s1 geraskier // When the bard first joins him on the path, Geralt doesn’t think he’ll remain by his side long. Jaskier, though, repeatedly proves him wrong.
The first night they spend together, Geralt half expects the bard to try and jump his bones. He doesn’t, though, apparently too occupied composing his next song.
“How about -” he strums the lute, making a series of noises that Geralt doesn’t think he’ll ever get accustomed to.
They sit by a fire together. Two bedrolls nearby, next to one another, and that, also, is a new sight. The bard was quick to claim a spot right next to Geralt, all while muttering something about needing to keep warm at night. Geralt didn’t protest it.
“No, that’s not quite right, is it - I should try -”
“Bard,” Geralt grunts.
Finally, the bard looks at him. His eyes widen when he notices the food that Geralt is holding out towards him.
“You haven’t eaten since we left Posada,” Geralt says simply.
And it’s not so much that Geralt is worried about him. It’s more so that he doesn’t want to have a dead body on his hands and, for some reason, the bard refuses to leave.
“Oh. Oh, how lovely. Thank you.”
He will. It’s just a matter of time before he does, Geralt thinks.
Their first fight happens when the bard stubbornly refuses to let Geralt cross through Blaviken. He learns quick, apparently, because after that first punch, not only does he not bring up the tales of a butcher, but also his scent fills with both concern and rage whenever someone else does.
Now, he stands stubbornly in front of Roach, arms crossed as he looks up at Geralt.
“No, no, no, Geralt, you don’t really want to go there, do you?”
“It’s the quickest route.”
“And it is also Blaviken! We can go around, why are you in such a rush all of a sudden?”
“I’m going,” Geralt growls at him, already steering Roach to step around him. “You can stay behind if you so choose, bard.”
This will be it, Geralt thinks. No more of lute melodies or irritating songs. Just blessed silence that he now so dreads.
“Oh for Melitele’s sake.”
To Geralt’s surprise, there’s a heavy sigh from behind and then footsteps follow. The bard rushes after him.
“Geralt, slow down! I’m coming. I’m coming! Gods, you can be so stubborn sometimes. Did you truly believe I was going to let you go there alone?”
“Hm.”
Geralt doesn’t say that he did.
The first time the bard sings Toss A Coin in front of an audience, Geralt sits in the back and fears the worst.
They have just arrived in this town and most of the people gathered at the tavern seem blissfully unaware of a witcher’s presence. The bard has gone through his usual repertoire of jaunty tunes and Geralt hasn’t been expecting him to get to this one - in fact, he’s certain the reason the bard hadn’t brought it up before is because he knew Geralt would protest it.
Now, though, it’s too late. The bard sings of elves and devils, a nicely colorized version of what had happened in Posada.
It doesn’t go well.
But rather than blame Geralt for it, the bard is furious with the crowd around him. Even if Geralt hadn’t believed the bard’s words, his posture, his scent, they all give it away. The way he puts himself in front of Geralt when they leave, as though trying to shield him from the townsfolk.
“Absurd, this is simply absurd,” the bard huffs and puffs once they’re outside. “They know nothing! How can they claim that - gods, they don’t even know you, if they had known the things you’ve done for them -”
“Bard.”
“No, no, don’t give me that, don’t tell me this is fine, it is very much not!”
“You don’t even know what I was going to say.”
“Well, I think I’ve been around you enough to be able to guess, my dear friend.”
Friend.
It’s the first time the bard has called him his friend.
After a particularly bad hunt, Geralt stumbles into their room still high on potions, black veins running through his face and all senses heightened, painfully so.
The moment he opens the door, the bard begins to ramble, except he cuts himself off as soon as he looks up and his eyes land on Geralt.
The bard blinks, slowly, and the movement of his body rings loudly in Geralt’s ears. He tries not to read too much into the bard’s expression or the way his heart skips a beat as he continues to stare. Instead, Geralt continues forward on unsteady legs until his knees hit the edge of the bed and buckle underneath him. He sways, but to his surprise there’s a hand on his shoulder that steadies him
“Alright, big guy, slowly,” the bard says, his voice barely a murmur. As though he knows how loud everything is, how overwhelming. As though he listened when Geralt had told him about the potions, about their effects.
He must have.
“Come on, now. Let’s - yeah. Let’s get you sitting.”
And the bard sits with him, not a trace of fear on him, even as Geralt trembles with the aftershocks, more beast than a human.
It’s the first time Geralt dares to believe that Jaskier will stay.
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i'm gonna need to start naming these soon aren't i (or another witcher au)
cw: temporary major character death and cannon typical swearing
look, witchers don't live forever, but they live far longer than any human could. consider geralt who falls in love with this fragile, fragile human and his heart can't take it. the pain when he dies. and 20 years later at some shitty inn he spots a bard, clearly green, who hasn't quite learned how to read a crowd yet. it's such a far cry from jaskier's talent he almost feels guilty that he's comparing the sound. but then this idiot bard swaggers over to him, grinning, without a trace of fear, and tells him "i love the way you just sit in the corner and brood". and yes, it's been a while, but geralt knows those words. the first ones jaskier ever said to him and he just breaks. like, actually just starts sobbing on this poor stranger who reminded him of a man who's been dead for 20 years how pathetic is that. and poor julian (who hasn't quite picked a flower for his name just yet) panics because he made a witcher cry somehow, what? and then geralt looks up and realizes this man doesn't just sound like jaskier, he looks just like him to. a smarter witcher would have tested this copy cat with silver. a smarter witcher wouldn't have gotten attached in the first place. but al geralt can bring himself to do is pull this bard in for a hug because it's him down to the scars that geralt knows how he got, and by whatever god saw it fit to bless him this way, it even smells like him. and julian, still very confused, is just patting this sobbing grown witcher who still hasn't said a word to him. and eventually geralt composes himself enough to explain, and he has not gotten better at telling stories in jaskier's absence, why he reacted quite so badly. a normal human would probably say 'i'm sorry for your loss' or 'i'm not who you think i am'. hell, a normal human would probably have left earlier, run away screaming even. so it's what julian does next that solidifies the belief that this is his bard reincarnated, no other explanation. julian, sweet sweet julian, offers to accompany this witcher.
"some of the most popular songs on this continent right now are about you, and people haven't had anything new to listen to in years. ever bard worth their salt knows you have to chase the good stories, and you seem like you are chalk full of them once i teach you how to tell them!"
and it's silly, geralt thinks, that this jaskier, no, julian his name was, would complain about years, when he has so few. silly how little death and rebirth have changed his bard. and no, julian isn't his, but the treacherous voice in his head whispers, 'not yet', and geralt knows he's coming. not, of course, that geralt could have stopped him.
'i can't afford to fall in love just to lose you again' crossed his mind alongside 'you'll just get yourself killed' and 'the path is not for humans' and even the very eloquent 'fuck off' though that last one had lost some of it's impact after the breakdown he just had.
instead, what geralt says is "i've missed you." julain's not quite sure how to feel about that, he doesn't know geralt that way, but the way this man is looking at him, he wants to. julian wants to know everything about him, and why he feels so achingly familiar. so, julian, jaskier, does what he's always done best, he follows his witcher.
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❛ my heart is so full of you i can hardly call it my own. ❜ <- literally this is 100% jaskier core 🥺
omg slinky hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. you’re so right actually
geraskier // loose continuation to this ficlet
"I don't think my heart has ever been my own."
Geralt lifts his head and stares.
It hasn’t been long since they have finally gotten it back, Jaskier’s heart and soul and the sum of his existence - finally returned to his body, finally at their fingertips once more. It has been... nice is perhaps an overstatement, but Geralt is glad that for the first time in weeks he can finally relax. Glad that the person in front of him is truly Jaskier, complete with his tender loving heart and not just a broken, empty shell.
And yet, even now, there is something not quite right with Jaskier’s expression, with the way he looks out the window, as though still searching for a part of him that is missing.
“Of course it is, Jaskier,” Geralt speaks. He has to say it because that pinprick of fear is still insistent at the back of his neck. This fear that Jaskier could be taken away from him again.
“No, you - you don’t understand, Geralt.” Jaskier shakes his head and as his gaze flickers over to Geralt, he smiles and that helps. That smile, it always helps, because there’s no one else that could smile in the way Jaskier does. Geralt exhales.
“It’s... funny,” Jaskier continues, moving his gaze back towards the window. “Hearts are such funny things. You believe them to be your own, after all they sit in your chest, they pump your blood, but then... they’re so fickle and so... easily stolen,” he muses. “And I... ever since we met, dear, my heart is so full of you that I can hardly call it my own. I believe... perhaps that is why it was so easy for it to be taken away from me, because it wasn’t mine to begin with. It hasn’t been mine for decades. Yours, Geralt. It was yours. Still is, in fact.”
And Geralt, struck by the intensity of Jaskier’s words, moves. He crosses the room at nearly an inhuman speed because he has to, he has to, he has to feel him.
Jaskier laughs when he’s being lifted up and into Geralt’s arms and his laughter is a song that accompanies the beating of his heart.
“And so is mine,” Geralt admits, his voice muffled as he presses his face into Jaskier’s hair. “It’s yours.”
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@maasmuse as promised -
The morning sun streamed through the ornate windows of the royal chamber, casting a warm glow on the tangled mess of dark-cropped curls sprawled across the luxurious bed. King Julian of Lettenhove, lay tangled in the sheets, his head throbbing in rhythm with the banging of pots or whatever it was he could hear across the palace.
Groaning, he forced one eye open, squinting against the unwelcome light. The remnants of last night's revelry clung to him like a heavy cloak, and the scent of wine and perfume hung in the air. His memory was foggy as it always was - laughter, music, and the clinking of goblets. A soft moan escaped his lips as he realised he was not alone. A figure stirred beside him, sheets shifting as the previous night's conquest shifted in her sleep.
With a weary sigh, Jaskier pushed himself into a sitting position, rubbing his temples as if he could physically massage away the throbbing headache. He glanced at the woman still peacefully slumbering beside him, and for a fleeting moment, a flicker of regret crossed his features. This was not how he envisioned waking up each morning, but it had become a routine—one he couldn't easily break.
With a groan of frustration, he'd give up on his efforts to get out of bed and collapse back into the pillows for a while longer. Someone would come retrieve him eventually.
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