the way that my entire family dynamic [including extending family] has totally fucked me up in the way that i allow people close to me or push them away is monumental and that's vv sad.
like pls...i just want to be able to marry a guy who is able to find a way past all the shitty walls i put up and has a nice, warm and loving family bc like...what is this bullshit i got?
except my mom and dad– tho they're both a lil toxic but whose parents arent toxic these days?
anywho, bye<3
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