#and everything else

[onsomenewsht]

now playing: In The Kitchen

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》 Alexia Putellas x Reader (past) / Leah Williamson x Reader (platonic)

》 words count: ~900

》 deleted the playlist / but I still hear all your favorite melodies

“Can you change the song at least?”

Leah just ignores you, keeping tidying up your bedroom as if your clothes personally offended her. You can’t really be mad at the blonde, if not for her you could be even more miserable. And you’re already in a pretty shitty state if you have to say yourself.

But an intervention from your new captain and unplanned friend is unnecessary, you think.

Yes, sometimes you ignore calls from your closest friends. Yes, occasionally you hide in your still-kinda-bare but brand-new house. Yes, every now and again you lose yourself in your fucked up mind.

Why does she have one of Alexia’s favourite reggaeton songs in her cleaning playlist? 

When the defender pulls up out of nowhere a hoodie that you tried to bury as soon as you moved in, you’re back on square one.

“You’re pathetic”

“You’re such a good friend, Williamson”

“I am, thank you so much and thank Keira for it”

You really should.

You’re quite sure Keira convinced her best friend to look after you. She’s one of the few among all your former teammates who’s actually trying not to look at you like you kicked a puppy with no remorse.

The puppy is Alexia. 

The kicking is you asking for a transfer and basically disappearing.

You definitely should thank her.

“One may think in your hurry to leave you should have left behind your ex’ clothes”, the yellow number painfully standing out on the royal blue fabric.

“Drop it”

“The hoodie or the truth?”

You don’t answer, but you find the energy to move from your bed and rip the piece of clothes from her hand. You don’t even look at it when you abruptly throw it somewhere in your opened closet, too busy trying not to let the memories invade your tired mind.

Alexia’s warm embraces, strong arms around you and tender hands drawing mindlessly patterns.

Fuck it.

You can’t deal with it now.

You can’t deal with anything lately.

Apparently, leaving the room is not a great idea either, both Leah and the song are following you everywhere. Fuck the expensive audio system you convinced your brokenhearted self you needed too.

The music is getting louder, your head is beating even harder and your friend is too persistent.

You shut down the audio system entirely by ripping the main cord from its place and the defender flinches, stopping in the middle of your kitchen. She’s used to your mood swings, but she still doesn't know what to do when you're this touchy.

“Let’s cook something”, the captain proposes after a quiet moment.

“Don’t you have your own house with your own kitchen?”

“Yeah, but you can actually use it”

You take the excuse to distract and ground yourself, cooking is always able to help you to calm down and focus your mind on simpler tasks. Leah looks at you moving around your kitchen, somehow dancing without music but following a rhythm only you can hear.

For a while it’s almost like your real self is back, the version Keira described over the years but Leah meets just briefly when something sparks in your dark eyes. It happens sometimes, unexpectedly, other times she realises it was there seeing as the light dims.

Then you recognise you’re cooking Alexia’s comfort food and lose the grip on the knife. 

You debate throwing it all in the trash.

“Can I ask you something?”

“Can I stop you?”

You place two portions and while Leah pretty much devours her own, yours remains untouched.

“Do you regret it?”

“Chew the damn food, Williamson”

“Take your pretty head out of your ugly ass”, she quipped back, mouth full.

You admire her. She’s forceful, devoted. She keeps her word. She promised her best friend to look after a broken soul she didn’t even know personally, and that she does. And now Leah genuinely cares about you, to the point of being brutally honest when you need to be called out.

“I don’t regret it”

“You’re miserable”

“Well said cap, thanks for the pep talk!”

The blonde takes the plate under your frown and starts eating it, no reason to let such a good meal go to waste. The two of you keep it quiet for the next hour, she cleans the dishes and tidies up the kitchen as a silent thank you for the shared launch.

In the middle of the afternoon, you let her back in your bedroom and don’t even protest too much when she insists on you at least folding your clothes.

She’s wasting her day off making sure you don’t sulk in your own misery, so you kind of have to come to the conclusion you should at least indulge her.

The hoodie pops up again and this time you allow yourself to feel it. 

To feel her.

Alexia’ smell is well gone but a sudden memory overwhelms you.

An unnecessary long car ride to a secluded beach she insists on taking you to. Even if the unusual pale Barcelona sun is setting, even if she has rehab in the early morning the day after. The hoodie she’s wearing, the perfect fit with her open smile. You wrapped around royal blue on the return trip. It’s darker outside but your eyes are brighter. Her perfume lingers on the fabric.

Now you just hold onto ghosts.

#alexia putellas #alexia putellas x reader #woso x reader #woso fanfics #woso imagine #leah williamson x reader #alexia #leah williamson #woso #here we go again #please excuse my english #and everything else #this just bad #my wo(rd)so #Spotify #now playing universe

[never-ending-fanfic]

(Talking about stuff in general, not even the most personal things just... Your belongings however you define them)

#tumblr polls #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #polls #adhd #autism #tourettes #schizophrenia #did #ocd #and everything else

[meluli]

Taika Waititi for Vanity Fair

#congrats on your face babe #and everything else #taika waititi #taika waititi gif #my gifs #taika tuesday #ofmd cast #next goal wins

[cliobii]

Ed agrees to help Oswald on the condition that he can make short jokes

Idk if I like this toony style I slip into sometimes, I have a bit of a love-hate relationship with it

#nygmobblepot #fanart #riddlebird #gotham fox #gotham #dc universe #the penguin #edward nygma #the riddler #oswald cobblepot #I gave up on the colors #and everything else #my art

[respectthepetty]

The man who left the lipstick on Wela in Deep Night

Is the same one who brought Lomfon and Tien together in La Pluie

And the same person who served Daisy and Intouch sass and noddles in Secret Crush on You

And was the emcee during Kuea's wild dance moment to Lian in Cutie Pie 2 You

And he played the reporter at the beginning of Lovely Writer who interviewed Turbo and Kaownah

Which was based on his real life career of interviewing BL actors

But that was before he became the executive producer of Two Worlds

James Punnaphat has really been in everything.

#James Punnaphat #Two Worlds #Deep Night #and everything else

[lhma]

#i want this man #his arms HIS ARMS #and everything else #käärijä #icip #it's crazy it's party #mp

[pingopongobingobongo]

In the stripped club. straight up “jorking” it. and by “it”, haha, well. let’s justr say. The grooms desecrated corpse

#the magnus protocol #tmp #tmp spoilers #mr bonzo #the thing ‘getting off’ was his arms #and face #and everything else

[rosizoitsa]

Colorful Anais Series 🧡 Orange | Bonfire 🔥

There's always that one person who eats charred marshmallows…

🔸 Color variants ⬇ 🔸

#The Amazing World of Gumball #tawog #Roz's art #once again I wish I did a much better job on the background #and everything else

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

I am already obsessed with knight price and princess reader!! I want to see that big cold man fold like a metal lawn chair for princess reader! Break every oath he took when becoming a knight just for her and only keep his oath to protect her and honor her ahhh!!

Knight!price is so willing to break his oath for you that it scares him and i think partly that’s why he “hates” you so much. For some reason, you’ve made him want to protect and honor you in the best way possible even when he believes that maybe he doesn’t really deserve to be at your side

#knight!price #he’s ready to break his oaths #and everything else #for you

[scentedluminarysoul]

Every so often I think of a classic piece of media and realize how much TERFs would froth at the mouth if it were released today

They would protest Freddy Mercury

They would throw fits at Rocky Horror Picture Show

They would pop blood vessels at Ms Doubtfire

And then I almost get sad because they just don't know any joy, only hate and anger

But then I remember they're bigoted cunts and I hope they all die

#random #terfs dni #what a sad little closed minded existence #so glad I'm not like that #i stead i get to enjoy doctor who #and everything else

[cj-marj]

One of my favorite things to come out of Lobotomy Kaisen had to be “it’s Gojover”.

#Fraudkuna is a close second #and everything else #lobotomy kaisen #JJK #jujutsu kaisen #it’s gojover #fraudkuna #jjk gojo #gojo satoru #sukuna #ryomen sukuna #gotta mention my boy Itadori Yuji is every one of these #itadori yuji #I’m ac so scared the Mya’s gonna get sniped on Twitter :(

[arctic-hands]

tumblr really had the opportunity to become one of the best and most popular social medias because people were flocking here en masse to get away from twitter's and facebook's/instagram's and reddit's and even tiktok's bullshits and @staff really decided to squander that chance huh

#tumblr #tumblr live #and everything else #edit: forgot reddit #hellsite #and not in the cute way #staff #tries to claim it's a hellsite

[all444miles]

it.. it just gets better 🤭

#biting my finger #i actually screamed #and cried #and squealed #and everything else #cuz oh #my #gosh. #AHHH #miles morales #prowler miles #earth 42 miles morales

[sophie-summer]

This is a memorial for the loss of Mal's beautiful hair, it now lives in our memories.

#mal volari #playchoices #blades of light and shadow #choices fanart #blades 2 #bolas #this turned out better than i expected #i struggled a lot with the face #and everything else #mal

[anonymocha]

doodles of black dwarf and friends i managed to manage over the days despite everything

#had a horrible illness #and school :( #and everything else #so busy n for what #mochadoodles #black dwarf #kaalaa baunaa #伽菈波那 #reverse 1999 #重返未来：1999 #space girl show me the stars #I NEED HER IN GLOBAL GRR #nblw #because i say so #medicine pocket #voyager #i call a team of her voyager n medpoc laika because

[ladyhallen]

I'm officially an old person now. I literally didn't know Rick Riordan wrote anything new. I get my news from this hellsite (affectionate) and I was like, wait, solangelo is canon? AND it isn't a fanfic???

#rick riordan #gotta go get that book now #but later #because all my funds are going to my sisters plane ticket #and everything else #relating to her trip #when she leaves #i'm probably gonna be smacked in the face with all the bills i neglected