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doodledrawsthings · 5 years
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So I actually had the first comic done like weeks ago when chapter 10 came out i just never posted it, but i guess theres probably no better time than now to post it oh my god the new chapter murdered me  Comics from chapter 10 the doodles are for chapter 11 Stag Beetles and Broken Legs is by @aryashi and @lost-kinn Thanks for being like the first ongoing fic I’ve read in this fandom
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kiwibirbs-library · 3 years
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Before and After Rituals
a/n: hi again enjoy:)
pairings: seijoh x reader
warning: I’m pretty sure this is all clean if not feel free to say something.
summary: the boy’s before and after game things that they do with you
karasuno || nekoma || fukurodani || shiratorizawa
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Oikawa Toruu
lol this little shit
don’t get me wrong i love him but really
the ENTIRE week before hand he will come barging into your room with a backpack filled to the brim with stuff he’s gotten from his fan girls
but like since he started dating you he started to turn more of the gifts down but game weeks?
HA no❤️
anyways you just are looking at him like he’s crazy as he spins around in your chair, randomly throwing a bag of cookies at you
after a while of being with him you actually give in and eat some
and like dang
this girl can bake
the night before your at his house while he’s watching their next teams game
ngl you got a little freaked the first couple times but like
climb in his lap when it’s sleep time and he’ll give
after a game can go one of two way
oh hey you win cool cool, now you get a ego that needs to cool down a bit
if he wins he will actually take the next day off to hang with you
he will take you somewhere for something to eat or do something
but if he loses oh lord
he’s in the gym morning to night and you and iwa have to almost knock him out and drag his ass (lol what ass) home
it is literally heart wrenching hearing him talk about how hes not good enough
you have to tackle him on to the bed and just hold him for a good three hours to get him to listen
just give him some love and don’t leave when he starts training to much ahhh😖😫
Iwaizumi Hajime
ok ok but like yall probably started going out cause he thought your gift was for oikawa and not him ngl lol
ANYWAYS 
before a game you are always hyping him up and going to his practices
like no one knew who you were but after yelling out for him and all the sightings with him and oikawa during those weeks leading up to games
ya everyone knows y/n
but literally he does anything during practice and your clapping and letting him know how cool he looked
coughcough im not talking about his arms no i wont do it dont
and complementing his arms
dang it
now after a game is always the same thing minus a few select times
you two always go get ice cream and talk about the match 
every time
now those select times broke your heart to watch honestly
this guy was holding it together after their last game with karasuno and shiratorizawa but the minute yall parked at the ice cream shop he snapped
he broke down into your shoulder and all you could do was say he did his best and that you thought he was amazing
oh gosh im sorry this is sad
none the less he pulls it together for ice cream but yall just get it and leave
get to your house and eat a bit and he either is out like a light or stays up for a couple hours no matter what
Kyoutani Kentarou
oh gosh this guy he just wow
so basically before a game he just gets really pissy
like normally he’s grumpy and mad at life and all but now he gets pissed off by every little thing he doesn’t like
at first you were so confused cause like, your used to your grumpy boyfriend but theres a big difference between 😡 and 🙄kentarou
after a while tho you’re so use to it that you can literally tell when he’s about to go off by a glance and get everyone away 
you make him some snacks to calm him down a bit and the team is always happy when you show up
you showing up means no more scary dog chan hehe
anyways pissy mad-dog chan that no one enjoys to be around flips to revved up during the game but after 
woah
talk about a mood flip
after the game he is normal but like it such an immediate flip
if he wins or loses he goes back to normal and you get you grumpy boy back
not to mention he always tries his best to never yell around you so yay
you also get cuddles at home cause he’s more relaxed and isn’t worried about accidentally snapping at you
of course after the game they lost to Karasuno he had a bit of a change if they lose
all in all he just actually seems a bit disappointed by the fact that they lost but really it’s not to big of a change
a/n: IM SO SORRY i know i didnt do the other two third years i need to look into them more
UPDATE: I’m getting more of an idea on them so hehe expect more😏
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ur-jinji · 3 years
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wallflowers: part two
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zuko x reader modern au
warning: sokka throws up a lot. sokka always ends up throwing up in my fics
summary: after a night at a party with the gaang and meeting zuko, you join them for breakfast and find time alone with him
a/n: i had no intention of writing a sequel & left part one off with a little bit of cliffhanger just for the fun of it but i got like two comments asking for a part two and i was like damn i feel like i owe it to yall for ending it like that,, so here you go :) i don’t really know how to feel about it
Unknown: hey :) it’s zuko
Your eyes widened at your phone in surprised.
‘He actually texted me,’ You thought to yourself in awe.
“What are you smiling about?” Katara questioned from the drivers seat of the car. She raised an eyebrow and a very smug smirk was wiped across her face.
“Uh, nothing,” You lied before turning back to your phone. You stared at the message for a moment, your fingers stuck. Why were you so nervous to text him back?
You: hey :) how’s the party?
Zuko: really boring now that you’re gone :( aang and i just went up to the guest room for bed. everyone started to leave
You smiled softly.
You: you’re so sweet!!
Zuko: i heard we might go to breakfast tomorrow. will you be there?
“We’re going to breakfast?” You asked Katara.
“Yeah, once they all rise from the dead. Sokka and Suki will probably be the ones most screwed up tomorrow,” She replied, causing you to laugh and nod in agreement.
You: yeah i’ll be there :)
Zuko: good :) see you then
You put your phone back into your pocket and could not stop smiling. Butterflies were swarming in your stomach. You eventually made it to Suki’s apartment, and you and Katara had to practically drag them inside. Once you tucked them into bed, you made yourself comfy on the couch in the living room. You pulled your phone out of your pocket and saw another text.
Zuko: did you make it to suki’s okay??
You: yes :) thanks for asking. we had to put sokka and suki to bed. i think theyll be out for the rest of the night so no funny business haha
Zuko: just give it a minute
Just a moment after Zuko sent that text, you started to hear a consistent creaking of a mattress coming from the other room
You: oh my god you’re right they’re going at it
You: i don’t even know how lmao they were knocked out a second ago
Zuko: i’ve suffered through many long nights in the same house as them. they always find a way -.-
You: god theyre animals lmfao
You: i’m gonna get some sleep, you should too!!
Zuko: okay, sleep well :)
You: you too :)
You awoke the next morning with a sliver of sunshine from the mostly closed curtains shining brightly directly on your face. It was sometime around noon. You rubbed your eyes tiredly and noticed a sound from the bathroom that sounded like gagging. You were suddenly very thankful you only had one drink the previous night. If it weren’t for Zuko, you probably would’ve had more.
You stood from the couch and followed the noise of gags. The door was wide open and you could see Sokka leant over the toilet. You walked towards him, concerned.
“Hey, buddy. Want me to get you some water?” You offered kindly as you placed a hand on his back, rubbing circles. He looked up at you with a look of disgust on his face and nodded slowly.
“I don’t know how Suki does it. She’s perfectly fine,” He mumbled before burping and leaning back over the toilet. Some vomit came up. Gross.
You made your way to the kitchen where you saw Suki, all readied up, pretty, and ready to go.
“Hey, Y/N! How did you sleep?” She chirped. She handed you a water bottle for Sokka, already knowing.
“I slept good. The couch was very comfy,” Yoh replied with a smile.
“I didn’t mean to get so trashed last night. Did I do anything embarrassing?” Suki asked.
“Nope. Sokka on the other hand...” You responded, gaining a laugh from her. Katara appeared in the kitchen and greeted the two of you. She also looked ready to go. You felt embarrassed that you were the last one up.
“I’ll go get ready real quick!” You told them before speed walking from the kitchen. You bee lined to the bathroom and gave Sokka his water.
“Thanks,” He muttered sickly.
“I’m gonna get ready in here while you puke, mkay?” You told him. He nodded and took a long drink of water. He fell backwards onto the tile floor and stared miserably up at the sealing. You went over to the vanity and rushed to get ready using Suki’s things and an extra toothbrush she left for you. As you ran a brush through your hair, you heard Sokka scramble to get back up and upchuck into the toilet some more. You finished up getting ready and made your way out of the bathroom.
You joined the girls on the couch in the living room and chatted for a while until Sokka was able to hold down his vomit. He appeared in the living room and stared miserably at the three of you.
“Don’t you look pretty,” Katara teased. “Now let’s go. Aang, Toph, and Zuko just got to the diner.”
The four of you made your way out to the car and you somehow got stuck in the back with Sokka. He looked like he was about throw up all over you.
“Suki, I hate you for calling shotgun,” You told her. She turned around from the passenger seat and giggled.
“I’m not about to be thrown up on!” She reasoned.
Sokka grumbled something incoherent and then rested his head on the window, closing his eyes. Maybe if he does throw up, he’ll just do it on the floor? Maybe.
You arrived at the diner without any puke on you and you all made your way inside. Aang waved you over at a large table when he saw the group walk in. Your eyes landed on Zuko, who had already noticed you. He smiled warmly. He was seated at the very end of the table with Toph on the other side of him. You took a seat across from him, and Suki sat beside you. You were grateful Sokka didn’t sit by you.
“Hi, Y/N,” Zuko greeted you from across the table. You greeted him back, adding a grin. You looked over the menu to busy yourself. You felt yourself becoming very nervous again in Zuko’s presence, and feeling his gaze on you didn’t help.
“You’re lucky we’re in public, snoozles. I’m ready to put you into another chokehold,” You heard Toph say, presumably to Sokka, earning laughs from the rest of the group.
The table’s waitress came over and took everyone’s orders and then proceeded to say that it may take longer because the kitchen was super backed up. Your stomach grumbled loudly in response.
“God, I’m so hungry,” You said when she walked away.
“Me too,” Sokka said moodily from the other end of the table.
“I’m surprised you even want to eat!” Katara replied to him.
“Do you think you can wait?” Zuko asked.
“I mean, I have to,” You said with a chuckle, thinking you were stating the obvious.
“I have a granola bar in my car if you want it?” He offered softly to you, nudging your shoe with his.
“Really? I wouldn’t mind having one. I’m literally starving,” You responded, ready to jump out of your seat to get the dang thing.
“Yeah, let’s go,” Zuko said as he got up from his chair. You followed him out of the diner and into the parking lot, making small talk on the way to his car. Once you arrived at the destination, he opened the cardoor and fished a granola bar from his school backpack.
“I always have an emergency snack just in case for...y’know...emergencies,” He explained, his voice sounding anxious. You thanked him and ripped that sucker open. You split it in half and handed a half out to him.
“Please share it with me! I don’t want to spoil my entire appetite on accident,” You begged him.
Zuko grabbed the other half and then leaned against the door, munching on his half. You joined him against the door and looked up at him.
“So, did Sokka and Suki keep you up?” He asked.
“Not really. It was quickie,” You answered with a chuckle.
“You’re lucky. They kept me up for two hours once. It was awful,” He said, breathing out a shaky laugh. His nerves were becoming more and more obvious. “I’m not as bold as I was last night.”
“Well, the nickname liquid courage might explain it,” You joked.
“Wanna go for a walk?” Zuko asked with a hopeful expression. You nodded in response and the two of you began a trek out of the parking walk and down some sidewalk. The two of you spent the time sharing stories about your past and friends. You couldn’t help but notice how every so often, his hand would accidentally brush against your knuckles as you walked, causing a few blushes. You ended up at a large mural on the side of an abandoned bricked building on an empty street. It depicted the city abstractly. You looked up in admiration.
“We don’t have very many murals in my town. Just graffiti of random names,” You said to him. “It’s beautiful.”
You walked up to the mural, and as you got closer to the bricks, you reached out a hand, touching the paint gently, and running your fingers down the bricks. Zuko copied you, and his hand accidentally got a little too close to yours. His index finger lightly grazed your pinky. You both froze for a moment, taking in the rush that the contact gave. Zuko turned to you with a soft expression, which you returned.
“We should probably head back. Our food might be ready,” You said, nerves taking over you. You pulled your hand away from the bricks.
“Wait,” Zuko told you hurriedly. “I’ll regret not doing this.”
Before you could ask him what he meant, his hands found their way under your cheekbones. Zuko leaned forward and his eyes fluttered shut. His lips touched yours, causing a rush to race throughout your body. You immediately kissed him back, feeling like you’ve been deprived of his touch all your life. His lips moved quickly against yours like it was urgent. You opened your mouth slightly, welcoming his tongue, which seemed more than happy to enter. You eventually pulled away to catch your breath, both of you panting heavily. Zuko smirked and then leaned in for one more quick kiss, then another, then another, then another, pulling away for a second inbetween each one.
“I’m sorry. I’ve been wanting to do that since last night, but didn’t want to give you the wrong idea. I just really like you,” Zuko explained through his deep breaths. You grinned and pulled him back in for more to tell him you felt the same way. You eventually separated again, and you shared a smile with him.
“I like you too, Zuko. You replied, caressing his cheek, smiling and breathing out one final deep breath. “Let’s head back before our food gets cold.”
Zuko nodded with a small opened mouth smile. The two of you began your walk back, and he surprised you again by taking your hand in his, entwining your fingers.
As you walked back, you couldn’t help but think about transferring colleges.
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ravenempress101 · 4 years
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🖤 A Raven’s Heart 🖤Angry Sweet pea Imagine
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Warnings: Knifeplay, alcoholism,A little smut,cursing, manhandled
I Am Craving Sweet Pea Yall! 
“Do you miss me?’
 He asks a hint of a devilish grin in his eyes No y/n replied stopping her real feelings from creeping up her throat and satisfied his cruel curiosity as y/n captures her Jack Daniels and the liquid slides down her throat drowning her intensities toward Sweet Pea “Well your body says otherwise ” Sweet pea boomed. His assumption entered your insides as they trembled. Sitting next to you at the white Wyrm bar. Y/n sided eyed him and rolled her eyes. As he tapped the table. The bar tender nodded her head and passed him a glass of Hennessy with a hint of lemon. “And how do you know what I need” y/n spat in venom at Sweet Pea.  
Y/n coughed from the smoke of the bar. Sitting there collecting her thoughts. As the SouthSider let out a chuckle. Her and Sweet Pea were an interesting mix. They always had history and affairs with a messy story behind it all. “I always know what you need” As he stood close to her ear as he sipped his alcohol. Y/n felt his dark breath sweep by her ear. His aromatic breathe made her body shiver. Y/n knew she wanted him, she missed the dark affairs from her and Pea. The temptation he placed on both of them was just as mysterious and lustful, she could go for a hit.
 “Okay Sweet pea I don’t need your…” Y/n guzzled her liquor and then placed the glass back down and then stood up from her chair and started to walk from him but y/n crashed into Sweet pea's frame. His towering figure over her modest body. He had something sharpened and gleaming pressed to her cheek. Y/n’s eyes drift at his arm and her eyes observed a blade he had position on her. Y/n’s orbs welled up with tears blinking rapidly. At his switchblade.y/n’s words were plunge in her throat. She took a big gulp and eyes trailed up to a malicious scowl. “Oh look your all choked up” Gliding the point of the blade to your plump lips and presses hard on your lips. He sniggers as your lip quivers under the cold blade. Sweet Pea knew he owned all your begin. Just by his glimpses toward yourself, under his control .
 “I remember those lips, a instrument of moaning my name” Sweet Pea close to your lips. adjacent from your face with his. He had you reach up to him and try to kiss him but he raised his head up farther. He wanted his play time. y/n wasn’t going to play this mind game. Not tonight. “Can you please move” Y/n shook at her demand from her mouth. 
Sweet pea huffed and removed his switchblade from yourself. He placed it back in his pocket and then he moved an inch from yourself. Y/n strut past him slamming into his side. grabbing your arm and then evolved yourself back into him. She let out a winced. Her head spinning from his trap. “If I don’t ,your gonna scream, maybe even beg hun” Sweet Pea accelerates small pecks on your cheek. He wanted yourself so bad that it hurts, his heart cries out to you. Wanted to prove his tough love toward yourself. His rough palm shifts it's way up your chubby love handles and up your neck and his ringed fingers finds its way under your soft chin. y/n's head raises meeting with his dark chocolate orbs. “I miss you and you know it y/n” sweet Pea pointing his index finger at yourself. whispering to a world that is yours and him alone.
 He knows he freaked up in the worst way but his love for you will always remain in his heart burning like fire. “So I’m all out of love” Y/n sneer as she planted her heart shapes on his bulky finger. Lingering her kiss a smile creeps on her face while Sweet Pea glares at her action taking in his bottom lip with his teeth. “Not my love, y/n come back, I’m not done” luring yourself toward him. Y/n dive from his board Snow White frame and walked toward the entrance of the club to exit. Sweet Pea followed right behind her. They both were in the parking lot staring at each other. “My love as always been there Sweet Pea I’m done literally” As he leaned against his mustang. Y/n crossed her arms over herself as she bit at her lips. Sweet Pea stood up and made it over toward yourself while kicking a pebble. “Baby doll we are going to have a little chat about this leaving me crap your pulling” 
“Crap, nah it’s real” As Sweet Pea was inches from your body. He captured your hand and swung your frame crashing yourself into his hood of his car. she quickly got up from the mustang of the car but he captured your frame up. y/n collided with the top of his hood. Sweet Pea quickly held her down by his bicep on your torso . Legs on both sides of his chubby waist.y/n was exposed to him. As y/n cried out a wince, a heat pooled through her love box. Sweet pea loom over yourself. Sweet Pea was supporting a hard on and y/n could feel it swell by the seconds. Trapped underneath him like all the other times you were with him. “Alright start moving as we chat” “No Sweet pea, p…” “Now” 
Sweet Pea furrowing his eyebrows with a clench jaw. A dark deathly bore came toward yourself. As y/n accelerated up and down on his covered torso. His dark jeans cause friction to your love box. As yourself felt the moist that covered your thighs. “ I always love you, my love has always been genuine” Sweet Pea running his thumb along your jawline. He always admired how your foreign features complimented your demeanor. He always loved that you were his queen. The soft glances you gave him as the car shook with your vibrations toward his hip.
 “Maybe I wanted to be ruined a little more than I wanted to be loved” y/n moaning half her Phrase. As she grabbed Sweet Pea jacket for leverage. Raising up toward him,driving her hips on him slowly. Y/n capturing his chubby bicep and her head found its way in his board shoulder her breathless moan on his neck. As he placed a soft kiss on your neck. His rough hands perceive to your fishnet covered thighs. smoothing velvety circles on the indents. As he licked your shaft of your neck, nipping a little. “So you’ll always want to be used? is that it ruined and used” 
“Yes that’s all I ever was Sweet pea, to you” “Darling I cared for every inch of your heart protected you from everything that the gangs tried to do” His hand streaming down your back. Him granting resistance with your position on him. Y/n leisurely ricochet up and down on him. Sweet Pea groaned a little in your ear. As he planted a kiss on your earlobe. He was knocked back into reality. “Well not as much as Fangs did” Sweet Pea captured your hair and balled into a fist, as your head came in contact with the car crashing .His anger boiled inside of him at the name that spilled out of your mouth. “God,Pea” A wince busted out your lips. 
Y/n paused her movement on Sweet Pea. He gritted his teeth as he threatened. “Dang it y/n! You are really going to bring him up” Sweet Pea had no remorse for yourself. His free hand balled up into a clenched fist bashing in to the car, inches away from your face. He knew you had a thing for sweet pea. His face turned red. His vein on his jaw popped out. he didn’t know every sign, every promise, that you toss his way. He couldn't keep up like sweet pea did, at least he tried to make you feel like a princess. 
“Oh Fangs your so big Sweet Pea could never touch my spot” y/n moaned. Sweet Pea capturing your face and cheeks in his hand. as he scrunches up his fingers so does your face compress toward his action.she was on thin ice and the atmosphere thick with tension. He smirked as his tightened his grip around your face. Y/n eyes shut closed and a scream escaped her heartshappes. Y/n knew she went to far. The revenge on Sweet Pea was her award winning effect on him. “Hun I’ll suggest you take that back if you know what is good for you.”
As Sweet Pea grazes his slender finger around the hem of your pants. y/n breathless under him as his other hand slithered around your neck.capturing your petite neck and slightly enclosing his fingers together. y/n’s breathe hitched in her throat. 
He slide his finger inside your tights. As he tickled your bundle of nerves. y/n clenched at his Rough finger playing with yourself, A Struggled moan escaped from her lips. Sweet Pea’s Anger was so dark. y/n grew to love sweet pea”s anger as he loved her angelic begin she possessed.
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trikxx · 3 years
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Lookk so to mention this is not just any friends to lovers story my toxic side is screaming friends with benefits type beat so😉 there will be some heartbreaking and Shinsou talking to other girls and you talking to other boys❤️❗️this is also a poc reader sooo read if you want i dont own you🤷🏽‍♀️
Songs for this chapter ⬇️
• B***h dont kill my vibe by kendrick Lamar
• in control nba youngboy
⚠️❗️marijuana use in this chapter❗️⚠️
"Alright we have 569 orders to pack Toshi." You say to Shinsou "ok hold on." Shinsou said licking and blunt to finish rolling it. You grabbed a box of packages and put it in the living room the grabbing your computer to print out labels and receipts.
You light a candle and turn on some music (the song at the top) Shinsou puts the blunt to the side and starts labeling the packages and putting the orders together in this order costumers order, business card, thank you card, and receipt. You do final packaging and stamp for the mail marking each order off the list and putting it in the box of finished orders.
"Hey n/n wanna go get a tattoo tomorrow?"
"Sure but where?"
"You remember Sero and Denki from Highschool?"
"Yea."
"Well they opened a tattoo spot on 58th." Shinsou said "Bet we can go." You respond putting another order in the box.
*DING*
"Who is it?" You ask Shinsou cause he pick up you phone. "Armoni." "What did he say?" "He said can he come over?" Shinsou responded "Are you ok with him coming over?" You say "Yea." "Ok then tell him Its ok."
Armoni⛓💵: Is it ok if i come over?
Y/n🤍🌸| Yea. You spending the night and do you need a ride?
Y/n🤍🌸| Also do ma know?
Armoni⛓💵: yea she know and no dad dropping me off.
Armoni⛓💵: ouu i can spend the night bet. Yea if thats the case.
Y/n🤍🌸: i didn't-
Y/n🤍🌸: Aight.
You and Shinsou start back in the orders soon finishing them. "I'm tired as fuck." You say flopping down on the couch "Get untired sweetheart cause your brother is coming over and we have a blunt to smoke and food to order." Shinsou said while laying across your legs.
Y/n's pov
Shinsou lit the blunt and hit it a few times. I looked at him as he let the smoke move out his mouth softly blowing with his head back. "Like what you see?" Shinsou said looking at me with a cocky smirk thats when I noticed I was staring "shut up and pass the blunt." I say. Shinsou chuckled and gave me the blunt. I did the same thing as Shinsou but blew o's "stop trying to show out n/n." Shinsou said taking the blunt "boy ain't nobody 'showing out'." I say putting up quotation marks with your hands.
We pass the blunt back a forth a few more times until I got a notification from life 360 saying Armoni go to the apartment. Shinsou put out the blunt and put it with the spongebob rolling tray we had. I cracked the window and opened the balcony door a little bit and went in my room to put the orders away.
When I came out the room someone started knocking on the door kinda like the police (strong ass knock✋🏽💀) "Armoni Keith l/n how manys time do I have to tell you stop knocking on my fucking door like that." I say opening the door. " Dang Im sorry you aint gotta cuss at me n/n" Armoni said "Aye Shinsou where the hoes?"
I smack Armoni on the back if the head while walking past him to the living room "Ain't no hoes." I say coldly. "Yea Armoni ain't no hoes.... right now." Shinsou said smirking. "Nigga." I say with a straight face. "Im not finna do this with ya'll tonight." Shinsou and Armoni start laughing "ANYWHOO. Did you eat yet Armoni cause was finna order some food."
"Nah not yet." Armoni said. "What do ya'll want to eat?" I say walking into the kitchen with my phone to grab an water and then lean on the island.
"What about taco bell?"
"Armoni who the fuck."(sorry to the people who like taco bell) I say "ima have to agree with y/n Armoni. Who eats Taco bell?" "Uhh..obviously me." Armoni says.
"Awe naw you gotta go." I say "how about in and out? We can go out and get that." K said "im cool with that" Armoni says. "Ok." I say walking to my room. I got in to my room and pull out a pair of jogging pants and a oversized (fav anime) shirt and took off my bonnet and styled my faux locs
I grabbed my purse and house and car keys. "Yall ready?" I ask putting on my air force ones. "Been ready. We was waiting for you." Shinsou said.
Time skip
I start up my car using my remote start while we were walking to the car in the parking garage.
Everyone gets in the car. "LET ME PLAY THE MUSIC!" Armoni yells "STOP FUCKING YELLING." And it depends on what you finna play." I say turning around to look at Armoni. "Come on n/n let him play the music." Shinsou said looking at me tilting his head with puppy dog eyes. "I guess." I say rolling my eyes. "Just dont play no trash shit." I said looking at him through the rear view mirror. "Ok ok and i was going to say yall had to cause yall smoked with out me." He said making this face '😌' "boy.."
Play in control by nba youngboy
"shhhhhhhh" Shinsou said putting his finger up to your mouth and pointing to the steering wheel. "Food." I side eyed him and started backing out the parking spot and driving out the garage. Armoni start playing Nba youngboy. As much as I wanted to turn it off Shinsou wouldn't let me so we had to flow with it.
"Sk machine guns its two of us wit four nines!" Armoni rapped with the song (in control-nba young boy only song i can get down to🙌🏽 edit- i put the wrong song🙂 if you listen to yb just ignore that🧍🏽‍♀️) I turned down the radio. "What do yall want from here?" I asked they both said what they wanted and i went inside and ordered the food. As im waiting a guy comes up to me "Damn, what a fine girl like you doing out by yourself." He says "ahaha" I said sarcastically "getting food." I say still looking down at my phone. "You should me get your number." He says "you should let me get your name." I respond dodging the request. " My name is Shindo and you?" "Y/n" i say
"Order number (blah blah blah)!" The cashier says "welp thats me." I said not wanting to talk to him anymore. "Here you go ma'am." R/n says handing my bag "Thank you, have a good night" i say walking towards the door. "Hey! Uhh.. y/n you said it was!" I heard the guy from before right when I walked out the door "Hey" I said putting on a fake smile. "Can I get your number?" He asked "yea sure" I say pulling out my phone to put his number in.
Shinsou's pov
As me and Armoni are just chilling the car I see y/n coming out on in and out but she getting stopped by someone "who the fuck.." I say "what wron... oh shit" Armoni says. "You know who that is?" Armoni asks me. "Not at all." I tell him. Im not gonna lie i was jealous. But like fr who is that. I see y/n put her phone back the guy tried to hug her but she away "she dont want em" me and Armoni said at the same time and busted out laughing
"What are yall laughing at?" Y/n said opening the back door putting the food in the car. "You petty for doing that to that dude." Armoni said trying to stop laughing. "Awe well he was the on that didn't realize." Y/n said " But you still gave him your number though ." I said. "Yea Im finna block his number rn." Y/n said pulling her phone back out.
Y/n's pov
"Aye. Disconnect from my car now." I said to Armoni "whyyyy?" Armoni whined. " Disconnect or get out. Either way your still disconnecting just the second one your walking." I said smiling at him "ok ok"
I started playing my playlist.
~Time skip~
Shinsou's pov
We got back to the apartment and everybody got comfortable and we ate and watched movies Armoni went into his room and got in the bed around 3 am. Me and y/n were still in the living room. Y/n was laying on me and I was laying on the couch.
~30 minutes later~
"Hey y/n..." she fell asleep on me. 'How cute' I chuckled and just stayed there not wanting to wake her up to put her in her bed. I kept watching f/a that Y/n had put on after Armoni went to bed.
*DING*
Kami💀⚡️: Yoooo are yall coming through to the shop tmrw
Hitoshi☄️: yea why wouldn't we😃.
Kami💀⚡️: just asking cause you guys change up plans really quick if ya know what i mean😉
Hitoshi☄️: stfu. It was only once.
Kami💀⚡️: if you say soo Hitoshi😌
Hitoshi☄️: stop fucking texting me.
It was only once we only did it once. Me and Y/n were supposed to go to their shop the other day but thing between me and y/n go heated and we ended up in bed together but thats besides the point. "Yo Hitoshi your still woke?" Armoni said walking into the living room. "Just up to get som..."Armoni stopped and look at me then down. "Uhmmm..." Armoni went back to his room and got his phone.
"Moms is gonna love this." Armoni said taking a picture. "Why you take a.... fuck Armoni delete it now." I whisper yelled still trying not wake up y/n
"Why should I delete it? Why ya'll ain't tell nobody you guys were a 'thing'?" Armoni shot back. "Cause we're not. Bruh delete the pic and we stay safe. You know your sister is crazy and if she finds out thats the end of our lives." I say slightly sitting up causing y/n to move around a little bit. "Valid point I'll delete it on one case." I was over joyed til the last part.
"Let me drive the car tomorrow." Armoni said. I sighed knowing either way this might be my last week on earth. "Ok." "Anddd deleted thank you for your service." Armoni said taking his water and going back to his room.
I layed back down trying to comprehend what just happened.
*DING*
"What the fuckkkk." I say reaching over to y/n's phone.
*New message from (***)-***-****
(***)-***-****: Hey y/n this Shindo😉.
*read*
I looked at the phone for a little bit 'who is Shindo'
(***)-***-****: from In&out we met there just yesterday.
(***)-***-****: shit. My bad for blowing up your phone just realized how late it is. Text me back when you see this👋🏽.
'Wow' I think to myself bro really is blind. Would this be considered harassment. Maybe I'm tripping... im still high as fuck. Maybe I should go to sleep. I cut on another show to try and fall asleep on but I couldn't. I kept thinking what if she falls for him?
"Y/n." I say shaking her a little bit "come on" Motioning her to wrap her legs and arms around me so I can put her in her bed. "Can I sleep in here?" I ask "Bruh your room is down the hall go there." She said in a sleepy voice. "I dont feel like ittttt" i say.
Y/n slow turned over to face me. "I dont have the energy to argue with you." She said "I take that as a yes." I say getting into her bed.
I felt y/n snuggle under me trying to find warmth so I grabbed and held her close to me. "Goodnight." I say. No response so I start to let go "ok ok night." I heard y/n say. "Mhm thats what I thought." After a while I was able to fall asleep.
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This chapter took 5 ever to write but it was worth it I really hope you guys liked this chapter.
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Eyy, @fluttyseed, remember the stripper Sharky fic idea? Well I took it and did a little less funny and a little more steamy. Hope you enjoy. Also tagging @deaconmcsexypants and @jacobmybeloved for reading snippets, appreciate yall. Theres also stripper sharky edits at the end because I have no shame.
Characters: female dep/rook, brief Hurk Jr, Sharky Boshaw.
Word Count: 1584
Warnings: Um, its a stripper fic, so if steamy lap dances and sharky taking his clothes off aint your thing turn away now. 
Notes: Sharky’s stagename is from a disco song of the same name by Boney M, and the song he chooses to dance to is Fire and Gold by Bobby Saint
"There is literally nothing to do in this town." Rook huffed, slouching down into the couch. "What's there to do other then betting on which local a start a fight down at the Spread Eagle?"
Hurk Jr. takes a seat beside her, shotgunning a beer before he answers. "Well amigo, we can always get wasted and let the pigs loose at the Woodsons farm. Think I could ride 'em like one of those fancy rodeo cowboys!?" 
Rook laughs at the image but shakes her head. "No way dude. Last time you and Sharky blew up a silo and set a barn on fire when i took yall cow tippin." She leans over putting an arm around Hurks shoulder. "Speaking of Sharky, where is he? Does he still think I'm gonna arrest him, cause that was just a joke."
Hurk jumps up from the couch, knocking over a few beer cans from the side table and points an acquisitive finger in her face. "You was serious that day man! I ain't ever seen someone ticked off as you was. If he hadn't of saved your ass from that bull man, you'd have taken us both in!" 
Rook stifles a laugh before pushing his hand from her face. "That'd make me an accessory to a list of crimes I'd rather not admit to being a part of." She sees his face twist with amusement, then he flicks her nose. 
"Dang, you know what. Bonafide disaster of a cop cause you're always aiding our criminal adventures, but you're the best damn friend I ever had." He rubs his thumb along his goatee then says, "I tell you what. I'll let you in on where Sharkys at, but you've gotta sweeten the deal for me brobafet."
"You insult me, then insist I sweeten the deal, seriously?"
"I'm deadly serious, like a ninja. I ain't blind and I know what you're gonna see tonight will be far more better then anythin' you could imagine. Now, what I want is simple. I wanna use your jeep while you visit Sharky at his new job. That's it."
After a few stipulations, Rook drove the 40 minutes to the next town over. "That's it!" Hurk yelled. A neon sign read, 'The Swinging Sirloin Bar'. 
"You mean to tell me I drove nearly a hour to pound a few back in some sleezy bar?!" She says squinting her eyes at Hurk.
"Whoa whoa whoa. That's somethin' I don't need to know. Now a deal's a deal amigo." Hurk says with his ears covered. She's confused, nothing she said should make him cringe like that. Rook stepped out of the jeep and he took over the driver's seat. 
"I'll see ya tomorrow amigo, dont worry Sharky won't mind riding you. Shit, what I meant was giving you a ride. In his car. Oh hell, just...bye!" He stammers and flies out of the parking lot.
That was...odd. Opening the door to the bar, everything suddenly makes sense as her ears are assaulted by women hollering and catcalling. She sees a stage with a semi naked man gyrating on a random woman seated on stage. To her right is a hallway with multiple doors, and to the left is the bar. She makes her way over, taking a seat at the end furthest from stage. Her cheeks flush, not for the sight in the room, but because she thought this was a hole in the wall bar. That serves steak. Not a strip club. 
The bartender makes his way over. "The names Seth. What can I get you beautiful?" 
Rook shrugs her shoulders, "Whiskey sour I guess. I'm here to see a friend, maybe you can point me to him? Goes by Sharky."
The man behind the counter slides her drink to her. "Only know stage names and faces, got a description?"
There's a loud commotion center stage, the man on stage now had his head up the back side of the random womans skirt, seemingly motorboating her ass. Rook curses, horrified but unable to look away. "Do uh, do all your dancers get so, hands on?"
Seth raises an eyebrow. "Well now, are you curious to find out, or jealous the friend your crushing on feels up on all the ladies in the same way?"
Rook snaps her head back around glaring daggers at the bartender. "What! How did you, I mean no. I'm not... jealous." She folds her arms across her chest. "I'm-Oh. Oh my God, he's a stripper?" She pulls her phone from her jeans and shows his picture to Seth.
"Crushing on Daddy Cool? His no touch rule drives the women crazy." Rook chokes on her drink, spewing it all over the counter. 
"He's got time for a private dance. Or you can wait for his shift to end." He laughs pouring her another drink and wiping up the mess. "But if you wait, some other woman will probably take his last dance."
That's how Rook found herself sitting on a questionable leather couch in a dimly lit room, waiting.
Ten minutes felt like an eternity, before she finally heard the door open. She resists the urge to turn around and face him when he starts speaking. 
"First things first, I got a couple ground rules. One, no touching unless you have my consent, two, hav-" Sharky stops dead in his tracks when he finally comes face to face with his customer. He twists the owl ring on his left finger, opening and closing his mouth before finding his voice again. "Uh, he-hey shorty. What uh, how-why are you here?"
Rook stretches her arms out, relaxing into the couch. "Well isn't it obvious? I've been missing you lately. Now I know why you've been gone." 
"I ain't been avoiding you if that's what you're thinkin'. Just need extra cash, and well with my record'n all..."
"Well I've got plenty of extra cash." 
"Hell dep, I can't ask for your money, I-"
Laughter bubbled up from Rook, catching him off guard. She stood up, placing her hand on his shoulder, whispering in his ear. "I don't want you to ask. I wanna see your skills, Daddy Cool." She watches as he pulls out his phone, unsure if he's actually gonna strip. Maybe it was the way she purred his stage name in his ear, maybe it was part of his act, but the next thing she knew, he's carrying her to a chair in the center of the room. Music she's never heard before starts playing and Sharky starts circling her. It's an odd song choice, she's beginning to think he's joking but then his hand reaches from behind and wraps around her neck, the other tracing her shoulder and chest. His lips graze her ear, "Remember, no touching." 
The song slows to a sensual beat and he's rolling his hips in sync with the rhythm. He slides across the floor, hands on her knees, pushing her legs apart. Her breath catches in her throat when he slides his hips between her legs, grinding against her. He leans back enough to pull the white tshirt off, wrapping it around her shoulders before running his hands down his chest. She slips her hands down his back feeling his muscles contract with each roll of his hips. Suddenly he's moving away from her, a playful smirk tugging the corners of his mouth. "Shame dep. I had one rule and you've already gone'n broke it." He sways his hips, thumbs tucked behind the waist of his jeans. "Maybe I should go?"
Rook is flustered, what she thought was going to be hilarious, is actually turning her on more than she wants to admit. She turns her head to the side, clearing her throat. "No. Don't- don't stop." She hates how desperate that came out. 
Sharky nods his head, sliding his hands to the button on his jeans. He bites his lip as he pops the button open, turning his back to her, moving his body until they drop to the floor. Sharky looks back over his shoulder and slaps his ass. Rook giggles at the sight, though the orange thong actually looks like sin on him, then he's striding her way. He puts one leg up on the arm of the chair and takes her ponytail, pulling it free, grabbing fistfuls of loose hair. 
He starts singing with the music "I need it, jesus. Burn baby burn." Pulling her head to his waist and snapping his hips. She can't resist the urge to grab his thighs, and he makes no move to stop her this time. Her cheeks are hot as his erection brushes against her chin. He pulls her head back, leaving kisses along her jaw and neck as he slides his body back down. Instinctively she wraps her legs around his hips. Sharky cups her ass, picking her up, and begins rocking against her. The music stops but neither of them seem to notice. Rook smashes her lips to his, all teeth and tongue. She pulls away as she realizes she's just kissed him. He gently lowers her back to her feet, taking a few awkward steps back. 
"I um, I don't know what came over me..I" 
He shakes his head, "Shit dep I didn't mind whatever that was."
"I wasn't finished. I was gonna see if you wanted to take me back to your place, finish what you started here?" 
"Hell yeah, but just so we're clear, you started this."
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field trip to didney
Ava: as yes of course
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Max: *sleeping* (him, david and jasper live in a house-)
Jasper: *vibing* M A X
Max: ugh whatttt *rolls over on his bed*
David: *humming a surprisingly happier tune than normal, how is this even possible??* Big day today!!
Max: if you take us on a nature walk one more time dad-
Jasper: It’s going to be way more fun than that!! If that’s even possible, that is-
David: mhm! as much as I love nature walks, this is probably going to be even better!!
Max: and we need....suitcases? *gets out of bed*
Jasper: We need to be out of the house by, uh, what time is it right now? 6? We need to leave by 6:30-! So hurry up and get ready!!
David: dont worry, we'll make it! it could get could outside, so bring a sweatshirt!! I'll go start the bus *goes off to find the keys to the bus and trail mix*
Max: *super tired* ugh okayyyy
-after he packs stuff-
Max: *gets on the bus with mr honeynuts*
Jasper: *lmao sits on the bus or smth* Woo this is so EXCITING
David: Okay, we just gotta pick up everyone else and well be on our way!! Is everyone buckled in?
Max: *is just chilling on the window seat* dad, this bus doesnt have any since it's like a house but I'll just say yes- WAIT THE WHOLE GOD DAMN CAMP?
Jasper: We can’t leave anyone out!
David: Exactly, what your dad said!! first we're gonna pick up Neil, of course, and we'll go from there! *starts the bus* Anyone want some trail mix?
Max: dang I havent seen any of them since summer- and no dad *eats fruit snacks*
Jasper: Don’t eat too many fruit snacks, that’s unhealthy for you
David: we're here!
Max: time to do my job, I'll knock *runs off the bus and onto Neil's porch and knocks*
Carl: *opens door* Hello?
Max: oh uh- hey Carl, is Neil ready? Hes the first to be picked up-
Carl: Ah yes, got it. Neil!
Neil: *approaches* Hello?
Max: wassup dude! Are you all ready- my dads are in the car *puts his arms around his buddy pal Neil*
Neil: Oh yeah! Let me get my stuff, hold on
Max: okay, not like I care!- *pretend angy and walks to the bus*
Neil: *grasps stuff and goes to bus time*
Max: *plops on one of the beds in the back and waits for his buddy pal*
Neil: *plops next to max*
Jasper: Hello Neil!
Neil: uh, hi
David: Goooooood morning neil! Are you ready to go on the adventure of your life!
Max: dad please-
Neil: *awkward silence oop*
Jasper: Alright let’s go get the others!!
Max: sorry about David, I guess where hes taking us is "exciting" but takes over 24 hours to get there-
Neil: Huh? Oh, I know where we’re going
Max: they told you? Ugh why cant I know
Jasper: Neil don’t spoil the surprise for Max!!!
Neil: Oh I won’t
David: max will be happy for once! Oh I'm so excited!!
Max: this is shit! I should be able to know *crosses his arms*
Jasper: Language! You’ll know when we get there!
Neil: Yeah MAX
Max: in 24 hourssssssssss *lies across thy Neil in the most dramatic way possible*
Bus: *beep beep gather children*
Nerris: *walks on the bus* awe I knew they would end up together! He fell asleep on you Neil, how cute
Preston: ah! Best Romeo and juliet ever!
Jasper: Children do not wake up Max if he is sleeping! We had to wake him up very early for this
Neil: *is mr honeynuts*
Max: *wraps his arms around thy neil bc sleep*
Nerris: aweeeeeee
Preston: oh my goodness so cute!
Neil: *mr honeyNUTS*
David: kids just leave them alone and let them have their little snuggle fest, awe so cute- anyways! *parks the car at a rest stop* anyone hungry or need to use the bathroom?
Nurf: i needs to peepee
David: ooooookay then! I'm going to go get some McDonald's so, let's go Nurf!
Max: *still sleeping bc his weird dads woke him up at 6 am*
Jasper: Get chicken tendies or I am divorcing
Neil: well, this is uh, g gay
Max: *awakenand realizes what's going on* what the hell? *sits up and is embarrassed bc hes max* that's gay, AND IM N O T GAY
David: okay honey!
Neil: Oh- hi max
Max: why didnt you move me or something?
Literally all the campers: *looking*
Neil: well your dad told me not to wake you up-
Max: *gets up and walks over to his papa* dad, what did I do to neil? Was it that embarrassing you couldn't wake me up?
Jasper: Hey, calm down kiddo- you fell asleep and you needed sleep and Neil was just- there
Nerris: it was really cute-
Max: SHUT UP NERRIS
Jasper: Language!
Neil: It really was-
Max: that's not bad language!- wait what Neil-
Neil: Oh, uh, nothing
Max: *red boy* you agreed with Nerris-
Nerris: see harrison, I'm a match maker! That's better than your magic!
David: I'm back! Here are you chicken tenders sweetie *gives them to the jasp* let's get this show on the road! *turns on the heater and starts the bus*
Neil: *not vibing*
Jasper: *is vibing with chicken tendies*
Max: *smirks* you like me, dontcha Neil
Neil: What? No, ew, never
Nikki: pft please I know love when I see it!
Max: *crosses his arms and smirks at neil*
Neil: What? Shut up!
Nikki: aweeeee
Max: jesus christ Neil you look like a god damn tomato
David: language!
Neil: Just shut up!
Max: okay no need to be so feisty
Jasper: we’re getting closer wOOO
Max: sits on the couch and takes out his Nintendo switch and plays animal crossing*
Nikki: *goes up to Neil* so, when ya gonna make your move?
Neil: Make what? I’m not going to do anything!
Nikki: awe c'mon Neil look at him! Go sit with him! Make your move!
Neil: What? Why? What’s the point?
Nikki: he probably likes you too!
Max: likes who?
Neil: Nononono! Nobody! I like nobody leave me alone! *neils away*
David: leave Neil alone guys
Max: *genuinely concerned* sorry neil-
Neil: Just go away! I wanna be alone right now *angree neil*
Max: um okay *sits on the couch again*
Jasper: *approaches max lmao* What’s happening? Is something wrong?
Max: well I guess Neil likes someone and I was annoying him and hes pissed
Jasper: Watch your language- also, did you consider that he maybe likes you and he’s being defensive because he likes you?
Max: what! He doesnt! Hes like, my best friend!
Jasper: Okay but he started getting defensive when you fell asleep on him so I’m just saying
Max: *red boy* I uh- no he didnt! *crosses his arms*
Jasper: Oh really? I saw the whole thing and it seems like I’m right homie
Max: looks over at neil then back at his papa* HOLY SHIT YOURE RIGHT
Jasper: Don’t say bad words!
Max: *whispers* dad I think I like boys too
Jasper: oh wow i wonder who you got that trait from
Max: literally both of you!
Jasper: Yeah I know dumdum
Max: yall are g a y
Jasper: Why don’t you go try to like, calm him down or something instead of talking about who in this bus is gay
Max: *knocks on Neil's curtain that covers his room cot thing??* Hey dude, can we uh- talk?
Neil: About what?
Max: about what happened dingus
Neil: Fine.
Max: *sits on his bed* I'm sorry dude. I didnt mean for you to get pissed off or anything-
Neil: It’s fine, Nikki made me frustrated I guess
Max: *kisses his cheek* that never happened!
Neil: *oraneg* *red* I- WHAT??
Max: jesus christ you're so difficult neil *kisses thy neil*
Neil: *crimson*
-when they all have to s leep-
Max: DAVID WE'RE GOING TO FKING DISNEYWORLD?!
Time: it is now 6 pm when they get there
Jasper: WE ARRIVED
Max: YAY! *grabs his stuff and gets off the bus*
The rest of the campers: *get off the bus*
-when they get to their room-
Max: *throws his stuff on to his bed*
Jasper: *bursts in* We’re all going swimming woooo *throws floaties*
Max: ugh fineeeee *changes into swim shorts and walks down to the pool* sup losers
Jasper: Max! Don’t call others losers that hurts their feelings
Harrison: *loses pants cutely*
Max: pft whatever
David: max! You dont have your floaties on!
Nerris: you suck Harrison!
Jasper: Max! You might drown!!
Harrison: *pees*
David: gosh dang Harrison how many times!
Harrison: I COULDNT HOLD IT IN
Nerris: *literally laughing way too hard* HARRISON HOW ARE YOU SO STUPID
David: *walks over to harrison and gives him a towel and whispers to him* put you pants back on-
Harrison: I don’t know where they went!!
Jasper: hooey *>:(*
David: Nerris, since Harrison is your dearest most bestest friend, help him look for his shorts-
Nerris: what the hell! Why me!! I dont want to see his small thing!
Jasper: Nerris don’t talk back to David!
Harrison: twerking is fun
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Let’s Do This
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This is part 12 of Betrayal. This is kinda a filler but next part is gonna be little steamy so look forward to that. I hope yall like it. Let me know what you think thanks loves.
Dean invites Scarlet to a family reunion. 
Dean Winchester x OC Scarlet
Warnings: Language, cheating, mention of cancer.
Taglist Would love to add you:  @thewinchesterchronicles @amandamaesweetheart @scarlettreneem
Part 1  Part 11 
I was sitting in my week old bedroom once again filling out applications on my laptop. Ruby mentioned buying the dinner anytime she thought she could. I gave her the same answer over and over. That I would think about it. My life was so mixed up at the moment I didn’t even know what I wanted to do anymore. The only thing that seemed normal was Dean and he wasn’t something I should thing is normal.
I was pulled from my task my phone ringing. I answered the unknown number placing my phone between my ear and shoulder.
“Hello?” I ask not expecting an answer or exception some robot trying to sell me something.
“Scarlet? Is that you?” Asks a raspy voice I barely recognized.
“Rebecca?” I ask holding my phone with my hand.
“Yeah, it’s me.” She says letting out a horse chuckle.
“I didn’t expect to hear from you. How are you?”
“Aggravated, they keep sending me to some wack job therapy and I just want out of here.”
“I’m sorry but-.”
“Why did you put me in here?” She asks not hiding the anger in her voice.
“Because you were becoming dangerous.”
“I didn’t do anything.”
“You attacked both me and then Dean.” I say calmly not wanting to set her off.
“He-.. He’s going to leave me.” She says solemnly.
“He told you that?” I ask my heart skipping the email on his phone coming to my mind.
“He asked for a brake.”
“Do you blame him?” I say before I can stop myself.
“You think this is my fault?”
“I didn’t-.”
“You know what I don’t even know why I called you never listen to me anyway.”
“Becca I-.” I was cut off by her hanging up it making me eyes glaze over.
I sit there still holding the phone as the conversation plays over my head. Her asking me why I put her there stabbing a little deeper each time.
“What did I do?” I ask the phone once again ringing.
“Rebecca?” I ask quickly not even looking at it.
“Rebecca? You talked to her?” Dean’s voice fills my ear.
“Yeah, she just called.” I say pinching my nose and closing my eyes feeling a headache come on.
“Huh”
“She didn’t call you?”
“No.”
“Your better off shes mad.”
“She’s getting that crap out of her.”
“I know.” I say leaning back on the headboard.
“You don’t sound happy.”
“I’m not. I just feel guilty.”
“Well don’t she was gonna kill herself if we didn’t do that.”
“I did it.”
“On paper you did it. I agreed to it as well.”
“I guess.” I say shrugging even though he couldn’t see it.
“Where are you?”
“Home.”
“Ruby there?”
“I don’t think so. Why?”
“I’m on my way.” He says making my stomach flutter.
I roll my eyes that I get butterflies over him like a teenager.
“Okay see you in a bit.”
“Bye darling.”
“Bye.” I say hanging up and throwing my phone on the bed.
Taking a breath I look up at the ceiling.
“If you got any advice up there I would love to hear it.” I say out loud.
Letting out a groan I run my fingers threw my messy bun and decide to get up. Leaving my bed a mess I grab a change of clothes and head to the bathroom.
Fresh from the shower I got dressed in a flannel dress and mini leather jacket. Putting on some flats I gave myself a winged eye and some red lips. Looking at myself I looked and felt a bit better.
I was in the kitchen when a knock came through the door.
“It’s open!” I yell pulling a coffee cup from the cabinet.
“You just leave your doors unlocked?” Dean asks walking into the house.
“Only when I know someone is on there way to see me.” I say smiling at him the air seeming lighter around him.
“Well who has been coming to see you? No one I need to worry about I hope?” He asks pulling off his jacket.
“That’s not jealousy I hear is it?” I tease leaning on the counter to face him. He gives me a side eye then quickly moves towards me.
“If it is?” He asks placing his hands on either side me, blocking me in.
Unable to stop the giggle I stand on my toes and press my lips to his. The need to be close to him over powering our banter.
His hands go to my waist as he kisses me back. I slip my fingers in his hair and relax into him. He breaks away first, him stroking my cheek as he straightens up. I smile and lean into his touch closing my eyes.
“You seem tired.” He says surprising me.
I open my eyes and shrug. Taking his hand off my face I kiss his palm (aware of the lip print I leave there) and turn back around to the now finished coffee.
“That’s what caffeine is for.” I say pouring a cup.
“Want one?” I ask him holding out the cup of black coffee.
“Sure, thanks.” He says taking it and moving away from me to sit at the island.
I pour my own cup and fixing it the way I like and joining him.
“So what brings you here?”
“I need a reason to see you?” He jokes smiling.
“No.” I say blushing smiling as well.
“I’m just wondering.”
“I got a call today.”
“Oh?”
“This weekend is my family’s reunion. My dad called to remind me.”
“Oh that’s awesome. I hope you have fun.” I say taking a drink but smiling at him over my cup.
“That’s the thing I don’t know if I will. Me and Sam hasn't been in years.”
“Why not?”
“For Sam I don’t know but me my dad got remarried when I was 15. He apparently been seeing her for awhile even had a kid neither me or Sam knew about.”
“Wow, that must have been awkward.”
“I hated it. My dad never really talked about mom after she died and then- I think I just felt like he didn’t love her anymore.”
“That’s understandable.” I say holding my head up with my fist.
“I got into some trouble and got sent of to a boys home for a little while. And after that stayed with Bobby.”
I giggle softly that not shocking me any.
“So it’s been awhile since you've been home?”
“Christmas before me and Rebecca got married.”
“Oh dang.” I say it almost being five years.
“Yeah…”
“Why didn’t you take Rebecca to see them? I mean your Dad came to your wedding?”
“She thought it would be to much drama with how I left things.”
“What happened?”
“Got drunk, got into a fight.”
“You, drunk and fighting never.” I say earning a glare.
“Sorry, I’ll be serious. Who cares if you got into a fight, it’s your family. Is Sam going?”
“I think so.”
“You don’t want to?”
“I guess.” He says looking into his mug.
“Hey, you don’t have to go.” I say placing my hand on his back rubbing gently.
“I want you to go with me.”
“Me?”
“My Dad’s got cancer…”
“Oh my gosh Dean, I’m so sorry.”
“Don’t be.” He says sighing.
Leaning over I hug him tightly.
“I would love to go.”
Pulling away from me he looks me over.
“Really? You don’t-.”
“Do you want me to go?”
“Yes?”
“Then I’ll go.” I say shrugging lifting my cup to my lips.
“I mean what’s the worst thing that could happen?”
“Great, just one other thing. They don’t know about Rebecca.”
“You didn’t tell your dad?”
“No. He don’t need to know, no point in adding more stress to him.”
“So you want me to pretend to be Rebecca?”
“No! I want you to be you.”
“I’m not your wife?” I ask my head starting to hurt as I think about what he is asking.
“Won’t people ask questions?”
“We won’t tell them it’s none of their damn business anyway. I want to go see my old man, to hell with everyone else. I just-.” He cuts himself off clenching his jaw.
I let out a sigh knowing I’m going to regret this, but I reach over and grab his hand off his leg.
“When do we leave?” I ask watching his eyes light up with that boyish grin he gives me.
I placed the suitcase in the truck of the impala, done talking myself into going.
“Ready?” Dean asks placing my last bag inside.
We were only going to be there three days but me being me I packed enough for a week.
“As I’ll ever be.” I say smiling at him.
He smiles at me leaning down to brush his lips over mine. We pull apart when a click is heard.
I look to my left seeing Ruby standing there phone in hand.
“Did you just take a picture?” I ask her confused but not surprised.
“You two are so damn cute I couldn’t resist any longer!” She says grinning.
“She’s crazy.” Dean whispers in my ear making me nod.
“Okay well we are leaving now. See you and Sam later tonight?” I ask her, her and Sam riding down after he left work.
“Yep you two be careful.” She says pulling me into a hug.
“Bye Ruby.” I say hugging her back.
“Bye bye.” She says pulling away from me her smacking Dean’s stomach.
“Be nice to her.” She says him looking at me as if to ask me if this was normal.
“Okay bye now.” I say walking around the car.
“See ya Ruby.” He says closing the trunk and joining me in the car.
Him not talking until we was at the stop sign at the end of the street.
“What was that about?” He asks me.
“Don’t have a clue.”
We spent the drive the few hours of the drive uneventful. It filled with mindless chit chat I even dozed off on Dean’s shoulder at one point.
When we pulled in front of a two story home and Dean parked in front of it I knew we were here.
“You ready?” I ask turning to look at Dean him gripping the steering wheel, his knuckles white.
“Hey what’s wrong?” I ask him touching his arm, it tense.
“I swear to myself I wouldn’t come back here.” He says his voice deep, worry lines digging into his forehead.
“I thought you wanted to be here?”
“There is something I didn’t tell you.”
“What’s that?” I ask rubbing his arm comforting him I hope.
“The person I got into a fight with was my half brother Adam. I shouldn’t have done it he was younger then me.”
“Sam is younger than you and last I checked you have thrown a few punches his way.”
“It’s different.”
“How?”
He didn’t have to answer someone knocking on my window. I turn to see a hazel eyed man with dark hair and a salt and peppered beard. He smiles at me, making me think of an older version of Dean. There was no doubt that this was his father.
I smile back and roll down the window the fall misty air coming into the heat of the car.
“You two gonna come in or stay out here all day?” He asks smiling.
“Sorry we were just talking. Hi I’m-.”
“Scarlet, you are Rebecca’s sister. I remember you from the wedding.”
“Right nice to meet you again.” I say holding out my hand.
He shakes it then opens my door for me.
“Well you two come on in before you get rained on.” He says smiling. It making me wonder if that was were Dean got it from.
I was meant to be looking at a man with cancer who was dying but he seemed just as happy as could be.
I hear the car door behind me open and close Dean coming around to stand next to me.
“It’s a shame Rebecca couldn’t make it.”
“Yeah, work keeps her busy.” Dean says.
Out of the corner of my eye I watch his hand twitch towards mine but he quickly puts it in his pocket.
“We’ll be in in a minute.”
“Alright I know when I’m not wanted.” John says chuckling and turning back to walk towards the house.
“You okay?” I ask looking up at Dean.
“Ask me after this is over.”
I smile and poke his side.
“Cheer up and enjoy the weekend.”
“Yes ma’am.”
Smiling I turn back towards the house.
“Things are about to get awkward.”
Dean chuckles beside me.
“Let’s do this.”
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The Office: part 3
AN:// lol bet yalls weren’t expecting to hear from me! yeahhhh... sorry it took me forever to post this next part. u know how life goes... :) anyway, here it is! long overdue but i hope you guys like it!! pls let me know what you think! much love <3
Part One and Part Two in case you forgot (which is my fault oops)
Author: skiesofthesketchy
Pairing: Dylan O’Brien + reader
Word Count: 3,378
Warnings: Just some cursing.
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Rays of sun kissed every corner of the large park as I swung happily, enjoying the breeze through my hair and the soft squeaks from the swing set. “I bet I can jump off farther than you can,” he said from beside me.
“Yeah right.”
“Wanna bet?”
“Hell yeah! When I win you have to buy me an ice cream cone. Actually TWO so that I can shove one in your face and eat the other while I laugh at you,” I giggled, swinging higher and higher.
“No. When I win, you’ll be the one covered in ice cream!”
“You wish,” I laughed. “Go on then, jump!”
And he did, landing with a thump in the grass, only stumbling sideways a little. “And that is how it’s done,” he cheered arrogantly. “Now jump already so I can shove an ice cream cone in your face!”
“Whatever!” I yelled as I prepared to jump from the swing. I was flying until I hit the ground rather ungracefully, and stumbled backwards, landing on my ass. All I could hear now was Dylan’s howls of laughter. The bastard didn’t even bother to help me up.
I stood and dusted myself off while he composed himself, though it took a few minutes. “That was great,” he said, wiping an imaginary tear from under his eye. “Now it’s time to pay up.”
I pouted but followed Dylan reluctantly to the ice cream stand across the park. I watched him pay for a vanilla ice cream cone, and when he turned to me, I took off in a sprint.
“Hey! Come back here Y/N!”
“You’ll never catch me!” I yelled over my shoulder. I knew I wouldn’t be able to outrun him but I ran as fast as I could. I passed a group of children playing soccer and a few dogs playing fetch with their owners, everyone enjoying the sunny afternoon.
Running out of energy, I headed for the large elm tree in the middle of the park, where I rested and caught my breath, preparing myself for the inevitable.
“Dang, you’ve gotten faster,” he remarked, just as out of breath as I was.
“Just do it already,” I pleaded, closing my eyes and waiting for the cold treat to coat my face.
“You didn’t think I’d actually dump this ice cream on you, did you?” he chuckled.
I opened my eyes. “What do you mean? I lost the bet.”
“But that would be mean. I got this so we could share it,” he smiled, pulling me against with his arm around my waist. I was surprised, but smiled at him- the boy of my dreams. “Here,” he said, before abruptly shoving the ice cream onto my mouth and chin.
“Dylan!” I screamed. “I can’t believe I fell for that!”
He threw his head back and laughed loudly, which distracted him enough for me to snatch the cone from his hand and do the same thing he did to me.
“Hey!” I only smirked at him while licking whatever ice cream was left in the cone. “That was uncalled for.”
“You deserved it.”
Dylan glared at me playfully before grabbing me by the waist again and pulling me in for a kiss, our sticky ice cream faces now smooshed together.
I broke the messy kiss. “You’re crazy, Dylan O’Brien.”
“Not as crazy as you.”
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Great. This is just great. Memories that I haven’t recalled in months now invaded my mind with a thick fog that I couldn’t see through. I couldn’t sleep last night, and trying to focus right now seems impossible, as I trudge into my office building in my zombie-like state. Why can’t I stop thinking about him?
I try to push any thought of Dylan and Lauren out of my head as I make my way to my desk after stepping off the elevator. Quietly mumbling a hello to Ben, I slouch at my desk and start my computer.
“Well, good morning to you too, sleepy head,” Ben chirped, pursing his lips with his usual sass.
I just gave him a look as if to say, “I’m not in the mood.”
He rolled his eyes at me. “I know you have your cranky mornings, but you don’t have to be a soggy hoe about it.”
“Sorry,” I huffed. “I just... don’t want to be here right now.”
Ben sighed dramatically. “I do not know why I put up with you sometimes,” he said, taking one of two coffees from his desk and putting it onto mine.
I swiftly grabbed the coffee and greedily took a few gulps, immediately feeling better. Did I mention how much I love coffee? “Me neither, but I’m incredibly lucky that you do,” I hummed, leaning over and kissing Ben on the cheek.
He laughed. “It is quite amazing how fast your mood changes with a little caffeine. You’re welcome baby doll.” He cleared his throat. “So what’s the deal?”
“With?”
“Queen Bitch and your man. Duh”
“I wouldn’t know. I just walked in. And I wholeheartedly hope that I don’t have find out all the gory details of last night.”
“And I wholeheartedly hope you do, because work was just starting to get boring before you walked in with lover boy yesterday. Oh wait, two lover boys.”
I rolled my eyes. “Well I’m glad my hot mess of a life amuses you. And I’m gonna pretend you didn’t just refer to my co-workers as ‘Lover Boys.’”
Before Ben could respond, a laugh echoed throughout the office; one that drives me absolutely insane. Lauren, with her arm hooked on Dylan’s, cackled as they entered. What's so funny? And why does my desk have to be so close to the elevators?
I caught Dylan’s eyes and he smiled and nodded towards me. I forced a smile back, but my face dropped once I met glances with Lauren. Her eyebrow raised and she smirked. “What kind of game is she playing?” I mumbled, as the two of them made their way towards their desks.
“Who even knows?” Ben chimed in to what was supposed to be my own personal conversation. “But by the looks of it, their date last night went well.”
All I could do was groan. Of all the girls at the office, why her? If Lauren wasn’t in the equation, I probably wouldn’t be having these feelings for him flooding back to me, though Ben would probably disagree.
“Whatever. I’m just going to focus on work, and not think about them at all,” I said, trying to convince myself more than I was trying to convince Ben.
“Whatever you say, Hun.”
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The morning went by excruciatingly slow. It felt like I had been perched at this desk for days, but only a few hours have passed. I tapped my fingers impatiently, finding it hard to sit still.
“Can you chill?” Ben asked. “It’s bad enough I have to deal with your leg bouncin’ all the time. Please don’t make tapping a thing or I will have to murder you mercilessly. Right here in the office. Don’t embarrass us like that, Y/N.”
“I think I need another coffee.”
“No, no, no. Caffeine will just make you more fidgety. Go take a walk or something. Here,” he said, handing me a pile of folders. “Go run these reports over to Trends for me. Thanks hun bun.”
“Ben, no.” He knows fully well that Dylan works over in Trends.
“Girl, yes. You and I both know that you’re just dying to talk to him.”
“No, I most definitely don’t want to talk to him.”
“Yes you do. Now go.”
“No.” Ben gave me a look that reminded me of when my mom used to scold me as a child. “Ugh,” I pouted. “Fine. But I hate you.”
“Sure you do.”
Bringing the large stack of folders up to my chest, I stood up and started heading towards the Trends area. Striding over, I put the reports on James’ desk, the leader of the team. He nodded to me as a thank you, and I pivoted to head back to my desk, but someone called my name.
“Oh, hey Dylan,” I responded, walking over to his desk. I was kind of hoping to avoid him, since he was oh so snuggly with Lauren this morning, and I would rather not have to hear about it, but it was too late now. He had stood up and made his way around the desk to lean on it. “How are you?”
“Doing pretty good. How ‘bout yourself?” he asked.
“A little tired, not gonna lie. This day just feels like it’s dragging on.”
He laughed. “I know what you mean.” I peered around, checking to see if Lauren was ready to pop out of nowhere like she usually does.
“So...” I hesitated, not really sure if I should actually finish this sentence. “How was your date last night?” I asked, nudging his side as I turned to lean on his desk beside him, my teasing and cheery attitude hopefully covering up the fact that my whole body was burning with anger and, fine I'll admit it, jealousy.
Dylan looked at me with the same expression he had yesterday after I found out him and Lauren would be going out together. Studying my features, analyzing my expression.
I kept up my happy demeanor even though the way he looked at me caused more mini flashbacks of our past relationship to pop into my head.
“Oh,” he said after a moment, finally turning away. “It was nice.”
“Just nice?” I asked, still teasing.
He let a sheepish laugh leave his lips. “Yes, it was the perfect amount of nice. Quite nice indeed.” I smiled when he decided to humor me.
“Hmm, interesting. I didn't think you were the type of guy to settle for ‘nice,’” I replied, using air quotes. I was technically implying that he could do better than Lauren, and I was only half hoping he would pick up on that.
“Oh, Y/N.” He stood up and placed himself in front of me. “I know you think you know me, but I've changed a lot in the past two years.” Is that a smirk I see?
“Well, Dylan, I've changed a lot too,” I poked him in the chest.
He squinted and the corners of his mouth quirked up. “I can tell.”
Though I was curious to find out what about me he found noticeably different, I ignored that part of me. “I’m guessing you’re still a huge Star Wars nerd, though.”
“Of course! How can anyone not like Star Wars?” he defended himself, laughing.
“I’m not trying to knock Star Wars, I’m just making fun of you.”
Dylan gasped mockingly. “At least I’m not obsessed with that dumb reality tv show! What was it? The Bachelor?”
“Hey! I’ll have you know I watch it for comedic purposes! And the Bachelorette is way better. Boy drama is hilarious.”
As we laughed together, I found myself staring at him again. The moment felt exactly like the one we shared yesterday just minutes after we had met for the first time in two years. I knew what he was thinking, because I was thinking the same thing: this feels just like old times.
“Dyl!” We both heard Lauren’s annoying call, but neither one of us acknowledged it, trying to stay in our moment for just a few seconds longer before we were inevitably interrupted.
I was the first to look away from Dylan and at Lauren, who seemed to be pissed judging by the way she stomped over to us in her heels. Her perfectly perfect smile wasn’t enough to cover up her mood this time. It was only when Lauren firmly grabbed Dylan’s shoulder that his eyes left me.
“Hi babe!” she squealed, completely ignoring my presence now. “Look what I brought you!” Her face was dangerously close to his and to be honest, he looked kind of uncomfortable with the proximity. Or maybe it was the yelling. Why the fuck was she so loud and high-pitched all the time? “It’s green juice. It’s like super healthy for you, and that’s why I got you one! You have to keep your energy up, it’s still your first week on the job!”
“Oh, Lauren. Thanks,” he said, taking the bottle of green, lumpy slime in his hand.
“It’s no problem at all! Anything I can do to help you, babe!” There’s that word again. Cringe.
Since Lauren obviously doesn’t give a damn that Dylan and I were having a conversation, I’ll just leave. I don’t want to hear her obnoxious voice anymore. If I don’t leave now, I might have to hear her spew something about their “nice” date last night.
“I had a lot of fun last night,” Lauren whispered, bringing her arms around his neck, not ashamed at all to act so clingy while in the office. I’m going to vomit.
“Alright, and that’s my cue to go.”
“Oh! Y/N, I didn’t see you there,” Lauren smiled sweetly, still clinging to Dylan.
“Sure you didn’t,” I replied, not in the mood to play fake nice today. I smiled at Dylan before squeezing past them.
“Wait, Y/N,” he called after me.
Instead of sticking around to hear what he wanted to stay, I glanced back with a, “See you later!” before heading back to my desk.
“So, how’d it go with Lover Boy?” Ben asked. I huffed.
“It was going great, until you-know-who showed up.” Ben and I made an “Eck,” sound in unison.
“Let me guess. Lauren has already made wedding announcements?” I just snickered in response. What did Lauren mean when she said she “had fun” last night? Did they just have a delightful dinner or did they...
“Y/N. I need you in my office,” Cheryl interrupted my thoughts, thankfully. She sped away before I could even respond to her, but I quickly got up to follow her back to her office.
After closing the door behind me, I took a seat in front of Cheryl’s desk. “Has the new employee been acquainted?” she asked bluntly, and somewhat disinterested as she looked over papers on her desk.
“Mr. O’Brien? Yes,” I replied. “He settled in easily and has been hard at work. He fits in nicely in my personal opinion.”
“Good. That’s very good,” she glanced up for a moment before shuffling through more documents. “Remember to have his report written up by next week.”
“Of course.”
“Also, I need you to help finalize the current campaign proposal before we bring it to the board tomorrow. I would do it myself but I need to leave early today.”
“Yeah, no problem.”
“Great. Mr. Barnes is waiting for you in his office.”
“Ethan?” I said aloud without thinking.
“Yes. Is that a problem?” She looked at me confused.
“No, ma’am. Of course not.”
“I understand you two are dating now, but I expect you to keep it professional while at work.”
I found myself too shocked to respond as she ushered me out of her office without another word. Even my fucking boss thinks Ethan and I are dating. Great. If this “news” has reached Cheryl already, why haven’t I been contacted by HR? I guess I’ll deal with that problem when it arrives.
Slouching my way over to Ethan’s personal office, I mentally prepared myself for his flirty demeanor and cocky persona. I knocked a few times before letting myself in.
“Y/N. What a pleasant surprise,” he said, winking at me. “For what do I owe the pleasure?”
“Cheryl wanted me to help you with the campaign proposal you’re working on.”
“Oh, perfect. Come have a seat.”
I made myself comfortable across from him at his desk while he rearranged papers and folders, handing me a few. “Alright let’s get started.”
I was surprised to find that Ethan and I working together on this project was strictly professional. No snide remarks or innuendos from him. He’s actually a decent person to be around when he’s working. We finished rather quickly and I was relieved. It’s well past lunch hour and I haven’t eaten. “Thanks for your help on this. If I had to handle this myself it would’ve taken forever.”
“No problem,” I replied. “I’m happy to be of service.” I stood up and stretched a little before making my way to the door. I only made a few steps before I felt Ethan grab my hand.
“Wait, Y/N.”
“Yeah?”
“I just wanted to apologize,” he said.
“For what?” I asked, my eyebrows furrowed with confusion.
“For yesterday. I basically demanded that you go to lunch with me, and I came off like a total jackass. I’m sorry.” I searched his steel blue eyes and all I found was sincerity. I never thought I’d hear an actual apology from Ethan Barnes.
“I appreciate your apology,” I smiled.
“For what it’s worth, I’m really glad you said yes. I had a great time,” he said with a soft smile.
“Me too.” I looked down at his hand still holding mine, and wondered what would happen next. I don’t know if I want anything to happen at all. Maybe I should just leave...
“O-oh,” we heard someone say from the doorway, and my head snapped up to see it was Dylan. “Sorry. I didn’t mean to interrupt,” he said audaciously, chest out and eyes scanning Ethan and his grip he still had on me. It was obvious he wasn’t sorry at all, and his bold aura that entered the small room made me drop Ethan’s hand as if I had done something wrong.
“A polite knock wouldn’t have killed you,” Ethan shot back, obviously annoyed. But there was something else in his tone... Suddenly I could feel the tension in the room, and it was rising as the two glared at each other.
“Well anyway, Y/N, I need to talk to you about this report,” Dylan said, completely ignoring Ethan’s reply.
Wanting to avoid whatever the hell was going on here, I left Ethan’s side and started towards Dylan and the exit. “Um, yeah of course--”
“What was your name again? Was it Daniel?” Ethan interrupted my flee, stalking forwards arrogantly.
“It’s Dylan.” His jaw clenched as he mimicked the dominant posture Ethan displayed.
“Right,” Ethan dismissed. “Well I just want to emphasize to knock next time,” he all but growled. “It’s rude and incredibly unprofessional to barge in the way you just did, and Y/N and I were not finished doing business.”
“Whatever I walked into sure as hell didn’t look like business.”
I saw the anger rising in Ethan’s eyes and I wanted to interject, but I’m too occupied with confusion as to why I’m suddenly standing in a warzone between the two alpha-males. Both obviously have issues with one another but I can’t figure out why.
“Whatever business I have with Y/N is none of your business. So why don’t you go ahead and show yourself out while we finish up here,” the blonde sneered. They’re talking like I’m not even here.
“You see, I would but I kinda have this really important work thing that I need her help on, so yeah. Not leaving without her. Thanks though.”
Ethan was all but fuming because of Dylan’s remark, and I finally came out of my shock and confusion long enough to cut in. “Alright boys. That’s enough. Ethan, we were done anyway.” I looked into his blue eyes with a warning not to argue. Turning to Dylan, I gestured for him to lead the way out, wanting to keep myself between the two. With the door shutting loudly behind me, I took a deep breath, happy to be out of that intense situation. Why it escalated so much was still a mystery to me.
“So, what is this report we’re looking at?” I asked, as we walked back through the office and towards my workspace.
“Here,” he responded, handing me a folder covered in colorful sticky notes. He was obviously still tense. “James told me you were the best person to talk to about this.” I sat down in my chair and quickly skimmed the first few pages.
“Right, okay. Well--”
“Are you hungry?” he interjected. “We can talk about it over lunch.”
“God, I’m starving! Yes please.”
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summerrrluvvv · 4 years
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Chapter 9: Part 1 continued:
Ariana:
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Since Anthony dropped me off this morning, he been acting weird like not texting me back. I mean he could be busy today. I sat on the couch bored, watching “Girlfriends”. Zion was out and Melody was in her room, while Tye was at Samar’s. My phone buzzed, I looked thinking it was Anthony, but it was an unknown number.
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I got up and got dressed annoyed cause I did not want to have to see this nigga, but I did need closure. I made sure, I looked fine as fuck. I requested the Uber and let Mel know I was leaving. The Uber then pulled up and I got in the car hoping I would not have to beat a nigga ass. The Uber pulled up at a Mexican restaurant by the beach. “Thank you” I told the driver as I got and closed the door. When I walked into the restaurant, I seen Marlon at a table, I rolled my eyes. “What’s up Ari” He said trying to hug me. “Aht sit down” I told him. He smirked and sat down. I looked at him and seen he had a bruise under his eye and a bruise on his cheek. I tried not to smile at the thought of Anthony beating his ass. “I see you got what you deserve” I said sitting down. He shrugged. “Whatever I guess I did deserve it” He said. The waiter came over to our table. “Hi what can I get yall to drink?” He asked. “I would like a Texas Margarita” I said. “Okay and you sir?” He asked Marlon. “A water” He said. The waiter nodded. “Okay, I’ll get that right to you”. We nodded and I looked at Marlon. “So, talk” I said. He sighed. “I’m sorry for everything Ari” He said to me. “I’m sorry for playing you and getting with Shantelle, and I’m sorry for the rumors and taking your virginity, but I did have-“He paused and took a deep breath. “I do have feelings for you, I just didn’t want to act on it. You the first girl I met that was different and I fucked that up unless it’s still a chance” He said looking at me for an answer. The waiter came back to our table without drinks. “Can I start you guys off with an appetizer?” He asked. I shook my head because I was not hungry. “Nah we cool for now” Marlon said. The waiter smiled and walked off. “So?” Marlon asked, as I sipped the hell out of my drink. “So what? Marlon hell no, I am over you and your bullshit. You really hurt me” I said to him. He looked down. “I’m sorry Ariana” He said. I nodded. “I accept your apology, but I got a new man now”. He just sat back and player with his hands. “This shit serious between yall?” He asked. I shrugged “Could be, I don’t know and it’s not your business to be honest Marlon”. He put his hands up in defense. He pulled out his wallet and slid me two $50 dollar bills. “Then I guess, it is what is and it’s my fault. I did care for you and tell homie sorry about last night. Take care Ari, whatever you want it’s on me, and I’m cash app you another $40 to get home” My phone alerted me that he sent me $40. He got up out of his seat and looked at me slightly smiling before he left the restaurant.
 I took advantage of the money he gave me, and I ordered me a pitcher of Margaritas, I called Anthony again and his phone went to voicemail. I sat there for about 30minutes getting drunk off a pitcher and a glass of Texas margaritas, when I see Anthony at a table laughing with some Hispanic bitch. I chugged my last bit of margarita before leaving one of the $50 on the table and walking over to them. “So, this is how you do me?” I ask him. He looked at me shocked. “Ri, what you are doing here and are you drunk?” He asked. I shook my head “No nigga who is this bitch?” I asked furious. He shook his head. “Ariana it’s not what it looks like, I promise you” He said. I laughed at him thinking I was going to believe him. “Bitch who are you?” I snapped at the women. She was shaking her head and side eyeing me. “Excuse me? Don’t call me no bitch sweetie” She said rolling her neck. I grabbed her hair so fucking fast “Bitch!” I yelled. Anthony got up fast and helped get her lose from my grasp. “Ri, you are tripping mami?!” Anthony yelled. I shook my head “No you tripping, I called you all damn day, and you up here with another female, I’m not the one to mess with” I pushed him back and left the restaurant. I called Zion and Tye but not one of them answered. I found myself calling Marlon. “What’s up Ari?”. I wiped my tears. “Can you come get me?” I asked. “Aight” He said before hanging up. I was wondering around the beach drunk waiting for Marlon. He sent me a text letting me know he was in the parking lot. “Ari you good?” Marlon said as he pulled up. I just got in the car, I told him what happened without thinking, “Look I just accepted we aren’t going to ever be, so I’m give you real advice. Maybe homie wasn’t doing what you thought” He said. I rolled my eyes. “Marlon?” I said.  I took off my seat belt and climbed on to his seat. “Woah Ari, what you are doing?” I sighed taking off my shirt. “Marlon let’s not act like you don’t want to smash me” I said. He smirked and shook his head. “Man, I do but you going to regret this shit in the morning and I just turned over a new leaf” He said. I ignored him unbuckling his pants. “Nah Ari, chill” He said. “I don’t want to go home; I just want to get my mind off this shit” I said. He sighed and then looked at me. “Okay”.
Zion:
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“Hey Kyrel, this is my third voice mail. I’m sorry about everything last night can we just meet up and talk? just hit my line… bye” I said before hanging up the phone. There was this one nigga in my Instagram DMs named Maurice that just started following me, He told me he lived in Miami and wanted to take me out, he was cute so I guess I’ll take him on his offer to take me out to eat. Maybe he would get my mind off this man and maybe he might be better, I do not know all I know is I fucked up and obviously Kyrel just got too much pride to face me right now. “I can’t believe I’m waiting a good ass fit on this nigga” I said looking myself up and down in the long mirror in my room. I grabbed my bag and went downstairs; Ari was sitting on the couch watching “Girlfriends”. “I’m out!” I told her. She nodded. I grabbed the keys to the jeep and headed on my way to meet this nigga at this Lounge called Pearl Champagne.
 I parked my car and walked up the Miami beach strip. It was like a little lounge when we got there since it was around 6pm. It turned into a club after 9pm. I see Maurice at the bar flirting with the bartender, I rolled my eyes. He was never going to be my man but at least have some fucking respect for your date. “Um really?” I said to him as I came up behind him. He jumped. “Oh, hey sweetheart, my bad” He said. I rolled my eyes, lets hurry this shit up. I sat next to him. “You look good enough to eat out girl” I softly smiled. Maurice was alright, he was cute, but he wasn’t fine like Kyrel. “I aint meant to make you jealous lil mama” He said licking his lips. I laughed a little at him thinking I was jealous. “Honey, jealous? No” I said looking over the drink menu, cause I’m going to need something strong. He leaned over to me and started whispering in my ear. “It’s going to be hard to keep my hands off you” He said rubbing up my thigh. I made a instant disgust face cause his breath hit my face and baby it was on Ten. I knocked his hand off my thigh and slid the drink menu over to him. The bartender came over to me. “Hey girl, can I get a glass of Peach Crown straight on the rocks?” I asked. She smiled and nodded. “Sure” She said. “Dang girl you trying to get slizzured already?” Maurice said. I nodded. “Yes, because I see this going to be a LONG night” I said heavy on the long. The bartender handed me my drink. She turned over to Maurice, “And for you?” She asked. “Oh, Ima do long Island” He said smirking at her, she rolled her eyes and went to make his drink. “So I got us a whole night planned” He told me. I sighed not this nigga planning a whole night. “And what’s the plan?” I asked. He licked his lips again and squinted his eyes, he was giving light skin nigga trying to hard. “Well, I was thinking we kick it here a little bit and eat then head to the beach, then cruise around Miami, in your car though cause I took Uber” He said. “Nigga you ain’t got no car and you want to cruise in my shit and use up my gas?” He nodded. “What’s wrong with that?” He asked.
 I looked at him like he was crazy for asking. The bartender brought him his drink. “Yall want anything to eat?” She asked. “Yeah we will both have the Barbeque pulled pork nachos” He said. This nigga tripping. “Can I have another drink no ice please” I said. She nodded. “Okay, I’m going to put your order in and make your drink” She said. I started to drink all of my drink I already had. “Anyways, I was thinking about you being in this movie I’m directing, my dream is to go to school to film and shit” He said turning towards me. I would never think this lame ass nigga had big dreams. “So what movie is it?” I asked. He pulled out his phone and was going through it, he slid his phone over to me and I was shook at what I saw. “Nigga this porn” I said. It was him fucking this Spanish chick. He smiled. “Yeah It’s my only fans but I’m trying to get real big so I can make that dough you know what I mean” He said proudly. I shook my head. The bartender handed me drink. “Girl thank you” I said to her she smiled and walked off. I chugged my peach crown. “You really think you going to fuck me for your only fans account and I just met you?” I asked. He nodded. He turned over to me and got close were I can smell his damn hot ass breath again. “You got the drinks going you would be down for getting this dick soon” He said going up my dress. I pushed him back, He fell back off his seat. “Bitch what the fuck?” He asked. He looked up at me. People around us was laughing. The bartender brought over the food trying not to laugh. “Don’t be going up my dress, and not expect me to knock you on your ass” I said. He got up and got in my face with his stank ass breath. “I was trying to treat you like a lady but now Ima raw you like the hoe you is!” He said with all that barking. I mushed his face out my face, “Get yo bum ass weak ass out my face” I said before he smacked my hand down and got up like he wanted to fight. A male waiter near us came over to him. “Sir sit down” He said. Maurice mugged me sitting down. “Fuck ass hoe” He said. This nigga was really mad. I knocked his plate down on him. “Fuck!” He screamed, I got up quick as he was stuck in shock from the hot plate. “Nigga fuck you and you turtleneck dick!” I said before leaving, I did not even turn to look but I heard commotion. 
I quickly went to the parking lot. I started laughing when I got in the car. Yo Gotti “Fuck you” was playing. I pulled off and seen Maurice outside yelling at security. I put the car in park and started blasting the song and pulled the sunroof open and stood up. “Maurice!” I called out. He looked over at me mad as fuck. I started dancing “Fuck you! Fuck You! Fuck You! Fuck you! And tell your bitch I said fuckkkkkkkkkkkk you!” I rapped, I sat back down and sped off laughing. My phone started ringing it was Ari. “Ari you good?” I asked. I heard a guy on the phone. “Hey Zion, its Marlon, Ari at my hotel drunk as fuck can you come get her” He asked. “Why she with your bum ass?” I asked. He sighed. “Man come on” He said. I rolled my eyes. “Aight drop the addy” I said hanging up. I was so confused at what was going on. Marlon was 7 minutes from where I was. I pulled up to his Hotel, He was waiting outside with Ari in his arms. I parked the car and got out. “What the fuck?” I asked. “She got lit at this restaurant we was at and then I left her there cause we just was talking and just ending shit, and she called me drunk saying she saw her new dude with some hoe I guess she came with me to chill out but shorty started downing my Henny and then threw up everywhere, she gave me her phone code so I got her washed up and she passed out so I called you because you were the last recent call I seen nothing else happened” He told me. I nodded taking in all the information. He helped me put Ari in the back seat, she was wearing Marlon shirt I guess and boxers. He then handed me her purse and her bag of clothes she threw up on. “Yall be safe” He said. “Marlon!” I called as he turned around. “Thanks” I said he nodded. “Uhh” I heard Ari groan. I drove in silence all the way home. I just thought about how I needed to try to get over Kyrel or at least try to talk to him. When I pulled into our Airbnb I seen Samar’s car and the other Jeep. I parked the car and sighed loudly. “Ari!” I yelled. “Mm” She said. “Can you walk?” I asked. She ain’t say nothing back. I got in the car and unlocked the door to the house to see if anybody can help me. I seen Samar in the kitchen eating chips on the bar stool zoned out with no shirt on and his sweatpants.  “Hey can you help me get Ari out the car?” I asked. He turned to me and nodded looking faded as fuck. He went out with me to the car and help me carry Ari into the house and place her on the sectional. “Thanks” I told him. “No prob” He said going back to the kitchen. I grabbed the mini trash out the downstairs bathroom and placed it by Ari. I grabbed the keys and decided to head over to see Kyrel.      
Melody:
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I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing. I got up hoping maybe it would be Isaac. But I surprised to see it was Malachi. After last night I told Malachi I was not in the head space to date anybody but then Tye told me to keep my options open so. “Hello?” I answered. “Hey, I know you said you needed time and everything but I wanted to know if you wanted to come with me on my Yacht, if it’s no that’s fine but maybe I can change your mind” He said. I sighed. “Umm, okay” I told him. I could hear him smiling through the phone. “Okay cool, Ima come get you in an hour in half is that aight?” He asked. I nodded “Yeah that’s fine”. “Okay Ima see you soon” He said. “Okay”. We hung up. I looked at my phone to see text messages letting me know Zion and Ari were gone. I got in the shower and got dressed, I knew I would need a wax soon, but he wasn’t going to be getting any of this coochie, anyways. I kept checking on Instagram for Isaac but I looked in the mirror and gave myself a pep talk, “Maybe this is your Cassie glow up with Malachi and maybe he might be the one” I rolled my eyes, I didn’t believe that shit. I took a shot before Malachi text me letting me know he was downstairs. I grabbed the keys and headed out the door when I see Tye. “Oh, hey Tye, I’ll be back. Ari and Zion are gone” I said. She nodded “Okay girl” She said. I could tell shit went down with Samar, but I would just talk to her about it later. I walked over to Malachi’s Aston Martin and I got in the car and he kept staring me down. “Damn girl why you are doing me like this?” He said. I blushed, “Boy stop” I said trying not to smile so hard. He turned on the radio, A Tribe Called Quest “Bonita Applebum” was playing. He turned it up on full blast and sped off. I was vibing to the song. I felt slick sexy riding around in his whip just cruising. He was rapping to the lyrics while looking at me with this sexy look. He had on his shades, one hand on the steering wheel. “Bonita Applebum you gotta put me on” He said looking at me. I tried hard to hide how much this was making me slick turned on. “What?” He asked. I shrugged “Nothing, sir just keep your eyes on the road” I said. He smiled at me. He grabbed my hand as we drove. I was scared at this point because I did not want shit to go down. Miss P was on high alert, no mam settle down, I thought to myself. He parked his car at the pier, He got out his car and ran over to me, he opened my car door. He grabbed my hand and helped me out the car. I had on a red dress with some clear heels. He held my hand all the way until we got on the Yacht. “What do you think you like it?” He asked me. I smiled in excitement cause honestly Isaac has never taken me nowhere like this. “I can finally show you on a real date”. He said smiling. He handed me a rose, there were rose petals everywhere and candles lit it was really a romantic feel and he had 90’s slow jams playing throughout the boat. “Let’s sit down” He pulled out my chair for me as I sat down. And he sat across from me. “Good evening, I am William and I will be your server today” I was confused because this was not a restaurant. “We have a waiter. On a yacht?” I asked. Malachi laughed a little and nodded. “Yes, this my homie Willie” He said. “Willie can you get us both a glass of wine and bring the whole bottle on Ice” He said. William nodded. “So, what’s for dinner?” I asked. Malachi grabbed my hands and stared at me intensely. “It’s a three course meal, First you will have a Cesar salad then you will have Grilled Chicken with a shrimp sauce a side of seafood mac and cheese and asparagus then for dessert we will have a Caramel Dulce cheesecake” I was really in awe that he was doing all this for me. After a couple of glasses, I was feeling the wine we were drinking, I did not really care for the salad, but this main course meal was hittin. “I’m sitting here looking at how Bad you are and I’m thinking who is the man that has you conflicted?” Malachi asked. I almost coughed and died on my seafood mac. “Uh what do you mean?” I asked. He looked at me seriously. “I seen some cat yelling at you last night at the party” He said. I thought about yesterday nights events. “Yeah, that’s my ex” I told him honestly. He nodded slowly. “What’s up with that?” He asked. I shrugged “Nothing”. I really did not want to spend this date talking about Isaac. He nodded his head. “Okay, I’ll dead that. I can see it’s making you uncomfortable and I really don’t want to do that to you”. “Thank you” I told him. I got my food put in a to go container, because I was going to eat that shit when I got home. I excused myself to go brush my teeth quickly cause that food had my breath smelling like under the sea. When I came back out to the date the dessert was already on the table, but it was a small ass plate with one fork. “We are sharing that?” I asked as I sat down. He smirked. “Yeah, problem?”. I nodded my head laughing. “Yes, sir because if it’s good I might want my own”. He started laughing. He took the fork and took off a piece and pulled me over to him. He put the fork near my lips, looking at me seductively. I opened my mouth and tasted the cheesecake. Some of the whip cream fell on my chin, Malachi took his finger and removed it and I don’t know what lustful demon took over my body but I grabbed his finger seductively put his finger in my mouth and sucked the whip cream off. This man was stuck looking at me crazy. Future “Rich Sex” started playing. I took my finger and took some of the whip cream off the cheesecake and sucked on my finger, then I got some more and put it on his lips and licked it off his lips. He pulled me on top of him and we started making out. “Baby let’s go and have rich sex, make a little love have rich sex” Future played. He started kissing up my neck, I could feel him getting hard as I was sitting on top of him. He picked me up and closed and locked the door and then sat down on the couch with me still on his lap. I was grinding on his lap, even though I was feeling lustful as fuck I still had some control on how far I wanted to go, at least I hoped because the pressure from grinding on this man was about to have bent over face down. Our breathing was intensifying, I knew soon he would attempt to fuck. His hands found their way up my dress as his hands were rubbing up against my thong, the song faded and then I heard a familiar song zoning me out. “Moment of honesty, some one got to take the lead tonight whose it going to be, I’m going to sit right here and tell you all that comes to me and if you have something to say you should say it right now (you should say it right now) you ready? You give me a feeling that I never felt before, and I deserve it, I think I deserve it, it’s becoming something that’s impossible to ignore and I can’t take it, I was wondering maybe could I make you baby? if we do the unthinkable, would it make us look crazy?  If you ask me, I’m ready” Alicia Keys “Unthinkable” played. All I could think about was me on Isaac lap and us making out. I quickly moved Malachi back and I tried to get up but he had a good grip on my waist. “I’m sorry I can’t” I told him. He moved his hands. “Damn girl gave a nigga blue balls and shit” He said looking embarrassed. “I’m so sorry, I don’t know what came over me” I said. “It’s cool, we both grown Melody” He said. I shook my head. “Yeah and I’m not feeling it” I said. He shook his head. “What is it me or what?” He asked. I ran my fingers through my hair and pulled down my dress. “No, I’m just not this type of girl maybe it’s the wine but I’m going to just go” I said. He sighed. “No, I will drive you home it’s late” He said. He grabbed his keys and I grabbed my too go bag, I looked inside and seen they had already put me a cheesecake in there. When we got in the car it was nothing but silence, when we pulled up, I quickly tried to get out the car but he grabbed my hand and softly brought me back to the car. He leaned over and kissed me. “Goodnight Melody” I nodded and got out of the car and went into the house. When I walked into house and seen Ari laid out on the couch. I put my food and the fridge and went upstairs and got in the shower quickly, I thought about what happened with Malachi, I was happy nothing we didn’t fuck.
Supporting Characters: 
Malachi: (Michael B. Jordan)
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Maurice: (Chris Sails)
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Nani the heck is this? Read here!
Chapter 11: Secret Gardens Grow Forbidden Fruits
Its Monday and news of the practice test victory spread around to the few that didn’t tune in. I woke up still not at my best condition, Mimi and Jin were just as bad. I drove us to school but our bodies weren’t letting us walk properly, lucky for us, Diya put us in the school golf cart to take us to class from the parking lot. Since I have to go back and forth campus in my school day, I got a wheelchair to propel myself via Muffin 2.0.
-Homeroom before Weaponry-
“Ok class, we are going over heavy weapons today so fully suit up!” Diya announced as he panned to us “except for our trio here, you three still have to observe so you don’t have excuses when you do get better and have to do it.”
“Yes sir!” we said in unison. 
“This sucks ass! I really wanted to get hands on right away with the heavy stuff!” huffed Mimi.
“Me too! Didn’t think I’d be this fucked up after that exam!” groaned Jin as he wobbled to the back of the golf cart.
“I got the most damage, I can’t even feed myself!” I said as I sat in the wheelchair “Last night Glasses had to spoon feed me dinner and carried me around like a fucking child!”
Before Mimi and Jin could say anything, our classmate Yuka spoke up “Are you telling me that boy isn’t your new boyfriend? Girly, a boy wouldn’t just carry you around or feed you because you’re hurt, he’s in love with you!”
“Naw! he’s just being nice!” I retort “He’s been like that since my first day in that class. It’s not love, it’s just kindness!”
“Oh yea? what makes you think its JUST that?” sassed Yuka.
“Well, since living together, he hasn’t made any moves on me that have romantic notions. I gave him the opportunity to kiss me and he got close and backed out. I just think he’s gay or questioning and is confiding in me to keep his secret.” I say as we made our way to the gym.
“Hmmm that does add up, maybe you’re right” Yuka said pondering.
Weapons class was a disaster zone with a lot of injuries and sprained shoulders. The 3 of us were sort glad we didn’t get hands on right away. Class ends a bit early because of the amount of injuries, that gave me time to navigate myself to the hero wing in the wheelchair and Muffin 2.0. I was making my way down and I see some 1-B students walking toward me, I think dang I’m that early!
“Oh hello Palma-san!” said Kendo “how are you?”
“Hi! I’ve seen better days” I said rubbing my knees “I took a serious beating and my knees are giving out but I should be ready to train again later this week.”
“That’s a relief to hear! Oh, have you met my classmate here?” she said motioning to Monoma.
“I saw him at the welcome party but I don’t think I got the pleasure to meet you!”
“Humph! Well if you must know! I am Neito Monoma, we have the same copy quirk.” he said very dramatically.
“Very nice to meet you! Copy you say? how long can you sustain your copies? Can you do doubles? Do you have mastery in any?” I said intrigued by our common factor.
“Um well I sustain them for 5 minutes at a time and I didn’t really think about those other things you said.”
“Oh....then what are you training to be?”
“Well a Hero of course!”
“Doesn’t seem like you are if you don’t have mastery or can double wield.”
“THATS WHAT I’VE BEEN TELLING HIM!” exclaimed Kendo “He thinks he can make it into the A class by just degrading everyone and working out the minimum.”
“No! thats not how it works dude” I said giving Monoma a hard look “I can help train you the way I self-taught myself to hold my copies for hours at a time and how to double wield once I recover. If you really want to make it with the big boys, you gotta put on your big boy pants and make the effort.”
“I wear my pants just fine, agent!” he scoffed “but I accept this training session.”
“Great! I’m so proud of you Neito!” Kendo said excitedly “maybe you’d be able to finally be on par with me!”
“You’re embarrassing me in front of her!” said Monoma blushing at his expose of weakness. 
“Cool! I’ll be letting you know when I get back on my feet so we can get started!” I said as I scooted away “Bye bye now!”
“She’s so sweet!” said Kendo turning into their classroom “can’t believe you let your guard down like that around her.”
“Well, she was in a wheelchair! what could she do?!” he said walking to his seat “she’s also easy on the eyes so training with her would be a treat for me.”
*cut to the Hero class, before I arrive*
“I’m a bit worried about Palma-san” said Tokoyami “she was groaning trying to get ready for school and was the last one to leave the dorms.”
“I saw her get loaded on the back of the school golf cart along with her friends this morning” said Todoroki “but maybe she’s being carried here by somebody.”
“Maybe All Might?!” perked up Midoriya.
“NO YOU STUPID DEKU!” Bakugo yelled at Midoriya “she hates All Might, thats the last person she’d want to help her.”
“Maybe I should go and see if she needs assistance” said Iida standing up “she wouldn’t want to miss today’s lesson.”
As he made his way to the door, I arrive and Muffin 2.0 slid the door open.
“Hi everyone! please excuse my robot and wheels, I can’t walk very far without falling but I should be fine by Wednesday.” I said as positive as possible.
“Oh no! that won’t do! Here let me” Iida said picking me up from the wheelchair and walking me to my desk “allow me to write today’s notes so you can rest your hands too.”
“Tenya I’m not a child! I can do this on my own” I said flushed because I don’t like being carried “besides, Muffin 2.0 is programed to take notes for me and other assisted commands.”
Class starts and we go over new laws and how they’re affecting us. Class ended right on time and as I’m waiting for everyone to leave so I can wobble over to my wheelchair, Iida walks up to me.
“Please Ita, let me carry and accompany you.”
“You can accompany me but don’t carry me, I don’t like it.”
“Why not?”
“Because, I feel the breeze on my bottom and I’m pretty sure everyone got a peek at my panties and my big butt.”
Iida blushed hard realizing that I felt uncomfortable “I’m sorry! I didn’t know you’d-”
“It’s alright, I know you mean well” I said trying to comfort him “I’ll be good by Wednesday and I can start training again.”
Fast forward to Wednesday, in Recovery Girl’s office with Midnight.
“Ok Miss Palma, you can start training again. Just make sure you don’t over exert yourself.”
“Thank you Recovery Girl!”
“How did her other analysis go?” asked Midnight.
“As for her other health analysis, asthma stayed the same, cholesterol is normal, blood work is normal, stress is a factor we need to work on and same for mental health. Mindful practices are good for stress and body, please seek help when you’re in your homesick phases for a healthy outlet other than crying.”
“I know” I said softly “often I find myself in those phases when I’m alone or late night so it’s a bit hard to reach out to somebody to talk to. But I do want to cope and control my stress better.”
“We can arrange something then, if you can’t reach a peer, you can always reach me.” said Midnight putting their hand on my back.
It’s after school and I walk to the dorms, just to sort through my thoughts and when was the last time I cried. Nothing really eventful was happening when I got to my dorm so I just shut myself in for the evening to do homework. Some of the boys were scheming,
“Guys I can’t take this anymore!” said Mineta flailing his arms “aren’t you a little curious to see what is in Palma-san’s room?!”
“Just leave her be!” said Sero “what do you want see so badly that’s in her room?”
“Her secrets! All the things she’s hiding from us!” Mineta said standing on the couch “think about it! Every time she does anything, its a secret she’s been hiding from us. She has a bigger room than us and I bet she has kept all her secrets in her closet.”
“Do you know what” said Aoyama as he sat up from the floor “I’ve noticed that too! Plus she hardly makes any noise when she is in her room that it’s a bit suspicious.”
“Wait! remember when she said she has a car?” said Kirishima suddenly realizing something “she mentioned that Iida kept that secret along with other secrets, that means that Iida knows her whole secret facade.”
The boys get wide eyed and run to Iida’s room and knock on his door.
“Yes? is there something wrong?”
“We need to talk Iida-kun” said Mineta.
“About?”
“You keeping Palma-san’s secrets” said Kirishima getting in his face.
“Yes she has confided in me to keep her secrets, what of it?” 
“We need answers! What and why does she hide so many things?” confronted Aoyama “and why doesn’t she trust us?”
“Look not even I know if I have the full truth, all I know is that she’s been through a lot since landing in Japan.”
“A likely story from someone that knows all her secrets” said Mineta slyly “are these secrets the reasons why you won’t confess to her?”
“Get out of my room!”
They boys get kicked out of Iida’s room but they’re persistent to know what’s the deal with her. Fast forward to Saturday, day of some quirk training with some 1-B students.
“Ok I’m off yall! Be back by sunset!” I said as I teleport off.
Little to everyone’s knowledge, Mineta sneaks into her room.
“I have ventured into the forbidden garden” he said taking a deep sniff of the fragrant air “what secrets hide in her desk?”
He shuffles through all the stationary on the desk and sees some framed pictures of her family back home on the desk. He picks them up to take a closer look and sees a picture of her with a boy, holding hands and the boy kissing her on the forehead.
“A secret boyfriend?! No way!” he said realizing that there’s no other explanation on who this boy is. He puts the framed picture back and looks through the drawers, nothing that stands out other than everything is separated by color and there’s a lot of black clothes in the mix. He looks through the vanity and sees of professional grade make up.
“Why does she have all this? She has naturally clear skin and does eye makeup at most.” He put all the makeup back and goes to the closet. He sees the mini tv and console were moved to reveal all her coats, dresses, uniforms and swim suits. At the top there was labeled boxes that said things like Drag, Sewing, Cultural things but a box that caught his eye was one labeled ‘???’. Curious, he took the box down and opened it to find random items like beads, shells, a lighter and dried flowers. He puts it back and sees that she has both skirts and pant uniforms.
“Why does she have both?” he said as his gaze was turned to a garment bag with her name and 2 numbers on a white card in the clear pocket of the bag. “What in the world is this?” He unzipped it to find a red uniform with metal buttons, an embroidered K on the breast, the word Knights on the upper arms and black suspender pants. 
“She was training to be a knight?” he said as he zipped it back up and looked at the bottom of the closet and saw all her shoes, nothing unusual there. Some exercise equipment in a wicker basket that ranged from boxing gloves, brass knuckles and jump rope sparked some questions. Behind that was a red and white plastic box, upon opening it was a back military type hat with a metal sliver star crest on the front. On the inside of the lid it said in her handwriting, “NEVER FORGET YOUR DREAMS AND HOW HAPPY THEY MADE YOU”
“What the? How does she have all these things?” he questioned he put the hat back in the box. He moves on the night stand near the bed, there were some strange items like small canisters and ointment tubes that were in Spanish. Along with those items were pain medications, vitamins and cold medicine, nothing strange for that drawer. In the bigger bottom drawer, there were cables and chargers for different devices along with some of those said devices. As he was searching through the drawer, Kaminari notices that the door is open and Mineta was inside.
“DUDE YOU’RE ACTUALLY GOING THROUGH HER STUFF?!”
“AHH DON’T SCARE ME LIKE THAT!”
This yelling caught the attention of the other boys and came rushing in.
“What are you doing?! This is so wrong” said Sato.
“Guys lets get out before Iida-kun or Palma-san come back!” said Midoriya in fear.
“But guys I found a lot of things she’s been keeping from us!” Mineta said pointing at the framed pictures on the desk “she has a secret boyfriend!” then he pointed to the closet “and she has both the boys and girls uniform PLUS an official military uniform, hat and everything!”
The boys started to murmur to each other about these new found evidence. Mineta starts to look under her pillows to find any thing strange and found a rosary.
“Look! she has one of those Jesus necklace thingys!” he said as he held it up for everyone to see. The boys murmur even more and Mineta notices black feathers between the nightstand and the bed on the floor and how oddly similar they look like Tokoyami’s. He bend over to pick one up and sees that there was a whole bunch of flat storage containers under the bed.
“LOOK! she has more stuff under the bed!” he said as he lifted the comforter sheet that was draped just enough to hide the containers “not only that but I found some of Tokoyami-san’s feathers here on the floor.”
Everyone turned to Tokoyami and he started to sweat “Oh that’s strange hehehe what does she need with those?”
“Tokoyami-kun.... did you and Palma-senpai...” started Todoroki and Tokoyami was sweating harder “get into copy training too?”
He exhaled in relief “yes we did, I just she wanted to see if she can copy my mutation and she can.” The boys didn’t think anything else of it and peered at what Mineta was taking out. They see her weapons used for field work, live and rubber ammo, Short staffs that look custom made and arm wraps.
“I understand the weapons and ammo” started Bakugo “but the staffs and arm wraps? I’ve never seen her train or use them when we train! So why the hell does she have them!?”
Mineta puts them back and takes out a shoe box that looks like it held her pink running shoes. Upon opening, they see that it has a cards, letters and notes all filed neatly. They skim through and find some recent ones from her passing the exam and 2 confession notes.
“Oh these are all the notes and cards she’s ever received from people, how sentimental and sweet Palma-san really is!” fawned Kota.
“Some of these are from America! Look at the dates on those ones” said Kirishima pointing at a few cards and heart shaped letters “those ones date a year back!”
Mineta puts them back and pulls out a large container and inside was her feminine hygiene products and a wand massager but to the boys, they had no clue what they were. “What are these wrapped things? Gauze or something?”
“Look theres chocolates in there too! and one of those fancy back massagers!” said Sato “and... what is that? extra toothpaste?” It wasn’t toothpaste, it was body safe lube but they didn’t pay attention to it and moved on to the next container. They opened a slightly heavier one and it was filled with American, Mexican and Japanese snacks and sweets. The boys gasped at the sight of such a stash!
“Look at all these snacks! Hot Cheetos? chamoy? Skittles? JOLLY RANCHERS?! I HAVEN’T EVEN HEARD OF SOME OF THESE?!” exclaimed Mineta “how is she getting her hands on all these? She doesn’t go grocery shopping or gets packages sent here!”
“Palma-san has strange taste in snacks, most of these are spicy and salty, even the things labeled as candy!” observed Shoji as he picked up a sandia con chile lollipop.
Iida hears all the squabbling from his room and walks out to see where it’s coming from and sees that Palma’s room is wide open and peers in to his horror. “WHAT IS GOING ON HERE?!” he yelled as the boys are opening another box “I didn’t think you would try it! I’m so disappointed in you all!”
“It was Mineta!” said everyone as they pointed to him “we came in later!”
“IIDA-KUN! She’s hiding so many things that don’t make sense!” said Mineta defensively “Like who’s that kissing her in that picture! and the non-school uniform in her closet!”
“And the short staffs under her bed! And her stash of snacks! And these gauze packs! And-”
“ENOUGH! Get out of her room! It’s near sunset and she’ll be here any moment now!” 
The boys look out the window to see the sun reaching the horizon and Palma teleporting to the front of the dorms with a box. They all panicked to put everything back and fixed her bed. They all scrambled to get out of her room and Mineta and Sero were still in the room when they heard her walking toward her room and unlocked her door. Mineta hid in the closet and Sero under the bed. They see her walk in as she took off her shoes and put the box on the floor. She did a stress groan so loud it startled them, then she took off her jacket and shirt to reveal her scratches from her training session.
“oof, better put some ointment after my shower....where did I put my towel?” I said as I reached for my towel that wasn’t on it’s usual spot on the hamper. “Odd, could’ve sworn I put my towel on the hamper-” I stopped and saw that my drawers weren’t closed all the way “fuckin Mina better have washed whatever she put back this time!” I said as I closed the drawers and opened the top one to find some clean underwear and socks “wonder if I’m gonna get some comforting today~” I say giggling not knowing that the boys are watching and hearing me. I choose my black set of underwear with thigh highs and pair them with a non-suspecting pj pants and t-shirt “there! just so he has something to pull to reveal~” I say as I turn to get my bath caddy to wash up. I drop one of my body scrubs and it rolled into my closet “I don’t remember having opened that side of my closet? Or did I?”. Mineta knew it was game over when I said that, I opened my closet and see him shaking. I close the closet door and yell “ok, you have to the count of 5 to come out before I rip you a new functioning butthole” as I flipped open my switch blade.
“1.....2....5!” and I see Mineta and Sero dash out of their hiding spots “You pieces of shit WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN MY ROOM!?”
“WE CAN EXPLAIN! WE-”
“SHUT UP! GET OUT!” I yelled waving my switch blade.
They leave and I shut my door in anger. 
I showered and dressed, feeling a bit fucked up over everything and checked if anything was taken, nothing is missing so I opened my box and took out my fresh supply of feminine hygiene and to my horror, Midnight added a box of condoms with a note that said ‘nothing against the rules for having some stress-relieving fun, be safe!’. I think oh damn really? but then I look at all my options and think nah, these boys ain’t worth my virginity even if I’m getting casual with Tokoyami. I put them away and have my down time, I don’t want to face anybody because of this whole mess. I wait for everyone to go into their rooms so I can eat in peace, as I’m chopping my cucumber, Tokoyami walks in.
“Hey Ita~”
“Oh jeez you scared me!”
“Sorry! It’s just that I heard what happened”
“oh.... yea” I said stressed as I ate some cucumber.
“Are you ok?”
“Yea but I don’t know why my room?” I said grabbing a disposable bowl from the cabinet to put my fruit in “I thought you guys trusted me enough not to seek for truths.”
“I do! But I’m going to fill you in on what they saw.” He then tells me everything and I get mortified.
“You saw my under the bed storage too!” I said as I got red and hid my face “how embarrassing!”
“I mean it didn’t look like much but like, why do you have so much gauze and a fancy back massager? Thats what I want to know.”
“Oh um thats not gauze or a back massager... It’s....” I said as I leaned in to whisper what they actually are.
“Oh?....Ohhhhh!...” he said getting flustered “I mean if it’s stimulation you want, I can be of service” as put his hand on my butt.
“That’s very erm- generous of you but I’m not ready to have those strong feelings” I said as I caressed his face “I’m scared that I’m going to get hurt or get used if I let myself be exposed like that, I’m still too young to have a sexual partner and so are you.”
He muzzled up to me “Sorry I pushed myself like that Ita, I understand now”
I held him closer “I’m glad that you’re considerate of my feelings, but that doesn’t mean what we’ve been doing is out of the question~” I said as I traced his beak with my knuckle. We spent the night together in soft and playful caressing and kissing in my room with the usual teleporting him to his room in the morning, pretending nothing happened the night before. I go in the bathroom to do my thing and the song to bop to was Neon Trees- Everybody Talks and I proceed to shave my peach fuzz.
“I love this song but what in the actual fuck are you doing Palma-san?” questioned Kaminari
“I’m shaving my face, duh”
“Girls do that too?!” exclaimed Mineta.
“Yea thats how girls manage to have smooth skin on their faces” I said as I move on to my upper lip.
“Wow thats so cool Palma-san!” Midoriya said with admiration “I wish I had enough facial hair to shave.”
I prepare the Texas Smash of roasts for this broccoli on this day “Well maybe if you spent less time watching Blues Clues, puberty would probably hit you finally.”
The bathroom explodes with that roast of the decade! I get high fives and chest bumps from the Baku-squad and Midoriya never really recovered from that roast.
“Oh my gosh Palma-san, you’re a riot to be around!” said Kirishima wiping the tears from laughing too hard away “a true honorary bro!”
I finish up my routine and left the bathroom shortly after then the boys started talking.
“What a gal! Iida when are you gonna make a move?” said Tokoyami “better say it soon or I’m swooping in.”
“I’m not worried about it” said Iida confidently “she’s not going to get wandering eyes or lips. Her number one thing is her training and studies.”
Tokoyami, fully remembering the last few nights they’ve spent groping and kissing, gives a face of doubt “Erm if you say so Iida-kun, she can’t be tamed so easily...she has provoking thoughts and feelings about intimacy.”
Everyone shuts off the water and looks at Tokoyami, “Excuse me but how do you know about her feelings and intimacy?” asked Aoyama.
Tokoyami realized he fucked up started to panic a bit “well... uh you know we’ve been spending a lot of time together in the evenings just talking about stuff...”
“Are you saying that you’ve been in her room with her...after lights out?! just talking?” Mineta said putting 2 and 2 together “it kinda looks like you’ve been sneaking through the secret garden at midnight, tasting forbidden fruits!”
Meanwhile I get my ass in the kitchen for my coffee and I hear the gasp of boys from the kitchen and wonder if everything was alright. But I didn’t really care because I had to head out for some weapons review with my squad for out quiz on Tuesday. What happened after I left is that the boys found out partly of Tokoyami’s and mine nightly talks. The boys wait for me to come back to confront me about it.
“Oh hello fellas! whats poppin?”
“Oh you know, just chilling, talking about stuff” said Mineta stressing on the last part.
“Cool, any y’all wanna-”
“WE KNOW ABOUT YOUR QUALITY TIME WITH TOKOYAMI!” blurted out Midoriya.
Play it cool, maybe he didn’t tell them everything “you mean the talks we have about life questions and feelings? What about them?”
“It is true that there’s kissing and groping involved?” asked Iida like he was upset with me.
“Yea, once by accident. It was just an quick peck on my bottom lip, I didn’t kiss back or have done anything that could’ve been lewd or intimate with him.”
“But it was still a kiss that he took while you were alone!” said Iida with aggressive chops.
“IF YOU HAVE SUCH A PROBLEM WITH ME ABOUT IT, WHY DON’T YOU JUST KISS ME!”
Everyone gasped and I recollected myself to stand by my feelings, theres no way I’d let them cuck me! Then Kaminari comes up to me and holds me close and went in for the kiss then chickened out and just gave a peck on the cheek.
“You fucking pussy ass bitch, cheek pecks are for grandmas that bake you cookies!” I said wiping my cheek “I have so much liberty to do much more explicit things but honestly, none of you have shown me the type of intimacy I want. So if we’re all done here, I’m hungry and I want some fast food, I was gonna ask who wants to come with me but it seems like yall too busy fighting over shit that doesn’t matter so I guess I’m ridin’ solo on this one.” 
I stomped to my room to get my keys and wallet and teleported out with my room locked. While I took my solo ride to McDonalds to buy $15 worth of food, Iida went to Aizawa sensei to tell him about my shenanigans.
“Kid, why are you so concerned about her?”
“Because she’s endangering herself with these promiscuous actions!”
“She’s allowed to do all this and way more. Also she’s technically not my student to look after, not that she needs it”
“What do you mean?”
“There was a huge mix up with her file information and as of now, she’s going to her proper dorms beginning of 2nd year.”
“But what about-”
“Look, you wouldn’t say all this if you saw her standing in the program. She’s number 1 international student, number 3 in her class, number 5 in the district wide 1-A in her program and if she was in our program... a close 2nd.”
“I see.... but is what she’s doing really acceptable?”
“Yes, but also lets keep a close eye on her emotions, she has a doctor’s note that she has to practice mindfulness and lower her stress.”
They both hear me teleport back and run back to my room.
“I better go and-”
“It’s best if you don’t, let her seek you out at her own pace.”
Iida walks out to the commons room and sees everyone with concerned and worried faces.
“what did sensei say?” asked Todoroki.
“He said to leave her alone until she’s ready to talk about things” he said shifting his gaze to her room “she’s not doing anything wrong, we’re the ones in the wrong by intruding in her personal space.”
Everyone kind of lingers near her room to listen to what she’s doing, but all they hear is rustling of food wrappers and soft weeping with the lights off. Little to their knowledge, she saw something so heartbreaking on their social media that it broke her into seeking the numbing comfort of the flask in her vanity. Right under their noses, she had slipped into silent depression and the next few days were going to be painful to live through. Nobody really noticed but Mimi and Jin did and they tried their best to let themselves be available to be a non-problematic source of support. But the numbness held me back to really seek them out or Midnight. Putting on the mask of ‘everything is fine’ was getting hard to maintain and I’ve pushed away all of Iida’s and Tokoyami’s invitations for comfort or accompanying. I didn’t even have the energy to change out my wilting flowers or go buy fresh ones, I was losing myself and I was getting scared. One week has passed and I was completely shut in for the weekend, no extra training scheduled, homework done and no desire to leave my room.
“Hey Iida-kun, did you invite Palma-san to our water training today?” asked Kaminari “it’s a bit late and she isn’t up yet.”
“She doesn’t want to talk, no matter what I’ve been trying” said Iida as he walked down the stairs to meet up with the others “maybe she’ll come around this weekend.”
Everyone went to the pool to do training and I didn’t know when I woke up and didn’t see anybody. I took this as time to shape up a bit as my drinking was making me feel terrible and I needed to work on new techniques. I pack my training bag and headed to the padded room at school with Muffin 2.0. I do my thing and start to feel better as I’m getting a sweat going, then I hear splashing and hollering over my music. I levitate up to the window that faced the pool and saw everyone there, they didn’t invite me I thought and felt hurt all over again. I slowly floated down like a deflated balloon and curled up in a ball to cry.
“Itati, I sense your distress, do you want me to contact someone?”
“No don’t! I’m alright!”
“Now calling Midnight.....she didn’t answer the phone but I sent her a message with your location and state of distress.”
That made me feel worse and I just stayed in my ball form as I idly floated around and bounced off the walls, as I do when I’m upset. Midnight came running in 10 minutes later in the padded room and gasped at my state of being.
“Oh sweetie! What happened?!”
“I don’t want to talk about it!”
She wanted to talk me down from the ceiling and then heard the splashing and hollering from the pool. She then figured it out.
“Is it because they didn’t include you? You love swimming.”
I float down to her and I explain what I’ve gone through. She sat next to me and listened until I was done explaining.
“...so now I feel more hurt but I know it’s all my doing on this one. I don’t want to feel this way anymore.”
Midnight gave me a hug “You can’t catch a break huh? Lets get you back in the dorms and washed up so we can talk about some mindfulness.”
“Ok but umm” I said as I turned my head to the door “I don’t want to get seen by them, I don’t think I’ll be able to hold myself together if they see me.”
“I’ll shield you and shoo them away if they get too close, I promise they won’t bother you on our walk to the dorms.”
We start our walk with Muffin 2.0 carrying my things, we get close to the pool deck and I lower my head into the collar of my jacket to hide myself. Midnight’s shielding didn’t divert Iida’s sharp gaze from Palma’s pink tracksuit and her rhinestoned training bag. He ran out the gate and called out to her.
“Ita? Ita?! are you alright?”
“Tenya please, she doesn’t want to be seen by you right now.”
“But what happened? I-”
“It’s a lot to repeat right now, please give her space, she’s not in the best mental state right now to be bothered.”
Iida stands there as Midnight and Palma walk away with Muffin 2.0 following behind toward the dorms. Midnight helped by getting me back on my regime and scheduling out my week to include meditation and lessen my social media time. And I was slowly coming back to my usual self but I didn’t tell anybody what I did during that week. 
-Thursday, in Homeroom-
“Matsui, Oleshin, Palma....may I have a word with you three outside?” said Diya firmly with his arms crossed.
We got scared and our minds raced with possibilities of what we could be in trouble for. We get to the hallway where sensei was and we were sweating bullets.
“You aren’t in trouble, lets get that out of the way” he said and we instantly exhaled in relief “the school asked me to ask you three if you’d do something for culture week thats coming up. Their reasoning is that we’ve never had international students from Korea, Mexico nor Russia.”
“Oh I see!” I spoke up “they want us to get extra and educate on our home cultures.”
“This is my chance to wear my fur hats!” Mimi perked up “and not wear pants!”
“YOU’RE RIGHT! I can sport all traditional robes!” said Jin with sudden excitement.
“I’ll take that as a yes, it’s in 2 weeks and I’ll be giving you more info about it when they give me a full plan.”
I feel astronomically better but that homesickness is still there. We plan out our dress up outfits and what to talk about through out the week. I hid this from everyone outside the program as it was pleasant surprise and I wanted everyone to understand my roots better.   
-End Chapter 11-
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Part 1: Chapter 1
Year: May 10th 2006
 (So everything happens fast because each chapter is leading up to present day) The story starts with Omari, Ace and Jade, they are not the only main characters throughout the story I will introduce the rest in total it should be 6 POVS this was really hard to write cause I have so many 1st chapter drafts. Idk if I wanted to do a book about the past or both)
  Omari: age 21
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“(Georgia), We on the grind in (Georgia), All the time it isn’t nothing on my mind but (Georgia) We ain’t playing with ya (Georgia)” Georgia by Ludacris played in my car as we rode through the west side. It was just me, my mama, and my brother. My daddy died when I was 7, my mom was still pregnant with my brother Ace. We live in the worst projects on our side of town Wood Ridge. Niggas always get killed and robbed over here. I pulled up at the Citgo, my brother Ace hopped out. “Yo wassup O” A nigga I knew named Shy. “Wazzam Shy” I said dapping him up. “You still looking for work?” He asked. I nodded. “Something like that, what’s up?” I asked. He pointed over to a man in a Hummer H2, with the windows down. Money in The Bank” By Lil Scrappy in his car. “Yo I heard about him, niggas scared of him” I said to him. He waved me over to follow him to the car. “What’s up D, this is O. He looking for a job” He told him. The light skin dude with tats on his neck looked over at me. He looked me over one good time before turning down his music. “You need money huh?” He asked. I looked around my surroundings. “Yeah, uh we bout to get evicted and shit, and My mama struggling right now” I told him. He nodded. “You got a phone?” He asked. I nodded pulling out my Nokia. He slid up my screen to get to the key pad. He then passed me my phone back. “Holla at me around 6pm and Ima make something shake for you” He told me before rolling up his window. I looked at the phone. I see the name Demetri in my phone. I was walking back to my car when I see Ace sitting on the hood of my car talking to some bitch. “Yeah, you fine as hell shawty, let you up sometime” He said. She blushed. “Aight, Ima give you my number but if you going to call, call at 9 pm that’s when my minutes is free” She said. He nodded and let her put her number in his Metro Phone. I slapped the back of his head. “Nigga get the fuck in my car and stop fucking with these hoes” I told him laughing at how mad he got. Ace had a bad temper. Mama say he get it from Our father. We pulled up and the apartments. Bitches was already fighting outside in the parking lot. “Beat her ass Kita” Her friend yelled. Ace squinted his eyes and his eyes got big, he hopped out the car and ran over to the girls fighting. It was his friend Jade. “Aye nah yall chill” He said pushing the girls off. He grabbed Jade. “Nah uh Ace that bitch deserve to get her ass beat for fucking my nigga” She yelled. Jade spit blood on her air forces. “Bitch I told you your man and I aint fuck, he tried to get in my pants and I said no” She stressed. I shook my head and walked into the house. My mama Traci was on the couch watching Maury. I kissed her on the cheek. “Hey mama” I said to her. She nodded. “Where’s Ace?” She asked. “He outside with Jade” I told her. She sucked her teeth in. “Her auntie been running her mouth about that girl, saying she be fucking the whole apartments” My mama told me. “Anyways, I got a job. I mean I think I got one” I told her. She smiled and looked over at me. “That’s good baby, what is it?” She asked. I shrugged. “I got to call and see” I said. She nodded. Ace busted in the house with Jade. “Aye, boy what is wrong with you coming in here like that!” Mama yelled. He grabbed Jade hand and brought her into the bathroom. My mama shook her head. I stood by the bathroom door. Ace was cleaning off Jade. She had blood coming out her nose and a cut near her eye brow, and her eye was swollen. “You need to learn how to fight and stop letting these hoes jump on you shawty, better start clocking them hoes with a motherfucking bottle or something” I told Jade. “I told her to start carrying a knife, so she can gut them hoes” Ace said. I shook my head. Nigga was ruthless for no reason. I walked into my room and went to my stereo. I went through my CD’s I burned. I put the cd in the player and pressed play. “Créme de la créme homie, Top Shelf ya know. I like my beat down low down low down low down low, I like my top led back led back led back” T.I - “Top Back” blasted through my speakers. I grabbed my car magazine, took a pen and begin circling the cars I planned on getting when I get some big money. My Nokia started ringing. I looked at my caller id, it was my little shawty Jalissa. “What up Girl?” I asked. I heard her giggle on the phone. “O, you busy later?” She asked. I sat up on my bed. “Nah, why what’s up you trying to kick it?” I asked. She hesitated. “Something like that, T.I movie ATL just came out and I want to know if you trying to see it with me, maybe at Starlight on Moreland it starts at 10:15pm?” She asked. I smiled, I knew what she was getting at. “Sure, Ima pull up around 9, maybe we can get some snacks and some shit” I told her. I could hear her smile through the phone. “Aight bet” I looked at the time. It was 5:57. I started dialing Demetri’s number. “Yo who is this?” He answered. “This O from the gas station, I asked you about a job” I said. “Aight Ima call you back”. He hung up. I then got a call from another phone number. “Hello?” I asked. “What’s up O, rule # 1 the feds always watching so never call me about business or call anyone on your actual phone, Ima give you a phone when I see you, meet me tomorrow @ 12pm Ima send you my address” He said then hung up.
 Ace: age 15
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 “Why you let the hoes talk shit about you?” I asked her. She was sitting at my desk at my computer. She was adding music to her Myspace. “They say
He do a little this
He do a little that
He always in trouble (and I heard)
He ain’t nothin’ but a pimp
He’s done a lot of chicks
He’s always in the club (and they say)”
“So, what?” by Field Mob played from her page. She shrugged. “Nobody going to believe me anyways”. I looked over at her. “So, you don’t be fucking these niggas?” I asked. She turned and looked at me. “No, why would you even ask me that, them bitches be lying. Niggas always trying to get in my pants. Even grown ass men” She said looking at me like she regretted what she said. “Forget I said that” She said. “Why do you even care?”. I shrugged. “I mean, I don’t if you did but like you kind like my little sister so I want to know”. I said. She rolled her eyes. “Sister?” She asked. I nodded. “Yeah like I got to protect you, and shit” I said. She sucked her teeth in. “I don’t need your protection Ace, I can protect myself” She said. She got up and put on her shoes. “Well you the one always knocking on my window at damn random times of the night needing a place to sleep, like you ain’t got your own” I said to her. She pushed me out the way. I balled my fist up. I had a bad temper, and she knew it but when it came to her, I never showed her that side. “What you going to hit me?” She said she was holding back watery eyes. “Go ahead, I’m used to it” She said. I looked at her wondering who was hitting on her. Was she talking about fighting? “Thanks for having me over Ms. Traci” I heard her say before the door shut to the front door. I debated on going after her, but I didn’t. I looked through my contacts. I remember the girl from at the gas station. “Hey baby girl what’s up?” I asked. “Who is this?” She asked. “You forgot about me that fast baby, its Ace” I said. I heard her smile. “Ohhh yeah, Ace. You want to kick it right now? My mama ain’t home” She said. I got up slowly. “Oh, for real?” I asked. “Yeah, Ima send you my address. I live at the apartments right across from the gas station” She said. “Okay Ima slide through” I hung up the phone. “Hey mama I’ll be back Ima go to my friend Raheem house” I told her. She nodded. I went outside and started walking to the gas station it wasn’t too far from my house like a 30min walk. “Ace where you headed?” My homie Calvin said pulling up beside me. “To this bitch house” I told him. He nodded. “Get in folk, I take you” He said. I nodded. I looked at his outfit he had on all purple. “Where you headed looking like a got damn grape Fanta?” I asked. He laughed. “Man, this my colors” he said. “What you down or something?” I asked. He nodded “Yeah I’m down with Westside 5” He told me. I nodded. “Oh, for real, uh congrats I guess” I said laughing. He laughed. “Man, you goofy as fuck, but fuck with us though we always need new people” He told pulling into the apartments. I dapped him up as he stopped. “Thanks, Patna” He nodded. I walked up to shawty complex. Before I could even knock, she opened the door. She had nothing but a T-shirt on. “Took you long enough nigga” She said grabbing my shirt.
 I pulled up my pants and buckled my belt. “So, my mama going to be gone, around this time every Friday” She said. I smiled and nodded. “What school you go to I ain’t never seen you around” I said. She smiled. “I go to Jefferson Highschool, what about you?” She asked. I started laughing. “How old you is?” I asked. She was putting on her bra. “17, how old are you?” She asked. I smiled big as fuck. “I’m 15” I told her. She shook her head. “Boy you look 18, dang you must be in what 8th grade?” She asked. I nodded. “Yeahh you can be my cuddy buddy, you ain’t old enough to be my man” She said. I sucked my teeth in. “I aint gon hold you I just wanted to fuck, but Ima fuck with you” I grabbed my phone and dipped. It was about 8:12 when I checked my phone. Shit I got to walk by the crackheads and the dope boys just to get home. “Aye yo little nigga you down?” Some nigga asked me as I walked by. “Down for what?” I asked. “I seen you riding with Cal, he one of us” They said. I noticed they had on purple. “Man, I ain’t trying to bang” I told them. “You see all the nice shit we got man we can get you some money for real nigga” I noticed the cars they were next to and shit. I nodded. “Okay what I got to do?” I asked. “This”. Next thing I know these niggas start beating my ass.
 Jade: age 14
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 I was sitting on the stairway near our apartment writing music in my journal like I normally did listening to Ashanti and Lloyd “Southside” on my CD Player. “Jade get yo dumb ass in here” My aunt Felicia said. I sighed and walked inside. I closed the door and went into my room. “It’s almost the end of the school year. You got what 2 weeks left before summer vacation. It’s about time you get a damn job and start paying rent around here, you got to earn your keep. Ain’t bout to live up in here rent free” She said in the door way. I scoffed at her. “I’m 14, I can’t legally get a job until I’m 16 that’s not fair” I stressed. She put her finger in my face. “I started working for my foster mother at age 12, she used to sell me for $50, and I would get 10%. So, if I can do it so can you, and what the fuck happened to yo got damn face” She said. I looked at her. “I got into a fight with this girl” She shook her head. “What you do now fuck her man, you just like your mama” She said. I sighed. “No and Why didn’t you just let foster care take me!” I yelled. She grabbed my arm. “I did you a favor, Me and your mama bounced from foster care to foster care. She begged me to never let them take you, so I took you in after her stupid crack head ass ran off. That’s least I could do for her after she fucked my man and had you” She said. I started tearing up, I tried to snatch my arm away from her. She pushed me on to the bed. “Like I said you have 2 weeks or Ima let your ass go” She said. She slammed my door. I hated my life; my life didn’t used to be like this. I had two parents a mother and a father. My dad used to be there all the time and then one day he just wasn’t. My mama couldn’t take the pain of him leaving so she got hooked on drugs when I was 5. She been clean off and on when my dad was around but when he left it got worse. My aunt to eventually take me in before foster care put me in the system because My mama had left me in the house one day when her and her boyfriend James was cooking crack on the stove. My house caught on fire while I was sleep. I ain’t seen my mama since that day. I decided to write in my journal again, that was my haven, writing and listening to music. “My Life” By Mary J. Blige played on my stereo as I cried. My Aunt Felicia busted into my room. “Get yo ass up and come eat and stop blasting music in my house” She said. I wiped my tears and went to go sit down at the table. It was Kraft mac n cheese and hot dogs cut up in it. My Aunts boyfriend Rodney sat down with two bags of McDonalds and they started eating. My aunt either cooked me this or beanie weenies, Ramon noodles with hot dogs or sometimes just some bread and butter. I kept my head down while I ate my food. “Jade clean this shit up while I’m gone. I want all that food gone by the time I get home or Ima beat your ass” She said. I nodded. She went over to Rodney, practically sucking his face off before she left. He got up and locked the door. He pulled out an apple pie out his bag. “Got you something sweet, sweetness” He told me. He slid it to me. Rodney was always nice to me but I knew something about him wasn’t right. “Thanks” I said. He sat in the chair next to me. “You know you are very pretty” He told me. I nodded. I got up quickly, as he grabbed my arm back over to him. “I ain’t going to hurt you”. He said. “Sit on my lap” He said. “No!” I yelled as he tried to get me to sit on his lap. I got my arm lose and ran to my room. I closed my door and locked it. I grabbed some clothes put it in my school bag and slid my window open. Rodney burst into my room. I quickly jumped onto the ac unit under my window. I ran to the other side of the complex, I seen Niggas was playing dice in the stair way as I walked to Ace complex. “What’s good lil mama you tryna sell some ass?” I heard. I shook my head. I got to Ace building and walked to the side of it. I tapped on his window. I ain’t see no movement. I tapped again. “So, you back?” I heard a voice behind me. It was Ace. It was dark, so I couldn’t see his face very good. He came over to his window and did something to it and it slid open and climbed inside slowly. He was wincing like he was in pain. I followed him soon after. “If I ain’t home and you need a place to lay your head just lift up the screen and slide. O taught me that trick” He turned on his light and I see his face. He eye was swollen, and his lip was bug as hell. He was limping around. I walked over to him. “Ace you okay?” I asked. He nodded. “I’m part of Westside 5 now” He said smiling with his teeth bleeding. He held up a shirt and a bandana. I shook my head at him. “You stupid, you got jumped in?” I asked. He nodded. “Yeah but they make hella money” I kept shaking my head. “You stupid as hell Ace” I told him. He sucked his teeth in. “Why you over here anyways?” He asked. I shrugged. “Cause I hate it at my aunts house” I told him. “She be hitting you?” He asked. I shrugged. “Sometimes, she said I got to get a job soon” I said. “I think she want me to sell my ass” I told him. He was in his boxers looking at me. “She got me fucked up, I ain’t bout to let you do that. I got you man. I’m get you some money” He said. He threw me a shirt and some boxers. “Well maybe I can get jumped in” I said. He limped over to me grabbing me. “Don’t say shit like that” He said. We looked at each other for a minute. “I’m just playing sorry” I went into the bathroom in the hall way to change. When I came back in the room. Ace was icing his face. I shut the door and went to lay down on the bed. “As long as I’m here I got you J” He said. I nodded. I put my headphones on and listened to my cd I had burned. “Nobody going to love me better, I must stick with you forever, nobody going to take me higher, I must stick with you. You know how to appreciate me, I must stick with you my baby. Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick with you” I was feeling the lyrics of the Pussycat dolls. I started writing in my journal.
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