honestly my ed has made me feel so much better than i ever have these past few years. the excitement i feel when i see that number on the scale lower than the last time i was on it cannot beat anything. i love losing weight. i don’t think i’ll ever “recover” from this, because what i’m supposed to “recover” from has made me the happiest i ever was.
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what god damn tag are adults with EDs using these days. where are you bitches at
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Maybe I should grow out my nails. So I can properly rip the gross, shitty flesh off me.
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Hi, not new just returning.
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i want to turn to the side and have a stomach that caves
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wtf i’m now 106? this is a lot easier than i remember it being
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like this post if you're a male with a pro ana blog for a follow, i need male thinspo on my dash. no minors!
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ate like a regular human being today, i feel so guilty
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does testosterone make you lose weight faster?
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God, I love looking at (masc) thinspo, but it fucking kills me inside.
I know, even if I get that skinny, I still won't look the same, cause my bones are all wrong.
Ribs too narrow, hips too wide, limbs too short, collarbones - nonexistent.
Just - fucking - end - me. Fuck having a physical form.
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I keep getting caught in this spiral of like,
“I’m going to fast but I should make sure I don’t have any food to distract me, so I’m going to eat it all and purge it up!”
And then my family buys more food.
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I can't find the motivation to go back to the gym
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