#and I'm very slowly working on that

[ryllen]

Look what came through the mail today! The letters & ( •̀ω•́ )σ 3 little gremlins from letterstoear.

Just wanna say i adore the flower stickers on the letters too much, they are that much worth mentioning.

#letterstoear #nui #twst #twisted wonderland #sebek zigvolt #malleus draconia #twst grim #mod posting #okay but i love squishing the bears with my thumb; they just have the right thickness to be pressed on #i really like the flower stickers; they look like romantically artistic wax seal #the letters are pleasantly nice #i love the part where cheka personally request for an audience with yuu thru sebek 🥺🥺🥹🥹 too cute hnggh ....... #sebek becoming our little mailman for our little invitation aw 🥹 for those who wanna know the context of the letter; #i requested a letter from sebek that he sent home while he was away accompanying malleus on other country duty #my other favorite part is just him simply opening the letter with 'My love' #i'm sealed 🥹 the first paragraph is written so sweetly #i enjoy reading the letter slowly outside in peaceful afternoon today; i ran it through together with sebek nui #this will be my treasured keepsake from now on 🥹; it seriously made me miss letters and wish i have someone to send this kind of letter to #it was a bit funny how the envelope sebek's letter came from is sticked with the guys from free! sticker fhsdsh 🤣😂 #and me with the white haired guy like WHo are u?? fsjdsdjsd (´つヮ⊂); but it's a really nice service #the thank you letter came with such a cute and yummy folding paper; thank you for the stickers too #i feel like there's a bit whoopsie on grim's winky eye fshfh like i think the sharpie just blurs the separating space '<' supposed to have #and just combine it all together into one angry eye; and sebek bear's eyes are just a little bigger than i expected it to be #but the more i look at them i think they are just having a little individuality & still cute #i embraced it all together while knowing the fact none of handmade thing would always be the same one with the other; hehe sebek nui has fr #i kinda forget that there's this kind of clip earring fshd; because i always get the ones that work like screw from aliexpress #i know that the literal clip one would just be literal meaning of pain fsh; just like the magnet one my father once got me when i was a kid #it was painful but pretty; tho i lost it quickly bcs magnet easily get loosed once one part of it moves around when u touch ur hair or face #anyhow i had a pleasant day because of this; thank you very much ! sebek nui said 'thank you' too! ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. ❀ ✿ 𖤣…

[hajihiko]

I wish to be as attractive as your art style. You really do just make everyone hot.

well you'd only be pixels on a cold screen with no marks or history or warmth, which to me personally doesn't sound so hot. If I could capture a whole person as if real life (with different wrinkles and marks and hair and fat distribution and hues of colour and expressions) every time I draw, I would. You exist like that already, so if anything my artstyle wants to be like you.

#Also thank you. Sorry I'm in a weird mood lol #I do feel bad sometimes that like. I do feel like I beautify my art. Everyone does I think. But I know very few people look like that #But I'm slowly working towards drawing more authentic. I hope anyway #not an art

[sleepinglionhearts]

Libra, Libra, I'm always thinking of you 😊

#doodles #fire emblem #libra #fe art tag #what can i say i still love him so much #so like I'm starting to feel more like. energetic again #it's still on and off like a good energy day means I'm tired the next but! #the tired isn't as intense #I'm like.. able to do stuff #I've been able to draw a little more and I've been cleaning up my desk #apologies again to those who are waiting on commissions I'm getting there #i just got my desk cleaned (again) and i bought a TON of organizing thingies #so hopefully it STAYS CLEAN #anyway getting myself back into drawing slowly and whatnot #and i drew these at work over lunch and i feel like they look very nice #so onto the tumblr they go #pls enjoy

[jamieedlund]

You are my special~🎶✨

Some wips from my comic thesis (about ss4 that I'm still dying on) - feat. my only 2 favorite ways to draw eyes: 👁👄👁 . ⚽v⚽ If anyone saw this...thank you so much for still sticking around 😭👍 Tumblr will be the most easy to read platform once i eventually finish and post my comic _(:з)∠)_

And here are some unrelated ( but related sorta ? ) August doodles 🌈 I hope you all had a great summer.

#my art #wip #tdp #aaravos #callum #the dragon prince #tdp callum #tdp aaravos #ezran #sorry for being dead for months #yes I know it's been 200 years #I'm working very hard #slowly #heya #also I'm calling the gremlin thing aary #i refuse the name sir sparkle puff #it's so disrespectful i cannot #it's cally and aary #and they're adorable #i would explain myself #but #that's too much work #so i'll let the comic explain it for me #once I finished #ofc... #i don't post too much on tumblr anymore because it feels like no one is seeing my post #i do enjoy the format here better tho #sorry for the rambling #love yall

[ladycibia]

I wanted to write something here like two/three weeks ago but OF COURSE I stalled. :D Anyway, I hope you enjoyed your winter holidays. Of course I did NOTHING of what I had originally planned to do (like drawing or reading) as I spent those two weeks playing Pokémon (god the DLC was awful ;; and the special event was even worse ;;;;;;;) and eating and sleeping and watching Friends for the umpteenth time. It has gotten harder and harder for me to organise my free time lately and now that I'm back at work I'm so afraid of losing it completely (it has already happened). TwT I don't know, sometimes I feel like I have accomplished nothing...! That I should be more productive and more creative and more, you know more??? Ok Cibia, you just relax and stop typing now. See ya!

#cibia chats #I haven't drawn anything new yet #but I'm still working on some requests I collected on instagram last year #I'm proceeding very slowly though #TwT #mi manca disegnare stronzate

[tracle0]

a colourful comic sans intro :)

Been a little while coming now. Hope you enjoy!

#writing #am writing #writerblr #writers on tumblr #writblr #my writing #colour wip #comic sans intro #woooo!!!!!!! this!!!!!!!!!!! #I'm making them all in one day atm to introduce them all slowly so you can get a comprehensive navigation guide to my blog haha #but this has been a while in the works #I was debating about whether or not to include elan in this or not. they're an important character but are they gonna be around...? #yeah they are I have decided for now #been very invested in clem recently :) #hope you enjoy!!!

[pinrut]

I love how Jack is like 'I know everything.... I have so many secrets.... I know what you're all up to behind my back.... oh, Ianto? Dunno, he was running around doing something, looked happy, didn't want to bother him. Maybe he built a nuclear reactor in the basement.'

And the fact that Ianto is the only one Jack shares the most horrifying secrets of Torchwood with??????? Even Gwen had to figure out things he already knew (Adrift episode) on her own because Jack shields the others from that knowledge.

(Excerpt from the book 'Slowly Decay')

Ianto knows all(?) of the Torchwood building, runs the archives, knows about the other Torchwood bases and 'subsidiary organizations' (if I can call it that), knows about people cryogenically frozen

Girrrrl, he could lead Torchwood himself if needed, because in the absence of Jack he becomes the most competent employee????

Sometimes I think about how important Ianto actually is to Torchwood right from the start, even if he says he just makes coffee

#torchwood #ianto jones #gwen cooper #jack harkness #so many thoughts #adrift #torchwood books #Slowly Decay #correct me if i'm wrong #open for discussion #Please share your thoughts #I think Ianto should be paid very well for his work

[quatregats]

Went back and reread some of Master and Commander again and goddamn is that book rich with detail...truly I did not know how to appreciate it on the first (or second) read-through...

#19-year-old me was very silly but also there's just too much there for one reading #i'm now resigned to my fate (actually learning how ships and sailing work) and the previous owner of this book left very neat notes #so i think i'm going to try to follow in their footsteps and disentangle a bit of what's going on #plus go through it all more slowly i read way too fast and then i miss things #but yeah. like that one and i think also post captain and hms surprise are really just bottomless pits of historical detail #trying to write fic for it again and i'm realizing even more what an incredibly talented writer he was. just constantly in awe of mr. pob #perce rambles #The Creative Endeavor and other aubreyad nonsense

[blorb-el]

get boinged

superman 294, “the man who slept the world away!” 1975, script cary bates, pencils curt swan, inks tex blaisdell, unidentified colors and letters

#my sense of humor is continuing to put very long citations underneath a caption that just says get boinged #clark kent #i have SO MANY random panels i just never posted and i'm slowly working thru em

[lyselkatz]

Cave of the Silken Web 盤絲洞

...☕?/commission

#mysterious lotus casebook #di feisheng #cdrama #fanart #lyselkatzcreations #spider web #Another piece that has been sitting in my drafts for months #since I'm projecting #working on these takes more spoons and I'm working very slowly #but there's a few more I'd like to finish #about CPTSD #sorry a-Fei #title is a reference to #journey to the west #西遊記

[jinxed-games]

Breaking a long hiatus to share the ROs made in the new dragon's dogma character creator. Giving you guys screenshots with two different lighting options just cause I went ham. I'll be taking down the previous portraits in favor of these in the next few days so if you're particularly attached I recommend saving them.

In order of appearance: The Mage, Nb!Royal & F!Royal, Alistair, Maeve, Dorin, Kyrin, Keela, and The Oracle

Under the cut will be the same screenshots with warmer campfire lighting

#RoE #RO portraits #a very very tentative i am active and alive #my last semester of graduation kicked my ass #and very little got done #but i'm very slowly working my way to being in a situation where i can write and be more active here on tumblr #until then take this as an apology and mayhaps food #all ros #also the Royal? i did not know how much they remind me of Cole until now

[six-white-venus]

you asked for inspo so here:

"loneliness, habitually looking at your side and finding an empty space, late nights, missed calls, nostalgia"

(don't ask who hurt me lol)

i dream of him every day, you know? it’s been a year and two months since the last time we talked properly. more than 10 months since i saw his face. it’s summer of 2024 and i don’t know who i am to you. hell, i don’t know what i am to me, either. but when i close my eyes, i am in highschool and our shoulders are touching and i laugh at every stupid thing he says because of course i do. and his eyes always lit up when i did. in my dreams, he says that he loves me and that he’s sorry. but here’s the catch: i always know i’m dreaming.

to dream and know you’re dreaming is the greatest curse of them all. because it’s there, it’s right there, happiness that’s cotton candy sweet melting on your tongue it’s there it’s there but you know it’s not true. because you’ve never had cotton candy before and your mom has always told you girls with rotten teeth don’t deserve sweets. because he says he loves you. because he’s smiling and it’s not crooked and he says he loves you. because you’re thinking of him with a feather-light chest and not weeping into your best friend’s arms. because he says he loves you and your teeth is not rotten.

but i wake up and don’t cry. i miss him, but i don’t cry. i don’t even remember his face right but i miss him. but i don’t cry. when i do, it's always the stupidest things that set it off.

it's 11:30pm and i should be sleeping but here i am, staring at the tears staining my pillow and telling myself, "stop. stop crying. stop. why are you crying?"

it's all so incredibly stupid.

i can't play fight with my friends anymore because i'm afraid they'll just leave. i can't be mean for shits and giggles. because what if that's the breaking point? what if someone gets bored of my clown fuckery there and decides to give up on me. what will i do with my red nose and jester's hat and bleeding smile? what will i do?

i don't know if I miss you or miss who i was before you anymore. i don't remember what it felt like, to be so sure that i am loved. because i am, i know i am! but now with that knowledge comes a creeping whisper, "what's the price you have to pay to make them stay?"

i don't know. it terrifies me.

calls pile up on my phone and i hate that sometimes i can’t even care enough to be guilty about it. my friends text me often, “are you even alive? please call me back.” and i don’t know what to tell them. i don’t know who i am. can you come over? i’m afraid i’ll forget your face. can you come over? i’m afraid you’ll forget my face. can you come over? i am so lonely. can you come over? i can’t stop dreaming and nostalgia feels like a knife to my throat and i keep twisting it in deeper and deeper and deeper and-

can you come over? i don’t know why i can’t forget your laugh. i don’t know if i can ever stop screaming.

i look at my side and find it’s empty. i look for your photos in my gallery and come up empty because i deleted the last one a week ago. but it doesn’t matter, because they all look wrong, anyway. none of them know how you smile. none of them are real. none of them know you like i do. i can’t stop dreaming. i am a liar who knows he’s a liar and the knife twists deeper and why didn’t you look back? why can’t i stop dreaming?

#hope you find this one satisfactory anon #i won't ask you who hurt if if you don't ask me who hurt me #winks and finger guns #it sounds incomplete #it's intentional. an ongoing nightmare if you will #my writing #poetry #prose poetry #words #love #writeblr #prose #sorry about the very very late response i'm working on all the promts i promise #just. slowly #so you will get your poem soon enough #watch out #/threat

[nutmeg-mayonnaise]

(Gregory Wright AU)

Although Gregory can't channel, Maya is so proud that her son is following the footsteps of his father, grandfather, and aunt. 🌻

Happy Mother's Day! 🌷

#ace attorney #ace attorney au #gregory wright au #maya fey #gregory wright #my art #post soj #fankid #fanchild #id in alt text #I've been very busy but I'm still slowly working on artwork for asks and the Kurain series I mentioned in another post! #much love and thank you all so much for your lovely comments asks and tags!

[amethystina]

Hey! Just wanted to tell you how deeply in love I am with Who Holds the Devil. This is a stunning story, it's so in character and so realistic, it's really like S2 that you chose to bless us with. Of course I love the show's ending, but it leaves so much up in the air that seeing it explored in such meticulous detail is a blessing! Wishing you all the inspiration and joy. When they FINALLY kiss, I'm going to lose my mind, lol.

Hi! Thank you so much! 💜

I feel you on the ending of the drama. I think it was a pretty satisfying ending considering everything that had happened, but it's true that it left a lot unsaid, unresolved, and unexplored. And so, unsurprisingly, my first thought was that I wanted to know what happened next. But I also soon realised that the only way I would get it exactly the way I wanted was to write it myself, so here we are.

Tale as old as time xD

I didn't set out to write what is essentially turning out to be a second season, though, (my timeline for the first draft was very contained and to the point!) but as I started writing I just couldn't help going deeper and deeper, adding more and more details. I guess because the characters are just that interesting? And there's just so much potential? And so much to explore? Every character has so much room to grow!

How could I possibly cut any of that out?

So yeah. I just can't help myself. And I'm so happy to hear that the characters feel accurate and realistic! I think that's probably one of my trademarks by now — I make a sport out of trying to capture the characters' personalities as well as possible. And so it's very satisfying to hear that I've managed! Thank you!

As for when they finally kiss, I'm probably going to have a mental breakdown when we reach that point, simply due to the pressure I'll be under. What if I don't deliver? What if it's not what everyone is hoping it'll be? I'll never be able to forgive myself if the kiss ends up being underwhelming after such a long wait x'D

Like, I know exactly how and when it'll happen (not when as in which chapter but at which stage in the story) but I also have to write it well. At that point, I will have put you all through such a long, drawn-out slow burn that the stakes will be incredibly high. And I am terrified of disappointing you.

But, that said, I'm too stubborn (and too fond of this story) to let that stop me. So we'll get there eventually! And I hope you will enjoy it when we do! And that the road there will be just as enjoyable as it has been so far!

Thank you so much for the kind words 💜

#Amethystina Replies #k-s-morgan #Who Holds the Devil #will be the death of me #But mostly in a good way I guess? #Though I'm also terrified of it #It's turned into such a monster #And so many people are reading it #I'm not used to that #I'm a very shy person #Send help #Also #I'm slowly working my way through all the comments #But it's a slow process with the burnout and stuff #But I'll get to them eventually! #I promise!

[vraisetzen]

i felt a little inspired to write for nanami tonight ✨

(none of these sentences make sense really but i just needed to get it out of my system)

#jujutsu kaisen #jjk #nanami kento x y/n #nanami kento x you #nanami kento x reader #jjk x y/n #jjk x you #jjk x reader #jjk reader insert #jujutsu kaisen reader insert #and don't worry my koku girlies i am still writing daybreak — i'm just working through it very slowly as i'm exhausted from work travel

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

my boss got all of us employees a set of those melty chocolate stir spoons that turn your coffee into a mocha and a box of fudge for Christmas 😭 and when I slid out on the icy roads this morning and texted her that I might be late to open at work she just told me to drive safely 😭 I think I have a good boss guys

#I'm fine btw I was going very slowly I just. narrowly avoided The Ditch bc I wasn't expecting the roads to be bad #but I had to go like half the speed limit the rest of the way to work so I was a bit late #Lu rambles #adulthood woes #(but not really)