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#also we’re pretty much just school friends and im terrified whatll happen next
brightbluekicks
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2 years
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the like shitshow ordeal of having a conversation with someone that i was in love with and finding out they have known that i had feelings for them this whole time. lovely.
#IT IS SO EXCRUCIATINGLY PAINFUL
#this is making me relive everything i repressed when i first had feelings for him
#hes gay and i knew and i just felt so fucking guilty the whole time
#for things i couldnt control
#and the thing is like. i love him i love him i love him
#so much
#and i knew that no matter what i do he’ll never love me in that way
#so i tried to get over it
#and at least finding out today that like even though hes always known he never liked me less because of it
#but i still feel so unbearably shitty
#i feel like ive hurt him somewhere
#and im also just humiliated beyond belief like omfg i cant believe i had to talk about the feelings that i had for you and the fact that
#youll never feel them back
#i thought we were DONE WITH THIS
#also we’re pretty much just school friends and im terrified whatll happen next
#is our friendship strong enough to last this summer please tell me it will. please say you still love me
#I WROTE DUCKING POETRY ABOUT HIM
#i wrote the goddamn line ‘he makes you feel like who you are isnt such a wretched fate’
#and now i have to deal with the knowing that he knows
#this hurts more than any rejection ever had
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