#am i alone in this?

[the-football-chick]

Does anybody care anymore?

#punctuation is fundamental #punctuation #comma #period #exclamation point #semicolon #am i alone in this? #english teachers unite ✊

[im-not-a-l0ser]

I can't explain how Richie gives both short king and tall stick boi energy at the same time.

#like i could write one story where hes like 5'2 #and another where hes like 6'4 #and id be fine either way #richie lipschitz #nerdy prudes must die #starkid npmd #am i alone in this?

[procrastiel]

this subtle, playful, intense, devoted love that Aziraphale and Crowley have for each other is so inspiring to me, like this is how I am trying to love someone else now, u feel me

#am i alone in this? #idk #i’m just like #trying to emanate what they have because it’s just #so fucking beautiful #in love #love is love #gdi #crying again #good omens #gomens #aziraphale loves crowley #crowley loves aziraphale #aziraphale x crowley #the kiss #the kiss tm #go s2 #meta post #is this even meta #more like #life trying to imitate art lol #aziraphale and crowley #Aziraphale #Crowley #crowzi #i have things to say #ineffable husbands #ineffable lovers #ineffable spouses

[anthemofgvf]

what in the crossover episode

#I DIDNT KNOW HE MET JOHN STAMOS #AM I ALONE IN THIS? #I LOVE THIS SM #greta van fleet #josh kiszka #jake kiszka #danny wagner #danny gvf #sam kiszka #jake gvf #josh gvf #sammy kiszka #sam gvf

[justashadowperson]

Ok but the feeling of worldbuilding or writing till you get a headache is somewhat amazing cause I feel so accomplished after it

#writers on tumblr #writers #writing #writeblr #am i alone in this? #I dont enjoy the actual headaches though

[deputyrook]

I wish there was a dark urge neutral third option where you don’t become the chosen of bhaal but you also don’t lose your temptation to do bad things fully.

there’s just something that rubs me wrong about all of your companions going “yay you’re cured :)” and the game being like “congrats! you’re good now” after rejecting bhaal, when up until that point the urge has been an integral part of who you are. It just seems like you lose such a huge piece of your identity and everyone is just like “awesome glad we fixed you”

#the dark urge #durge #am i alone in this?

[skylarsblue]

I’ve got a half baked idea for a Modern-ish!Arthur Morgan x reader story. And I wanna delve into it more, but when I think about it, I get kinda guilty cause I know there’s other stories I need to finish. I plan to still! I haven’t lost the will to write for like, SOACC or ‘Sugar, Honey, & Brains’. I just have another idea at the moment.

Is this a normal fanfic author thing? Is it like imposter syndrome of sorts? I’m ranting, but genuinely, am I alone here?

#seriously I dunno why I feel guilty about it #fanfic #fanfic author #author #am i alone in this? #ao3 writer #arthur morgan #x reader

[ghoulofatook]

Okay writers, I gotta ask if anyone else does this embarrassing ass shit.

Do you... make dumb faces while you are writing? Because I will straight up make the face I imagine a character to be making in that scene while I'm writing it sometimes if I'm really in the zone.

#Am I alone in this? #face empath #writing #fic writing #writers #writing problems #this is so dumb but I'm too curious i gotta know #my cia agent must think im batshit insane w the faces I make during dialogue scenes #they ain't wrong tho

[suspiciouslybadartist]

Guys, am I the only one who walked into Elevator Hitch thinking they'd just be a bunch of gay silly guys like in Dead Plate? I was NOT prepared for all of that...

#dead plate #elevator hitch #why #am i the only one? #am i alone in this? #am i just stupid

[non-cannon]

In addition to not experiencing sexual or romantic attraction, I'm becoming increasingly convinced that I don't experience aesthetic attraction (at least not towards people).

Every time I hear from another Ace their story about confusing aesthetic attraction, and how that made it harder for them to figure it out, I'm just like "what?" What do you mean you still find people "hot" or "attractive" or "good looking"? People look like people.

Now, admittance I've found some people to be uglier than others, but I can't say I can truly remember thinking anyone looks better than average. The super conventionally attractive celebrities don't look any better than the normal people I encounter normally?

I do still experience beauty, like I can appreciate sunsets and I love Damascus steel swords, and other non human things that other people agree are beautiful.

Is this a thing? Being able to appreciate beauty, but not in humans?

#asexual #aromantic #aspec #aesthetic attraction #am i alone in this?

[thyblake]

The irony of as an author, writing big chunky descriptive paragraphs of fanfiction, whereas me as a READER selectively reading concise and simplistic writing styles 😭. As a reader, if I see a thick paragraph I cry. Maybe I’m just a hypocrite.

#make it make sense #fanfiction #fanfiction writers #am I alone in this? #Consice writing styles? what is that? never heard of her #maybe I’m just a hypocrite #beefy writers unite? #do you work out? yeah I write fanfiction for a living Wby #consice writers literally how do you do it I need help

[go-catch-a-chickn]

Anyone else feeling overwhelmed with how many new shows there are too watch all the time and keeping up? Kinda tired of getting bombarded with new shows all the time. I love so many of the shows coming out lately, and especially the diversity and queer representation getting way better in TV. But a lot of the time all I want to do is rewatch my comfort shows and not add anything new to that. No new seasons I need to be uptodate or else I'll see spoilers, no new plots I have to learn about. (I miss you skam. I miss you Gilmore Girls. I miss you Fleabag. I miss you Shameless. I miss you Derry Girls. I miss you Brooklyn 99. I miss you Teen Wolf. I miss you Türkisch für Anfänger & Doctors Diary. I miss you Please Like Me. I miss you first seasons of Gossip Girl & Pll. I miss you Friends. I miss you shows not getting canceled after 1 season. I miss you I miss you)

#am i alone in this? #feeling overwhelmed #tv shows #personal #this is random #not having the best day im afraid #probably will spend the day watching merlin 🥺

[my-rose-tinted-glasses]

I don't know if this is a good or a bad thing but I don't think I'd recognize any of my friends voices having sex that quickly. I mean, it took him no time at all to be like - Top and Ton? That was impressive.

#am I alone in this? #only friends the series

[takeyourcyanide]

Am I the only one who never uses tumblr on desktop simply because I can feel the characters watching me and it would be sort of awkward, and also only write on mobile for the same reason? Sometimes I wonder if they are ever like “I would not do that.” Even typing this I have to hold my phone close to myself and hide it from them, and I do so each time I post and write. That’s also why I love privacy screen protectors. Sometimes I talk to those observing me. Mobile feels a little safer.

#takeyourcyanide #fanfic writing #am i alone in this?

[thebeegalaxy]

Okay im bringing this to tumblr cuz im annoyed and really just want an answer

Is there a disorder that causes one to essentially obsess over one person's life and be dependent on other people?

Thats my best wording for it, I'll explain in a moment why and what i mean.

Ive gone through the BPD and DPD criteria enough times to be mostly sure its neither of them, which only makes me more confused to be honest. Does NPD have this?

Im still open to hearing more about BPD and DPD if someone has more thoughts on those related to this though.

I have a tendency to focus all of my attention and devote my life to one person for years, obviously as I'm only becoming a young adult now 'years' to me is less than persay it would be to an older adult, but still. I will spend about a minimum of 3 years focusing my entire life and thinking on one person, this has been true since i was atleast 6, so childhood. My own opinions and life experiences will change based on what 'my person' says even when it's nonsensical.

This could look like me needing to be around 'my person' as much as possible, 24 hours a day, following them like a lost puppy and sharing every thought I have with them. It can also look like me being unable to determine their reality from mine; such as the time when my partner was experiencing a manic episode and delusions and i fully believed everything they were saying, it was just as real to me as it was to them, which unfortunately also meant i fed into their delusions horribly.

Now I have similar problems even with those who aren't my main person, i have a hard time making my own opinions in general and my brain will latch onto the first opinion i hear from others as long as it aligns at-least slightly with my morals; this will immediately switch when another opinion pops up, making it very hard to form one single opinion.

This has caused me many issues, a lot emotional turmoil, and trauma. My reality is never the true reality, as it will always be focused on 'my person' and on other people. It makes me very susceptible to those who wish me harm and ill intent and I just want to know what it is, maybe then I can be more aware of the triggers of it.

Is this just a me thing? Am I completely alone in this?? Is this just a me-disorder?

Im really lost, Ive never heard anything that describes this and it's currently driving me insane.

#vent #mental illness #vent post #vent tag #npd #bpd #dpd #seriously just something #seriously i need help #someone has to know something #am i alone in this? #actually mentally ill #mentally ill #mentally fucked #uaghhhh

[asylumdream]

Marth x Alear

It's good and no I wont take criticism

Please allow me to make a case for this relationship as romantic

Do you know the original Yugioh? Did you ship Atem x Yugi? Well do I have the ship for you!

The sheer angst of 'I'm the spirit of an item and can't do anything without the conditions that you can meet for me/Im forced to watch you suffer' vs 'I'm just a mortal person and you are so precious but have such little autonomy and you can't help what you are used for/Im forced to watch you suffer'

The pure distilled longing of 'I was with you at that very begining, and I watched you grow and change and heal and Fell In Love With You and now youre Back and Im So Happy but you dont remember me and its better that way since I dont want you to have to remember that suffering'

The soft betrayl of 'I feel like I know you more then I know myself, and then I find out I do and you were keeping everything about me from me this whole time and I understand why but I remember now and I Love You but do you still feel the same? Did you ever?'

The undying trust of 'I know this is a mistake, I know this is a trap, but I know just as much that you must learn and fail in order to grow and I trust you're ability so much that even if you fail here I know you'll find me again'

The sheer horror of 'Oh my god you warned me and I Didnt Listen and now youre Gone and its All My Fault and Im Sorry Please Come Back... please..' (Oricalcos arc from yugioh anyone?)

#alear x marth #Fire emblem engage #Im just- #So soft for them #Is this anything? #Am i alone in this? #Its always a good day to be a multishipper