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#and @ everyone adding their hcs in the comments pls keep doing so bc i love reading them
aizawasthot · 3 years
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just the way you are | kaminari d. & shinsou h.
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warnings: body insecurity + insecurities in general
i’m sorry this took too long🥺🥺🥺 this has been sitting in my drafts for two months bc i feel like it’s so bad ): but here’s a soft hc for @cutekindacrazy’s req <3
kaminari
you were always so bubbly around everyone, and that was one of the main reasons why denki liked you
you matched his energy and he absolutely loves the fact that you’re always making everyone’s day brighter by just being there
you were high school sweethearts, and he’s so in love with you even after all these years
but once he started his pro career, he’s been very busy and so of course, you happen to feel a little unnoticed
he was getting brand promotion after another, so of course he’d have to model, and rarely does he model alone
he was always with other female models who look gorgeous and beautiful. he was surrounded by people his own league- they looked like gods and goddesses
who wouldn’t feel insecure when every other week he sees those beautiful people
you start worrying about how kaminari might compare you towards those men and women
he’d think you’re a little... average, right?
NO MAAM NO HE WOULDNT
he noticed that every time you’d see his ads online/on television/on a billboard, you’d kinda avert your eyes and have this sad look
he got it the wrong way. he thought you felt embarrased about being with him
so one day he asks you
and when he found out the reason he’d be like... bitch what
he’d make u feel so loved 😌🥰
reminds u that you’re the only one for him <3
“hey babe, i- i have a question,” kaminari speaks up from beside you. you were watching a new tv show you both started to binge.
“shoot,” you said, giving him a soft smile.
he looked nervous, which made you nervous. “are you embarrassed to be with me?”
“wh- what? why would you ask that kami?” you ask the boy, eyes softening as you lunge at him in a bone crushing hug.
“well, because i noticed that every time you see an ad or a poster or a billboard of me you...” he looks like a lost puppy, pouting.
your eyes widen at what he said. “kami- no, that’s not the reason,” you pull yourself back for a second, sighing.
“then what’s up y/n? talk to me,” he said, still with the puppy eyes. he pulls you on his lap, staring at you.
you felt guilty for making him feel bad. “it’s just that you know, you model with these beautiful people, and uhm, you know-”
kaminari shakes his head, “no i absolutely don’t know babe, tell me what’s wrong” 🥺😩
“don’t you feel like you’re dating someone who’s a little average? maybe even below average?” you muttered, looking away. “i thought you’d be embarrassed to be seen with me.”
kaminari had never heard such bs from someone before.
“y/n- babe, and i mean this in the nicest way possible, what the heck?” he looks at you in confusion. “i would never feel that way. i love you and that would never change. you know that, right?” (hng pls i want a kaminari)
“i- i mean yeah, but it’s just... they’re all beautiful and perfect and-“
“no, YOU are.” (he’s making the 😠 face at u rn) “i don’t care what they look like, i only care about you. i’m dating you AND i’m marrying you-”
“you’re marrying me?” you stare at him.
“i mean y-yeah... but not now, i mean i know we’re both focused on other things and— okay what i’m saying is, i’ll marry you someday.” he was a stuttering mess, but he made you feel so much better.
you giggle at him, grabbing his face with both of your hands. “and i’ll say yes to you someday,” you gave him a smile before kissing him softly.
“i love you, okay? you’re beautiful and perfect in my eyes, so you don’t need to worry about those models. you’re the only one for me.”
to make you feel better, you guys cuddled with his arms wrapped a little tight around you. but you didn’t mind because he made you feel so loved.
UGH I LOVE HIM <3
shinsou
you met shinsou at the cafe you work at
he’s always there right before his morning class, and soon you get to memorize what his order is
shinsou always gets a caramel latte with an extra shot of espresso (ngl this is my go-to order so :>) and he gets a croissant too!!
he’s always nice and friendly to the staff, even if they mess up (ugh we love a considerate king)
shinsou is more of the quiet type so you had to make the first move 😳 and the rest is history😌
anyway when you staryed dating he’s a little on the lowkey side of things
he doesn’t really do very fancy stuff and all that but you still love him <3
shinsou isn’t very verbal either, he’s more subtle on the affection that he shows you
but when you got hit on by a random guy during a party and he didn’t get mad and had nothing to say, you went into overthinking mode
you wondered if he didn’t care enough to react or comment on what happened
which led to you thinking that he probably knows that he can get any girl when you break up
which then led to you feeling very insecure when you get home
you dwelled for almost a week, overthinking things that made you feel insecure
you felt like you were being irrational, but you can help it
what if he actually doesn’t care that much?
you were significantly less energetic and a lot more quiet for most of that week
it took him a while to notice, but when he was absolutely sure that something was wrong, he asked if you could talk
when he finds out he’d be very reassuring 🥺 would tell u how much he loves u
ahsjsk just very soft shinsou <333
“is everything okay, kitten?” he asked, gesturing for you to sit down beside him on the couch.
“yes bub, everything’s okay,” you gave him a fake smile. you didn’t want to tell him what got you so worried, afraid that he’d think you’re too irrational.
but jokes on you, shinsou saw through your facade and was pressed on finding out what’s wrong.
“no it’s not,” he pouted, grabbing your waist to sit you down on his lap. “come on kitten, tell me what’s wrong.”
you stopped for a moment, unsure on how to explain yourself to him.
“baby,” he said, cupping your face in his hands as he looked into your eyes.
“it’s not a big deal, but last week when that guy was trying to flirt with me and you didn’t say anything, i felt like you didn’t really care,” you caved in, avoiding his eyes. your eyes start to water; you didn’t want to be that type of person, but you felt too overwhelmed with emotions.
he felt a pang in his heart when he heard your quicering voice. “first of all kitten, it is a big deal when what i did made you upset, and second, of course i cared about what happened,” he murmured as he pulled you against his chest, embracing you tightly.
“it’s just that, you know, i thought you didn’t care enough about me to react to what happened...” you trailed off, burying your head into his chest, a few loose tears falling.
“kitten,” he sighed softly against the top of your head. “i didn’t react because i trust you enough to know that you wouldn’t leave me just like that— i mean you’d never leave me like that, would you?”
“o-of course not! i love you too much,” you cried out, looking up at him. “i would never leave you for someone else.”
“i wouldn’t leave you either, kitten,” he said, giving you a small peck on the forehead. “but really, i didn’t say anything about it because i trust you. i trust you with my whole heart. i didn’t mean for you to be upset, i just didn’t want you to feel suffocated in our relationship.”
you nodded slightly, understanding his position.
“and i mean, could i blame them? my baby is gorgeous as hell, so i’m not surprised that they’d wanna try to take you away,” he chuckled. “but again, i trust you, so i know you’re always gonna be my kitten.”
giggling at his words, you wrapped your arms around him, feeling a lot better. it warmed your heart to know that he put that much trust in you. you felt guilty for not trusting him.
“i’m sorry. i feel silly for thinking that,” you pouted, giving him a peck on his soft lips.
“don’t ever apologize for telling me what you feel, kitten. i don’t want you to keep things from me, okay?”
“okay bub. i love you,” you said, giving him a kiss.
“i love you, too, kitten.”
after that, he would always reassure you that he loves you and cares about you 🥺
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