to do with it its just the same feeling i personally have
Drunk - Ed Sheeran: Zach and this song are like the same entity- yall SOMEONE GET ROSS ON THE PHONE HIS VOICE WOULD BE SO GREAT FOR THIS SONG!!!
Fireproof - One Direction: "nobody saves me baby the way you do and no body knows you baby they i do" this song gives me the ppl who fall in love on the rooftop vibes no hut srsly this gives some good lyrics that could be heavily applied to Zalex and Jesstin and like Clustin
My Heart Goes Bum Bum Bum - Flatsound: this song. is literal art. Its so pretty fOR NO REASON?? anyways; this song again is more the feel of the song but its in a more general sense you could apply it to any aspect of the show and itd for the most part work i also just love da vibes
Leather Jacket - The Arkells: this song can really go for Zalex like rlly well and Justlex not as well but pretty good
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buck and red’s conversation in 3x16 and eddie and carla’s conversation in 4x13 parallel in really interesting ways. both boil down to living in a way that makes you happy, rather than what others expect makes you happy. im sure there’s more to this but i don’t feel like writing a long meta today lmao
RIGHT THO
life in ur own hands to b happy but also be around ppl u love that love u the way You are and then the roundabout to it’s hard to do that when life is so risky so for buck, he attaches himself to the 118 and then doesnt see a way out if they all leave (or die 💀) and eddie Detaches and tried to find ways w shannon and later w ana that weren’t working great bc he was doing what he thought was best for chris and not him too and now eddies dying in the street and it’s regrets and it’s thinking what could’ve been and it’s is it worth it to live and love that way if death is right around the block and all this !!! i cant b coherent
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svankmajerbaby · 4 years
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ok so
warrior nun has consumed my brain so here I Will Express My Thots Regarding It
probably spoilers i guess
so what i wanna talk about specifically is about the characters, which is really what sold me on the show (besides the gorgeous cinematography and the fact i went to andalucia on january and i recognize a lot of places and churches ive been to and i love watching it)
so first, of course, Ava: i think shes one of my new favorite characters, ever?? not only does she have Big Bi Vibes, shes actually really good at balancing snarky-coping-mechanism-humor. her narration and flashbacks do a great job at explaining just how much of it she had to use to cope with the awful nun that cared for her in the orphanage; as she said, its "small victories" to mock and insult the woman who verbally abuses her. but, besides that, humour is also a bonding mechanism, too: little is said of Diego, who was Avas closest friend for probably most of her life. it explains to a certain point why she has a bit of a childish side, but it also shows just how empathic she is and her relative ease to make friends. then. theres the issue that some of my favorite types of protagonists are those who may be tortured, may be sheltered (idk) but who manage to keep fighting on, love life and are in awe of it, remain positive and even spread their positivity to others. i really like when these characters have a clear enthusiasm -im so bored of dismissive, snarky, nihilist protagonists -but Ava is like. a ray of sunshine. her happiness at being out of the orphanage, at being free and able to experience everything is so contagious, i kept smiling through the first few episodes. even later in the season she finds the humour in any situation, she remains amazed by what her fellow warriors can do, and just. shes a goddamn delight. i love her and love how she grows from an overexcited teenager running for her life and evading her responsability to accepting her role as a saviour -and even willing to die to stop the cycle of "chosen ones" halo bearers.
and now Mary. my god, Mary. shes just a type of character i hadnt seen before and i didnt know i would love so much. her first appearance is crying as her best friend (and maybe something else??) dies in her arms. for the rest of the series Mary will be characterized as The Badass, a title she readily accepts. but shes also vulnerable and willing to expose herself and her emotions in order to bond with others -while also wary of being manipulated through them, as in the fight on the docks with Lilith. Mary is just a beautiful combination of this softness and kindness that has to be balanced with the fight for survival; she came from such painful places, being forced to struggle to stay alive: and yet she isnt afraid of love, of being loved: she is a realist, deeply aware of the circumstances she is in, but this doesnt deter her from ever doing the moral thing, to protect others, to fight for them and not only for herself. the fact theres a whole episode dedicated to her bonding with Ava, talking about her life and her deeds, makes it obvious to me that she is The character who mostly embodies the values of the Order of the Cruciform Sword -quite ironic, since while she is a member, she isnt one of the ordained nuns. that independence she has kind of defines her character, too -smart enough to know not to trust the church and to also fight alongside her friends for what she believes in.
and so we come to Lilith. the original Chosen One. she exists in a world defined by purpose and sacrifice: she has seen how the Warrior Nuns end up killed, and still she wants this -to be basically a martyr in a "holy war" -because not only is it her birthright, what she had been raised for her entire life, what her family has been doing for generations -but also because it is her purpose. that is her sole destiny, the only thing she sees herself fit for. this doesnt mean she is evil, though, or self-centered. its true that Lilith can be too one-track-minded, to the point of being able to kill; but she clearly views her being the Warrior Nun, the Halo Bearer, as the only way to ensure the continuity of the community and to save the world. her whole life has been consumed by this "holy war"; and, by what Mary said, its something that her pride has been feeding ever since Shannon was chosen instead of her. she should be the one. she should have the honor to suffer and die for the world. and this is her tragedy, to be honest: despite having friends, despite being loved by her fellow nuns, she feels she needs to be this hero for her life to make sense. it has been her entire life. and when someone else took that purpose from her, everything that is left is anger and anguish.
and this is a nice segway to Beatrice, whos just. while Mary is what a Nun of the OCS should be, and Lilith is what she thinks a Nun of the OCS should be, Beatrice is what a Nun of the OCS probably is most of the time. someone who, while not as self sacrificing as Lilith, is completely devoted to her life in the Order. and, as she explains, most of the nuns are much like herself: hiding past lives, cloaking secrets, trying to find a purpose in the community where they can devote their lives to something greater than themselves. its a way of coping, of keeping on, of finding love and friendship and happiness alongside girls like them. but Beatrice is one of those who arent as hidden and reserved: she yearns for understanding, for a friendship that goes deeper than surface level. this is not an attempt to diminish her relationships with her other friends; she displays the capacities of a good leader, and clearly values her fellow nuns. but theres a clear pattern of her shutting off vulnerabilities in order to be the best at what she does -overachieving, in a way -not with the intent of fulfilling a purpose, like Lilith, but to be seen as "good". as she tells Ava in that magnificent scene, Beatrice comes from a conservative background from where she had learnt to hide everything that could be seen as improper, as bad. she fights the hardest and stays the strongest because she cannot let herself fail: if she is exposed, if her flaws are revealed and her emotions uncovered, she risks her place in the community -where she has built her entire life around, where she managed to escape from her previous life. and so her story is one of opening up, of learning to go that extra step and allowing herself to cry, to be soft, to be vulnerable with others, to share her fears instead of masking them.
finally, none of these issues seem to be a problem for Camila. i dont have a lot to say about her because i think shes still got room to grow as a character, but i like how shes simultaneously "the kid" of the group, and the smartest one from a technological standpoint. shes probably the one who finds the OCS a place of friendship and community, just like Beatrice, while also being a place of deep, untapped knowledge. she is very interested in studying the history or the Order, of knowing what is the divinium, of how the Warrior Nun comes to be. she is not afraid to be vulnerable, nor to be honest about her thoughts and feelings: i feel she is the one who closest follows Mary's example. shes just less focused, less trained, less finely tuned as the rest of the nuns. and still she manages to be a really good fighter, so im just really excited to see where her character will go next.
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I could do with some positivity right now and I bet the ee fandom could too. If you want tell me one thing youre looking forward to, one thing you love about yourself or are proud of and one person you admire (bonus points if its someone who doesnt know you do/who you havent talked to much before). You could help me spread positivity by sending this message to others :)
Hey anon... Sorry this is a little late- I tried replying to this a few times, and didn’t get very far. It’s such a lovely idea, and I kinda don’t want to taint it with negativity, but I also didn’t want to ignore it. Seriously- I really lovely thought- and it has certainly done as was intended for a lot of people on my dash. Much love to you anon. 💕💕
So- honestly the bit I’m struggling with most is the first two parts, so I’m just going to skip? Sorry- I hope you don’t mind. Loving myself has never been a strong point, and I am very much feeling the opposite of love/pride for myself right now.
I have so many people I admire on here though- I could write a whole list (which I will do eventually- when I finally do the blog rec that I keep promising). So I’m going to try to pick someone who always makes me smile whenever they appear on my dash, but who I have barely spoken to- @josephgraham. Beautiful gifs, laugh out loud funny jokes, amazing commitment to the Tubbs cause, and well loved by all the fandom. Shannon is wayyyy too cool for me to even attempt to strike up a conversation with. (now I will go crawl under a rock and die- sorry for being a weirdo) 
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The100 5x13 Damocles pt2 The Finale review
I have absolutely no idea on what to review on....
Well my eyes hurt from crying, my heart is racing because im amped up to see what season 6 has in store for us!
Like we all were thinking “Fuck Mcceary” and diyoza is still alive.
Shannon Kook’s charater shook me to the core. Jordan Jasper Green, i’m so happy that shannons charater was introduced in such an amazing and different way.
Marper. May We Meet Again❤️
The conversation between Diyoza and Octavia was really interesting a good interesting.
Im honeslty loving the murphy x emori ship hella.
I thought it was really interesting, is that monty and harper decisided to wake up bellamy and clarke instead of like bellamy and echo....but i mean that could mean that they still see them as main leaders in their minds and even though madi is heda.
I feel like becho will be tested(saying this is just like a foreshadowing like who knows they might be strong or weaker. And im NOT being bias)
I wonder what the egliuis3 ships are using the oil or what ever their mining for on?
The radio calls were talked about but bellamy and clarke havent talked to eachother about it hmmmmm madi you sly dawg you.
Harper and Monty, im so happy that they lived the way the wanted to live. You can tell during their time at polis that they just wanted nothing to do with this war and at the desert. They made the decision to keep living when there wasnt war but that didn’t stop them on finding a solution for everyone else. Just the fact that both harper and monty grew in positive ways even though they’ve had tramatic things happen to them. They made peace with it. Instead of one them changing the other they changed eachother for the better. They fulfilled what they wanted life to be about.
Im so excited to see what jordan has to offer! Im so pumped for SEASON 6!!!
And there’s an article saying that there might be a Season7? If yall are on insta look at some fact blogs that are from the 100 they might have that on their story or something.
I think Octavia and Abbey scene was much needed because it showed the resent meant. Octavia could’ve just let the people die but she took theor choice way but not all by herself, abby suggested it. Felt like taking their choice away was kinda taking away their, Octavia and Abbey’s, humanity away. But by the end they both owned up to what they done.
A true leader knows when to step down and I applaud Octavia for doing that even though she had to do not so nice things to them to forcibly gain their respect. Being in the bunker with clans that gave more respect to a 12 yr old then to a girl who won the conclave to save THEM ALL must’ve bruised her ego but she realized that since there was a true commander out there no one was gonna follow her.
Spacekru is still strong.
Wonder whats gonna happen between abbey and kane with diyoza in the mix. I mean if there anything romantic between them, probably or probably not.
The tension between Octavia and Bellamy, wonder how they make up or IF they make up. How everyone who trusted Octavia is gonna forgive her or IF they do. If raven and clarke are gonna have a conversation that doesnt include a gun in bewteen them(lol).
Right now for me there’s a lot of if’s, or’s, how’s, and when’s , going through my head.
I guess we just have to wait and see till what, spring2019? I wanna see bts pictures already....even though they haven’t started shooting yet.
I wonder how or what madi is gonna think about the new planet, like i feel like her leader ship role is gonna be tested. I feel like everyone is gonna be tested. But bellamy telling madi that she could DO BETTER, BE BETTER, BE DIFFERENT, and that she could Break the Cycle was like A++++++.
And im FREAKING READY FOR THE CHARATER TO TALK ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS! I think its about time that they stop ignoring their feelings and keeping it all inside.
I’m curious on how everyone is gonna react about what happen to harper and monty, their son, and where their headed. I bet raven is gonna be pissed that monty cracked the files before her.
Like i’m just curious how people are gonna adapt to the new planet. If there are people already on the planet, like how are they gonna be when these new people are coming. Like i was ready for the 10 yr jump but fucking 125 yr time jump was like insane, and montys video logs ❤️. But that bellarke ending scene...my heart.....
Im sad but not as sad as i thought i was gonna be, like i’m more excited because now its literally, were gonna land in fresh soil(peep the pun) but like everything is different. Heda, prionser are with them & diyoza, new planet, jasper, like theres so much possibly and room for imagination and improvement. Like all we have to go on is just imagenation or predictions.
In my opinion I think we shouldn’t get discouraged about how we haven’t seen bellarke yet, i still have hope, i hope other bellarkers do. I know its been like a really long time and we’ve only gotton hugs, screen time, and kisses on cheeks, and them working together but like there’s gonna be season 6 and possibly a season 7 (so i’ve heard and/or read). Don’t give up guys.
Also i caNOT FUCKING BELIEVE THAT MCCEARY SENT A FUCKING BOMB, ATOMIC OR NOT, TO THE LAST SURVIVABLE PLACE ON EARTH. WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT. A WEAK ASS BITCH, THAT’S WHO!
One Garden. Two Serpents. Eden Never Stood A Chance.
(I bet echo is gonna be butt hurt about the fact bellamy and clarke woke up first. Lol dont hate me i just wanted to say that and there is NO heat behind them)(again i respect it doesn’t mean i have to like it)
5x12Side note :
I got really mad at echo one time, the whole season and the one time was, when they were in the village and she said to clarke “i should’ve killed you when i had the chance” like that made my blood boil. Like i get it echo was mad at clarke for leaving bellamy behind but clarke was doing what she thought was right even though later she came to her sense and actually did something smart. But, like, echo old habits die hard dont they?hmmm.
Side note done.
(i may later on update this review because i might think of more things or just edit it)
SEE YA TILL NEXT SEASON! ✌️
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