#also their songs are fucking bomb lmao pls appreciate

[budapestalloveragain]

helloooo my fav jongdae enthusiast @gentleyeol tagged me to do the 10 song music shuffle tag thing (is there a name? who knows) soooo here we are!

1. thunder // exo-k 2. so what // bts 3. 花요일 blooming day // exo-cbx 4. holiday // seventeen 5. ice baby // tiny-g 6. hi high // loona 7. all in // monsta x 8. where you at // nu’est w 9. hero // monsta x 10. her // block b 

thanks marlonnnnnn i love u so much & i cant wait to yell about ot9 with you in 5 days !! fuck !! 

tagging jori @yellowhalcyon ejay @thriftmom & jackie @ohdiogenes if you’re ~feeling it~ (no pressure if not) + whoever wants ofc !! 

#my tags #u know exactly what clip i'm thinking of #the thunder white noise artificial love playboy one hahahahaha goodbye #i'm so excited for exo's comeback honestly like #i know i don't hardcore stan them like i don't know that many bsides or anything but they are my first boy group #& they'll always have a special place in my heart u know #also their songs are fucking bomb lmao pls appreciate #so what makes me so happy ugh what a bop like i feel like i didnt appreciate it as much when the album came out ? #but after seeing it live and like seeing how much fun they have while performing it ugh i love it so much #it really is meant to be done live it's such a fucking party song it bops so hard #spotify's really trying to send me a message huh lmao #omg this makes me so nostalgic ice baby is one of the first kpop songs i listened to haha like from my old freshman year phase #i looked up kpop on youtube and just clicked on a playlist and i remember this one + obsession by boyfriend + a by got7 + short hair by aoa #sorry to be a fake fan but i haven't actually listened to hi high lmao wow i just added it bc i knew i would at some point xD #i like loona i just am overwhelmed by their concept all the time (but love4eva is like one of the best songs to exist i dont make the rules) #all in i'm gonna cRYYYYYY which reminds me i still haven't listened yet wow it's been a week i should probably do that soon #SIR YES SIR I LOVE CHANGKYUN SO MUCH WOWWWW HAHAHA CAN U BELIEVE #fuck me jonghyun's voice makes me wanna cry i love him so much thanks spotify for putting all my favs in here #no nct or got7 yet but there's still 2 songs left u know lmao #mONSTA (MONSTA) a whole ass bop i am so #also nothing gets me going more than changkyun yelling IM or I AM WHAT I AM i fucking lose it shoot out has me dead and gone g o o d b y e #oh fuck yeah a good one to end it on

[faedawayyy]

I FUCKING LOVE THIS ALBUM AND THE MEANING OF THE SONGS ARE ALREADY SO CEMENTED IN MY HEAD. PLS. 

THE CONCEPT OF JUSTICE IN DALLAS’S CASE IS LIKE, GIVING JUSTICE TO THE STORIES AND MOMENTS HE’S LIVED THROUGH. usually, he is very quick to be harsh and talk negatively of things and people but actually, he has a deeper perspective but is too scared to show it or at least he has been in the past. i think i’m trying to develop him in a new direction (ish). he isn’t a saint but i think he’s definitely ready for newer chapters. 

2 MUCH “Don't wanna fall asleep, I'd rather fall in love 'Cause eternity with you ain't long enough Two seconds without you's like two months And that's too much” a song about all of his relationships. i feel like this is definitely how dallas feels with ALL of his relationships, whether he claims to love or hate them now. he definitely admires people and puts them on pedalstals and he’s his own biggest enemy because if he could verbalise his feelings properly, people would probably feel more valued by him. the chorus definitely points to how he feels like he knows every romantic relationship he has will be over. they all just feel like ticking time bombs and deep down he thinks he’ll end up alone. 

DESERVE YOU  I feel like I don't deserve you tonight It's in the way that you hold me I don't deserve you tonight It's in the things that you show me I need you, don't let me go”  a song for charlie. she’s his best friend and this is definitely a platonic song. she’s the one friend (girl, anyway) that’s stood by him and not criticised him or patronised him, but also hasn’t made things messy by blurring the lines between them. he knows he doesn’t appreciate her enough but he’s also massively worried about disappointing her/not living up to the person she seems to think he can be if he tries. she was the person who was there at his very lowest. it’s about him feeling fully accepted by her too.

AS I AM  “Sometimes, I don't know why you love me Sometimes, I don't know why you care Take me with the good and the ugly Say, "I'm not goin' anywhere" his real fans. the ones who he sees constantly defending him and sticking up for him, despite all of the shit that he’s put them through lmao because he’s definitely not made it easy to support him but he is genuinely grateful (as much as he moans about fancons and being bothered). 

OFF MY FACE  “'Cause I'm off my face, in love with you I'm out my head, so into you And I don't know how you do it But I'm forever ruined by you” soraya. it’s a love song but also a play on his battle with drugs and how his addiction came in between them. the song lines definitely go back and forth between a stereotypical love song (for her) and a more toxic love song (for the drugs) and how he couldn’t bring himself to part with them for her. 

HOLY  “On God Runnin' to the altar like a track star Can't wait another second 'Cause the way you hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me Feels so holy” charlie, disney, ruby, adrian, matt, evan, basically all of his close friends. the song is pretty self-explanatory. 

UNSTABLE  “I tried to scare you, scare you away Showed you the door, you adored me anyway When I was broken in pieces You were my peace of mind, you were my peace of mind.” a lot of these songs are going to be about coming to terms with the truth about his relationship with soraya and realising that he was the problem, because he’s always found it easier to point at anything else. 

MLK INTERLUDE  “You died when you refused to stand up for right You died when you refused to stand up for truth You died when you refused to stand up for justice for all of his faults, dallas has ALWAYS spoken up about bigger social issues. especially racial inequality. i think he’d put this on here for ally-ship purposes but also to remind people that there are bigger problems than trying to decode what each song is about. i think the speech itself connects to him because there are SO MANY people at st judes who villainise him lmao and run their mouths about how bad he is, but then stay quiet for shit that actually matters. so i guess its kinda shade to them too. 

DIE FOR YOU  “Pain and passion, my desire You're the right now and what will be You know I would die for you The rest of my life for you” ZARA. zara is the only girl he’s been linked to that has made him meet his match. she always gave him the energy he gave her and that was a first for him, bc he was so used to having the upper-hand. it’s a song about feeling like he’s been pulled out of the rut and the mess he ended up in with soraya x julian and everything else. 

HOLD ON  “Painting stars up on your ceiling 'Cause you wish that you could find some feeling, yeah, you You know you can call me if you need someone” ruby. he saw how hurt she was after her break-up and he’d been there. they weirdly fell back together after so many years and he didn’t want to see her fall into the heartbreak with ros that she did with soraya.

SOMEBODY  “Yeah, everybody needs somebody (Everybody needs somebody) Somebody to wake up to when everyone's gone So if you need me, then you got me (If you need me, then you got me) I'll be the shoulder you cry on” charlie, again, but this time saying he’ll be the best friend to her that she’s been to him. 

GHOST  “If I can't be close to you I'll settle for the ghost of you I miss you more than life  And if you can't be next to me Your memory is ecstasy I miss you more than life” the very last song he’s wrote about soraya. i think he knows deep down that they’re not getting back together but he is deeply in love with her & she is the love of his life, and i feel like he takes comfort in knowing that he’s significant to her too. 

PEACHES  “I got my peaches out in Georgia (Oh, yeah, shit) I get my weed from California (That's that shit) I took my chick up to the North, yeah (Bad-ass bitch) I get my light right from the source, yeah (Yeah, that's it)” nothing LMAO 

LOVE YOU DIFFERENT  “There’s beauty on your lips I drown with every kiss I'm not used to this There's nothing I won’t give Don't like makin' promises Just remember this” his relationship with gigi. i think now that he’s away from it and well over it, he sees it more for what it is and the fact that empty promises and trying to be more than they wanted to be kinda ruined them. i feel like this song was written in past tense because they’re obviously not in love any more. 

LOVED BY YOU  “It's still your love I'm always looking for It's just the way I'm wired Whether I'm wrong or right I've only got one thing on my mind” EVERYONE. i think at his core, dallas is desperate to be loved by people and the reason he pushes people away is because he doesn’t think they’re ever going to. it addresses the people around him, his fans, music academies. he acts like he wants no approval but it’s really the opposite. 

ANYONE “You say that I won't lose you, but you can't predict the future So just hold on like you will never let go Yeah, if you ever move on without me I need to make sure you know that...” soraya

LONELY “Everybody knows my past now Like my house was always made of glass And maybe that's the price you pay For the money and fame at an early age And everybody saw me sick And it felt like no one gave a shit They criticized the things I did as an idiot kid”

growing up

#save

[whatwouldthe2psdo-blog]

2p!Japan BF Headcanons:

Hey fam, sorry for the long wait. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING SO PATIENT I APPRECIATE YOU❤️ I HOPE YOU LIKE IT !

Kuro is so...quiet

Like you never know when he has a crush

He’s always so secretive about it

But when he falls

He FALLS

Like he’ll be doing his thing and then think about chu at any random time

Kinda annoys him at times tbh

But he loves the feeling

Like it keeps him mellowish (not high lmao)

But low key, it’s the Dopamine he gets when he thinks about you

Dopamine is known as the happy love drug your brain produces

Ah medicine is so cool

Lmao sorry just a nice lil fact from Someone that loves neurology and shit lol

Tbh you’re not even gonna know he loves you

It’s so unexpected for you

He’ll be the one to probably not say things for now

He’ll try to watch and analyze your actions

Boi has such a nice Tounge for speaking like yesssss boiiii fill me up with haikus of love

So nice

Such a way with words

He could honestly compete with Luciano on this. FIGHT me on this head canon

But if you confess to him, he’ll be surprised but this little fucker will act like he already knew

He’ll smile genuinely (no one ever sees this) and nodd

“Yeah, me too,”

His smile is the most fucking precious thing fight me on this

Even tho he really doesn’t smile

It’s nice

Dates are a bit odd but they’ll mainly be at his place

Really simple dude

He’ll try to woo you over with his cooking skills

Like DAMMMN

Husband material much????

His house is spotless clean

So organized

He cannot stand messy people

Very hardworking

Knows the best places ever

And he’s the guy that always knows a guy who knows a guy...

Moving in will be a big step

He’ll call you Blossom in private

Changes so much in private vs. in public

Can be very stubborn

Needs Someone patient who doesn’t judge him or his kinks

Gives you your space and pls give him his

Not used to being so emotional

But he always tries to show his love for you

Writes songs for you low key

Plays you music anytime

He’ll even cook for you at times

He’s probably Not the clingy one in the relationship

Shoot but like Zhao is gonna love u if you’ve changed him

If you haven’t noticed, Kuro is very mature

He’s also a bomb ass artist

He can do a perfect portrait of you

He is a tattoo artist after all...

Sooooo professional as an artist

Pretty chill tho

You’re probably the only one who can calm him down when he’s mad

Not really one to get mad but when he’s mad, HE’S MAD it’s pretty scary

Luciano Once saw him get mad and he low key got scared

So he has this silent respect for him

As a bf, he’ll give you simple gifts

Like a drawing of you, a simple necklace or a bracelet he even made for you

Loves to give you forehead kissses

REALLY good in bed

But also kinky lmao

Don’t worry though

He’ll gently introduce them to you and he does a good job at it tbh

So sweet when you guys are in private

Probably the most respectful guy of all

Honor and pride are a BIG thing for him

Wants to honor his name and everything

#2p!japan #2p!axis

[dropsofletters]

MUTUAL APPRECIATION! Whats the funniest thing 5 (or more if you want to!) of your mutuals have ever said?

They are not the exact same things they said or that we have said, but they come from the top of my head so they are the closest they can be:

@hitchhikingbabeh: “i hate owen” (cracks me up everytime like what a fucking liar annie). “au where u and utah date and his name on ur phone is ‘fried rice🍳’”. “@ cherry bomb dance jaehyun focus”. “certified owen anti™️”. when i say i don’t speak english so she doesn’t tease me and she comes @ me like pls annie stop teasing me ily but i am we  ak.

@velxris:  “b*khyun/baeksin” (we censor him since he is Sinful™️). “…wrecking my peach”. “minseok’s arms cut-outs” like honey how do you even come up with these things??? you always crack me up lmao. “u said u don’t read smut but i was reading a smut and i saw you on the likes list” “bUT YOU ALSO SAID YOU DIDN’T READ SMUT”. dream daddy like…no words needed, we just know who Dream Daddy™️ is.

@hoyuelosescribe: in all honesty….el ekso lmao. “look at taP” “tao*” “but who wouldn’t tap tao tbh”. certified byun antis that’s us. *sends pictures of minseok*, sends picture of jongin* *both end up crying*. “fOr ScIENCE”. like li let’s be honest in here don’t @ me but….that’s a lie lmao.

@pyosunshine: when she came at me for that sehun fic like i am still sorry lmao. “i ship you with jihoon” “wAIT WHAT”. honestly her kyung fics….they go from angst to fluff and then they have funny things like pls teach me how to be Funny. when she comes at me with those jihoon fics and i eND UP SCREAMING aka me writing this exactly like a few months ago “sLAP ME WITH YOUR TALENT AND LEAVE ME ON THE FLOOR BECAUSE THAT JIHOON SCENARIO HAD ME DEAD.” like yes girl u’re that Powerful.

@winner-tomyheart: where to start lmao “la pelo”. us screaming about yukwon at all times like pls help us. when you pronounced my name That Way (and u know how you pronounced it) and i was laughing lmao. our boy talks that basically consist of “girl i got tea” “girl i got tea too” and we both end up meeting someone and talking to each other about how we don’t know how to talk to them so it’s all like “hOW DO WE TALK TO BOYS” “I DON’T KNOW”. we’re literally the same person like we like people with the same name and do similar things in similar times like ???? weird but funny.

@byunists: “mork”. “i aM BAekHyun biased” my ass like i am @ ing you honey u are mark biased. “i ain’t got no side-man”. “im so nice :))))” *ends up sending millions of pictures of yuta*. “wE’RE GOINGTO  MIRABILI”. “is he part of tvxq???” “he’s yuta from nct” “wHO”. 

@aegipcy: *sends a playlist* “wHY DO YOU HAVE SO MANY SEX SONGS”. “…I busted a Nut.”. “okay but i was waiting for the bus and your fic distracted me”.  “COLLEGE BAEK DIDN’T END UP BEING HAPPY”. everytime i tell you that my fic won’t be angsty and you believe me like i lOVE YOU BOO BUT WE KNOW IT’S LIES.

@honeytaeyong: “the sims were ugly”. “yOU’RE JUNGWOO BIASED” like excuse u boo i ain’T I CAN’T BE. johnny’s ted talk. “who’s your bias?” links everyone to nct’s wikipedia page*. “did u really ship me with sICHENG” yes i did #sorry. 

And I have other mutuals but I have more serious conversations with them, although I appreciate them just as much~ So here you go!

#most of the time it's just my mutuals teasing me #like wHY #am i so easy to tEASE #PLS #asks

[sugakookiessss]

tagged by @01bri . thank you so much!!!

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

LAST:

1. Drink: peach green tea from starbucks 2. Phone call: my mom 3. Text message: my friend viviana bc i was telling her about this old lady giving me the stink-eye for blasting celia cruz out the car lol 4. Song you listened to: tequila by g.soul

5. Time you cried: last night over how good haechan looked in cherry bomb (REBLOG IF YOU AGREE LMAO)

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: nope, and wouldnt want to. if we broke up we gonna stay broken up lol 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: havent kissed anyone 8. Been cheated on: nope 9. Lost someone special: yes, sadly 10. Been depressed: yup, but i think my depression is well handled now 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nah man, im a child of jesus 

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: maroon/crimson, forest green, & dusty rose

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yes! 16. Fallen out of love: lol, never been in love 17. Laughed until you cried: every damn day lmao 18. Found out someone was talking about you: mhm, and i shut that shit down real quick. dont mess with a cuban/italian lmao 19. Met someone who changed you: my friend caleb 20. Found out who your friends are: yes, and im glad i have. i dont need any more negativity in my life 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i think pretty much all of them except for like 5 or so 23. Do you have any pets: i have a cat named sammi and he is the spawn of satan LMFAO 24. Do you want to change your name: i used to when i was little because i thought it was boring, but now i really like and appreciate it 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i went out with two friends for lunch, and then we blasted suavemente and danced in the best buy parking lot at like 10:30 at night XD 26. What time did you wake up: around 1:30pm. it wouldve been later but my mom said she brought home mcdonalds lol 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: facetiming my friend viviana and crying over how good haechan looked in the cherry bomb mv 28. Name something you can’t wait for: GRADUATION!!!!!!! SENIOR YEAR BITCHES LETS MAKE IT GOOD 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: like 5 mins ago lol

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: bring my friend caleb back 31. What are you listening to right now: myself typing this long ass q&a post lmfao 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: idk probably 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: ignorant and uneducated people like ughhhhhh 34. Most visited websites: probably youtube, my online course website, and buzzfeed bc i love to procrastinate by doing a quiz when i should be doing my classes lol

35. Mole/s: i have like 3 on my neck ( 2 of them are close together so it looks like a vampire bite, i know its dope asf lmao) 36. Mark/s: i have a bunch of beauty marks/freckles all over my body, plus scars on my legs for being a complete idiot as a kid who thought she was fucking superman at the playground XD 37. Childhood dream: to become a marine biologist, or go to hogwarts (idgaf about marine biology anymore, but im still pressed i never got my acceptance letter to hogwarts) 38. Hair color: naturally blonde, but its dyed to a redish-brown now 39. Long or short hair: medium-long hair 40. Do you have a crush on someone: nope, all the boys at my school crusty asf 41. What do you like about yourself: my sense of humor, my sass and wittiness (basically my personality in general), and my eyes 42. Piercings: 2 on each lobe 43. Blood type: idk but i think its AB 44. Nickname: tori and grandpa lol 45. Relationship status: single and an independent woman who dont need no man 46. Zodiac: taurus/gemini cusp 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: rupauls drag race, and impractical jokers

49. Tattoos: none yet, but when i turn 18 next year im getting one for my bday and more down the line

50. Right or left hand: leftie! 51. Surgery: none, thank jisoos 52. Hair dyed in different color: shit my hair has been the whole fucking rainbow lmfao. ive dyed it red, magenta, pastel pink, dark blue, red/brown, and purple.

53. Sport: i used to play volleyball and basketball but i ended up breaking my ankle so its difficult to run around now (also im a lazy piece of shit too lmao) 55. Vacation: i just recently went to savannah, ga & washington d.c to see some family (me and my cousin binge watched the harry potter series the whole time it was lit) 56. Pair of trainers: im guessing we talking about sneakers. the only nice ones i got are my adidas, the rest are like converse and keds lol

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: i had sushi for dinner. blessed the fuck up 58. Drinking: peach green tea from starbucks lol 59. I’m about to: finish working on my english project (kill me pls) 61. Waiting for: monsta x first win (wow i love triggering myself) :) 62. Want: PEOPLE TO STOP SLEEPING ON MONSTA X SO THEY CAN GET THEIR FIRST WIN FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS GOOD IN THE WORLD ASDFGHJKLDKDFK 63. Get married: i dont think i want to get married bc i dont like feeling like im held down. maybe when im on the verge of becoming a crazy cat lady i’ll reconsider lol

64. Career: music producer, psychologist, or private investigator

65. Hugs or kisses: i dont really have a preference but i guess hugs 66. Lips or eyes: EYES! 67. Shorter or taller: i would like someone taller than me idk just bc

68. Older or younger: older, but not by too much. i think the max would be like 5 years older 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: IM A SUCKER FOR SOME NICE ARMS LIKE SDJSDLKNAFGK;FKFd 71. Sensitive or loud: LOUD. i cant have someone too sensitive it would drive me insane. i have a really strong personality, so if you sensitive as shit you’d probably cry just bc i looked at you lmfao 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: probably somewhere in the middle. i dont want someone who is too scared/hesitant to do anything fun, but i dont want someone who will put me in a lot of bad situations. just a little mischievous lol

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: nope 75. Drank hard liquor: possbily vodka oF COURSE I HAVENT I AM A CHILD OF JESUSSSSSSSS 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: my grandma freaking threw my glasses in the trashcan when i asked her to hold them while i went to play basketball with my neighbor 77. Turned someone down: many times lmao 78. Sex on the first date: no 79. Broken someone’s heart: possibly idk 80. Had your heart broken: by my biases bc they dont know i exist :’) 81. Been arrested: nah, and lets keep it that way lol 82. Cried when someone died: of course, im not that heartless 83. Fallen for a friend:i dont think i have

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: 100% 85. Miracles: no

86. Love at first sight: lmfao no 87. Santa Claus: when i was little 88. Kiss on the first date: depends

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: ayszha 91. Eye color: hazel 92. Favorite movie:harry potter and the order of the pheonix

NOW, TAG 20 PEOPLE:

@won-markiepooh-woo @joshuahxng-kong @owopinky @echoayszha @puppyoongs @shownu-the-muscles @skittleluver101 @trollintraining @blockbyung @u-r-my-bias @puervy @tahyungs @jinn1e @min-yoongle @ole-dole-peaches @minyoong-ii @spidermalfoy11 @johnnys-hypewoman @sunshine-hoseok @joishua

(pretty much just tagged my mutuals. you dont have to do this if you dont want to, and if i didnt tag you and you would like to do this tag go right ahead!)

#tags #tag game #all about me #all about me tag #me #about me