#am over XYZ things

[sarahjacobs]

punk spot and goth sarah stuff 🫰

i also made playlists of the kind of music i think they'd listen to :') you can listen to spot's here. most tracks fall under the hardcore subgenre, but there's also a good amount of ska and pop. generally has a chaotic, garage, and/or dated kind of sound, really wanted the kind of stuff that scratches my brain in a specific, rough way

there's also sarah's playlist, which i'm less confident about because i'm wayyy more immersed in punk subculture and music. but. i tried! some gothic rock, mostly punkabilly and gothabilly. i feel like she'd be into music that has that campy slasher feel, so that's the overall mood i was gunning for

#newsies #92sies #uksies #sarah jacobs #spot conlon #drawings #confession idk anything about uksies this is purely based on vibes bcuz the concept of a pinoy nonbinary spot has charmed me #anyways more nerdy stuff ahead i am so sorry >>> #i heart thinking about what characters would be like if they were punk it is so fun #i view sarah as punk usually so it's interesting to compare & contrast her and spot #like sarah i personally cant see modifying her hair or her body much. she'd mostly stick to diying clothes and jewelry #so while she IS punk she's not the kind of punk that most people auto think of #but spot feels like someone who'd /really/ want to lean into all the trappings of punk. being intimidating AND cool #so they're spiky all over. hair piercings jacket are sharp #sarah's battle jacket is a comfortable corduroy material. it's colorful and has random scraps of fabric bcuz the goal is #to make the original jacket last as long as possible #whereas spot's has more inflammatory patches and is strictly black and white and has the sleeves cut off #and has non fabric stuff attached like the spikes and studs and also soda can tabs #because they also strike me as someone who collects random odds and ends. hence the bottle caps repurposed as pins #i also wanted to play around with adding chains and safety pins onto their jacket but alas #ultimately had to prioritize readability #same thing w sarah i wanted to give her layered necklaces and more maximalist elements to her outfit but it ended up muddying everything up #anyways. im insane but specificity is very important to me for punk stuff just because i think #'punk versions of xyz' tend to water down what punk actually is by prioritizing the aesthetics of rebellion without being specific #in What they are rebelling against. which is why these headcanons lack inflammatory political ideas and punk bands #or like they'll just have the circle A sign and it's like ok but do you know what anarchism is and what anarchist praxis looks like #also spot would not be an anarchist tbh they read as more of a commie #they are not doing nonhierarchical based organizing iykyk

[soldier-poet-king]

also im increasingly convinced i just need to do that wardrobe overhaul. and actually commit to it. regardless of familial judgement. i think i would be less insane/more in control. and it would take time, effort, focus (i almost exclusively thrift) which leaves less time for Ruminating

#maybe over christmas #i have a few days off + am catsitting so will be away from fam #and near shops. for that stretch between christmas and NYE #the duality of fran #no more tight fitting clothes. i have moved past the need to pretend i have that body type #no more mixed polyesters. im tired of having sensory problems and feeling yucky #no more clothes that i feel like i SHOULD wear for xyz reasons #only things /i/ genuinely like #i want warm earth tones and botanical patterns and poet blouses with ridiculous sleeves

[miraclemaya]

i do think especially arguments about this stuff that hinge on going, well im a victim and i think this is bad are unworkable because you will find a hundred other victims who go oh it helps me process it or whatever else

#i mean i guess it's like well i deserve to have my voice heard over someone else because xyz is what they are saying #it's so insane that this happens repeatedly on this site where you can just filter out terms and shit #block people who make you uncomfortable #idk man i used to be really like eww it's important to tell people about these freaks #but like fuck i really just do not agree that someone should be harassed off the internet or worse for like doing consensual things with #other adults like even if it bothers you majorly does that give you the right to harass them #i am also unsympathetic to the argument that they are gonna harm people because first off most of the people who get chased off dont #really have any power in the first place lets be real otherwise it wouldnt be an affective tool to chase them off in the first place #and secondly if they are gonna harm someone it's someone close to them and posting online about it isn't gonna do anything #you aren't gonna solve abuse by harassing people online even if they suck shit #like unless you want to fucking call the cops on them which i would hope we all know is 100x worse #it's not gonna do anything besides maybe make the situation worse lmao

[maggotwithanf]

I got into the Fallout franchise BECAUSE OF Fallout 3 and yeah that's ridiculous and yeah I have no taste but someone out there's favorite game is Fallout 3 and it means a lot to them because it holds a special place in their heart

#i am going to have to mute the fallout tag i'm afraid #working in entertainment made it so I can't enjoy 99% of tumblr and I'm afraid this might fall under that 99% #:( #i know it's pointless but like. #sometimes fans of a thing grow up and get to make The Thing. #not everyone who works on an IP is some kind of disaffected angry person who hates the IP. #we're at an era where a shitton of IP is developed written and worked on by superfans of the series #I can't take people saying XYZ random set assistant obviously Personally Hates Fallout #also you all know Bethesda has nothing to do with the tv show right. you know how licensing works right?!?!? #guys?? #anyway i got ptsd triggered over something ENTIRELY NOT FALLOUT RELATED IRONICALLY so i'm kind of crazy today don't mind me. #i can't be crazy irl because i'm an adult man with a public facing job so i gotta be crazy here. hello

[perilegs]

i miss the era of internet where all we got were anime fansubs made by people who had the time to do what they enjoyed

#translations of everything have started to suck more and more each passing year. everything is rushed out so quick theres no time to #localize literally anything #this is specifically the OFFICIAL dunmeshi anime subtitles saying theres not going to b a duck with an onion or something #ok. that wouldnt have even needed localization. you just didnt translate the fucking thing. you cannot take a saying and directly translate #all the words in it and expect people to get it #also theres a culture of ppl who know a language being like 'uhm. why did you translate it like that when it literally means xyz' #like yeah sure i'm sure translating everything directly ignoring the original prose and flow and meaning is going to be great #yakuza is the only game series i trust to b translated properly tbh. bc of the safe sects joke. #i wish ppl hiring translators a very pay them more and give them more time to work #is this rant even coherent. after ages i managed to fall asleep around 4 am and sleep a whopping 2 hours before waking up #and then i tried to go back to sleep bc i am so incredibly tired but then the clock hit 8 am (i have one of those clocks that chimes every #hour) and i just gave up and decided i need to write down what ive been thinking about for #the past half an hour #though i feel this is missing over half the context i thought of but idk bc im so very tired gdhwbfks

[luvsavos]

pain is temporary shara brainrot is eternal

#mar.txt #oc tag: shara #slowly working on a shara-centric fic.... it's going to have a lot of rambling things in parentheses bc of how they are #anyways i'm mostly joking when i call myself xyz thing's number one fan but also like. i am very much planning to save money to comm someone #for a giant plushie of them. and a figure/statue too if i'm able to comm someone for that #i can and will spend a ludicrous amount of money for merch of my faves especially when BOTH of them have little to Nothing #my dad says the plushie is a waste of money but like #it isn't to ME bc it'd make me happy and probably help me sleep and it would bring me comfort #is it not enough for something to do those things to make it have value? must it serve some other more 'important' purpose than simply #bringing me happiness? #i'm well aware that it'll be over $2000 (understandably! plushies are expensive to make by hand especially giant ones) #and i'm fine with that. i don't live on my own yet so i don't have bills to pay or anything so i figure i should treat myself with expensive #things i want while i'm still Able to #and i desperately want a plushie of shara. a shame i know nothing about plushie making so idk if what i'm envisioning is too complex or not #rather. i think it IS doable but idk if it's too complex for the person i'd like to comm to WANT to do it yknow #but tbh. i'll take whatever it is i'm able to get #anyways i got rambly in the tags again oops #i just think shara is neat and getting a giant plushie of them is a goal of mine

[atypi-cals]

I have Twitter to keep up with local news since Facebook said fuck you to that but every time I open it I'm filled with deep existential despair

#like. not just the posts which are usually depressing #but the comments. #'he should be arrested and jailed for life' he was a teenager who made a mistake (this is not abt anything specifc) #(ive just seen it a few times. over little shit.) #'this is why we need xyz xenophobic thing' #'well that sounds like a problem for you but i doubt anyone in the real world cares' #shut up shut up shut up im using twitter to see what is happening in the real world. that issue affects my real world life irl actually. #how the fuck am i supposed to use public transportation online? go to bus.com enter a destination and then im there?

[sysig]

I really should clean up that KoiBo essay I started, I got like 3k words deep and it was all just mushy rambling about how much I love Souichi

#Koisuru Boukun #I really do love Souichi he's such a fascinating character study #I guess like half of that is also about Morinaga - he's also really interesting but I'm a lot more clinical about him lol #With Morinaga I'm like ''Ah yes his trauma stems from xyz and presents as abc and thus efg happens'' #Whereas with Souichi I'm just like ''Ahhhhhhhhhhh he loves his family so much and he's so stupid but so smart fjdkslafj'' lol #Like there IS analysis in there! I'm particularly fascinated by his perception of nuance in others and himself and how that grows over time #Even just in Challengers - hell /especially/ in Challengers they're already such well fleshed out characters #I consider KoiBo to basically be a soft reboot and some of the decisions are uhhhhhhh questionable #But other than the glaring one they're mostly logically consistent with what Challengers set up and just fjdsklajfldf #They're honestly such interesting characters!! #They're also codependent lol definitely had no impact on my tastes in literature going forward #What's the line I have buried somewhere in the file uhh #If I had a nickel for every time I got fixated on a guy who goes around wearing long coats with lapels has round glasses long hair an... #Interesting personality and whose story centrally focuses on trauma and queer themes in the 90s I'd have two nickels #Which isn't a lot but it's weird that it's happened twice #I am also fully open to more recommendations of that particular niche if anyone has some because lbrh - they are few and far between #JFKlsfd every time I think about KoiBo I'm just like ''I wish this was written this way on purpose'' lol #It can be cracked open into some of the best writing I've seen about learning to love yourself as an ace person! #But it super does not feel like it was written with that intention!! Agh my conflictions lol #Well that's also part of the charm lol I trend towards forgiveness for things that I love that much #I still always feel like I'm making excuses for liking it as much as I do tho lol ahh......the self consciousness of loving something lol

[lapeaudelamemoire]

Okay. I did my shopping at the place that has the one sale like once a year and also because I pinch pennies about this signed up to the rewards/loyalty system. I have gotten 10 emails or something now because I get a fucking email every time I 'earn points' by doing something like clicking on a thing. I mean, good to know, but also, g-d-fucking-damn it's so fucking annoying ARGH

Plus clicking on all those things didn't let me use my money off reward in conjunction with the discount sale code so what was even the point. Ugh.

#i am annoyed because I did the clever (imo) thing and bought 2 of the thing in case idk it sells out before the next entire year #in case it tears or something; it's so annoying when you get a good clothing item but then when you need another one it's discontinued #or something #but #that means more money #so now i have less money left for the other basic underwear i need to buy from the other place #g-d i hate this. #i was also hoping to have some money left over to buy like a slightly less basic set of things to feel nice about myself #now that my body is all different #but alas #i don't even feel like i'm being frivolous my money is literally going to a) replacing knickers i sized out of #b) basic knickers for work #c) perhaps an item from my wishlist that has been there for years #and only very hopefully d) a set of Some Nice Things #but after spending money on (a) i am already like. fuck. i don't wanna spend more money on other things. #like - should i even? #but even in (b) there's one item that is a replacement because i fucking ordered it in the correct size last time but the owner was like #'i saw your order and i think a size down might be good? seeing as you previously ordered xyz' and i was like 'okay you're the owner #happy to go with your rec' #and it was wrong and i was right originally but exchanging it would be like. about the same price to post the damn thing back as buying it #again since they gave me a code for half off but really i kinda wish they could just give me a new one free since ughhh #i am distinctly getting the feeling that if i buy this basic set of things i will already be upset about having spent this much money #and that it will have already been more than i wanted to spend #and then not get anything else #argh #scream. cry. #personal

[m-a-d-e-l-e-i-n-e]

Is it normal to be so obsessed with the idea of being a good or I guess even unproblematic person, to the point where you’re nit-picking every single little thing you say or do and feel like shit about yourself for not always fitting your own idea of being a “perfect” person? …what do you mean “no”?

#like there has to be a term for this 😭 #I feel like I’ve become so self-aware that I’m ruining my own life with it #it’s for the dumbest shit too. oh I didn’t make eye contact with someone I passed by on the sidewalk?? #well clearly I’m a rude absolute bitch and they hate me now and I have no manners #I don’t think this makes sense #I’ll think in terms of what I wrote in my post about other people too not just myself #like sometimes I’ll start to think someone’s not a good person over like one thing they’ve said or done #and applied it to other scenarios like ‘oh well if they were willing to say/do this then they would do xyz too’ #…or like ‘if they’re willing to say/do this then they’re probably even meaner in their head or with people other than me’ you know #I’ve done and said things I’m not proud of so many times just like EVERYONE ELSE #but for some reason my brain will just not let it go and I always think I’m a terrible person and a disappointment #but then on the other hand I’ll think oh well I can’t be that bad if I’m always calculating how I react to things #and am actually bothering to think critically about it #I feel like there’s so little goodness in the world and I try to be a nice person but I feel like a fake and that I’m not really one #can’t even stand up for myself or make a joke without constantly chewing myself out #gets tiring but I’ve thought like this for a while now #well that’s my writing goal for the week done #personal #txt

[evermoredeluxe]

okay maybe it’s just me but i literally don’t overthink whatever i’ve watched. if the answer to the question “did i have fun watching it?” is yes, then im like “that was really good!” and that’s it. i always see people doing deep dives and thinking of better plots but i literally don’t have that kind of imagination and im mostly satisfied with whatever was provided lmao.

#like stranger things s4 people watched it and were like ‘oh xyz was a bad move abc could’ve been better’ and im like ‘it was good that’s it’ #that’s not to say i incapable of criticizing things i am and i def wish some things were done differently i just mean overall #i obsess over it but in a diff way #arshia talks

[icewindandboringhorror]

Daily Log 7

Trying out (probably just temporarily) making short daily-ish notes about things, in an attempt to see if it helps me be more reflective or productive lol.

Activities: Finished all of the little things I carved out of avocado pits, will maybe post pictures at some point? I painted some sections (like for the eye I carved, I made part of it white for contrast, etc.) and then generally glazed them with some shiny paint stuff. Now I really wish I had more avocado pits, I was unsure at first, but I have some new ideas.. I want to try inlaying stones like I've seen in some pictures, similar to the same ones I use for eyes in my sculptures. >:3 (random google image example of the stones inside, like this sort of thing V)

Low effort/small house cleaning tasks, did a few dishes, put up laundry, organized things, put up the recycling, paid bills, etc.

Still extremely sleepy and unfocused, it was hot last night and the cats woke me up multiple times so I only got a few hours of sleep and barely had any energy to do anything and also had a headache and back pain a lot of the day. ToT

Finally made an appointment I was supposed to make like 4 days ago lol..

Gave wet food to the cats (this is an ordeal because George eats way faster than Noodle, so I have to separate them and stand guard so George doesn't vacuum his up immediately then run over and try to eat all of his brothers food.. evil boy must be watched to prevent his crimes )

Edited videos for like.. 15 minutes but still have not been very productive on that front (or editing costume photos or anything) due to shoulder pain and stuff making it hard to type/use mouse much on the computer. grrbbb >:V

Spent 10 minutes looking up a weird pendant I had in my rock collection area and found out it's an old piece of costume jewelry from the 60s(?) and could be worth like $200 potentially, which is cool. I'm not sure if I'll sell it though because I do think it's quite unique and good for a prop when making wizard character inventories, etc, and I'd never be able to find anything like it again (it's this one below.. it's very weird.. looks like something a mage would have lol)

Translated the tapestry text for 5 minutes, and got out some tubs of clothes to start organizing them to sell outfits and stuff online, but then felt ill and had to go lay down so now the tubs are just sitting out on the floor ghgh..

Notable sights: It rained a bit and the sky was very pretty at one point. Didn't get to go outside today due to schedule/low energy, so no clovers or anything. Saw a fat squirrel out the window once though. Also when I was looking through my "rock collection" (which also includes marbles, dice, pieces of glass, stones, gems, rubber balls, seashells, smooth wood, jewelry scraps, etc. ggh.. really more "shiny things collection" but it's mostly rocks, so) for interesting stones to possibly put into avocado pits in the future, I saw a lot of pretty rocks I hadn't thought about in a while, so that was nice.

Goals moving forward: Focus on social activities, finding new friends in the places I want to move, communicating with ones I have. Physical therapy exercises. Finish and upload videos, edit costume pictures & etc. Do the new costumes I've planned. MAKE SCULPTURES at some point, I miss them.

Notable foods: Nothing really.. but it's an asparagus day tomorrow I think so.. >:)c hehehehe... Oh, I did try a bite of corn, which I really really love corn but am not supposed to have it on my diet. The miniscule morsel was sufficiently cherished. Still craving hearty stuff despite resuming my iron supplements lol..

#just posting these publicly since it feels more like I'm doing something or easier to hold yourself accountable if you make public #declarations of goals and progress or etc. .. perhaps.. for now #just want to do worldbuilding I want to work on the language I want to do these sorts of things #furstrating to just walk around in a haze all day unable to focus on mental tasks like that #One of the most important things in my entire life actually is being able to think about little elves and magic and etc. #annoying to have multiple days in a row where I make very little progress on that aside from thinking of a few little story #ideas or something here and there. I should have had the text translated already and finished the worldbuilding slideshow #already and made a game set in my world already and so on and so forth.. grr #There's another upcoming heatwave again and summer is soon so I think it will only get worsw #the more often I feel warm and sick or cant sleep due to the temperature etc. #But I am trying to catch up somehow.. a little.. lol #I think it's very common to feel like you're not making enough progress in life on the things that matter the most to you #especially during capitalism and with low income and mental/physical health issues and during a still ongoing pandemic #threat and etc. etc. etc. like.. Logically I get it and I know it's not something to be too worked up over because that's just how #probably half of the population feels at all times especially people who are in similar situations to me #but still.. my brain is like Yes i know the facts of the situation No i do not care #if someone else came to me like 'ough Im feeling so unproductive for xyz reason' I'd reassure them and talk about how #it's situational and a lot of people feel that way and it's the system we live in and blah blah #but when it's ME it's like.. No.. This Situation Is Different Of Course. Surely It Is Much More Terrible #If You Haven't Finished Your Entire ToDo List By The End Of The Week Then The World Will Explode #ANYWAY.. #daily log

[childishzombiejellyfish]

sometimes on this, my self-curated dash, I will come across a blog I must have followed for some reason, suddenly yelling at a crowd about something that doesn't seem to be anything anyone around these here parts is in disagreement with ("these here" meaning, these, our self-curated dashes, surely), and I will unfollow, because I don't have time to become a random strawman that gets yelled at on tumblr.com

#most recently the wga strike which - again on my self-curated dash - everyone is agreeing is a good thing #so why is someone suddenly yelling about people had better understand that it's... a good thing #it's one thing making a post saying it's a good thing (potentially adding *for xyz reason* if one feels up to it) #but why are you yelling? who are you angry at in this space? on a dash you've surely curated? right? #on this here site tumblr.com #okay that last bit was pedantically phrased of me but i am confused + anger doesnt do well with me #that is the kind of anger that is aggressive and reactive #we're over-explaining at this point me@me

[piplupod]

today is absolute garbage but i am going to try to do some painting on my project nonetheless, doing my best to attempt to claw my way out of the suicidality goop

#funny how ppl are like ''stay alive for xyz things!'' and that doesnt work for me #like sorry but that is not making up for all the dogshit I've got going on dbdjdl it doesnt come anywhere close to balancing out the scales #if i am staying alive it is entirely my choice made out of stubbornness and occasionally spite #only reason i havent offed myself yet is bc i dont want to hurt people (even that doesnt convince me sometimes) and- #-i can always do it tomorrow. like why not just stick around until things get truly too fucked up to keep going #I'll make art while im around and hopefully leave behind some kind of positive mark on the world fjfkdl #also fucking... jack stauber's ''dinner is not over'' #like yeah dinner isnt over yet. and it wont be until i cant stand another bite. and then i can have dessert. gotta wait til dinner is done! #like do i see there being any way for me to exist in the world? no djdksl not at all #i cant work and disability is not livable and theres no disability housing available rn so fbfjdl its not realistic #but im going to stick around until i get to the point where it isnt feasible to be around anymore dhfksl #and if the situation changes for the better then great I'll keep trucking along #but i genuinely dont think im making it to like... 30. 25 is iffy. 23 is fuzzy. its just not realistic with how society is set up currently #but! doesnt matter! just working with what i have in the present and I'll just keep trucking until i cant anymore dbfjdl #suicide tw #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #sorry this is wildly mentally ill but i am just kind of ... hoping maybe it'll help someone else #all i see for suicide prevention is ''you have so much to live for!'' and that doesnt rly help ppl in my situation #i KNOW I've got a lot to live for but it's simply not realistic nor does it make up for the fact that life is utter dogshit dhdjdl #so i just try to approach it from an angle of almost like... not caring #like I'll keep doing what i can until things get too hard and then I'll take my leave 🤷 sticking around until then!

[gibbearish]

hi i’m not really sure how to do this but i came from your uquiz and you seem knowledgeable and nice and so i’m asking you a question now i’m sorry

uhm, so, i think i maybe might be trans (ftm) because i’m super dysphoric and i sometimes look at guys and i get really jealous because they just get to, like, exist like that (i’m not really sure what the “that” is, but god, do i want it) and i very much don’t and when i refer to myself using he/him pronouns in my head it feels, uhm, at the risk of being a cliche, right, i guess.

but the thing is that i don’t really fit into any of the stereotypical trans guy things. like a lot of my friends when i was little were girls and though i have some stereotypically masculine hobbies (sports and physics) i also sew, and when i was little i was obsessed with being a princess for like a month before i started refusing to wear dresses.

i don’t think i’m non-binary, i tried using they/them pronouns this summer and while they didn’t actively hurt like she does, they didn’t really feel right.

so, like, am i lying to myself? i don’t know, maybe i just want to be special (i don’t want it, though, if i could just be happy as a girl i would).

sorry i just unloaded half an essay on you you obviously don’t have to reply and i know you’re probably not qualified to answer anyway, i just needed to tell someone, you know?

anyways, i hope you’re having a nice night or day or whatever. thank you, for, like, existing on the internet i guess. your quiz was very nice. bye.

howdy anon! dw i am always glad to answer questions abt this stuff even tho it make take me a while lol

my best advice for situations like this is i know its easy but don't let yourself get caught up in the trap of "well this is the label that makes me feel best but i dont technically check off every single box for it so am i just lying?" people arent video game quests, you dont have to hit every single box for it to count, youre allowed to have stuff fall outside the technical definition of a term while still calling yourself it. im very similar to you, i was in tap and ballet growing up, wore dresses and makeup for most of highschool, sewing crocheting knitting the whole shebang. but the important part is that none of those things make a difference to your identity. knowing how to sew doesnt make you a girl, it can just make you a guy who knows how to sew. its a thing you do, not who you are.

all that being said, i think another helpful angle to look at things is "does the distinction between two similar labels actually make a difference to me?" using myself as an example again, i dont call myself a trans man because while i do prefer presenting masculine, for some reason the term 'man' just doesnt feel right for me. but at the same time, to the rest of the world that's functionally what i am, right? so does that change /who/ i am? no. so for me personally, ive deliberately chosen not to file myself into either "trans man" or "nonbinary" and just move on with my day, because to me it doesnt actually make a difference which one i am, im still gonna stay on t, i still want top surgery, i still want to be perceived masculine, and thats not gonna change no matter what name is on the box so who gives a shit. just do what makes you happy

#also this is a side note but going back to the whole 'when i was growing up i was more feminine' angle #one thing ive found is that the more masc i get the more pressing the Need To Be Masculine becomes #so like. accepting that identities can be fluid and change over time can be very helpful imo #maybe i was a girl at one point and now im not‚ or maybe i never was‚ who cares. either way‚ im not one now‚ and thats what matters #gender is a game we were all forced to play from birth‚ youre allowed to say fuck all these rules im just gonna exist how i want #i hope this all makes sense and isnt an incoherent ramble labflsbfksbfkeb ive been having brain fog lately so i tend #to lose track of where i am when im talking sometimes #i dont think youre lying to yourself‚ i think introspection and understanding your identity are very difficult things to do #and i think like a lot of trans(?) people pre-everything youre scared that the answer will be 'yes‚ you are trans‚ and now you have to #figure out how to live in a way that feels right' #not to say nonbinary people dont have to deal w the same stuff as trans ppl obv bc Hello Thats Me ksnfkshfkek #but like. i feel like most ppl see it as 'figure out identity then work on transition goals' but like you absolutely dont have to #you can just say 'idk what i am but i know doing xyz will make me happier' and just go from there #and who knows! maybe doing so will change your understanding of yourself to the point you find picking a label far easier #or maybe it wont! you wont know till you try though #anyways hope this ramble helps have a good day osbfksbflsnls

[vivitalks]

guys!! this is not hard!!! there is never a good enough reason to tell someone (or an entire GROUP of someones!!) to kill themselves!!!! even if you disagree with them morally. even if their actions are despicable and unforgivable in your eyes. like i’m sorry but if you think there is some line that, once crossed, makes a person so vile and irredeemable that you’re finally allowed to tell them to end their own life, then i don’t know what to tell you except that you’re wrong, and you are not the judge, jury, and executioner, and all you’re doing by saying you think x people should kill themselves is saying that people are better off dead than trying to change.

#stuff #suicide mention tw #this is fucking insane. you GUYS. i saw a fucking post that was like #'i don't usually say stuff like this but if you think it's funny to [do xyz admittedly reprehensible thing]- #- i actually think you should kill yourself' #WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE ACCOMPLISHING HERE EXCEPT SUGGESTING THAT PEOPLE CAN'T CHANGE. #like holy shit i am not excusing actions #and the thing that the op of the post said was a not-good thing #but it was also not a fucking irredeemable thing #and it was definitely something that could be explained by ignorance and stupidity #the kind of thing where. if you took a fucking minute to just educate someone on why what they're doing is super wrong #you might actually make a real legitimate change #i think there are some actions that are genuinely irredeemable #and i think there are some things that people deserve life in jail for #away from society #some actions do not deserve forgiveness #but telling an entire group of people doing a bad thing that the solution is that they all. KILL THEMSELVES. #rather than learn from their mistakes and become better and redeem themselves. #i just do not fucking understand #anyway. vent over. the nats won 14-4 tonight so i'm on a high and i'm not getting caught up with this