#am i saying this because i like gettimg asks

[naranciiiasolos]

bedtime story #4

there once were two little frogs on a mushroom. these two frogs were just sitting. thinking. wondering what to for the day. until frog said “ hey lets go on an adventure” “ dude yea yourr roght we should “ and of they go

their first stop was a bridge. as they started to approach the bridge a small little troll stopped them and said “ solve me riddle then thou shall pass” the frogs were confused. but they accepted the little challenge “ the more you take, the more you leave behind. once you have answered this riddle thou shall pass. you have 10 mins yo figure this out “ the frogs started freaking out tryinf to figure out this riddle one if them statted waling around looking at different different things. when frog saw that the other frog leaving foot steps as it was walking. “ foot steps! the more steps you take the more foot steps you leave behind “ “ CORRECTT “ says thev troll. “ you shall pass “ the trolls opens up the the path tk the bridge and thw frogs walk right on it.

the frogs continued their journey when they heard a noise. a very loud noise. a noise that almost sounded like somebody yelling for help. as they followed the yell they found somebody. somebody on a very tall big castle. surrounded by lava. they look up and see a women. a beautiful women. she looked like she had just woken uo from a very long nap. “ HELP HELP PLEASE OH GOD PLEASE HELP WHERE AM I “ yelled the woman “ have no fear women we will come save you!! “ said the two frogs as rhe frogs approached thw castle they were suddenly spotted by something very big. but what was it?? a cat?? a lizard? A LIZARD WHO CAN BLOW FIRE?? that is no lizard that is a dragon! the frogs later had to jump into battle and foght this dragon. and won. they walked uo to the castle and saved the princess. they lead her back to her home and said goodbye.

the frogs continued their journey but later thought. hey its getting late and im gettimg tired. but i dont know where the wat home is. this is when a wizard appeared!! “ i can send you home! but for a price “ the frogs knew they didnt have much so they asked the super cool awesome wizard “ what is it you need sir “ the wozard later said “ i meed you both to get me a fly. but dont eat it! “ the frogs were confused but accepted. they went to look for flies and found a few. teying to catch them they accidentally ate a few until they finally got the one they needed. going back to the wizard, the wizard sent them back home. but it was dark. very dark. but a very nice dark. although it was dark. it was also very bright. because of the amount of stars that were out. the frogs both looked up. and laid down. watching the stars. seeing something so beautiful brought them to tears. “ we sure did get our adventure we waned didnt we “ said the frog. “ yea… we did… “ said the other frog…

the end

[boredalistic]

I love genshin but why the fuck do people think they have the rights to fucking bully me about it every fucking time we meet.

It’s fucking annoying.

I have a life OUTSIDE of Genshin but every day. Every time I see them, I get told stupid things like

“WHOS YOUR NEW BOYFRIEND NOW?? IS IT STILL GOROU BAHAHA” (like yes it is. Now shut up you don’t have to ask me this every time we see each other)

“WHAT IF GOROU BECOMES A COW? HED BE SO UGLY AHHAJA.” (There’s more crap like this…)

“GENSHIN IS PORN. ITS ALL ABOUT TITS AND D*CKS.” (I fucking hate them. I get so uncomfortable but they don’t care. It makes me so so so uncomfortable.)

“YOURE SUCH A LOSER FOR PLAYING GENSHIN. IMAGINE EVEN LIKING THE GAME.” (These bitches are more obsessed on this game than I am. Yet, they have the right to fucking roast me in PUBLIC because they don’t play Genshin. I don’t even play that much yet, I’m being treated like a failure. It makes me want to kill myself.)

Then I had my 8 year old cousin insult me today while we were eating. “Wow what a fucking loser.”

Like woah. WOAH WOAH WOAH?!??

Bitch you barely know me. I NEVER TALK ABOUT GENSHIN. THEY’RE THE FUCKING IDIOTS WHO KEEP BRINGING IT UP.

IM GONNA FUCKING CRY.

I only play like an hour or 2 a day. But they treat it as if all I do is play Genshin. All i think and talk about is Genshin. That all I care about is some stupid fucking game.

Don’t get me wrong. I love genshin. It makes me happy. But I’m about to delete it so I can have a peace of mind outside of the game. I barely talk to anyone about this fucking game because I’m always gettimg teased or bullied.

Another thing that I hate about this is

THEYRE ALWAYS SEXUALIZING THINGS.

Deadass. For example, Gorou is one of my favorite characters along with Xiao, Ayato, Scaramouche and Kokomi.

But they know I love Gorou the most. He’s just a very optimistic doggo and he distracts me from my thoughts.

Well, ever since they found out I like Gorou more than Scaramouche since I used to loveeeeeeeeeee him, they bring him up in every single conversation.

Like. Shut the fuck up. I even block them on discord because of how annoying they are. In which I mean my cousins. I wanna fucking die because of how much they hate me for playing the game. ALL IM DOING IS EATING AND THEY LOOK AT ME AND ACT LIKE ONE OF THOSE FUCKING PEOPLE WHO BRINGS UP SOME FUCKING AWKWARD ASS TOPICS AND EXPECTS ME TO LIKE IT???!

Today, I just glared at them unable to do or say anything because I know I would get in trouble. I was fucking pissed but our parents were there, clueless of what’s happening. They think we’re bantering. Others may think that but I’m the only person who’s not enjoying this BECAUSE THIS HAPPENS EVERY TIME I SEE THEM.

For hours, they would just talk about Genshin. None of them plays Genshin. So they assume all genshin players are just losers who don’t know how to socialize, can’t exercise, and are horny lunatics. Bitch, go fuck yourself.

I’m gonna lose it. I tried to not let it get to me but their words hurt so much. All i wanted to do was fucking eat my damn korean ribssssz.

And instead I get roasted by 2 fucking kids.

This is actually sad tf

#genshin impact #personal rant

[elibabayblog]

You come out to MJ

"Hey MJ," they say walking up to her.

"Hey Y/n, how are you?" She asks them.

"Fine," They say sitting next to her.

"You know we exist to Y/n," they hear Ned say.

"Oh hey Ned, hey Peter," they say.

Ned and Peter get up from the table.

"Where are you two dorks headed?" MJ asks them.

"To the lab, Peter has some tests he has to run," Ned rambles on.

"Okay, see you dorks after lunch,"

Their eyes flash towards MJ, she is so beautiful but she didn't know that they liked girls. Only thing they wanted to do was kiss her.

"Um, MJ, do you wanna hang out later?" They ask her.

"Uh, sure, I have nothing better to do," She says gettimg up.

"Meet me outside after school?" They ask.

"Yeah,"

They were so excited that their next two periods went by in such a flash. Before they knew it, the school day was over. They walked outside the buliding looking for MJ. They had finally gathered up the courage and later they were going to come out to her. Even if she wouldn't support them. They would be happy knowing that they came out.

"My car is over here," They say.

MJ leans off the sie of the building and walks towards their car.

"Nice ride," She says getting into the passanger seat.

It was a quiet ride all the way to their house. Once the car was parked they weren't that egear to get out the car.

"What are you wanting on?" MJ asked them.

"Nothing, I'm coming," they responded.

They got out the car, but the closer they got to the house, the more they wanted to turn around and leave. They walked in front of MJ and opened the door. She headed upstairs towards their room. They trotted up the stairs after her. She walked into their room and dropped her bag and sat on their bed.

"So, homework?" She asked grabbing her bag.

"Not quite, I wanted to talk to you about something if thats okay," they say grabbing her hand from her bg.

"Sure, what do you wanna talk about?" She asked.

"I just wanted to let you know that I am bisexual and I really like you," They say.

They distance themselves from MJ waiting for her to storm out but instead MJ gets up and grabs their face. She kisses her.

"I didn't know if you liked girls so I was just left wondering. Now that you have came out to me, I can kiss you, because I like you too, very much," MJ says.

She sits down on their bed and they sit next to her.

"So what does this mean?" They ask her.

"I guess this is me asking you if you wanna be my girl-, um my partner," She says correcting herself.

"Yes, I would love too," they smile.

#marvel #mcu #zendaya #spiderman #actress #tom holland #zendaya coleman

[topsyturvy-turtely]

For the 🎶 The Ultimate Music Ask Game! 🎶

8. Is there an artist or song that you like, despite being of a genre you don't usually like?

18. A song or album from the 90s:

30. Songs you love to sing along to:

35. A song you like in a language you don’t speak:

48. Who’s an artist you think it’s criminally underrated and deserves more recognition?

That should be enough for now... :D

8. i don't usually like depressing german bands lol... but annenmaykantereit is kinda cool. it's because his voice is so deep. if someone who didn't have this bass voice i would be not impressed at all. but yeah... sometimes i have these phases of listening to them :) (two in my life so far lol xD)

18. oh damn... i like the 90s! a lot! it's not like i am exclusively or even mostly listening to 90s music but sometimes when one comes on i am like "ugh so good" okay anygays...

i'd probably say: what's my age again? by blink 182 because it's a mood haha xD (but "all the small things" is awesome too)

30. let me check my "sing along" playlist (that i definitely have to update!) haha ;)

the tradition - halsey (if you know me and don't listen to this song on the highest volume and scream along to it... i'm sorry but we can't be friends)

would've could've should've - taylor swift (omg the emotions!!! i fuckin love this song)

fvck somebody - the wrecks (it's a VIBE!)

BABY SAID - måneskin (this whole album!)

numb - carlie hanson (i love iiiit!)

but honestly there are barely any songs i don't sing along to. i love singing/screaming slong to songs and then having laryngitis

35. colombia, mi encanto - carlos vives

and also dos oruguitas - sebastian yatra

these are both from the disney movie "encanto" i love that movie sm!!!

48. oh boi... i feel i have lots of those. mostly carlie hanson but also sody. and the wrecks, though they are gettimg more recognition now... but i am also hesitant to tell everyone because i wanna keep them to myself because i am a selfish bitch xD

thanks for the asks, smartin!

-> ultimate music ask game

#ask games! #smartin' asks #turtely answers #music asks

[quix-mix]

Apparently asks on my blog were disabled and i didnt know. Strange.

#am i saying this because i like gettimg asks #maybe #quix speaks #not art

[yoonxiskitten]

Teach Me

Jungkook x You

Genre: Smut

Warnings: Noona Kink, Dub/Sub, Slight Spanking & Dirty talk, Orall

I was in my apartment with the BTS. They had all missed me and we decided to have a movie night at my place. We, for some odd reason were watching 50 shades darker. Well me and Jungkook were. The others fell asleep. As the first 18+ scene came on I peeked over at Jungkook to see him hiding behind his hands, peeking between his fingers every now and then.

"Jungkook-sshi. You dont have to cover your face. You are of age now. I spoke, removing his hands. He cloaed his eyes tightly.

"Noona, Im not comfortable around girls, what makes you think I can watch when they are doing...that." he spoke. I giggled.

"You're not uncomfortable around me." I spoke in a matter or fact tone. He scoffed.

"You're not a girl, you are-" my eyes widened at his statement.

"Yah! I am a girl. Do you need a reminder? Are you hanging out with me too much?" I spoke, a wide grin on my face. He laughed and nodded.

"No, I mean- actually yes. Yes we do." He spoke. I giggled and focused on the movie.

"You'll regret that Kookie." I spoke. He smiled.

"Okay." He spoke.

_The Next Morning_

I woke up on the floor with Jungkook's sweater on. How? Beats me. I looked around to see nothing but a note from Jin.

'Went to take the kiddos to the boardwalk. You and JK looked tired so we didnt bother. Join us whenever.'

I sighed and made my way to the bathroom in need of a hot shower to wake me up. I stripped and jumped in the shower freezing myself first before gettimg the right temperature. After I was washed up, I grabbed a towel, wrapped it around my body and walked into my room. I grabbes a matching panty and bra set and put it on. I grabbed some lotion and lotioned my body before looking for an outfit. I grabbed a cute floral shirt and put it on my dresser. Just then the door opened and in walked Jungkook with Jin's note.

"Hey Noona, are we gonna-" we froze as we made eye contact with one another. I opened my mouth and closed it stupidly like a fish would. His eyes trailed down my body slowly, taking in every exposed inch. Once he made his way back to my eyes, his head dropped in shame. I smiled at him. Not ashamed or embarrassed that he had seen me half naked. Its no different than a bikini right?

"Oh-Im sorry. I- uhm. Sorry." He stuttered. I giggled and walked closer to him.

"Atleast you are reminded that I am in fact, a girl." i joked. He smiled a little.

"Uhm Noona, can you maybe put on some clothes?" he asked. I scoffed playfully and walked to find my jeans.

"Aw. My shy Jungkookie, scared of me being half naked around him." His head lifted up as I reached for my jeans that somehow got on the shelf that I cant reach.

"Ani. Im not scared of you being half naked in front of me." he said. I jumped for my jeans still not being able to reach them. I then felt his presence behind me and he grabbed my jeans handing them to me. I smiled at him.

"Im scared of what I might do to you with you being half naked." I looked at his face as it held all seriousness. I walked past him to my shirt.

"You wouldnt know what to do with me." I exclaimed. He nodded.

"You're right."

"I know."

"Thats why you should teach me." I froze and turned around, scanning his face for any type of joking around.

"What?" I asked, making sure I heard him correctly.

"You could teach me. Teach me how to have sex. What to do and how to do it." He spoke. I laughed.

"Jungkook are you insane? You do hear yourself right?" I asked. He nodded.

"I hear myself. Noona, you don't understand how hard it is for me to see the hyungs bring girls or stay out with them. I wish I could." He spoke. I shrugged.

"So why dont you? I asked.

"I dont know how and I dont want to embarrass myself. But if you could teach me it wouldnt be so uncomfortable. I know you." He spoke. This was one of the hardest decisions Ive ever had to make. I mean I love him and all the other boys so much and would do just about anything for them.

"Kookie. You know that I love you and would do just about anything for you but dont you think you may be asking me for just a little too much?" I spoke. He nodded, stepped closer and looked down to me, and I looked up to him.

"I know. I just- There are middle schoolers with more experience than me. You don't have go to sleep with me today. We can even ease up to it. I just want you to teach me. Please?" He asked. I looked up at him as he pulled me closer. I was a little jungshook if you know what I mean.

"We'll both enjoy it." He said. I bit my lip in temptation. Oh if he wasnt so cute...

"Okay." I spoke. He let me go and let out a breath it seems he was holding.

"Okay." He spoke. I smiled.

"Do you need to mentally prepare yourself or-?" I asked. He sighed and nervously rubbed the back of his neck.

"Im fine." he spoke. I smiled.

"Kiss me." I spoke. His eyes widened and he nodded. He wrapped his hands around my waist and pressed my body against his. He slowly leaned down to kiss me. Our lips moved slowly against each other. I stuck my tongue out and swiped it against his bottom lip. He slowly opened his mouth as I shoved my tongue inside of his. Our tongues danced together, fighting to pin one another down. He rested his hand on my hips squeezing every once and a while. I rested my hands on his thighs and slowly moved them up. He seemed to sigh in pleasure in my mouth. I smiled and kissed him harder. To be honest, this is the first time being a dom and I was enjoying it. I ran my hands over his crotch area and he whimpered into our ongoing kiss. I pulled away from him and lifted his shirt over his head. He looked at me as I worked on his drawstring.

"I shouldn't be the only one in my underwear Kookie." I spoke, teasingly. He bit his lip and kicked off his sweats. Once I ridded him of his clothing I pushed him back. I climbed on top of him, straddling his hips. I kissed him passionately and he returned the kiss. His hands clenched into fist at his sides, restraining himself from touching me. I slowly begin making my way down his jaw, kissing his neck. Once I found his sweet spot he groaned deeply.

"Noona. Can I touch you? Please let me touch you." He spoke. I smiled against his neck.

"Touch me anywhere you'd like. For now, Im yours." I whispered. Thats all I had to say. His hand immediately fell to my ass as he molded and played with it. I sighed in bliss, my ass being a hot spot for me. He shuddered at me breathing on his neck.

"Aaahh Y/N. I-" I gasped as he flipped us over putting himself on top in between my legs.

"I wanna try something." He spoke. I smiled and raised an eyebrow, which he caught.

"Just guide me." He spoke and kissed me softly before slowly making his way down to my chest. He dipped his tongue between the valley of my breast causing goosebumps to arise on my skin. He reached around and unclipped my bra, taking it off of me. He stared at my breast a small blush tinting his cheeks. He leaned down, attacking my hardened nipples he twisted and played with the other. I moaned and took my bottom lip into my mouth. His hand trailed down my body and played with the hem of my underwear. He looked up at me.Lee

"Can I?" He asked. I nodded. He hesitated as he stuck his hand inside of my underwear. He slowly ran a finger up and down my slit.

"Wow. You're so warm and...wet." My body shuddered as he slowly began to pump his fingers inside of me. He leaned down and began to kiss my neck. His lips ghosted over my sweet spot and I let out a whimper. I could feel him chuckle a little in my neck. Before I could ask him whats so funny, he added another finger and curled them hitting my spot. I gasped loudly.

"Oh God Jungkook! Right there!" I moaned out. He sped up amd continued to finger my G-spot. My mouth dropped open as mixtures of pants and moans escaped my mouth. My eyes screwed as tight as they could be as I felt the sensation slowly building up. Jungkook lowered himself so that he was face to face with my area. I grabbed his hand to stop him but he had already dove in. He slowly flicked his tongue on my clit repeatedly.

"Oh my- shit Jungkook!" I moaned, louder than I should have. I came as my body twitched a little due to the aftermath. Jungkook crawled towards me and kissed me as I tried to catch my breath.

"Did I do good Noona?" He asked. I nodded and kissed him slowly.

"Thay was amazing Kookie." He smiled brightly and kissed me back. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him to lay on top of me.

"Noona. Im ready." He spoke aginst my lips. He looked nervous and excited all in one. I smiled and flipped us over, pulling my painties down. He pulled his boxers down and his member sprung forward. I stared at it in shock. It was probably one of the biggest dicks i have ever seen in my life. Wow. The maknae was really golden. He must have felt self conscious because he cleared his throat snapping me out of my thoughts.

"I-I wow." I spoke and grabbed his member. He sucked in a breath and closed his eyes as I began to move my hand up and down on him. After a bit of precum was visible, I slowly licked his member from base to tip. Jungkook groaned so deep an sexy that I grew even more wet. I then took as much of him in my mouth as I could. Lets be honest, a dick as big as his was impossible to fit all in. I bobbed my head up and down as Kookie struggled to hold in his whimpers and moans. He was breathing loudly. He sat up on his elbows and watched me. I looked at him through lidded eyes and sucked him a bit harder.

"Fuck." He growled and bucked his hips up. I moaned over his dick as he continued to curse. I stopped and ran my hand over my work.

"How does it feel to be blowed for the first time?" I asked. He sighed and leaned back.

"Please. Im so ready. I need it Noona. Please." He begged. I smiled at him. I love it when he begs. I crawled up his body straddling him but before I could sit on it, he flipped us over... again. He looked in my eyes and silently asked if this was okay. I nodded. He looked up at me and breathed in before slowly pushing inside of me. I held his biceps and gasped as he let out an extremely deep groan. The feeling of his member stretching my walls taking me by surprise. Once he was fully inside of me I wrapped my arms around him, restricting him from moving any farther.

"Always make sure your partner is okay. You don't want to cause them any pain." I spoke. He buried his face into my neck and let out a shaky sigh.

"Are- are you in pain?" He asked. I shook my head.

"No. I'm o- aaahhhh!" Jungkook began to pound into me. Almost relentlessly. I moaned out in pleasure as he groaned with every thrust. He lifted his body off of mine and put all his weight in his hands. I looked down between us, seeing us being connected as one and moaned.

"Jungkook-ah~." I moaned. He leaned down to kiss me a he continued to thrust.

"You feel so good baby. So tight." He spoke. Those words alone almost bringing me to my realease. I pushed him back and he backed away quickly.

"Lie down. Im gonna ride." I spoke. He quickly lied down. I straddled him and lowered myself down on his member. He sighed loudly as I moaned out in pleasure. I began to slowly move up and down on him. His hands held on tightly to my hips. I moved at an enjoyable pace for us both.

"Faster." He spoke. I obliged and began to move faster. His hands went down to my ass and smacked it lightly causing shivers to run down my back.

"Smack my ass again." I spoke. He groaned and smacked it again. I whimpered and the feeling of my high approaching made an appearance again.

"Oh God kookie! You're so big!" I moaned. His eyes flashed with last before he sat up, meeting my eyes with his. He began to buck his hips up to mine.

"Oh fuck! Don't stop!" I moaned. He moaned and attached his mouth onto one of my nipples.

"You take me so well baby girl. You take it all." He moaned. Shocked to hear those words out of his mouth once again my stomach approached my high and it was not going away.

"Shit Kookie! Just like that! I'm gonna cum! Aaaahh!" I moaned loudly. He bucked his hips quicker.

"Me too. Fuck. Noona." He groaned loudly. I kissed him as I clenched around him, whimpering into his mouth as I came, my body convulsing. He thrust started to get sloppier, his breathing uneven. He held me tighter as his orgasm took over. He called out my name as he thrusted a few more times, riding out his orgasm. Luckily I'm on the pill.

"That was amazing." He spoke, out of breath. I smiled and pecked his lips once before laying down, kookie following my actions.

"How do you feel Kookie?" I asked. He chuckled.

"Like a man. Thank you." He said. I nodded.

"Anything for you." He seemed to quirk up at the thought.

"Anything?" He asked. I nodded. He smirked and climbed on top of my body.

"Round 2?"

#bts #bts smut #bts junkook #jeon junkook #sexy junkook #bangtan boys #bangtan #bangtan sonyeondan #behind the scenes #sexy

[hot-mysticc-mess-blog]

Zen keeps bothering mc in Jumin’s route. I get he is being a protective jealous guy looking our for mc interest sort off (honestly I think it’s half cuz he wants to date mc). But he needs to chill. What about a scenario where Zen keeps saying Jumin is no good for mc. Mc is kind of gettimg bored of it. Either do mc comedally dealing with this or mc: You’re wrong about Jumin, Zen. I respect that he is busy. I am so happy with him though.

Here we go, MC telling Zen off for being over-critical of Jumin

Rating: G

Pairing: Jumin x MC

Words: 1,217

They tried to give Zen the benefit of the doubt. Hewas just being overprotective, right? Zen had always been incredibly nice,and a little flirty, to them ever since they first joined. As nice as he was toMC though, he was mean to Jumin, sometimes downright cruel. At first, theythought it might just be a little friendly ribbing. The two men had known eachother for several years and MC arrived all of 5 days ago. Who were they tojudge? Jumin never seemed bothered by anything anyone said,so it was possible Zen’s jokes had just escalated to be on par with theirtarget.

 It did not seem to bother Jumin or the rest ofthe RFA, so it wasn’t worth fussing over. That was, until Jumin poured hisheart out in a late-night chatroom, and MC promptly got a call from Zen to mockJumin for his feelings. Not in the chatroom, accompanied by friendly emojis andambiguity of tone. Privately, behind his back, where they could hear how absolutely hilarious Zen found Jumin’s hardship.

The closer MC got to Jumin, the more Zen pushed backagainst him. Was he jealous? Even ifit wasn’t about MC specifically, Jumin was successful, “born with a silverspoon in his mouth” as Zen liked to say, and she had heard a little bit of howhard Zen had it during his teen years. They tried to be polite, gentlyadvising him of what Jumin’s motives and feelings might be whenever he didsomething Zen could not understand. 

At the time, everything was turbulent and Jumin wasparticularly out-of-sorts. There were times when Jumin was out-of-line and deserved the criticism he received. MC thought that once Jumin settled down Zen wouldtoo. He did...just not as much as they had hoped. If Jumin had to cancel aplanned date for a meeting, Zen went on a tirade. When MC went out on their own(per their own insistence), Zen scolded Jumin about it. On Jumin and MC’s firstValentine’s Day together as married couple, Zen called around lunch time tocheck up on MC. He was sweet about it...until he found out Jumin was on abusiness trip and would most likely not be seeing them at all. 

Zen meant well, but the rest of the RFA’s advice notto get involved in someone else’s love life went completely ignored. The finalstraw came two years into MC and Jumin’s marriage. MC had been rushed to theemergency room with severe stomach pain. Appendicitis, as it turned out. MC updatedthe RFA on the situation via chatroom shortly before emergency surgery and bothJaehee and Saeyoung had taken up the job of calling Jumin multiple times to tryand get in touch with him to no avail.

“Has Jumin called?” MC asked the rest of the RFA,all of whom flocked to her hospital room the moment they were allowed in. Theylooked around the room, trying to gauge the reactions on everyone’s faces. Oneby one, everyone confirmed they had not. He was on a business trip with arather outdoorsy potential client. Jumin always made sure he had access tocell-service and the internet for at least a few hours a day, but no texts orcalls were going to get through if he was out on a day-hike.

“That jerk! His partner is in the hospital, and hecan’t even answer his phone,” Zen started, anger notching up as he spoke,getting ready for a full-on rant. 

“Zen,” Jaehee spoke up, voice carefully measured asshe towed the line between settling him down and not being disrespectful to herfavorite musical actor.

Herewe go again. MC rubbed their hands over their face, tryingto clear away the haze from the pain medication.

“Zen,” it came out as whine instead of the stubbornrefusal they wanted, “shut up.”

The room went painfully silent. Zen waited a moment,watching MC with concern before he continued, voice a little softer but clearlyhaving missed the point. 

“He should be here. You’re his wife and you had togo into surgery without him. How is that okay? If I were--”

“Ifyou were what, Zen? If you were my husband you would never leave my side?” Atthis point the rest of the RFA gave each other frantic glances, trying to finda discreet way out of the room. Luckily for them, the only one who even paidany mind to their excuses was Zen and he couldn’t spare more than a fleetingglance while listening to MC. “You’re busy sometimes too. You don’t touchyour phone during rehearsal or performances. If I had gotten hurt at adifferent time you might not have known for hours. Beingmarried doesn’t magically make your schedule clear all the time.” 

“Icould still do a better job than he could,” Zen protested, readying himself fora monologue. Then he stopped, letting out a long sigh. MC was injured and outof it from the medication. He pulled the thin hospital blanket up over theirshoulders to encourage her to sleep. “Look, we can talk about this when you’verested a little more, alright? An argument about Jumin’s not worth endangeringyour health over.”

“You’renot listening to me!” A burst of anger flared up through their drowsiness.Their arms flailed on the bed like the beginnings of a tantrum, dislodging theblanket Zen had just straightened. Perhaps it would have been better to waituntil their words did not sound quite as slurred and forming them felt lesslike a concentrated effort, but they had started this and they would be damnedif they weren’t going to finish it. Behind them, the hospital door opened backup again. Someone must have forgotten something in the room. They ignored itfueled by frustration.

“I know you don’t like Jumin. I know he’s not perfect, but he does hisabsolute best for me all the time. If he knew something had happened to me, hewould be here already. He’s always busy with work, but he makes time for mebecause he loves me just like I love him. He makes me happy, Zen. We make eachother better, happier people andyou’re just being cruel by nitpicking everything he does!”

“Thatwas a very nice speech, my love.” Jumin’s voice grew louder as he moved fromthe doorway over to their bedside, giving no acknowledgment to Zen’s presence. How long had he been standing there?Jumin smoothed their hair, and readjusted the hospital blanket over theirchest. “But you should rest. I’m sorry I’m late. When I received your call Iwas out on a mountain hike. I’ll ensure I have a satellite phone available nexttime.”

Hiseyes swam with concern, thumb stroking carefully over their cheek. They staredup at him, lost in all the emotion in his expression and unable to form wordsgood enough to answer back.

“Uh,yeah. Go to sleep, MC. I’ll bring everyone by again tomorrow,” Zen backed awayfrom the bed, rubbing at the back of his neck. He could see he had longoverstayed his welcome. Oh, he was leaving. They should say something. Theyshould say goodbye.

Instead,what came out was “don’t be mean to Jumin.”

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I'm feeling hella down and all because my family wants me to get married and the problem is, I'm scared. I'm so afraid of love and being loved. I was taught since i was little that being in love is bad and when people fall for me it's also terrible. so i wanted to ask..how would ace react to his s/o who's got the same problem here as me. of being afraid to love, being loved, getting close and being afraid of loosing that person because she thinks she is not worht being loved..?

 I’m sorry you’re not feeling well, dear. I am not going to say nothing about it becaue i don’t know your backstory and i don’t want to make you uncomfy. But i hope you sort out your emotions pretty soon and i hope your family can understand your way of thinking about love and all that matter. Prompts are currently closed, but i’ll make a little exception for you, hun. I hope you enjoy this and that it can help to make you feel better. I hope this is good enough for you, dear.

Ace

He loves you endlessly. By now the reason he wakes up in the mornings it’s not only make Shirohige the pirate King, but to see your face. He’s willing to see you yet another day.

However, he notices. He notices the way you try to keep him out of your space. He notices how you usually get uncomfortable when he’s being a bit too lovey, too cuddly. He can’t help it, though, he can’t find another way to keep you closer than pressing you against him.

But he notices, nevertheless, he notices how shy you get and how you’ve never said ‘I love you’ back at him. And he understands, well, more than understand, he takes it because he loves you.

But he really is gettimg insecure. Do you love him back? He asks you, and you’re answer is more than he can tak. “I can’t love you as much as you love me”, He gulps, intertwining his fingers to ease the shaking of his hands. He can’t really ease the shakimg on his voice, though.

“But why?”, his voice is low, almost a whisper as he looks at you straight in the eyes. You can barely hold his gaze, so filled with pain and sadness.

“I can’t love, Ace”, he opens his mouth to speak, but you don’t let him. “I cant love anyone. I’m scared of doing it. And from all people in this world, I can’t love you”, he knows. He knows because he feels the same. No one has ever wanted him, but now, it’s different. “I- I wouldn’t be able to stand the pain of losing you. I can’t let you in, because, if something happens- I don’t thin I can-

"If something ever happens to me, I want you to remember how much someone loved you. I want you to know that I love you more than anything and that i’m always scared of losing you, yet, even if i don’t want to or don’t feel like I’m ready, I want to let you in, so i can know what is to love and to feel loved. There’s always danger, i know, but i want you to know that no matter the risk or the pain we can face, you’ll be loved by me and i want you- i want you to love someone. I want you to stop taking everything by yourself and start to let people that matter into your life so you can share your worries, your dreams, your fears, love it’s not only sex or something superficial. Love is believing and trusting in someone. Loving is caring for the other. Loving is being there for that someone that really matters.

You can’t stop the tears falling from your cheeks now. The things you know, the things that your family told you, the things life showed you. All of them telling you that love would always hurt you and that if you open yourself for someone else then they or you will get hurt.

Things that have been chasing for years are being All destroyed by this man in front of you and suddenly your walls are crumbling down and he’s there to embrace your exposed being. He’s always there and he always will be there. 

He laughs a bit as he brushes away a few tears from your cheeks, "that was too chessy huh?”

The fond smile you give him makes him widen his eyes and his breath hitches on his thoart when you lean closer, nuzzling your nose wth his.

“You’re cheesy all the time, though”, he smiles and looks fondly at you, cupping your cheeks with his hands.

“Only for you”

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