Chapters: 3/3
Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Words: 5,187
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Jack Kline
Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Post-Canon Fix-It, Everybody Lives, Jack Kline is Not God, Saileen Mentioned, Domesticity in the Men of Letters Bunker (Supernatural), Castiel in the Men of Letters Bunker (Supernatural), Established Relationship, Established Castiel/Dean Winchester, Kissing, Boys Kissing, Neck Kissing, Fluff, Fluff and Smut, Attempt at Humor, Deansturbation, Masturbation, Teasing, they are so gone for each other, They try to resist it though, because of that silly game they are playing, Smut, Two Endings, Don't be afraid to tell which one you prefer
Summary:
Dean and Cas waited 12 years to finally be together. So, they think they can resist each other, but do they? (Please, read the notes at the beginning for better understanding)
Notes:
I got this idea from this pic (coming from this post on x):
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sorry just the fact that family means everything to these two and they just fucking. they leave him they fail him over and over they fucking Leave him in hell they LEAVE HIM THERE-
they try and save everyone all the time they try and save everyone every stranger every innocent. and he was a stranger and he was innocent but he was also their BROTHER they shared a FATHER. and while im personally of the opinion that blood doesnt mean shit, i know that is Not the case for those two they prove that time and time again. and yeah they chose the vast majority of who they considered family in the end but goddamn doesnt it hurt to know you didnt make the cut? you share a goddamn father but theyll put everyone first over you. you who never knew this life you who never wanted anything to do with this. thell choose others over you even though youre just as innocent theyll choose the world over you thell choose each other over you. this kid who had no other family but his mom and a dad who was barely around but tried his best when he was. and they leave him in hell for it
whats the opposite of sins of the father? what do you call it when youre punished because he tried, for once, to do something right to do something good. except no. not even that. because he was only there at all out of guilt, obligation. because you were blood. but at least blood got you a bit of a father? it should have gotten you brothers too but instead all you got was forgotten. abandoned. because your father hurt you in different ways than he hurt them. because theyre jealous of things you never asked for. because you carry the curse of their blood enough for them to resent you like family but not enough to save you like you are
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Put Down Your Gun
for spn poetry month day 15: weapons @spnpoetryrenaissance
this one comes a few days late but i thought i'd post it anyone as it is in dialogue with my poem for day 18. literally dean man put down your gun you don't have to see your weapon as a metaphor for yourself
transcript under cut:
Put Down Your Gun
Why do you seem to think
you are the only person
who can do anything wrong,
Dean?
The rest of the world is not immortal.
You are not this universe’s achilles heel.
There is no center at which the rot starts.
It is fact: no one can do that much wrong
alone.
In truth: no one can do that much wrong
at all.
So put down your gun, Dean.
Anyone could shoot it,
but it will always be you who comes away hurt.
Put down your gun.
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don' dweeblog
In the good version of supernatural that lives in my head, bobby and rufus are Divorced divorced instead of just hunting partners divorced and john and bobby fell out because during the divorce proceedings of 'rufus moves out and takes all his shit with him' john found out that they're queer and didn't want """"that"""" around his boys anymore.
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i am haunted. i am hunted. i am haunted. i am hunted. i am haunted. i am hunted. i am haunted. i am hunted. i am haunted. i am hunted. i am haunted. i am hunted. i am haunted. i am hunted. i am haunted. i am hunted. i am haunted. i am hunted. i am haunted. i am hunted. i am haunted. i am hunted.
dean is a haunted house. cas is a hunted angel. together they make a home.
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if you want to know how my mind is doing, i had a dean-centric dream for the first time in months (that i can remember) last night
for some reason, we traveled to this massive lake in the middle of the night, surrounded by mountains. something had happened to it, and it had turned saline and had properties that were going to temporarily give us powers (don't ask, i think somehow this got borrowed in my head from el's sensory deprivation tank), which we needed to stop a nebulous oncoming horror. we got into the water, where we were supposed to float - not at all outfitted for this, i was in a white lace tiered dress (not poofy, more like this but without sleeves) and he was in a black t-shirt and jeans and wearing his amulet - and we had a rope tied around our wrists that had lights in it, which was meant to keep us from drifting (stolen right out of the willow music video, i never said my subconscious was subtle). the lake is obsidian black with no discernible bottom. we walk into the water and lay on the surface and can see the canopy of stars above us, and whatever was supposed to happen, didn't - cloud cover obscured the sky, and a wind kicked up and caused the surface of the water to ripple, it turned ice cold, and we were no longer buoyant. his amulet started to glow, and we didn't know if that was a sign that we were going to be saved or were in trouble and about to be drowned.
he pulled on the cord and then an undertow started to catch us, and in the light i could see his eyes glistening unnaturally. he said, "we knew this might not work," right before we were both dragged down, and the last thing i could feel was him lacing his fingers through mine.
i woke up shivering and covered in goosebumps, despite it being the dead of summer. totally normal dreams to have, nothing at all to unpack here.
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Something about the ‘which would you rather have dean? Peace or freedom?’ Line in context to sam and deans characterizations… How Sam chose freedom ever since he walked out and went to college at 18 and how Dean generally was framed as the peacemaker.
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