Guys I’m high nd I think I js thought of a way to loose a lot of weight 😭
First, don’t eat. Go on walks. Drink water when needed, not wanted. (I don’t wanna be bloated). If I’m in a lot of pain then I can eat a gogurt (50 cals) or a cracker (prob like 10-30 cals each) and if I’m still in pain then I can eat like a bread with butter or smt? Idk it spike 300 cals for white bread but it’s the only kinds I have. Leave mealsspo plss.
Do this for however long it takes to loose 20 lbs.
Then, drink a lot of water to the point I’m bloated to keep me from eating. I’ll have to learn self control and say no to whoever offers me food and not give into munchies (I hate it sm).
I’ll prob stop buying dispos, and buy nic instead cs they suppress appetite. And most of the time I don’t even wanna get higher, I js wanna hit smt. I’m also a nic fein😭. But I’ll js buy my last 2g, then buy a nic. I want a geek bar so baddd😣.
And then I’ll keep doing this till summer comes, and I’ll stick to it. I’ll stick to it till I get the results I want. and if I binged? Purge. If I’m too scared to purge them I’ll have to make up the cals in exercise. And I hate exercising.
The only exception is when I’m on my period (like rn) nd the craving hit 😔. Imma go down a tub of ice cream bye bye.
I don’t know if there’s a lot of new people to this but I’ve seen so much f@t$p0 recently. GUYS DO NOT DO THAT SHIT PLS
That is so harmful.
When someone posts thin$p0 it’s a goal saying we WANT to be that way which is sick in its own way but we all pretty much know and mean that as a twisted compliment.
When your posting someone’s body shaming them you are calling that person disgusting and that’s simply not ever okay. I don’t care how sick you are you don’t get any kind of pass on that. Most of us here are here because we have a disorder. Do NOT be the cause of someone else’s by posting someone’s body who is just living their life.
I hope I don’t come off as mean or anything! I just have strong feelings about this and don’t mean bad to anyone who may not know. But pleaaaase guys. This is a place to go where we all are going through something and can relate to eachother. Let’s not go there.
Anyways. I’m stoked for fall and hope you all an amazing season! <3
I’m shitting and I’m smoking but the more I cough the more I gotta shit but I’m also on my period and have rly bad cravings but the only way I can eat is if I smoke and I’m ripping blinkers 💗 if u smoke or witnessed it yk
But at least I’m loosing weight by shitting before I down a whole bucket of ice cream 😭
At this point I don't even think i do it for the ✨skinnie✨ all i want is for the number to go down a little more, just one more digit, now another. Pretty please. Just so i could feel SOME sense of accomplishment in an otherwise pointless life.
I eat for free at my job and yesterday my boss says to me "do you ever eat here?" I said "sometimes" she was like " I never see you eat and you're here all day" ... When I say I was low-key happy... I was high key happy. I just shrugged it off and said I eat after shifts 🤷♀️