#and also the constant ppl assuming i’m str8 everyday doesn’t help. and like the way they talk to me abt it exhausts me

[liamslarents]

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#god. so i just spent the last two days with my best friend #and she’s an absolute angel sent to me from god above <3 #she’s so understanding and i can talk to her abt anything <3 #but today i was talking about some ✨ queer✨ things…and she just kept saying ‘wdym?’ #and. i thought that she would just get it. because normally she /does/ #she just clicks right to it #but…ig today i was talking abt some rlly in depth feelings. and she just didnt get it #and it reminded me of how im so isolated from other queer people and spaces 😔 #like. i have to result to talking to all the cishet ppl in my life and it just always ends in disaster #like. my brain turns to chaos every time :/ #and i just shut down. and i think abt how i wish i never came out sometimes etc fucked up shit like that #and also the constant ppl assuming i’m str8 everyday doesn’t help. and like the way they talk to me abt it exhausts me #and having to explain myself to cishets all day is so draining and exhausting. (my mom for example) #like i don’t /have/ to but. good god. ljke 😩🤩😔 #i can’t even explain what its doing to me #like. i wish i just had….queer people in my life i could be around to make it a bit easier sometimes ://// #i miss it when i did. :( it was so nice to not feel so isolated i guess #sigh <3 #gabrielle gabs on