i'm neutral neutral😭
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january 29, 2024
been a while. i havent lost shit, but ive now been going to the gym after i get off work at 10pm. i usually stay til 11, but i think i need to push to at leash 11:30 or even midnight. with how bad my binging is, i need to answer for it. im tired of this.
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OH MY FUCKING GOD I BOUNCED BACK TO 54 KG, 3 WHOLE KILOGRAMS OF DISGUSTING GREASE I HATE MY BODY SO MUCH AND I AM BURPING LIKE CRAZY BECAUSE I BINGED, I FAINTED AND FELT SO WEAK LIKE I WAS DYING AND GOT SCARED SO I STARTED EATING NORMAL PORTIONS BUT I CAN'T DO THAT CUZ I'M ALREADY A PIG, WHY CAN'T MY BODY ENDURE THE ABUSE THAT IT NEEDS TO REACH THE BEAUTY STANDAR??!!!!?!?!?!?!
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i’ve gotten so bold recently scrolling through ed tumblr in public like it’s the newspaper
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Fuck you, my child is completely fine.
Your child purposely ate less than 250 calories before 3:00 pm to loose weight.
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I am trans dude with an eating disorders because have you seen the standards for a gay trans man?
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alright. let me put you people on something:
charms mini pops.
when i say these things are a godsend i mean it. they've got a ton of flavors, they last a while, and they're DELICIOUS. they're gluten-free, fat-free, and peanut-free.
oh, hey, what's that?
that little 20? that's right.
these lollipops are 20 calories a piece.
that means 60 calories for three fucking lollipops. THREE lollipops. yes they're small but holy shit are they worth it. you need these goddamn charms mini lollipops.
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never realized my collarbones were that prominent :o
if only the rest of of my body put in that same effort >:(
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today’s calorie check
ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ:
2 eggs = 120 cal.
½ banana = 51 cal.
daily supplements 💪
𝕒𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕟𝕠𝕠𝕟:
1 latte = 206 cal.
dinner: skip dinner wake up thinner (or so they say)
ⓣⓞⓣⓐⓛ: 377 calories
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i almost sent this to my friend but i had to stop myself 😭😭
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Rare picture of me trying to drink green tea:
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april 4, 2023 | 21:20
im back. its been a rough few months, like horrifically rough. no longer with my bf. im spiraling. found out he used to watch CP and that got me FUCKED up. unfortunately, im still in the 150-155 range. again, better to maintain than gain, but fuck i wish i was the type to be able to be depressed and not eat. instead im a binge eater when im stressed and depressed, it sucks. i just want to be thin and look good for once :( why cant i be?
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♡♡My Stats♡♡
Active: january 2023
5'9" 23
sw: 178 lbs cw: 170 lbs
gw: 135 lbs ugw: 110 lbs
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having to lose weight you’ve already lost is so mentally exhausting and it’s not spoken about enough
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People: *loosing weight quickly*
My Ed: that could be you if you would just listen to me ya little fuck
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i tried to get better, but i just don’t want to. i’m back.
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