#amnesia top

[blouisparadise]

Upon request, today we have a rec list of bottom Louis fics where either Louis or Harry has amnesia. If you enjoy our rec lists, please be sure to like and reblog this post to help spread the word. Happy reading!

1) Finding Thoughts | Teen & Up | 6,810 words

"Hi, my name is Louis Tomlinson and I suffer from short term memory loss."

2) Our Love Was Made For Movie Screens. | Not Rated | 8,106 words

Harry wakes up and doesn't know anything about anything and Louis is his omega.

3) Cause I’m Really Not Fine At All | Mature | 13,679 words

Louis Tomlinson, one of the famous members of One Direction, is involved in a car accident that caused him to have amnesia, wiping all the last five years of his life from the memory. The interesting part is he may not remember that he has a girlfriend now, yet his mind seems to think that he has been in a relationship with one of the members, Harry Styles. Harry is baffled and shocked at the situation that's thrown in his face. He finds himself learning how to be a good boyfriend for Louis. It has to be easy.. right?

4) Indestructible | Explicit | 24,243 words

“Hi,” Harry murmurs, and Louis hiccups out a sob. “Hi,” he manages, still clutching onto Harry’s shoulders. Harry’s fingers drift across Louis’ cheeks, and there’s something off about Harry’s expression, but Louis can’t figure out what it is. “I’m okay,” Harry says, and Louis is going to say something to that, even if he doesn’t know what, except Harry’s kissing him. Louis freezes.

5) The Way This River Runs | Explicit | 27,417 words

Louis is provided a chance to start over. He takes it.

6) Deleted Scenes | Explicit | 33,623 words

Agent Harry Styles was injured on the job a few months back, and gets roped in one last mission before he can retire prematurely: playing house with Louis, a widower who has amnesia. The assignment seems simple at the beginning, but soon enough Harry's twisted in a web of his own making, and can't get out anymore.

7) Just A Pretty Boy | Explicit | 35,614 words

The alpha in front of him wasn’t only tall, but used every inch of his body to look even more threatening. He looked as shocked as Joseph felt, in his eyes he could clearly see horror and anger mixed into an odd and painful mix. It was as if he just watched a ghost or a monster from a nightmare come to life.  “Louis…” he said with a low voice. It wasn’t a question, he was calling Joseph by that name.  The crease between Joseph’s brows deepened. “Who?” Louis and Harry were married until, one day, Louis passed away in a tragic accident. Years later, he is found alive and with a thousand questions plaguing his mind. The most important ones; was his husband involved in his disappearance? And, how long did it take Harry and his best friend to fall in love after his supposed dead?

8) The Things I’d Do To Wake Up Next To You | Mature | 36,109 words

AU. Harry wakes up to a pregnant Louis Tomlinson and a wedding band on his finger.

9) Strangers In Love | Explicit | 42,207 words

Louis wakes up to find himself in a marriage with the last man he thought he'd ever end up with.

10) Define Me Again | Mature | 54,385 words

He's never felt so frightened in his life before, so fucking terrified for himself. And Louis. He looked down at their hands, which seemed to have been connected throughout the incident. He looked at the ring on Louis' hand, for the nth time that day. His heart hurt so bad now, he was terrified. He wanted to do so many things, he wanted to check on louis, if he- if he- God he couldn't even think about it. "Louis," he tried to whisper, but nothing but air came out from his mouth. "I love you, Harry," whispered a voice. But it was nowhere near him. Visions attacked his mind, rapidly flickering through like one would do the pages of a book. He was terrified. His entire life literally flashed in his mind, vision growing more and more weak and he fought unconsciousness. Memories and the picture of Louis lying unconscious in front of him altered and flickered, so rapidly that he felt dizzy with how fast his mind was whirring. What happens when you die? God he was so, so, so, fucking terrified. All his senses gave out, last thing he felt was Louis' hand in his and then, everything went black.

11) Flash Back To Me | Explicit | 73,068 words | Prequel

Louis narrows his eyes, wanting more than anything to tell Liam to go fuck himself, but he can’t be sure, is the thing. As much as he knows for a fact that he would never date someone like Harry Styles, he has months missing from his memory. And it’s scary to think that, in that time, everything he’s come to know about himself could have changed so drastically.

12) Consequences | Explicit | 78,556 words

Two years ago Harry let his powerful family come between him and the love of his life, something he deeply regrets. Louis has tried to move on from their devastating break up. Sometimes, he even thinks he has. It only takes one moment to freeze them back in time.

13) Invisible String | Explicit | 84,726 words

Louis swears on his life that that man came out of literal nowhere and he thanks each lucky star for having good breaks in his car. This strange alpha also happens to be the most beautiful being Louis has laid his eyes on. For some unknown reason, the omega feels safe around the alpha. It might seem strange, but you can't always explain why or how things are the way they are. All you can really be sure of is that they happen for a reason. There's a higher power (call it what you want) that knows better and definitely knows more than you do.

14) The Dead Of July | Explicit | 117,446 words

Harry is Captain America, and Louis’ been dead for 70 years.

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#bottom louis #top harry #larry #fic recs #blp fic recs #amnesia

[pollyna]

amnesia au where they both suffering from it and the first thing Mav says after waking up and admiring Ice, still half asleep and bandages all over his body, is "I don't know your name or mine but we should find out so you can take it and make it yours" smooth as hell and giving Goose the high five, even if doesn't remember how ths fuck Goose is.

#tom iceman kazansky #pete maverick mitchell #nick goose bradshaw (mentioned) #amnesia au #and ice would be like /maybe you should take mine/ 🙄 #slider is out of the door because here we are agaaaiiiiin #icemav #top gun (1986) #otp: things get old our love is gold #otp: i heard from the heaven that clouds have been grey

[otaku553]

Hello! I saw your recent art of sabo, and in the tags you mentioned the big 3 of Shounen. I know it’s One piece and Naruto, but what’s the third? How come you like the character? Lovely artwork, it’s candy for the soul!! Thank you •u•

Ah thank you!!! The big three of shonen (for I guess the previous generation?) are Naruto, One Piece, and Bleach. Naruto and Bleach have already ended but it seems like One Piece is still going quite strong, despite the new generation of shonen anime (including Hero Aca, Demon Slayer, and the third spot is still debated! Probably JJK is my guess though that falls into its own sub genre of shonen dark fantasy I suppose)

Here are my favs! I’ll put the reasons why I like them in the read more because it’s quite long :)

Despite watching Naruto first I could never actually finish it because it was so long so I kind of just osmosed the later parts of shippuden through fanfics and other such media ^^; I think it’s pretty difficult to pick a definitive fav for Naruto because I feel like it tends to fumble a bit of its character writing? I think if I had to pick one maybe young Kakashi but still kind of eh. Maybe I just didn’t watch far enough to get attached

As for Bleach, I picked it up years ago around middle school and then dropped it after the first hundred episodes or so because filler got boring for younger me but then I picked it up again in high school and managed to at least get past aizen! And then I dropped it there because I wasn’t interested in any continuation after what seemed like an already pretty strong ending.

Toshiro is my favorite because he falls into all niches of character tropes that I enjoy including but not limited to: child genius who acts responsible but is still somewhat immature, cold personality along with ice powers but fierce loyalty to close relationships. I especially enjoy child genius characters for the contradictory dichotomy of what is expected of them in terms of maturity and knowledge and the amount of pressure these kinds of characters face and how they handle it! That said, I enjoy him more for the tropes that he falls into and my personal interpretation of him rather than canon writing for him. I think that though canon is an alright base, he doesn’t get much time to shine (character-wise instead of combat-wise).

And Sabo. Oh my goodness I am brainrotting so hard over Sabo right now. The ASL siblings in general have a vice grip on my heart and really are not letting go. There is so much tragedy in the way that they are written, that works because there are three of them. Ace and Luffy spend so much effort trying to save the only brother they have left in the world not realizing that if they go they’ll be the first to go actually because Sabo is still alive, and Sabo could have done so much and changed so much if only he had regained his memories sooner. Why didn’t he remember sooner? I can only assume it’s because he didn’t want to remember, because he grew out his hair to cover a scar he wasn’t proud of, because he was running away from his origins when he lost his memories and maybe that stuck with him. I don’t even remember when Sabo was introduced as a character because I don’t think he was mentioned during Marineford? But he’s such a compelling character because he does so much to save the world and yet is unable to save his own brother! And he’s written to fit with Ace and Luffy incredibly well, being the voice of reason where they can’t be.

#ask #one piece #sabo #toshiro hitsugaya #bleach #sabo’s round bug eyes are so silly to me #I’m not going to ever be able to draw him like that but. it’s really funny to me when people give him the narrow ikemen eyes #he’s such a dork…. a doting older brother……… amnesiac…… what a little meowmeow truly #I think I enjoy Toshiro because gifted kid burnout makes me relate a lot to the pressure and I wish I could handle maturity as well as him #Sabo on the other hand is just. hghgehhfhfh no concrete personal reason he’s just cool #i think anyone who goes into battle wearing a top hat and tailcoat and cravat is awesome #but then he goes and brings out the PIPE and it’s such an endearing little callback to how he grew up among trash heaps and asfnaenfaenf #I didn’t think he was that interesting at first because it felt a bit cliche for him to be a runaway noble #but then they hit him with the amnesia and hit him with the need to help others escape from evils that he can’t even really remember #and then they hit him with fucking……. returning his memories too little too late and his breakdown at being overwhelmed with not only the #memories of his brothers but also the knowledge that one of his brothers has died while he forgot them and was off doing something else and. #ashnasfnaenfeafhhaefh

[caught-in-a-landslide]

“Do we even know who this soldier is and what the hell happened to him?”

“I…I don’t know. He won’t say anything, he’s just been staring at that toy rabbit in his hand. I’m feeling a bit worried…Not just about this, but also for him.”

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Not much context, I just wanted to draw my Ocs with Henri. They probably found him before the Germans got the chance in the ending of the game and took him to their bunker or something. I just wanted to draw them because I wanted to draw something random, so enjoy.

#amnesia game #amnesia #amnesia the bunker #amnesia oc #amnesia ocs #oc #ocs #the bunker #amnesia henri #henri clement #my ocs are the other soldier next to the nurse in the top part of the drawing in case you get confused af #henri and augustin deserved better

[willowser]

ok but imagine you didn't start even dating katsuki until after he was a pro, so you're just coming to in your hospital bed and suddenly, pro-hero dynamight is in your room and all you can do is stare at him trying to figure out what a top hero is doing in the doorway to your hospital room. perhaps, he's the hero that saved your life? but since when did heroes take that much of an interest in the civilians they rescued? they'd be in hospitals every day, if they did. and that still wouldn't explain why the hero was looking at you like that... as if something had been carved out of him with a dull knife. he lets you stare for a moment longer before sharply turning on his heel and disappearing to collect himself in the hallway bc he can't stomach that blank stare 😭😭

but even after you learn who he really is to you, and you're trying to piece it back together, you'll often catch him staring at you. the kind of gaze that feels like a physical weight. it's like he thinks that if he just focuses hard enough, all his memories and love will transfer to you 🥺🥺🥺

i'm absolutely sick over this. haters can pry the amnesia trope out of my cold, dead hands

carved out of him with a dull knife JORDAN PLEASE !!! akfjskdja that would be so awful !! bc the years you've spent together have closed the gap of hero v. civilian and now you've gotta START OVER !!!! SAD !! also 100% he's just walking out after realizing it's true. too many people are around and he feels too out of whack; relieved that you're awake and alright but — not who you're supposed to be 🥺

and him just looking at you all the time 🥺🥺 MY STOMACH HURTS AKFHSKQKQ like maybe if he keeps his eye on you, he'll know the exact moment it all comes back and this nightmare can be over 🥺 maybe you'll look back at him and realize how much you love him, in one glance 🥺

#SAD #no bc now you're feeling so awkward around him bc !! he's a top hero !! #AND HE HATES IT #QUIT ACTING SO PROFESSIONAL YOU KNOW ABOUT MY PENICILLIN ALLERGY #alfbwiebekal #✿ willow writes #✿ ask willow #✿ thoughts: bakugou #✿ theme: bakugou amnesia au

[liloinkoink]

really love the headcanon i see in fanwork from time to time that the third life server wipes the memories of everything outside of the server from those who are participating in it. i think it really adds something to the insanity of the whole thing scar and grian have going on if you operate under the idea that grian swearing his life to scar is, to his knowledge, like the third time he has ever spoken to the man

#says words #i also just love amnesia plotlines i Love them #i have like 10000 thoughts of this bumping loosely around in my head but i’m meant to be doing homework Still #top hits

[kingcrim]

#my art #silly art #ibis paint #harry du bois #disco elysium #art trend #hes wearing the physical instrument tank top if you even care #not pictured: #harry crying for an hour after being sent this comment then getting really drunk so he feels confident and pretends he is so cool and norma #jean vicquemare sent the comment btw #on one of his 20 burner accounts he uses to send anon hate to harry specifically #also harry has no idea why it hurts to be called miss or why the comment said it. because amnesia. he doesnt even understand whats going on #before you say jean wouldnt do that dont lie to yourself. we both know he would and he does

[askamnesiamoonjumper]

Wanted to doodle femmj in some cute outfits I based on ones I own!^^

#Mostly just inspired the tops tho lol #Like the moon sweater is based on a hoodie I own #the strawberry cardigan is just a direct copy paste of mine lol #And the forget me not sweater w the collar shirt is based on a fit I got w pink flowers along the front instead of blue tho #a!au #ahit #amnesia!moonjumper au #amnesia!moonjumper #ahit a!au #moonjumper #femmj #Wanted the first one to look kinda formal while the other two are more casual :3 #Femmj

[au-wannabe-the-very-best]

Okay so I’m going to take the Immortal Modern Volo thing and make it significantly worse.

Volo meets Johanna and falls in love with her and has a beautiful little daughter named Hikari/Dawn. He does not remember what Akari looks like or her voice or her habits or anything, because that was 200 fucking years ago, and now that he’s married he’s in the firm opinion that the world SHOULDN’T be destroyed, actually. 

Johanna is aware that Volo is cursed to be immortal because he went crazy and did something very stupid in his youth. She does not care too much because he’s an absolute sweetheart now and that’s all that matters. 

She starts to care a lot more when Volo, who just realized who Akari is after Hikari/Dawn saved the entire fucking Sinnoh region from a gang of terrorists, tells Johanna about Akari.

Volo sleeps on the couch for a week.

Fair enough.

#Volo #Akari #Johanna Berlitz #Submas #Dawn Berlitz #Pokémon #Pokemon #Dad Volo #Legends Arceus #Pokemon Platinum #I somehow HIGHLY doubt there's a Volo/Johanna tag but if there is #Someone tell me because it's such a fucking hilarious concept #Go back in time and meet ur dad back when he was evil and stupid #Top it off with amnesia so Akari instinctively trusts this guy #But has no fucking clue why #Whoops #Akari comes back to the future with her new Uncle Ingo and glares at her dad #'You're lucky your stupidity got me an extra family member dad. You're SO lucky. Because otherwise I'd never talk to you again.' #'YUP THAT'S FAIR. I'M SO SORRY HONEY.' #Ingo's confused like 'I'm sorry did you just call the man who tried to kill you DAD???' #'Also HOW IS HE STILL HERE?!?!?' #Ingo #Subway Boss Ingo #Warden Ingo #Uncle Ingo

[purplearrowzandleather-blog]

Bradley receives a call from Ice. For ten years, he did his best to forget the man who ripped his future from his grasp. He never imagined any scenario in which Maverick might forget him.

#top gun fandom #pete maverick mitchell #ron slider kerner #tom iceman kazansky #top gun fanfiction #bradley rooster bradshaw #top gun angst #jake hangman seresin #natasha phoenix trace #rick hollywood neven #leonard wolfman wolfe #amnesia #Bradley “In Denial” Bradshaw #sad boi Pete Mitchell struggling to remember his fam #the flyboys are *concerned*

[zlobonessa]

throwing my re zero ship tier list here because i have Opinions and i need to inflict them on more people

also here the link because i keep losing it

#re zero #realised with horror that now there's non-zero amount of people reading my silly little posts who are not aware of my Lore #which is that by now i spent two years being absolutely unhinged about reinhard/regulus on twitter #i could write a thesis on them at this point #and i will. unprovoked. #also emijulisuba my beloveds #listen the development of their relationship in arc 6...... that was. yeah. so. my god. #mind you i deeply dislike the amnesia trope but thanks to them this arc is in my top 2

[ardenrosegarden]

#amnesia the bunker #one of the more haunting finds wrt looking for notes imo #is that the soldiers' quarters is blocked off at the start bc of the lockdown #and from the officers' notes it's implied they gatekeep materials to lock down (keeping them with Delisle) #which leads me to believe the bunker was locked down as the officers were fleeing #but Marceau's note postdating that is IN the soldiers' quarters #so on top of forcing unwilling men on what is essentially suicide missions to shoot the stalker #and calling the rest every vile name under the sun when their friends didn't come back from said suicide missions #AND trapping them in the Hell Bunker #the officers also locked anyone who wasn't in the main bunker at the time behind an additional door that they can't open #pretty fucked up! #(also my brain is on the Blood Timer so Tirel and Laval get to be put through the wringer in this one too. hatred and violence on earth 👍) #shakespeareomnibus #amnesia

[cm-top-10]

C.M. Top 10: Scariest Villains

We fear many things, but when it comes to villains or monsters. We get scared to our lowest point. No matter how brave, there's always one who'll remind you the true meaning of fear.

So here's 10 of the scariest villains you'll ever meet. Who do you think is the most terrifying? You be the judge on that...

& Happy Halloween. 🎃

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1. Star Wars - Darth Bane

2. Transformers Rise of the Beasts - Scourge

3. Amnesia: The Bunker - the Stalker (the Beast)

4. Poppy Playtime - Mommy Long Legs

5. Mashed: Sonic - Sonic Kaiju (the Kaiju)

6. Zelda: Tears of theKingdom - Ganondorf

7. DC Universe - Trigon Superman (Super Trigon)

8. Wakfu - Shadofang

9. Prey - the Predator

10. Lego Monkie Kid- Macaque

#C.M. Top 10 #Top 10 #my top 10 #Scariest Villains #Star Wars #Darth Bane #Transformers Rise of the Beasts #Scourge #Amnesia: the Bunker #the Stalker #the Beast #Poppy Playtime #Mommy Long Legs #Mashed #Sonic Universe #Sonic Kaiju #Tears of the Kingdom #Ganondorf #DC Universe #Trigon #Trigon Superman #Wakfu #Shadofang #Prey #the Predator #Lego Monkie Kid #Macaque #villains #my screenshots #cameraman screenshots

[hearties-circus]

Oh yeah practicing pokemon with some rampardos solly:]

#al art #al ocs #rampardos #im gonna be honest with you solly would be so so so much happier as a rampardos #not just because rampardos are dumb but that whole ignorance is bliss is definitely a part of it #i think she would just fucking love being a rampardos #ALSO ALSO can i say how fucking perfect rampardos is for them? the colour scheme the headbutting the typing #THE BLUE HELM ON ITS HEAD #ALSO solly theyre. vaguely supernatural. in the whole undead 'cane back wrong' way with a helping of amnesia right? #so how fucking fitting is it that rampardos is an EXTINCT pokemon that was brought back artificially that NATURALLY learns a psychic move #zen headbutt my fucking beloved #i already adored rampardos before but after assigning it to solly like im in love genuinely like top 5 pokemon. maybe even 3 #i gotta say i didnt want to give solly a face even as a dinosaur but i didnt really know how to cover it #do like you know how the flat top of rampardos' head is a much darker black than the rest of its body? i just pulled that over the eyes #did not know what else to do honestly but i think it works #solly

[drk-of-light]

I played DQB2

#dqb2 #dragon quest builders 2 #malroth #dqb2 malroth #dqb2 builder #drk of art #my art #artists on tumblr #his amnesia made him forget he gave himself top surgery #builder also gave themself top surgery #alt caption is 'woah ur transgener? thas so cool' (he is also transgener) #im transmasc nb so my builder is too

[aki-draws-things]

Amnesia…. I dunno who but they need to get smacked on the head and forget/ not believe they’re married to each other

Well, a bit of hurt here, a bit of comfort there... I promise it will be fine ❤️❤️

☆☆☆

Tom had no idea what possessed him to gather enough courage to call Chris and tell him. No, not courage probably, need. He needed Chris at his side at that moment, and Chris deserves to know.

To know that their husband had been shot down and was in a hospital bed, with bandages around his head and an oxygen mask on his face.

"You can't tell me how it happens, right?"

Tom shook his head, his eyes red from crying. He would tell him, of course, at one point, in the safety of their home, once they knew Ron was okay and when Tom would start to sleep again and wake up plagued by nightmares. Then, only then, he will tell him.

"Jake?"

"Can't call him off deployment, baby..."

It was a lie this time. Tom could, but he didn't want to. He didn't want their baby to see that. Not one more time.

It took a week before Ron began regaining consciousness. He blinked, slowly, dazed.

Uh... so many people in that room. So many people he had no idea who they were.

Oh, wait... wait, he knew that one.

"Tommy...?"

Or so he thought. He looked like Tommy, but older. His Tommy was 20.

"Hey, Sunny."

Tom smiled and moved closer. He kissed him.

What?

Ron tried to step back. He looked at him wide-eyed. Scared.

Terrified.

What was he doing?

There? in front of everyone? whoever the others were.

Tom looked shocked too.

"Sunshine?"

"Sweetheart, what's wrong?"

Ron looked at the other blond man who called him Sweetheart. He liked the sound and wanted to hear it again. It sounded familiar. Somehow.

Somewhere.

"Sorry... sorry, do I know you?"

Chris felt himself die.

He grasped the edge of the bed and Tom stepped in between.

"That's... Ron, that's your husband. Our husband."

Ron trembled and stared at Tom.

"Don't joke. It's not funny Tommy. It's--"

He looked around, everyone looked so worried, and concerned.

"You can't say shit like that. You can't come here and kiss me. It's dangerous! We could get-- " he shivered and swallowed hard.

Chris took a deep breath and stepped back. Something pulled at Ron's heartstrings at the movement. No, it seemed to say, no please don't go.

"I... I'll be right outside baby, okay?"

"Chris--"

"I just need a moment. Some fresh air... just--"

No please stay.

Ron couldn't understand why. He didn't know this man. Chris. And yet--

The room felt cold without Chris in it, Ron looked at his hands on the blanket.

"Tommy... Tommy, what happened?"

For a moment Tom didn't answer, Ron looked up, stared at him, studied his face, he sighed.

"Look...I'm sorry. I'm sorry I snapped."

Tom lunged forward, his fingers brushed the head still bandaged.

"Don't. It's not your fault."

"So...either something happened, or father managed to lock me in a psych ward and I'm hallucinating that you'd want to kiss me."

"Would that make them other patients?" Tom tried to lighten the mood gently.

"Hey!" Maverick squeaked. Ron looked at them, frowning. He didn't know them, and yet...

"That one looks like that doctor I met when I broke my leg."

Ron pointed at Goose quietly, then shook his head, as if to clear it.

"That man... Chris?"

Tom nodded.

"Were you serious? Husband?"

Tom smiled softly.

"Yeah, we did hit the jackpot, Sunny."

We.

Ron searched his face. He wanted to kiss him. Well, if that was a hallucination it couldn't hurt, right? No, it probably wouldn't.

"I can't remember him..."

He mumbled.

"I hate I can't. I feel like I should."

Tom kept brushing his fingers over his head, each movement gentle and calculated, trying not to hurt him even by accident.

"You will. Doctors said it was almost normal it would happen."

"So something did happen." Said Ron, looking back at him. He flashed him a grin, oh that looked familiar. Tom wanted to kiss that grin.

"You're not gonna say anything?"

"Classified..."

Somehow Ron felt it I'm his heart it was a lie. He didn't press.

~~~

The moment Ron walked inside their home he frowned. It was... big. Open. Warm.

There were pictures on the walls, on the tables.

A dog came running toward him, a big one. Instinctively, he took a step back. The dog stopped. She whined but didn't move.

Ron felt guilty. For a dog.

"Tokyo, come here."

Chris called from the other room. The dog didn't move.

"Here girl. Come on, we don't have all day."

Ron moved carefully toward the living room, and casted a look at the dog, Tokyo, as he passed, she looked up.

"Come on..." Chris called again. "No..not you, not--oh, fine, fine."

Unsurprisingly, the dog followed Ron.

As always, Chris and Tom would say. And so would Ron, if only he could start having real memories instead of a fuzzy, old, black-and-white broken TV trying to work inside his brain.

"So... you still don't--"

Ron shook his head, and Chris couldn't even bring himself to finish the question.

Fuck. He looked so sad. Ron wanted to wrap his arms around him. But it probably would only make it worse.

"I'm sorry..."

"No... no Sunny, no. Don't apologize..."

"Well, baby, at least that didn't change."

Chris sat next to him, he was hesitant at first, maybe Ron wouldn't want to be touched by him, by anyone, he remembered what Tom told him once, how long it took for Ron to accept a touch without flinching away, or worse, jumping and running away from a potential threat when in truth it was only an attempted hug.

A beat.

Silence.

Ron yawned.

God, he felt so tired...

Doctors said his head was fine enough for him to go back home. But it hurt. Pounded. And he was kinda cold and tired.

So, so tired.

He leaned on Chris and closed his eyes, he breathed in his smell. It was familiar. Comforting.

God, his fuzzy brain really really liked him.

Maybe he could even love him.

Maybe he could learn to love them again.

Or even better, remember.

"Tired, sunshine?"

Ron moaned. He stretched a hand out, grasping at Tom's hand. So soft and warm.

Oh, he must have been so lucky, somewhere, sometime in the past, if they stuck with him.

"Let's get you to bed, baby. Think you can walk?"

He tried.

Chris caught him.

Wow.

Oh, wow...

Strong.

God, his husband was so strong.

Husband.

That had a nice sound.

He wrapped his arms around Chris's neck.

"I got you. I got you, never going to let you fall."

Tom followed close and settled on his other side, on the bed, holding him.

"We'll catch you, no matter how high our Sunny may fall."

Somehow, he didn't know why, or maybe he did, he wasn't worried about falling anymore.

#ron slider Kerner #tom iceman Kazansky #chris seresin #ron x chris x tom #hurt/comfort #amnesia #hurt ron #but he'll be okay and will remember #its just offscreen #top gun #top gun fic #aki writes