#also tumblr image sizes my beloathed

[jae-draws]

my MCs Lyra (left, she/her) and Yves (right, they/them) for @crownofanharia-if​ !! (i hope it’s alright to tag you omg)

no i'm not completely sure what the fashion of the story is like, yes i’m gonna draw stuff about it anyway. i've been attached since day 1 okay, aren’t they so cute 😭

this was supposed to be a small “hey look at my babies lol” kind of drawing but partway through i wanted to play with lighting a little bit, so.. lmao. it turned out to be one of my favorites so far though, it was v fun to work on and i learned a lot!

some closeups under the cut ↓

#as the crown of anharia bleeds #mc; lyra #mc; yves #'my babies' i say. sending them off to war 😭 #also gold my beloved. genuinely had a blast painting all of it #is there such a thing as too many sparkles? no #on the other hand fur my beloathed. though i did come out of this with a good way to paint it so i cant say im totally upset lol #lyra was a little easier to figure out (color scheme+pose wise) but yves was fighting me the whole way LMAO.. #its ok tho ive figured them out :) #(but its likely some thing(s) might change in the future bc im an indecisive clown 🤡) #obligatory 'tumblr dont fuck the sizing up' tag. tumblr image compression my enemy

[gaytedlasso]

Heart aching. Palms sweating...

You sit across the diner

unaware of my shy gaze,

eating, reading, talking to her -

illuminated by cheap flickering fluorescents.

These quiet fleeting moments

I try to capture in ink

so easily erased by coffee stains,

reminding me of the things

I cannot want.

Permanence?

no such thing.

I look up at--

he's gone...

Soon replaced by another boy

another diner

another town

same tear-stained heart -

my only constant.

- D.W. 1995 -

Pages from Dean's sketchbook

#every town is just another moment he can never be apart of #he's just stuck in the loop of always wanting but never being allowed to want #he tries to grasp for whatever he can and reflect them on pen and paper #because otherwise there is no proof they ever happened at all #oh um anyways #i've been excited about this idea for a few weeks #was nervous about writing the poem so that caused delay #but it came together in like an hour #took me another hour to recover and move on with my day #so hope you like it #also tumblr image sizes my beloathed #i hate what this hellsite makes me do to my line work #it was so much more delicate #spn art #spn fanart #dean winchester #dean trauma #dean angst #bi dean #dean is bi #wincesties dni #artist!dean #artist dean #huckleberry art #dean fanart #spn #destiel #sort of? #young dean winchester #young dean

[ciphers-fr]

man this sure is a Gene™

#Terra you're looking... awful colorful today #flight rising #fr #ciphertext #also tumblr forcing full image size even though i edit the html my beloathed