#although my neck hurt pretty good after that kxnsjxns

[gayboybeetle]

me: as much as i hate to say it, i am more likely to be protected than be the protective one and i am fragile both physically and emotionally

also me, holding my two guy friends in my arms as they fall asleep: i am actually the strongest man on earth and if anybody threatened my boys, or even just looked at them funny, i would throw hands.

#yes they are like 6/7 years older than me. yes in that moment i was their older brother #i actually look up to them a lot so i found it very funny once i became protective like that kxnskxnskd #my little found family group went on a roadtrip this weekend that was super fun!!! we went on this rad hiking trail #so on the way back me n my almost roommates were in the backseat #and i had my arms around both of them and they got all sleepy and i felt very very :) #but daniels head kept falling so i was sorta sticking my head out trying to keep his upright #and zachs head wasn't leaning on me bc it was uncomfortable for him but i did actively hold him close with one of my arms #and it was really really nice #although my neck hurt pretty good after that kxnsjxns #and when daniel woke up i moved my arm because it was VERY asleep for a while there and he apologized ksnxjsjdj #i love those boys so much its unreal #i could ramble about all of my friends in my little found family circle for hours ngl #anyway my head hurts so im going to bed early #and i get to see zach tomorrow!!!! we are determined to watch wolf children and im gonna CRY (probably?) #ok gn #milo.txt