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raurquiz · 1 year

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#happybirthday @emmaroberts #emmaroberts #actress #aquamarine #nancydrew #wildchild #hotelfordogs #valentinesday #itskindaofafunnystory #theartofgettingby #scream4 #werethemillers #americanhorrostory #screamqueens #paradisehills #holidate #abandoned #aboutfate #nerve #thehunt @hbomax https://www.instagram.com/p/CofjDKpumHo/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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slacktivist · 7 months

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My mind is still foggy and lost, making work difficult. I imagine my brainflesh pulsating, expanding and contracting inside my skull. It's not necessarily painful, but perceiving it can make my ears feel blocked.

I'm constantly told: "look after your teeth!" "Meet us once a month for 20 yrs" (antibiotics. long story), and then berated through pretty pearly whites while I'm at the whim of a knife. KSSS! KSSS! I imagine (against my will) restraints around my limbs, and the americanhorrostory tv theme music. that song is pretty spooky in memory. and what for. Painfully sober(ing).

#dear diary

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levyschweiz · 3 years

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American Horror Story

Self–harm & mutilation Violet & Tate

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sofia-illustrator · 3 years

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Wilhemina Venable

https://www.instagram.com/sofia_illustrator/

#sarah paulson #americanhorrostory #american horror story 8 #ahs apocalypse #wilhemina venable #fan art #drawing arts

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guizwonderlandking · 2 years

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@monsterhigh #Skullector feat. @criativedesenho American Horror Story: Bette and Dot Tattler e Countess Elissabeth O artista entrevistador mais mais desse site me convidou para seu projeto #PapoRabiscado - inclusive, chequem a entrevista para me ver e o que eu tenho a dizer, sem contar de como eu fiz essas belezuras daqui! Foi tudo trabalhar com um dos meus artistas favoritos e eu tô muito realizado nesse Halloween! #MonsterHigh #AmericanHorroStory #FreakShow #Hotel #AHSFreakShow #AHSHotel #BetteandDot #BetteandDotTattler #CountessEli #Desenho #Drawing #FashionDoll #Fashion #CollectorDoll #Doll #Horror #byguiz (em Monster-High) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVbzVbNDFt_/?utm_medium=tumblr

#skullector #paporabiscado #monsterhigh #americanhorrostory #freakshow #hotel #ahsfreakshow #ahshotel #betteanddot #betteanddottattler #countesseli #desenho #drawing #fashiondoll #fashion #collectordoll #doll #horror #byguiz

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roystarboyx · 4 years

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El arte que es Sarah Paulson

#ahs coven #ahs apocalypse #sarahpaulson #americanhorrostory

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darkyuna · 5 years

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I'm preparing the baggage xDDD

#CodyFern #Michaellangdon #AHS #AHSApocalypse #AmericanHorroStory #AmericanHorrorStoryApocalypse

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ahorrorstorycircle · 7 years

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Me: after eclipse!

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marcocardelli · 5 years

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"We need fantasy to survive because reality is too difficult." ~ Lady Gaga💎💯 . .. . ⚡️ . . . 🔥 . . . #ladygaga #StefaniJoanneAngelinaGermanotta #1986 #singer #songwriter #actress #thefame #justdance #pokerface #badromance #thefamemonster #alejandro #bornthisway #artpop #applause #cheektocheek #americanhorrostory #joanne #gaga #manhattan #lgbt #pop #tonybenett #music #marcocardelli *** @unumdesign #unumfam (presso Ascoli, Marche, Italy) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3BpOMtIzAB/?igshid=116g639c0mtgt

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djmostwanted21 · 7 years

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I can't wait for The cult 🐝 to come in Sept

#ahs #fx #tv shows #americanhorrostory #coven #hotel #freakshow #murder #asylum #roanoke

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my-hourly-obsessions-blog · 7 years

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#americanhorrostory

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raurquiz · 9 months

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#HappyBirthday #rosasalazar #actress #captain #lynnelucero #shorttreks #troublewithedward #epic #Insurgent #MazeRunner #thescorchtrials #thedeathcure #alitabattleangel #chips #thekindergartenteacher #birdbox #americanhorrostory #Parenthood #undone #brandnewcherryflavor #startrek56 @startrek @startrekonpplus @hbomaxla

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leozoldyck · 7 years

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#americanhorrostory #ahs #coven #american horror story #witches #witch

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levyschweiz · 3 years

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American Horror Story

Murder House: Tate Langdon "I'm not okay"

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alternativecounselling · 5 years

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Backsliding

It has been awhile since my last posting because of being busy in life and having a series of events pop up that has made me ignore my own introspection. I’ve been taking care of everyone around me lately, except one of the most important ones: myself.

This is a personal note that I hope others can learn from.

The past few weeks I have decided to hide myself away from the “outside world”. I became severely depressed, not wanting to burden anyone else with the feelings that I’ve conjured up inside of myself. I distanced myself away from others, not hanging out with others, barely talking to people, and finalizing this by taking a social media break off certain platforms.

What happened?

Well, first of all my emotions have been lingering over me because I haven’t had the proper outlet to externalize them. One thing I’ll never forget is how one of my professors explained that if individuals do not externalize their feelings – they bubble up in negative ways internally, or externally with breakdowns and disorder.

Nobody is perfect.

I stopped going to the gym because I haven’t had the time to commit to going because it is harder for me to get places during the winter time since I do not plate my car. I bought a boxing bag to practice on at home, however I kept re-injuring myself constantly from “over doing” it. I also quit writing because of not having enough time to work on homework. I wasn’t “externalizing” my feelings at all.

Reading and writing about self-injurious behaviour for one of my projects started to bother me. I was procrastinating for over a week about one article in particular – because I unconsciously knew there were feelings I haven’t dealt with in this subject. In the past, to cope with stress, anxiety, and depression, I would cut my arms to externalize my feelings. Self injurious behaviour can occur as a reinforcement or punishment to prevent the individual from making mistakes. Reading about it made me feel guilty. I couldn’t understand why. But then I realized – wait a second… I’m contributing to self-injurious behaviours right now without even realizing it.

To cope with my feelings, I’ve been avoiding important self-care tips. I tend to put off eating without even realizing that I’m doing it, to be more “productive”. I also drink more coffee than I do water which also is self-sabotage on a biological level. But then at night, I binge eat and sit in front of the TV feeling guilty for my behaviour. Huh.

I was watching an episode of New Girl and it was an episode where the main character and one of her roommates come up with the term “backsliding”, which is going back to old habits or behaviours even if they know that they are going to get hurt from it. Self sabotage. It didn’t occur to me that I was currently backsliding in my own life.

I was also backsliding on the social relationships aspect of my life. I deeply feel as if I have codependency issues that I still need to work through. I live by myself and spend a lot of time alone, but deep down I know that I enjoy being around others and feeling love. My problem is, I get attached to individuals too fast, too deep, and too passionately which is also a form of self-sabotage. I never had the opportunity to learn what a “healthy” relationship was. Domestic violence can deeply fragment what “healthy” should look like to someone who has gone through it.

I ended up backsliding once again, giving my attention to individuals who do not necessarily deserve the attention. I ended up getting hurt, and have been experiencing feelings of grief over how badly I ended up hurting myself through this process. Actions speak louder than words do: and that’s something that I forgot along the way. Disinterest from others = closure.

I was obsessively watching American Horror Story Apocalypse every night. The show fascinates me on a psychological level. I couldn’t understand why I had this deep obsession, or empathy for the main antagonist in the show which is the anti-christ. I even started dreaming about the show. I realized that I saw part of myself in the character of the show. The part that was seeking nurturing myself.

Spoiler alert:

The development of “Michael” was a mixture of biopsychosocial factors: biologically, psychologically, and socially he became the anti-christ because of traumas he had experienced over time. He grew up without a father or mother. He had tendencies to destroy or kill things, which wasn’t reinforced early on. He grew from a child to a young man over night, which I suspect would mess with his hormones and biology. His grandmother raised him, but was cruel to him and eventually ended up committing suicide. He found her body, and was told by a ghost that she did it because of him. Throughout the show he goes through a lack of social support or nurturing, which in the end only makes him more bitter and focus on destroying the world to “recreate” something better.

I realized that the antichrist in the show could have been prevented early on if he had the right amount of nurturing. He turned bitter because he was lost and misunderstood by everyone around him.

The moral of this story is that self-care is extremely important to practice on a daily basis in order to prevent backsliding. I will be going back to the gym as soon as I can, eating more consistently, meditating, and spending quality time with friends who are positive influences in my life in order to take responsibility of myself and nurture myself back to having a good sense of confidence and well-being.

#selfcare #newgirl #americanhorrostory #ahs #psychology #wellbeing #backsliding

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angry-swarley · 6 years

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#TV #Horror #FX #AmericanHorroStory #Apocalypse #MurderHouse #Cover #poster

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