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leiazher · 3 years
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ageofindigox · 7 years
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BASIC INFO
LEGAL NAME: Trenton Cole Goode
ALIASES: Trent Goode
NICKNAMES: Goodie, Ross (added as given)
DOB/AGE: November 11, 1989 / 27
HOMETOWN: Boston, Massachusetts 
INFLUENTIAL AREA(S): Mesa, Arizona & Marseille France
CURRENT RESIDENCE: Brooklyn, New York
LIVING ARRANGEMENT: Inhibits a studio apartment with an open floor plan, perfect for his creative pastimes. The home is suited for one person with little additional space for company aside from what is necessary for his daughter and canine companion. 
RELIGION: Trent does not identify with any religion whatsoever nor has he ever. He also does not believe in luck. .
EDUCATION: Trent is an intelligent man with a passion for learning; however, the traditional classroom setting made his academic career difficult. He merely graduated in 2008 from Fenway High School and took several miscellaneous courses at Columbia University from 2012-2015.
OCCUPATION(S): The neighborhood butchery, The Meat Hook, being that he is the lead butcher his responsibilities are vast. He also has some involvement in the black market.
EXPERTISE: Manipulation
BRIEF BIO: The first four years of his life consisted of significant abuse suffered at the hands of his bitter, recently widowed mother. The Boston law enforcement was assigned to the case. The lead officer formed an immediate bond with Trent, relinquishing the career he loved in order to adopt the dysfunctional child. He hesitantly learned to trust again relying heavily on two imaginary friends to guide him. Therapy was nonnegotiable due to the trauma he endured and underdeveloped social skills. His mental illness (see below) was discovered at age ten and speculations were proved true - his imaginary friends were two alternate personalities. The extensive therapy, the medications it was all very expensive for the lower middle class family of four. Acutely aware that the struggles plaguing his family were a direct result of the kindness they had shown him guilt was a heavy burden. Desperate to free them of poverty he resorted to his roots and became involved with drugs. What began as a last ditch effort transpired into a way of life. Within that same year, he was recruited at a skateboarding competition and later offered his first sponsor with Vans. School mattered little with fame beckoning him. Life on the road was a never ending party with his passion at the center of it all. Money was no longer an issue, he had no need to hustle any longer and yet he persisted. Curiosity mocked him until he experimented with the narcotics he once sold to pay his parents’ rent. He developed an infatuation with skating, drugs, and the idea of love which caused him to not only lose his opportunity at success but serve an eighteen month jail sentence as well. Released at twenty-two life became a living hell. Alone, lacking proper medication, and with limited resources available he was forced to make a come up by whatever means necessary. He found quick work at the local butcher shop, somewhere that did not require sociability, and slowly began to rebuild.
CRIMINAL RECORD: Lengthy criminal record including possession with intent to distribute, aggravated assault, resisting arrest, and disorderly conduct.
BLOODLINE + INFLUENTIAL PEOPLE
FATHER: Reece Goode NPC
Adoptive A great father and all around good man, he taught Trent to trust again with patience and kindness.
MOTHER: Amy Goode NPC
Adoptive The ideal mother, overbearingly optimistic she gave Trent no choice but to love her... eventually.
SIBLING(S): Aubrey Goode NPC
Adoptive, Conceived shortly after his adoption was officiated Trent initially did not want to share his parents or his life with an ugly, loud alien looking thing. He plotted her death several times and once smothered her face with a pillow until her breathing ceased but Troy wouldn’t allow him to follow through with it. Gentle coaxing from Reece helped him come to accept his baby sister. He became very protective of Aubs lashing out (particularly at Amy) on the few occasions she was treated harshly due to the trauma inflicted by his own biological mother, making it difficult for the parents to discipline their youngest at all. She was the first person to interact with all of his personalities, treating each as their own person rather than a figment of his imagination, and one of very few people who are able to help when he loses himself in the midst of chaos. She understands him as best she can. She does not shy away from the truth when it comes to her brother often exposing the reality of many situations that no one else will. Altercations are frequent though rarely marked by long periods of absence because these two genuinely care for one another. Icy as they come, at his core he is a family man with a soft spot for his little sister.    
DAUGHTER: Genevieve Loren Goode NPC
Biological The child Trent never wanted but was forced to accept. Her existence was life altering for the unstable man perpetually sealing his fate with her mother, Elouise. A bold, fearless child Gene inherited all of their darkest qualities. An absolute terror with an extremely short fuse his daughter can push the boundaries of his sanity with her rage induced tantrums. There were many occasions he fantasized about killing his child with his own hands by thrusting her head into the nearest wall or simply strangulation. She finds amusement in testing her limits with her father, often making him question himself again due to his haphazard relationship with his biological mother, and when she does not get her way Elouise is thrust in the middle of their crossfire forced to chose between the two. In doing so a winner is silently declared among them which is usually Gene. When these two aren’t in the midst of a power struggle they have a wonderful relationship. Fatherhood did not come naturally for Trent, it has has been a learning experience and throughout he has learned to love his daughter for the nightmare she is.
PSYCHOLOGICAL INFO
MENTAL DIAGNOSIS: Trent suffers from Dissociative Identity Disorder previously known as multiple personality disorder.
DESCRIPTION OF DIAGNOSIS: Dissociative Identity Disorder is caused by severe trauma during early childhood which includes extreme physical, sexual, or emotional abuse. The disorder is characterized by the presence of two or more distinct or split identities or personality states that continually have power over the person’s behavior. The dissociative aspect is thought to be a coping mechanism — the person literally dissociates himself from a situation or experience that’s too violent, traumatic, or painful to assimilate with his conscious self.
SYMPTOMS: Symptoms include but are not limited to inability to recall key personal information, distinct memory variations, extreme headaches, amnesia, depression, suicidal tendencies, sleep disorders, auditory/visual hallucinations, eating disorders, loss of time, trances. More crucial symptoms include self-persecution, self-sabotage, and acts of violence.
SMOKES/DRINKS/DRUGS: Tobacco use is fervently frowned upon due to his once athletic lifestyle. A social drinker, lack of inhibitions make him a fun addition to most parties. Favors opioids and depressants.
CHOICE SUBSTANCES: Drugs did not pose an issue until later in life. Heroin became his favorite mistress and he struggled with an addiction that caused him to lose sight of himself. He is recovering but struggles daily.
NOTABLE STRUGGLE(S): Swift elevations in mood from ecstatic to depression, uncontrollable anger, violence
BENEATH THE SURFACE
PERSONALITY: Described as the type of person society either loves or loves to hate, he couldn’t give a fuck less in either respect – in fact, he’s likely to laugh at how wrong the assumptions are. The warmth he exudes in the workplace seldom transcends into his personal life. Most are fooled by the narcissist’s pseudo kindness and have a difficult time believing he does, in fact, have a disorder until they witness a violent outburst for themselves. Anyone who gets to know him beyond a surface level is no stranger to his sinister personality. His issues (specifically with attachment) and insecurities interfere with his ability to lead what society deems a normal life. Temperamental, vulnerable, and susceptible to pain he tends to behave irrationally. The smallest forms of betrayal are magnified although rarely addressed. He has difficulty expressing his feelings properly, particularly positive ones, and will become hostile when pressed to do unless manipulated by venomous rage or, worse, Trevor. When his wrongdoings are made apparent or he feels overwhelmed he chooses to ‘ghost’ from those closest to him rather than confront the issues. Contradictory to his solitary nature he will search endlessly for someone to love him through his mania in spite of being told he is undeserving of love by both his mother and reminded frequently by Trevor. His lack of sanity is an everyday battle he is forced to cope with making life alongside this bastard unpredictable and interesting.
ADDITIONAL PERSONALITIES: Everyday an eternal war to come alive takes place between his secondary personalities – namely Trevor and Troy. Trevor is described as aloof, arrogant, calculated, cruel, destructive, manipulative, resentful, sadistic, unstable, and vindictive who is responsible for violent crimes and bloodlust. Troy, on the other hand, is the complete opposite described as accessible, appreciative, cheerful, compassionate, dramatic, generous, honest, expressive, kind, and overbearing who values friendships/relationships.
ZODIAC SIGN: Scorpio
Those born under this zodiac are natural born leaders due to their ambition and determination. They are independent and, unlike the majority of the zodiac, are not social butterflies preferring solitude. Both friendships and relationships alike are destined to be complicated by emotional extremes. Possessive and easily jealous these individuals are notorious for holding a grudge. They do not forget, rarely forgive, and will seek vengeance on those who wrong them; however, they will always remember a kind gesture as well. These individuals harbor the ability to be the most loyal friend anyone has known and will earn one’s trust. Be honest and respectful and one cannot go wrong. Scorpios must be in control or else they feel threatened and can become unpredictable. They are excellent at restoring chaotic situations yet equally as skilled in manipulating a situation their own greed and benefit. Keywords: passionate, resilient, resourceful, dynamic, observant, jealous, obsessive, suspicious, manipulative, unyielding.
PERSONALITY TYPE: ENTJ – The Commander characterized by bold, imaginative and strong-willed leaders, always finding a way or making one.
FAVORITE QUOTE: “A painter should begin every canvas with a wash of black, because all things in nature are dark except where exposed by the light.” – Leonardo da Vinci
FONDEST MEMORY: Indulge in a conversation to uncover a few.
SECRET(S): Granted the gift of eternal life, he will never know death or old age. 
FEAR(S): Knowing that he cannot die by his own hand and is no longer in control of his mortality is something that he loathes; Trent’s biggest fear is living... forever.
RELATIONSHIPS
SEXUALITY: Heterosexual
MARTIAL STATUS: Trent will likely remain single as his affections are fleeting and often unreciprocated  when someone does capture his interest.
PAST RELATIONSHIP(S): A combination of personal issues has led to a lifetime of doing as he pleases, with who he pleases at his leisure hurting female companions before a relationship has the opportunity to evolve; however, when involved romantically he is often overbearing displaying many telltale signs of codependency.
ROMANTIC INVOLVEMENTS: Include a notorious, stringent involvement with Mica Devilas throughout his young adult years followed by a dynamic relationship with Elouise Beckett. Both relations could be summarized as radical, intense, and severe with moderate levels of abuse which further scarred the mentally ill male obscuring his view of love.
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Author’s Note: The format of this outline was designed by myself alone a few years prior and subject to change at my discretion. Should anyone find themselves interested in Trent simply message me. I ENJOY coming together with other writers to create. As someone who puts a tremendous amount of time and effort into character development connecting with other writers is a vital aspect of writing for a character contentiously (in my opinion). I cannot stress enough that I am always willing to collaborate.  
Forewarning: A romantic relationship will not be considered without continuous storyline development. I edit all connections as I see fit. I refuse to acknowledge empty relations that are not developed through continuous writing. This is especially true in regards to potential romantic relationships. I will notify any writer so that adjustments can be made before completely eliminating a connection or, if substantial to his growth/SL, replacing with a NPC.  I am 195% understanding of real life issues but I only know the information provided at said writers’ discretion. Connections take communication, patience, and effort - I am willing to give those things if given in return. If you do not have intentions on WRITING in multi para style (novella likely) please do not waste my time.  
*Above statements are not intended to be malicious and/or offend anyone. All information has been provided in hopes of avoiding future conflict.*
Last Updated: 09/23/2017
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