#am i projecting?

[cumulo-ghoulll]

Phantom HC ⚡

(tw: mention and description of tics and related injuries)

Phantom has a tic disorder. It's quite unnoticeable to everyone else but he definitely notices when he's ticcing. He has a lot of minor face tics so if people do see him tic, they mistake it for him pulling weird faces/being extremely expressive. The only people who know about his disorder are Copia and Aether. Aether sensed it and also checked him up when he first noticed, and Copia knows because it had to be written in Phantom's file. Occasionally, Phantom has vocal tics that are louder/more obvious than throat clearing and clicking but the pack seems to think his generic ghoul noises are a bit more different than everyone else's. His tics get significantly worse when he's stressed, tired, or excited. If he feels bigger tics or a tic attack coming on, he retreats to his room and calls for Aether to sit with him and tend to any injuries he receives if he's been punching. He usually takes a day off after a tic attack but people know Phantom likes a good long nap now and again so don't think much of it. Phantom doesn't want to tell anyone else in case they become concerned about him which would probably make his tics worse. He's also terrified of judgement even though he knows there wouldn't be any.

#the band ghost #band ghost #shitghosting #nameless ghouls #phantom ghoul #phantom ghost #am i projecting? #absolutely #tic disorder #tourrettes #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #tw tics

[captainswhore]

price falls madly in love with you when you're watching hockey.

you're from the states- and the nhl playoffs are taking place- and price didn't think someone could be so passionate this early in the game.

he feels his heart swell watching you yell at the refs through the television, encouraging fights when the players grab each other by the jerseys, all while you're eating popcorn and chugging whatever beer he has in his fridge between plays and commercial breaks.

he contemplates proposing to you during a commercial break, but he knows that if he timed it wrong, he would be shoved to the floor so you could catch the next play.

he'll save the ring in case your team makes it to the final round- if not, he'll wait until the first game of the season next time your team plays.

#am i projecting? #absofuckinglutely #john price x reader drabble #john price drabble #john price x reader

[wylanslcve]

When will we start acknowledging that Wylan suggesting to wake the unconscious guards up before killing them isn't actually ruthlessness but blunt logic because he's taken Jesper's "I'm not big on killing unconscious men" at face value and responds accordingly since he has a very literal thinking pattern? When will we start acknowledging that this is autism?

#am i projecting? #maybe #but it also makes so much sense #i'm very passionate about this #he's autistic #argue with the wall #autistic wylan van eck #wylan van eck #wylan hendriks #six of crows #crooked kingdom #grishaverse #kaz brekker #inej ghafa #jesper fahey #nina zenik #matthias helvar #soc #gv #wylan van sunshine #shadow and bone #seige and storm #ruin and rising #leigh bardugo

[a-little-unsteddie]

steve harrington the type of touch starved that when he showers, if it has a detachable shower head, he takes it and sprays it close to his body and closes his eyes and pretends that it’s another person’s body heat because that man has been denied physical affection his entire life

#am i projecting? #not at all (yes) #steve harrington #rowan’s headcanons

[forgetful-nerd]

It's a personal headcanon of mine that the reason that 2012! Raph not-so-secretly likes it when his brothers lose their temper is because it low-key validates his own feelings of anger.

Raphael has spent most of his life being told to calm down because he's “letting his anger get the best of him.” He likely thinks that when he’s angry he’s just being “over dramatic” or “blowing things out of proportion” even when the situation at hand has given him very valid reasons to be pissed off.

So when one of his other brothers snaps alongside him, he takes it as a sign that in the current situation, his anger is justified and not just him “losing his temper again.”

#am i projecting? #mayhaps #tmnt #tmnt 2012 #teenage mutant ninja turtles #2012 raph #tmnt raphael #tmnt raph 2012 #tmnt raph #tmnt leo 2012 #2012 leo #2012 donnie #2012 mikey #2012 michelangelo #2012 leonardo #2012 donatello #tmnt donatello #tmnt leonardo #tmnt michelangelo #tmnt mikey

[kiirotoao]

The reason why I love jealous Mike in fanfics over jealous Will is because we know that Mike is the master of handling jealousy so much that it turns to pining and confusion and a heart of seeking forgiveness and amendment and it’s honestly pretty sweet and even endearing. We’ve known and seen it before that he knows how to pick himself up in the end.

But for Will? Oh, lord. That boy buries it so well that not even the audience can see it, sometimes. He’s too sweet about it (outside their fights), and so you know that that emotion is burning at his deepest core. He is going to get infuriated whenever he breaks out. So jealous Will is no fun and games, and it takes a tortured soul to depict it properly, in my opinion.

#byler #byler headcanons #am I projecting? #lets not talk about it #lmao #byler analysis

[henry-fox-biggest-stan]

Words cannot explain what Percy Jackson means to me, so here’s an edit of Percy and neurodivergency

#am i projecting? #is this a vent? #you’ll never know #pjo edit #percy jackson edit #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson and the olympians #adhd #dyslexia #neurodiversity #neurodivergent #pjo #pjo tv show #rick riordan #heroes of olympus #hoo #pjo hoo toa #sally jackson #the lightning thief #autism

[pat-riott]

The Bad Batch: Hunter

I love this show and these characters, but I feel like we need more info on Hunter ya know? (he is my fave) but I feel like theres character development that needs to happen with him. Or at least diving into the character on screen more than ‘oh hey look he’s Omega’s dad’

I like his character cuz he is the ‘leader’ and so its shown he feels responsible for everyone and he just automatically takes on the main, “parent” role for Omega. He kinda gives me the ‘king’ vibes in the whole Soldier, Poet, King dynamic because he has this sense of duty and responsibility that he maybe didn’t ask for but he will do anyway cuz he feels obligated to. Like as the big brother its obviously his job to watch out for and protect his siblings right? (maybe im projecting but I have four younger siblings)

anyhoo I feel like this needs to be explored more, or maybe just said out loud by one of the characters. Because alot of people claim Hunter is boring or uninteresting. And hey on surface level in the show there has been some character development on-screen but I feel more could be done.

When Hemlock threw Tech’s glasses at Hunter after his ‘death’ and said, “this must be hard on you as their leader.”

Of course Hunter feels responsible for Tech’s death, and Omega’s capture, and probably feels guilty as hell about Crosshair’s situation. Yes he is angry at Crosshair but I believe it did deeply hurt him to leave him behind, and then to watch him choose not to go with them.

When Crosshair and Hunter were having it out in this last episode he said, “You’re just jealous Omega got escaped with my help and not yours.” Crosshair was partially right.

I don’t think Hunter was jealous I think he just felt like he failed. Like he failed Omega, failed Tech, and failed Crosshair.

idk I just feel like the man is probably dealing with alot but its not said out-loud or explicitly shown so maybe its not noticed by everyone. I feel like he has a potential case of ‘oldest sibling syndrome’ where he feels like he MUST be useful, or MUST be capable of protecting and taking care of his siblings or else, what good is he? What is his purpose? I think maybe Hunter appears ‘boring’ on screen because he doesn’t have time to worry about himself. He comes last in his mind. And so maybe he is shown or seen as bossy and boring because he’s trying to do whats best for everyone so he doesn’t seem interesting.

#like this man probably has oldest sibling syndrome where he feels like he has to take care of everyone to be important #the bad batch #the bad batch hunter #the bad batch crosshair #the bad batch season 3 #hunter #crosshair #tbb #am i projecting? #pshhhh #nahhh

[tangledcostellations]

A silly drabble that ended up being a bit more complex than I could imagine.

I like to think Eddie always knows what to do when Frank has a meltdown.

Some days Frank needs pressure, other days he needs space, some days he needs to be in the dark, maybe he needs the breeze or silence or a small talk.

Whether that thing is in the moment, Eddie will make sure to do it with the most tender of love and warmth.

#welcome home #eddie dear #frank frankly #welcome home project #am i projecting? #sorry guys #enjoy the comfort

[hammerbonk]

Do you think Vertin mourns people in advance? Like do you think she sometimes spends nights trying to accept that one day, her friends’ rooms will collect dust and grow cold? How the only things she might have to remember them by are paintings, photographs and possessions? How easily they could go, just as easily as they came?

#random thoughts #reverse 1999 #r1999 #vertin #am i projecting? #nuh uh

[tooncraze]

(Based on another sketch I saw ages ago as far as the posing is concerned)

The sillies. What can I say.

#am i projecting? #maybe #is it on red? #also maybe #dhmis #don’t hug me i’m scared #fanart #red guy #duck guy #yellow guy #angst #fluffybird #fluff #sketch

[feralforfrank]

simon "ghost" riley x gn!reader

cw unspecified age gap, reader is in uni, NON-DESCRIPTIVE READER

just thinking about stressed!reader trying to memorise whatever textbook you have in front of you. exam season is coming up, and you feel like all the progress you've made all year has disappeared as you blankly stare at the small letters. your poor head hurts, having gripped your roots hard for the past two hours.

also thinking about how bf!simon would hate seeing you like this, so he'd coax you out of your desk chair for a small break. then would proceed to fuck your brains out, pull several orgasms out of you, and reduce you to a puddle of shaky legs and fucked-out eyes.

can't stop thinking about how, after getting you water and making a trip by your desk, would pull you close to his chest, open the textbook (also wear his glasses bc he's blind as hell idc idc, he can't read small letters), and stroke your hair.

"let's do this again, shall we, lovie?"

he'd help you out, asking you the questions you've hurriedly scribbled down next to specific paragraphs, praising you when you got every single one right.

"see, lovie, you do know everything. no need to worry. my smart, pretty, lovie."

#whaaaat who said that??? #am i projecting? #nooooooo #simon riley #simon riley x reader #simon riley x you #simon ghost riley #simon ghost riley x reader #simon ghost riley x you #simon riley fluff #ghost cod #ghost cod x reader #ghost x reader #fluff #established relationship #frank writes

[thekittendraws]

I will not be taking criticism at this time, thank you.

#your honor. #i love him #the last episode fking killed me #am i projecting? #PROBABLY #but listen #ace!rei is so dear to me #10/10 character #buddy daddies #suwa rei #my art

[stranger-fucking-danger]

this is oliver coded

#i think that he would be autistic abt torture and execution methods #that boy is not normal about his interests #he is a history major specializing in the medieval time period #am i projecting? #maybe #saltburn #oliver quick #barry keoghan #cattonquick

[withacapitalp]

Out of This World

Read it on AO3 instead

Tw: Depression

There was a black hole inside of Steve. 

He would lie down flat on his back in the living room. The stone floor beneath him would pull his mind down from wherever it liked to drift to, and he would be able to focus enough to  stare at the ceiling, put his hands on his stomach, and breathe deep into the sensation. 

When things got really bad, it was like he could physically feel it. A dark mass that spread out from his core and swallowed everything around it. If he flipped over to lie on his stomach and press his cheek to the cold marble, then it would sprout out of his back like demon wings, menacing and grim. 

He had never told anyone about it, but he was sure everyone knew. That was the thing about black holes, they dragged everything towards them. He was a magnetic person, people were drawn to him, but when they got close and saw that there was nothing inside, they ran. The empty expanse living in Steve was terrifying. 

He was the only one who couldn’t escape himself. 

No matter what he did, inevitably he would be reminded of what was inside of him. He could try to be happy, but he had to remember it wouldn’t last. 

Steve could mess around with the kids, dance along to the radio with Robin, try and love the people who chose to stay with everything he had, but the black hole would always return. It would suck up whatever joy he had tried to grow, making it disappear in the blink of an eye, lost to whatever cosmos existed beyond the gnawing hunger in Steve’s stomach. 

It was like it was starving, like he was starving, but not for food. There was nothing Steve could give to make it go away, nothing that would satiate whatever was stuck inside of him. There was just the all encompassing need to have more, to get something that would kill the loneliness that lived there. 

And, when the people around him realized that they really couldn’t make that black hole go away, they left. They ran to keep themselves from getting pulled in, and Steve couldn’t blame them. He had spent most of his life trying to run from himself. 

Even now, lying in bed with Eddie late on Sunday morning, he could feel the first nudges of gravity shifting, the quiet stirrings of empty space needing to be acknowledged. 

There was a black hole living inside of Steve, and nothing he could do to change that.  

“God I swear it’s like you’re the sun,” Eddie sleepily whispered against his chest, unknowingly cutting straight through the icy black tendrils starting to creep up Steve’s spine. 

“The sun?” Steve said, feeling something finally touch the cold dark thing living in his stomach. 

“You just keep us alive and warm, don’t you Stevie?” Eddie mumbled, still half asleep, “Pull everyone into your orbit and make sure none of us go flying off into space alone,” 

Eddie was already starting to snore by the time Steve jogged himself out of his stunned silence enough to kiss the top of his boyfriend’s head and whisper a reverent declaration of love. 

Sometimes Steve felt like there was a black hole living inside of him.

And sometimes he was reminded not everyone saw it that way. 

#tw: depression #Steve harrington #Eddie munson #steddie #steddie ficlet #steddie fic #stranger things #st4 #st #Steve harrington has ptsd #Steve harrington has depression #Am I projecting? #Ohhhh yeah #nah it's a real weird night lads #((You miss ONE day of meds and it's like oh yeah no I remember why I take these)) #Anywho #This probably isn't my best writing but it just kind of clawed its way out of my chest #So here we are #Yeah I'm having an interesting one #It'll pass #Thigns always do #but till then at least I have good ol Stevie to use as my metaphorical little me #Liam speaks up #Writing(withacapitalW)

[mothzan]

F you. Genderfluids your dazai !!!

#am i projecting? #maybe #except i don't have a chuuya to do my make up #so i never do it even on fem days #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bsd fanart #nakahara chuuya #dazai osamu #skk #soukoku #i love the concept of gender bracelets so dazai gets them #please know every dazai i post is now genderfluid