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#anaraxia
hopefulfancopwagon · 2 years
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Oggi e ieri sono stato giorni che mi hanno messo a dura prova, sono sull’orlo di un esaurimento nervoso, non mangio, trattengo gli attacchi di panico, non ho nessuno con cui parlare, non ce mai nessuno nel momento del bisogno, vaffanculo figli di puttana. Arriverà anche il vostro momento di marciare in solitudine come sto facendo io ora, vi sputerei in faccia uno ad uno 👊🏻
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redwinenblueskies · 2 years
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My mom : why are u doing this? Do you want to lose weight? Youre pretty..
This hurts.. its much deeper than that mom. Im not good at anything so i want to be good at least at something i can control.. which is not going well.. but im trying and one day, ill do it and ill be pretty and skinny and great at something
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tcalesbian · 2 years
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so now we’re back at school and skipping meals is way easier but i need to eat at least one meal to do my volleyball class and i feel kinda guilty about that
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meeprio · 2 years
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teraz jesz, a potem dwa kilogramy w przód
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0kcalwh0re · 2 years
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I’m spiralling out of control again and I don’t want it to stop I want to get so malnourished I fucking die die die die die I know I’m a burden for everyone eveeeeeeryonr and myself oh god gross please please
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metoochonky · 6 months
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After a long time away, and a long time of searching for happiness,
Im back.
I’ve hit 200 pounds again. I don’t know how I got here. Some people say “happy weight”.
If I was happy about it why do I want to die seeing it.
Anyway. Hoping to come back down to my original goal.
Trying not to imagine ripping the fat off my body with a knife <3
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stopmono · 7 months
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Re-downloaded my calorie tracking app because I’ve been stuck at 115lb/52kg forever and I’m sick of it
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voidedgirl · 1 year
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Living with a mix of binge disorder and anaraxia is horrible.
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mayikc · 2 years
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So I rly wanna lose weight but I’m always overeating and I can’t make myself throw up
Any tips?
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her-skinny-dreams · 2 years
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I appreciate my parents buying pizza for dinner but they don’t know it’s my fear food and I can’t resist 😭
I was at 700 cal for the day but then when everyone was asleep I decided to have 3 frikken pieces 😭
I don’t even wanna know the calories……
I hope I’m not bloated when I wake up 🥺
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angel-x-devilz · 2 years
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i HATE how i have the bone structure for a thigh gap but not the legs for a thigh gap 😐
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luvheroinchic · 3 years
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fasted for 24hrs
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ran 10km while fasting
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broke my fast with sum popcorn and a cheese thingy
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thalassopihle · 3 years
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I just read to drink salted water to puke and tried immediately. Doesn't work for me. Any suggestions or tips? I used more salt then they did suggested and I just feeled like I couldn't breath?
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tcalesbian · 2 years
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back at this again lmao
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gostprincess · 3 years
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okay. i've been on hiatus.
maybe nobody noticed, and honestly i don't think i really mind nobody noticing. but there's something that i've realized about having an ED : i have a lot more followers, a lot more friends.
and sorry if thats super fucking boring or lame to be called a friend by someone you barely know. but thats what i feel.
when i made this account, i felt super alone in it all. my mom told me not to eat certain foods because i'd end up fat, and that ended up with me not eating at all.
but having as many followers as i do now, i feel like we're in this together. even if it can get a little 'toxic' with the berating comments.
another thing i've realized tho is that maybe the reason i have more friends on here than on my 'normal' accounts is that i'm really boring and annoying. i don't know who i am outside of starving myself.
anyways, i just wanted to come on here and say that i'm alive and not dead. my body just really wants me to live and i guess thats okay with me right now. who knows if maybe i'll relapse into a big depression and get worse at college.
oh yeah, i'm going to college by the way :). and you want to know something ironic? - my roomate is a culinary major.
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0kcalwh0re · 2 years
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i might just start leaving sticky notes with „don’t eat” written on them everywhere Bc i keep forgetting
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