#and I still passed with a B!

[jell-o101]

TEARS? ON YOUR MAJESTY’S BIRTHDAY?

NOT ON MY WATCH

Happy birthday, BOWSER!!

#luigi #mario #Bowser #Bowser Jr. #Happy Birthday Bowser! #like #I know he’s a fictional character #but #B U T #I DIDNT DRAW ANYTHING FOR HIM #I CANT JUST #LET THE DAY PASS BY #ITS LIKE NOT SHOWING UP TO HIS PARTY AT ALL #AT LEAST HE HAS JUNIOR #BUT LIKE…STILL #Only Mario and Luigi can save the day

[nocek]

dads' day out ;)

wip is here but final comic version will be a bit different because "plot" reasons ;) (if you even can call my comics a story XD)

#spiderverse #across the spiderverse #atsv #atsv fanart #deadpool #spiderman 2099 #spiderman #wade wilson #yea he has daughters comics canon #miguel o'hara #peter b parker #besides that I'm still strugling #and damn drawing this one is like herding cats #uphill battle of I really want to draw it #but i dont even know what is gone ir got rusty #keep your fingers crossed it will pass

[sunstaained]

it’s called the citadel’s princess likes to mind her business

#worlds beyond number #suvirin kedberiket #suvi the wizard #listen… aabria pls know your babygourl is the a) the light of my life and b) singlehandedly responsible for me even Attempting a background #this scene truly rotted in my brain i Needed to see it through #have others already beat me to the punch? yes. #i’m also like. Obsessed with her incense censer #i’m blowing suvi a kiss #she’s my whole entire world <333 #i still giggle over her going nah imma read while the world literally burns outside my window <3 #girl? meeee fuckin toooooo #worlds beyond number spoilers #www #my art #edit: somehow i didn’t think aabria would see this and now i will promptly? ✨pass away✨ /lh

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

More MDZS and Hollow Knight! The cool bugs I found in my backyard have started to unionize.

Part 1 - Part 3

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #hollow knight #Once again not tagging all the characters due to sheer volume #Thanks for the warm and lovely reception on the first part of this crossover! #even people who haven't heard of hollow knight were very sweet and excited. #I redrew and redesigned some of the characters that people were asking to see #and while I still think I could play around with them a little more I'm pretty happy with the results B*) #JGY getting kicked down the stairs is part of his personality at this point. Of course I had to introduce him as such #Im pretty sure its not JZX who kicks him the first time but birthday boy on birthday boy violence is too funny to pass up #Madam yu being mosskin-like but distinctly not from the same clan was pretty important to me when designing her. But I was at such a loss! #By *chance* I saw The Hunter's design and thought 'YEAH THATS THE ONE'. Let milfs be terrifying. #Little apple originally was gonna be 'the girl who's backyard this all takes place in' but ....little bug steed.... #In case you are wondering whether the Lan juniors are suspicious of the fact LSZ has twice as many legs: No. He's 'just like that' to them. #Part three will be in less than a week! Time to see the other side of the crossover! #I am so happy that I can draw silly crossovers and have people cheering me on! Yippee!

[kitamars]

wild tiger anything agency is canon everyone

#on today’s edition of tnb-aa parallels #but on a serious note those new manga pages made me sob like a fucking baby #they’re still fucking around together partners for life yo #can’t wait to see kotetsu pass the bar and have barnaby as his disgruntled co counsel #i know i’d play a six game long series based on that #what’s the tnb equivalent of herlock sholmes #WAIT SHERLOCK IS BECOMING PUBLIC DOMAIN RIGHT oh man this is perfect timing #2023 is going to be a Fantastic year trust me guys #kotetsu t. kaburagi #barnaby brooks jr #kotetsu x barnaby #tiger and bunny #tiger & bunny #taibani #t&b #tnb #ok bye

[hoofpeet]

Thinky thoughts ... I'm choosing to think that Sugar didn't speak for the first week she met Emmet, since she didn't actually know what the guy she's supposed to be mimicking sounded like

#hoof draws #replacement ingo au #I.E. emmet finds out thing pretending to be his brother can also mimic his voice; psychological torment gets substantially worse #<- still v rough though #as i said at some point. sugar doesn't speak much at work b/c her voice doesn't pass very well #it's a littl bit lower & rougher than it should b. has that film grain effect (?) cipher guys voice has on it

[thedreadvampy]

unwarranted Cis Opinion but I'm getting really uncomfortable w people responding to bathroom bills by posting pictures of trans men like DO YOU WANT THEM IN WOMEN'S BATHROOMS

bc like. no they're men. they should be in men's bathrooms unless that feels unsafe. but. it really feels like it's not helpful to lean into the idea that seeing someone presenting masc or being read as a man in a women's bathroom means You're In Danger.

like I know several butch women and NB ppl who are really scared around being on T or getting top surgery bc they're not men and they don't want to be in the men's bathroom, and in that circumstance stuff like growing facial hair or reading more androgynously can be really fucking scary when people are being primed by propaganda to be on edge and hyperreactive to anyone who doesn't look like their idea of a Cis Woman.

and I'm not laying that at the feet of the people saying "hey uhhhh trans men are men and don't belong in women's bathrooms" bc it is not their fault. it's the fault of a concerted effort to make it difficult and dangerous to be trans or substantively gender nonconforming in public.

but at the same time idk I guess it just worries me cause sometimes it feels like "you fools! you are worried about this group of trans people bc you think they're the Lurking Danger of Men In Bathrooms? WRONG! the Men Making You Feel Afraid In Bathrooms are actually THESE trans people!" when in fact neither of those groups using the fucking bathroom is a problem. just piss and mind your business. people need to go where they need to go.

anyway this country is a hot fucking trash fire that somehow accelerates its descent into open fascism more every day so it's all super good and normal. so don't take this too seriously tbh cause it's somewhere near #2535654476457899009765 on the list of priorities for Queer Discourse right now when the fucking human rights commission is actively rescinding protections from trans people. Please ignore my gibberish.

#red said #i get that the point is to follow their logic to its logical conclusion like SEE THE EFFECT IS THE OPPOSITE OF YOUR STATED INTENTIONS #but a) the lawmakers already know this tbf #and also b) ultimately you still do end up making a lot of tweets that look very very very like the original scaremongering abt trans ppl #and transphobes and ppl who are unfamiliar with trans stuff alike have repeatedly and consistently demonstrated either an unwillingness #or an inability. to understand the difference btw a trans man and a trans woman. #and meanwhile idk it does feel like most posts like this are tacitly reinforcing the idea that you SHOULD be scared of masc-presenting ppl #it's putting so much emphasis on clockability. and the truth is not everyone using the bathroom does or should have to pass perfectly. #if a trans woman who looks like one of these trans men needs to piss. a woman with stubble and short hair and muscly shoulders. #SHE HAS EVERY RIGHT TO PISS IN THE WOMEN'S BATHROOM. even if she doesn't look like a cis woman. #if a trans dude looks like a girl he still doesn't belong in the ladies unless he personally feels the need to go there for his safety #if someone is not actively bothering you harassing you or treating you with aggression it's not really any of your business is it #maybe that's a trans man. maybe that's a trans woman. maybe that's a woman or dyke on T. maybe that's a cis woman who just looks masculine. #who gives a shit? a key factor in ladies bathrooms is that they have fucking cubicles. unless someone is making it your business it's not. #and if they are then the problem isn't that they're the Wrong Sex/Gender it's that they're behaving badly/disrespectfully/threateningly #which is also a problem when cis women do it!!!!!

[spaciebabie]

hashtag royal guard fit

#this was way 2 hard 2 do #spacie scribbles #reworking what the armour looks like #b/c its been a year since i made the origes and i dont. like them #too blocky #this is still a wip tho i dunno #i might put the crown ensignia back on the front instead of those wavy things #actually yes i will do that #oc stuff #the war organization #two #oc: spinel hino #as you can probably tell its heavily reference lMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #sometimes u needta do a first pass at something b4 u get what u want #this is that scenario #gonna redo the chest piece later im tred and need. sleepyyyy #BRO DRAWING THE HELMET WILL KILL ME #I CSNT DO IOT RIGHT #BBEEN AVOIDING IT FOR LIKE 3 YEARS NOW #GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[slimeyoldman]

very fast scribble because i had to get this out of my system. they're at a house party. worst guests fr 🙄

#rick and morty #rick sanchez #birdperson #my art #birdrick #flesh curtains #flesh curtains rick #this guy is sooooo drunk lmao #also was thinking itd be REALLy funny if this happened and birdperson was still entirely unaware of rick pining for him. #like. rick spends this entire party almost in bps lap telling him hes so fucking cooool #sometime later squanchys like 'wait you guys DIDNT squanch at that party??' and birdperson is like 'no. why would we.' #grungy punk wraps his arms around ur neck and runs his fingers thru ur hair(feathers). normal platonic relationship. #birdperson lets rick feed him the wine leftover in that bottle hes holding and rick almost passes out #anyywayyy i think itd be rly funny if rick 'fucked a planet' sanchez couldnt get into his besties pants even as like. fwb #not for lack of trying! #first time drawing bp b gentleeeee

[demi-pixellated]

//OC road work ahead

#Chronicles of Cassendenia #Jaden Roan #Valence Roan #Zean Selyt #Kassier #Solanier #OC #coc ref #MSPaint Draw #new design pass for the b plot cast #big changes here being the outfits for the Roan twins #main note: nixed corsets for falhier in gen (not zean tho he's allowed) #the knight's garb has more function than last time but i hope i've kept the showiness somewhere in there #colour might help with that. later tho #padded up Jaden with some leather guards and giving her a buckler bc she was far too under armored for the only frontliner of the party #and i reworked valence's prosthetic again - still on the fence about how much mobility it has if any #but i think i got a better direction in mind for it now #zean n kassi are virtually unchanged from thesis film iterations (which i'll probably definitely one day someday share ) just a bit updated #which means the size i animated him at while shifted is now truth: very big fox

[disposal-blueeee]

VARGASTOBER - day 2 : johnny c.

#vargastober2023 #vargastober #GUYS GUYS GUYS COME BACK COME BACK I DID THE ART COME B #nny #johnny c #jthm #oh no !! he's dead !! #johnny the homicidal maniac #man i was FUCKING DYING #i'm sick . ughhhhh #i already took a pill and now i feel better though #i think this is the first time you guys see me draw nny :0 #great message on the shirt . thanks ! #le copié a emily con eso de la escala de colores a blanco y negro y me funcionó . gracias emily . (tqm) #i'm so so so tired i feel like i'm gonna pass outtttttt #anyways . SCRIABIN'S NEXT ! #and this time i WILL FINISH IT ON TIME ! #hopefully ... i still feel like i'm dying . #a este sí le eché ganas (crying) #help me guys breathing feels spicy #also a little thing that happened #i was pretty sad because i had to give my friend's tablet back bc he needed it #and without it i can´t draw in ibis paint #i like ibis paint because it has a lot of pretty brushes #and then i opened sai and i had the prettiest brush ever there ?? waiting for me to use it . #soooo uhhhh #vargas #zarla s #vargas zarla

[compacflt]

your last post abt icemav vs. interior design has me cry laughing and also makes me want to ask: how does rooster (millennial gay man, fairly good at being open about his sexuality in comparison to the the environment he came from) feel about being one-uped in the gay department constantly by Mr. and Mr. Can’t Talk About It?? like him and jake have to have conversations about it [jake, meeting ice the first time: oh this is the gayest man i’ve ever met. he had everyone fooled for thirty years???? // bradley: “yeah but you didn’t have to grow up with him. i was on the front lines.] like—they were willing to get married at the same time as icemav as a distraction, so they have to be aware of how groundbreaking icemav is to the structural appearance of the Navy. but they’re also fully immersed in Navy culture and customs, so are civilian gay people even surprised??? do they care??? or is everyone collectively reading through twitter like “gay men in navy? okay fork found in kitchen 🙄 who cares.”

this is all just a long way for me to ask if icemav is easier to pick up on/less surprising if you’re gay. bradley clocked them early because he was in close quarters with them constantly, but he’s also gay—in comparison, slider knew ice for years, but only added it up when it was way too obvious to ignore. and to other straight people they seem to be at an Ethan Hunt level of undercover, but are they really??? (this is kind of a dumb question so feel free to do whatever you want with it lol)

see i feel like i haven’t been writing them very obviously clockingly gay at all! i actually feel like it would piss Jake and bradley off how STRAIGHT ice & mav act all the time!

1st excerpt from post-marriage, second excerpt from a scene that got deleted from WWGATTAI chapter 9, wherein compacflt ice approves the promotion of a fictional “first female admiral to be married to another woman” and then runs into her at a DOD Xmas party and chats about gay marriage for a bit out of curiosity… (deleted bc chapter 9 was already 9.5k words) like it is still a secret even if they aren’t actively trying to keep it secret anymore

but you’re right hold on. here’s christmas 2017

#fork found in kitchen killed me btw i screamed out loud #ice isn’t outwardly gay except in all the ways that he is #like i feel like the pacific fleet staff all kind of assume he’s asexual and ‘married to his work’ a la Sherlock #until he becomes secnav & everyone reads up on him again & learns OH SHIT HES MARRIED TO A BLOKE OMG THAT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE #i feel like they’re really still straight-passing unless you get them in the same room where they can be themselves & not navy facsimiles #and then #oh yeah. that boy is gay. and i really believe that. #pete maverick mitchell #tom iceman kazansky #icemav #top gun #asks #top gun maverick #bradley rooster bradshaw #even another gay admiral couldn’t clock him! #no civilian gay people don’t care #that meme of the gay b-52 dropping bombs on another country #warhawks are warhawks whether gay or straight #or so the rationale might be #LOVE the big gay b-52 #as ive written about on this blog elsewhere

[crystalpallette]

way back when they'd first announced the lovestruck marle and sharp-suited squares quest alts, I was possessed and drew these in about a day and a half. and then I immediately went to get them made as double-sided acrylic charms- so side a is classic marle and squares, and then side b is dark marle and squares's 7* uncap because why the hell not? anyway they finally arrived and I could not be more stoked aren't they so cute.

#puyo puyo #my stuff #marle #squares #yes marle did give squares the salty chocolates in side b lmao. i thought of the idea and couldnt pass it up #also fun fact: if you look really closely the yellow heart above marle in side a wasn’t fully whited out in the back #you can see the outline of the blue heart from side b clearly but you have to look super close to see the rest of side a's yellow #when they sent these to me for proofing i didnt pick up on that at all since the proof was on a white background #but live and let lie or however that goes #its still super cool to have anyway lmao. itll replace my previous personal art charm on my bag #and i cant wait to field the exactly zero questions ill get about it bc who's gonna be trying to identify the dudes on my bag lmao

[nihilismtrcit]

marnie’s first day of school🥹

#simblr #ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 legacy #ts4 gameplay #*marnie #*clementine #hart legacy #bf is playing xbox time to obsessively play sims #i think im gonna age marnie up this weekend #or early next week #or #at least start setting up the gameplay for her teen years #mayb i'll do a queue of childhood stuff and take the week to work on the save and characters #set everything up real cute for TEEN YEARS #simblr can b strange bc u spend like 8 consecutive hours playing and sooo much time passes in game #but not irl #so i feel like i've barely posted child marnie but i've been playing her foreverrrrr #if u are still reading my ramblings u are a trooper and ily #<3

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#its sort of funny. i think my medication is working pretty well. i feel stable in a way i never really have before #is it the dopamine stablizer or is it my ion channels? whos to say. it doesn't matter. but it also doesnt change some things #the ways i think and react negativly to change. but it makes it easier to deal with. i still experience this strange dispaire on the #weekends or anytime im not working. i think the oddest thing is thst i dont think ive ever been this consistenly sad #not in a depressed sort of way. just a passing thoughts make me tear up sort of way. it doesnt feel out of control. it just feels like a #prelude to grief i guess. bc my mum is still in the hospital and its so hard to kno what that means from halfway across the country #my sisters are both home right now. they both live within 3hrs of where we grew up. one sister lives in the city my mom goes to for #treatment. so they have the opportunity to see her more than me. i dunno if they do tho. we dont really talk. i dont kno if they're as sad #as i am. if im overreacting bc i cant physically see what's happening. what the feeling is in the room. not that she would probably complain #shes the suffer in silence type. my dad keeps texting us pics of our shitty lil sunroom that hes redoing #to make my mum a lil sanctuary. he must be sad too. its his wife. hes staying with her in the hospital rn. i dunno its so weird #when i talk to my counselor she assumes i find out info thru calls or talk to my sisters abt it and i gotta b like nah we dont really talk #i get my info thru text. i havent talked to my parents on the phone in like a month. i dunno we just dont talk. so i dont kno how to reach #out and be like yo so whats up? shoulf i plan on coming home this summer for a bit?? like??? #this is the disadvantage of leaving thr place where you grew up. probably when i finish my phd i should move closer to home #somewhere in the Appalachian mountains maybe. somewere in the eastern deciduous forrest. somewhere with thunderstorms. #but thats years from now. who knows what ill b doing. for now im just sad and tired and i dont quite kno what to do in the short or long #term bc im feeling the weight of my mental limitations rather intensely. but maybe im just being self limiting #whatever. i dont have a dead mum yet. shes not even on hospice care. things are just uncertain and dont look so hot #i just dont see how it can get better from here when chemo gave her secondary blood cancer and shes still full of tumors #i dont think im being that dramatic. it just objectively seems not great for survival #unrelated

[buggbuzz]

semi-heavy adhd vent tw 🫢🫢

personally of the opinion that the worst thing about adhd is the subtlety. we joke abt how obvious and silly it is but its barely visible 95% of the time.

& u spend your whole life not knowing if the mental struggle you have doing basic shit is what everyone deals with or if something's wrong. even when you KNOW you have adhd and even have it TREATED you STILL don't know if you're having a normal amount of obstacles.

i've been on meds for two years now and i just spent a whole fucking summer semester not sure if i was having adhd burnout or if my meds weren't working or if i was actually just being lazy. i think its all three, but who knows! and now i have a final tomorrow that i have to pass and i dont know if i can because i could barely fucking do any work all semester.

this happens like every year/semester but this one particularly stings cause it was supposed to be really good this time!! lots of free time, one class to worry about, the best nd-friendly note-taking system i've ever used, lots of flexibility, and friends to spend time with. it was even a science class!! chem, not bio, but better than non-science, right? but apparently, the only way i can ever stay motivated and on the ball is if im chained to a super-stressful and merciless schedule. so i have to choose between my long-term success and my mental health!!

i don't envy neurotypicals for the weird fucking ways they operate sometimes but good lord fucking jesus it sounds nice to be able to do things. i feel like a loaded gun with a busted trigger; i have all these amazing ideas and well-thought-out schedules and all the passion and desperation to follow through, but my brain and body just. won't. do it.

#vent #adhd #im really freaking out ngl but i will pull through because i HAVE to #i did the math and as long as i get like a 50 on this test i will almost definitely pass #but i'd at least like a -B #im just trying to find a way to be productive without destroying myself #cause i tried the insanely busy routine in the spring semester of my senior year of highschool and it worked!! #but i was sickly and exhausted and losing weight and everyone but me noticed #i kinda promised my friends not to do that to myself again #god i hate having adhd sometimes FUCK #i keep telling myself im only 18 and i'm still figuring out my adhd and unlearning the habits i learned growing up to survive #and that a lot of people do stupid shit and struggle in college even WITHOUT adhd #but omg how long is it going to take until i can rely on myself #im really scared im never gonna figure it out and i wont be able to do the things i wanna do #i just wanna sit in a lab all day and research cells or some shit man!! put me in a room full of bugs or worms or something!! jesus!! #this isn't the fun witty adhd stuff i like posting about but hey at least my brethren out there will be able to relate :) #adhd student #adhd struggles #adhd mood #adhd problems #neurodivergent #neurodivergent student #college #stem student #buggie's nerd stuff