TW : MEANSPO
Is it really that hard to not eat? Can you seriously not starve yourself? Why would you want to feel a little good now and feel like shit later when you could just feel a little bad now and feel amazing later? You fat fucking pig, starving isn’t that hard, so just fucking starve <3
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Cis or Trans- doesn't matter
Maybe you like cats,
or prefer dogs
(I'd sure hope you aren't a republican)
Maybe you aren't even american
But if you have an ED-
If you are struggling in your skin
Cause when you do-
You know that you aren't alone.
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just wanna be waking up in paris, with my thighs barely touching, wearing silk dresses, just walking to my favorite bakery
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when you eat a meal that's IMPOSSIBLE to track cals for... that shit makes me wanna cry on god.
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people might not see you binge in private but they can see the fat on you. put the food down now and you won't regret it later.
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the ed community in one picture.
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I'm so fucking tired of hating myself I can't do this anymore. I will get skinny and the next bitch that tries to stop me gets stabbed with a fork.
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Tik tok really said for you page, although i’m dating someone i still feel like they won’t really love me until i lose all the weight ￼
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anyone else constantly invalidate their ed and think they’re not sick enough heh woo
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I know that what I’m doing is wrong. I know that I have an ed and that I participate in unhealthy behaviors that will potentially harm my health long term. I’m so self aware that it hurts. But I can’t stop.
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You wish that was you huh😂
Anyways some more fem Thinspo for you guys
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Look at you shoveling your face full. god do you even think about what your doing to yourself. You’ve been fucking crying over 5-10lbs of fat that you can’t seem to fucking lose but yet your still staying up all fucking night. bingeing like a god damn dog. what the fuck is wrong with you. Get your shit together if you actually want this because if you don’t, stop lying to yourself and just admit that your a fat fuck and move on
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idk i just feel like sayin this out loud:
eds are not only created by social media. it's not only young girls lookin at photos online and wanting to fit into unrealistic standards.
eds are more than saying: lemme starve myself to death real quick so that i look like this model i saw online.
starvation means control, power, being superior, making own decisions, always being successful, always being able too choose and to achieve.
As simple as it is -controlling your nutritional intake- it is yet so addicting because you can cope so many things by starving, weighing yourself, tracking everything...
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Me when my parents force me to eat with them
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EDs and the holidays ☕
Winter holidays are a difficult thing for folx with EDs. Maybe you have a GW set for a holiday. Maybe you're expected to eat a ton. Maybe you're struggling with eating in a certain calorie deficit.
There are ALWAYS things to keep in mind for these times.
It's okay to not be at your GW by [holiday].
Maybe you're trying to lose 10 lbs by Christmas. It's perfectly normal to not reach it by the time you'd hoped. This does not mean you're faking. This just means you didn't reach it. That's all.
It's okay to not count your calories at this time.
Or any time, really! If you're really concerned about making sure you look normal in front of friends/family, maybe you should try to avoid your deficit. Maybe you should raise it. This doesn't mean you're faking. This just means you're eating a bit more, maybe for your safety. That's all.
It's okay to binge.
Maybe it's caused by stress. It's okay to be stressed. Holidays take a lot of time and energy from you, and it's okay to react to that. Maybe it's caused by craving. Cookies, pie, and other sweets are being prepared for the holidays, like santa cookies. Wanting to eat something being shoved in your face constantly is a normal human experience. This doesn't mean you're faking. This just means you ate more than wanted. That's all.
There is zero shame in struggling to reach your goals, especially at busy times. Don't let anyone tell you that you're faking. Don't let anyone tell you that you're failing. People work slower and faster than others.
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when ppl buy you clothes and you don't fit in them: 😄😁😁😄😁😁😁💕💕💕💪💪👍👍💪👍👍💪💕💕💕👍💪😄😄👍😁💪💪💕💕😍😍😍🙀🙀🙀😍💕👍💪
when u realize it's cause they think ur fat enough to fit in them: 😭😭😭😭😰😭😰😰😭😰😰😰😭😹😹😰😈😰😰😭😭😭😲😲😲😰😭👎👎👎👎👎😞😞😞😞😭😰
i have not slept enough m
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Some thixxpo for you !!
you got this 🤍
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The ABCs of Death
When I was 16, this movie came out. I was such a huuuge horror fan, still am. I weighed around 75-80kg at this time, my mental health was at an all time low, I cut myself every day. Then, I watched this movie. The gif is from the segment X is for XXL. A fat woman is harassed and she hates herself and her body so much that she decides to take drastic measures and cut off her fat chunk by chunk until she is left with the figure of a super model.
Since I watched this movie, not a single day has passed where I don't think about doing the same thing to myself. It's so crazy, I know I can't do this, I would die immediately. The logic is there, but my brain says "cut it off, cut it all off you disgusting piece of shit".
I'm not blaming this movie for my intrusive thoughts at all. But it's so fascinating to me that such a short 'trigger' can affect me for over 9 years. I stopped cutting myself, but the thoughts come back every time I look in the mirror.
Cut it off.
Cut it all off you disgusting piece of shit.
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