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evvlevie · 4 months

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I basically shifted again.

hi, hello, it‘s me: your favorite shifting blogger Evie 😼❤️

ever since your girl Eves has had the time and motivation to focus back on shifting, she has been on fire 👀

I suppose that if you guys are seeing this right here, you have probably read my most liked / reblogged / commented post about my first shifting experience already. And in case you didn‘t …

➡️ G O C R A Z Y R I G H T H E R E ⬅️

This one is going to be as detailed as possible once again, so in case you are one impatient mother-lover: I am sorry <3

🍎 MOMENTS BEFORE 🍎

🔆 I am telling you this time was very different from the first time for one very very important reason: I didn‘t fucking try to shift. Last time I was actively trying methods and visualizations, I actively tried to keep me in the right mindset and I don‘t want to say I was forcing it, but I was definitely concentrating on shifting. 🔆 Ever since I started embodying the energy/the mindset I was describing in this exact post, I never even methodically tried to initiate shifting. All I ever did was rely on the universe to basically let me meet my DR as soon as it deemed me ready for it. 🔆 However I was following a certain routine for the last week when it came to shifting and I suppose that was very crucial. Each night before falling asleep I would take my melatonin spray and I would very consciously and with clear intent say with each spray I took: „This is my shifting spray, and now I will shift tonight.“ I always take like 4 sprays and then I would lay down to sleep and just imagine one certain scenario tied to my DR and nothing else. I wasn’t even actively trying to feel every emotion, or sensation like I used to do it when I attempted shifting, I was just playing the scene over in my head and basically just enjoyed the moment for myself. 🔆 Last night tho, I did not take any melatonin and I didn’t even imagine my little scene because i laid down to sleep so late at night I actually forgot to try basically. But since I was so used to my routine and this was so imbedded into my brain my subconscious was very aware of my shifting-intent. Since I was not actively trying to shift, I was not monitoring any feelings or signs or symptoms and everything just happened naturally which is the key here. I did mention in this old ass post, that when you are too aware of you shifting you basically sabotage yourself and keep yourself from shifting.

🍎 THE MOMENT 🍎

🔆 I distinctively remember how I was in the middle of falling asleep, and suddenly I felt like I was floating. And when I say suddenly I mean from one second to the other I suddenly felt like there was no mattress under me anymore, and I was just flying around in the fucking universe or something. 🔆 even if I didn‘t open my eyes somehow everything I saw was a white light swallowing me and everything around me was white 🔆 As weird as this may sound now but I was very aware of the fact that I was between realities in that moment and that I was basically swirling round the universe in order to land in my DR. 🔆 In my imagination my DR-Day starts with me waking up on a bed, because I am in a luxurious hotel in Bali and it‘s my wedding weekend (I‘m having a How-I-met-your-mother-season-9-kind-of-DR) . I always had a very specific hotel room in mind when visualizing me waking up. And even if I wasn’t really conscious of anything I just know I was swirling around trying to do a front flip onto that damn DR-Bed in order to land there. 🔆 I know how fucking idiotic that sounds but you guys need to understand that I am just that weird sometimes, that it is really like me to front flip into a different reality😭

🔆✨ the most interesting part about all of this, is that just like last time where I was feeling myself getting pulled into a different reality, I was able to physically feel all of my flips, just like when you go on a roller coaster and that fucker is turning you upside down a lot and you are starting to get sick. I could literally feel my stomach turning upside down.

🔆✨ before any shifting denying people want to comment on my post that I have psychosis again: I am a legal adult that has lived two decades, I can very much distinct between a dream and physical sensation, I have encountered enough situations in my life that allow me to make a pretty spot on differentiation here. I fucking know I was not dreaming.

🔆 I fucked up a little when I started becoming too aware of what I was doing and accidentally grounded myself in the CR again (like last time goddamn it)

🍎 ADVICES ?🍎

➡️ 📜 ⬅️ this ancient advice is going to be the best one I can give you. (dare to click that old ass looking paper emoji) Trying to control how all of this goes down, will only drive you insane I promise. Just like the last time, I shifted when I wasn‘t actively in my shifting-mindset. Last time I called that a Mini-shift because well I didn‘t end up really spending time in that other reality but this time I am confident enough to say I shifted. I was experiencing exactly what has proven me again that shifting is not only real, but that it is definitely a feeling you have to get used to.

I am so excited that after my nearly year long shifting break I am not only back, but evidently on the right track and stronger than ever

I Hope this post was able to help y‘all in some way or another, and don‘t be too shy to ask questions ❤️

Yours in every reality,

Evie <3

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shenlis-spear · 11 days

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THE LEGEND OF SHEN LI 与凤行, 2024

⇢ starring: zhao liying, lin gengxin

If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it more. (I'm talking about The Legend of Shen Li)

Let me preface this by saying I'm biased. And it's been a million years since I tried to put my thoughts into writing so this is gonna be all over the place and long-winded. And probably wouldn't make any sense. So here it goes.

I really enjoyed The Legend of Shen Li. Do I love it? With all my charred heart. Do I think it's the best drama this year? It's still April. It's hard to say. Are Shen Li and Xing Zhi the best power couple? This shouldn't even be a debate.

Honestly, I didn't even plan to chase this drama while it's ongoing because I binge watching drama is what I enjoy best. However, I was bored. And The Legend of Shen Li's trailer looked interesting. And my heart still needs healing from the mess of an ending that is Princess Agents. I needed closure. So I started watching the drama, and boy oh boy did it drag me down one hell of a roller coaster ride of emotions every single night. (No, I'm not complaining.)

However, before I talk about the things that I really loved about the drama, I have some things to say about the stuff that kind of irked me. Because no drama is perfect (unless it's Nirvana in Fire).

So let me get started on the things that I feel like the drama could've done better.

Musical scoring - the OST's? Chef's kiss. However, they way they're putting music on the scenes are a hit and miss. Most of the time it just distracts me from the scene and I just get bored with the mv-ish scene. I wish cdramas especially custom ones would stop this. I don't need 5 mins of the leads staring at each other in all angles accompanied by a really nice song. I'm here to watch a drama. Although, I kinda did get used to it in the latter episodes (specifically ep35-38) because I definitely needed a minute or two to process the emotions.

The progression of the story - One thing. I'm confused. Not to the point that "I don't understand the plot confusing" but still confusing nonetheless. There was no consistency in the scenes and the dialogues. (Ex fishing village). There was no flow. I feel like someone messed up the storyboard and when they edited the scenes they were also confused. Or maybe this is the issue of the translation of the dialogue? I don't even know. Still, I definitely think this part could've been done better.

The internal monologues - sigh when I said the thing I love most in dramas are their dialogues I don't mean what's happening in The Legend of Shen Li. The characters just talk (or think?) too damn much I can't keep up. They're supposed to be the characters whom their actions should tell the story but the way they're narrating the whole plot to me is just so jarring. Am I watching a drama or listening to an audiobook? Sometimes I can't tell. I wish they'd tone it down but it just got worse with the later episodes.

The camera - this is just me being nitpicky but there are some random camera angles especially the spinning ones that probably is supposed to make the scene dramatic but all it did was make me wanna vomit.

This is not in any way, shape, or form hating on the drama because I genuinely enjoyed it. I've deluded myself into waiting for a Princess Agents S2 but I got a better deal and had Zhao Liying and Lin Gengxin to reunite in a new project which is better in my opinion because Princess Agents is a hot mess. There was really no saving that one.

So moving on to the things I like! But like, where do I even start?

First of all, Zhao Liying and Lin Gengxin. Chemistry so good, they had to be casted in another drama. Everything about them was just so perfect for the drama and the role. Could not ask for a more perfect casting than them. The 7 year wait was almost worth it.

The WOMEN! - so much room for improvement regarding the characters but I loved that the women were not treated as damsels who always needed saving. I have to say 5 1/2 braincells were working throughout the drama, 2 from Shen Li, 1 from You Lan, 1 from Jin Niang Zi and 1 from Shen Mu Yue (1/2 from Xing Zhi because he's too unbothered if it's not related to Shen Li).

Shen Li - might not be the best female character in cdramaland but I think she can hold her own place. She's stubborn, a bit reckless but she's loyal and righteous. She's a strong woman without being a stereotypical cold and ruthless strong woman. Shen Li is a strong woman at the same time also a mad woman in love. She does not have to be one or the other. The more I write this the more I'm falling in love with her character. You just don't find a character like her. She is Shen Li. A capable general. A strong leader. An empathetic comrade. A respectful student. A woman in love. She is not just one of them but all of them.

Lin Gengxin is pretty believable playing as an ancient god. He has that air around him that screams your highness. He played the lofty and aloof Xing Zhi to perfection.

And what can I even say about Zhao Liying? As always miss ma'am played Shen Li perfectly. Whimsical, stubborn, in love and devasted in love, you can feel all those emotions just watching her eyes.

It has angst but not too much that we as viewers would spend multiple episodes pulling out hair of frustration about the misunderstandings and accidental killings. (Not a shade to any specific drama but just to the xanxia genre in general). It has the perfect balance of angst, romance and comedy. You laugh, cry and giggle all in one episode. The comic relief scenes are naturally funny and doesn't feel forced. Zhao Liying and Lin Gengxin's comedic timing are 👌.

The conflict was handled maturely and the confession was direct but still heart fluttering. Throughout the drama, they both got their heads perfectly placed on their shoulders.

The last episode! Let us talk about the last episode because when has a drama provided that kind of fan service just making one whole episode of shenanigans and fluff. After going through the angst, the reward that is the last episode is just too good and definitely worth all the tears.

Also, can we talk about Dong Jie's guest role? I know miss ma'am is good but when I tell you I cried for a minute because of her story arc? Just hands up and mic drop. So so good!

Now that all of these are out of my system, hopefully I can move on to the next obsession, whatever that may be. I'll still probably watch episode 39 on a daily basis though. It's just too enjoyable and it makes my day. Will probably, revisit this "review" in the future and update it because I'm aware that at this point it's not making a lot of sense.

RATING: 9/10 REWATCH VALUE: 10/10 definitely would watch again! ACTING: 10/10 CATEGORY: GUILTY PLEASURE

#the legend of shen li #与凤行 #drama review?#zhao liying #lin gengxin #guilty pleasure #happy ending #best last episode everrrr #incoherent ramblings

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mightyfloofy · 3 months

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Talking a little on the recent mangas I've started reading this week😗✨📚(two of them are new to me, for the others, I've picked up on the manga after finishing their current anime seasons) 💚THERE MIGHT BE SPOILERS💚

1) Tomodachi Game:

So i think I've only read up to around 12 chapters or so and it's so good????

The roller-coaster of emotions it's making me have though- like i started loving Tenji with my whole heart and soul then he...disappointed me. Then he earned my trust again- a whole twist.

Yuuichi is a pretty good MC so far. Bro is a cutie.

Sawaragi pisses me off a little. Idk how to explain it though.

Yuutori my girl 💜

Shibe um... 💀💀💀 Yeah. And no i don't dislike him for what he tried to do in chapter 2 or so. I just... He's too dumb.

Also the art?????? Muah

I watched some scenes of the anime in the beginning after i read a couple of chapters and it's...disappointing. Even the animation is wonky.

But just- the art style has me in luvvvv

Manabu-kun keeps on gaslighting, gatekeeping and girlbossing every chapter.

Also, I'm praying for my boy Yuuichi's sanity. At first i was like "Sawaragi, i get hes cute but WHAT do u see in him??" and i see now. My girl has some amazing taste, at least for that.

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2) Mairimashita! Iruma-kun

I've only read 4 chapters but this shit has me ROLLINGGGG

It's so funny pls

The art is also pretty good too. I'm not really a fan of Slice of Life, but this one hits.

Also, pretty boi alert:

My favorite character so far is this guy though:

He's so babygirl ✨✨✨✨

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3) Demon Slayer

So I started reading it right after the events of season 3, of course.

Giyuu's backstory lowkey hit home-

He needs a hug. I won't say more.

Tanjiro is precious, as always, just like Nezukooo (a loud 'Nezuko-chan' came in my and after i typed that)

Oh yeah, Zenitsu:

Me to Shinobu, "Doctor, hes out again"

Nah because he didn't have to chomp Tanjiro's sky wide forehead like that???? 😭😭😭

So i have two volumes of Demon Slayer at home and i gotta say, the art improved and it's nice to have seen it grow. I know it's like this for most mangakas, but here i didnt see a whole art style change or whatever but something becoming finer while keeping that style very present.

The story is at its peak right now, i reached up to the point where Muzan decided to heehee himself in the no-no place for him. (idk how to say this without spoiling)

I'm luving it so far

Also, my husband:

I miss his gorgeous face LAWDDDDD HAVE MERCYYY

Though i already loved him before seeing his face.

I've finally memorised the master's name: Ubuyashiki

It's an achievement.

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4) Blue Lock

Ok i can't add pics anymore but I'm confident most people know what it is without having watched it.

I wanted to share some nice Rin pics but guess it'll be for another time. (yall will be missing out on my man)

So, i picked up from where the first season stops and-

I miss Kunigami. A lot. He was one of my favs 😭😪

Shidou is special (him telling Isagi he'd love to see him explode again got me praying for him fr)

The story has taken a nice turn with the U-20 team rushing things up. I love it but i want to see Sae play already so I'm being an impatient little bug.

The art is MUAH as always. I love the lines added for light shading, ill probably inspire myself off it for future drawings.

Hiori needs to be friends with Chigiri so they can talk about hair products (Hiori is like a short-haired Chigiri with cyan hair. My boy has naturally long lashes (Rin's remain better 💅)

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That's all, folks!

I hope to read even more in the upcoming days and hopefully I'll get to talk about them like i just did above.

Expect headcanons from each of these mangas 💜💜💜

And you can even send me recommendations 😙✨

It's midnight where I am like damn-

Bye byeeeee

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minijenn · 4 months

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Jen Tortures Herself With Every Dreamworks Animated Movie Ever: How to Train Your Dragon 2

(*screams in insanely high frequencies*) HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON 2 IS ONE OF THE GREATEST THINGS DREAMWORKS HAS EVER MADE AND SOMEHOW EVEN BETTER THAN THE FIRST AND I AM IN SHAMBLES EMOTIONALLY AFTER WATCHING IT BUT I NEED YA'LL TO LISTEN TO ME AS I SCREAM ABOUT HOW IMPORTANT THIS FILM IS TO ME OK?

Woo, ok, calming down a bit. But can you really blame my excitement? How to Train Your Dragon 2 is just... so damn good, it is so damn good ya'll. It takes everything the first movie did, the characters, the story, the animation, the music, and just... perfects it. It is an utterly fantastic ride from beginning to end and it is one of the main factors as to why I am so utterly head over heels for this franchise (well, it and Race to the Edge, again go watch it, its good).

We return to Berk five years after the first movie, with Hiccup under pressure from his father to take on the mantle of chief. However, danger soon arrives in the form of Drago Bludvist, who is amassing a dragon army. While searching for Drago to try and reason with him, Hiccup reunites with his estranged mother, Valka, who, much like him, has a deep affinity and respect for all dragons. From there, well, damn a bunch of stuff happens, in a story that just flows so well and just... slams you with so many emotions, from sheer joy and wonder to crushing despair and grief. It's a roller coaster, to say the least, one that is utterly captivating and at times, utterly heartbreaking. And I adore every last second of it.

Our returning characters are all fantastic, as usual. I especially love the arc Hiccup goes through here, because while the first movie was in ways, a coming of age story for him, this one truly is, with him struggling to figure out who he really is and who he's meant to be. It's a beautiful narrative about responsibility and leadership, one that Hiccup and Toothless experience together in such a beautiful, parallel way. As for our new cast, we have Valka (who I'm in love with btw) and she's just delightful. The way we get to see her bond with Hiccup and rekindle her relationship with Stoick is absolutely beautiful (AT LEAST UNTIL THE DAMN MOVIE TEARS THIS BEAUTIFUL FAMILY APART WHY CANT THEY HAVE ANYTHING NICE FUCK).

However, I do have to say that the weakest link in both this movie, as well as the next installment in this series... is its villain. The first movie didn't have much in the way of an antagonist, and I think it worked well in its favor. Because HTTYD antagonists... are kind of mid to lame. Drago Bludvist is certainly on the more mid side; he's just... ya know, a bad guy. He isn't really a compelling foil to Hiccup, just some crazy guy who wants to use dragons to conquer people and uses violence to get his way. He's not especially interesting, despite his rather cool design. He's just... there.

But that one minor point aside, everything else about this movie is utterly fantastic. The animation is somehow even more stunning than the first, with so many new dragon designs to see and an even wider world to explore. The flying and fight scenes are so mezmerising to watch, and the music FUCKING GOD don't get me started on this score. It is utterly HEAVENLY, just like the first movie's (also For the Dancing and the Dreaming has me in shambles, I'm still crying, don't look at me). What kind of insane magic Dreamworks used to make this movie look and sound as good as it does? The world may never know.

So yeah, this movie clearly has a major soft spot in my heart. I watched it when it first came out in theaters and absolutely loved it then, just like I do now. Every time I review it, I fall more in love, especially now that I've seen the tie in shows, I can appreciate how they led up to this movie and what details were thrown in that to make them serve as something of a prologue to 2.

As for the movie itself, its such a masterful work of art, one that I'll gladly return to over and over again. Aside from Prince of Egypt, it's probably my second favorite Dreamworks movie overall. And considering some of the other contenders on this list, that's saying something. I love it to pieces, always have, always will. It's wonderful.

Overall Rating: 10/10

Verdict: Hiccup's Mom has got it going on

Previous Review (Mr. Peabody and Sherman)

Next Review (The Penguins of Madagascar)

#jen watches #dreamworks watch #how to train your dragon #how to train your dragon 2 #jen tortures herself with every dreamworks animated movie ever #dreamworks

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lutawolf · 1 year

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The 8th Sense ep 9

I'm going to hang on to the image above by bl-bam-beyond to get me through what I'm sure is to be a roller coaster.

Deep Breath... Okay Lets Do This!!!

I FUCKING LOVE THIS THERAPIST!!! That deep sigh when she says, "okay, work on yourself first." Because she knows there is no other choice. Because emotional fucking damage. I get this so much. I love you, lady.

"And when you're ready, think about what you want to do next." "I want to protect him." Sometimes love is selfless, and sometimes it's selfish. Sometimes they are a little bit of both. Here, we have someone who just wants the person they love to be safe. Not comprehending that sometimes it's better to have love than be safe.

I love bestie so much. Even though I feel an overwhelming need to smack that food out of his mouth, so I can hear him. Even if I'm just reading subtitles. I make no damn sense but there ya go.

I will say that Jae Won makes sense to Ji Hyun which is why they are simply meant to be. Even if I feel the urge to knock some mother fucking sense into everyone.

Haha, bestie over here throwing out words like narcissistic. I won't even correct him because he is funny. Apparently it's not common sense, cause you used it wrong. Still love you though boo.

I freaking love the trio so much! They are adorable. And you can't convince me otherwise. Oh lawd, he just now thought about his painful past.

Well... At least he is pretty, and he gets it now. So. 👀👀👀 And he has solid friends. Fighting! Then bestie goes and thrusts the dagger in. Damn.

Oh, this is going to be a tough scene to watch, isn't it. Those sitting next to each other talking about the incident.

Noooo!!! Him reaching out to hold his hand is gutting me.

Guys!!! Not gonna lie, I was literally holding my breath while I waited for him to go to her. Damn, that was painful. I mean, he isn't so good at it, but he is trying right. That's what matters. Ji Hyun come back and show this clueless boy how it's done!

Fuck, I hate her. She makes me want to gag every time I see her. I want to punch her in the face every time she says Oppa.

Nooooooooooo SHE DIDN'T!

Nope... I'm not okay. Everyone else can forgive. I am not in the forgiveness business. Guess I'll be the odd one out. He wanted to protect him, and then he does that. Yeah… Did that look like protection to you, do, and then you have the ability to be nice to her afterward. To not immediately go after that baby boy. Yeah, fuck this. Guess I'm gonna be the unpopular opinion here.

I love his bestie so much. Ji Hyun, you have the best bestie ever. I have mixed feelings on seeing Jae Won. I'm petty and I don't like to see him happy when he hurt Ji Hyun yet on the other side, maybe it means he is taking his fucking meds and getting his head on straight.

Oh, the look in his eyes when Ji Hyun just left. Then a deep swallow. You deserved that bitch. You really did.

Now that's unselfish love. Even believing that it's all ended. That the cunt won. He doesn't push but lets him know he supports him.

I mean... Didn't you do the same thing to Ji Hyun minus the sex. You didn't even break up officially before being back with her. Shit, I don't even know why I'm bothering to type anymore. I'm sure people have stopped reading at this point.

Shit, doesn't that sound familiar. "I apologize, I was out of my mind." I swear to god if I don't see some growth in this boy.

Oh, the boss knows. Dude, I love her. Okay, I'm pissed at you dude, but that was funny. "I'm here to eat, not listen to a fortune-teller."

OMG! I FUCKING LOVE HER!

"I can't seem to organize my life." "Then organize it." I don't know how many times I've said this. You know what the problem is, now start working towards a solution instead of sitting there and not doing anything about it. I can only help so much, eventually you've got to help yourself. "I feel like things got screwed up big time and I don't know where to begin to fix it."

Shit hit him! Oh, thank you baby Jezebel she hit him! I knew I was in love with her! Oh, I really love her. Knock some motherfucking sense into him!

There ya go. You only live once. Are you finally hearing people, asshole.

Oh! My little button nose. Isn't that just love. Love is forgiveness. For the people who deserve, who support you, and you want to be beside you. Love is forgiveness.

gif by @bl-bam-beyond

I love the song playing in the background of the kiss. Life is complicated and messy, grab your happiness where you can.

For those who read this. Thank you! 💜💜💜

#the eighth sense #the 8th sense #luta talks #luta talks the 8th sense

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amv-reset · 1 month

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Hazbin Hotel has me conflicted and frustrated...

I decided to watch the show a few days ago, seeing if the initial interest I had after the pilot dropped could be properly fed. I thought the characters, world, and premise were all very promising and I really wanted to see them all fleshed out.

After watching the first season, my sentiment still stands true about the concept, but the execution... it left me feeling very underwhelmed.

I still firmly believe that the characters and worlds are great. I liked learning almost everyone's stories and wondering what would happen to them next. I think the animation is consistently very good and the soundtrack is phenomenal. I'll even give the show credit for (mostly) covering serious and dark topics quite well. I was definitely interested every time a character's backstory was hinted or revealed. I really like everything that the show sets up...

But when the writing, pacing, and much of the humour is so messy, it makes me difficult for me to fully appreciate the good that's there. Eight episodes was simply not enough time for the team to implement what they wanted (especially when they tried to squeeze six months of in-universe time to only three hours of content), and the world and character building suffered tremendously for it. It was hard for me to care much about the characters when I had so little time to learn about them. Sir Pentious is a prime example of this. Whenever the show wanted me to take him seriously, it was difficult to when he had maybe three episodes' worth of screen time. The whole show suffers from this, and it makes most of the emotionally gripping moments hit WAY less than I'm sure they were meant to. It's too fast and there's so much emotional whiplash between scenes, it makes the show such a roller coaster to watch from start to finish.

The lackluster comedy didn't help matters. When most of the punchlines are purely profanity or sexual innuendos, it's hard for me to not tune out from sheer aggravation. Every time Adam, Vox, or Valentino opened their mouths, I damn-near wanted to snap my monitor in two — they annoyed me so God damn much. I'll give the show credit, every episode had at least three or so jokes that got a good laugh out of me, but that's a far cry from the jokes that just made me groan.

I still really like the content WITHIN the universe, but when a vast majority of my entertainment from a show is coming from fan content rather than the show itself, I think that's a problem. I really hope that the team take the criticisms of the season to heart and give the world more time to properly develop. It's clear that they're setting up for further plots, and I'm still fairly interested in what they're working toward.

#hazbin hotel #opinion #my opinion #thoughts #my thoughts

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maplemind · 1 year

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Ok so I watched Country Strong...

Actually I watched it a few weeks ago but I've only just felt able to put my thoughts into words.

Yeah this is one of my go-to comfort films now. Longgggggggg post coming up!

Spoilers below the cut (obviously 😊)!

WARNING: mentions of sexual themes, alcohol addiction, and drug use / overdose (kind of a major plot point throughout the film)

So first things first, I am not a fan of Gwyneth Paltrow. I can't really explain why, I just don't like her. so thankfully she's playing a character that I had no patience for either 😂

Characters for reference: Kelly (famous singer with a drug / alcohol problem and some traumas in the recent past, married, sleeping with Beau), Chiles (support act and Beau's other crush / bit on the side), Beau (Sweetheart country singer, secretly sleeping with Kelly, just has so much love to give), James (Kelly's husband, obsessed with making money off of Kelly regardless of the damage it does to her).

Anyways, if you're looking for sweet, gentle, soulful Garrett - meet Beau. He spends the entire film just trying to help the people he loves, and he always has this haunted look behind his eyes, like there's something hurting or hunting him. We never find out if there is something in his past he's working through (other than desperately trying to help Kelly recover from some awful things that happened to her - totally of her own making), but the fact that at the end of the film he runs away to settle down in a quiet town somewhere suggests that maybe he's ready to make peace with whatever is in his head.

Beau absolutely pours love from his stunningly-blue eyes - like, damn man. I wish I could get a Beau in real life please. (Ok he's a bit of a jock asshole for less than a minute, but you can see he instantly regrets it and boy does he work to make it right.)

And don't get me started on his voice. He made me fawn over him when he was speaking but nothing can prepare you for when he sings. His voice is deep, steady, smooth, and so full of soul. I genuinely downloaded his entire musical catalogue to my phone because of this film, and I listen to it whenever I need an energy boost, or some comfort, or just to get lost for a while.

This film is a roller coaster ride for all characters, but Beau is hauntingly captivating throughout. Some lovely emotional work from Garrett here, despite the material itself giving him relatively little to work with. And a somewhat sad-yet-hopeful ending for him.

SPECIAL MENTION 1 - When Beau confesses to James (Kelly's asshole husband) that he's been sleeping with her. There's something so confident about it, like he's genuinely trying to express how much he loves and cares for Kelly, how he's trying to help her recover by showing her love in every way he can, without actually saying the words. And he just takes the punch that James lands on him like it's worth it to him.

SPECIAL MENTION 2 - When very drunk (possibly high) Kelly is in the car with Beau and Chiles (both sober), and she says this to Chiles: "Be nice to Beau, okay? He thinks he's so tough. But I ain't ever had a man be so gentle with me. He's one of the good ones. He's one of the only good ones."

----- One bit in particular is just so beautiful and sums up Beau so well - "I ain't ever had a man be so gentle with me." We know it's mostly a reference to how gentle he is with her intimately (more on that in a second), but it has so many meanings, because Beau is just so gentle in general. And the way something passes through his eyes when she says it - sadness? hurt? concern? just wow.

SPECIAL MENTION 3: The intimate scene with Beau and Chiles - we never see any real nudity (both shirtless, but Chiles is wearing a bra and they both clearly have underwear on), and we certainly never see any sex, but it's so goddamn intimate I felt like I was intruding, like I should look away. The way they show how gentle Beau is with every move he makes, the [slightly cliche] way he just barely ghosts his fingers along her bare skin, they way they're giggling as they touch and make out. holy crap it was hotter than most full-on-sex scenes I've seen.

----- And the next scene is the same, with them in bed together naked (clearly after the act, but it's never even referenced. Beau is covered waist-downwards and Chiles is covered chest-downwards). Just phew.

SPECIAL MENTION 4/5/6: The way Beau launches himself at Kelly and tries to wake her up after her overdose. There's barely controlled panic and yet he also sounds resigned. Even at this point he's somehow gentle with her as he tries to wake her up, despite the urgency of the situation and his panic.

The way Beau just bows his head and walks away when he's standing outside the hospital window and sees Kelly's husband receive the news that she's died of the overdose. He doesn't even need to hear it, and none of the paparazzi notice him leaving despite being quite famous himself.

Beau's breakdown in his car after Kelly's funeral as he reads the letter Kelly left for him. The way he just lets the emotions swallow him for a minute, lets himself break completely, then nods, puts the letter in his bag, and just drives away. Garrett's performance is just heartbreaking.

So anyway, I think I've given my new-found-Garrett-obsession enough of an airing for today. 😂

I genuinely love this film and it's now one of my go-to-comfort-or-don't-know-what-to-watch films. If you'd like 2 hours of sweet, gentle, soulful, and slightly-emotionally-battered Garrett, perhaps this film is a good one for you.

#garret hedlund #garrett hedlund characters #beau hutton #country strong #triple frontier #benny miller

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spookyserenades · 9 months

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I cant- author how could you, I have to stop reading in between the chapters bc there’s just so much fluff mixed with steamy ness mixed with sadness mixed with wholesomeness. Every time I read a chapter I’m on a roller coaster and I don’t know how to handle everything sksjebrdisk. TEASE! They’re all teases and the fact that they all know what their doing like fr she’s not gonna make it to the end of the year, bet! No cause joon is literally jsut a big goof ball, menacing wolf my ass- deep inside he’s jsut a nerdy hunk of beef jerky. No ngl that hobi scene got me felling like DAMN, ouchie but also steamy oof oof oof. No like I felt that bite fr, him and jk fr. I thoguht jimin scent scene would be tamer and it was in a sense, but like you still feel the steamy ness when you read it like it’s so him soft and gentle manly omg your writing is jsut so good. Like all my friends are writers, I’m not really one but I showed them your fic and they were so impressed for realz, also many of them are all addicted to trouvallie and it’s characters now lol. Frankly I don’t understand all the work that goes into writing I don’t write that often unless it’s an assignment or smth but my friends love your writing, [they mainly read on ao3, not tumble tho so they don’t got accounts…. Yet ;)] Even tho I don’t understand what writers go thru, I truly apprêtâtes all the work you put into this series, you give us a heavy spicy chapter every month, I mean 20k is a lot so ty. Honestly personally believe you should have more likes. Also I know this is already really long, but I tend to smths forget their physical features, like eye color and stuff like I know Jin and joon have like amber ish and then jimin has yellow but do the rest have brown? I feel like yoongi had green but I may be mixing it up with another fic. Also, do their ages match this year or last year since you’ve been writing this since last year? Ok thanks that’s enough for now, have a good week!

FDSAFH This update was a bit of an emotional rollercoaster, huh!! I'm really excited that I was able to stir up all those emotions in you, though. You're sooo right they're ALL a bunch of teases, MC must be going THROUGH it, I mean seriously! 👹

Ugh Joonie... he really has that 'big bad wolf' vibe that masks a certain sweetness or innocence within him. Nerdy beef jerky that's SUCH a good way to describe him I'm crying!! And Hoseok PLS I just... needed his scenting scene to be as sexy as he is. As for Jimin, that's the exact vibe you described I was going for-- gentle, manly and steamy ahhh!! 🛐

Omg also... thank you so much for being so sweet about my writing! I'm blushing so hard 😭🥺... thank you for showing my story to your friends, that means so much to me, and please tell them thank you for their kind words as well for me! I'm planning on cross posting Trovaille on AO3 soon additionally, so I'll make sure to post an announcement for that if your friends are more comfortable reading on that platform! I love planning and writing these chapters every month, and making them nice and lengthy as well... as for likes, I'm very happy with my interactions at the moment! I have sweet, kind, and clever readers, and I believe that those who are meant to find Trouvaille always will. 🥰💓💜

So for physical features of each hybrid! I think it'll be helpful for me to list them here for you and anyone else who has forgotten or didn't catch it before! Their ages match up to their ages as of August 2022- so Jeongguk will be turning 25 in the next chapter, and so forth. Here are their eye/hair colors:

Seokjin: Sunset-like orange eyes, blue black curly/wavy hair

Yoongi: Green/gold hazel eyes, black hair

Hoseok: Cocoa brown eyes with caramel/gold flecks, red/brown mahogany wavy hair

Namjoon: Amber (like orangey, dark honey) eyes, silver grey hair

Jimin: Yellow (like butterscotch) eyes, honey blonde hair

Taehyung: Red (carmine) brown eyes, curly black hair

Jeongguk: Black eyes, mixed chestnut brown hair

I tried my best to give each of the boys similar colored eyes to what kind of hybrid they are-- for example, black jaguars typically have those copper-penny eyes, and elks have deep black eyes. To give them all a bit of distinction, as well! 💜

Hope you're doing well, love, and thank you for sending me this wonderful message! 💓🥰

#asks #trouvaille #dana's thoughts

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itlivesproject · 1 year

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You guys literally killed me with chapter 18!

Lincoln comforting us after telling him the truth was like literally one of the most beautiful things I ever read in my life, literal chills... and beautifying MC's situation with his tree comparison- I just can't.. 🥺

And of course the moments with ILITW MC and Noah 😍

I already replayed chapter 18 4 times with various different save files since I just had to know what happens when Noah was alive the whole time and Devon dates Connor/doesn't date Connor and when Devon was alive and dates/doesn't date Connor and I have to say that although I would always choose Noah over Connor it was damn hard letting him go, especially when former ghost MC dumped him 🥲

But being with Noah kinda made up for everything so I kinda was alright and all loved up then 🥰 (and I really can't decide if I like it more with ghost Noah or ghost Devon, 'cause up until now I was all about being ghost Devon but now I'm not sure anymore... even though it's really difficult for me thinking about killing off Noah, so I guess I have my answer and I'm gonna continue my main playthrough with Noah having been alive this whole time😅)

...until I read what happend with Connor at the end of the chapter😶- so yeah, guess feeling all this emotions at once in that amount of time literally killed me😂😂

Soooo... I really need to show you my appreciation, 'cause I don't remember feeling like this after any choices chapter✨️

It's really astonishing how incredibly talentend you are and I'm really grateful that I get to be be on this journey with you and that I get to experience that emotional roller coaster every week, so thank you ❤❤❤❤❤❤

this is so funny, i feel like i could've written this 😂 I'm in love with the Lincoln scene, and I was soooo excited for the ilitwmc and noah scene, finally getting their time to shine!! and lmao i also left connor for noah (with ghost devon) and while it always would'v'e hurt, connor being... well, you know. it made it hurt so much worse 😭 when we first conceived of the scene, we didn't necessarily realize that it was during the period where connor was starting to change, but then we got there and realized that he would be a little weird because horror stuff, and devon dumping him would not be taken well. thus, terrible pain was born 😭

thanks so much for the love and praise 🥺🥺 can't wait for the emotional roller coaster this christmas eve will bring 🤠

#ask #tinker-things #mod win

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farchanter · 1 year

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Star Wars: The Mandalorian (season 3)

This is the Way.

(picture from Disney)

At the risk of angering the rest of the fanbase... what is The Mandalorian at this point?

When the show was originally pitched as the crown jewel of Disney+'s original content, it was sold as a bounty-of-the-week serial about a Mandalorian bounty hunter. It was, in a way, going to be a return to Star Wars's western roots.

I hope we get to see that show at some point in the future, because if that's ever what The Mandalorian was, it certainly isn't anymore.

It's clear what the Favreau/ Filoni/ Disney triumverate want from The Mandalorian: it's the glue that holds together the plan for a Marvel-style crossover event bringing together the different characters from The Clone Wars, Rebels, the upcoming Ahsoka, and whatever other live-action and animated projects Filoni wants to fold into his The Avengers. Given the plot developments of season 3 of The Mandalorian and the revelation that Filoni will be at the helm of an upcoming Star Wars movie, we even broadly know what that crossover project will be: a remake of the classic Star Wars novel, Heir to the Empire, made to fit the new Disney canon.

All of this is well and good, save one thing: at some point along the way, in my mind between seasons 1 and 2, The Mandalorian stopped telling any particular story of its own and transitioned solely into a vehicle for this crossover. In so doing, it highlights the flaws of Disney's Star Wars strategy. It's better than the particularly cynical second season, but it's clearer than ever at this point that The Mandalorian won't be that serial western, and that Disney has no real ambition for the show to be anything at all.

For example: do you remember the emotional climax of season 2? For the uninitiated, Din Djarin (the, ah, Mandalorian of The Mandalorian) surrenders Grogu (who you have certainly heard of as "Baby Yoda", even if you don't recognize the character's real name) to the nascent new Jedi Order for training. It's a genuinely heartfelt moment, perhaps the only real one in a season defined by parading characters in front of you to prep you for the aforementioned crossover event.

You may be surprised, then, to see Grogu and Din back together at the start of season 3— unless, of course, you watched a different show in The Book of Boba Fett, which was hijacked into a Mandalorian miniseason partway through.

The character-parading isn't as egregious here as it was in season 2, but it's still pretty rough.

And, to be honest? I could look past all of this if there were any sort of character growth. Instead, The Mandalorian just kind of... lets things happen without any real decision-making taking place. Changes of heart don't need to involve dialogue, but every transformation here seems to happen on a dime without any apparent impetus beyond the next scene or episode requiring it. I'm not completely sure why this is: I haven't seen all of Dave Filoni's other Star Wars projects like Rebels, but from what I have seen they seem like really excellent, character-driven cartoons. I can't really explain why The Mandalorian is so lifeless.

It's not all bad. The action scenes, in particular, are sincerely very cool. I don't want that to sound like damning with faint praise: there's a lot of action in The Mandalorian, and it's all pretty easy to follow and thrilling in that roller coaster sort of way. The two key actors, Pedro Pascal (Din Djarin) and Katee Sackhoff (Bo-Katan Kryze), do great jobs within the limited emotional framework they're given.

Other people seem to really like the Mandalorian formula, and I suspect we're stuck with it at least through whatever they decide to name their Heir to the Empire project (my guess: Heir to the Empire). The action scenes, the constant cameos, callbacks, and Easter eggs, the laying out of mystery boxes which seem to only serve to fuel the YouTuber "fan theory" industry: this works for a lot of people, and I don't want to knock it. But, compared to more ambitious Star Wars TV projects like Andor (or, hell, Obi-Wan Kenobi and Visions), it's hard not to feel disappointed in what The Mandalorian has become. For as popular as it is now, it seems that Disney envisions it solely as part of the larger Heir to the Empire conglomerate.

That is to say: it aspires to little, and therefore achives little.

#completion list #tv #completed #todo #review #star wars: the mandalorian #the mandalorian #star wars #din djarin #bo-katan kryze #grogu #Jedi Knight #knight #sci-fi #science fiction #scifi #sci fi #fantasy #Disney

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djdangerlove · 1 year

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Look within the first 30 minutes of the first episode I’m balling my eyes out crying in the middle of the night and it hasn’t gotten better since. I started this show expecting it to be all rawrrr gerrrr and a gore filled show but all I get is emotional damage! every fucking minute…..Yes it’s still worth it 100% just keep watching it, you’ll love it while sobbing. I will give you a slight warning though and I don’t think it is but some hardcore enthusiast might consider it a SPOILER GO AWAY GO AWAY BLABLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHAHBLABLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHAHBLABLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHAH……and this could even be considered like my personal opinion more then a full character spoiler even because it’s how I feel but I know how you are I read every ducking thing you write and I love every single piece BUT THE EMOTIONAL DAMAGE you sometimes put me through…totally makes me cry😂😂ok so the main character states that he isn’t a good person and there are a few scenes where I’m like damn and I Like this person because he has done some pretty fucked up shit and he doesn’t deny it…he evades which I take as a silent yes?!?!?!? But then later I go back to liking him…he’s very emotionally constipated and has been through shit and I love him again by the end of the episodes but it’s quite the roller coaster sometimes

So …you’re saying I deserve this?? 😂😂😂 I mean I’m dreading watching this with every word of this ask (but I appreciate the little love and support for dear ol’ me in the middle lmao) but I’m committed at this point. Why stop now when my heart has already been put through the blender?!?!

Y’all out here lying with your cute little father/daughter, found family bullshit gif sets. Got me all excited with snacks and a comfy blanket and nothing but time to indulge in found family and it’s this?!?!?!?! Wtf!!

#I’m never forgiving y’all for this #the last of us #tlou series

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badheart · 1 year

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oh gosh, you now have ocs! so cool! Tell me what made you make them? your inspirstion? 🥰

shh don’t tell em *casually sneaked them onto my blog* these aren’t my first OC’s tho, but definitely ones, where I finally properly rp them 🥰 but also thx to my gf, and friend - cause if I didn’t have anyone to interact with, then they would just catch dust ahaha.

For some reason I am very interested in the Yakuza. And at this point I don’t remember fully why or how it happened. But I am also biased towards Japanese culture (but also others) cause my own is um... there ain’t much, or nothing really old that plays still a huge role nowadays.

Anyway, with that is the base set, basically the crime scene in Japan. And I really always wanted to interact with a police themed OC (but personally I have never spotted someone, except an detective in the past, who is sadly not active anymore), cause I like when two different sides clash, considering Kugo ain’t the most good person. And there is a series called Gi.ri/Haj.i on netflix, which was about a japanese detective, who had to find his yakuza brother in london, and it was very nice to see the culture differences, the stories of the side characters, anyway this series gave me lots of inspiring content. Jiro my yakuza, is even snatched out of the series, and now filled with hc’s. Jin my police oc, is heavily based on the protagonist.

And there was also the big desire to write more about mature / adult themes, which I don’t get to explore all with Kugo, and my friends were luckily interested too. With Jiro I can explore the gang-life or finally a more bad guy, also a toxic relationship with his ex-gf. Then there is Jin, who is overworked, a family man, but honestly close to a divorce, not every marriage is meant for forever, but neither him or his wife has fully accepted it yet. Also some police work, with which I can bug all my mutuals who play crime-themed muses. Futaba is another bias, I finally get to rp a tall woman haha, but also another cop, but this time corrupt (aka exploring also the many bad sides of the police), she is also bit of a way of coping with everything going on, as I also explore war, and political topics with her, since she is very interested in that stuff and can hold some extreme opinions.

Anyway I got myself a bunch of flawed muses, which hold many bad but also good sides, it is a nice mix I missed seeing in the rpc, since a lot don’t explore dark themes beyond death. It offers so much to explore, but also an unholy amount of research...

I can give an example (with Kugo), how far my interest goes with more realistic topics. Ofc I don’t expect a Shonen Manga to point out those kind of consequences (for that I have rp), but not many realize that Ichigo basically killed a human being, and while Kugo had manipulated his family and all through his friend’s help, is it still justified to take his life? Why not prison, why not just a good ass-kicking? Ideally Ichigo should have called the police, and let them handle Kugo, but he took himself the right to judge himself - committing a crime as well, which was not even fully self-defense (ofc no easy case with the supernatural parts), but Kugo originally just wanted to leave, but Ichigo insisted on getting his powers back, and revenge (after getting his powers from the Shinigami). And even when Tsukishima died, Ichigo kept going, even though there was no more any reason to fight Kugo, his family & friends were free from Tsuki’s powers.

Ichigo really became a killer / murderer in this moment, even though no one was really harmed of his friends (just total emotional roller coaster, which ofc is not okay either, not trying to deny this here) In our world this would have meant court and everything, and then there is also Ginjo’s family, who in canon is maybe still alive or not, either way... damn. One can question the morals, the possible consequences (or lack of) quite a lot here, and I find that very interesting and love to confront other muses with it. After all, Kugo’s world still plays in our modern one, and ofc there are laws in their country, which Ichigo ignored.

I am biased, since Tite offered only a little bit about the possible turmoil in Ichigo’s mind or what his friends possibly think of him after this event, ... fuck I sure would not take it easy if my friend murdered another human being. But again yeah SHONEN MANGA... no expectations asdfgh.

But it is definitely nice that I can touch on those topics in rp. 👀

#╳ ——「 ooc.」#╳ ——「 query.」#illholy #😭 lettin me talk bout my bbys

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heartoferebor · 2 years

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OMG hiiii haha I'm so glad you remember me :D I just finished watching Black Sails last night and I'm having emotions. I mean, I knew a bunch of spoilers because the show's 5 years old and also I'm just bad at not getting spoiled, but damn. That was a roller coaster. What do you think about the ending? Tbh Anne, Jack and Max were my faves, so I'm happy for them, but idk how to feel about Flint and John. There's more than one possibility here... 1) John lied and he killed Flint (ouch) who reunited with Thomas in the afterlife (ouch), 2) John told the truth, he didn't kill Flint, and now he's... Stuck at a prison camp? Forever? What? I'm glad he found Thomas but. How's that... The good thing they think it is? Idk I'm having a hard time thinking of prisoners forced to work as a good thing, regardless of how nice their boss is. I mean ngl I still cried a bit with the ending but now that some hours have passed I'm... Confusion haha. What do you think? 👀 Also who was your favourite character? Who did you hate the most? XD

Oh gosh I'm SO SORRY that this reply is coming so late!!!! For some reason Tumblr ate the notification and I never saw the ask D: I love the ending with my whole heart tbh! I was so so happy that Jack, Anne and Max got to heal and Max is finally able to live up to her full potential. I've heard the afterlife theory thrown around a couple of times but I personally choose option 2 (as far as I know, that's also the one the writers/actors prefer). And I think Thomas and James broke out very quickly hahahaha, there's no way they'd stay cooped up there forever, especially not Flint 😂. I like to think that they recovered some of the treasure and made a quiet life for themselves somewhere. Toby Stephens has joked before that they went back to London and opened a Fish & Chips shop hahahhaha. I still absolutely bawl my eyes out whenever I watch that reunion scene.

I love pretty much everyone in this show, but my number 1 character was probably Miranda. She's INCREDIBLE and with every rewatch I love her more. Of course I also adore Flint and I have a very very soft spot for Vane, especially end of Season 2/Season 3 Vane. Most hated is undoubtedly Woodes Rogers, he can get in the BIN!

#reply #orchis #youknowthegirls #ONCE AGAIN I'M SO SO SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG AHHHHH #*kicks tumblr*

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annavolovodov · 6 years

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humans meme: [1/6] episodes ➳ season one episode six

what’s it like, being you?

frightening. confusing. like my feelings are too big. what’s it like being a teenage girl?

the same.

#humansedit #humansmeme #humans #humans amc #humans c4 #c4 humans #amc humans #i'm too lazy to tag everyone #i rewatched the ep when i was making this #and damn every scene is an emotional roller coaster

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lokisprettygirl · 2 years

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HMBOMT is such an emotional roller coaster ride...😘😘

Only rollercoaster that I LOVE💚

I have a request

Can you pls write a HC about Jealous!Loki x Reader

Like I don't know why but I fell Like Sub!Loki will Overstimulate you to convey that only he can handle you and Dom!Loki will edge you to tell that he is the Incharge...😅😅

I love rollercoasters in general🤣

I'm glad you're enjoying, we are few parts away from the end. Here's a little something.

Warning : 18+, Mommy kink, daddy kink, the usual. Don't like don't read.

Sub Loki being Jealous

Sub loki would definitely get jealous because he's your baby and he's supposed to be the only one who gets to be under you or even touch you like that.

He would be all whiny and would throw tantrums if let's say he caught someone flirting with you.

A ferocious kitten, a brat is what he would be when he gets upset. Would probably give you silent treatment as well.

Once in bed, He'd definitely eat you out, use his mouth, fingers and his cock, one by one to make you cum again and again.

He'd prove to you that nobody else can take his place. He won't stop until you're begging him to stop,

"Mmm you're going to cum again mommy? think he can make you cum like this over and over again? I don't think so"

Once he's done exhausting you with orgasms, he'd hide himself between your breasts and just lay there, suckin and nibbling so you'd call him your good boy again.

"I'm the only one right mommy?" He'd tear up and would need assurance once he's jealous, because with jealousy comes insecurities.

Would giggle and squeal once you assure him that he's your one and only baby and nobody can take his place.

Dom loki being Jealous.

Dom loki is extremely possessive about you, you're his sub, his girlfriend and you belong to him only.

You might just try and tease him at a party to rile him up and He'd glare at you. That would be enough to let you know that daddy is pissed.

Would edge you with his fingers while he's driving you home, would make you ruin your panties and drench it with your juices.

"What babygirl? Can't take it? Should have known better right?"

Oh once he gets you in his bed, he'd tie your hands up and leave you with a vibrator on, the lowest setting so it's enough to keep you on the edge but not enough to make you cum.

"Look at you princess, you're so damn pathetic"

Would make you edge until you're crying and begging him to stop and make you cum.

"Oh I'd make you cum if you promise to be a good girl and not tease daddy like that again okay?"

And he would make you cum so hard around him while he fucks you with every inch of his cock.

He'd cum all over your precious skin because let's face it he'd need to mark you up after a scene like that.

Then he'd give you a warm bath and would cuddle you until you fall asleep in his arms.

#loki #loki x female reader #loki x reader smut #loki x reader hc #loki headcanon #dom loki #sub loki #loki smut #jealous loki

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blackcatrph · 3 years

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** sour sentence starters.

brutal.

“ i think that i’ll die before i drink. ”

“ i'm so caught up in the news of who likes me and who hates you. ”

“ i'm so tired that I might quit my job, start a new life. ”

“ they'd all be so disappointed because who am I if not exploited? ”

“ where's my fuckin' teenage dream? ”

“ if someone tells me one more time "enjoy your youth," I'm gonna cry. ”

“ i'm anxious and nothing can help. ”

“ i wish I'd done this before. ”

“ i wish people liked me more. ”

“ all I did was try my best. ”

“ this the kind of thanks I get? ”

“ they say these are the golden years. ”

“ i wish I could disappear. ”

“ god, it's brutal out here. ”

“ i feel like no one wants me. ”

“ i only have two real friends. ”

“ lately I'm a nervous wreck. ”

“ i love people I don't like. ”

“ i hate every song I write. ”

“ i'm not cool, and I'm not smart. ”

“ i can't even parallel park. ”

“ got a broken ego, broken heart. ”

“ i don't even know where to start. ”

traitor.

“ brown guilty eyes and little white lies. ”

“ i played dumb but I always knew. ”

“ i kept quiet so I could keep you. ”

“ ain't it funny how you ran to her the second that we called it quits? ”

“ ain't it funny how you said you were friends? ”

“ it sure as hell don't look like it. ”

“ you betrayed me. ”

“ i know that you'll never feel sorry for the way I hurt. ”

“ loved you at your worst but that didn't matter. ”

“ guess you didn't cheat, but you're still a traitor. ”

“ there's no damn way that you could fall in love with somebody that quickly. ”

“ ain't it funny, all the twisted games, all the questions you used to avoid? ”

“ remember I brought her up and you told me I was paranoid? ”

“ i wish that you had thought this through before I went and fell in love with you. ”

“ you gave me your word but that didn't matter. ”

drivers license.

“ i got my driver's license last week. ”

“ just like we always talked about. ”

“ today I drove through the suburbs crying 'cause you weren't around. ”

“ you're probably with that blonde girl. ”

“ she's so much older than me. ”

“ she's everything I'm insecure about. ”

“ how could I ever love someone else? “

“ i know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one. ”

“ i just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone. ”

“ guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me. ”

“ all my friends are tired of hearing how much I miss you. ”

“ I kinda feel sorry for them because they'll never know you the way that I do. ”

“ i still see your face in the white cars, front yards. ”

“ can't drive past the places we used to go to because I still fuckin' love you. ”

1 step forward, 3 steps back.

“ i called you on the phone today. ”

“ all I did was speak normally. ”

“ you got me fucked up in the head. ”

“ like am I pretty? am I fun? ”

“ i hate that I gave you power over that kind of stuff. ”

“ it's always one step forward and three steps back. ”

“ i'm the love of your life until I make you mad. ”

“ do you love me, want me, hate me? i don't understand. ”

“ maybe in some masochistic way I kind of find it all exciting. ”

“ which lover will I get today? ”

“ will you walk me to the door or send me home cryin'? ”

“ it's back and forth, did I say somethin' wrong? ”

“ it's back and forth, goin' over everything I said. ”

“ i'd leave you, but the roller coaster's all I've ever had. ”

deja vu.

“ strawberry ice cream, one spoon for two? ”

“ i bet she's braggin' to all her friends, sayin' you're so unique. ”

“ so when you gonna tell her that we did that, too? ”

“ that was our place, I found it first. ”

“ i made the jokes you tell to her when she's with you. ”

“ do you get déjà vu when she's with you? ”

“ do you call her, almost say my name? ”

“ i hate to think that I was just your type. ”

“ don't act like we didn't do that shit too. ”

“ play her piano, but she doesn't know that I was the one who taught you Billy Joel. ”

good 4 u.

“ well, good for you, I guess you moved on really easily. ”

“ you found a new girl and it only took a couple weeks. ”

“ remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world? ”

“ good for you, I guess that you've been workin' on yourself. ”

“ i guess that therapist I found for you, she really helped. ”

“ now you can be a better man for your brand new girl. ”

“ well, good for you, you look happy and healthy. ”

“ not me, if you ever cared to ask. ”

“ good for you, you're doin' great out there without me. ”

“ i've lost my mind. ”

“ i've spent the night cryin' on the floor in my bathroom. ”

“ it's like we never even happened. ”

“ what the fuck is up with that? ”

“ good for you, it's like you never even met me. ”

“ remember when you swore to god i was the only person who ever got you? ”

“ well, screw that and screw you. ”

“ you will never have to hurt the way you know that I do. ”

“ maybe I'm too emotional. ”

“ your apathy's like a wound in salt. ”

“ maybe I'm too emotional or maybe you never cared at all. ”

“ like a damn sociopath. ”

enough for you.

“ i wore makeup when we dated because I thought you'd like me more. ”

“ i know that you loved before. ”

“ tried so hard to be everything that you like. ”

“ i read all of your self-help books so you'd think that I was smart. ”

“ stupid, emotional, obsessive little me. ”

“ i knew from the start this is exactly how you'd leave. ”

“ you found someonе more exciting. ”

“ you left me there cryin', wonderin' what I did wrong. ”

“ you always say I'm never satisfied but I don't think that's true. ”

“ all I ever wanted was to be enough for you. ”

“ maybe I'm just not as interesting as the girls you had before. ”

“ you couldn't have cared less about someone who loved you more. ”

“ i'd say you broke my heart but you broke much more than that. ”

“ i don’t want your sympathy, i just want myself back. ”

“ don’t you think i loved you too much to be used and discarded? ”

“ don't you think I loved you too much to think I deserve nothing? ”

“ don’t tell me you’re sorry, feel sorry for yourself. ”

“ someday i’ll be everything to somebody else. ”

“ you’ll be the one crying. ”

happier.

“ we broke up a month ago. ”

“ your friends are mine you know. ”

“ you’ve moved on, found someone new. ”

“ i thought my heart was detached from all the sunlight of our past. ”

“ she’s so sweet, she’s so pretty. ”

“ does she mean you forgot about me ? ”

“ i hope you’re happy but not like how you were with me. ”

“ i’m selfish i know. i can’t let you go. ”

“ find someone great, but don’t find no one better. ”

“ i hope you’re happy, but don’t be happier. ”

“ do you tell her she’s the most beautiful girl you’ve ever seen? ”

“ an eternal love bullshit you know you’ll never mean. ”

“ remember when i believe you meant it when you said it first to me? ”

“ now i’m picking her apart like cutting her down will make you miss my wretched heart. ”

“ she’s beautiful, she looks kind. ”

“ she probably gives you butterflies. ”

“ i wish you all the best, really. ”

“ say you love her, just not like you loved me. ”

“ think of me fondly when your hands are on her. ”

jealousy jealousy.

“ i kinda wanna throw my phone across the room. ”

“ all i see are girls too good to be true. ”

“ i know their beauty’s not my lack but it feels like that weight is on my back. ”

“ comparison is killing me slowly. ”

“ i think i think too much. ”

“ i’m so sick of myself, i’d rather be anyone else. ”

“ my jealousy started following me. ”

“ i see everyone getting all the things i want. ”

“ i’m happy for them, but then again, i’m not. ”

“ i can’t stand it. ”

“ oh god i sound crazy. ”

“ their win is not my loss, i know it’s true. ”

“ i can’t help getting caught up in it all. ”

“ all your friends are so cool. ”

“ you go out every night. ”

“ you’re living the life. ”

“ i want to be you so bad, and i don’t even know you. ”

“ all i see is what i should be. ”

favourite crime.

“ know that i love you so bad. ”

“ i let you treat me like that. ”

“ i was your willing accomplice. ”

“ i watched as you fled the scene. ”

“ doe-eyed as you buried me. ”

“ the things i did just so i could call you mine. ”

“ the things you did. well, i hope i was your favourite crime. ”

“ you used me as an alibi. ”

“ i crossed my heart and you crossed the line. ”

“ i defended you to all my friends. ”

“ every time i siren sounds, i wonder if you’re around. ”

“ you know that i’d do it all again. ”

“ it’s bittersweet to think about the damage that we’d do. ”

“ i was going down but i was doing it with you. ”

“ i say that i hate you with a smile on my face. ”

“ look what we became. ”

hope ur ok.

“ his parents cared more about the bible than being good to their own child. ”

“ wore long sleeves because of his dad. ”

“ somehow we fell out of touch. ”

“ hope he took his bad deal and made a royal flush. ”

“ don’t know if i’ll see you again someday. ”

“ i hope that you’re okay. ”

“ her parents hated who she loved. ”

“ she was brought into a world where family was merely blood. ”

“ with the courage to unlearn all of their hatred. ”

“ we don’t talk much. ”

“ i miss you and i hope that you’re okay. ”

“ address the letter to the holes in my butterfly wings. ”

“ nothing’s forever, nothing is as good as it seems. ”

“ when the clouds are ironed our and the monsters creep into your house, every door is hard to close. ”

“ i hope you know how proud i am. ”

“ i hope that you’re happier today. ”

“ i love you and i hope that you’re okay. ”

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