#and forgets their own needs

[lokh]

(ch 40 spoilers) au where qifrey erases olruggios memories one too many times and he forgets qifrey and ONLY qifrey

sometimes using forbidden magic that no one really knows how to wield anymore comes with unintended consequences!

eventually qifrey comes upon a solution, but it will return ALL his memories to him. will he risk it...?

#obviously as we see with galga this will affect the rest of his memories but =^) #witch hat atelier #witch hat atelier spoilers #I NEEEEEEEEED QIFREY TO SUFFER FOR THIS OK i love oru i love qifrey i love all these characters! #but my god! dont we all want this man to experience consequences! #tongari boushi no atelier #olruggio #qifrey #tetia is there too. hi tetia! #art #i like to think maybe orus own magic/thoughts interfered with the spell. or maybe even qifreys #a combination of that or even the slightest misdrawing led it to. misfiring #something like oru himself wondering if hell erase Everything. or fearing forgetting qifrey #or qifrey entertaining for even a moment If only we hadnt met. just at the wrong moment #the first time i draw anyone from witch hat and its. this #me knowing that oru Would forgive him and that something drastic needs to be done: #baby this is for ur own good i promise hghdfbghfbdg

[heybiji]

dandelion talks about how when he died it was like he was floating in a sea of black, and the paladin, lafavel, tries to talk him into finding a deity because he's worried about this warlock's soul*

*it doesn't work. dande gets defensively antagonistic

#dungeons and dragons #dnd #ocs #dnd art #dnd character #dnd oc #dandelion treehollow #lafavel adalhard #lafavel says i know you live a long time but you're not going to live forever #dande says well i have plenty of time #then an hour later forgets about the curse in his head that goes off if he wanders off on his own #and it does 30 psychic damage and almost kills him LOL #embarrassing behavior #dande's had some issues with the dark every since he got spirited away to meet his hag mom for the first time in a century and it was DARK #“it feels like that dark is following me...” #honestly very funny that the paladin is so concerned for dande's well being he's like bro you need jesus #he's not wrong #ravelers

[woahcoolbear]

dont think im ever finishing this one but hes so worm

#the emperor #bg3 #dont like drawing my durge in minths armour it feels so mean even tho i still havent played w her...thats her brand ... #empy wips just pile up #i think i need to work on my own fantasy stuff instead now i feel oversaturated w bg3 #bg3 spoilers #i keep forgetting hes spoilers kinda.. #art

[alpacacare-archive]

they're discussing how to make everyone happy (they are accidentally causing mayhem chaos and evil)

#repostober #day 8 #HEY I DIDNT FORGET ABOUT IT I JUST DIED A LITTLE BUT IM BACK #deltarune #deltarune queen #gaster #fav details about this one are gaster is his own chair. i believe he can just do that. hes elderly and needs to sit often and carrying #a chair through all the dimensions hes shattered across is impractical #he is also his own tea apparently #i love drawing them together so much since theyre my favs in the whole wide world i bet theyd be great friends if gaster wasn't omnipresent

[dadrielle]

I can't stop thinking about just how emblematic everything in those conversations of Ashton being "a child" are of how, even at her most beaten down, triggered and traumatized, Laudna is not and will not be what Delilah wants her to be.

For Delilah, "they're still a child" is dismissive, a bit derisive, but doesn't even merit being truly hateful. She doesn't find Ashton worth the attention Laudna is giving them, not when there are such more interesting, important things to pull the attention of an adult. Children are only important when they are useful. She will indulge Laudna on the subject, because Laudna is useful, is her vehicle for action in the world, but she only cares about it in the context of getting Laudna to do what she wants. Calling someone a child is calling them unimportant. (Laudna is a child to her)

But for Laudna, who loves children and who understands intimately what it's like to have the helplessness of child, to be trapped under the authority of someone who will never treat you as a full person, even when they are being ostensibly kind, to be so confused and lost and powerless...a child deserves attention more than anyone else. Of course children lash out. Being a child IS in many ways quite awful because the world is so big around you and you don't know yet how to react to any of it, how to soothe yourself - and if you aren't given the attention, you never learn how. Ashton never learned how. Her instincts - instincts trained into her by manipulation and abuse from inside and the world around her - may say kill him, but she fights them the whole way because her heart is stronger and her heart says that the angriest, most volatile child needs care as much as any other. More, even.

Laudna hears Delilah call Ashton a child and agrees on the word, but they have diametrically opposed understandings of what that means, and diametrically opposed instincts on how to treat a child. Laudna doesn't want to hurt anyone, especially children. She loves children. She loves so much and so selflessly. And Delilah is so very very good at manipulating her but she has tried for 30 years to change the bedrock of Laudna's psyche, the truer thing that drives her beyond the base animal instincts of survival, and it hasn't worked.

#critical role spoilers #critical role #cr meta #laudna #delilah briarwood #g o d I love her so much #she is so GOOD #and like I was so very worried for her at the break but #I keep forgetting and underestimating her #her strength may not look the same as other peoples' #it may be hidden under her traumatized confusion and twitchy fear but #it is there #she is so very strong #her victories aren't huge and showy but they don't need to be #can't be maybe in a war of attrition inside her own head #but after 30 years she is STILL THERE. STILL HERSELF. STILL KIND. #FUCK #I gotta go lie down on the floor about it #no wonder Imogen loves her so much honestly #she knows how hard it is to keep yourself good and kind in the face of a constant onslaught #I know its jokes but like. yeah. she would be a saint to Imogen. #st laudna real not clickbait

[neon-catarina]

i joined the trend guys

#they're so pretty 🥺 #I keep on forgetting that i would rather mind wear light colour andf heart wear dark but they actually look so damn good the opposite way #im at a dillemma #im gonna forget anyway so theres no point 😔 #i actually need a hms reference sheet it would do me so much good #im probably going to draw soul in a suitdress eventuallyyy #ILL GIVE DARRELL HIS OWN LITTLE SUIT DRESS THEYLL LOOK SO CUTE TOGETHEJREKN #neon's nonsense #chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cj heart #cccc heart #cj mind #cccc mind #cccc

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Izutsumi character study

#dungeon meshi #izutsumi #One of my goals for this year was to spend more time doing art studies. #What better way to start than with my favourite danmeshi character (not seen: a whole page of figuring out her features) #I feel like she is by far one of the most poorly understood characters in the series. Partially due to her 'late party member' status. #'She's abrasive and mean' - 'she's a picky eater' - 'she's a catgirl who acts like an asshole cat ' YES and that is the point! #Everyone in dungeon meshi is traumatized and messy about it but izutsumi is just less polite in how she tries to cope. #Izutsumi is a extremely traumatized teenager who has utterly lacked autonomy her entire life. #She is the epitome of a “If I can just have X thing then all my problems will be solved!” character. And the X is 'Freedom'. #Her epilogue was one of the best and wrapped up her character so wonderfully (WARNING: I WILL NOW SPOIL PART OF THE ENDING) #Because she finally gets her freedom! She can go where she wants to and she doesn't need anybody! Yet...it doesn't fix her. #She is so focused on doing only what she wants that she forgets her own needs. Sometimes you have to eat the things you don't want. #And sometimes you have to face the hard truths that you need more than just one thing to make you happy. #Life is not all about only seeking pleasures and avoiding pain. You need to be balanced in order to grow. #Eat your vegetables (including the metaphorical ones: I am eating more art veggies this year by doing art studies!!!)

[burntblueberrywaffles]

My problem is that whenever I enter a new fandom, I binge read a ton of incomplete fanfics, subscribe to all of them, and then when I get a chapter update for one of them I just

#god i made this a while ago i need to stop putting things in the drafts and then forgeting about it forever #but tagging things is a pain and im lazy #ao3 #ao3 memes #ao3 meme #archive of our own #archive of our own meme #archive of our own memes #fanfiction #fanfic #fanfiction memes #fanfiction meme #fanfic meme #fanfic memes #burntblueberrywaffles

[thaliasthunder]

dissapointing percy and calypso never got to talk about this in person

#this was so damn angsty #and i was expecting them to talk it thru when she was freed #and maybe percy apologyzing for forgetting her? but idk maybe thats asking too much from him judging how he let kid nico at his own luck 🙄 #and before u come at my ass yes i remember he talked about it w leo but i strictly mean calypso 🙄🙄 #woah these tags more anti percy than i was planning #so i guess my tag is now needed <3: #anti percy #pjo #hoo #pjo/hoo #percy jackson #jason grace #piper mclean #rick riordan #riordanverse #calypso #leo valdez #annabeth chase

[hyperfixationtimego]

I love you fucked up tv shows I love you gorey movies I love you traumatized characters who perpetuate the cyclical nature of abuse while still managing to remain sympathetic I love you intentionally morally ambiguous media that exists specifically to pose questions about psychology, ethics, and human nature I love you unflinching examinations of what it means to dance the line between acceptable and unacceptable behaviors I love you I love you I love you

#I’m having a moment. happy sugar life was GOOD man #I’m just gonna. tag this with my favorite psychologically scarring media because MAN. #ode to them and the way they make me feel about life and living and the people around me fr <3 #happy sugar life #danganronpa #squid game #lolita #demon slayer #goddamnit there’s probably so many more that I’m forgetting #six feet under #<- currently watching that one with my mom and I truly cannot recommend it ENOUGH #future diary #<- MY FUCKING BELOVED. GOD IT’S SO FUCKING GOOD #sweet home #(except i’m ignoring the ending because i personally think it sucked and undermined the whole message of the comic) #feel free to add your own here too btw!! I need some good recommendations teehee :3 #your turn to die #FORGOT THAT ONE WHOOPS #saw franchise #corpse party

[cuoredimuschio]

okay, but where's my steddie AU where steve wants to learn to play guitar to impress a girl he's infatuated with and he remembers that munson kid was always hanging up posters for his weird band at school, so he hikes out to eddie's usual dealing spot behind the track and asks (with far less groveling than he really should have) if eddie will teach him how to play, and obviously eddie says no because why would he want to help king steve, but of course, steve offers to pay him, $20 a week, and well, that's the kind of get-the-hell-out-of-this-shithole-town cash eddie really can't afford to refuse, so fine, he'll teach steve to play and they'll spend inordinate amounts of time together tucked away in eddie's room and they'll start to see that they have more in common than they thought and that they kind of had each other all wrong, and eddie will put his hand over steve's to help him get the placement for a tricky chord and it totally won't awaken anything in either of them?? where is it??

edit: i started writing it

#steve x eddie #steddie #stranger things #someone tell me this has already been written because i need it. please. #bonus points if steve shows up to the first practice session empty-handed #and eddie nearly calls the whole thing off when he has the Audacity to grab at eddie's sweetheart as if eddie'd ever let him play her #and he doesn't even teach steve anything that day because rule number one get your own fucking guitar and keep your mitts off mine #but by the end when eddie is deep deep deep in love and it's time to send steve off to woo this lucky girl of his #he offers to let steve take his sweetheart because she's guaranteed to make him look ten times hotter and cooler #and he'll have no trouble sweeping his girl off her feet and maybe eddie's breaking his own heart but it's fine—as long as steve's happy #except steve doesn't seem nearly as happy as eddie thought he would be #he seems sad actually and eddie kind of hates that so he starts to make some lame joke about how steve should be honored #because eddie wouldn't lend his baby out to just anyone and that gets steve to crack half a smile #but then he puts the guitar down on eddie's bed (with all due gentle reverence) walks over takes eddie's face in his hands and kisses him #kisses him like he's been dying to do it for weeks. because he has #because somewhere along the line it stopped being about wanting to impress a girl and started being about wanting to be with eddie #it started being screwing up on purpose so that eddie would grab his hands and show him how it's supposed to be done #and forgetting about lessons entirely and just sitting around and listening to eddie talk or just watching him play #because somewhere along the line steve fell out of infatuation and into love with the last person he ever expected.... #anyway idk where i'm going with this

[sad-leon]

!!!important question how does shadow leo meet splinter!!!

>:) the angst is here

Leo totally passes out from exhaustion and pain

Splinter is having an entire breakdown

Mikey and Raph are very confused

:D fun times

#shadow leo #sad•leonart #rottmnt leo #rise leonardo #rottmnt au #i still dont know how to draw splinter #april and usagi are throwing their own little celebration part (its just a sob fest) #FUCK #I FORGOR LEOS FACE SCAR ON THE LAST PAGE #DAMMUT #im not going back to fix it #but hopefully i wont forget it in the future #I FORGOR ON TWO PICS?!?! #i need to stop drawing when im tired #asks #anon

[joyfuladorable]

Art trade with @/ditzyblues!! Baja Blast are hard at work on their Jupiter Jim merch and definitely haven't missed a couple meals in the process! 🚀🌙

#tmnt #rottmnt #tmnt mikey #tmnt leo #my art #definitely not pulling on my own experience with hyperfocusing and forgetting the needs of all my bodily functions #no siree! #this was so so fun and a tad bit stressful due to me deciding to go Ham on the details lol #have fun spotting all the things

[columboscreens]

#columbo #season 4 #by dawns early light #columbo has Zero spatial/geolocational awareness. he needs a map to get to his own bathroom #unfortunately none of the murderers ever tried just spinning him around in circles a bunch then walking away #not that itd make him forget it was you but hed get lost often enough that the statute of limitations would expire by the time he found you

[chalkodareal]

various john drawings. mostly just the good ones. drawings that suck too bad are not here. sorry about the weird way they probably look in the small version its a thing i do for insta sorry.

these are from like. multiple months so they still vary in quality a significant amount. scijohns are not here they probably get their own post at some point.

#john linnell #john flansburgh #oh my god i forgot the one horrible mspaint image was here let me delete that #ok its gone. that would need its own post #sorry about the one mr. flansburgh drawing looking creepy. and im sorry that i draw mr. linnell as a bird thing #tmbg #they might be giants #ok i covered my bases #sorry i just post these so often on insta i forget how little i post them here #CHALKO DRAWING TAG