back on my bullshit again
and once more!! if you happen to stumble across these posts of mine, please just ignore them.. they’re a way for me to reflect on my life (and improve my english), and while i can’t stop you from reading them, can i say that you probably wouldn’t benefit much from it lol. anyways let’s go
1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
my lots of songs list: the love club-lorde, river en vacker dröm-håkan hellström, living dead-marina, why we ever-hayley williams, snälla bli min-veronica maggio, take this lonely heart-nothing but thieves
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
oof um the person who will be the love of my life? no lol but like zendaya would be pretty cool ig
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
“... and the top was red-and-white striped, and it all zipped up in the front.”
4) What do you think about most?
hmm my friends maybe?
5) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
not that i know of
6) Do you have any strange phobias?
nah i feel some trypophobia (?spelling) sometimes but that’s it
7) What’s your religion?
i’m kinda christian, but like i choose which parts to believe in and not, like i believe in the message of doing good and love, but not like homophobia or an actual god lol
8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
sitting in the sun, listening to music
9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
ah probably paramore, yeah it must be them
10) What was the last lie you told?
eh kinda basic but “i’m fine” i guess
11) Do you believe in karma?
ooh that’s a questioning worth discussing, no i don’t believe in the actual the-universe-is-constantly-judging-our-actions, but like that people who do good tend to get good things back? yeah that makes sense
12) What does your URL mean?
my main (neon-places) is from perfect places by lorde, and just neon bc it sounds cool
13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
oh god if i only knew,,, i really need to improve my empathy, but my systematical skills are quite good
14) Who is your celebrity crush?
hayley williams
15) How do you vent your anger?
i don’t get mad😌😌 no but like when i get irritated do i just close my door to my room and like listen to music in headphones and solve a puzzle or something lol
16) Do you have a collection of anything?
i kinda collect things that mark an important/memorable event in my life, like my first pride bracelet, my favorite jeans from when i was like 15, lots of birthday cards,, yeah it’s not so unique, but they’re important to me
17) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?
yes!!!! me a few years ago would’ve never thought that i’d be like this now, but i’m proud of myself and what i’ve become!!
18) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?
fun fact i HATE sleeping to the sound of rain. it makes me really anxious,, i love the sound of waves though, or my little sisters pure laugh :,)
19) What’s your biggest “what if”?
what if i’m just faking everything, what if this is not actually me but something i put up to please others around me
20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
not ghosts really, but there must be some sort of life in the whole fucking space,, while maybe not what we traditionally would categorize as “life”, must it exist something, somewhere
21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
i’m in my bed so like. my nightstand to the right, my wall to the left
22) Smell the air. What do you smell?
absolutely nothing, i’m so used to the smell of my house
23) What’s the worst place you have ever been to?
oo idk??? i’m usually quite content with wherever we’re going, although fotografiska in stockholm was shitty though
24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender?
oh um like tyler joseph maybe? gerard way, frank iero? yeah i’m an emo slut
25) To you, what is the meaning of life?
no don’t go there,, thereisnomeaningoflifesoitsallaboutmakingasmuchaspossibleandliveashappilyaspossiblyuntilourfleetingexistenceonthisearthisover
26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
.. yeah you could say that i drove, i have a driving license after all, and i’ve never crashed but i’ve been stopped by police a few times lol
27) What was the last movie you saw?
no idea, i never watch movies... or wait!! we had legally blonde on at my friends house a few days ago when we got home from a party, i didn’t exactly watch it but it was playing
28) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?
i’ve had some bad allergic reactions in form of severe eczema
29) Do you have any obsessions right now?
‘the devil and god are raging inside me’ by brand new, doing my makeup a special way
30) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
yeah, that i’m gay and together with my earlier best friend (we were not)
31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
not really,, i’m really fucking scared of conflicts so i simply forgive and move on, it’s easier that way
32) What is your astrological sign?
pisces baby
33) What’s the last thing you purchased?
a blue skirt second hand!! v cute
34) Love or lust?
um idk i’ve never really experienced any of them, but maybe love
35) In a relationship?
nope
36) How many relationships have you had?
a whopping amount of zero
37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
I DONT KNOW someone tell me please how to get someone to like me,, but like more friendship-like is it usually to always choose my words very carefully to not upset anyone, it usually gets me quite far
38) Where is your best friend?
where? i hope she’s home? well like we took the bus home together a few hours ago, so i guess she’s home
39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
aha ha funny,, i was having a small mental crisis so i sat and did math (by free will, school has ended for summer) while listening to melodrama.. yes
40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
i don’t know, this is so hard.. but like. no? or it wouldn’t really work to have someone like me as a close friend, i’m to introvert, i tend to surround myself with extroverts who bring me with them to do stuff
41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
oh um i call 112 (the swedish 911) and make sure someone else notice the dog too and help it while i hurry to my job
42) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
a) yes, i think so. only my closest though, to give them a chance to say goodbye properly, but i wouldn’t really like other just acquaintances to reach out just bc of the circumstances
b) i try to travel as much as possible, party all i can, tell everyone i love how much they mean to me and just. live
c) of course, i would be scared to death (see what i did there) but i wouldn’t have any other choice but to fully live my last month
43) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
hard times by paramore!! it always makes me want to dance
44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
no
45) How can I win your heart?
show any whatsoever interest in me lol
46) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
i guess,, i’m like the opposite of insanity though, i’m constantly numb and completely lacking any creativity, so it may work the other way too
47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
hmm maybe my school application? i’m so fucking happy with my choice
48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
hmm nothing too special i guess, just the usual loved and missed and so
49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word “heart.”
like the anatomy and stuff,,, i really like biology, more than romances lol
50) Basic question; what’s your favorite color/colors?
usually different shades of blue, but right now all pastel colors, especially purple
51) What is your current desktop picture?
my locked screen is two of my best friends, and my home screen is paramore ofc
52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
trump would be pretty nice
53) What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
oh um like “name a few things you don’t like about me” or something, bc as i said, i hate conflicts
54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
the ability to change the probability!!! it’s the ultimate superpower!!!
55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
my tøp concert maybe? i was really euphoric then, and i haven’t really felt like that since, but i’m afraid i’ll destroy that memory if i could go back so idk
56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
i’ve had quite a happy life yet, there’s no big thing i’d like to erase,, no i feel like every experience in my life has leaded me to where i am today, so i wouldn’t like to erase anything
57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
hmm idk maybe alex turner. idk i feel like it would be pretty nice
58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
italy maybe? my friends and i planned to go there this summer before the corona hit, so i’d like to go there lol
59) Ever been on a plane?
yeah several times
60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities.
idk idk i’m not really.. attracted to anyone rn? it’s kinda weird but there’s no one where i’m like wow this person is HOT,, nah i don’t really feel anything like that at the moment
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Holy crap that's a ton of sketches OTL
These aren't even in any order I just, squeezed them in the thing where they would fit ._. Uhh hERE WE GO: left to right, top to bottom. Hopefully brief explanations help x_X
#1 A concept of what Annabelle and Kelly's (her roommate and friend) bedroom might look like. I really don't know what made me sketch it, I think I was just trying to help myself envision it or something.
#2 The coloured one- sort of greenish blue and has the crayon-like outline, was an old project for school: design a hostile alien species. I actually did quite a bit of backstory for them and stuff but yeah I didn't write it down so half of it's lost lol. Anywho, I also added a possible weapon they might have used.
#3 The small, smooth-outlined sketch above the alien is a headshot of Krauss: Cobalt549's Dragon Age: Inquisition Qunari. I really love how he looks in game and can't stop trying to draw him and his magnificent horns.
#4 A small chibi of Brooklyn, mostly for color palette purposes tbh. Done on Clip Art, actually.
#5 Weird headshot of a cat/feline. I was practicing fur and just didn't want to edit it after that stage.
#6 Basic concept of what Brooklyn's late husband, whom has no name atm that I'm aware of. I actually kinda like it, so there might not be many edits to him xP
#7 A small profile headshot I did a while back, dunno who it's supposed to be tbh. Had no motivation to finish it or nothin, plus I liked the sketchy hair.
#8 (To the right of alien dude's foot) Cobalt549's design of Call of Duty: Black Ops 3's Spectre. C:
#9 A quick little sketchy thing of Brooklyn staring off into the beyond as usual.
#10 Small little sketchie of Crowley and Annabelle being so far out of character it's unbelievable. I.. I really messed up their faces smh
#11 (all five animal headshots) Concept of my story Claws That Kill's main characters. Or well, some of them are secondary I guess. Ye, I'm still working on that o3o;;
#12 (the dark-lit mouth and cat) Dimmed color palette of Claw for that Coma Baby PMV MAP Part I did recently. Not his actual colors, just a sort of thing for his scars and to keep things consistent.
#13 Another dimmed color palette, this time of Dogfang (plus a mouth), again for the Coma Baby thing as stated above.
#14 (to the bottom right of the Claws That Kill headshots) Another Crowley and Annabelle sketch, slightly more accurate to their... Personalities and such?? I hope lol.
#15 Full body of Krauss, Cobalt's DA;I character. Gosh I love that dude so much.
#16 Another old school project to create a dinosaur. I think my subconscious was thinking "Bearded Dragon".
#17 Three characters I adopted from Cobalt ages ago, (Led, Gry-Gry, and Jester(?) ), in a more recent style.
#18 (top right of the abovely mentioned sketch) A very very quick doodle of Krauss and Iron Bull (Dragon Age: Inquisition) that I found a little funny.
#19 (bottom right of one above the above mentioned sketch) Idk what I was doing, I think explaining clouds at night or something, but a night sky that I didn't wanna delete xD
#20 A smoking Deacon (Fallout 4) who's sunglasses aren't yet colored. I used references for this one of course.
#21 Quick Leafpool sketch + color for that PMV MAP I did, Bitter and the Sweetness.
#22 (top right of Leafpool) A dragon headshot, remake of an old drawing I did, but this time it's Leo.
#23 (bottom right of Leafpool) Nick Valentine (Fallout 4) attempt o3o;;
#24 Another Bitter and the Sweetness MAP reference, this one of Mothwing.
#25 Concept of what my dragon character Leo's body anatomy would be like
#26 An old one this, Ryamond Reddington from The Blacklist. Was gonna digitally paint this one but nahh xD
#27 Okammmii. Yes hello this is that person who's still drawing emo Wolf's Rain art lol. For real though, Okami getting just absolutely destroyed on a Noble's airship.
#28 A quick concept of Terrice's new style \o/ I lacked blonde characters and my red-heads were starting to pile up oops.
#29 (top right of Terrice) Cobalt and I's Fallout: New Vegas character, Soloman! C: I'm really happy with how we designed him eee
#30 An eventual reference for my Skyrim Khajiit OC, Cocoa (I think that's what her name was??). Idk bout that tail heh.
#31 Squirrel, in her hoodie, in the rain. Heavily inspired by Simple Plan's "Singing in the Rain".
#32 A very non-worked on sketch of Brooklyn and Deacon. I legit was just not even near completion to that sketch. The sketch of the sketch as I call it lol. Idk what's going on, but something's caught Brooklyn's attention.
#33 Constellation profile, flying in the skies and roaring his heart out. Dunno if I mentioned before but Cobalt named him.
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If any of this is confusing, feel free to ask about any of them ;o; These aren't even all my sketches smh. Figured I'd put them all here should I decide to delete some in the future because I forgot what they were lol.
Art, Annabelle, Kelly (mentioned), Forgotten, Alien, Brooklyn, Brooklyn's husband, Ahzim, Blade, Gwenbah, Zamasully, fox, badger, Claw, Dogfang, Dino design, Jester, Gry-Gry, Led, Leo, Okami, Terrice, Cocoa, Squirrel, Constellation (c) ME
Crowley, Supernatural (c) Eric Kripke
Doctor Who (c) BBC, Russell T. Davies/Steven Moffat
Krauss, Rabbit Spectre design (c) @cobalt549
The Iron Bull, Dragon Age (c) BioWare
Spectre, Call of Duty (c) Treyarch (??)
Starclan's Omen, Claws That Kill, Soloman (c) @cobalt549 & me
Leafpool, Mothwing, Warriors (c) Erin Hunter
Deacon, Nick Valentine, Fallout (4, New Vegas, all that jazz), Skyrim (c) Bethesda
Raymond Reddington, The Blacklist (c) Jon Bokenkamp
Wolf's Rain (c) BONES
Gravity Falls (c) Alex Hirsch
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