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So, I want to talk about how the comic has kind of aged like milk when it comes to breaking a lot of bog standard tropes.
I find it funny looking back, we had a lot of foreshadowing for Tony being a character put on a pedestal. The dudes in a relationship with a girl in the Gunnerkrigg Court story are kind of the same model of stoic nerdy average looking quiet guys who are mature because they don't get emotional. The stand out is Jimmy James Eglamore but we know how Tom likes to show him as the most flawed dude alive for being overly emotional and taking things personally. Jack was the stand out for awhile with his snarky playful personality, but went through a character arc, and is now just as mello and quiet as Andrew with small outburts of emotion implied to be because of mental illness. It makes me wonder if Tom follows the idea that stoicness is a sign of maturity, which unfortunately a thing here in England.
Idk I guess long story short I don't like the weird overarching pattern of Toms idea of what maturity actually is, and how he seemingly things it's different for boys and girls. If Loup ends up a stoic dude by the end I'll probably laugh my ass off.
Also I never read this comic for the relationships, but honestly. I hope Tom isn't going to kill the only important LGBT couples in the story in tragic gays fashion. As of now Kats and Pathe is the only relationship not on a doomed track. Cus Robot is shaping up to be the final big bad and Zimmy has a target on her back. I will say he seems to be trying really hard with Shell as a character, but she again is falling into that 'is immature because she is emotional' pattern.
Hmm, good points, but I’m not sure I entirely agree! I don’t think Tony is meant to be portrayed as mature and well-adjusted in any respect - in fact, his repression and stoicism are explicitly a bad thing in the world of the comic. I’m also not sure you can say this is an issue confined to the men - Donnie and Anja have very similar quiet personalities, I think, while Parley has also mellowed a lot with age.
I do agree that Jack has lost his personality, which was pretty disappointing for me this last chapter. I also agree with you that it doesn’t seem like most of the LGBT couples are going to survive the comic unscathed, which would be a pretty bad look. (At least Red and Ayilu are probably safe.)
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syntheticavenger · 3 years
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Started drinking and @cocobutterqwueen​ gave me an idea.
Thor x Black Female Reader (Heimdall’s Sister)
Word Count: 500
Warnings: 18+ ONLY. Angst, some fluff, mentions of future smut.
Summary | Thor makes a decision against Heimdall’s all seeing eyes.
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“It appears you caught more than one suitor’s eye,” Anja whispers against the shell of your ear, nodding toward the figure that has been keeping a close watch on you all night.
It’s your birthday, a feast for the ages and because your brother is not about to let you not celebrate without a party. Heimdall knows that you’ve always been the shy one, quiet enough to be forgotten, which is exactly why you’re now the center of attention. Silk fabric adorns your body, a crown of roses on your head as a gift from Frigga.
“Surely you’ve noticed,” Anja continues with a soft smile. “The Prince has been watching you all night.”
“I doubt that,” you murmur, another cup of wine pressed into your hand. “He has another in mind, doesn’t he? Jane Foster.”
The name that rolls off your tongue is still bitter to taste. She’s not Asgardian but a Midgardian. One that had once made her presence known. Kind but closed off, at Thor’s side every time you saw them. When it ended, he hadn’t been the same. Morose and moody, the Thor you once knew as a child had changed.
His relationship had changed him.
Still, you couldn’t help but notice his gaze that followed you around the room, a slow smile on his lips when you returned his glance with a simple nod of acknowledgement. It was never meant to be. You knew this from the way your brother had told you that Thor would once be King.
“Head out of the clouds,” Heimdall had told you. “He has always loved you. It’s foretold in the stars. But you cannot.”
When you had protested, Heimdall simply reminded you that Thor had a purpose in life. One that did not involve you.
And so, you had kept your distance, until you were swept away, hidden behind a drape as his fingers caressed your skin.
“I should not,” Thor begins, resting his forehead against yours. “But I cannot ignore your pull anymore than I can’t ignore that we belong together.”
The longing – the want – reverberates between you both, his head lifting only slightly to kiss your forehead.
“It is you that I dream of.”
His words echo in your ears, your eyes filling with tears. Your memory of your brother’s words come back, your hands pushing away from his chest gently with a short shake of your head.
“We can’t,” you try, his mouth meeting yours to silence your protest. “Thor…”
“One night,” Thor admonishes, cupping your cheek gently. “One night to show you that I mean what I say. To worship you in the ways that I dream of that I cannot fulfill once I open my eyes.”
His hands glide down your back, pressing you against him as he hums in appreciation.
“I am but a simple God,” he continues, kissing you once more as you sigh against his lips. “Who has but one request to be with the one I love.”
“Then you shall.”
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skamelias · 6 years
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I DON’T BLAME YOU
8.1 Sondag 19.11.17  11.36
(((The Morning-The Weeknd)))
The morning sun glinted brightly in his eyes as he stepped onto the stairs leading up to Laila’s apartment.
Elias glanced at his phone to double check he was at the right place.
She lived on the second floor of the large brownstone building in front of him. The pavement under Elias’ shoes was cracked, exposing little tufts of weeds growing out of the concrete.
His chest was light, full of nervous excitement as he walked up the steps. Elias had never been to Laila’s place and he realized this was a big step for her, inviting him over.
Once he reached her door, he rang the bell twice, and rocked back and forth on the balls of his feet.
A few seconds later, the door opened a crack and Laila’s face peeked out from the opening, a radiant grin spread across her face before she opened the door wider. Elias felt his heart stop; Laila’s smile was the gift that kept on giving.
Elias smiled softly at her, unable to resist the tug at his lips as he gazed at her. She tucked a loose curl behind her hair as she said, “Hey Elias.” She waved him inside, stepping back to let him through the door.
Elias walked inside and the smell of fresh-baked cookies engulfed his senses. Even though he’d never been here before, he suddenly felt at home as he took everything in. There was a tapestry in the back wall with Islamic calligraphy and a prayer mat neatly rolled up next to the dining table.
“Did you make cookies?” Elias asked, his stomach rumbled at the sudden mention of food.
Laila laughed, “Um yeah, I baked them earlier this morning. I thought you might like them.” She led him over to the kitchen, where a plate of cookies was sitting, still warm to the touch.
“You’re amazing, I’m starving,” he grabbed one, biting into it, pieces of chocolate melting onto his tongue as he chewed.
“I like your place,” Elias said in between bites.
“Thanks.” Laila looked around at the familiar walls of her home. “I live with my mom primarily. My dad is constantly traveling for work, so I hardly see him. He owns apartments all over the globe. Right now he’s in China on business.”
“Do you miss him?”
Laila shrugged, “A little…but I’m closer to my mom.”
She paused before saying, “Do you want to see my room?”
Elias raised his brows. “Y–yeah…I’d love to.”  
She gave him a small smile and turned around, heading down a hallway to the left, with Elias trailing along behind her. Pictures of Laila when she was little were strewn across the walls in multicolored frames. In one of them, she was beaming into the camera, missing her two front teeth. Another one was a photo of her with her arms around a boy slightly older than her.
“Is this your brother?” Elias asked curiously, pointing to the picture.
Laila stiffened slightly, as she turned around and gazed at the photo he was referring to. She nodded, “Yeah, my older brother.”
“Does he live in Oslo?”
Another pause. “He used to, but he moved away a year ago.”
Elias nodded.
Finally, she turned to the door all the way at the end of the hallway and opened it, walking inside.
The curtains were drawn back, letting in the streaks of daylight that shone across the unmade bed in the back corner. The walls were painted a light blue color and an electric keyboard rested just below the window. Sheet music littered the small white desk along with a tiny metronome currently acting as a paperweight.
A small amplifier and guitar was tucked away in the open closet doorway.
“I didn’t know you play guitar, how many instruments can you play?” Elias turned to look at her, incredulous.
A flush crept up her neck. “Just piano, violin, and guitar,” she responded, rubbing her arm self-consciously.
“Oh is that all?” he teased, smiling back at her.
“I told you I want to be a music composer,” Laila affirmed.
“It suits you.” Elias said, taking another look around her room.
“Sorry it’s such a mess, but I didn’t have much time to clean it up a little.” Laila said.
“Laila, you don’t have to apologize to me, trust me, I haven’t made my bed in years,” he assured her.
“Do you want to sit?” She gestured to the small plush couch next to the window.
“Sure, thanks.” Elias fell back onto the sofa comfortably while Laila took a seat on the edge of her bed, picking the sides of the duvet covering absentmindedly.
He gazed at her worriedly. Elias couldn’t help but feel like she was slightly distracted.
“Is everything okay? What’s wrong?”
Laila shook her head and took a deep breath. “I…just…want to tell you the truth. But I’m not sure where to start,” she admitted, looking at him briefly before shifting her gaze down onto the carpet beneath her feet.
Elias heart pace quickened, suddenly alert. He looked at her, but she had already averted her eyes away from him again. He waited slightly impatiently for her to continue.
After she was silent, Elias decided to help her out. “How about you start by telling me why you left two months ago? I called and texted you a million times for weeks after that, but you never responded.”
(((Loneliness #3-Arcade Fire))) <-LINK
Laila met his eyes at that moment, a guilt-ridden look on her face. “It’s a long story and I…wanted to tell you everything a while ago.”
She looked down again. “My brother had this friend, Aleksander….he used to come over to our house all the time and we’d hang out together. The three of us, we were inseparable. Until Aleksander developed feelings for me and I was younger and stupid and I liked him too so we started dating. It wasn’t until after we got together that I…I realized what he’s really like…”
“What he’s really like?” Elias didn’t fully understand.
Laila brought her hands around her knees, making herself slightly smaller.
“He’s abusive.” Her voice cracked.
And it was as if all the air had been sucked out of Elias’ lungs.
“One night we were drinking and making out and I could tell he wanted to go further, but I wasn’t ready…I tried to tell him, but he wouldn’t listen and…he forced himself on me” She squeezed her eyes shut. “I can’t help but think that if I hadn’t been drunk, it wouldn’t have happened, that maybe none of it would have happened. But it did happen, and I didn’t do anything to stop it.” She looked away from him ashamedly, tears rolling down her cheek.
Elias clenched his fist.
“For so long after it happened, I couldn’t bring myself to tell my parents because I was afraid they wouldn’t believe me; they loved Aleksander, he was like a son to them. And by then so much more time had passed, that I figured it would just blow over, especially since Aleksander was leaving for university in a few weeks.”
Laila shook her head to herself.
“But then two months ago my brother came back in town….with Aleksander. Seeing him brought up all of that stuff again and It was the reason Anja and I had to stay at your house that one night. I couldn’t go back home, not when my brother and him were there…”
Elias was shell shocked, frozen in his seat. It pained him to know that Laila had gone through so much.
“But then he showed up at my school demanding I talk to him and he wouldn’t leave. All that fear came rushing back. That’s what I hated the most, that after all that time, he still had so much power over me, and I just felt so helpless.”
The memory dawned on him as he recalled the guy he’d seen arguing with Laila that day he had dropped off Sana’s notebook to her school.
“The day after you and I kissed, Aleksander came to my house, I should have never opened the door. He was drunk and wouldn’t leave, he grabbed me and threatened me. I couldn’t stay here anymore… I had to leave.” There was a quiet desperation to her voice. “So I left and went to live with my aunt. I didn’t talk to anyone for days when I got there. The only person I told was Anja and I made her promise not to tell anyone in case he found me.” Laila swallowed thickly. “Eventually, I got the courage to tell my parents and my brother what happened a few weeks after that.”
He couldn’t believe all this time he had spent, foolishly thinking Laila was selfish for leaving just like that, without a word.
The edges of Elias’ eyes watered, as his anger and hurt threatened to bubble to the surface.
“You didn’t deserve any of that.” Elias’ voice was coarse, his throat felt heavy and constricted.
“Those two months I was gone….I wanted to call you everyday, but I had some stuff I needed to deal with on my own and I knew that if I talked to you, I’d want to come home.”
Elias lifted his head expectantly, meeting her eyes across the room.
“Anyway, I filed charges and took out a restraining order against him.” Laila said abruptly. “I refused to let him have power over me anymore…” she trailed off, exhaustion lining her voice.
Elias crossed the room and took a seat next to her on the bed, taking her hand in his. He gently wiped the tears from her face with his thumb, stroking her cheek.
“Laila…I’m so sorry that you had to go through that.” He looked down at their intertwined hands and said, “I wish I could have been there with you, during those two months, so you wouldn’t have had to do that alone.”
“It was my fault for pushing you away, it’s just difficult for me to trust people and to let them in after…what happened. Also, it was stupid of me to think that I could just disappear for months and come back like nothing had changed. It makes sense that you tried to move on…” She met his gaze; he was close enough that he could feel her breath on his cheek.
“Laila…” He squeezed her hand in his. “I never stopped thinking about you, that thing with Isabel…it was a mistake, believe me. And…there’s something else.” Elias paused, searching for the right words. “The other night, I’m so sorry I was drunk. I swear I didn’t mean for the first conversation we had after weeks apart to go like that. I don’t want to be that person, the kind who turns to drinking whenever something bad happens in his life.”
“I’m sorry I left, it’s just that seeing you drunk just reminded me of that stuff with Aleksander and I couldn’t deal with it.” Laila admitted.
“I don’t blame you for leaving. I’m sorry again. Can we start over, a fresh start? I want to be with you I meant it when I said it.” Elias gazed at her sincerely.
Laila choked out a disbelieving laugh, “ You still want to be with me? After everything I just told you?”
“Of course I do! You’re not getting rid of me that easily,” Elias said with a broad smile.
“I’d love a fresh start,” Laila said warmly. She cupped the side of his face drawing him closer to her as she leaned in and kissed him tenderly on the lips. Her kiss was a safe haven, a beacon of light in a heavy storm. After a few moments they broke apart, a smile played at the corners of Elias’ mouth.
“Can I get another one of those cookies you made, they were so delicious?” Elias said.
“You can have as many you like,” she laughed, bumping his shoulder with hers.
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lokilickedme · 6 years
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Master Fic List - Updated
*UPDATED AS OF 12/7/2017*
Na Binne an Leann chapters 13-15 added Jack Montague chapter 52 added Aingeal àrd chapters 1-5 added (NEW)
If you want to be added to my tag list please let me know.
***Entire fic catalog with summaries, links, update dates, and associated warnings under the cut***
(65 fics total)
Chemical
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3970054 - 58 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 9/27
Tom & Anja have known each other for years, existing in the same group of friends but never being able to get near each other without insults flying.  He’s a bartender with a mysterious, dark past and she’s an executive assistant with a bright future.  When an incident outside the pub shoves them solidly into each other’s lives, a night of kinky unbridled sex and animalistic behavior bonds them for life as he teaches her just how close to feral creatures we really are.  A dark romance with Dom/sub undertones, very adult themes, and tons of smut including rampant sex of pretty much every variation you can think of.  Male character is a Loki/Tom hybrid, not based on any existing TH characters.
Penumbraluna
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6065182  - 10 chapters, COMPLETE
Before Tom bought the pub and met Anja, he was a skinny, determined 15-year old kid who had to make it to San Diego on his own to find his sister.  The pre-history to CHEMICAL, detailing how his teenage relationship with his buddy Chris shaped his future as an adult.  Dark, sometimes disturbing, with numerous references to underage prostitution, male/male sex of various types (both consensual and non), implied/inferred rape, abuse, adult situations involving minors, illegal activity, romance, unprotected sex between males and males/females, and lots of angst/tragedy/heartbreak.  Not for the weak of heart or persons prone to squick.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
The Individual Chemical Prehistories:
Girly
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6135197 - one chapter, complete
A short prequel to Chemical, told from Chem!Tom’s point of view and detailing the eight years that he waited patiently for Anja to notice him.  Takes place after Penumbraluna ends and beforeChemicalbegins.  A little bit of angst, a lot of romance.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
Taos
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6153451 - one chapter, complete
One short night in New Mexico, told by Alicia.  A brief account of how Tom met the mother of his oldest child and the impact they made on each other’s lives in just a few sweet hours.  Very mild references to underage/adult sex and underage prostitution, with some melancholy angst.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
The Scottish Barman
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6151607 - one chapter, complete
Everyone’s favorite pothead bartender gives us his impression of growing up under the wings and very tall shadows of Tom and Chris.  Rough language, references to illegal activity and minor illicit drug use.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, and Ewan.
Eidolon
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6300241 - one chapter, complete
The many lives and deaths of Tom Heyworth, related by his sister.  Portrayal of dissociative mental illness, disturbing imaginary imagery and delusional psychosis.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
The Mechanic
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6340117 - one chapter, complete
Chem!Tom’s early days in San Diego through current day, told through his best friend Chris’s eyes.  Rough language, mentions of abuse and underage prostitution, male/male sex, references to illegal activity, minor character death, general angst and lots and lots of unconditional love.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
Two Princes
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6370480 - one chapter, complete
The road to true love isn’t always paved with longing glances and stolen kisses. Sometimes it’s more inappropriate insults and antagonistic smirks - but the end destination is the same, if it’s meant to be.  Anja’s retelling of the early stages of her relationship with Tom, told mostly through the events of one night at the pub. Strong language, sexual references, character death.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Sam.
Medialuna
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6779617 - one chapter, complete
The original ending to Chemical, written a year ago when the story first began and updated for release to commemorate the one-year anniversary this month. What would have happened if Tom and Anja’s story had taken an entirely different, decidedly less human direction?  Supernatural elements, strong language.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, Ewan, and brief mentions of Eric and Laing.
Quiet Gods
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7252036 - one chapter, complete
Eva and Chris met when they were teenagers, fell in love, lost their virginity to each other, and then were separated when her family moved away.  When she comes back to town a decade later, the handsome boy she remembers as her first love is still there - but a lot has happened in the years they were apart. Most notably, a boy named Tommy.  Can true love be shared?  Explicit sex, some language, slash, het, and a threesome.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
Sir
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7365319 - one chapter, complete
Love can be a twisted and demanding thing, but in the end it’s still love…and our deepest desires live on in those who come after we’ve gone.  Explicit sex, heavy Dom/sub, mention of character death.  Provides a lot of missing background information for a major Chemical character.  Male character is Sir (can’t spoil the mystery of who he is before you read it)
Das Vorspiel
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8393785 - one chapter, complete
Sometimes you just need a stranger to tell you it’s okay. Traveling abroad for business, a woman with emotional baggage to unpack finally finds a face just familiar enough to convince herself - for a few short hours - that the love she walked away from can finally forgive her. But can she forgive herself? And more importantly…SHOULD she?
Inspired by the October 2016 Interview Magazine photoshoot of Tom Hiddleston (you know the one)
This story links into the Chemical universe and is technically one of the prehistories - set between the events of TAOS and GIRLY, after PENUMBRALUNA and before the beginning chapter of CHEMICAL.  Explicit sex, Dom/sub implied.  Male character is an OC variation of TH.
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Body Double
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3935923 - 40 chapters, complete
UPDATED AND COMPLETED 8/25/2016
Anna’s working as a body double on the Crimson Peak movie set, standing in for an actress with a no-nudity clause in her contract.  Tom is the handsome star of the film with no qualms about doing his own dirty work.  Can an on-set fling survive the real world outside the dark fairytale of the script?  Just how real can love be with a man who shifts from one character to another so easily? Romance, mild Dom/sub undertones, lots and lots of smut, very VERY heavy on the sex, quite a bit of fluff. Male character is TH.
The King’s Heart
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5017990 - 20 chapters, complete
A grieving, emotionally unhinged Loki is handed the throne of Asgard and ordered by royal decree to take a wife.  Unwilling to be bothered with romance or courtship, Loki withdraws into a bitter shell and it falls to his brother Thor to appoint a bride for the king.  Lyra is chosen by default - she has royal blood, she’s unmarried, of childbearing age, and already belongs to Asgard as a spoil of war.  Can she help the king regrow his cold, dead heart?  Very adult themes, heavy on the smut and sex, Dom/sub, romance.  Male character is Loki.
The Wolf King
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5462807 - 17 chapters, complete
Sequel to The King’s Heart.  Loki and Lyra’s son is now King of Asgard and once again royal decree has initiated the search for a worthy queen.  But the young king has other things on his mind, including mastering his own special brand of magic and fulfilling a centuries-old prophecy.  Adventure, fluff, frequent appearances by Loki & Lyra, heavy smut in future chapters.  Male character is Loki’s identical son, who shares all his father’s quirks and abilities - minus the bad attitude.
Weekly Meetings of the Most Useless Muses in the History of FanFiction
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5685502 - 22 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 9/3
This is what happens when you try to get your inspiration to cooperate.  Weekly one-shots (usually uploaded every Sunday) featuring the muses from my current fics arguing, beating each other up, calling each other names, and generally just not doing their jobs.  Lots of Chem!Tom/Loki fights and over the top animosity. Currently attending muses are Loki and Lyra from The King’s Heart, Tom and Anja from Chemical, Tom and Anna from Body Double, and Adam and Selina from Sanguine, with occasional appearances from Aleks of The Wolf King and Cara from Chemical.  Other random minor characters drop by from time to time. *New participants are Jack and Loki from Jack Montague, Eve from Sanguine, Tom and Chris from Penumbraluna, Thor from King’s Heart/Wolf King/Jack Montague.
Sunflower
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6413650 - 10 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 11/20
Tommy didn’t know that parking in a handicapped zone at 3 a.m. would get him on the shitlist of a cute disabled girl’s social justice warrior sister. Will it end up being the best thing that ever happened to him, or will his interest in baby sis end up with him in jail?  Explicit sex, language, adult themes, and SJW’ism taken too far.  Male characters are Tommy Stark (a young black-haired TH variant) and Martin Twain (based on Idris Elba).
The McClary Chronicles
A new series currently consisting of Sgàile Leannan, Sàmhach Mhiannan, and Na Binne an Leann.
Sgàile Leannan
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8174816 - 20 chapters, complete
Stuck in Scotland doing soil-testing research, Molly finds herself completely out of her element and in the crosshairs of a rough local who doesn’t turn a welcoming eye to strangers. Caught in a dangerous storm in an unfamiliar place, her only option beside freezing to death or getting lost on the mountain is to follow him home…   Explicit sex, language, adult themes, dubious consent, unprotected sex, starcrossed lovers, and antagonistic mountain men.  Male character is King McClary, a Loki-in-a-kilt hybrid original character.
Sàmhach Mhiannan
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9221345 - 25 chapters, complete
The sequel to Sgaile Leannan - Molly has returned home from Scotland, leaving King McClary behind in his own life while moving on with hers. But separating herself permanently from the surly Scotsman is proving more difficult than she expected when he suddenly shows up in Philadelphia. Are their stars really too crossed to ever hope they could be together?  This story picks up immediately where Sgaile Leannan left off, with Molly and King reunited in the city.  Explicit sex, language, adult themes, starcrossed lovers, angst, and lots of omg-are-they-ever-going-to-get-their-shit-together??
Na Binne an Leann
http://archiveofourown.org/works/11498058 - 15 chapters, ongoing
*updated 12/3
Part 3 of The McClary Chronicles - picks up three months after the end of Samhach Mhiannan, with Molly making a life changing decision for herself and newborn Pod…and by extension, King McClary, the cranky Scotsman who has returned to his home in the Highlands without her. Nobody ever said true love was an easy path to walk, but Molly’s got a good sturdy pair of hiking boots this time around. Which one will beg for mercy first: the determined mother of the next King of Claighe, or the current king himself?
The McClary Chronicles Prehistories and Side Stories
A Meeting With The King - oneshot, complete
A McClary Chronicles side story, told from King’s point of view. What happened the day the CEO of Monarch Industries got into a kerfuffle with his opposite number in the men’s room at Clendon Williams? A retelling of the events leading up to chapter 9 of Samhach Mhiannan, as seen through King’s eyes.
Aingeal àrd - ongoing, 20 chapters projected, 5 currently (updated 12/7)
Sgaile Leannan from the other side of the storm - a retelling of Molly and King's love story from King's POV.
See You After The Apocalypse
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6567085 - 1 chapter, complete
A Chemical AU in which Chris gets Anja and the girls out of San Diego during a zombie apocalypse, leaving Tom and Cara behind to cover their escape.  Not knowing if Tom is still alive or if he’ll be able to locate her after the disaster is over, Anja waits for her mate to find his way back to her. True love, angst, adversity vs. fate, and all kinds of feels.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, and Pop Heyworth.
Meet Me In Phoenix
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7635625 - 5 chapters (10 projected), ongoing
(Updated 8/23/2016)
The sequel to See You After The Apocalypse, told from Tom’s POV.
Wolfsbane
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7446793 - 1 chapter, complete
Inspired by a “wouldn’t it be great if your OTP…” post on tumblr.
Wouldn’t it be great if your OTP…murdered each other?
A twisted little Chemical AU in which Chem!Tom and Anja never met - until just now, staring down the barrels of each other’s guns.  Plot twists, mention of rough sex, lots of Mr and Mrs Smith’ing.  Male character is an AU Chem!Tom.
Mine
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5989584 - one-shot, single chapter, complete
The woman Loki has chosen for his bride has been given, instead, to his brother. Driven nearly mad with heartbreak and jealousy, he hides himself under a charm of invisibility and attends the wedding night - without an invitation.  Sex, smut, angst, language, voyeurism, and general Loki whump.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
Sanguine
http://archiveofourown.org/works/4739396 - 15 chapters, complete
Adam is an 800-year old vampire living a hermit’s life, until he takes a young mortal as a blood donor in a business agreement that turns eventually into a sexual relationship.  In an accidental bloodlust frenzy, Adam goes against her wishes and turns her, ending their relationship and driving her out of his life. Now, years later, he’s having visions of her that seem so real they’re driving him insane.  Is she real or is he imagining her?  Dark romance, very adult themes, a lot of smut and heavy vampire sex.  Male character is Adam of Only Lovers Left Alive.
The Joker and The Thief Series
A new series currently consisting of Jack Montague and two Loki/Jack oneshots
Jack Montague (an Epilogue to Sanguine)
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6319945 - 52 chapters, ongoing
(UPDATED 11/26)
Adam and Selina’s baby girl is all grown up and finding her own way through a world she doesn’t quite fit into - but that won’t stop her from claiming it as her own.  A crossing of paths with another otherworldly being - a castaway god in search of a partner in crime for dubious activities - opens up a whole new realm of possibilities for the bohemian vampire.  Dark romance, heavy smut, lots of kink, deviant behavior, and bloody squick.  Male character is an AU Loki.
Sugar Skull - added 4/18 (synopsis to be added soon)
The Gucci Incident - added 4/11 (synopsis to be added soon)
The Dragon Queen
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3597330 - 28 chapters, complete
After his capture and return to Asgard, Loki is sentenced to life in prison.  After a year of incarceration his personality, mental health, and disposition begin to decline, prompting Frigga to convince Odin to allow him some female company. Odin is reticent to fulfill this request until he figures out a way to punish both Loki and another prisoner who is languishing in his prison - but who is getting the worse end of the bargain, Loki or his new part-time cellmate?  VERY adult themes, violent sex, dark romance.  Not for the faint of heart.  Male character is Loki.
The Trickster’s Wife
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3651918 - 31 chapters, complete
(COMPLETED 6/8/2017)
Asgard - and specifically, Odin - needs Loki’s help.  But his assistance comes at a steep price: one eight-year old child, Odin’s favorite pet, to be raised by Loki to be his wife when she’s of age.  Can the Prince of Mischief handle bringing up a little girl on his own?  Romance, fluff, and intense sexual themes in later chapters.  Male character is Loki.
Lost Creatures
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8054515 - 1 chapter, complete (NEW)
How desperate Thor must be, to call on Loki for help…with this problem, in particular. But Loki has no desire to be of assistance…yet.  Male/male sex, smut, nasty talk, angst, longing, and general Loki attitude issues.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
The Tempest Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/247606 - 11 segments, complete
Eleven short stories revolving around Loki’s siege of New York, beginning on the night before the attack and ending a year later.  An unbelievable amount of smut, very adult themes, Dom/sub undertones, violent sex, pretty much Loki being Loki.  Oh and romance, believe it or not.  Male character is Loki.
Smooth Criminal
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3596505 - 1 chapter, complete
The day before his capture, in Stuttgart, in which Loki acquires his famous suit. When the God of Chaos strolls into a shop in search of the perfect outfit for a night of mayhem, an accommodating shop girl suits him up in style.  Dom/sub sex, bondage, oral, heavy smut.  Male character is Loki.
Blue Collar Criminal
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605628 - 1 chapter, incomplete
Sequel to Smooth Criminal. Loki is king of Asgard now, but boredom sends him back to Midgard in search of the shop girl that gave him the excellent blowjob. Fluff, dark romance, heavy on the sex in upcoming chapters.  Male character is Loki.
Beautiful Disaster
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3651276 - 1 chapter, complete
During a night off from filming in an unfamiliar town, Tom steps into a laundromat to get warm and ends up stealing a girl’s underwear.  The pilfered panties spark an obsession that lasts almost a year, with unexpected results. Fluff, panty kink, masturbation, romance, obsessive longing, basically just a sweet little Tom tale told from his POV.  Male character is TH.
The Good Stuff
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3674250 - 1 chapter, complete
Loki knows where Frigga keeps her booze.  He and Thor raid her stash and a long day of debauched drunken dares gets slightly out of hand.  Fluff, sexual assault, voyeurism, and all manner of perversion ensue.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
Whisper
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605040 - 6 chapters, complete
Trapped as the only survivor in post-war Asgard, Loki devises a means of escape with just one drawback - it requires a willing human mind to accept him. Very dark adult themes, talk of violent nonconsensual sex, eventual consensual sex.  Male character is Loki.
No Regrets
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3756517 - 1 chapter, complete
Loki takes the throne of Asgard - but it’s only for an afternoon, and he’s not sitting on it alone.  Plotless smut with graphic sex and lewdness.  Male character is Loki.
Would You Like To Play A Game? Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/249025 - 4 stories, all complete
Four short stories following a Dom/sub theme:
Would You Like To Play A Game? -
An executive assistant is called upon to work overtime with her darkly sensual boss and ends up playing bondage games in the conference room.  Male character is a TH variant.
Burn -
Dom/sub play with a hot pepper.  Don’t try this at home.  Male character is a TH variant.
The Way of The Cat -
Being a crime boss’s moll can be a dangerous job, especially when his other love is a big black cat.  Male character is Jaguar!Tom from the It’s Good To Be Bad commercial series.
Sleep -
College somnambulance studies require subjects that are willing to be studied while they snooze.  Extra credit if the subject can’t sleep without masturbating first.  Male character is Oakley.
Civil Disobedience
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3847939 - 1 chapter, complete
What happens when you disobey the God of Asswhuppings?  Dom/sub, nonconsensual spanking, adult themes.  Male character is Loki.
Dandelion Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/247612 - 6 segments, scattered
Six single-chapter segments in no particular chronological order, outlining a long-term loving relationship between friends who become lovers and finally marriage partners.  Heavy sex of all kinds, lots of smut, romance, Dom/sub undertones, spanking, adult themes, fluff.  Male character is a TH variant.
Yes Please, Magnus
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605409 - 1 chapter, complete
Before joining the police force, a very young Magnus Martinsson worked an apprenticeship at a remote forensics facility to gain experience.  The only other resident at the compound is his slightly older boss - and weeks alone together have started to have an effect on both of them.  Sex, smut, shy romance.  Male character is Magnus Martinsson from Wallander.
Golden Boy
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3763015 - 5 chapters, incomplete
Even the most handsome, charming, charismatic matinee idols were once awkward teenagers in high school.  What if you were the reason that gawky boy turned into a sex god?  Sweet smut, lots of fluff, teen angst, first times.  Male character is an AU TH.
Awakening
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3685368 - 1 chapter, complete
Abusive love can destroy a spirit, but loving care can rebuild a soul.  Heavy sex, smut, Dom/sub undertones, spanking.  Male character is TH.
Broken Petals
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3608574 - 2 chapters, incomplete
When a female co-worker is brutally assaulted on the job, Magnus takes her into his care and starts to imagine a relationship with her.  Smut, fantasizing, masturbation, and eventual sex.  Male character is Magnus Martinsson.
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1, 2, 11, and 12 for Wraiths :)
1: What inspired you to write the fic this way?
It just kind of felt right? Originally Marguerite was not a PoV character, but then I decided I needed her to give some perspective on the hospital and an outside PoV on the boys, so adding her allowed me to do a bit more
I could have just focused on Christine, but I felt that would have been a little dull and would have missed out on most of the action and high drama. I also could have focused just on Konstin or Antoine, but that would have had a lot of altered perception of reality and maybe gotten a bit too confusing. Plus it would have neglected Christine. So I decided that a combination of PoVs would work best, and adding Marguerite really reinforced that.
Not to mention, Dupuis was only supposed to appear that one time when Marguerite discovered Konstin was missing, but then she developed feelings for him so I had to keep him around and he’s added a whole subplot that was never supposed to be there.
2: What scene did you first put down?
It was actually the scene at the end of Chapter 11, when Konstin first properly sees Erik. I wrote it in a bit of a rush before I’d ever fully finished Etched or decided on how, exactly, Konstin got wounded (I had A LOT of possibilities, including mustard gas which I seriously considered but I thought it would be too cliché for a PotO fic to have his face badly disfigured, plus mustard gas is just NASTY and wouldn’t work as well for some of the things I wanted to address, so I changed it to a shell instead and only let his face get a little bit injured).
But that scene of Erik visiting Konstin was the first one, and it changed very little from that first draft. The second scene I wrote was Antoine finding Konstin in the shell crater in Chapter 4, and that one changed A LOT and got way expanded between the first draft and posting.
11: What do you like best about this fic?
I love Konstin and Antoine. I love Dupuis. Marguerite is precious and needs to be protected. I love the occasional slight appearances of Capitaine De Courcy and the hints about him and Anja. I love the way Christine and Roaul love each other, and Christine still loves Erik. I love Erik’s spectral appearances and the flashbacks. In short, I love everything about it.
(Not to mention the bits of Catholicism shining through in the form of some Christine’s anxieties and Marguerite seeking refuge in the chapel and the Saint Anthony)
But I am also a medical history nerd, so possibly what I love best is getting to put in a bunch of actual med hist stuff. And the angst. I LIVE for the angst.
And that overflow of EMOTIONS damn
12: What do you like least about this fic?
How the words refuse to come together. Like ahhh I don’t want it to get repetitive but sometimes it is damn hard to write without making it repetitive, boring, or too technical (especially with the med hist stuff).
Even though it took me way longer to write Etched, Etched was not so hard to put together. But Wraiths can be damn hard to write, and I want to it proper justice but sometimes it feels I’m back in my undergrad trying to make pieces slot together for essays. But even though it sometimes wrecks my head, I love it.
And I need to find some sort of a cover image for it.
Send me fanfiction asks!
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way-flower-2019 · 5 years
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Force me to Update my memory please
15/March
What kind of result he brought?
I was in Spain and Portugal for some reason.
Since I got to Santander, I’ve seen many pilgrims on my way to here. Cos I was on the North way. Sometimes I was on the Camino way on foot by chance. I was a bit happy about that. On the way to Portogal we dropped by Santiago, just quick look in the city. Being the city was quite rare for us some were always in the middle of nowhere, just curious about that famous city. Nothing to do but the most impressive thing there, thousands of pilgrims goaled at the cathedral, full of joy and happiness was in the air. Often they were speachless in front of the cathedral, just looking at it for ages. I joined to spent a time with them, I was sat for a while next to them and imagined how they felt, how was it like after long long journey. Two girls played ukulele, singing Hallelujah. Very moving moment. I really wanted to know how they felt.
In Santiago, I bought a shell the symbol of making a pilgrimage. It was quite silly of me not making a pilgrimage but wanted to buy it as a souvenir. I’d seen the exact same one just a week ago in the U.K. Bell a girl met at the retreat centre she was hanging it on her backpack. I thought “it was beautiful, where can I buy it or she made it by herself?” I found it on the Camino way. So why not to buy one of these? We left Santiago quickly. Got to Portugal this day.
We stayed in Viana do Castelo this city is on the coast line of Camino. We were staying besides the beach, an hour walking distance to get to the town on foot. I acrossed the Eiffel bridge to get to the town evryday. Many pilgrims are passing by, I saw many of them. On the bridge, sometimes talked with them, they used word “Bon Camino” instead of good bye. It apparently special vocabulary among pilgrims. I started to say “Bon Camino” to them like they do. I was glad to say it, felt like became the member of them, making pilgrimage. I saw a train is run. I started to plan leaving his van. Catching a train from here. I was under investigation how to get to the airport. I decided to leave there next Monday catch a train. Going to Vigo or Porto to get to an airplane. Went to the station to ask if it was able to get to Paris by train, but answer was no, yes my question was too vague. I took just timetable from there. Head to the meeting with guy from France met just yesterday in the laundrette. Then I met him, David. He was big problem.
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He apparently just wanted to play with me, it was ok but didn’t want to believe it cos I liked him so much, just wanted to talk with him normally but a bit difficult to talk cos he treated me always sweetly, struggled to understand him. I liked him, wanted to be with him. But I didn’t want to be used for his lust. I tried to keep him as my friend, set off on the Camino. But he followed and caught me up in Santiago, I was picked up and brought back to Porto by him again. And I failed to be his friend all my fault nothing is wrong with him. I really enjoyed his company, I got such a perfect guide in Porto but I lost him.
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He pretended to love me. After he did his job, he left me and I had a tough time. To make matter worse, plan with Anja in Lagos was set after one month I needed to stay in Portugal. It made me difficult to get rid off him from on my mind. Cos many memories got around this city. Everywhere reminded me of him. So hard.
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I got stuck in Porto still. At the Albergue, I started to work there for some reason cos there was an offer from one of the stuff then I thought it must be fun. Do that. I will have come to draw a picture on the wall. It was very very pleased incident. I was drawing a picture whole month, picture out of my experience of Camino de Portuguese. I spent a lot of time walking around in beautiful Porto for my free time. I enjoyed a lot but my loneliness stood out in this city, he was always together not next to me anymore like before. I’ve never felt this loneliness, I’d grow attached to him too much which is very unpractical. That’s I don’t want to have on my life.
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Working for Albergue do Peregrinos. It was very grateful experience for me. I enjoyed company with people, they are from all walks of life. Everybody is something to do with get camino, we are already connected of it in a first place and it makes us easy to talk. We always share the same way, have the same experience but in solitude on our own. Never be alone but walk only by yourself. Very beautiful fact on this way.
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Miguel, the owner of this Albergue. He is such a good guy, I got an opportunity to paint on the wall for one of the room. This room has a story in the past. One day a pilgrim who stayed this room had a heart attack at the night. He was sent to hospital, his family was called from France. Obviously he and his friend got off from Camino way. Miguel doesn’t know how he is now. He always has piece of paper his contact was written in his wallet. But is very afraid to ask the result. Just thinking about him. He told me about this story. He always thinks of him when he comes to this room. He thanked to me to change the energy of this room by painting. I draw the sun, moon, flowers, grapes, beautiful stick a girl brought from France, a lot of clouds! out from the way I walked. Miguel liked my painting, “ Strange to say, I knew that this room will be like this before you started to paint.” He told me. I finished up my painting exact one month later I got to Santiago. O the 7th of December. I signed my name below, “Michi, the way”
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I finished my job here and finally off from Camino way. Heading to the meeting with Anja. It had been taken for ages to get off from the way. I loved it so much. I also needed to say goodbye to lovely Porto. Full of memories of David.
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After left from Porto, I couldn’t forget about him. Very sad and wanted to see him. Wanted to hear from him. But I couldn’t to get in touch cos I knew that it’s over and I just annoy him if I keep in touch. I was thinking about him all the time literally. Couldn’t forget.. still hoping he loved me. But no way. I didn’t want to believe he cheated on me. I was trying to think in a good way. But I was sometimes positive and in many times declining to negative taking in turn. Agitation all the time.
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robinsnest2111 · 3 years
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oop, guess I'm having Toki's mom brainrot tonight 👉👈
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anjcs-blog1 · 7 years
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                    ( gently trips in )
hey bbs !! my name is finley, but you can call me fin ! at 16 i’m representing the infant minority™ and live in est. i’m so excited to be introducing my new trash baby to all of y’all !
oh my god what a BEAN
this is PRINCESS ANJA ELISABET CARLSON OF NORWAY, the second oldest just behind her sister sofia.
she’s 26, an aquarius, and she’s a soft meme
she grew up in the midst of a war, surrounded by turmoil on all sides, and built herself on that, and takes quite a bit of pride in her diplomatic abilities.
she’s calm and collected, brazen and always knows just what to say.
however, she falls a bit short when it comes to saying what she TRULY feels.
years of grooming to be an acceptable royal figure has created a cocoon-like shell around her, shielding her true feelings from the outside world.
she’s sort of a “picture perfect” type of person, but on the indside she’s sort of bubbling over with feelings
these only come out when she’s around her siblings and close friends, who i would LOVE to get some plots going for !!
this was lowkey n v short but i’m too excited to get started ! so pls pls hit me up in my ims if you want to plot or like this post n i will roll into yours !
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Weekly Nest Notes: A New Generation Coming Soon!
Harriet and M15 possess impressive instincts that drive them to the fulfillment of their mission to procreate.  Over the months, they have worked as an exceptional team in the care and protection of their precious Eggs, their territory and each other. They prepare to welcome new additions to their family in a few days. M15 brought more grass and sticks over the week adding to the nest bowl and the outer railings. Rainy days didn’t deter either from their duties incubating and keeping their Eggs completely dry. The hours of endless time spent on the nest will have great rewards.  Harriet and M15 have each taken their share of time away soaring the skies, bathing at the pond and resting in their favorite perch places. M15 delivered meals to the nest for Harriet and will soon be building a pantry for more hungry mouths to feed. 
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Essential changes will be taking place with the eggs as the chicks ready themselves to break out of their shells. Harriet and M15 will seem to be listening, watching and feeling the movement inside the eggs. They may hear the soft peeps as the chicks are closer to freeing themselves from the eggs. Nature has provided all the chicks need for this strenuous task. Harriet and M15 will see to all their needs when they emerge into the world. Harriet and M15 are united in their goals and their bond is unbreakable.  They have been steadfast in all the stages that have brought them to the coming reveal of the new generation of their young. Nest Notes by dadsjazz.
Weekly Video Highlights 
 Ground Video by wskrsnwings
Harriet Vocal & Beautiful ~ M15 Protects & Incubates 12-13-18   http://bit.ly/2QMLAWB
Video by Anja Edelman (from SWFEC cameras)
12-10-2018 Both, H & M very persistent in what they want by a COG 5:40am   http://bit.ly/2LaZMU7
12-12-18 4-6pm activities. Both chasing a large bird, horses at the pond, and close-up on M & H  https://bit.ly/2PyWDOd
12-13-18 Both, H & M visit the pond, M at the OCT.. 5pm    https://bit.ly/2Bgl1z8
12-16-2018 Lizard makes his appearance to the cam   https://bit.ly/2CgVCH6
Video by Lady Hawk (from SWFEC cameras)
SWFL Eagles ~ Preening & Bath Time For Harriet ~ M Adds More Grasses 12.10.18   https://bit.ly/2PBzkne
SWFL Eagles ~ Harriet Drying Her Wings Before Dark ~ Sweet COG 12.10.18   https://bit.ly/2C4Y3N7
SWFL Eagles ~ Graceful Flight ~ Harriet Soars The Skies 12.11.18  https://bit.ly/2GaXTrx
SWFL Eagles ~ H & M Tuesday Night In Black & White ~ Sunset Views 12.11.18  https://bit.ly/2G9PKn1
SWFL Eagles ~ Gentle Giant & Her Gems ~ Precious Cargo Aboard w/ SLO MO 12.12.18   https://bit.ly/2PuEeCl
SWFL Eagles ~ M15 Protects Territory ~ Closeups of Eggs, M15, Anhinga & Sunset Views 12.13.18   http://bit.ly/2UDGJG6
SWFL Eagles ~ Synchronized & Perfectly Executed Pond Visits ~ Ducks Check M Out 12.13.18   https://bit.ly/2rD309H
SWFL Eagles ~ Harriet Knocks M With Her Tail Upon Fish Delivery 12.14.18   https://bit.ly/2S2N3FB
SWFL Eagles ~ M Delivers Tailless Fish ~ Puts Sticks & Grasses On Harriet 12.15.18   https://bit.ly/2Gj0Bv9
SWFL Eagles ~ Lizzy The Lizard Photo Bombs The Cam! 12.16.18   https://bit.ly/2A2QMMt
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travelworldnetwork · 6 years
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A travel writer raised in war-torn Yugoslavia goes back to search for her lost country two decades after it fell apart.
By Anja Mutic
26 April 2018
I come from a country that no longer exists. In autumn 2011, two decades after its collapse in the early 1990s, I set out on a journey to find Yugoslavia. The fact that the country I was born and raised in no longer existed on the map didn’t matter.
I belonged everywhere and nowhere
At the time, though, New York was my base. I was a perpetual and professional wanderer who made my living by leaving. There was surface glamour to my travel writer’s life: one day I was sailing in the Galapagos, the next I lounged in an overwater bungalow in Bora Bora. I could be walking down a side street in Lisbon or travelling along a dusty Bolivian road. My life revolved around having once-in-a-lifetime experiences on a regular basis.
But what ran beneath the back-to-back journeys was a pesky displacement. I belonged everywhere and nowhere. And while I knew there was a blessing in not belonging, I couldn’t make peace with it.
Through all these journeys, there were always two nagging questions:
Where is Home?
Is this the Place?
That quest was what blew wind into my sails. Somewhere far away, there would be that Place. There would be that Home.
View image of Anja Mutic spent six weeks exploring the nations that once made up Yugoslavia, her home country (Credit: Credit: Anja Mutic)
Growing up in Zagreb – back then Yugoslavia’s second largest city, today Croatia’s capital – I collected Smurfs. I had seven Barbies, all with long, blonde shiny hair except one, who I decided shouldn’t be blonde so I cut her hair short with scissors, took a marker pen and dyed her hair black. I had a pair of pink Nikes my father brought me from a business trip to Mexico in 1984, a cherished commodity. As a teenager, I watched Beverly Hills 90210 and I was in love with Dylan. I read the poetry of TS Eliot and listened to The Smiths. My parents argued a lot but, that aside, I had a perfectly normal childhood.
But while Yugoslavia collapsed in a vicious war that raged through much of the 1990s, the world shrunk around me. As the war unfolded, it felt as if the ceiling was a few feet above my head, and once I grew I’d hit my head and there would be nowhere else to go. I could bang, try to make a hole in the ceiling, but ultimately it wouldn’t work. I’d be stuck, the top of my head pushed against the ceiling. Instead I wanted to grow into an open sky, and so I left.
I was not a refugee. I was not forced to go; my exile in 1993 was self-imposed. But more than 15 years later, having lived and travelled all over the world, I knew I hadn’t made peace with leaving. It had felt like suddenly, overnight, somebody pulled out the carpet from under my feet and I had nothing to stand on. All I had to balance on was a mishmash of memories of this almost mythical country, some of which I wasn’t even sure were real.
View image of Yugoslavia's collapse in the late 20th Century created six new nations, including Macedonia (Credit: Credit: Anja Mutic)
Then an idea came to me one snowy evening in my Brooklyn apartment. I would retrace the borders of my former homeland. I would try to understand the succession of wars that started with Slovenia declaring independence in 1991, Croatia’s fight for independence that raged through 1995, the brutal war in Bosnia that officially ended with the signing of the Dayton Agreement in 1995 and then the Nato bombing of Serbia in 1999. But so many years and a whole lifetime later, it was uncharted ground, a former political entity to which my passport had long expired. I wasn’t interested in diving into the politics of the past anyway. I wanted to capture the emotion that the lost country and its demise left on its people, and on me.
I had a limited budget, grand plans and a fear of what I would find. I was scared I’d be opening a Pandora’s box full of sorrows and losses brought on by war.
I flew to Zagreb and headed out one chilly October evening. It was 18:00 as I boarded window seat 39 on the rickety Cazma-Hisar Tourism Bus heading to Skopje, Macedonia’s capital city. I was about to travel for 12 long hours to get to a place where no-one was awaiting my early morning arrival. Many people found my quest to travel to all the former republics of Yugoslavia strange. “What is driving you to this odd journey?” they asked.
I knew I hadn’t made peace with leaving
I travelled for six weeks, as planned, roughly a week in each former Yugoslav republic, now independent country: Croatia, Slovenia, Serbia, Montenegro, Bosnia & Herzegovina and Macedonia. I’d brought a couple of long-expired guidebooks, published right before Yugoslavia’s descent into civil war. Along the way, I met people for what I called ‘coffee conversations’. In Yugoslavia, having kava (coffee) with someone reigned supreme as a social ritual. On my journey, I wanted to honour this tradition.
After a day and a half, I quickly became more interested in the stories people shared with me, and the guidebooks dropped to the bottom of my big rucksack.
Throughout the trip, I harboured hope that along the way somebody would say one thing that would crystallise it all – my own life of rootless drifting and the vicious and slow death of Yugoslavia that left an entire generation with a lingering feeling of displacement. I knew I was not alone in feeling lost, but I had to understand how others processed the same collective experience we had as a fragmented nation. Surely, somebody would say that one-line kicker I was after, with all the small wisdoms woven into it. I would set my eyes on a street, a village or a forest clearing, and all would click into place. I would finally get permission to move on.
View image of Mutic shared kava (coffee) with people she met during her travels and listened to their stories (Credit: Credit: Elena Pejchinova/Getty Images)
None of that happened. But something else did.
The stories of others became the unexpected backbone of my trip.
Over the course of my journey, I met 50-plus people and recorded our coffee conversations. I sat down with paramilitaries, philosophers, politicians and poets. I had coffee with activists, artists and actors. I chatted with musicians, teachers and NGO workers.
“I have to admit, Yugoslavia never ended for me. I have a case of Yugo nostalgia,” said my first coffee date, Danche, on my first night in Skopje. “Yugoslavia is just part of my growing, it’s part of who I am, and it will remain that way.” I had reached Danche through a mutual friend back in New York. Daughter of a famous Macedonian poet, she was a poetic presence herself. Bleached hair, wide face with strong features and sparkling eyes, she said ‘draga’ (dear) a lot and put her arm under mine right away, as if we were long-lost friends.
The stories of others became the unexpected backbone of my trip
One unseasonably warm evening, I wandered through the streets of the Stara Čaršija (Old Bazaar) quarter in Skopje. As an old man shooed two Roma children away, I ambled through this cobblestoned community of craftsmen in their leather, copper and textile shops, passing stalls that sold only glittery wedding dresses and opanci (traditional leather shoes worn by peasants in south-eastern Europe).
Out of a courtyard came a dusky scent so potent I just had to follow it. Under the shade of plane and fig trees, two kerchiefed women were stirring a huge pot of red puree with a giant wooden spoon. Sabrije Elezi and Usnije Fetahi were preparing ajvar, the ubiquitous Balkan relish made of roasted red peppers. Traditionally prepared in mid-autumn, the pepper season, it’s a labour-intensive process that involves hours of preparation. We sat in the yard under the fig trees, taking turns stirring the pot. Usnije made Turkish coffee, and on a carved wooden tray Sabrije brought out slatko, traditional fruit compote that’s overwhelmingly sweet (‘slatko’ literally means sweet). This one was made of raspberries. I asked Sabrije what she remembered of Yugoslavia. “Life was so much better back then,” she said.
View image of In Skopje, Macedonia, Mutic helped two women prepare ajvar (red pepper relish) while they shared their thoughts on Yugoslavia (Credit: Credit: Anja Mutic)
As my coffee companions talked, I listened. Like a travelling therapist, I sat captive to their tales, sipping my 14th coffee of the day, asking questions about Yugoslavia. Listening, recording, bearing witness to unleashed emotions, holding space… Some waxed political and pointed fingers, offering their own theory of Yugoslavia’s collapse. Others zeroed in on a slice of their personal life: a childhood friend they had and never saw again; an estranged family member. There was anger, melancholy, frustration, disappointment, betrayal and the general sense that we all lost something precious. I kept getting glimpses of answers, but no Answer.
When I returned to New York, I would sift through all their stories. Like a beachcomber, I would find those shells that still had the sound of sea in them. But their stories froze me. I was suddenly seized by the responsibility of having to pass on what they shared.
There was the general sense that we all lost something precious
Sometimes in life you set out to chase that big story. Seven years have passed since that chase I thought would cure my curious condition. By retracing my roots, I would find that elusive sense of belonging. I would find closure with my ex-country.
But I am largely the same (though of course I’ve changed – and aged). The journey didn’t quench my wanderlust, as I had hoped it would. Instead, it gave me an intimate window into people’s lives before, during and after Yugoslavia.
View image of Anja Mutic: “The journey… gave me an intimate window into people’s lives before, during and after Yugoslavia” (Credit: Credit: Anja Mutic)
And seven years on, I am beginning to accept that home is a shapeshift thing, belonging is just as elusive, and the country that raised me is an imaginary land that once was, and is no more, except in our collective memory.
And sometimes a journey is just that, a journey. Back to where you began.
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Master Fic List, UPDATED
*UPDATED AS OF 11/7/2017*
Na Binne an Leann chapters 8-12 added Jack Montague chapters 47-51 added
 ***Entire fic catalog with summaries, links, update dates, and associated warnings under the cut***
(64 fics total)
Chemical
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3970054 - 58 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 9/27
Tom & Anja have known each other for years, existing in the same group of friends but never being able to get near each other without insults flying.  He’s a bartender with a mysterious, dark past and she’s an executive assistant with a bright future.  When an incident outside the pub shoves them solidly into each other’s lives, a night of kinky unbridled sex and animalistic behavior bonds them for life as he teaches her just how close to feral creatures we really are.  A dark romance with Dom/sub undertones, very adult themes, and tons of smut including rampant sex of pretty much every variation you can think of.  Male character is a Loki/Tom hybrid, not based on any existing TH characters.
Penumbraluna
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6065182  - 10 chapters, COMPLETE
Before Tom bought the pub and met Anja, he was a skinny, determined 15-year old kid who had to make it to San Diego on his own to find his sister.  The pre-history to CHEMICAL, detailing how his teenage relationship with his buddy Chris shaped his future as an adult.  Dark, sometimes disturbing, with numerous references to underage prostitution, male/male sex of various types (both consensual and non), implied/inferred rape, abuse, adult situations involving minors, illegal activity, romance, unprotected sex between males and males/females, and lots of angst/tragedy/heartbreak.  Not for the weak of heart or persons prone to squick.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
The Individual Chemical Prehistories:
Girly
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6135197 - one chapter, complete
A short prequel to Chemical, told from Chem!Tom’s point of view and detailing the eight years that he waited patiently for Anja to notice him.  Takes place after Penumbraluna ends and beforeChemicalbegins.  A little bit of angst, a lot of romance.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
Taos
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6153451 - one chapter, complete
One short night in New Mexico, told by Alicia.  A brief account of how Tom met the mother of his oldest child and the impact they made on each other’s lives in just a few sweet hours.  Very mild references to underage/adult sex and underage prostitution, with some melancholy angst.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
The Scottish Barman
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6151607 - one chapter, complete
Everyone’s favorite pothead bartender gives us his impression of growing up under the wings and very tall shadows of Tom and Chris.  Rough language, references to illegal activity and minor illicit drug use.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, and Ewan.
Eidolon
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6300241 - one chapter, complete
The many lives and deaths of Tom Heyworth, related by his sister.  Portrayal of dissociative mental illness, disturbing imaginary imagery and delusional psychosis.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
The Mechanic
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6340117 - one chapter, complete
Chem!Tom’s early days in San Diego through current day, told through his best friend Chris’s eyes.  Rough language, mentions of abuse and underage prostitution, male/male sex, references to illegal activity, minor character death, general angst and lots and lots of unconditional love.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
Two Princes
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6370480 - one chapter, complete
The road to true love isn’t always paved with longing glances and stolen kisses. Sometimes it’s more inappropriate insults and antagonistic smirks - but the end destination is the same, if it’s meant to be.  Anja’s retelling of the early stages of her relationship with Tom, told mostly through the events of one night at the pub. Strong language, sexual references, character death.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Sam.
Medialuna
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6779617 - one chapter, complete
The original ending to Chemical, written a year ago when the story first began and updated for release to commemorate the one-year anniversary this month. What would have happened if Tom and Anja’s story had taken an entirely different, decidedly less human direction?  Supernatural elements, strong language.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, Ewan, and brief mentions of Eric and Laing.
Quiet Gods
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7252036 - one chapter, complete
Eva and Chris met when they were teenagers, fell in love, lost their virginity to each other, and then were separated when her family moved away.  When she comes back to town a decade later, the handsome boy she remembers as her first love is still there - but a lot has happened in the years they were apart. Most notably, a boy named Tommy.  Can true love be shared?  Explicit sex, some language, slash, het, and a threesome.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
Sir
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7365319 - one chapter, complete
Love can be a twisted and demanding thing, but in the end it’s still love…and our deepest desires live on in those who come after we’ve gone.  Explicit sex, heavy Dom/sub, mention of character death.  Provides a lot of missing background information for a major Chemical character.  Male character is Sir (can’t spoil the mystery of who he is before you read it)
Das Vorspiel
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8393785 - one chapter, complete
Sometimes you just need a stranger to tell you it’s okay. Traveling abroad for business, a woman with emotional baggage to unpack finally finds a face just familiar enough to convince herself - for a few short hours - that the love she walked away from can finally forgive her. But can she forgive herself? And more importantly…SHOULD she?
Inspired by the October 2016 Interview Magazine photoshoot of Tom Hiddleston (you know the one)
This story links into the Chemical universe and is technically one of the prehistories - set between the events of TAOS and GIRLY, after PENUMBRALUNA and before the beginning chapter of CHEMICAL.  Explicit sex, Dom/sub implied.  Male character is an OC variation of TH.
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Body Double
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3935923 - 40 chapters, complete
UPDATED AND COMPLETED 8/25/2016
Anna’s working as a body double on the Crimson Peak movie set, standing in for an actress with a no-nudity clause in her contract.  Tom is the handsome star of the film with no qualms about doing his own dirty work.  Can an on-set fling survive the real world outside the dark fairytale of the script?  Just how real can love be with a man who shifts from one character to another so easily? Romance, mild Dom/sub undertones, lots and lots of smut, very VERY heavy on the sex, quite a bit of fluff. Male character is TH.
The King’s Heart
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5017990 - 20 chapters, complete
A grieving, emotionally unhinged Loki is handed the throne of Asgard and ordered by royal decree to take a wife.  Unwilling to be bothered with romance or courtship, Loki withdraws into a bitter shell and it falls to his brother Thor to appoint a bride for the king.  Lyra is chosen by default - she has royal blood, she’s unmarried, of childbearing age, and already belongs to Asgard as a spoil of war.  Can she help the king regrow his cold, dead heart?  Very adult themes, heavy on the smut and sex, Dom/sub, romance.  Male character is Loki.
The Wolf King
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5462807 - 17 chapters, complete
Sequel to The King’s Heart.  Loki and Lyra’s son is now King of Asgard and once again royal decree has initiated the search for a worthy queen.  But the young king has other things on his mind, including mastering his own special brand of magic and fulfilling a centuries-old prophecy.  Adventure, fluff, frequent appearances by Loki & Lyra, heavy smut in future chapters.  Male character is Loki’s identical son, who shares all his father’s quirks and abilities - minus the bad attitude.
Weekly Meetings of the Most Useless Muses in the History of FanFiction
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5685502 - 22 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 9/3
This is what happens when you try to get your inspiration to cooperate.  Weekly one-shots (usually uploaded every Sunday) featuring the muses from my current fics arguing, beating each other up, calling each other names, and generally just not doing their jobs.  Lots of Chem!Tom/Loki fights and over the top animosity. Currently attending muses are Loki and Lyra from The King’s Heart, Tom and Anja from Chemical, Tom and Anna from Body Double, and Adam and Selina from Sanguine, with occasional appearances from Aleks of The Wolf King and Cara from Chemical.  Other random minor characters drop by from time to time. *New participants are Jack and Loki from Jack Montague, Eve from Sanguine, Tom and Chris from Penumbraluna, Thor from King’s Heart/Wolf King/Jack Montague.
Sunflower
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6413650 - 10 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 11/20
Tommy didn’t know that parking in a handicapped zone at 3 a.m. would get him on the shitlist of a cute disabled girl’s social justice warrior sister. Will it end up being the best thing that ever happened to him, or will his interest in baby sis end up with him in jail?  Explicit sex, language, adult themes, and SJW’ism taken too far.  Male characters are Tommy Stark (a young black-haired TH variant) and Martin Twain (based on Idris Elba).
The McClary Chronicles
A new series currently consisting of Sgàile Leannan, Sàmhach Mhiannan, and Na Binne an Leann.
Sgàile Leannan
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8174816 - 20 chapters, complete
Stuck in Scotland doing soil-testing research, Molly finds herself completely out of her element and in the crosshairs of a rough local who doesn’t turn a welcoming eye to strangers. Caught in a dangerous storm in an unfamiliar place, her only option beside freezing to death or getting lost on the mountain is to follow him home…   Explicit sex, language, adult themes, dubious consent, unprotected sex, starcrossed lovers, and antagonistic mountain men.  Male character is King McClary, a Loki-in-a-kilt hybrid original character.
Sàmhach Mhiannan
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9221345 - 25 chapters, complete
The sequel to Sgaile Leannan - Molly has returned home from Scotland, leaving King McClary behind in his own life while moving on with hers. But separating herself permanently from the surly Scotsman is proving more difficult than she expected when he suddenly shows up in Philadelphia. Are their stars really too crossed to ever hope they could be together?  This story picks up immediately where Sgaile Leannan left off, with Molly and King reunited in the city.  Explicit sex, language, adult themes, starcrossed lovers, angst, and lots of omg-are-they-ever-going-to-get-their-shit-together??
Na Binne an Leann
http://archiveofourown.org/works/11498058 - 12 chapters, ongoing
*updated 11/5
Part 3 of The McClary Chronicles - picks up three months after the end of Samhach Mhiannan, with Molly making a life changing decision for herself and newborn Pod…and by extension, King McClary, the cranky Scotsman who has returned to his home in the Highlands without her. Nobody ever said true love was an easy path to walk, but Molly’s got a good sturdy pair of hiking boots this time around. Which one will beg for mercy first: the determined mother of the next King of Claighe, or the current king himself?
The McClary Chronicles Prehistories and Side Stories
A Meeting With The King - oneshot, complete
A McClary Chronicles side story, told from King’s point of view. What happened the day the CEO of Monarch Industries got into a kerfuffle with his opposite number in the men’s room at Clendon Williams? A retelling of the events leading up to chapter 9 of Samhach Mhiannan, as seen through King’s eyes.
See You After The Apocalypse
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6567085 - 1 chapter, complete
A Chemical AU in which Chris gets Anja and the girls out of San Diego during a zombie apocalypse, leaving Tom and Cara behind to cover their escape.  Not knowing if Tom is still alive or if he’ll be able to locate her after the disaster is over, Anja waits for her mate to find his way back to her. True love, angst, adversity vs. fate, and all kinds of feels.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, and Pop Heyworth.
Meet Me In Phoenix
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7635625 - 5 chapters (10 projected), ongoing
(Updated 8/23/2016)
The sequel to See You After The Apocalypse, told from Tom’s POV.
Wolfsbane
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7446793 - 1 chapter, complete
Inspired by a “wouldn’t it be great if your OTP…” post on tumblr.
Wouldn’t it be great if your OTP…murdered each other?
A twisted little Chemical AU in which Chem!Tom and Anja never met - until just now, staring down the barrels of each other’s guns.  Plot twists, mention of rough sex, lots of Mr and Mrs Smith’ing.  Male character is an AU Chem!Tom.
Mine
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5989584 - one-shot, single chapter, complete
The woman Loki has chosen for his bride has been given, instead, to his brother. Driven nearly mad with heartbreak and jealousy, he hides himself under a charm of invisibility and attends the wedding night - without an invitation.  Sex, smut, angst, language, voyeurism, and general Loki whump.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
Sanguine
http://archiveofourown.org/works/4739396 - 15 chapters, complete
Adam is an 800-year old vampire living a hermit’s life, until he takes a young mortal as a blood donor in a business agreement that turns eventually into a sexual relationship.  In an accidental bloodlust frenzy, Adam goes against her wishes and turns her, ending their relationship and driving her out of his life. Now, years later, he’s having visions of her that seem so real they’re driving him insane.  Is she real or is he imagining her?  Dark romance, very adult themes, a lot of smut and heavy vampire sex.  Male character is Adam of Only Lovers Left Alive.
The Joker and The Thief Series
A new series currently consisting of Jack Montague and two Loki/Jack oneshots
Jack Montague (an Epilogue to Sanguine)
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6319945 - 51 chapters, ongoing
(UPDATED 11/6)
Adam and Selina’s baby girl is all grown up and finding her own way through a world she doesn’t quite fit into - but that won’t stop her from claiming it as her own.  A crossing of paths with another otherworldly being - a castaway god in search of a partner in crime for dubious activities - opens up a whole new realm of possibilities for the bohemian vampire.  Dark romance, heavy smut, lots of kink, deviant behavior, and bloody squick.  Male character is an AU Loki.
Sugar Skull - added 4/18 (synopsis to be added soon)
The Gucci Incident - added 4/11 (synopsis to be added soon)
The Dragon Queen
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3597330 - 28 chapters, complete
After his capture and return to Asgard, Loki is sentenced to life in prison.  After a year of incarceration his personality, mental health, and disposition begin to decline, prompting Frigga to convince Odin to allow him some female company. Odin is reticent to fulfill this request until he figures out a way to punish both Loki and another prisoner who is languishing in his prison - but who is getting the worse end of the bargain, Loki or his new part-time cellmate?  VERY adult themes, violent sex, dark romance.  Not for the faint of heart.  Male character is Loki.
The Trickster’s Wife
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3651918 - 31 chapters, complete
(COMPLETED 6/8/2017)
Asgard - and specifically, Odin - needs Loki’s help.  But his assistance comes at a steep price: one eight-year old child, Odin’s favorite pet, to be raised by Loki to be his wife when she’s of age.  Can the Prince of Mischief handle bringing up a little girl on his own?  Romance, fluff, and intense sexual themes in later chapters.  Male character is Loki.
Lost Creatures
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8054515 - 1 chapter, complete (NEW)
How desperate Thor must be, to call on Loki for help…with this problem, in particular. But Loki has no desire to be of assistance…yet.  Male/male sex, smut, nasty talk, angst, longing, and general Loki attitude issues.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
The Tempest Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/247606 - 11 segments, complete
Eleven short stories revolving around Loki’s siege of New York, beginning on the night before the attack and ending a year later.  An unbelievable amount of smut, very adult themes, Dom/sub undertones, violent sex, pretty much Loki being Loki.  Oh and romance, believe it or not.  Male character is Loki.
Smooth Criminal
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3596505 - 1 chapter, complete
The day before his capture, in Stuttgart, in which Loki acquires his famous suit. When the God of Chaos strolls into a shop in search of the perfect outfit for a night of mayhem, an accommodating shop girl suits him up in style.  Dom/sub sex, bondage, oral, heavy smut.  Male character is Loki.
Blue Collar Criminal
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605628 - 1 chapter, incomplete
Sequel to Smooth Criminal. Loki is king of Asgard now, but boredom sends him back to Midgard in search of the shop girl that gave him the excellent blowjob. Fluff, dark romance, heavy on the sex in upcoming chapters.  Male character is Loki.
Beautiful Disaster
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3651276 - 1 chapter, complete
During a night off from filming in an unfamiliar town, Tom steps into a laundromat to get warm and ends up stealing a girl’s underwear.  The pilfered panties spark an obsession that lasts almost a year, with unexpected results. Fluff, panty kink, masturbation, romance, obsessive longing, basically just a sweet little Tom tale told from his POV.  Male character is TH.
The Good Stuff
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3674250 - 1 chapter, complete
Loki knows where Frigga keeps her booze.  He and Thor raid her stash and a long day of debauched drunken dares gets slightly out of hand.  Fluff, sexual assault, voyeurism, and all manner of perversion ensue.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
Whisper
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605040 - 6 chapters, complete
Trapped as the only survivor in post-war Asgard, Loki devises a means of escape with just one drawback - it requires a willing human mind to accept him. Very dark adult themes, talk of violent nonconsensual sex, eventual consensual sex.  Male character is Loki.
No Regrets
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3756517 - 1 chapter, complete
Loki takes the throne of Asgard - but it’s only for an afternoon, and he’s not sitting on it alone.  Plotless smut with graphic sex and lewdness.  Male character is Loki.
Would You Like To Play A Game? Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/249025 - 4 stories, all complete
Four short stories following a Dom/sub theme:
Would You Like To Play A Game? -
An executive assistant is called upon to work overtime with her darkly sensual boss and ends up playing bondage games in the conference room.  Male character is a TH variant.
Burn -
Dom/sub play with a hot pepper.  Don’t try this at home.  Male character is a TH variant.
The Way of The Cat -
Being a crime boss’s moll can be a dangerous job, especially when his other love is a big black cat.  Male character is Jaguar!Tom from the It’s Good To Be Bad commercial series.
Sleep -
College somnambulance studies require subjects that are willing to be studied while they snooze.  Extra credit if the subject can’t sleep without masturbating first.  Male character is Oakley.
Civil Disobedience
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3847939 - 1 chapter, complete
What happens when you disobey the God of Asswhuppings?  Dom/sub, nonconsensual spanking, adult themes.  Male character is Loki.
Dandelion Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/247612 - 6 segments, scattered
Six single-chapter segments in no particular chronological order, outlining a long-term loving relationship between friends who become lovers and finally marriage partners.  Heavy sex of all kinds, lots of smut, romance, Dom/sub undertones, spanking, adult themes, fluff.  Male character is a TH variant.
Yes Please, Magnus
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605409 - 1 chapter, complete
Before joining the police force, a very young Magnus Martinsson worked an apprenticeship at a remote forensics facility to gain experience.  The only other resident at the compound is his slightly older boss - and weeks alone together have started to have an effect on both of them.  Sex, smut, shy romance.  Male character is Magnus Martinsson from Wallander.
Golden Boy
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3763015 - 5 chapters, incomplete
Even the most handsome, charming, charismatic matinee idols were once awkward teenagers in high school.  What if you were the reason that gawky boy turned into a sex god?  Sweet smut, lots of fluff, teen angst, first times.  Male character is an AU TH.
Awakening
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3685368 - 1 chapter, complete
Abusive love can destroy a spirit, but loving care can rebuild a soul.  Heavy sex, smut, Dom/sub undertones, spanking.  Male character is TH.
Broken Petals
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3608574 - 2 chapters, incomplete
When a female co-worker is brutally assaulted on the job, Magnus takes her into his care and starts to imagine a relationship with her.  Smut, fantasizing, masturbation, and eventual sex.  Male character is Magnus Martinsson.
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Elias wilted in his seat after yet another wistful glance around the room. The loud thumping of some very unimpressive music and the boisterous voices of people sitting in clusters filled his ears. He found himself searching for one face in the massive crowd. But it was pointless. Eventually, he was joined by the rest of the boys, who were all laughing at some joke Mutta had made. Elias grumbled to himself in frustration. Being at a high school party with a bunch of kids and some shitty music was the last thing he felt like doing right now, but if there was even a slight possibility of seeing Laila, he definitely wasn’t going to say no.
He was resolved on fixing things between him and Laila. No matter what it took. If only she’d let him.
Elias drummed his fingers on the table, refocusing his attention on the conversation at hand. Chris had joined them at the couch and she and Mutta were chatting animatedly. As for the rest, Mikael was in a heated discussion with Yousef about which was better; Naruto or Avatar. Meanwhile Adam and Even laughed at the both of them. Leave it to Mikael and Yousef, the only 19-20 year olds on the planet to have a legit discussion about Naruto and Avatar.
Yousef turned towards Mikael and threw his hands in the air exasperatedly. “Naruto is a 12 year old ninja! It’s so unrealistic?”
“Oh so it’s realistic for an airbender to go around and throw elements?” Mikael questioned.
“Ok, first of all he doesnt throw the elements, he bends them. Second of all, Avatar is awesome. It doesnt matter whether it’s realistic or not. The way he controls all of the elements, that’s cool. Naruto? Not cool.”
Elias sighed and stifled a laugh. “Neither of you two are cool.”
Mikael widened his eyes dramatically in response. Just as he was about to retort, an enthusiastic voice interrupted him.
“Hey!”
Elias whipped his head towards the voice, momentarily wishing it was Laila. Or at the very least her friend Anja; at least then he would know Laila was actually somewhere at this party. But unfortunately, it was neither of them. It was two girls that he vaguely recognized from Bakka.
They walked over and sat down next to Mikael and Yousef with drinks in hand, as they began fondly reminiscing about their times at Bakka. Elias didn’t trust people who liked their high school years. Really, who did? It was filled with kids who had no interest in actually being there and teachers who had even less interest than the students.
Elias fiddled with the fabric of the couch he was sitting on as he watched the girls’ blatant flirting. Yousef looked completely oblivious, meanwhile Mikael looked somewhat uncomfortable. He had always been pretty withdrawn around girls all throughout his high school years. Elias knew that Mikael just needed to gain some confidence to come out of his shell.
Elias eyed the drinks on the table. Having finally given up on any attempt to be a part of the conversation, he let out an exasperated breath and willed himself to look away from the empty glasses and beer cans.
The girls, whose names were apparently Lise and Katrine, stood up from the couch and asked, “Do any of you guys want a drink?”
Yes.
“No.” Elias lied.
Just as the two girls left the couch, Adam patted Mikael on the chest and said, “Dude! Lise was totally flirting with you!”
Mikael furrowed his eyes and rubbed at the nape of his neck.
Chris snorted and nodded. “She wants the D, man.”
Mutta chuckled and agreed.
Elias noticed Mikael’s shifty eyes. He figured Mikael was just shy, so Elias leaned towards him and put his hand on his shoulder. “Just compliment her, tell her she’s hot. Or ask her if she wants to dance.”
Mikaels brows knit together in a frown as he shifted his eyes from the boys to the bar where the girls were sitting. “I don’t know, I’m not into blondes.”
“What are you into then?” Mutta asked him.
Mikaels forehead puckered as he hesitantly let out a nervous laugh. “I don’t know man, I guess I’ll know when I see her.”
Adam rolled his eyes as he said, “Bro. She’s hot. Don’t be so picky. You’re a handsome guy, you can get her. No need to be shy.”
“I’m not shy, I’m just not interested,” Mikael muttered.
As Elias was about to respond, Sana walked over to the table, beaming as she said, “What’s up?”
Chris grinned at Sana and answered, “This Katrine girl is about to steal your man and Mikael is about to get some. But apparently he ‘isn’t into blondes’.”
Yousef gulped nervously, looking Sana in the eyes, undoubtedly trying to silently communicate he had no part in this.
Elias stifled a laugh at Yousef’s reaction. Elias would probably die of shock if he ever saw Yousef flirting with anyone other than Sana. Not that he was capable of flirting in general.
Sana smirked. “Yousef wouldn’t know what to do with her even if she did.”
All the guys whooped and hollered at her response.
“Do I sense a bit of jealousy?” Adam teased.
Sana rolled her eyes and said, “He wishes.”
Chris choked out a shrill laugh, clutching her chest, tears coming out of her eyes. “Sana!” she let out. She turned towards her and said, “Do you remember when you thought-” but she stopped abruptly as Sana gave her the greatest glare known to humanity.
“Chris I think you’ve had a bit too much to drink, don’t you think?”
Chris took note of Sana’s expression and quickly looked away, taking a swig from the drink in her hand.
At that moment, Yousef turned his eyes to Sana in confusion. Sana gave him a slight shake of her head.
As the Bakka girls returned with a few drinks in hand, Lise turned from her phone and said, “My friend’s having a party, wanna come?”
Elias felt deflated. He looked around for Laila, as he had done numerous times throughout the hour, but once again, he didn’t see her.
The rest of them nodded, collecting their jackets and bags. Elias stood up from his seat as he shook his head and said, “I think I’ll just head home actually. I’m kind of tired.”
“Are you sure?” Yousef said.
“Yeah, I am,” Elias responded, avoiding his eyes.
Yousef looked at him with an unreadable expression before he said, “Call me if there’s anything.”
“Yousef, I’m going home, don’t worry.”
“Yeah that’s what you always say. I mean it, call me.”
Elias nodded as Yousef pressed his lips together, glancing between the bottles near the table and Elias, the remnants of a concerned expression lingered on his face, before he smiled at him. He walked out the door, leaving with the others.
Elias sighed as he turned towards the bar and sat down on a stool. He rubbed at his temples and waited for the bartender to serve him. He pushed the voices in his head telling him not to buy a drink further and further down until they were almost unintelligible. His ears filled with a slight ringing noise, as the bartender turned to him and asked, “What will it be?”
Elias hesitantly opened his mouth and was about to answer as he felt someone bump into his shoulder from behind him.
((( Secrets - The Weeknd )))
“Anja, call me back as soon as you get this.”
He recognized that voice.
He whipped his head around, turning so that he was face to face with Laila. She looked up at him, her mouth slightly agape. They stared at each other for a few seconds in shock, before he uttered a hesitant, “Hey.”
“Hey,” she replied. She was looking gorgeous as ever; her black turtleneck hugged her features; the coils of her dark brown hair enveloped her face.
Laila tore her phone away from her ear. She bit her lip and glanced at him beneath her lashes.
“I…,” they both said at the same time.
They laughed nervously.
Elias gestured for her to talk first.
Laila smiled. “I- I’m sorry for acting weird last Friday.”
Elias furrowed his brows in confusion. “No. I’m the one who should be apologizing. I was a dick.”
Laila opened her mouth to protest, but she was interrupted by the sound of her phone ringing. She quickly grabbed it out of her jean pocket and answered. “Anja? Where are you?” There was a desperate edge to her voice. She paused and looked up at Elias. In a more hushed tone, she continued, turning away her face slightly, “Just- come to the bar. Please?”
Elias furrowed his brows worriedly at Laila’s distress. As she hung up, Elias asked, “What’s wrong?”
Laila shifted her eyes nervously. She paused and said, “It’s nothing. It’s just….. Anja’s having some trouble…. with her boyfriend.” She shrugged nonchalantly.
Elias raised his brows.
Within seconds, Anja appeared next to them, looking between Elias and Laila in confusion.
“Isn’t this the big charmer?” Anja asked, looking skeptically at Elias with a grin.
Elias vaguely recognized her as the blonde girl from the awkward pickup attempt two weeks ago. He snorted at her in response.
Laila let out a silent breath of relief. “Uhm- you know how you have that problem with your boyfriend?”
Anja narrowed her eyes before saying, “Ooooh….um… yeah.”
Laila looked from Elias to Anja and continued, “Well. We have to go to my place now.”
Anja peered at Laila nervously. “Slight problem. You don’t have the keys to your house remember?”
“I don’t?”
“You don’t.”
Elias furrowed his brows at the conversation at hand. He rubbed the back of his head in confusion. Suddenly, an idea formed in his mind; a way to get Laila to forgive him once and for all. He glanced from Laila to Anja and said, “You can sleep over at my place. My parents aren’t home.”
Both Laila and Anja turned towards him, looking positively dumbstruck at his suggestion.
“Are you sure?” Laila asked.
Elias shrugged and smiled at Laila. “It’s not a problem.”
Laila hesitated before saying, “But…uh….I think I’ll have to come too.”
Anja nodded vigorously and said, “Yeah. Yeah. You definitely should. Because- uh…”
Laila turned towards Elias and smirked. “I can’t have my best friend stay overnight with a boy we barely know, now can I? For all we know, you could be a serial killer.”
Elias chuckled. “Me? A serial killer? I’m not the one who listens to classical music while handling very sharp knives in pyjamas on a Tuesday afternoon.”
Laila laughed. “Who knows. Maybe I am.”
Elias raised an eyebrow in amusement. “I guess that’s a risk I’m willing to take.”
((( Alene - Arif )))
“Well. This is the place.” Elias led them to his front door, unlocking it, before he stepped aside, to let them through.
They walked inside as he followed behind them, turning on the lights to the entryway. With his parents gone and Sana still out at that party, the apartment was quiet and still.
Laila and Anja followed Elias into the living room, looking around at the heavy bookshelf situated near the back wall and the pile of bags stacked on the table in the corner.
Elias turned towards his bedroom and said, “You guys can sleep in here, I’ll take the couch.”
“Can I use your bathroom?” Anja asked Elias.
“Yah, first door on the left, Elias gestured in that direction, before she ambled down the hall.
“Is this your bedroom?” Laila asked, forcing his attention back to her. She looked into his room interestedly, catching a glimpse of some of the photography stills taped to his wall. “Did you take these photos?”
“Some of them. But others are places I really want to visit and some are just pictures that I think are shot really well.” Elias replied.
Laila looked at him and smiled softly. She glanced to her side, in deep thought and turned towards him. “If you could go anywhere in the world right now. Where would it be?”
Elias didn’t even need a second to think about his answer. “Morocco. Or more specifically, the countryside.”
“Why?”
“My family’s from there. It’s the most beautiful place. We visited this summer. One day, we drove to the rural areas and I saw the terrible conditions people were living in. It kinda made me feel guilty, for all that I have. I wish I could help out somehow.”
“I feel the exact same way whenever I visit Kenya. Things are going relatively fine over there for now. The economy is moving forward. But…things are still bad. And there’s not much that’s in our control.”
“Says the girl who apparently loves to be in control,” Elias teased.
Laila grinned at him. “Well in a world where Donald Trump is the American president, it’s hard to be hopeful.”
“If we don’t have hope, we don’t have much at all.” Elias said, solemnly looking into her brown eyes.
Laila paused. She narrowed her eyes and grinned at him. “I didn’t know you were such an optimist?”
“I try,” he smirked, shrugging lightly. 
With a pause, Laila grinned mischievously. “I was in South Africa too. But...you knew that already, didn’t you?”
Elias squeezed his eyes shut in embarrassment. Of course she’d seen the notification. Heat rose to his face as he made an effort to collect himself, trying to act as nonchalantly as possible. He opened his eyes with a laugh and was welcomed by her teasing smile. “Okay, okay. You caught me.”
In a desperate attempt to change the conversation, Elias said, “Where would you go?”
“Everywhere.”
“Everywhere?”
Laila nodded. “There’s so much I haven’t seen. I want to see every single inch of this earth. But…I’m just scared….” She trailed off.
Elias frowned. “Scared of what?”
Laila paused. “Serial killers like yourself,” she laughed.
Elias laughed. Laila turned towards his shelf, Elias followed her gaze, where his math trophies, blue ribbons, and achievement medals rested. He thought back to the years when his parents had entered him into those math competitions. He used to love seeing their pleased expressions after he’d won. The look of pure joy on their faces at his accomplishment was indescribable. He couldn’t remember the last time they’d been proud of him. His heart felt heavy suddenly, as he shook the thought from his head.
Laila picked up the quran that sat collecting dust on top of his shelf.
“Are you religious?” Laila asked, waving the book in her hands.
“I try to be. But it’s hard sometimes.” Elias responded. “Are you?”
Laila gave him a pensive look, before she said, “Yeah. If things go to shit in my life, it always helps to calm me.”
“Christianity?” Elias asked
“Islam.”
Elias raised his brows. For some reason, that came as a surprise to him. “I didn’t know you were Muslim.”
Laila shuffled around the room before saying, “Well I’m not super strict about the rules, but I always grew up around Islam. My mom’s Muslim, but my dad’s Christian.” She made air quotes around the word Christian. “But I always felt way more connected to Islam.”
Elias nodded with a smile, which Laila promptly reciprocated. Silence fell over the room once again as Laila looked around. She spotted the mini basketball lying on his nightstand.
Elias picked it up and threw it to her. “Show me your moves, girl.”
Laila caught the ball and shook her head with a chuckle. “I’m not good at this.”
“Oh come on, I bet you are.”
Laila tilted her head at him. “What if I ruin a lamp or something?”
With a smile dangling at the corner of his lips he said, “Don’t be scared. Come on, I believe in you.”
She paused and turned towards the hoop hanging from the back of his bedroom door and made the shot perfectly, standing a few feet away.
Elias gasped in a teasing manner, cupping his hands around his mouth. “Ladies and gentlemen, the amazing, the legendary, the strong Laila Ogutu made the impossible shot!”
Laila patted herself on the shoulder in mock-victory, giving him a radiant smile.
Elias felt warmth spread throughout his body at the sight of seeing her this happy.
For a few seconds, they simply gazed at each other, standing together in comfortable silence.
Suddenly, Anja walked into the room. Taking in the sight in front of her, she stared at the two of them before rolling her eyes. “Are you two lovebirds done? I’m tired.”
Laila snorted. “I thought you were in the bathroom.”
“I went to the bathroom twenty minutes ago, How long do you expect me to take in there?” Anja furrowed her brows.
Laila rolled her eyes at her friend.
Elias tried to stifle a laugh. He put his hands up and said, “Alright, I’m leaving. Goodnight.”
He left his bedroom, heading towards the bathroom to brush his teeth. He could barely contain his smile. He squeezed some toothpaste onto his toothbrush and started brushing his teeth. Out of the corner of his eye, he noticed Laila walk into the bathroom and stand next to him. He raised his brows in amusement.
“What? I need to brush my teeth,” she replied.
Elias nodded. He was definitely not going to make a fool of himself by trying to talk with toothpaste in his mouth. He turned towards the mirror, concentrating on brushing his teeth, trying not to stare at her.
Laila asked, “Where’s the toothpaste?”
Elias cocked his head towards the cabinet in front of him. She fished the toothpaste out and squeezed some onto her finger. Elias raised his brows at her unconventional tooth brushing ways.
They stood there for a few minutes, brushing their teeth in complete silence with the occasional laugh escaping their mouths. Finally, Elias turned the sink on, water splashing out of the faucet as he rinsed his mouth. He stepped aside and let her do the same. He handed her a fresh towel.
“Thanks,” she mumbled.
He stood there unsure of what to do next.
“Well, I guess I better go to sleep now, it’s been a long day.” Laila said.
“Goodnight,” Elias said.
“Night, Elias”, she smiled at him earnestly.
Elias watched her walk into his bedroom before he slowly made his way into the living room. He collapsed onto the couch with a huge smile on his lips, feeling a warmth settle into his chest.
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Master Fic List
*UPDATED AS OF 10/4/2017*
Na Binne an Leann chapters 5-7 added Jack Montague chapter 46 added A Meeting With The King added (oneshot) Chemical chapter 58 added
  ***Entire fic catalog with summaries, links, update dates, and associated warnings under the cut***
(64 fics total)
Chemical
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3970054 - 57 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 9/27
Tom & Anja have known each other for years, existing in the same group of friends but never being able to get near each other without insults flying.  He’s a bartender with a mysterious, dark past and she’s an executive assistant with a bright future.  When an incident outside the pub shoves them solidly into each other’s lives, a night of kinky unbridled sex and animalistic behavior bonds them for life as he teaches her just how close to feral creatures we really are.  A dark romance with Dom/sub undertones, very adult themes, and tons of smut including rampant sex of pretty much every variation you can think of.  Male character is a Loki/Tom hybrid, not based on any existing TH characters.
Penumbraluna
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6065182  - 10 chapters, COMPLETE
Before Tom bought the pub and met Anja, he was a skinny, determined 15-year old kid who had to make it to San Diego on his own to find his sister.  The pre-history to CHEMICAL, detailing how his teenage relationship with his buddy Chris shaped his future as an adult.  Dark, sometimes disturbing, with numerous references to underage prostitution, male/male sex of various types (both consensual and non), implied/inferred rape, abuse, adult situations involving minors, illegal activity, romance, unprotected sex between males and males/females, and lots of angst/tragedy/heartbreak.  Not for the weak of heart or persons prone to squick.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
The Individual Chemical Prehistories:
Girly
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6135197 - one chapter, complete
A short prequel to Chemical, told from Chem!Tom’s point of view and detailing the eight years that he waited patiently for Anja to notice him.  Takes place after Penumbraluna ends and beforeChemicalbegins.  A little bit of angst, a lot of romance.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
Taos
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6153451 - one chapter, complete
One short night in New Mexico, told by Alicia.  A brief account of how Tom met the mother of his oldest child and the impact they made on each other’s lives in just a few sweet hours.  Very mild references to underage/adult sex and underage prostitution, with some melancholy angst.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
The Scottish Barman
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6151607 - one chapter, complete
Everyone’s favorite pothead bartender gives us his impression of growing up under the wings and very tall shadows of Tom and Chris.  Rough language, references to illegal activity and minor illicit drug use.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, and Ewan.
Eidolon
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6300241 - one chapter, complete
The many lives and deaths of Tom Heyworth, related by his sister.  Portrayal of dissociative mental illness, disturbing imaginary imagery and delusional psychosis.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
The Mechanic
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6340117 - one chapter, complete
Chem!Tom’s early days in San Diego through current day, told through his best friend Chris’s eyes.  Rough language, mentions of abuse and underage prostitution, male/male sex, references to illegal activity, minor character death, general angst and lots and lots of unconditional love.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
Two Princes
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6370480 - one chapter, complete
The road to true love isn’t always paved with longing glances and stolen kisses. Sometimes it’s more inappropriate insults and antagonistic smirks - but the end destination is the same, if it’s meant to be.  Anja’s retelling of the early stages of her relationship with Tom, told mostly through the events of one night at the pub. Strong language, sexual references, character death.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Sam.
Medialuna
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6779617 - one chapter, complete
The original ending to Chemical, written a year ago when the story first began and updated for release to commemorate the one-year anniversary this month. What would have happened if Tom and Anja’s story had taken an entirely different, decidedly less human direction?  Supernatural elements, strong language.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, Ewan, and brief mentions of Eric and Laing.
Quiet Gods
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7252036 - one chapter, complete
Eva and Chris met when they were teenagers, fell in love, lost their virginity to each other, and then were separated when her family moved away.  When she comes back to town a decade later, the handsome boy she remembers as her first love is still there - but a lot has happened in the years they were apart. Most notably, a boy named Tommy.  Can true love be shared?  Explicit sex, some language, slash, het, and a threesome.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
Sir
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7365319 - one chapter, complete
Love can be a twisted and demanding thing, but in the end it’s still love…and our deepest desires live on in those who come after we’ve gone.  Explicit sex, heavy Dom/sub, mention of character death.  Provides a lot of missing background information for a major Chemical character.  Male character is Sir (can’t spoil the mystery of who he is before you read it)
Das Vorspiel
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8393785 - one chapter, complete
Sometimes you just need a stranger to tell you it’s okay. Traveling abroad for business, a woman with emotional baggage to unpack finally finds a face just familiar enough to convince herself - for a few short hours - that the love she walked away from can finally forgive her. But can she forgive herself? And more importantly…SHOULD she?
Inspired by the October 2016 Interview Magazine photoshoot of Tom Hiddleston (you know the one)
This story links into the Chemical universe and is technically one of the prehistories - set between the events of TAOS and GIRLY, after PENUMBRALUNA and before the beginning chapter of CHEMICAL.  Explicit sex, Dom/sub implied.  Male character is an OC variation of TH.
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Body Double
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3935923 - 40 chapters, complete
UPDATED AND COMPLETED 8/25/2016
Anna’s working as a body double on the Crimson Peak movie set, standing in for an actress with a no-nudity clause in her contract.  Tom is the handsome star of the film with no qualms about doing his own dirty work.  Can an on-set fling survive the real world outside the dark fairytale of the script?  Just how real can love be with a man who shifts from one character to another so easily? Romance, mild Dom/sub undertones, lots and lots of smut, very VERY heavy on the sex, quite a bit of fluff. Male character is TH.
The King’s Heart
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5017990 - 20 chapters, complete
A grieving, emotionally unhinged Loki is handed the throne of Asgard and ordered by royal decree to take a wife.  Unwilling to be bothered with romance or courtship, Loki withdraws into a bitter shell and it falls to his brother Thor to appoint a bride for the king.  Lyra is chosen by default - she has royal blood, she’s unmarried, of childbearing age, and already belongs to Asgard as a spoil of war.  Can she help the king regrow his cold, dead heart?  Very adult themes, heavy on the smut and sex, Dom/sub, romance.  Male character is Loki.
The Wolf King
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5462807 - 17 chapters, complete
Sequel to The King’s Heart.  Loki and Lyra’s son is now King of Asgard and once again royal decree has initiated the search for a worthy queen.  But the young king has other things on his mind, including mastering his own special brand of magic and fulfilling a centuries-old prophecy.  Adventure, fluff, frequent appearances by Loki & Lyra, heavy smut in future chapters.  Male character is Loki’s identical son, who shares all his father’s quirks and abilities - minus the bad attitude.
Weekly Meetings of the Most Useless Muses in the History of FanFiction
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5685502 - 22 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 9/3
This is what happens when you try to get your inspiration to cooperate.  Weekly one-shots (usually uploaded every Sunday) featuring the muses from my current fics arguing, beating each other up, calling each other names, and generally just not doing their jobs.  Lots of Chem!Tom/Loki fights and over the top animosity. Currently attending muses are Loki and Lyra from The King’s Heart, Tom and Anja from Chemical, Tom and Anna from Body Double, and Adam and Selina from Sanguine, with occasional appearances from Aleks of The Wolf King and Cara from Chemical.  Other random minor characters drop by from time to time. *New participants are Jack and Loki from Jack Montague, Eve from Sanguine, Tom and Chris from Penumbraluna, Thor from King’s Heart/Wolf King/Jack Montague.
Sunflower
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6413650 - 10 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 11/20
Tommy didn’t know that parking in a handicapped zone at 3 a.m. would get him on the shitlist of a cute disabled girl’s social justice warrior sister. Will it end up being the best thing that ever happened to him, or will his interest in baby sis end up with him in jail?  Explicit sex, language, adult themes, and SJW’ism taken too far.  Male characters are Tommy Stark (a young black-haired TH variant) and Martin Twain (based on Idris Elba).
The McClary Chronicles
A new series currently consisting of Sgàile Leannan, Sàmhach Mhiannan, and Na Binne an Leann.
Sgàile Leannan
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8174816 - 20 chapters, complete
Stuck in Scotland doing soil-testing research, Molly finds herself completely out of her element and in the crosshairs of a rough local who doesn’t turn a welcoming eye to strangers. Caught in a dangerous storm in an unfamiliar place, her only option beside freezing to death or getting lost on the mountain is to follow him home…   Explicit sex, language, adult themes, dubious consent, unprotected sex, starcrossed lovers, and antagonistic mountain men.  Male character is King McClary, a Loki-in-a-kilt hybrid original character.
Sàmhach Mhiannan
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9221345 - 25 chapters, complete
The sequel to Sgaile Leannan - Molly has returned home from Scotland, leaving King McClary behind in his own life while moving on with hers. But separating herself permanently from the surly Scotsman is proving more difficult than she expected when he suddenly shows up in Philadelphia. Are their stars really too crossed to ever hope they could be together?  This story picks up immediately where Sgaile Leannan left off, with Molly and King reunited in the city.  Explicit sex, language, adult themes, starcrossed lovers, angst, and lots of omg-are-they-ever-going-to-get-their-shit-together??
Na Binne an Leann
http://archiveofourown.org/works/11498058 - 7 chapters, ongoing
*updated 9/24
Part 3 of The McClary Chronicles - picks up three months after the end of Samhach Mhiannan, with Molly making a life changing decision for herself and newborn Pod…and by extension, King McClary, the cranky Scotsman who has returned to his home in the Highlands without her. Nobody ever said true love was an easy path to walk, but Molly’s got a good sturdy pair of hiking boots this time around. Which one will beg for mercy first: the determined mother of the next King of Claighe, or the current king himself?
The McClary Chronicles Prehistories and Side Stories
A Meeting With The King - oneshot, complete
A McClary Chronicles side story, told from King's point of view. What happened the day the CEO of Monarch Industries got into a kerfuffle with his opposite number in the men's room at Clendon Williams? A retelling of the events leading up to chapter 9 of Samhach Mhiannan, as seen through King's eyes.
See You After The Apocalypse
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6567085 - 1 chapter, complete
A Chemical AU in which Chris gets Anja and the girls out of San Diego during a zombie apocalypse, leaving Tom and Cara behind to cover their escape.  Not knowing if Tom is still alive or if he’ll be able to locate her after the disaster is over, Anja waits for her mate to find his way back to her. True love, angst, adversity vs. fate, and all kinds of feels.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, and Pop Heyworth.
Meet Me In Phoenix
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7635625 - 5 chapters (10 projected), ongoing
(Updated 8/23/2016)
The sequel to See You After The Apocalypse, told from Tom’s POV.
Wolfsbane
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7446793 - 1 chapter, complete
Inspired by a “wouldn’t it be great if your OTP…” post on tumblr.
Wouldn’t it be great if your OTP…murdered each other?
A twisted little Chemical AU in which Chem!Tom and Anja never met - until just now, staring down the barrels of each other’s guns.  Plot twists, mention of rough sex, lots of Mr and Mrs Smith’ing.  Male character is an AU Chem!Tom.
Mine
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5989584 - one-shot, single chapter, complete
The woman Loki has chosen for his bride has been given, instead, to his brother. Driven nearly mad with heartbreak and jealousy, he hides himself under a charm of invisibility and attends the wedding night - without an invitation.  Sex, smut, angst, language, voyeurism, and general Loki whump.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
Sanguine
http://archiveofourown.org/works/4739396 - 15 chapters, complete
Adam is an 800-year old vampire living a hermit’s life, until he takes a young mortal as a blood donor in a business agreement that turns eventually into a sexual relationship.  In an accidental bloodlust frenzy, Adam goes against her wishes and turns her, ending their relationship and driving her out of his life. Now, years later, he’s having visions of her that seem so real they’re driving him insane.  Is she real or is he imagining her?  Dark romance, very adult themes, a lot of smut and heavy vampire sex.  Male character is Adam of Only Lovers Left Alive.
The Joker and The Thief Series
A new series currently consisting of Jack Montague and two Loki/Jack oneshots
Jack Montague (an Epilogue to Sanguine)
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6319945 - 46 chapters, ongoing
(UPDATED 9/29)
Adam and Selina’s baby girl is all grown up and finding her own way through a world she doesn’t quite fit into - but that won’t stop her from claiming it as her own.  A crossing of paths with another otherworldly being - a castaway god in search of a partner in crime for dubious activities - opens up a whole new realm of possibilities for the bohemian vampire.  Dark romance, heavy smut, lots of kink, deviant behavior, and bloody squick.  Male character is an AU Loki.
Sugar Skull - added 4/18 (synopsis to be added soon)
The Gucci Incident - added 4/11 (synopsis to be added soon)
The Dragon Queen
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3597330 - 28 chapters, complete
After his capture and return to Asgard, Loki is sentenced to life in prison.  After a year of incarceration his personality, mental health, and disposition begin to decline, prompting Frigga to convince Odin to allow him some female company. Odin is reticent to fulfill this request until he figures out a way to punish both Loki and another prisoner who is languishing in his prison - but who is getting the worse end of the bargain, Loki or his new part-time cellmate?  VERY adult themes, violent sex, dark romance.  Not for the faint of heart.  Male character is Loki.
The Trickster’s Wife
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3651918 - 31 chapters, complete
(COMPLETED 6/8/2017)
Asgard - and specifically, Odin - needs Loki’s help.  But his assistance comes at a steep price: one eight-year old child, Odin’s favorite pet, to be raised by Loki to be his wife when she’s of age.  Can the Prince of Mischief handle bringing up a little girl on his own?  Romance, fluff, and intense sexual themes in later chapters.  Male character is Loki.
Lost Creatures
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8054515 - 1 chapter, complete (NEW)
How desperate Thor must be, to call on Loki for help…with this problem, in particular. But Loki has no desire to be of assistance…yet.  Male/male sex, smut, nasty talk, angst, longing, and general Loki attitude issues.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
The Tempest Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/247606 - 11 segments, complete
Eleven short stories revolving around Loki’s siege of New York, beginning on the night before the attack and ending a year later.  An unbelievable amount of smut, very adult themes, Dom/sub undertones, violent sex, pretty much Loki being Loki.  Oh and romance, believe it or not.  Male character is Loki.
Smooth Criminal
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3596505 - 1 chapter, complete
The day before his capture, in Stuttgart, in which Loki acquires his famous suit. When the God of Chaos strolls into a shop in search of the perfect outfit for a night of mayhem, an accommodating shop girl suits him up in style.  Dom/sub sex, bondage, oral, heavy smut.  Male character is Loki.
Blue Collar Criminal
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605628 - 1 chapter, incomplete
Sequel to Smooth Criminal. Loki is king of Asgard now, but boredom sends him back to Midgard in search of the shop girl that gave him the excellent blowjob. Fluff, dark romance, heavy on the sex in upcoming chapters.  Male character is Loki.
Beautiful Disaster
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3651276 - 1 chapter, complete
During a night off from filming in an unfamiliar town, Tom steps into a laundromat to get warm and ends up stealing a girl’s underwear.  The pilfered panties spark an obsession that lasts almost a year, with unexpected results. Fluff, panty kink, masturbation, romance, obsessive longing, basically just a sweet little Tom tale told from his POV.  Male character is TH.
The Good Stuff
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3674250 - 1 chapter, complete
Loki knows where Frigga keeps her booze.  He and Thor raid her stash and a long day of debauched drunken dares gets slightly out of hand.  Fluff, sexual assault, voyeurism, and all manner of perversion ensue.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
Whisper
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605040 - 6 chapters, complete
Trapped as the only survivor in post-war Asgard, Loki devises a means of escape with just one drawback - it requires a willing human mind to accept him. Very dark adult themes, talk of violent nonconsensual sex, eventual consensual sex.  Male character is Loki.
No Regrets
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3756517 - 1 chapter, complete
Loki takes the throne of Asgard - but it’s only for an afternoon, and he’s not sitting on it alone.  Plotless smut with graphic sex and lewdness.  Male character is Loki.
Would You Like To Play A Game? Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/249025 - 4 stories, all complete
Four short stories following a Dom/sub theme:
Would You Like To Play A Game? -
An executive assistant is called upon to work overtime with her darkly sensual boss and ends up playing bondage games in the conference room.  Male character is a TH variant.
Burn -
Dom/sub play with a hot pepper.  Don’t try this at home.  Male character is a TH variant.
The Way of The Cat -
Being a crime boss’s moll can be a dangerous job, especially when his other love is a big black cat.  Male character is Jaguar!Tom from the It’s Good To Be Bad commercial series.
Sleep -
College somnambulance studies require subjects that are willing to be studied while they snooze.  Extra credit if the subject can’t sleep without masturbating first.  Male character is Oakley.
Civil Disobedience
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3847939 - 1 chapter, complete
What happens when you disobey the God of Asswhuppings?  Dom/sub, nonconsensual spanking, adult themes.  Male character is Loki.
Dandelion Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/247612 - 6 segments, scattered
Six single-chapter segments in no particular chronological order, outlining a long-term loving relationship between friends who become lovers and finally marriage partners.  Heavy sex of all kinds, lots of smut, romance, Dom/sub undertones, spanking, adult themes, fluff.  Male character is a TH variant.
Yes Please, Magnus
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605409 - 1 chapter, complete
Before joining the police force, a very young Magnus Martinsson worked an apprenticeship at a remote forensics facility to gain experience.  The only other resident at the compound is his slightly older boss - and weeks alone together have started to have an effect on both of them.  Sex, smut, shy romance.  Male character is Magnus Martinsson from Wallander.
Golden Boy
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3763015 - 5 chapters, incomplete
Even the most handsome, charming, charismatic matinee idols were once awkward teenagers in high school.  What if you were the reason that gawky boy turned into a sex god?  Sweet smut, lots of fluff, teen angst, first times.  Male character is an AU TH.
Awakening
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3685368 - 1 chapter, complete
Abusive love can destroy a spirit, but loving care can rebuild a soul.  Heavy sex, smut, Dom/sub undertones, spanking.  Male character is TH.
Broken Petals
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3608574 - 2 chapters, incomplete
When a female co-worker is brutally assaulted on the job, Magnus takes her into his care and starts to imagine a relationship with her.  Smut, fantasizing, masturbation, and eventual sex.  Male character is Magnus Martinsson.
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Master Fic List
*UPDATED AS OF 8/22/2017*
Sàmhach Mhiannan chapters  22-25 added (complete) Jack Montague chapters 43-45 added Na Binne an Leann chapters 1-4 (new)
   ***Entire fic catalog with summaries, links, update dates, and associated warnings under the cut***
(63 fics total)
Chemical
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3970054 - 56 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 5/4
Tom & Anja have known each other for years, existing in the same group of friends but never being able to get near each other without insults flying.  He’s a bartender with a mysterious, dark past and she’s an executive assistant with a bright future.  When an incident outside the pub shoves them solidly into each other’s lives, a night of kinky unbridled sex and animalistic behavior bonds them for life as he teaches her just how close to feral creatures we really are.  A dark romance with Dom/sub undertones, very adult themes, and tons of smut including rampant sex of pretty much every variation you can think of.  Male character is a Loki/Tom hybrid, not based on any existing TH characters.
Penumbraluna
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6065182  - 10 chapters, COMPLETE
Before Tom bought the pub and met Anja, he was a skinny, determined 15-year old kid who had to make it to San Diego on his own to find his sister.  The pre-history to CHEMICAL, detailing how his teenage relationship with his buddy Chris shaped his future as an adult.  Dark, sometimes disturbing, with numerous references to underage prostitution, male/male sex of various types (both consensual and non), implied/inferred rape, abuse, adult situations involving minors, illegal activity, romance, unprotected sex between males and males/females, and lots of angst/tragedy/heartbreak.  Not for the weak of heart or persons prone to squick.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
The Individual Chemical Prehistories:
Girly
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6135197 - one chapter, complete
A short prequel to Chemical, told from Chem!Tom’s point of view and detailing the eight years that he waited patiently for Anja to notice him.  Takes place after Penumbraluna ends and beforeChemicalbegins.  A little bit of angst, a lot of romance.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
Taos
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6153451 - one chapter, complete
One short night in New Mexico, told by Alicia.  A brief account of how Tom met the mother of his oldest child and the impact they made on each other’s lives in just a few sweet hours.  Very mild references to underage/adult sex and underage prostitution, with some melancholy angst.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
The Scottish Barman
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6151607 - one chapter, complete
Everyone’s favorite pothead bartender gives us his impression of growing up under the wings and very tall shadows of Tom and Chris.  Rough language, references to illegal activity and minor illicit drug use.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, and Ewan.
Eidolon
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6300241 - one chapter, complete
The many lives and deaths of Tom Heyworth, related by his sister.  Portrayal of dissociative mental illness, disturbing imaginary imagery and delusional psychosis.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
The Mechanic
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6340117 - one chapter, complete
Chem!Tom’s early days in San Diego through current day, told through his best friend Chris’s eyes.  Rough language, mentions of abuse and underage prostitution, male/male sex, references to illegal activity, minor character death, general angst and lots and lots of unconditional love.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
Two Princes
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6370480 - one chapter, complete
The road to true love isn’t always paved with longing glances and stolen kisses. Sometimes it’s more inappropriate insults and antagonistic smirks - but the end destination is the same, if it’s meant to be.  Anja’s retelling of the early stages of her relationship with Tom, told mostly through the events of one night at the pub. Strong language, sexual references, character death.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Sam.
Medialuna
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6779617 - one chapter, complete
The original ending to Chemical, written a year ago when the story first began and updated for release to commemorate the one-year anniversary this month. What would have happened if Tom and Anja’s story had taken an entirely different, decidedly less human direction?  Supernatural elements, strong language.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, Ewan, and brief mentions of Eric and Laing.
Quiet Gods
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7252036 - one chapter, complete
Eva and Chris met when they were teenagers, fell in love, lost their virginity to each other, and then were separated when her family moved away.  When she comes back to town a decade later, the handsome boy she remembers as her first love is still there - but a lot has happened in the years they were apart. Most notably, a boy named Tommy.  Can true love be shared?  Explicit sex, some language, slash, het, and a threesome.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
Sir
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7365319 - one chapter, complete
Love can be a twisted and demanding thing, but in the end it’s still love…and our deepest desires live on in those who come after we’ve gone.  Explicit sex, heavy Dom/sub, mention of character death.  Provides a lot of missing background information for a major Chemical character.  Male character is Sir (can’t spoil the mystery of who he is before you read it)
Das Vorspiel
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8393785 - one chapter, complete
Sometimes you just need a stranger to tell you it’s okay. Traveling abroad for business, a woman with emotional baggage to unpack finally finds a face just familiar enough to convince herself - for a few short hours - that the love she walked away from can finally forgive her. But can she forgive herself? And more importantly…SHOULD she?
Inspired by the October 2016 Interview Magazine photoshoot of Tom Hiddleston (you know the one)
This story links into the Chemical universe and is technically one of the prehistories - set between the events of TAOS and GIRLY, after PENUMBRALUNA and before the beginning chapter of CHEMICAL.  Explicit sex, Dom/sub implied.  Male character is an OC variation of TH.
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Body Double
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3935923 - 40 chapters, complete
UPDATED AND COMPLETED 8/25/2016
Anna’s working as a body double on the Crimson Peak movie set, standing in for an actress with a no-nudity clause in her contract.  Tom is the handsome star of the film with no qualms about doing his own dirty work.  Can an on-set fling survive the real world outside the dark fairytale of the script?  Just how real can love be with a man who shifts from one character to another so easily? Romance, mild Dom/sub undertones, lots and lots of smut, very VERY heavy on the sex, quite a bit of fluff. Male character is TH.
The King’s Heart
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5017990 - 20 chapters, complete
A grieving, emotionally unhinged Loki is handed the throne of Asgard and ordered by royal decree to take a wife.  Unwilling to be bothered with romance or courtship, Loki withdraws into a bitter shell and it falls to his brother Thor to appoint a bride for the king.  Lyra is chosen by default - she has royal blood, she’s unmarried, of childbearing age, and already belongs to Asgard as a spoil of war.  Can she help the king regrow his cold, dead heart?  Very adult themes, heavy on the smut and sex, Dom/sub, romance.  Male character is Loki.
The Wolf King
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5462807 - 17 chapters, complete
Sequel to The King’s Heart.  Loki and Lyra’s son is now King of Asgard and once again royal decree has initiated the search for a worthy queen.  But the young king has other things on his mind, including mastering his own special brand of magic and fulfilling a centuries-old prophecy.  Adventure, fluff, frequent appearances by Loki & Lyra, heavy smut in future chapters.  Male character is Loki’s identical son, who shares all his father’s quirks and abilities - minus the bad attitude.
Weekly Meetings of the Most Useless Muses in the History of FanFiction
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5685502 - 22 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 9/3
This is what happens when you try to get your inspiration to cooperate.  Weekly one-shots (usually uploaded every Sunday) featuring the muses from my current fics arguing, beating each other up, calling each other names, and generally just not doing their jobs.  Lots of Chem!Tom/Loki fights and over the top animosity. Currently attending muses are Loki and Lyra from The King’s Heart, Tom and Anja from Chemical, Tom and Anna from Body Double, and Adam and Selina from Sanguine, with occasional appearances from Aleks of The Wolf King and Cara from Chemical.  Other random minor characters drop by from time to time. *New participants are Jack and Loki from Jack Montague, Eve from Sanguine, Tom and Chris from Penumbraluna, Thor from King’s Heart/Wolf King/Jack Montague.
Sunflower
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6413650 - 10 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 11/20
Tommy didn’t know that parking in a handicapped zone at 3 a.m. would get him on the shitlist of a cute disabled girl’s social justice warrior sister. Will it end up being the best thing that ever happened to him, or will his interest in baby sis end up with him in jail?  Explicit sex, language, adult themes, and SJW’ism taken too far.  Male characters are Tommy Stark (a young black-haired TH variant) and Martin Twain (based on Idris Elba).
The McClary Chronicles
A new series currently consisting of Sgàile Leannan, Sàmhach Mhiannan, and Na Binne an Leann.
Sgàile Leannan
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8174816 - 20 chapters, complete
Stuck in Scotland doing soil-testing research, Molly finds herself completely out of her element and in the crosshairs of a rough local who doesn’t turn a welcoming eye to strangers. Caught in a dangerous storm in an unfamiliar place, her only option beside freezing to death or getting lost on the mountain is to follow him home…   Explicit sex, language, adult themes, dubious consent, unprotected sex, starcrossed lovers, and antagonistic mountain men.  Male character is King McClary, a Loki-in-a-kilt hybrid original character.
Sàmhach Mhiannan
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9221345 - 25 chapters, complete
The sequel to Sgaile Leannan - Molly has returned home from Scotland, leaving King McClary behind in his own life while moving on with hers. But separating herself permanently from the surly Scotsman is proving more difficult than she expected when he suddenly shows up in Philadelphia. Are their stars really too crossed to ever hope they could be together?  This story picks up immediately where Sgaile Leannan left off, with Molly and King reunited in the city.  Explicit sex, language, adult themes, starcrossed lovers, angst, and lots of omg-are-they-ever-going-to-get-their-shit-together??
Na Binne an Leann
http://archiveofourown.org/works/11498058 - 4 chapters, ongoing
*updated 8/20
Part 3 of The McClary Chronicles - picks up three months after the end of Samhach Mhiannan, with Molly making a life changing decision for herself and newborn Pod...and by extension, King McClary, the cranky Scotsman who has returned to his home in the Highlands without her. Nobody ever said true love was an easy path to walk, but Molly's got a good sturdy pair of hiking boots this time around. Which one will beg for mercy first: the determined mother of the next King of Claighe, or the current king himself?
See You After The Apocalypse
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6567085 - 1 chapter, complete
A Chemical AU in which Chris gets Anja and the girls out of San Diego during a zombie apocalypse, leaving Tom and Cara behind to cover their escape.  Not knowing if Tom is still alive or if he’ll be able to locate her after the disaster is over, Anja waits for her mate to find his way back to her. True love, angst, adversity vs. fate, and all kinds of feels.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, and Pop Heyworth.
Meet Me In Phoenix
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7635625 - 5 chapters (10 projected), ongoing
(Updated 8/23/2016)
The sequel to See You After The Apocalypse, told from Tom’s POV.
Wolfsbane
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7446793 - 1 chapter, complete
Inspired by a “wouldn’t it be great if your OTP…” post on tumblr.
Wouldn’t it be great if your OTP…murdered each other?
A twisted little Chemical AU in which Chem!Tom and Anja never met - until just now, staring down the barrels of each other’s guns.  Plot twists, mention of rough sex, lots of Mr and Mrs Smith’ing.  Male character is an AU Chem!Tom.
Mine
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5989584 - one-shot, single chapter, complete
The woman Loki has chosen for his bride has been given, instead, to his brother. Driven nearly mad with heartbreak and jealousy, he hides himself under a charm of invisibility and attends the wedding night - without an invitation.  Sex, smut, angst, language, voyeurism, and general Loki whump.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
Sanguine
http://archiveofourown.org/works/4739396 - 15 chapters, complete
Adam is an 800-year old vampire living a hermit’s life, until he takes a young mortal as a blood donor in a business agreement that turns eventually into a sexual relationship.  In an accidental bloodlust frenzy, Adam goes against her wishes and turns her, ending their relationship and driving her out of his life. Now, years later, he’s having visions of her that seem so real they’re driving him insane.  Is she real or is he imagining her?  Dark romance, very adult themes, a lot of smut and heavy vampire sex.  Male character is Adam of Only Lovers Left Alive.
The Joker and The Thief Series
A new series currently consisting of Jack Montague and two Loki/Jack oneshots
Jack Montague (an Epilogue to Sanguine)
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6319945 - 45 chapters, ongoing
(UPDATED 7/12)
Adam and Selina’s baby girl is all grown up and finding her own way through a world she doesn’t quite fit into - but that won’t stop her from claiming it as her own.  A crossing of paths with another otherworldly being - a castaway god in search of a partner in crime for dubious activities - opens up a whole new realm of possibilities for the bohemian vampire.  Dark romance, heavy smut, lots of kink, deviant behavior, and bloody squick.  Male character is an AU Loki.
Sugar Skull - added 4/18 (synopsis to be added soon)
The Gucci Incident - added 4/11 (synopsis to be added soon)
The Dragon Queen
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3597330 - 28 chapters, complete
After his capture and return to Asgard, Loki is sentenced to life in prison.  After a year of incarceration his personality, mental health, and disposition begin to decline, prompting Frigga to convince Odin to allow him some female company. Odin is reticent to fulfill this request until he figures out a way to punish both Loki and another prisoner who is languishing in his prison - but who is getting the worse end of the bargain, Loki or his new part-time cellmate?  VERY adult themes, violent sex, dark romance.  Not for the faint of heart.  Male character is Loki.
The Trickster’s Wife
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3651918 - 31 chapters, complete
(COMPLETED 6/8/2017)
Asgard - and specifically, Odin - needs Loki’s help.  But his assistance comes at a steep price: one eight-year old child, Odin’s favorite pet, to be raised by Loki to be his wife when she’s of age.  Can the Prince of Mischief handle bringing up a little girl on his own?  Romance, fluff, and intense sexual themes in later chapters.  Male character is Loki.
Lost Creatures
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8054515 - 1 chapter, complete (NEW)
How desperate Thor must be, to call on Loki for help…with this problem, in particular. But Loki has no desire to be of assistance…yet.  Male/male sex, smut, nasty talk, angst, longing, and general Loki attitude issues.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
The Tempest Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/247606 - 11 segments, complete
Eleven short stories revolving around Loki’s siege of New York, beginning on the night before the attack and ending a year later.  An unbelievable amount of smut, very adult themes, Dom/sub undertones, violent sex, pretty much Loki being Loki.  Oh and romance, believe it or not.  Male character is Loki.
Smooth Criminal
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3596505 - 1 chapter, complete
The day before his capture, in Stuttgart, in which Loki acquires his famous suit. When the God of Chaos strolls into a shop in search of the perfect outfit for a night of mayhem, an accommodating shop girl suits him up in style.  Dom/sub sex, bondage, oral, heavy smut.  Male character is Loki.
Blue Collar Criminal
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605628 - 1 chapter, incomplete
Sequel to Smooth Criminal. Loki is king of Asgard now, but boredom sends him back to Midgard in search of the shop girl that gave him the excellent blowjob. Fluff, dark romance, heavy on the sex in upcoming chapters.  Male character is Loki.
Beautiful Disaster
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3651276 - 1 chapter, complete
During a night off from filming in an unfamiliar town, Tom steps into a laundromat to get warm and ends up stealing a girl’s underwear.  The pilfered panties spark an obsession that lasts almost a year, with unexpected results. Fluff, panty kink, masturbation, romance, obsessive longing, basically just a sweet little Tom tale told from his POV.  Male character is TH.
The Good Stuff
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3674250 - 1 chapter, complete
Loki knows where Frigga keeps her booze.  He and Thor raid her stash and a long day of debauched drunken dares gets slightly out of hand.  Fluff, sexual assault, voyeurism, and all manner of perversion ensue.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
Whisper
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605040 - 6 chapters, complete
Trapped as the only survivor in post-war Asgard, Loki devises a means of escape with just one drawback - it requires a willing human mind to accept him. Very dark adult themes, talk of violent nonconsensual sex, eventual consensual sex.  Male character is Loki.
No Regrets
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3756517 - 1 chapter, complete
Loki takes the throne of Asgard - but it’s only for an afternoon, and he’s not sitting on it alone.  Plotless smut with graphic sex and lewdness.  Male character is Loki.
Would You Like To Play A Game? Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/249025 - 4 stories, all complete
Four short stories following a Dom/sub theme:
Would You Like To Play A Game? -
An executive assistant is called upon to work overtime with her darkly sensual boss and ends up playing bondage games in the conference room.  Male character is a TH variant.
Burn -
Dom/sub play with a hot pepper.  Don’t try this at home.  Male character is a TH variant.
The Way of The Cat -
Being a crime boss’s moll can be a dangerous job, especially when his other love is a big black cat.  Male character is Jaguar!Tom from the It’s Good To Be Bad commercial series.
Sleep -
College somnambulance studies require subjects that are willing to be studied while they snooze.  Extra credit if the subject can’t sleep without masturbating first.  Male character is Oakley.
Civil Disobedience
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3847939 - 1 chapter, complete
What happens when you disobey the God of Asswhuppings?  Dom/sub, nonconsensual spanking, adult themes.  Male character is Loki.
Dandelion Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/247612 - 6 segments, scattered
Six single-chapter segments in no particular chronological order, outlining a long-term loving relationship between friends who become lovers and finally marriage partners.  Heavy sex of all kinds, lots of smut, romance, Dom/sub undertones, spanking, adult themes, fluff.  Male character is a TH variant.
Yes Please, Magnus
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605409 - 1 chapter, complete
Before joining the police force, a very young Magnus Martinsson worked an apprenticeship at a remote forensics facility to gain experience.  The only other resident at the compound is his slightly older boss - and weeks alone together have started to have an effect on both of them.  Sex, smut, shy romance.  Male character is Magnus Martinsson from Wallander.
Golden Boy
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3763015 - 5 chapters, incomplete
Even the most handsome, charming, charismatic matinee idols were once awkward teenagers in high school.  What if you were the reason that gawky boy turned into a sex god?  Sweet smut, lots of fluff, teen angst, first times.  Male character is an AU TH.
Awakening
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3685368 - 1 chapter, complete
Abusive love can destroy a spirit, but loving care can rebuild a soul.  Heavy sex, smut, Dom/sub undertones, spanking.  Male character is TH.
Broken Petals
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3608574 - 2 chapters, incomplete
When a female co-worker is brutally assaulted on the job, Magnus takes her into his care and starts to imagine a relationship with her.  Smut, fantasizing, masturbation, and eventual sex.  Male character is Magnus Martinsson.
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Master Fic List
*UPDATED AS OF 6/23/2017*
Sàmhach Mhiannan chapters  19-21 added Jack Montague chapter 42 added The Trickster's Wife chapter 31 added (complete)
    ***Entire fic catalog with summaries, links, update dates, and associated warnings under the cut***
(62 fics total)
Chemical
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3970054 - 56 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 5/4
Tom & Anja have known each other for years, existing in the same group of friends but never being able to get near each other without insults flying.  He’s a bartender with a mysterious, dark past and she’s an executive assistant with a bright future.  When an incident outside the pub shoves them solidly into each other’s lives, a night of kinky unbridled sex and animalistic behavior bonds them for life as he teaches her just how close to feral creatures we really are.  A dark romance with Dom/sub undertones, very adult themes, and tons of smut including rampant sex of pretty much every variation you can think of.  Male character is a Loki/Tom hybrid, not based on any existing TH characters.
Penumbraluna
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6065182  - 10 chapters, COMPLETE
Before Tom bought the pub and met Anja, he was a skinny, determined 15-year old kid who had to make it to San Diego on his own to find his sister.  The pre-history to CHEMICAL, detailing how his teenage relationship with his buddy Chris shaped his future as an adult.  Dark, sometimes disturbing, with numerous references to underage prostitution, male/male sex of various types (both consensual and non), implied/inferred rape, abuse, adult situations involving minors, illegal activity, romance, unprotected sex between males and males/females, and lots of angst/tragedy/heartbreak.  Not for the weak of heart or persons prone to squick.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
The Individual Chemical Prehistories:
Girly
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6135197 - one chapter, complete
A short prequel to Chemical, told from Chem!Tom’s point of view and detailing the eight years that he waited patiently for Anja to notice him.  Takes place after Penumbraluna ends and beforeChemicalbegins.  A little bit of angst, a lot of romance.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
Taos
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6153451 - one chapter, complete
One short night in New Mexico, told by Alicia.  A brief account of how Tom met the mother of his oldest child and the impact they made on each other’s lives in just a few sweet hours.  Very mild references to underage/adult sex and underage prostitution, with some melancholy angst.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
The Scottish Barman
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6151607 - one chapter, complete
Everyone’s favorite pothead bartender gives us his impression of growing up under the wings and very tall shadows of Tom and Chris.  Rough language, references to illegal activity and minor illicit drug use.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, and Ewan.
Eidolon
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6300241 - one chapter, complete
The many lives and deaths of Tom Heyworth, related by his sister.  Portrayal of dissociative mental illness, disturbing imaginary imagery and delusional psychosis.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
The Mechanic
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6340117 - one chapter, complete
Chem!Tom’s early days in San Diego through current day, told through his best friend Chris’s eyes.  Rough language, mentions of abuse and underage prostitution, male/male sex, references to illegal activity, minor character death, general angst and lots and lots of unconditional love.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
Two Princes
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6370480 - one chapter, complete
The road to true love isn’t always paved with longing glances and stolen kisses. Sometimes it’s more inappropriate insults and antagonistic smirks - but the end destination is the same, if it’s meant to be.  Anja’s retelling of the early stages of her relationship with Tom, told mostly through the events of one night at the pub. Strong language, sexual references, character death.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Sam.
Medialuna
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6779617 - one chapter, complete
The original ending to Chemical, written a year ago when the story first began and updated for release to commemorate the one-year anniversary this month. What would have happened if Tom and Anja’s story had taken an entirely different, decidedly less human direction?  Supernatural elements, strong language.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, Ewan, and brief mentions of Eric and Laing.
Quiet Gods
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7252036 - one chapter, complete
Eva and Chris met when they were teenagers, fell in love, lost their virginity to each other, and then were separated when her family moved away.  When she comes back to town a decade later, the handsome boy she remembers as her first love is still there - but a lot has happened in the years they were apart. Most notably, a boy named Tommy.  Can true love be shared?  Explicit sex, some language, slash, het, and a threesome.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
Sir
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7365319 - one chapter, complete
Love can be a twisted and demanding thing, but in the end it’s still love…and our deepest desires live on in those who come after we’ve gone.  Explicit sex, heavy Dom/sub, mention of character death.  Provides a lot of missing background information for a major Chemical character.  Male character is Sir (can’t spoil the mystery of who he is before you read it)
Das Vorspiel
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8393785 - one chapter, complete
Sometimes you just need a stranger to tell you it’s okay. Traveling abroad for business, a woman with emotional baggage to unpack finally finds a face just familiar enough to convince herself - for a few short hours - that the love she walked away from can finally forgive her. But can she forgive herself? And more importantly…SHOULD she?
Inspired by the October 2016 Interview Magazine photoshoot of Tom Hiddleston (you know the one)
This story links into the Chemical universe and is technically one of the prehistories - set between the events of TAOS and GIRLY, after PENUMBRALUNA and before the beginning chapter of CHEMICAL.  Explicit sex, Dom/sub implied.  Male character is an OC variation of TH.
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Body Double
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3935923 - 40 chapters, complete
UPDATED AND COMPLETED 8/25/2016
Anna’s working as a body double on the Crimson Peak movie set, standing in for an actress with a no-nudity clause in her contract.  Tom is the handsome star of the film with no qualms about doing his own dirty work.  Can an on-set fling survive the real world outside the dark fairytale of the script?  Just how real can love be with a man who shifts from one character to another so easily? Romance, mild Dom/sub undertones, lots and lots of smut, very VERY heavy on the sex, quite a bit of fluff. Male character is TH.
The King’s Heart
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5017990 - 20 chapters, complete
A grieving, emotionally unhinged Loki is handed the throne of Asgard and ordered by royal decree to take a wife.  Unwilling to be bothered with romance or courtship, Loki withdraws into a bitter shell and it falls to his brother Thor to appoint a bride for the king.  Lyra is chosen by default - she has royal blood, she’s unmarried, of childbearing age, and already belongs to Asgard as a spoil of war.  Can she help the king regrow his cold, dead heart?  Very adult themes, heavy on the smut and sex, Dom/sub, romance.  Male character is Loki.
The Wolf King
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5462807 - 17 chapters, complete
Sequel to The King’s Heart.  Loki and Lyra’s son is now King of Asgard and once again royal decree has initiated the search for a worthy queen.  But the young king has other things on his mind, including mastering his own special brand of magic and fulfilling a centuries-old prophecy.  Adventure, fluff, frequent appearances by Loki & Lyra, heavy smut in future chapters.  Male character is Loki’s identical son, who shares all his father’s quirks and abilities - minus the bad attitude.
Weekly Meetings of the Most Useless Muses in the History of FanFiction
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5685502 - 22 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 9/3
This is what happens when you try to get your inspiration to cooperate.  Weekly one-shots (usually uploaded every Sunday) featuring the muses from my current fics arguing, beating each other up, calling each other names, and generally just not doing their jobs.  Lots of Chem!Tom/Loki fights and over the top animosity. Currently attending muses are Loki and Lyra from The King’s Heart, Tom and Anja from Chemical, Tom and Anna from Body Double, and Adam and Selina from Sanguine, with occasional appearances from Aleks of The Wolf King and Cara from Chemical.  Other random minor characters drop by from time to time. *New participants are Jack and Loki from Jack Montague, Eve from Sanguine, Tom and Chris from Penumbraluna, Thor from King’s Heart/Wolf King/Jack Montague.
Sunflower
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6413650 - 10 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 11/20
Tommy didn’t know that parking in a handicapped zone at 3 a.m. would get him on the shitlist of a cute disabled girl’s social justice warrior sister. Will it end up being the best thing that ever happened to him, or will his interest in baby sis end up with him in jail?  Explicit sex, language, adult themes, and SJW’ism taken too far.  Male characters are Tommy Stark (a young black-haired TH variant) and Martin Twain (based on Idris Elba).
The McClary Chronicles
A new series currently consisting of Sgàile Leannan and Sàmhach Mhiannan
Sgàile Leannan
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8174816 - 20 chapters, complete
Stuck in Scotland doing soil-testing research, Molly finds herself completely out of her element and in the crosshairs of a rough local who doesn’t turn a welcoming eye to strangers. Caught in a dangerous storm in an unfamiliar place, her only option beside freezing to death or getting lost on the mountain is to follow him home…   Explicit sex, language, adult themes, dubious consent, unprotected sex, starcrossed lovers, and antagonistic mountain men.  Male character is King McClary, a Loki-in-a-kilt hybrid original character.
Sàmhach Mhiannan
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9221345 - 21 chapters, ongoing
(Updated 6/18)
The sequel to Sgaile Leannan - Molly has returned home from Scotland, leaving King McClary behind in his own life while moving on with hers. But separating herself permanently from the surly Scotsman is proving more difficult than she expected when he suddenly shows up in Philadelphia. Are their stars really too crossed to ever hope they could be together?  This story picks up immediately where Sgaile Leannan left off, with Molly and King reunited in the city.  Explicit sex, language, adult themes, starcrossed lovers, angst, and lots of omg-are-they-ever-going-to-get-their-shit-together??
See You After The Apocalypse
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6567085 - 1 chapter, complete
A Chemical AU in which Chris gets Anja and the girls out of San Diego during a zombie apocalypse, leaving Tom and Cara behind to cover their escape.  Not knowing if Tom is still alive or if he’ll be able to locate her after the disaster is over, Anja waits for her mate to find his way back to her. True love, angst, adversity vs. fate, and all kinds of feels.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, and Pop Heyworth.
Meet Me In Phoenix
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7635625 - 5 chapters (10 projected), ongoing
(Updated 8/23/2016)
The sequel to See You After The Apocalypse, told from Tom’s POV.
Wolfsbane
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7446793 - 1 chapter, complete
Inspired by a “wouldn’t it be great if your OTP…” post on tumblr.
Wouldn’t it be great if your OTP…murdered each other?
A twisted little Chemical AU in which Chem!Tom and Anja never met - until just now, staring down the barrels of each other’s guns.  Plot twists, mention of rough sex, lots of Mr and Mrs Smith’ing.  Male character is an AU Chem!Tom.
Mine
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5989584 - one-shot, single chapter, complete
The woman Loki has chosen for his bride has been given, instead, to his brother. Driven nearly mad with heartbreak and jealousy, he hides himself under a charm of invisibility and attends the wedding night - without an invitation.  Sex, smut, angst, language, voyeurism, and general Loki whump.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
Sanguine
http://archiveofourown.org/works/4739396 - 15 chapters, complete
Adam is an 800-year old vampire living a hermit’s life, until he takes a young mortal as a blood donor in a business agreement that turns eventually into a sexual relationship.  In an accidental bloodlust frenzy, Adam goes against her wishes and turns her, ending their relationship and driving her out of his life. Now, years later, he’s having visions of her that seem so real they’re driving him insane.  Is she real or is he imagining her?  Dark romance, very adult themes, a lot of smut and heavy vampire sex.  Male character is Adam of Only Lovers Left Alive.
The Joker and The Thief Series
A new series currently consisting of Jack Montague and two Loki/Jack oneshots
Jack Montague (an Epilogue to Sanguine)
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6319945 - 42 chapters, ongoing
(UPDATED 6/21)
Adam and Selina’s baby girl is all grown up and finding her own way through a world she doesn’t quite fit into - but that won’t stop her from claiming it as her own.  A crossing of paths with another otherworldly being - a castaway god in search of a partner in crime for dubious activities - opens up a whole new realm of possibilities for the bohemian vampire.  Dark romance, heavy smut, lots of kink, deviant behavior, and bloody squick.  Male character is an AU Loki.
Sugar Skull - added 4/18 (synopsis to be added soon)
The Gucci Incident - added 4/11 (synopsis to be added soon)
The Dragon Queen
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3597330 - 28 chapters, complete
After his capture and return to Asgard, Loki is sentenced to life in prison.  After a year of incarceration his personality, mental health, and disposition begin to decline, prompting Frigga to convince Odin to allow him some female company. Odin is reticent to fulfill this request until he figures out a way to punish both Loki and another prisoner who is languishing in his prison - but who is getting the worse end of the bargain, Loki or his new part-time cellmate?  VERY adult themes, violent sex, dark romance.  Not for the faint of heart.  Male character is Loki.
The Trickster’s Wife
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3651918 - 31 chapters, complete
(COMPLETED 6/8/2017)
Asgard - and specifically, Odin - needs Loki’s help.  But his assistance comes at a steep price: one eight-year old child, Odin’s favorite pet, to be raised by Loki to be his wife when she’s of age.  Can the Prince of Mischief handle bringing up a little girl on his own?  Romance, fluff, and intense sexual themes in later chapters.  Male character is Loki.
Lost Creatures
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8054515 - 1 chapter, complete (NEW)
How desperate Thor must be, to call on Loki for help…with this problem, in particular. But Loki has no desire to be of assistance…yet.  Male/male sex, smut, nasty talk, angst, longing, and general Loki attitude issues.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
The Tempest Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/247606 - 11 segments, complete
Eleven short stories revolving around Loki’s siege of New York, beginning on the night before the attack and ending a year later.  An unbelievable amount of smut, very adult themes, Dom/sub undertones, violent sex, pretty much Loki being Loki.  Oh and romance, believe it or not.  Male character is Loki.
Smooth Criminal
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3596505 - 1 chapter, complete
The day before his capture, in Stuttgart, in which Loki acquires his famous suit. When the God of Chaos strolls into a shop in search of the perfect outfit for a night of mayhem, an accommodating shop girl suits him up in style.  Dom/sub sex, bondage, oral, heavy smut.  Male character is Loki.
Blue Collar Criminal
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605628 - 1 chapter, incomplete
Sequel to Smooth Criminal. Loki is king of Asgard now, but boredom sends him back to Midgard in search of the shop girl that gave him the excellent blowjob. Fluff, dark romance, heavy on the sex in upcoming chapters.  Male character is Loki.
Beautiful Disaster
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3651276 - 1 chapter, complete
During a night off from filming in an unfamiliar town, Tom steps into a laundromat to get warm and ends up stealing a girl’s underwear.  The pilfered panties spark an obsession that lasts almost a year, with unexpected results. Fluff, panty kink, masturbation, romance, obsessive longing, basically just a sweet little Tom tale told from his POV.  Male character is TH.
The Good Stuff
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3674250 - 1 chapter, complete
Loki knows where Frigga keeps her booze.  He and Thor raid her stash and a long day of debauched drunken dares gets slightly out of hand.  Fluff, sexual assault, voyeurism, and all manner of perversion ensue.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
Whisper
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605040 - 6 chapters, complete
Trapped as the only survivor in post-war Asgard, Loki devises a means of escape with just one drawback - it requires a willing human mind to accept him. Very dark adult themes, talk of violent nonconsensual sex, eventual consensual sex.  Male character is Loki.
No Regrets
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3756517 - 1 chapter, complete
Loki takes the throne of Asgard - but it’s only for an afternoon, and he’s not sitting on it alone.  Plotless smut with graphic sex and lewdness.  Male character is Loki.
Would You Like To Play A Game? Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/249025 - 4 stories, all complete
Four short stories following a Dom/sub theme:
Would You Like To Play A Game? -
An executive assistant is called upon to work overtime with her darkly sensual boss and ends up playing bondage games in the conference room.  Male character is a TH variant.
Burn -
Dom/sub play with a hot pepper.  Don’t try this at home.  Male character is a TH variant.
The Way of The Cat -
Being a crime boss’s moll can be a dangerous job, especially when his other love is a big black cat.  Male character is Jaguar!Tom from the It’s Good To Be Bad commercial series.
Sleep -
College somnambulance studies require subjects that are willing to be studied while they snooze.  Extra credit if the subject can’t sleep without masturbating first.  Male character is Oakley.
Civil Disobedience
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3847939 - 1 chapter, complete
What happens when you disobey the God of Asswhuppings?  Dom/sub, nonconsensual spanking, adult themes.  Male character is Loki.
Dandelion Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/247612 - 6 segments, scattered
Six single-chapter segments in no particular chronological order, outlining a long-term loving relationship between friends who become lovers and finally marriage partners.  Heavy sex of all kinds, lots of smut, romance, Dom/sub undertones, spanking, adult themes, fluff.  Male character is a TH variant.
Yes Please, Magnus
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605409 - 1 chapter, complete
Before joining the police force, a very young Magnus Martinsson worked an apprenticeship at a remote forensics facility to gain experience.  The only other resident at the compound is his slightly older boss - and weeks alone together have started to have an effect on both of them.  Sex, smut, shy romance.  Male character is Magnus Martinsson from Wallander.
Golden Boy
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3763015 - 5 chapters, incomplete
Even the most handsome, charming, charismatic matinee idols were once awkward teenagers in high school.  What if you were the reason that gawky boy turned into a sex god?  Sweet smut, lots of fluff, teen angst, first times.  Male character is an AU TH.
Awakening
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3685368 - 1 chapter, complete
Abusive love can destroy a spirit, but loving care can rebuild a soul.  Heavy sex, smut, Dom/sub undertones, spanking.  Male character is TH.
Broken Petals
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3608574 - 2 chapters, incomplete
When a female co-worker is brutally assaulted on the job, Magnus takes her into his care and starts to imagine a relationship with her.  Smut, fantasizing, masturbation, and eventual sex.  Male character is Magnus Martinsson.
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Master Fic List
*UPDATED AS OF 6/1/2017*
Sàmhach Mhiannan chapters  14-18 added Jack Montague chapter 41 added Chemical chapter 56 added
     ***Entire fic catalog with summaries, links, update dates, and associated warnings under the cut***
(62 fics total)
Chemical
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3970054 - 56 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 5/4
Tom & Anja have known each other for years, existing in the same group of friends but never being able to get near each other without insults flying.  He’s a bartender with a mysterious, dark past and she’s an executive assistant with a bright future.  When an incident outside the pub shoves them solidly into each other’s lives, a night of kinky unbridled sex and animalistic behavior bonds them for life as he teaches her just how close to feral creatures we really are.  A dark romance with Dom/sub undertones, very adult themes, and tons of smut including rampant sex of pretty much every variation you can think of.  Male character is a Loki/Tom hybrid, not based on any existing TH characters.
Penumbraluna
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6065182/chapters/13902364  - 10 chapters, COMPLETE
Before Tom bought the pub and met Anja, he was a skinny, determined 15-year old kid who had to make it to San Diego on his own to find his sister.  The pre-history to CHEMICAL, detailing how his teenage relationship with his buddy Chris shaped his future as an adult.  Dark, sometimes disturbing, with numerous references to underage prostitution, male/male sex of various types (both consensual and non), implied/inferred rape, abuse, adult situations involving minors, illegal activity, romance, unprotected sex between males and males/females, and lots of angst/tragedy/heartbreak.  Not for the weak of heart or persons prone to squick.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
The Individual Chemical Prehistories:
Girly
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6135197 - one chapter, complete
A short prequel to Chemical, told from Chem!Tom’s point of view and detailing the eight years that he waited patiently for Anja to notice him.  Takes place after Penumbraluna ends and beforeChemicalbegins.  A little bit of angst, a lot of romance.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
Taos
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6153451 - one chapter, complete
One short night in New Mexico, told by Alicia.  A brief account of how Tom met the mother of his oldest child and the impact they made on each other’s lives in just a few sweet hours.  Very mild references to underage/adult sex and underage prostitution, with some melancholy angst.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
The Scottish Barman
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6151607 - one chapter, complete
Everyone’s favorite pothead bartender gives us his impression of growing up under the wings and very tall shadows of Tom and Chris.  Rough language, references to illegal activity and minor illicit drug use.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, and Ewan.
Eidolon
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6300241 - one chapter, complete
The many lives and deaths of Tom Heyworth, related by his sister.  Portrayal of dissociative mental illness, disturbing imaginary imagery and delusional psychosis.  Male character is Chem!Tom.
The Mechanic
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6340117 - one chapter, complete
Chem!Tom’s early days in San Diego through current day, told through his best friend Chris’s eyes.  Rough language, mentions of abuse and underage prostitution, male/male sex, references to illegal activity, minor character death, general angst and lots and lots of unconditional love.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
Two Princes
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6370480 - one chapter, complete
The road to true love isn’t always paved with longing glances and stolen kisses. Sometimes it’s more inappropriate insults and antagonistic smirks - but the end destination is the same, if it’s meant to be.  Anja’s retelling of the early stages of her relationship with Tom, told mostly through the events of one night at the pub. Strong language, sexual references, character death.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Sam.
Medialuna
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6779617 - one chapter, complete
The original ending to Chemical, written a year ago when the story first began and updated for release to commemorate the one-year anniversary this month. What would have happened if Tom and Anja’s story had taken an entirely different, decidedly less human direction?  Supernatural elements, strong language.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, Ewan, and brief mentions of Eric and Laing.
Quiet Gods
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7252036 - one chapter, complete
Eva and Chris met when they were teenagers, fell in love, lost their virginity to each other, and then were separated when her family moved away.  When she comes back to town a decade later, the handsome boy she remembers as her first love is still there - but a lot has happened in the years they were apart. Most notably, a boy named Tommy.  Can true love be shared?  Explicit sex, some language, slash, het, and a threesome.  Male characters are Chem!Tom and Chris.
Sir
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7365319 - one chapter, complete
Love can be a twisted and demanding thing, but in the end it’s still love…and our deepest desires live on in those who come after we’ve gone.  Explicit sex, heavy Dom/sub, mention of character death.  Provides a lot of missing background information for a major Chemical character.  Male character is Sir (can’t spoil the mystery of who he is before you read it)
Das Vorspiel
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8393785 - one chapter, complete
Sometimes you just need a stranger to tell you it’s okay. Traveling abroad for business, a woman with emotional baggage to unpack finally finds a face just familiar enough to convince herself - for a few short hours - that the love she walked away from can finally forgive her. But can she forgive herself? And more importantly…SHOULD she?
Inspired by the October 2016 Interview Magazine photoshoot of Tom Hiddleston (you know the one)
This story links into the Chemical universe and is technically one of the prehistories - set between the events of TAOS and GIRLY, after PENUMBRALUNA and before the beginning chapter of CHEMICAL.  Explicit sex, Dom/sub implied.  Male character is an OC variation of TH.
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Body Double
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3935923 - 40 chapters, complete
UPDATED AND COMPLETED 8/25/2016
Anna’s working as a body double on the Crimson Peak movie set, standing in for an actress with a no-nudity clause in her contract.  Tom is the handsome star of the film with no qualms about doing his own dirty work.  Can an on-set fling survive the real world outside the dark fairytale of the script?  Just how real can love be with a man who shifts from one character to another so easily? Romance, mild Dom/sub undertones, lots and lots of smut, very VERY heavy on the sex, quite a bit of fluff. Male character is TH.
The King’s Heart
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5017990 - 20 chapters, complete
A grieving, emotionally unhinged Loki is handed the throne of Asgard and ordered by royal decree to take a wife.  Unwilling to be bothered with romance or courtship, Loki withdraws into a bitter shell and it falls to his brother Thor to appoint a bride for the king.  Lyra is chosen by default - she has royal blood, she’s unmarried, of childbearing age, and already belongs to Asgard as a spoil of war.  Can she help the king regrow his cold, dead heart?  Very adult themes, heavy on the smut and sex, Dom/sub, romance.  Male character is Loki.
The Wolf King
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5462807 - 17 chapters, complete
Sequel to The King’s Heart.  Loki and Lyra’s son is now King of Asgard and once again royal decree has initiated the search for a worthy queen.  But the young king has other things on his mind, including mastering his own special brand of magic and fulfilling a centuries-old prophecy.  Adventure, fluff, frequent appearances by Loki & Lyra, heavy smut in future chapters.  Male character is Loki’s identical son, who shares all his father’s quirks and abilities - minus the bad attitude.
Weekly Meetings of the Most Useless Muses in the History of FanFiction
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5685502/chapters/13096207 - 22 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 9/3
This is what happens when you try to get your inspiration to cooperate.  Weekly one-shots (usually uploaded every Sunday) featuring the muses from my current fics arguing, beating each other up, calling each other names, and generally just not doing their jobs.  Lots of Chem!Tom/Loki fights and over the top animosity. Currently attending muses are Loki and Lyra from The King’s Heart, Tom and Anja from Chemical, Tom and Anna from Body Double, and Adam and Selina from Sanguine, with occasional appearances from Aleks of The Wolf King and Cara from Chemical.  Other random minor characters drop by from time to time. *New participants are Jack and Loki from Jack Montague, Eve from Sanguine, Tom and Chris from Penumbraluna, Thor from King’s Heart/Wolf King/Jack Montague.
Sunflower
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6413650 - 10 chapters, ongoing
UPDATED 11/20
Tommy didn’t know that parking in a handicapped zone at 3 a.m. would get him on the shitlist of a cute disabled girl’s social justice warrior sister. Will it end up being the best thing that ever happened to him, or will his interest in baby sis end up with him in jail?  Explicit sex, language, adult themes, and SJW’ism taken too far.  Male characters are Tommy Stark (a young black-haired TH variant) and Martin Twain (based on Idris Elba).
The McClary Chronicles
A new series currently consisting of Sgàile Leannan and Sàmhach Mhiannan
Sgàile Leannan
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8174816 - 20 chapters, complete
Stuck in Scotland doing soil-testing research, Molly finds herself completely out of her element and in the crosshairs of a rough local who doesn’t turn a welcoming eye to strangers. Caught in a dangerous storm in an unfamiliar place, her only option beside freezing to death or getting lost on the mountain is to follow him home…   Explicit sex, language, adult themes, dubious consent, unprotected sex, starcrossed lovers, and antagonistic mountain men.  Male character is King McClary, a Loki-in-a-kilt hybrid original character.
Sàmhach Mhiannan
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9221345 - 18 chapters, ongoing
(Updated 5/28)
The sequel to Sgaile Leannan - Molly has returned home from Scotland, leaving King McClary behind in his own life while moving on with hers. But separating herself permanently from the surly Scotsman is proving more difficult than she expected when he suddenly shows up in Philadelphia. Are their stars really too crossed to ever hope they could be together?  This story picks up immediately where Sgaile Leannan left off, with Molly and King reunited in the city.  Explicit sex, language, adult themes, starcrossed lovers, angst, and lots of omg-are-they-ever-going-to-get-their-shit-together??
See You After The Apocalypse
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6567085 - 1 chapter, complete
A Chemical AU in which Chris gets Anja and the girls out of San Diego during a zombie apocalypse, leaving Tom and Cara behind to cover their escape.  Not knowing if Tom is still alive or if he’ll be able to locate her after the disaster is over, Anja waits for her mate to find his way back to her. True love, angst, adversity vs. fate, and all kinds of feels.  Male characters are Chem!Tom, Chris, and Pop Heyworth.
Meet Me In Phoenix
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7635625 - 5 chapters (10 projected), ongoing
(Updated 8/23/2016)
The sequel to See You After The Apocalypse, told from Tom’s POV.
Wolfsbane
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7446793 - 1 chapter, complete
Inspired by a “wouldn’t it be great if your OTP…” post on tumblr.
Wouldn’t it be great if your OTP…murdered each other?
A twisted little Chemical AU in which Chem!Tom and Anja never met - until just now, staring down the barrels of each other’s guns.  Plot twists, mention of rough sex, lots of Mr and Mrs Smith’ing.  Male character is an AU Chem!Tom.
Mine
http://archiveofourown.org/works/5989584 - one-shot, single chapter, complete
The woman Loki has chosen for his bride has been given, instead, to his brother. Driven nearly mad with heartbreak and jealousy, he hides himself under a charm of invisibility and attends the wedding night - without an invitation.  Sex, smut, angst, language, voyeurism, and general Loki whump.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
Sanguine
http://archiveofourown.org/works/4739396 - 15 chapters, complete
Adam is an 800-year old vampire living a hermit’s life, until he takes a young mortal as a blood donor in a business agreement that turns eventually into a sexual relationship.  In an accidental bloodlust frenzy, Adam goes against her wishes and turns her, ending their relationship and driving her out of his life. Now, years later, he’s having visions of her that seem so real they’re driving him insane.  Is she real or is he imagining her?  Dark romance, very adult themes, a lot of smut and heavy vampire sex.  Male character is Adam of Only Lovers Left Alive.
The Joker and The Thief Series
A new series currently consisting of Jack Montague and two Loki/Jack oneshots
Jack Montague (an Epilogue to Sanguine)
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6319945 - 41 chapters, ongoing
(UPDATED 5/10)
Adam and Selina’s baby girl is all grown up and finding her own way through a world she doesn’t quite fit into - but that won’t stop her from claiming it as her own.  A crossing of paths with another otherworldly being - a castaway god in search of a partner in crime for dubious activities - opens up a whole new realm of possibilities for the bohemian vampire.  Dark romance, heavy smut, lots of kink, deviant behavior, and bloody squick.  Male character is an AU Loki.
Sugar Skull - added 4/18 (synopsis to be added soon)
The Gucci Incident - added 4/11 (synopsis to be added soon)
The Dragon Queen
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3597330 - 28 chapters, complete
After his capture and return to Asgard, Loki is sentenced to life in prison.  After a year of incarceration his personality, mental health, and disposition begin to decline, prompting Frigga to convince Odin to allow him some female company. Odin is reticent to fulfill this request until he figures out a way to punish both Loki and another prisoner who is languishing in his prison - but who is getting the worse end of the bargain, Loki or his new part-time cellmate?  VERY adult themes, violent sex, dark romance.  Not for the faint of heart.  Male character is Loki.
The Trickster’s Wife
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3651918 - 30 chapters, ongoing
(UPDATED 3/31/2017)
Asgard - and specifically, Odin - needs Loki’s help.  But his assistance comes at a steep price: one eight-year old child, Odin’s favorite pet, to be raised by Loki to be his wife when she’s of age.  Can the Prince of Mischief handle bringing up a little girl on his own?  Romance, fluff, and intense sexual themes in later chapters.  Male character is Loki.
Lost Creatures
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8054515 - 1 chapter, complete (NEW)
How desperate Thor must be, to call on Loki for help…with this problem, in particular. But Loki has no desire to be of assistance…yet.  Male/male sex, smut, nasty talk, angst, longing, and general Loki attitude issues.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
The Tempest Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/247606 - 11 segments, complete
Eleven short stories revolving around Loki’s siege of New York, beginning on the night before the attack and ending a year later.  An unbelievable amount of smut, very adult themes, Dom/sub undertones, violent sex, pretty much Loki being Loki.  Oh and romance, believe it or not.  Male character is Loki.
Smooth Criminal
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3596505 - 1 chapter, complete
The day before his capture, in Stuttgart, in which Loki acquires his famous suit. When the God of Chaos strolls into a shop in search of the perfect outfit for a night of mayhem, an accommodating shop girl suits him up in style.  Dom/sub sex, bondage, oral, heavy smut.  Male character is Loki.
Blue Collar Criminal
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605628 - 1 chapter, incomplete
Sequel to Smooth Criminal. Loki is king of Asgard now, but boredom sends him back to Midgard in search of the shop girl that gave him the excellent blowjob. Fluff, dark romance, heavy on the sex in upcoming chapters.  Male character is Loki.
Beautiful Disaster
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3651276 - 1 chapter, complete
During a night off from filming in an unfamiliar town, Tom steps into a laundromat to get warm and ends up stealing a girl’s underwear.  The pilfered panties spark an obsession that lasts almost a year, with unexpected results. Fluff, panty kink, masturbation, romance, obsessive longing, basically just a sweet little Tom tale told from his POV.  Male character is TH.
The Good Stuff
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3674250 - 1 chapter, complete
Loki knows where Frigga keeps her booze.  He and Thor raid her stash and a long day of debauched drunken dares gets slightly out of hand.  Fluff, sexual assault, voyeurism, and all manner of perversion ensue.  Male characters are Loki and Thor.
Whisper
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605040 - 6 chapters, complete
Trapped as the only survivor in post-war Asgard, Loki devises a means of escape with just one drawback - it requires a willing human mind to accept him. Very dark adult themes, talk of violent nonconsensual sex, eventual consensual sex.  Male character is Loki.
No Regrets
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3756517 - 1 chapter, complete
Loki takes the throne of Asgard - but it’s only for an afternoon, and he’s not sitting on it alone.  Plotless smut with graphic sex and lewdness.  Male character is Loki.
Would You Like To Play A Game? Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/249025 - 4 stories, all complete
Four short stories following a Dom/sub theme:
Would You Like To Play A Game? -
An executive assistant is called upon to work overtime with her darkly sensual boss and ends up playing bondage games in the conference room.  Male character is a TH variant.
Burn -
Dom/sub play with a hot pepper.  Don’t try this at home.  Male character is a TH variant.
The Way of The Cat -
Being a crime boss’s moll can be a dangerous job, especially when his other love is a big black cat.  Male character is Jaguar!Tom from the It’s Good To Be Bad commercial series.
Sleep -
College somnambulance studies require subjects that are willing to be studied while they snooze.  Extra credit if the subject can’t sleep without masturbating first.  Male character is Oakley.
Civil Disobedience
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3847939 - 1 chapter, complete
What happens when you disobey the God of Asswhuppings?  Dom/sub, nonconsensual spanking, adult themes.  Male character is Loki.
Dandelion Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/247612 - 6 segments, scattered
Six single-chapter segments in no particular chronological order, outlining a long-term loving relationship between friends who become lovers and finally marriage partners.  Heavy sex of all kinds, lots of smut, romance, Dom/sub undertones, spanking, adult themes, fluff.  Male character is a TH variant.
Yes Please, Magnus
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3605409 - 1 chapter, complete
Before joining the police force, a very young Magnus Martinsson worked an apprenticeship at a remote forensics facility to gain experience.  The only other resident at the compound is his slightly older boss - and weeks alone together have started to have an effect on both of them.  Sex, smut, shy romance.  Male character is Magnus Martinsson from Wallander.
Golden Boy
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3763015 - 5 chapters, incomplete
Even the most handsome, charming, charismatic matinee idols were once awkward teenagers in high school.  What if you were the reason that gawky boy turned into a sex god?  Sweet smut, lots of fluff, teen angst, first times.  Male character is an AU TH.
Awakening
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3685368 - 1 chapter, complete
Abusive love can destroy a spirit, but loving care can rebuild a soul.  Heavy sex, smut, Dom/sub undertones, spanking.  Male character is TH.
Broken Petals
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3608574 - 2 chapters, incomplete
When a female co-worker is brutally assaulted on the job, Magnus takes her into his care and starts to imagine a relationship with her.  Smut, fantasizing, masturbation, and eventual sex.  Male character is Magnus Martinsson.
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