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Junicrane/Starstruck Ramble
I will not be brief, all under the cut
To clear some things right off the bat:
No corpse, no proof with Juniper. Obligatory this is set in a canon where he's alive and adjacent to the agency in some way.
Reggie & Juniper are just gay to me, but I don't mind any interpretation of their sexuality
The games are set in 1967/68 to me (based on a couple bits in game) which is before it was legal to be gay in America at least (1971), which is relevant to how I interpret canon as being somewhat grounded in reality, despite unrealistic elements.
This is just an insane amount of headcanons/elements of and AU all culminated into one post. I will talk about some headcanons like they're just facts because they are established in my head, and it saves me over explaining literally everything, however I will explain some parts a little bit for clarity.
Alright. Actual beginning of the ramble:
Juniper is a character to me who had gotten so lost in his job as an actor and a social presence that in the end his whole life revolved around that 'role'. Because of this, by the time he's put into the situation where he's around the Agency, he basically knows nothing about himself, though he doesn't realise at first. Furthermore, what little identity he had has changed in so many ways. He's no longer a beloved famous actor in the prominence of public light, he's legally dead and he tarnished his career just before he was supposed to die, with the bonus of that making him lose the majority of his estate. From that, he also has horrific facial scarring from the electrical burns from literally having his face fried. I believe a friend of mine made a post about this a while ago (I also think they were the first to think it up also), but, to me, Juniper has a permanent trimmer in his right arm (aka his dominant hand) from the electrical current and it is messing with his nervous system.
All in all, he's not doing great, but he's too proud to admit that he's not doing great, because if anything, what's left of his ego is all he has as a defense since he's deep in unfamiliar water.
Before ending up around the agency (I have multiple interpretations of this, so I'm just going to bring it up generally), he'd never actually seen Reggie, and his only impression of him is a single voicemail, which was his only reference he had to later impersonate him. Juniper probably has very little feelings other than the ones he projects onto him because of Phoenix and that, at the very least, he's physically attracted to Reggie to some degree (that's like the beginning of how everything else would tumble into place in this sort of interpretation at least).
And on Crane's side? His feelings towards Juniper are probably very intense and muddled. On the one hand, he adores musical theatre, and that's his now ex-favourite actor. The thought of just casually being around him blows the bit of fanboy in him away at first because THAT'S the GUY, plus the inklings of a celebrity crush which still poke at him. And then there's the rational side of him, which knows Juniper has committed absolute atrocities on the side of Zoraxis, and hates him for that. Then there's how much Juniper comes off as an asshole at first because he refuses to cooperate with anything the Agency tried to put in place. He finds Juniper endlessly frustrating, and yet he's stuck working with him since, afterall, he's the one who knows the Agency's history with Juniper the best. I imagine him acting a lot like how he does IEYTD 1 around Juniper.
At this point, I'm just describing the pitch for a romcom.
I think the start of their relationship with one another largely started with Juniper trying to wind Crane up. It was a way of getting his attention, and I don't think Juniper knows why he's so dead set on that at first, because I don't think he realises he has a crush on 'this grump' at first. (I think that's actually the fun part about these two, because it's almost like a role reversal of the celebrity crush dynamic. This ex-big name actor has a TERRIBLE crush on an average joe and it is KILLING HIM.) But of course the Agency keeps them together because Juniper is at least conversing with Crane, so it's a start.
Through one way or another, they actually get talking casually, at least mildly at first. It takes Juniper a long time to fully deconstruct the wall he's built, and the thing is, Crane isn't the one trying to deconstruct it, at least at first, because yeah, Juniper realises if he wants Reggie to actually like him in any way, he can't keep winding him up. So they talk. Small talk at first, something rhythmic and almost easy to keep to a script. And over time that turns into actual conversations. Genuine ones in which Reggie rips out the occasional one of his jokes which Juniper is endlessly endeared about. The way he smiles just before he makes them, like he wants to chuckle at what he's about to say before he says it. That's probably when Juniper realised that he does have some vague crush on him, and that it wasn't going away.
This is what kickstarts John I can't-buy-you-things-to-impress-you-so-acts-of-service-it-is Juniper to do little things for him. It mostly starts off as him trying to make Reggie his tea how he likes it. However, the nerve damage in his arm makes that hard, as the weight of the kettle and trying to pour is hard all of a sudden. And he refuses to accept that, so he tries for a very long while. Long enough that Crane would go to investigate what was going on. And when he does see Juniper leaning over a cup with the kettle as he uneasily tries to pour it, and when Crane asks Juniper responds so matter-of-fact that his intention is nothing but genuine. And it catches Reggie off guard because Juniper hadn't done anything like that up to that point, and his very apparent vulnerability is so clearly on show.
It shifts something between them.
From that point on, conversations are longer, more familiar. Both of their attitudes soften, and Reggie makes more jokes. Juniper learns how to better use his left hand while strengthening his right back to a point where it could be used again. Slowly, they're both spending time with one another not because they have to, but just because they can. Little bits at first, not too far outside what they already were doing, but those little bits turned into long bits to a point where the other person's company was genuinely desirable.
As time passes, Juniper probably realises that he doesn't genuinely know much about himself or what hobbies he's into, because he never really had the time when he got big, and his home life in his youth wasn't bad, but it wasn't picturesque. I think Reggie would pick up on it, and absolutely try to introduce him to some things he's into. Some things stick, other things don't (corn husking very much stays Reggie's passion, and John will go with him sometimes because it's him, but it's not something he strongly cares for). Crane introduces him to a lot of music, and it's something that becomes a staple between them, with tracks they listen to more than others (tragically, I know relatively little about 60s music so I couldn't really say what). Occasionally they dance, never anything intense, think slow dancing, but the closeness is nice.
Through all of it, Juniper is battling the worst crush of his life, and he can't stand it, because I think he struggles to read people since he doesn't have anything like a script or a director to refer back to, so he has no idea if Reggie likes him back or if he's just desperate for that to be true. I think because of that any sort of confession between them would be incredibly raw, not only because of the time they live in making it hard for them to be truthful about how they love, but because it's a complete show of Juniper who's worked to be this better person. I don't exactly know how that would go, mainly because I don't have one set version of their dynamic, this post is just a generalisation of main consistent points.
Reggie does like him back, because he's gotten used to Juniper being just this guy, not a figure in the public eye, not a Zoraxis lackey, and not any sort of Agency operative (despite being under their care to some degree). He's someone he genuinely cares for, because they've given one another the time of day to learn one another, and I think because Reggie was a field agent, he was a lot better at reading Juniper than Juniper was at reading him. Eventually Juniper's company becomes something he could see around him for the rest of his life, and I think he accepts that he likes Juniper a lot more gracefully.
I think any affection directed at Juniper would at first be met with him feeling a little muddled. Reggie was a very physically affectionate person when he could be, and sure the initial flirting with one another came with the occasional little touches, but everything now was so deeply intentional. I also don't think Juniper would almost ever get over the novelty of being able to kiss him, or many other gestures, because it made the fact that they were together so very real, and it was great. I do think it comes easier to Reggie, and it's a big way of showing how much he cares, so it's important for Juniper to try and show it back because he knows how much it means to the other.
I like the idea of them eventually living with one another, too. I think Juniper would have always had a quiet little daydream of sorts where he does just live a domestic quiet life, and he can with Reggie (well, as close as they can get between the Agency and Zoraxis always being at odds), and he loves that, and he loves him, and it's immense.
I think they cook for one another a lot, it helps Juniper work on his dexterity in a controlled environment, which means a lot because it's a huge point of insecurity (that and his scars). He does improve, and Crane is proud of that and shows it and it's great. I also think they'd probably cook together too, because they can deal with being in the kitchen together and they work well with one another. It's probably a good way for them to unwind because over time they can do it in relative silence.
As I said before, I also think music is a staple in their household, and that Reggie listens to things on vinyl almost all of the time because he likes the background noise. Sometimes Juniper will catch him chuntering along to the music which he finds endlessly endearing. I wouldn't put it past his dramatic ass to also join in to fluster Reggie, but I also don't think Reggie would mind that terribly because Juniper has listened to the music enough to know the lyrics, and that's huge to him.
I don't think they are without rough patches, no relationship is, but I think the good part about them is that they're willing to talk about it (... eventually). They're used to long conversations, and while they're often less fun conversations, they're needed and they know that, and it works out.
Alright. I think I'm done for now. I haven't mentioned everything, but this definitely got the worst of it out of my system. If you ever want to hear any specific thoughts my ask box is open but other than that, behold my general dynamic for these two which has been festering in my head for years. I think they're great
#ty right-agent for explicitly telling me that this would be welcomed you a real one#i had a massive babble to my friend abt what if they all feed me to the hounds for speaking#and he said “girl that fandom is like 12 people big they need you to speak” and yeah that also helped#i have a hard time talking if I'm not asked/prompted to that's why i adding tags is great for me. that and i like the format#anyways.#THESE TWO.............dear lord can you tell I have been unwell abt them forever..#this is propeganda (/j) for them. btw. please you have to understand the potential here. it's so good.#it's slowburn <- my (probably) demiromantic ass cannot handle romance without a build up and this set up is perfect (it will never happen)#also i find it easier to write ANYTHING between these two from Juniper's perspective because i find it easier to get into his head#idk reggie is like the gay version of the: what is he thinking of? i could take a bear in a fight. audio ive heard.#whereas with juniper i have him trapped under a microscope#im going to tag this now so i can use the remaining tags to RANT#ieytd#john juniper#reginald crane#junicrane#starstruck#i expect you to die#<- being BRAVE!!!#when I get really excited i start getting like this internal shaking feeling and uh. yeah this rant started that#the worst part abt that is it also triggers my tourettes so like. double whammy. excited about blorbos? jail :(#but. yeah I uh. yeah. sorry this IS so long..I did warn but . AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHAUUUUUUAHHHHHHHHHHHHH#also i did this rant in 2 parts. last night and this morning so yeah uh. yeah.#god im so messed up about these two#make me a boat by the family crest came on while wroting this and while it's mainly a roxanix song to me......AUUUUUG.....#i struggle to find music for these sillies because they have such a specific vibe to me amd I've not quite managed to find something which -#- genuinely feels correct for them and it drives me up the WALL#GOD NIGHT SHIFT JUST CAME OF SHUFFL.....all my ieytd songs are coming out to drive me up the wall.......#FINISHED I've been adding tags as I've gone alonga#thank you for reading hope you enoyed and if you didn't im sorry
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killjoy-prince · 8 months
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Manga haul!! I did end up going on my usual bookstore trip!!
#prince's talk tag#bloom into you continues to elude me. i need 6-8 and they only had 8#i am excited to catch up with sasaki bc i really wanna read the spinoff but i held off until i was caught up#after catching up with witch hat i wanted to continue it asap so i was able to find the next two i needed#idk was she and her cat is but it looks cute#last gender i was reading it online but they didnt have all the chapters even tho the 3rd vol said it was the last one#and i wanna see how it ends#you know i sold a few books at a second hand shop and they gave like pocket change for all of them#im a little annoyed but whatever at least theyre out of my hands#they didnt take one of them bc i think it was too trashy of a manga for them to sell like its just sex really#but i took care of it. i kinda figured they wouldn't but their website didnt specify if theyd take very mature books so i tried it out#and now i know#thats the current vol of classmates out rn after that ill be caught up#i saw the pet agency one on amazon amd didn't know what it was but it was at the bnn with the big selection so why not#something interesting about that bnn so it has 4 floors and the manga is on the 4th floor so i gotta take the escalators up#and on the second floor was a lego statue of h*rry p*tter holding the trans and genderfluid flags#the area this bnn is in is lgbtq+ friendly. having multiple tables and sections in the store dedicated to lgbtq+ books#and even decorating the tables and bannisters with pride flags#im wondering if the made him hold those flags as a fuck you to the author#bc its not like the store wanted to put it up. it was most likely an order from home office#who knows? i dont work there
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a-sleepy-ginger · 18 days
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29/3/24
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Artms release!!
Grapes
Got a good start on my history assessment
Laughed with family
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plushie-lovey · 6 months
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Today has been very eventful you guys. I sadly did not take any pics tho. But I took Autumn out with me (along with my datemate of course) to a tourist town, which is a 30min drive from where I live, that's famous for having witch stuff and huge for celebrating Halloween. While there we found so many amazing plushies, including some super cute and unusual animals from the brand Miyoni by Aurora, the largest selection of Palm Pals I've ever seen in one place, and a nicknack store half of which I can only describe as Jellycat Valhalla. Yes I came home with some new friends. I adopted a very fluffy rooster, 2 precious red pandas, an axolotl, and a jellycat little dexter dragon
#the rooster and one red panda are by Miyoni. the other red panda and the axo are palm pals#I actually wasn't gonna get the little dexter dragon so my datemate got it for me instead#not that I didn't have the money I just couldn't justify getting it. but my datemate saw how excited I was to see it irl#so he bought it. Im def not complaining#ik I said recently that Im overwhelmed by my collection and have very little if no room which is true#but all the plush I got were smaller and I thought about them for 20 minutes each before buying#I didn't get them impulsively. otherwise I'd have come home with multiple jellycats instead#but I've been wanting to expand my collection of red pands (they're hard to find in person) and the 2 I got are incredibly cute#especially the miyoni one. I LOVE stimming with her tail and she's got the most precious face. she's my fave red panda in my collection now#and the axo is very small. she fits on my bed. the rooster I probably didn't need but I've been wanting to add a chicken plush to my#collection for a while. and he just spoke to me. he's very fluffy#these plush will remain in my collection when I go thru the purge because I genuinely really love them n its not just new possession#type of love. I will show you all pics later and you will see#anyways happy Halloween everyone I gotta go get over being stuck in the freezing cold and rain for 2 hours#after waiting for lyft to select a driver to come take us home#my poor fingers amd thighs are so cold rn#viti shoosh
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ellecdc · 1 month
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Mother..... im so sorry 😭😭 but i swear this ones fun!!
What about another part to poly!moonwater where theres a party but Reg and Rem are running late.
Reg: * anxious and fidgety*
Rem: you know we dont have to go
Reg: no no no we most definetly do, anyway its not that. You havent seen y/n in this environmemt before have you?? She thrives in this kind of environment.
Rem: cant be that bad.....
Reg: 😶 think of Potter, Barty amd my brother in one person.
Rem: 🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🥲
So when they get there reader is dancing on tables with Barty and Siri. Just the kind of person who lets go in that kinda vibe, doesnt even have to drink, its just the atmosphere that causes her personality to do a whole 180°. The kinda person you habe to but an airtag on so you dont loose them
I love it I love it I love it I love it
poly!moonwater x fem!reader
CW: mention of drinking, drunkenness and alcohol. Friends looking after their drunk friends. Friends bullying their other drunk friends (lovingly)
Remus was thankful that tonight’s Hogwarts party wasn’t being hosted in Gryffindor tower. Not only did James and Sirius get far too invested before, during, and afterwards, but it was also just harder to enjoy on account of watching what was basically your living room be trashed by a bunch of drunks. 
But tonight, he was going to be able to enjoy a nice time with his friends without any of the responsibility of having to clean up after said friends. 
And better yet, he was going to enjoy a nice time with you and Regulus; the first party the three of you would attend together as partners.
You had been very excited for tonight and had volunteered to help set up, whilst Remus opted to wait for Regulus who had quidditch practice before hand. 
And Remus was currently very happy with his choice as he got to watch Regulus change out of his quidditch gear and into his party attire.
“Would you quit ogling me, you fiend.” Regulus muttered as be buttoned the cufflinks into his dress shirt. Remus would have made fun of him for dressing so formally to a dorm party if he didn’t look so bloody good.
“Nope.” He said, popping the P.
Regulus rolled his eyes, but Remus could see a small smirk playing on his lips.
Regulus let out a steadying breath and turned to Remus. “Are you ready?”
Remus smiled before puckering his lips instead of answering. Regulus looked like he thought he should be annoyed, but ultimately gave in and pressed a kiss to the werewolf’s lips, hovering slightly above him as Remus sat reclined onto his elbows on Regulus’ bed.
Regulus pulled away all too quickly for Remus’ liking and began fussing in front of the mirror again, clearly anxious.
“Are you alright?” He asked gently, sitting up properly.
Regulus sighed but nodded in the affirmative.
“We don’t have to go, you know.” Remus tried, mistaking the boy’s nerves for being reclusive.  
Regulus kind of snorted at that and looked at Remus with a raised eyebrow. “No, we should go. In fact, we ought to go...like, now.”
Remus felt his brows furrow as Regulus headed towards the door, getting up and following him out obediently.
“This isn’t one of those ‘if we go sooner, we can leave sooner’ tactics, is it? Because with James and Sirius, I promise you that won’t work.”
Regulus laughed. “No, though I’d like to point out I am not afraid of those sods.”
“Well, who are you afraid of that has you sprinting to Ravenclaw tower right now?” Remus asked, causing Regulus to grimace a little guiltily as he slowed his stride for the lycanthrope. 
“Sorry... I guess you haven’t seen Y/N at one of these?” Regulus asked.
Remus realized then that your paths had never really crossed until this year, being a year below him and hanging out with a different crowd. “No, I guess not. Why?” 
Regulus laughed. “Oh gods. You’ll see.”
“Come on, she can’t be that bad.” Remus said with a scoff. 
Regulus rolled his eyes and smirked. “If I had one way to describe Y/N at a party, it would be a combination of Potter after a quidditch win, Sirius after four shots of firewhiskey and Barty.”
Remus’ steps faltered as he put the pieces together in his head. Regulus paused as well, making eye contact with him before understanding seemed to cross between them, and they both took off in a sprint towards the Ravenclaw tower. 
As they rounded the last spiral of the staircase, they stepped past the silencing spell that had been placed around it and could feel the vibrations from the music booming in the room. 
A third year Ravenclaw who had been paid for their service in Honeydukes chocolates answered the riddle to allow entrance to Regulus and Remus, and the sight took Remus’ breath away. 
You can dance! You can ji-ive.
You were standing dancing on the mantle of a grand fireplace with Sirius on one side of you and one of the Prewett twins on the other.
Having the time of your lives. Oooooh.
James looked like he’d been trying all evening to get up on that mantle with you guys, but in his inebriated state, Lily was easily preventing him from doing so.  
See that girl!
Both Sirius and... Fabian (if Remus guessed correctly) knelt to dramatically point at you who quickly struck a cheeky pose, earning the three of you cheers (but Remus was sure most of the applause was on your account).
Watch that scene!
Sirius pretended to play a riff on a guitar and Fabian did a scary looking spin from his place on the mantle whilst you opted to shimmy your shoulders in time with the music. 
Digging the dancing queen!
And to Remus’ absolutely horror, Fabian launched himself off of the mantle, seemingly making his mark by landing on the couch but apparently, he hadn’t taken into account the springs in the sofa which promptly launched him back off of the couch and had him landing on the wooden coffee table, causing it to splinter and break underneath him. 
Sirius looked like he was going to either fall off the mantle or piss his pants from laughing too hard, clutching your arm as you laughed along with him. 
Over Remus’ dead body would Sirius fall off a fireplace mantle and take you down with him.
He bodily moved through the crowd and stepped over Fabian without a second thought to stand below you (and Sirius, technically). Remus’ heart rate skyrocketed even more standing here below you, seeing as he was about 192cm (~6’3) and the mantle stood basically at his eyebrows.
He wanted to chide you, but your face cleared beautifully once you recognized who was standing below you.
“Remmy!” You cried as Sirius cheered “Moony!”
“I know I call you ‘dove’ baby girl, but that doesn’t mean you can fly!” He called up to you, any reprimand likely belittled by the beaming smile he was shooting at you. 
He held his hands up to you, and you quickly abandoned Sirius’ arms in exchange for his. With his hands under your armpits he gently lowered you back down to your proper height (which Remus much preferred). 
“Hi Rem!” You cheered at him. “I missed you.”
Your words were clear and loud if a little slurred. 
“I missed you!” Remus replied with a smile as Regulus quickly added “how many drinks have you had?” from his place behind him, apparently having made sure his ‘idiot brother didn’t break anything on his trip off the mantle’. Remus had sort of forgotten Sirius was there at all, to be honest. 
You seemed a little worried at Regulus’ question before he quickly added “I need to know how many I need to catch up to you, mon chéri.”
“Nice save.” Remus muttered to him.
“Uhm, maybe four?” You offered.
“Got it, think you can handle a refill?” He asked, placing a kiss to your temple. Remus wanted to eat the two of you up, you were just so cute.
“I’m on water for a bit!” You cheered back at him.
“So smart, dovey. Nice call.” Remus praised you. You beamed back at him in response. 
“S’not fair!” James shouting interrupted your chat.
“I’ll go get you a drink too, okay?” Regulus whispered into Remus’ ear before quickly taking off, clearly not interested in the whining of an inebriated James Potter.
“M’not ‘llowed to dance on th’mantle, m’not allowed to-to play with the play with the suit’s o’armours. Why’d I even come.” James cried miserably between hiccups.
“James, you cannot sword fight with the suits of armours, you will lose. When you lose a sword fight, you die.” Lily reprimanded, clearly at her wits end with her boyfriend.
“Awe, tough hand mate. Hey! Can I challenge you to a chugging contest?” Remus said, clapping James on the back.
James seemed to brighten up at that as Lily quickly scowled at him. Remus offered the redhead a wink as he plucked your cup of water out of your hands and handed it to James.
“’kay, but no cheating!” James called to Remus. Remus figured James was too drunk to realize one couldn’t really cheat at a chugging contest, but Remus didn’t plan on winning anyway.
Regulus had returned at the perfect time for Remus to take a drink and bring it to his lips. James, in his enthusiasm ended up wearing most of the water, but claimed he won after downing the rest of it.
“No way James, I want a rematch!” Remus called, grabbing the new cup of water Regulus had brought over for you - quickly promising to make it up to you - and handing it off to James.
The group ended up being able to keep James entertained by challenging him to ‘chugging contests’ whilst handing him cups of water until he had to pee. 
Remus got to watch you flit around the party, dancing to your hearts content (though, he did make sure to discourage you from anymore high surface areas. When he couldn’t, he made sure to spot you from below), and even convincing Regulus to ball dance with you, even though it was to the likes of Jackson 5. Though you quickly abandoned him for Sirius when Play That Funky Music came on.
Remus was sat in a large cushioned chair with Regulus in his lap as they watched you, clearly in your element. 
“Gods, she’s fun.” Remus whispered to his boyfriend. Regulus breathed out a chuckle and leaned further into Remus.
“She is. She can be trouble sometimes though. Probably good that Barty’s nowhere to be found.”
Regulus’ voice trailed off confusedly at the end.
“What is it?” Remus asked, but you came barrelling over to them, slightly sweaty and breathless from your dancing.
“Hi.” You breathed excitedly, falling to your knees in front of them.
“Hi dovey! Having fun?” Remus asked, bringing his hand not currently holding his drink and wrapped around Regulus’ waist to caress your face. His heart squeezed as your eyes closed and you leaned into the touch. “S’much fun.”
“Amour, where is Barty?” Regulus asked.
Your eyebrows furrowed momentarily before a cheeky smile crossed your face as you remembered.
“Oh, he’s...hanging around.” You offered vaguely. 
“Should I be worried?” Regulus asked cautiously, earning him a snort from Lily as she hauled a nearly sleeping James over to the couch beside them.
“The sod was swinging from the chandelier and got stuck. None of us bothered trying to get him down – he’s fast asleep.” She explained, gesturing to the ceiling with a nod of her head.
Sure enough, nearly right above them, Barty was passed out cold as if he were simply swinging in a hammock. 
“Hm...” Regulus deadpanned, narrowing his eyes at you. “Amour, did someone bet Barty that he couldn’t manage to get to the chandelier?” 
“No.” You answered quickly, defiantly. Regulus continued staring impassively at you until you sighed. “I bet him he couldn’t get down from the chandelier.” 
“And she was right.” Lily added, giving you a fist bump.
Regulus let out a long suffering sigh, causing Remus to chuckled and rub his side placatingly. 
“Fair enough, sweets.” He conceded.
“Easy for you to say.” Regulus muttered. “You aren’t responsible for getting him down.”
“Just leave him up there.” Sirius commented; he wasn’t quite as drunk as Remus expected him to be, but his movements were still sloppy as he moved to sit on the floor beside you. “That’s apparently what friends do.” He said pointedly, glaring at Remus and sticking his tongue out at him.
“I had more important priorities.” He said, winking down at you.
“Are-are you s,saying that Y/N’s more impo- important than your mate, Rmussss?” James said – barely – through hiccups.
“Certainly prettier priorities.” Regulus commented.
“Oi!” Sirius shouted far louder than necessary. “You take that back!” 
“I’ll do no such thing.” Regulus responded casually. 
Sirius went to stand from his place, no doubt to try to roughhouse his brother. 
“It’s okay Sirius. I think you’re very pretty. Next time, you can be the dancing queen.” You placated. Sirius turned to look at you like you hung the moon.
“Really?!” He cried. You nodded, causing the sod to launch himself, tackling you in a hug and causing the two of you to fall over.
“Oi! Don’t crush my darlin’ girl, Pads!” Remus called at the same time as Regulus spat “if she has so much as one fucking bruise Sirius, I swear to Salazar...”
“Do forgive him,” Lily commented, “he was just informed he could be the next dancing queen.”
“Why mess with perfection? I happen to think Y/N was a wonderful dancing queen!” Marlene called from somewhere behind Remus.
“I MISSED DANCING QUEEN!?” Barty screeched from his aerial prison above them.
Regulus let out another long-suffering sigh as he stood, lifted you up out of Sirius’ grasp and placed you in his vacated spot on Remus’ lap. “I’ll go get my broom to get him down...”
“How’d you manage to win that bet, dove?” Remus whispered as Regulus disappeared through the door, pressing his nose to the pulse point of your neck.
“Sticking charm.”
Remus chuckled and felt the breaths leaving his nose bounce off your skin and back into his face. 
“My cheeky little minx.”
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ohbo-ohno · 5 months
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🪀 werewolf soap who only shows up at readers door in his wolf form so she thinks hes just a wild animal but hes SO FUCKING SWEET that she just. can't help herself (im nonbinary but by god do I perpetuate the "white woman" stereotype when it comes to dangerous animals. wdym thats a wolf thats just a big puppy and i call him soap 💖) and just. reader just keeps feeding him. keeps petting him, never lets him in but one day he just bullies himself right past her into her home and lays in the middle of the floor and refuses to leave. Spends an obscene amount of time leaving his scent on anything and everything she owns before he returns to his den. slowly starts hiding his things in her home while shes sleeping. Keeps weaseling his way inside at any given opportunity, until one night theres a wild storm (snow or thunder doesnt matter) and reader just. keeps pacing by the front door because her poor wolf friend could be out there in this. And sure, hes an animal thats built for it, but she feels bad. He's SO HAPPY the moment she slams open her door amd ushers him inside out of the cold that he transforms, naked and taller than her, and wrangles reader into his arms, ignoring her shrieks of surprise as he claims her mouth with his. and probably goes further bc this is soap we're talkjng abt hes kinda like that.
anyway the point is mmmm werewolf soap
alright i have three - count em three! - asks in my inbox about werewolf soap x reader stuff and im soooo sorry for the delay my beloveds but! im answering them now! they're really good and fun and i've been hoarding them for myself
this ask is like actually perfect. this is a full fic idea. i'd read 10k of this and im so serious
i loove the potential domesticity here. you try to teach him a trick and are blown away by how smart he is when he gets it immediately! (johnny's insulted the first time you tell him to sit, but you get very excited and hug him so he's more than willing to amuse you for a bit)
you come out of your house one morning and see him sleeping in your flowerbeds. you nearly screech at him, storming over in your robe and glaring. he's very shocked to wake up to that sight, and scrambles away from your flowers as quickly as possible. brings you a bunch of wildflowers later as an apology <3
you let him sleep in your house one night and wake up the next morning with his muzzle under your sleepshirt, resting on your stomach. he huffs all amused when you yelp and jerk away, cause you're just so cute when you're sleepy <3
he likes surprising you. you're always so trusting around him (once you're convinced he won't hurt you). you never hold back your personality at all, no fear of judgement from an animal. and he loves seeing you be so genuine, and you're never as genuine as you are when he sneaks up on you. he loves the way you gasp, then make a little high pitched noise (anywhere from a squeal to a screech) and then a laugh when you recognize him. he loves loves loves it, takes every opportunity to surprise you he can
im soooo into the image of soap being too excited to keep his ruse up any longer. he's so so so happy to see you!!!! can't settle for licking you anymore, needs to kiss you!!!! and so he shifts and scoops you up in his arms, holds you close and laughs all loud and from the belly when you start screaming <3 he loves how surprised you sound, pulls you up enough that he can rub his cheek along yours, rumbling a low sound in his chest
yeah mmm werewolf soap <3
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karoochui · 5 months
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What im hearing is:
Little crow feet outside my window bcs im feeding them- that’s besides the point!
Is there magic??? His shovel looks magic and they look magic
And do give me every detail you are thinking of for the series even if its in the distant future or not that relevant but you want to share
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Crows!! Cute!! Also sorry i didnt get to this sooner my laptop BROKE (still broken but usable) and my mom and i have been looking for someone to fix it. Ive been drawing with it sparingly to be careful.
YES there is magic. Of course im still working on this storywise but im getting characters designs n whatnot done right now. Dynamics n stuff. BUT i do have some refs i made before my laptop broke.
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I like to draw out certain stuff so that it helps with descriptions in the future; i have the worst memory so it helps to be able to do so. (More beneath cut)
Im so excited for moon's shadow form. Oh my god. Its probably my favorite thing right now.
Fun thing about it is that in this form he can touch you but you cant touch him. Something something you can be cast in shadow but you cant take it off yk? He's still light sensitive like this though, so if the area hes in isn't dark enough or he's hit with anything too bright he just reverts back. At that point he'd just have to rely on normal hand to hand stuff and his sand lol. The shadow form is just better for sneaking and speed. Really, he's some amalgamative idea of the sandman and boogieman. I thought it fit well with his whole "naptime attendant gone wrong" thing.
Sun's design, however, is more like if you mixed a cowboy, wizard, and gravedigger together. I made it a while ago on a whim with no intention behind it but then i ended up thinking "ykw would be so awesome".
The hat dips to cover the crescent side of his face (not intentional on his part) to symbolize his resentment towards moon and how he basically damned him to an hourglass. His eyes are easier to see bc of this which could seem more trusting (eyes are the window to the soul or whatever), but the thing is thats not normal for him (as we know) so it's meant to make him look suspicious and looming to 4th wall viewers. There's also the fact that i just thought it was cool too.
He also doesn't get a second form. Moon's sneaky and weird so i thought it would fit to give him some freaky thing iykwim. Sun, however, is a pretty "in your face" kinda guy, so his look and fight style is more extravagant and boisterous. Lots of swinging amd yelling and boom bang zap! Despite the showiness he's actually a longer range fighter. Mainly because unlike moon, thousands of years ago, he wasn't often one to get violent with his hands. His weapon is just obnoxiously large too though.
They are still one animatronic and their transformation is still triggered by light. Instead of an AI chip though (which is still in there but long dead), they live through the work of a soul. They're still physically inorganic but as far as spiritually they're as close as they're gonna get to being human. Their life and functionailty is derived from the magic itself, not the machinery. Like if for some reason they lost all their magic they'd just drop dead from a battery life long since drained.
The hourglass has a carousel-like design to it purely as reference to moon's level in Help Wanted 2.
Sorry for rambling so much but this is what i've got for you so far! I have a general idea for the plot but im tryna to make it more than what it is rn, so i dont wanna share too much of that just yet in case i change or completely toss away an idea.
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user220811 · 1 year
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Maybe something with lo’ak and the human reader where reader explains how she had a bestfriend back on earth and lo’ak gets a bit jealous? I’m so happy to be seeing people write for the new avatar.
Lo’ak getting jealous of human!bestfriend’s old bestfriend
Lo’ak x fem!human!reader headcannons (jealousy/ fluff)
Thank you so much for your request! I am excited to be writing them, all other fics I have seen from other writers are amazing! And to everyones support so far, I truly appreciate it.
Requests open!
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→ Lo’ak is 100% the insecure kinda jealous, not the fustrated/ angry type
→ You, Lo’ak, Neteyam, Kiri and Tuk were spending the day playing in the forest.
→ You all sat down by a small pool of water, and were telling eachother stories.
→ You were sat crossed legged on the ground, Lo’ak laying horizontal to you with his head on your thigh. Kiri was sat in the shallow part of the water, skimming the water with her fingertips, and Neteyam was sat the other side of you, with Tuk perched in his lap.
→ Tuk was talking about how she always wanted to go to earth after all the things you had told them about the place, and jumped out of Neteyam’s lap to ask you about your old friends.
→ You spoke about them and all the fun things you used to do, amd Tuk asked if you had a best friend.
→ You felt Lo’ak shift slightly, but thought nothing of it.
→ You started telling them stories about your old best friend, and all the things you did together.
→ “He was amazing. I wish he could have come with us” you said as you looked around at the others.
→ They all laughed at the stories of the both of you, well, most of them.
→ Lo’ak stayed quiet.
→ You noticed this, and wondered if he was okay.
→ “Lo’ak, are you alr-”
→ “Im fine” he said, and almost shot up from your lap.
→ “I’m uh, I’m gonna go back” he mutters, holding his head down.
→ “No! Come on, Lo’ak, its not time yet, mama said we can stay out till sunset” Tuk says, running to Lo’ak and pulling at his arm.
→ “No, I just wanna go back, Ill see you all soon” He says, and coldly shakes his sister off and turns away to leave.
→ “Are you sure you’re alright Lo’ak?” You question, and stand up to try and meet his gaze.
→ “Im fine, just leave it” Lo’ak shuts you down quickly, and walks off.
→ You don’t believe him, and go after him, making sure Neteyam is alright with taking Kiri and Tuk back later.
→ You jog towards him and grab his forearm, pulling him around to face you, but with him knowing its you, he keeps his head glued to the floor.
→ “Lo’ak, come on I know somethings wrong. Tell me.” You say, and slightly lean into him so his eyes meet yours.
→ You hear him faintly sigh.
→ “Am I your bestfriend?” He asks, almost pleadingly.
→ “What? Why would you-” you begin.
→ “Am I or am I not your best friend, y/n?” He repeats, in a slightly harsher tone.
→ “W ha- Lo’ak, of course you are. Why would you say that?” You ask, confused as to why he would even question that.
→ “Because, you sounded so happy when talking about your best friend from the sky and I didnt know if-”
→ “Lo’ak stop,” You say softly with a smile, grabbing his hand, “You are my bestfriend. And I couldn’t ask for a better one. You mean the world to me Lo’ak, I hope you know that.”
→ “Really?” He asks, quietly.
→ “Yes, Lo’ak. For now and forever.”
→ Lo’ak tries to contain his smile. You dip your head and chuckle, him catching on and doing the same.
→ “You mean the world to me too, y/n” He says shyly.
→ You smile and pull him back to the others.
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nikirikistan · 8 months
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Ramen mishap
~ heeseung ~
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𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒙 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓
𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: 𝒇𝒍𝒖𝒇𝒇, 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒔𝒕
𝒔𝒚𝒏𝒐𝒑𝒔𝒊𝒔: 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒓𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒐𝒚𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝑯𝒆𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒖𝒏𝒈, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒂 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑯𝒆𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖.
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Despite being on your period, you had brought all the ingredients and were delighted to cook ramen for your lover. You wanted to do something special for him because he's been working extremely hard.
You enter the kitchen and begin cooking, hoping to finish before Heeseung returns home.
You started by creating the broth, then adding ramen noodles and reheating it with dumplings your "mother in law" made as heeseung would call it. Everything is going well, and you have a slight smile on your face. Everything smelled delicious. Looking forward to seeing Heeseung's reaction to your food.
Just when you thought everything was going fine, it all went wrong. Heeseung's favourite ramen topping, beef brisket, was taking too long to cook. You expected it to take half an hour, but Heeseung was going to arrive in five minutes.
While you were in a state of panic. Flipping the brisket every few seconds in the hopes that the bright pink will turn brown. It didn't work. Your face became warm, and you noticed drops on your cheek. You knew it was dumb to cry about brisket, but your emotions are out of control right now.
Heeseungs opens the door when he notices you cooking. He adores you as you stand in the kitchen looking as stunning as ever. You hadn't noticed him walk in and wrap his arm around your waist. But he also hadn't notice you crying.
"Hey, sweetheart, it smells so good."
"mhm." You murmur, hoping he doesn't notice your tears.
"Sweetheart, is this beef brisket?" He stated he was excited, but this just makes you cry more because you failed to prepare a basic supper for him.
You sniffled, attempting to calm yourself so Heeseung wouldn't worry, but having him here only invites more tears.
"What's the matter, sweetheart?" Hearing your sniffles, he turned the stove off, carefully rotating you around to face him. "What is going on?" He had a worried expression on his face.
"I'm sorry hee." You said, looking down, not wanting to face him.
"Babe, take a look at me, what happened?" He remarked, gently lifting your chin with his hand while maintaining eye contact.
"I wanted to serve this all before you arrived." You whispered, tears streaming down your cheeks.
"It's okay, sweetheart, I love seeing you cook." He murmured, wiping your tears away with his thumb.
"Really?" He nodded taking an apron from the top shelf, puts it on, and smiles at you. "Sweetheart, let us cook together, it will be more fun." He tried to cheer you up.
"Thank you, hee." You replied, reaching for him and squeezing him into a hug. "I love you."
"No, thank you for preparing this for me, sweetheart. I love you too."
"Of course hee." You responded, running your hand through his hair while he assisted with flipping the brisket.
"It's also a good thing you didn't finish in time...I get to see you in this cute apron." He smirks as he turns to face you.
He always knows how to make you feel better. I can't wait to marry him, you thought, butterflies still here for him.
Finally, you both enjoyed ramen while talking about your days.
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a/n: i wouldnt be able to get up from my bed amd cook ramem💀 but fr i get more sensetive then i alrdy am when im on my period</3 what other kpop grps/idols should i do?
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we-will-meet-again-au · 3 months
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Hi! Id just like to say that thank you for sharing this au (and in turn your art) to the world :3
Im going to be rlly fixated on this au for a while now!!
I love the storyline amd we dont get many aus with matt as the lead so i like this a lot!!
<3
The lack of Matt-centric stories was a big motivator when creating this AU. I really enjoyed writing his character so I ended up giving him a story that also kind of serves as a character analysis. It’s a story I am very proud of.
I spend so much time thinking about and developing this AU but, for a while, I wasn’t sure if I wanted to share it anywhere. Now, I’m glad that I am. And to know that there are some of you that have been fixating on it like I have, makes me excited to share more of it. 💙💜
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an-theduckin · 6 months
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can you ramble about the valentine episode? :3
YES YES YES YES YES YES !!!
SO THAT EPISODE IS THE EPISODE WHERE OUR SHIP BECOMES CANON. MR PLANT AND ARGOS BECOMES "MORE THAN FRIENDS". I REALLY REALLY LOVE THAT EPISODE, BECAUSE IT REALLY KINDA LIKE SUBVERTS THE NORMAL STUFF?? LIKE IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT BUT LIKE, NORMALLY MR PLANT LIKES WATCHING TV BUT THAT DAY THE TV MADE EVERYTHING WORSE. NORMALLY ARGOS IS THE ONE WHO COMES TO HIS VOID BUT THAT DAY MR PLANT WENT TO HIS. NORMALLY MR PLANT AMD ARGOS ARE JUST FRIENDS BUT THAT DAY THAT CHANGED.
AS ALWAYS, I REALLY REALLY LOVE ASHUR'S ACTING WITH ARGOS. THE WAY HIS FACE SLOWLY TURNED INTO SADNESS WHEN HE WENT TO MR PLANTS VOID AND SAW MR FLOWERS PICTURE THERE, THE WAY HIS VOICE WAS SO UNCERTAIN WHEN HE ASKED IF THEY WERE MORE THAN FRIENDS, AS IF HE DIDNT WANNA GET HIS HOPES UP IN CASE HES WRONG, THE WAY HIS FACE LIT UP AND HE GOT ALL EXCITED AND COULDNT EVEN FORM A SENTENCE WHEN MR PLANT CONFIRMED IT.
ALSO ALSO, MAYBE IM JUST DELUSIONAL BUT. ARENT THESE THE CARDS THAT THE VALENTINE HEART GUY WAS SELLING???? DID MR PLANT TAKE ALL OF THEM, TRY TO FIND WHICH ONE WOUKD BE THE BEST TO GIVE ARGOS, BUT THEN SETTLED ON THE ACTUAL HEART GUY?????????
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OH AND ALSO. I ALSO LOVE HOW WHEN ARGOS ASKED IF THEY WERE MORE THAN FRIENDS, MR PLANT SHRUGGED INSTEAD OF NODDING. I FEEL LIKE IT WAS A NICE TOUCH CUZ THIS SHOWS US HOW MR PLANT NORMALLY DONT FEEL LOVE YKK AND HE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO PROCESS HIS EMOTIONS CUZ NOW HES FEELING LOVE. WHICH IS SMTH HE HASNT FELT FOR SUCH A LONG TIME.
ALSO I LOVE HOW THEY BOTH GOT IN EACH OTHERS HOUSES WHEN THE OTHER DIDNT OPEN THE DOOR FOR THEM. LIKE THEY HAVE EACH OTHERS HOUSE KEYS EVEN WHEN THEY WERE FRIENDS?? (OR MAYBE THEY JUST DONT HAVE LOCKS IN THE VOID)
IM KINDA SAD THE HEART GUYS DEAD THO LIKE. I ACTUALLY LIKE HIM SO MUCH AS A SIDE CHARACTER I WISH HE WAS BACK. I LOVE HIS SIMPLE AND CUTE YET SLIGHTLY UNSETTLING CHARACTER DESIGN, I LOVE HIS Y/N BLUE ORBS, I LOVE HIS LOVE FOR VALENTINES DAY (VALENTINES DAY IS ACTUALLY MY FAV HOLIDAY!!), I LOVE HIS VOICE, I JUST LOVE HIS OVERALL CHARACTER.
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Anddddd that's all for the rambling!! This was so fun omg yall if u want me to ramble about an episode just go ahead and ask me for it like I actually love LOVE rambling it's so fun!!!
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monochromer0ses · 7 months
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i love you...elira pendora (sfw)
elira pendora x fem reader
warnings: reader is implied to be a dragon (wings)
notes: i wanted to include reader in lazulight and i always think of the idea of elira being with another dragon😭
you were never very open with your feelings. except for when you were with elira. it was all just easier with her. you didn't have to worry about... anything really.
and while a lot of your new friends in nijisanji were very willing to talk about their own feelings, it was still extremely hard for you to do so as well.
you always felt bad at the beginning of your relationship with elira for not being very open about it. you could hardly hold her hand, could barely act as though you were best friends. (at the time you couldn't believe how enna and millie acted with each other)
when you were both accepted into nijisanji en as their first generation it was the first time you ever actually showed that you loved her in public. a sudden burst of excitement, nervousness, and happiness had you jumping into elira's arms, both your wings happily fluttering.
only to then feel absolutely embarrassed when you heard her family cooing and laughing.
and when you and elira officially debuted you immediatel strived to collab as much as you could. (without it looking suspicious in anyway)
people immediately dubbed you guys as the "complete opposites best friends" trope. and while it sucked you knew it was most likely better to keep it this way, as some people got too involved in peoples lives that weren't their own.
besides you had a sort of ritual at the end of each collab with elira. while elira was saying goodbye to your chat you would discretely mute yourself amd tell her you love her.
at first you could tell it flushed her to a point she almost gave you away, but by now shes so used to it she keeps talking away and waits until after both streams have ended to release the screams and blushes.
you also didn't mind doing this around certain friends of yours. mostly selen and nina. as eliras sister, you've already been subjected to selens teasing enough that you're immune to it.
and out of any of the other livers, ninas by far one of the ones your most comfortable with (excluding elira of course)
and so comes the moment you let your gaurd down. elira was doing a simple zatsu, looking to spend time chatting with her friends and her chat. it was quite late, elira had been streaming for around six hours now, reaching her limit. you had stuck around since the third hour and was rather tired from the social aspect of it, several of your friend making the stream extremely lively.
unfortunately for you while you're tored you tend to get more comfortable. with elira of course. so honestly no surprise when you utter out a mumbles yet very audible, "I love you..."
it is a surprise when you hear several gasps. one from elira, several from finana (each getting louder and louder for whatever reason), then from fuu-chan, reimu, and alban. plus a small drawn out "uhhh" from shu.
you squeak slightly as you suddenly feel flushed, your neck and cheeks feeling hot. embarrassment quickly taking over you leave the call as quick as you can, burying your face in your hands.
it takes a couple minutes before you hear your door opening slowly, light creeping in and a shadow approaching.
"y/n...? you okay babe?" you can hear the concern in elira's voice, her hand moving in slow circles over your back.
"yeah...im just... embarrassed i guess," you didn't care if people knew about your relationship, but you did care about how people saw you.
"don't worry about y/n! actually, you wanna see something?" elira grins holding out her phone, a screenshot of the chat at the time they heard say 'i love you'.
:OMG??? PENL/N REAL?? LETS GOOOO
:no way...we were right...
:awww but y/n is so cute like that🥺i hope she chooses to be more open like this in the future
:WOAH WAIT WHAT!!!?? LEAVE SOME FOR THE REST OF US ELIRA???
there was definitely more but these ones actually made you smile. it made you happy that your embarrassing outburst of love made people happy too that you actually expressed the way you felt for once.
seeing your smile elira grinned even harder, wrapping you up in a tight hug and bring you into her lap. you could hear a low rumbling deep in eliras chest.
sighing, you rested your head against elira's shoulder playing with the hem of her t-shirt.
"i love you...elira pendora."
"i love you too, y/n l/n."
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scarlet-ancunin · 1 year
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It's a request for Dr Ian Wright ! ...so it's like Ian and gn!reader (who works with them in some capacity) fake dating to obtain some information about the mess that's going on(or for any other issue)But Ian kind of secretly has unprocessed feelings for reader and the things they have to do while pretending to be lovers fake escalates it to the point they finally confess their feelings for reader. (And ofc the reader reciprocates 🤭)
Gonna be this in with another request cause i can make it work *nods*
Req: Can I request something with Ian? Maybe how Ian reacts to the reader being jealous or protective? Thanks!
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I Like You For Real
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It started off as you and Ian being friends. You both clicked quickly since you both spoke nerd and Magic thought it was a good idea to let you both work together.
The day came when magic had to call a quick meeting where he would explain "Ian i need you and y/n to go undercover to this couple convention apparently someone there actually has information we need to help bring Ben home."
You nod your head not minding but Ian looked slightly out of it "w-why a couple" jenn shakes her head "because its a couples convention genius" Ian looked at jen having a small pout and Addison smirks knowing why Ian was like this.
When everyone including you left Addison stayed behind to look at Ian "easy Ian im sure everything will work out fine and who knows maybe you can tell her how you truly feel about them."
Ian sighs and nods.
That mission was two weeks ago and it was getting more and more difficult not only to find this person put putting up the facade that they are pretending to like you when they really do. You however never showed inclination that you had the same feelings so it was more difficult for Ian to understand.
However their were times when Ian would notice how jealous you would get whenever woman fawn over Ian they would be surprised when you hold their hand suddenly or become protective when some bumps into them even if it was accidental.
"Im okay Y/n i promise" they smile at you and you look away glad you was wearing light makeup it still was enough to hide the blush. "Looked to me like you was jealous" they teased.
You look at them quickly "n-no i wasn't i just dont like rude people" you said looking away once more. Ian looked away awkwardly themselves.
Luckily you both found the couple with the information who shared it with you and Ian but made you both promise not to reveal their names or face to anyone.
"You know we was watching you two and for being a cute couple i never seen you two kiss or anything romantic in public like everyone else." Ian was going to respond onto you turned their head and kissed them softly on the lip Ian tried to remain calm about it but you kept kissing them until they responded.
You both pulled away with you smirking laying your head on their shoulder and placing your hand on their chest. "Only in private amd since we are in private i suppose now you know"
The couple laughed softly. "Yes of course well we hope you have a good evening" with that they leave you both alone to Which Ian took a deep breath and looked at you now.
"I'm sorry if i over ste-" you was cut off by Ian "i love you for real Y/n" you closed your mouth blushing lightly looking at Ian surprised your heart beating fast.
"You love me" you said softly. Your felt butterflies in your stomach because of how excited you was by this but also still shocked by Ian Wright loving you.
They suddenly leaned closer and kissed you passionately caressing your cheek you was frozen for a bit before responding to the kiss holding them close.
On your way back you was holding hands "you was right.." you said softly breaking the comfortable silence. "About what exactly" Ian looked over at you not wearing their glasses. "I was jealous and maybe a little protective because i didn't want anyone looking at what i wanted to be mine"
"You wouldn't have to worry i was already yours when you became my friend"
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apollo-gate · 10 months
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Yuri's regret
Hello, So this is different.
This can be confusing as this is Yuri's thoughts and As you know thoughts are confusing. So it sorta jumps here and there. I just want to give a peak into her mind. (I also have another prompt that will be posted later.)
I was once told to be loved was the greatest thing in the universe. I should have known that was a lie. And how you don't see what you had till it's gone. That one I should have paid attention to.
I won't say putting oneself above others isn't right or wrong, but it matters now. The way I grew up was second best to everything because I clawed my way to be an idol at 19. It was pretty common. But I was proud of myself. I didn't do it to be loved not at first no but eventually I lost myself and the reason why I started down this path.
My Mother never cared nor my Farther for that matter. What mattered was my brother the first born. Maybe that's why I laughed when the media said he died in a pile of vomit. I never said I was a good person.
But it felt like I came out on top. But I didn't because I lost the one thing that mattered more than anyone or anything else.
You.
Your smile was there when I needed to be cheered up. Your laugh was so heart-stopping that it made me think I did that. That angelic sound was reserved for me. And your eyes, oh how people made a big deal about them being cat-shaped, but we both knew they were right.
Your eyes were one of the most captivating on you. The first time I saw you I froze. And the anger you hid under them but you never said a word. Then again I never asked why you were so adamant to become an Idol. But I never shared why I did it either.
But what sticks with me still is seeing your face when the scandal hit. And the news of your departure and how they were getting rid of you completely.
I didn't know what to say. Ari wanted to kill me. Sun was so busy with Manager Shwoo to see you. But if she did she would have hit me. I don't know why I felt proud.
Sure I was getting the position I always wanted. Then again it meant ruining you in the process. And I wasn't able to comfort you this time instead sweet Haneul did that.
I couldn't come to you and apologize because at that moment I wasn't myself. Now in the present, it's different sure we're all together but you're not here now.
The fans know but they stopped asking after a while and Sun I haven't seen her smile or smirk in a long time. Just a business relationship. Then Ari and Haneul still hate me but put on a good facade for the public. It's easy to lie when all you've ever done is lie.
I used to run to you when a new book came out or the movie adaptation was made and be so excited to watch it with you. You never looked at me like I was weird no you got just as excited. I don't read much anymore not since that night.
I really did fuck you and us over. I miss your smell and the sound of your voice. I miss how you would say to everyone that we have to hug before the show as you called it. I never knew how great your hugs were until you were gone.
I can say I made a mistake but I wasn't a child no I was an adult I was older and in my own stupid head decided I was more important.
Maybe I don't deserve love at least not yours.
You should have dated Haneul. You were a few months older but still closer in age. If I didn't pursue you maybe things would have been different.
I wonder if you blame the stage malfunction on me as well. I would.
Your last stage performance was ruined and we no I couldn't go to the hospital to see you.
I still remember the news of the new group being talked about at the office and you being a part of it. I can't say I was surprised but then again you were hardworking.
Maybe one day I can say im sorry. Maybe in another life we can get our happy ending. Because this is just miserable amd I deserve far worse.
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Someone anyone pls. My boyfriend has unfortunately had his phone broken so I haven't been talking with him, and I feel so lonely 😞 Also ALL OF MY FRIENDS LIVES ARE CRUMBLING APART?? My friend just broke up with her boyfriend, because of her mental health, but I suspect that it might be because of the boy she's been flirting with on the side. My other friends sibling is breaking up with their douche of a man, thank goodness. Two OTHER friends, who are literally bestfriend and have been for years, have been fighting eith eachother amd separating from our little group?? Also my dads been talking about death and I find myself looking at baby pictures of me and him with my grandma and great grandma, crying about thinkinf that I'm gonna be the only one alive in that picture some day. It also dawned on me that he's like the only person that I KNOW I'll have until we perish. We were watching mamma mia, and the whole time I kept thinking that I wished my mom loved me like Donna loved her daughter, and mentioned how I'd like to move into a little island or something. I guess my dad saw me holding back tears during the "slipping through my fingers" song, because he told me we could move to Alaska just he and I. (That's his dream place) PLEASE IM SOBBING THINKING ABT THE FACT HES NEVER BEEN.
Anyways, it made me think of my goal in life, and its to someday bring my dad to Alaska with me. Regardless if hes with me, just inside an urn. (I'm being so dead serious, I love my dad even if I went through some shit for most of my childhood. He's like the only person in my life who has stepped up, and made an actual change in his behavior for MY sake. It's admirable, and I've always been my fathers daughter. I'm just more proud to say it now after everything hes been through, and the changes hes gone through for my well being.)
I apologize about the rant, I fear that I've been holding that within me for so long. My friends don't really care about my personal life, and sometimes I'm glad that I keep it that way. ANYWAYS.
I realize that I haven't been in your asks, but I did follow through with that strike. Stayed off my phone unless it was to check about the updates for Palestine, and reposting. Didn't buy groceries, I even stopped going to classes for the time being. I'm sad to know that it's not getting any better, and I'm ashamed to say that my little town has very little businesses that DON'T support Israel. So I can't really avoid buying things from those places :(
Been keeping up with your writing though, for the most part. I'm very sad that it will come to an end, but I'm excited to see the ending. I'm ALSO EXCITED FOR INUMAKI 😻😻😻😻😻
Anyways, gonna go shower because I feel like a dirty corndog that was dropped at a fair. Wish me luck that I don't run out of warmish water, I always seem to do so because my hair is so hard to manage and I have like 10 different products that I have to put in it. (I'm being dramatic, I usually sit and let it do it's thing while I sing the weekend and deftones. 😞)
GOODNIGHT STAY WARM!!!!
Xoxo 👽
don’t wanna be mean but i’m glad ur bf broke his phone 😊 BUT JESUS WHY R ALL UR FRIENDS LIVES SIMULTANEOUSLY IN SHAMBLES ??? LIKE WHAT IS GOING ON HERE ???😭😭 that’s crazy… hopefully the two that have been friends for years figure their stuff out…
mamma mia will get u… it always will… (i’ve never seen it) BUT HE SAID U COULD MOVE TO ALASKA JUST U N HIM STOP IM SOBBING OH MY GOD??? that sounds like a very good life goal bae!! i’m sure he’d love that whether he’s actually with u or in an urn like u said!! and i’m super glad you have him and that he stepped out to make a change in himself for u i love that for u bae :( DONT APOLOGIZE FOR THE RANT ITS OKAY I DONT MIND !!
u haven’t but it’s okay!! i know you’ll pop up eventually LMFAO and yay for following through with the strike!! i really hope a lot of other people did as well.
YAY SO GLAD YOUVE BEEN KEEPING UP WITH MY WRITING N ARE EXCITED BAE🤞🤞🤞
A DIRTY CORNDOG THAT WAS DROPPED AT A FAIR HELEOEMEME LMFOAOA ENJOY UR SHOWER!! (whats ur favorite the weekend and deftones song…)
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Im ngl i exoplanet is the best ellie x reader fic ive ever read, and ive read ALOT of ellie fics its that good that ive read it over again for the 9th time (bouta make it a 10th time 🤭) i love you amd your work so much, the way you keep ellies personally true to how she is in the game makes it 100 times better most writers kinda change how she and would act and it makes me forget how she actually is, but you keep it on point you write her perfectly to the point where you should get awarded for that shit seriously please dont stop writing, your my fav writer on tumblr you dont understand how excited i get when i get a notification from your blog keep up the work ily now im gonna go read exoplanet for that 10th time 😁🥰
ANONNN THIS MADE MY DAY!!!! tysm 🫶🫶 i’m so honored to hear that you’re enjoying my work and that you find it to be accurate (!!!). not to sound like a snob but i write tlou fic partly because i love wllie but also because i love thé character analysis it takes to create even a semi accurate characterization of her. she’s so complex and has such a rich backstory. it’s part of the reason why i’m kind of hesitant to write aus—i think it’s honestly kind of impossible to know what ellie would canonically be like in the normal world, without the pressures that shaped her in canon. also to your point about forgetting who ellie is: i totally get that, i feel like it’s super common in almost every fandom i’ve been in to just take a character and make them into whatever is hot/appealing, and i totally get the demand behind that but it’s just not really something i’ve ever been into that much so i’m glad i’m not alone 😅
ok rant over thank you again sm!
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